#idk how i didnt realise that before

[foileadeux]

some angry dream hollow and ghost

#hollow knight #hollow knight gijinka #hk thk #hk pv #hk little ghost #hk knight #their horns merge into their hair in their dream form things in the fight against radiance. bc it looks cool #and hollow keeps their white hair bc once again it looks cool #third img is technically an animatic screenshot but thats ok #this is ooc from how ive been portraying them before but i think they deserve to get Mad #its ok uhh hollows just umm putting contacts into radiances eyes :) #oh and they get pupils #because it looks cool #theyre in a dream ok hollow gets their arm back im sure they can will themselves pupils #also this made me realise that ghost's shade in the radiance fight has longer horns #idk how i didnt realise that before #anyways enjoy #i love drawing anger #get her ass vessels #my art

[francy-sketches]

Joff had been fond of the Hound, to be sure, but that was not friendship. He was looking for the father he never found in Robert -Cersei VI, A Feast for Crows

#asoiaf #a song of ice and fire #valyrianscrolls #joffrey baratheon #sandor clegane #my art #maybe it would have been better to post this with the previous one bc of how similar they are but nah im all about that instant reward lol #anyway while drawing that i realised the baratheon and clegane sigils have the same colors (yea only thot about it now ok) #and it made me think of this quote #i kinda dont fully like how it came out idk the stag should have been warped ore but it didnt look right when i did that #asoiaf big brains: here's an essay about the deep themes of asoiaf me:brooo these two sigils have the same colors anyone noticed that before

[daphnalia]

i have made so many drawings of yeet and killa and the worst part is that NO ONE WANTS TO SEE THEM ARHEHAA🗣️🗣️💥

but anyways when have i ever cared about that

#killa redisigb we stay winning!! #i just didnt wanna draw that sorta jacket her old design had.. so #i have more for the record #these are the finished ones #dndads #dungeons and daddies #yeet bigly #killa demall #i heart them #shoutout to those two people who saw these before i posted them u know who u are💥 #and shoutout to zillylilguyz whos one of the people i just mentioned and got me completely cooked on the mtf/ftm killa and yeet #i am on such a posting roll today!! thats so crazy dude #second post todya #oh yeah btw this is probably not thwm as twelve year olds if it wasnt obvious #idk i dont know how to draw kids #actuallt i just realised i think i might be drawing yeet with an eyepatch in the wrong eye.. #who careeesss

[arsenicflame]

i love this is how you lose the time wars take on love changing you. you were changed before i ever knew you. i changed you so you could become the person i would fall in love with.

#idk just the. there is red in blue and blue in red gets me. so hard #red realising it was blue out there when she was 13. that pivotal moment that shaped the rest of her life. that brought her here. red didnt #even know the danger just what she saw of blue. #blue talking about getting sick and being cast out and changed and wrong and then red remembering that and using that memory #to save blue. to make her reds. to make her the person who would never quite fit in in garden. someone who would reach out to an enemy agent #i loved you before i never knew you #i was shaped to be yours #nyxtalks #tihylttw #this is how you lose the time war

[puhpandas]

I keep thinking about how on earth they would canonize ggy bc like. at this point if they have to sacrifice Gregory screentime of just him to make something we already know actually canon, I would rather just take the screentime, but on the other hand they have to canonize it if they want to do anything at all with that plotline, and that makes me wonder if theyll stick with it as canon in the games at all or just leave it as background knowledge if u read the book 😭

#like i love ggy just as much as the nezt person and go crazy at how canon it is but not yet #but also i like gregory a lot more and ggy isnt the only reason hes my favorite #gregory was my favorite for a whole year before ggy even came out #i want him as a person to be developed more than his ggy plot when we already know its real #but gregory himself desperately needs more time focused on his character to tell us more about him #maybe give some context to some of his decisions #best case scenario honestly is Gregory has a protagonist plotline where it showcases his character and relationships with others #as the game progresses naturally with dialogue and stuff (freddy and vanessa being his guides or something) #with the focus being saving cassie #but as the game reaches its climax gregory realises for some reason or another that apparently he was ggy and did all those things #and was the mimics fave #but its established he had amneisa before security breach so he didnt remember and still doesnt #he just knows he did it and has to deal #so it doesnt completely take over everything else about his character #and then whatever happens at the end of that game has cassie saved and joining 3 star #who GOT DEVELOPMENT in this hypothetical #like idk i want ggy to be canon but i dont want it to overtake gregory #yknow what i mean #it should be background to him not the other way around #vanessa and cassie already have that big main possession plotline #pandas.txt #tbh if they replace gregorys backstory with something equally interesting I'll be ok with no game ggy #we already have a whole book to mess around with i wouldn't mind it being a little au even tho i know it isnt #its VERY canon and ill 100% be alright and happy w game ggy #but im nervous for how they would establish it in a game if at all #with how much gregory needs screentime just as a character and if he'd need to wait even longer after a ggy reveal #thoughts #gregory

