#icehot13

[616marcspector]

P L E A S E say more about autistic marc spector you are SO RIGHT and i want to hear EVERYTHING, have already read your whole tag (the body language!!!! yes!!!!!!) and 100% want more!

i am sorry for taking So Long to reply to this ask i have been so busy with irl stuff recently 😭

i've talked a bit about body language and stims and things and today i want to talk a little bit about his brain bc it is so fascinating to me i want to pick him apart <3

we know marc has had suicidal thoughts in the past, this is canon in both the comics and the series. and in both cases his desire for death comes from guilt. but why does he want to die, specifically? often people suffering from guilt would prefer to be punished, to be put through the same pain that they have caused others. we see this in the more modern comics, where marc has very little care for himself and his well-being and actively puts himself in harm's way. he is not trying to kill himself, he is trying to torture himself. (and he is not a masochist, he is simply a very sad and lonely man.)

so we ask again, why did marc feel suicidal in the past? because he craves peace. the world is loud and big and when marc is bleeding out in the middle of the desert after witnessing a massacre or having a meltdown and ptsd flashbacks while steven is coldly egging him on, all he wants is for everything to go dark and silent. he wishes he could not feel anything at all, like he pretends to, like he was taught to, like people expect him to. he knows he has done terrible things, and most of the time he accepts the guilt and tries his very best to rectify his mistakes. but sometimes it is all so very much to bear and he wants to shut down for a long, long time.

marc barely fronts at all in the moench run, only coming out when they need someone angry and violent OR when frenchie is around. and that's important. marc loves frenchie. whether you interpret that love as platonic or romantic or something else doesn't matter, frenchie is a safe space and an emotional anchor. frenchie understands marc, understands his past and his guilt and his anger and his loneliness and most of all he understands what marc needs. when marc is with frenchie he doesn't hide who he is, and as such we end up seeing the softest version of himself. and that is so fucked up how marc does not realise that at his core he is warm and kind and capable of so much love and compassion because he has been forced to mask over and over again that he doesn't even know who he is anymore. and yes that can tie into the did because i do not think it is a coincidence that people with did are often also diagnosed with autism. but that's another subject that i don't want to get into because i am just here to talk about autism.

does any of this make sense? is it coherent? am i just babbling nonsense into the void? idk but this was therapeutic for me <3 also sorry for getting so deep on ur ask i didn't intend to get right into it so heavily straight away 😭

#asks #icehot13 #moon knight #marc spector #the autism of marc spector <3 #suicide mention #marcfrenchie

[himbohargreeves]

I LOOOOVE this fic but also: the blog directors commentary is sending me 😂 this is the way fic was supposed to be experienced, 10/10, also honorable mention to the binder joke, and lila's dark jokes about his missing fingers then saying she's still gauging his sense of humor??? I'm dying. Perfect. Dying.

Lila really said I wonder what the humour level is of this man I met five minutes ago, better make a joke about his most obvious physical flaw to find out

#absolutely ZERO filter jajdjaks #also directors commentary is a hilarious way of describing it hajskskska #river writes #icehot13

[ayyoparayko]

Putting together my cookbook binder and had to include all the recipes I got from the amazing @icehot13. Triple B is still one of my favorite books/fan fics. Parsley Pasta is one of my go to when I feel like cooking but don’t want to do a whole lot. 🤣

#icehot13 #triple b #personal

[cornerdreams-txt]

Hi!! I literally just last night got to the point in COD with the "Soap making his way to the church to find ghost" mission and then I read your three ghost/soap fics about it!!! I loved them so much, they fit into the game so neatly that now I can replay and have so many feelings about ghost/soap 😭 I especially loved ghost continually getting more panicked for soap 😭 they were so great thank you for writing and sharing!!

