#i. haven't told them that tho

[drysauce]

im still thinking about how yesterday when my cousin and her roommate/bestie came to visit and hang out she introduced her as her girlfriend and i was incredibly surprised not really because they're dating but mainly because i didn't expect that i'm not the only non-straight person in this family lmao

#i. haven't told them that tho #anyway i really hope they didn't take my reaction badly because i didn't comment on that and just moved on to saying hi #but it was probably visible that i was a bit surprised lol #but to be fair i react the same if straight couples tell me they're dating i sometimes just forget that friends can end up like that

[dollopheadsandclotpoles]

BBC Merlin is a tragedy in that Merlin's choices that were all to save Arthur's life led to Arthur's death, but that doesn't mean it was all for nothing!! The events across their 10 years together led to a new world order which eventually brought about everything they had worked towards!! PLUS THEIR RELATIONSHIP BROUGHT JOY AND MEANING TO BOTH OF THEIR LIVES!! That means something!! GUYS!! listen guys that MEANS SOMETHING!!

#it's not like game of thrones which left us with the feeling that everything is pointless #bbc merlin #merlin #it was their love for each other that brought about the new world order!! #also I feel like people haven't watched the show in a while i keep seeing people say that Merlin betrayed his own kind #HE TRIED TO HELP THEM WHENEVER HE COULD #he introduced morgana to the druids!! He protected Gilli and told him about his magic even tho he couldve betrayed him!! #it's just that he HAD to also protect himself!! it was self preservation ok! #and sure eventually protecting arthur became more important to him than anything else #but how can ya'll play/watch TLOU and be like OBV Joel would doom the world for Ellie and then turn around and be like #merlin is a traitor to his people!! he did all he could for the promise of their future!!! and he's YOUNG and he DID HIS BEST #and how many people would let their loved ones die for a vague idea of a better society #yeah I'm a merlin apologist what of it #it's just such a nuanced issue you know i'm not saying he was right but i'm not saying he was wrong either

[thsc-confessions]

"The reason why copperright is so widely agreed upon by the thsc fandom is because how little changes youd need to make in order to make it canon. You can just tell someone theyre married and they will believe it. I once told a friend this and they comepletely believed me. I have never seen them since in a year." submitted by @stilbiesrevivedclone

#wait you haven't seen your friend since you've told them copperright is canon? #huh... #I agree tho I'm surprised they aren't canon tbh #they're so gay I love them #I feel like I've used this picture before but I don't think I have?? #I hope not </3 #thsc #mod dave #thsc confession #thsc confessions #reginald copperbottom #thsc rhm #copperright #@/stilbiesrevivedclone

[damiemontclair]

Is it ridiculous to think maybe this whole hospital thing and related business has mildly traumatised me? Is it ridiculous that I want to write about it in excruciating detail, just get the experience out on paper, on my blog, somewhere? It feels dumb but I want to write fic about it. I think it'd fix me.

#Still haven't really properly cried tho I am kinda tearing up as I write this #I'm not having a good mental health time rn ngl #The callous way some of the docs treated me; the way their sole focus was on reproduction without a single care for the hormones... #The generally terrible way I deal with surgery/post-surgery #It wasn't. As bad? The last few times? #I think I've also made myself forget a lot from the first 2 times #3rd time was more traumatising. #This last one tho... I never stayed for more than a night at the hospital. I never want to stay at a hospital ever again. #I never want to have surgery again #I swear if I have to do that again I will have my panic attack before they even put me under #It was so painful this time and people weren't listening to me at all when I told them the iv wasn't sitting right anymore #Nurses and doctors kept dismissing my opinions and wishes and needs.... #It was like as a patient you're less than human. #My arm is still bruised from where they fucked up their blood draws... #I'm so tired but I can't seem to rest #I'm so full of emotions but I can't seem to let them go and *cry* #Its like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop #Pls ignore me amd my rambles I'm just. Not doing too hot rn. #damie talks

[fruitbatvalentine]

Making OC's for post WDGFIL Valentine to become friends with because he's a sad wet cat to me and deserves friendship

#also writing a fic ill never post lmao #the OC's r like. semi already existing. im just making adjustments to throw them into the MH universe #changing my beloved Logan's name to Aero and then also changing everything abt him except for like. 2 personality traits #and making Sam look way more cunty and also making him only Half vampire instead of just a straight up vampire #haven't figured out Rayne yet we'll see if i throw her in there #created a new zombie oc her name is Cammie #like part of his redemption is befriending Draculara but also #but he needs some other friends too that arent an extension of being Draculara's friend #like get out there my love. make some friends. experience being an akward loser teenager just trying to be nice #hes also broke as hell and has been disowned by his mother and told the homophobic clouds to kill themselves #so hes not having a great time #lets get this boy a support system #whisp hangs around but he doesnt want to use his last wish bc she'll have to return to the lamp and that would be sad. #eventually she convinces him to say bye tho #in that the last wish he makes is like. hey gurl gimmie a magic phone or smthn so we can talk while ur in there #ill figure it out. doesnt matter rn #kieran valentine #mh #why do ghouls fall in love

[hua-fei-hua]

*flopped down on a couch w/a glass bottle of apple juice to make it look like i'm drinking beer*

yeah... yeah i'm fine.... just coming to terms w/the fact that i must use javascript in order to achieve my vision w/the neocities...