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

noooo you can let me describe the doctors body trust me i totally wont be weird about it this time

#me explaining why the doctor is hot: well theyre old enough to be my messiah so jot that down #also a body thats died many times #me opening the powerpoint: so before we begin hands up how many of you have spent more time than you should thinking abt jesus' body #church was like and this is body of christ and me being 7 and autistic took that in every way they DIDNT mean #anyway sorry yaz not sure what exactly the sin is here but im pretty sure uhhh it is one #its usually the master doing this #but yaz is taking the masters place in this fic so #that tracks i guess #gonna have to figure out how to take the pronouns out of this too #also look at the third person/second person flipflopping #i do that kind of a lot but i realised in this paragraph maybe thats because..........there isnt a third person imperative uhh mode? #is that a mode we call that idk #there ISNT a third person imperative right? thats just second person? #i think so #but its interesting bc thats like the main way my narration flipflops #idk if thats like bad. bad writer habit or whatever #if it is i dont really care #it doesnt bother ME so #idk if it bothers anyone else #one time i had a fun paragraph in the doctors pov where it went from its standard 3rd to 2nd to 1st. 1st plural i think #and then Back to 3rd distance yourself from yourself dont get too close #anyway

[theodoravery]

litg mcs — s4 to s8: olive, rina, margo, bina & gabi

#saw some1 sharing and i wanted to as well!! #would love to add 1-3 but i may have forgotten to take pics before the seasons got deleted :-) #anyways. my baby bina got done sooo dirty she's supposed to be a gorg brown girlie and instead looks like a white girl w a tan #also wouldve loved to have the two braids last season #for anyone curious: olive ended up w angie/ rina w lulu but i hc they broke up and she got w gabi after a while #margo ended up w chloe<3/ bina w rafael (although i didnt even finish s7 bc of how bad it was) #and i still dk what im gonna do with gabi. ill for sure pick jin this week but im ngl im still waiting to see who else comes in #but yea. jin is sooo my type. makes me insane #love island the game #litg #btw idk if u guys noticed but the s8 clothes don't fit the bigger body. it made me sooo mad when i realised #that's so lazy of them

[yioh]

sometimes it makes me really annoyed how fast the male characters in genshin become favoured by fans lmfao it’s so unfair 😭

#male character has a sad past: fans make intricate soulful art and fanfics abt them for years #female character has sad past: fans are like awwwwww:( and then forget abt them #like i can GUARANTEE u kaveh will have content created for him even months and months after his release #shenhe content after her story quest??? crickets. silence. #i would even argue that shenhe’s story was WAAAAAAAY sadder and heartbreaking but 🙄 #idk it’s just so unfair that ppl aren’t as interested in women like ik this has been a pattern for YEARS and likely will never change but #it fills me w so much rage #women are always better they’re always more interesting GRRRRR #i feel like the reason i hate kaveh so much is because how unfairly he is loved by fans compared to other characters 😭 #everytime i look at him i am simply reminded of colourism and another missed chance for a sickass design #i’ll literally never be over how much sumeru broke my heart lol it was actually so gutting 😭👍 i didn’t realise the colourism was gonna be #THAT bad and i didnt realise the fans were THAT colourist racist AND stupid #truly will never forget the ‘they’re in the forest where there’s no sun so they’re all white as fuck’ argument #can u believe that was real #anyways . anyways #ik everyone is sick of me talking abt this LOL it just rly annoys me because i liked this game sm before 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲 and the fans r #everywhere so i get spammed w content of characters i Do Not Want To See 😭

[vzajemnik]

its truly so crazy to me there are people on this planet who havent heard igor by tyler the creator like it feels this album has been in my life since it came out although i listened to it properly for the first time at the beginning of this year. so super late. but ive heard all these songs years before theyve always been in my life......and its so crazy its just not an universal thing

#🗞️ #overall somehow my internet presence was always accompanied by tyler fans for some reason like idk how that happened but i always thought it #was just an internet thing. but no it was just the circles i was in. like i didnt have to try at all to listen to his music bc i was always #surrounded by it and it was so beautiful and this year i realised its been so long since i actually heard any of his stuff bc i deleted #instagram in 2021 and since i havent heard tyler at all. and i was like what the hell. and so here i am now going insane again #igor was truly such an influential and important album in my formative years even if ive never actually put it on on spotify ive heard all #those songs a million times before just bc somehow that's how i spent my time on the internet. such a bizarre experience still

[nevoeiross]

when i hear other people talk about their grandparents lives and how they went to college and stuff it really floors me like what do you mean you dont come from a poor family of farmers, field workers and emigrants?!?