That mission is called "Alone" !! :D it's one of my favs

Thank you for the feedback! I don't respond to comments on those works much anymore bc there's so many and it's kinda overwhelming but I promise I appreciate rhe feedback and comments eheifhdkjr

Thank u again<3

#post type: #answered asks ☁️ #icehot13

[icehot13]

why yes i am four pages into the epilogue i'm not even posting in its entirety (tho i do promise a fun little preview) instead of working on the actual last chapter!!! train trips and agonizing visits home are the MOST FUN 😍

#jakob is having a bad time and i love that for him #hoping to get a ton done tonight seeing as i have to stay up as late as humanly possible #aka adjust to working 9pm-430am for the next two weeks #so i'll either write a bunch OR i'll watch a whole season of riverdale #one of these is more likely than the other #anyways utterly obsessed with this epilogue johnny is trying SO hard i love him best baby boy #cannot wait to get to the whole-fic re-editing tho i delight in that #i want another pretty book for my bookshelf!!!!! #very happy with how the first one turned out #which if you haven't bought it yet #it's beautiful and i promise it's peak icehot13 vibes #don't buy the bakery book tho lmfao it's like ten years old and not as good #jfc i still can't believe my apprentice read that fic a decade ago what are the FUCKING ODDS #IT WASN'T EVEN ABOUT THIS CITY IT WAS A DALLAS FIC #sigh

[jedusaur]

Roy/Jamie(/Keeley) recs, part 3/3

part 1: tropefic part 2: kink fic

part 3: canon-based fic

Waterfalls (R/J/K, 43k) by @andfrecklesandyoursmile Roy and Jamie start texting after Roy's last game. best slow-burn longfic in the pairing, imo (probably got less attention than it deserves because it's mistagged "pre-relationship"—don't worry it's absolutely not, they do get together!)

How To Build A Triangle (R/J/K, 10k) by @itwoodbeprefect this has so many feet-kickingly delightful little details, my favorite of which is Roy googling polyamory in his office with PornHub pulled up in another tab in case someone comes in and he needs to switch to something less embarrassing

the pull of you (R/J, 8k) by @soofyahn if you watched the Uncle's Day scene and came straight to AO3 to find out what happened next, this is the fic you were looking for

if you could redirect my day (R/J/K, 12k) by @theladyragnell my favorite of the broad field of post-S2 "Roy invites Jamie to Marbella" fics

A Change is as Good as a Rest (R/J/K, 7k) by @siriaeve my favorite of the even broader field of post-S2 "Roy doesn't invite Jamie to Marbella but he shows up anyway" fics (one of my favorite lines about Roy and Jamie ever: he admires you so much he can't even tell where that ends and the wanting begins)

he knows so much about these things (R/J, 1k) by @trinityofone my favorite Amsterdam fic, just Roy and Jamie lying in the grass together lookin at the stars

mad comets, fixed (R/J/K, 9k) by @leenik-geelo heroically pounded out and posted during the tragically short-lived Golden Age of OT3 i.e. the week between 3x11 and the finale. some really lovely prose in this one, very atmospheric

so afraid that time will take it all from me (R/J, 10k) by @teddy-after-all in-depth character study of Roy as a closeted gay man dealing with internalized homophobia—I only like this kind of thing when it's executed really well, which this is

With Only Wings (R/J + R/K, 12k) by @icehot13 the aftermath of the hug at Wembley, exploring Jamie's issues with being seen as soft

it's on the table (R/J/K, 10k) by @armadillo1976 in which the three of them visit Oxford, fall off a punt, and end up in a hotel room

#ted lasso #roy kent #jamie tartt #keeley jones #fic #recs #fandom

[angelmichelangelo]

input, output

g, 10k words

steven learns he’s autistic

read on ao3

tagging: @scarabgrant @the-artist-from-hell @gebgeb @icehot13

#moon knight fanfiction #moon knight fanfic #moon knight fic #steven grant #marc spector #moon knight system #moon knight #marvel fanfiction #marvel fanfic #marvel fic #marvel

[tacticaltaxonomist]

Comfort Movies!

Got tagged by @tamorisana thank you :D List 7 comfort Movies and tag 7 people. Buddy I really don't watch movies (something I want to fix) but these are tried and true favourites that I can watch a million times.