#it feels so weird to meet my friends familys to bc its a difference i didnt even realise existed #like last week when i meet my besties family and they were asking me a bunch of stuff about my family and how i grew up and i felt so #out of place like im a farm girly through and through and bc i grew up in such a small town basically everyone was to #so it never really struck me as hard before i guess #idk weird rant but i’ve been feeling weird about the whole thing and how they took it and a little small

[toastsnaffler]

actually ive been thinking abt this a lot lately like basically for years i assumed i was very (cis)het passing and only recently ive become aware that i am in fact. very obviously perhaps almost comically gay to other queer ppl. like lmaoooo ok then

#i think its bc a) when i came out at like 15 everyone was super surprised so i assumed ppl still found it unexpected even now #+ b) im not super aware of social cues generally (autism) so dont tend to pick up on stuff like that unless its explicitly said #+ also c) ive never felt like i physically appear very conspicuous bc i dont have any piercings/tattoos/never dyed my hair etc #i only cut my hair short relatively recently too..... so idk i just assumed i blended into the background for everyone #but now im interacting with ppl outside of my tighter social circle more often ive become more aware- #of how ppl might perceive me. or rather ive become aware of just how UNaware i am of how ppl might perceive me #and its really funny how many odd interactions ive had in the past suddenly make sense if u assume the other person clocked me as gay #like strangers that have gotten flustered around me that might be bc i was giving off strong dyke vibes etc #the other day i was in a bookstore and the guy behind the counter was very stiff + quiet until i replied to smth he said and suddenly he- #became way more animated + started talking to me more casually + that was the first time i realised i probably sound gay as fuck #like i think i kinda have a stereotypical gay mannerism/lilt to the way i talk... no wonder i used to get called a fag so often lmfao #or like i remember trying to find a lab partner in 3rd yr of my degree + i had to do it on call only bc of covid + there were a bunch- #of us with similar lab interests but it got sorted SO fast bc this one other student seemed to gravitate immediately towards me #and i remember thinking afterward that it was odd how quickly we resolved that. esp bc we didnt even meet it was just voice call #anyway yeah i found out she was a dyke much later but i think maybe she clocked me straight away bc of how i sound....? #and that was why she warmed to me so quickly... but god i remember debating for ages with my ex abt whether she was gay or not #like my gaydar is truly terrible i suck balls at picking up on cues so its funny that to some people im reeking signals #also i met up with an ollldddd old friend last week + 30 secs in she was like oh fuck you must use different pronouns now #gesturing to Me. like oh..... im visibly gnc......? or maybe behaviourally???? idk. also shes v femme which made me realise that- #i rly do come across kinda masc/butch nowadays. even tho ive never really thought abt it that deeply before or made an effort to #i mean yeah i do identify along those lines but ive never directly considered how to flag that to other people etc im just doing me baby #ANYWAY this has been a rly long ramble idr what point i was getting at but just find it fascinating to think abt how im read in public #bc im just genuinely so unaware of it. its weirdly rly validating to find out that im automatically recognised as dykey + a little masc #boosted my confidence a lot as well tbh ive felt rly comfortable in myself lately. partly also cuz im getting a little muscular ;^) #ANYWAYYYYYY enough of all that i need to go sleep if youre reading this ily goodnighttt xoxo #.diaries

[etherylelixyr]

Fucccckkkkk (the feels man)

#idk leaving texts for X so they see them in the morning #and i wanna tell them everything #i wanna tell them that im sorry for basically becoming a ghost of myself for 2 years and ignorning them and only hanging out with V #on the outside everything looked perfect but it was so mutually toxic and destructive but we revelled in the self destruction and pain #and it was our secret. fueling our habits and shutting everyone else out #we were both so depressed but the high from it all was worth it... at the time #looking back i feel sad for that-era us #that-era me #i left all the people who truly wanted the best for me. who were my closest friends. who loved me more than i loved them... #now im back. officially. no more of this self destructive sad mess of a ghost creature. #but i cant change the past... #i still left X for so long without an explanation. and it looks like i chose someone else over them. i wish i could explain to them #that it's not like that. #i didnt have a choice... it all just sort of swallowed me... #i felt so lost and so dead. #but now im ok. #we were talking about Who Is most Likely To in the new friend group.. and one of the questions was Likely to Change their Personality #and X turned to me and went. well Elixyr has known me long enough to see that happen- #and yeah ive known them waaay longer than any of their current friends. #and yeah. theyve changed. and so have i. #but the change wasnt some edgy Change my Entire Personality thing. it was just... becoming less mentally ill... and sad... #and trying to be a better n happier person #but theyre still sad... and i wish they werent. i wish i was around before to make them happy... fuck i hate past me. #sometimes we talk and i realise just how much theu push all of it down. they tell me about how theu want to drink themselves to sleep a lot #and thats... worrying... #and i wish i were a better friend. i wish i knew how to comfort them better. they dont understand why i care so much about them #and i want to hug them and tell them that im so sorry. i feel so guilty that i might have added to their lack of self worth #and im a massive hypocrite. i tell them that theyre not responsible for other peoples feelings and to not think about it like that. #i wanna tell them that no matter how much they think theyve changed. theyre still the same person i loved since the start. #but they'd take that the wrong way... i wanna tell them that it's them. it'll always be them. and im sorry.

[featherymainffins]

Starting to think that maybe I have forgotten the ways most people approach other people and their behaviours and skills

#i kinda. forgot. that some people are...i dont know how to put it...odd in their thinking? #uncreative? #i have no idea because i didnt mean to be negative #but its like. i dont know. i have something. and i work with whatever i have. #and i feel like a lot of people will have something and they dont like it so they just discard it? #like idk im reading about this one person rn and without further clarification they have problems with empathy/compassion #and have a lower emotional intensity of emotions #and theyre kinda lamenting how theyd like to be a doctor but feel like they shouldnt / wouldnt be good at their job #(im not sure about the exact reasoning but the takeaway is that its a negative dejected tone) #and my first thought was 'damn youd do fucking numbers as a surgeon. absolutely go for it.' #and i was honestly quite taken aback why they seemed so dejected or felt like that isnt happening and then i realised that #that some people before have probably told them that they cant be a doctor with the way they interact with the world??? #which is like insaneass to me. like naaah girl is about to do fucking numbers with that quick decision-making and no hesitation #lower emotional intensity is definitely something incredibly useful in that line of work as well. just for gods sake dont put her #in the front. #there are people whose primary skills are making decisions and being real good with a knife and handling stress extremely well #and who do not have the skill of knowing how to interact with a people in a fashion that isnt rather rude #and thats perfectly fine #just dont make them interact with patients #the same way you should never force a back-end dev to do front-end

[cuz-reasons]

I think the funniest thing about me and my siblings getting older and living apart is that we still pick up each other's sayings but now we don't know if their from each other or home

#like i tend to call chips 'chipies' and my brother told me that he started say that too #and i was like 'i have no idea when i started doing this it could be a home thing idk' #tho a home thing i didnt realise was a home thing until i almost said it aloud is the phrase 'bathroom chores' #which refer to like the stuff you do in the bathroom before going to bed #mainly like using the toilet and brushong your teeth #my sister said it to her friends once and they were all like 'wtf are you talking about' and she explained it #and was like 'idk what else to call them their your bathroom chores' #anyways i still dont have a better way of refering to bathroom chores so that how they shall be refered to forever #anyways #enjoy my midnight ramblings

[goodomensandbadpress]

Saw Kaarija live in Dublin and when I tell you I was screaming crying pissing and Shitting

#I started quoing 2.5 hours before doors opened #Im not going to say what I did inside bc I have SHAME #But this is peak male physic and you guys are going to have to accet that #kaarija #also I didnt realise the fandom was so Kpop-esque? #and idk how I feel about that #like everyone was in a discord group tht I apparently didnt know about #litterly everyone around me wastexting eachother

[lily-blue-blue-lily]

oh sex ed s4 is making me feel a whole lotta ways ... i am sobbing

#i just watched the second to last episode #i feel impossibly sad right now idk if im in a particularly emotional mood right now or if it really is that sad #like obviously there was the stuff with maeve and otis #but that combined with all the other sad scenes has actually broken me #like the scattering of the ashes #(also the funeral from the episode before which broke me in a special kinda way i absolutely bawled my eyes out) #the stuff with viv unexpectedly super upset me #she deserves the world and i just didnt really realise the relationship was going that way #also the adams conversation with his dad #about how he just genuinely thinks his dad doesnt like him ... god #overall i dont think this season is objectively that good #like the pacing and editing is fucking wild and i miss all the characters who arent in it #but boy is it making me feel so many emotions #i wanted to watch the last episode tonight too but turns out its an hour and a half long so thats gonna have to wait #sex ed s4 lb #sex education spoilers