1. Ghost In The Shell 2:Innocence 2004 (+ GITS1995)

2. The Lord of the Rings (all 3)

3. Howls Moving Castle

4. Spirited Away

5. Batman 2022

These are all I can think of rn! @srrrokka @exultedshores @rising-dawn-uvu @sechurae @millipedeart @icehot13 @screwtheprinceimtakingthehorse

#tactaxtalks #movie meme

[the-only-universe-here]

Got tagged by @icehot13, don't mind me as I take five ages to collect my thoughts because I start thinking about what movies I like and my brain goes BLANK hsjxbsuxbsjxhsjc

1) Sinbad: Legend of the Seven Seas, its my childhood movie that I more or less memorized

2) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers

3) Ocean's Eleven

4) The Dark Crystal

5) Prince of Egypt

6) Contact

7) Avatar, purely because the worldbuilding makes my brain go bONKERS

....... tbh some of these are less "favorite movies" and more "movies from my childhood that instantly unlock nostalgia" but yknow, I always thought Contact was a banger of a sci-fi movie when I was younger so whatever

And imma tag @roxavvi and @grouptalekindnesssoul if either of yall wanna participate ☺

[djarinsteeltoed]

“I’m not -”

“I know who you are...you are everything.”

Been reading The Way Home and In Name Alone by @icehot13... couldn’t resist drawing one of my favorite scenes.

#my art #the way home #in name alone #icehot13 #bobadin #fanfic art

[goldafterglow]

SO HERE for all the pegging frankie content, thank you for this, I never knew I needed this but now my life is complete 🙌

I KNOWWWWW

Like I once told Bowie (@generaldamneron) about how I haven’t seen much pegging content for Frankie and I think that is literally atrocious and an injustice to him as an American her😤 @catfishingmorales looks like we’re saving lives

#yeah it’s just all in a day’s work😌 #iris answers #bfnssjksa im sorry I’m the worst #icehot13

[secretpajamas]

Just saw your sneak preview of the Javi/steve modern au and wanted to say it's amazing 🙌 I hope there's more sometime!!! Though I probably won't survive steve enacting spite via club dancing 😂

Believe me, it’ll get done!! I’m just procrastinating super hard on it because I ran into plotting issues. But tbh I don’t think anyone’s gonna be looking at my plot holes with a magnifying glass or anything, so I should just get over myself and finish it!!

#icehot13

[fbwzoo]

I love your post about enriching your cat's life indoors and with outdoor harness walks! My main hesitation for taking my cat outside is being worried about fleas etc that he could pick up - but do you find that to actually be an issue? I haven't asked my vet yet but I'm also not sure even what to ask! Thank you for all your kitty advice, you have so many wonderfully helpful posts 🥰

Oh thank you, I’m glad you enjoy them! :) I’m honestly thrilled to have a kitty like Phoebe who enjoys going outside so much & all the enrichment we have for her (and Shilo too)!

We haven’t been too worried about fleas or had an issue with it because we treat the cats with monthly preventative. With the dogs in the house, it’s a good idea to anyway, and I would definitely suggest doing so if you wanna take your kitty out. We use Revolution, which you can get from your vet. Revolution also guards against heartworm, hookworm, roundworm, and ear mites, so you’ll be covered against multiple types of pests, just in case.

Good luck with harness training your kitty, I hope they enjoy going outside if you take them! ♥

#asks #cats #cat harness training #cat health #icehot13

[airilymusing]

@icehot13 said: Congrats on being married!!!!! I’ve loved seeing your referencing him in posts go from “Boyfriend” to “Fiance” to “Husband” ❤❤

Thanks! It’s been an exciting few years! I’m hoping to hear that a certain man in your life does the same!

@cole-saberhagen said: Thank you for the tag and congratulations on your marriage! all the best to the both of you :D

Thanks! Looking forward to seeing what you post. 

#replies #icehot13 #cole-saberhagen

[cryo-bucky]

“Din spent a while pushing the puddles of de-icing fluid around until he gave up and extracted himself from beneath the panel. He sat with his back to the instrument panel, stretched his legs out as much as he could and tilted his head back against the control panel, exhaled a slow breath. Maybe Boba couldn’t sleep downstairs, maybe the small compartment that housed the bed was too small, too reminiscent of the space where he’d been trapped for so long. Din wasn’t sure, but just in case, he stayed quiet and let Boba sleep. It was hard to look at him, harder still to look away. Din loved him so much it hurt.“ 

A scene from the fic “The Way Home” by @icehot13 

Clearly Star Wars isn’t my usual bag but I am absolutely in love with The Mandalorian and would die for them all. The pining in this scene really got to me and I just HAD to draw it! 

Over Here is another post with some close-ups as well as the black and white version which I did first in order to establish values. 

#the mandalorian #din djarin #boba fett #bobadin #the mandalorian fanart