#the main reason i haven't just abandoned this particular aspect of the Vision(tm) is bc it would be useful for like. #more than one thing. so it's like. le sigh. #(reading the documentation for tippy tooltips tonight so that i can sleep on it n try to implement it tmrw or something) #why is it always js.... please god spare me at least a Little bit of suffering here i'll never sin again etc etc #speaking of sin i've started speaking more candidly abt my queerness w/the kids at work this week #it's nice to talk to the older kids (as in fifth grade or older) bc even tho like. nine years old is when they start to be tolerable #they lack awareness n life experience. today i told the older kids that i like men but in a gay way #n one of them was like 'i don't get it' n then i reminded her of Gender:tm: n she was like 'ohhhh i get it' #n the two guys also listening were like 'what. i still don't get it.' ONE OF THEM ASKED ME IF I WAS AMAB ACTUALLY LOL #n i was like 'what? that's not important.' but that was really surprising! kids usually read me as female #so it was kind of flattering in a way to be asked 'were you born a boy?' like idk how he's trying to process my gender #but i'm going to flatter myself into thinking the question comes from him like. idk clocking some kind of innate masculinity or w/e idk #花話 #anyway it's Crazy that it took me almost a year to not feel like i'd get instantly fired for telling kids i'm queer #Not going to lie it really felt like i'd never get to this point but it really is kinda just once you start it gets easier #(though to be fair i also wouldn't have told Any of the kids Anything had one of them not started acting like 'gays' was a dirty word) #(n i just Looked at him n said 'you know i'm a queer right?' n he was like 'O_O') #when i worked at homophobic summer camp i do remember daydreaming abt telling my boss i was a 'flaming queer' #i'd have put my feet up on her desk n everything as i made direct eye contact w/her but ofc i never did anything like that. #anyway! i will slep now so that i can get back to work on my projects tmrw morning

[bravest-notts]

teeing up a party for an NPC betrayal and having them unintentionally assist in that is an incredible experience, oh my gosh

#not cr #i can't talk abt this on my normal blog bc two of them follow me lmao #today they handed said NPC the key they found in the cave they're investigating #the key is to a magical barrier blocking the entrance to the room further in where he's gonna do some good ol ritual sacrifice #they haven't gotten that far tho #...and the key is how THEY were supposed to get in lmao #fortunately two of them are mages so they -can- still futz with magic or find other ways to warp in #but can you imagine the rush i felt when they a) told him they found a key and b) handed it over without question when he asked #they KNOW there are probably cult members here too #but they have not yet started to side eye the head of the excavation apparently #next week is going to be transcendent

[sysig]

Your Weekly TV Guide

On Monday you can expect:

2:30 PM: Fandom mix (Deltarune/Adventure Time)

And Tuesday:

2:30 PM: Adventure Time - Winterkov

Wednesday:

2:30 PM: AT - Winterkov +4:20 PM: Speed draw video!

Thursday:

2:30 PM: Patreon Promo

Friday:

2:30 PM: AT - Winterkov

Saturday:

2:30 PM: AT - Simon

Sunday:

2:30 PM: Star Control II - Helix

Thanks for tuning in! (Patreon)

#Weekly TV Guide #The threat finally hits its mark: I told you'd it'd be awfully Winterkov-y over here for a while >:3c #There'll be a few others to freshen the mix tho! Here and there now and then ♪ #It was so hard to sit on these for a month lol I just kept building and building on them - this still isn't to the point of The Project #Working its way there tho :3c #Oh yeah and just because I'm highlighting this video doesn't mean there haven't been others - please keep an eye out for the Requestobers! #Quite a handful have posted already - gotta catch up with my alt reblogs pffbtl like I don't have enough things to get in order lol #This is also the current last Patreon Promo buuuut I have been considering making two new tiers #Not that there have been any takers so far haha - but it's at least something I'm considering #As always if you'd like to support me there are links ♪ #Anyway tho lol - clearing out a few of my warmups this week! Good :) #I'm looking forward to Sunday's as well ahh!! #The timing on everything haha #Busy busy

[katyspersonal]

Tbh I really like finding some typical Bloodborne themes in Elden Ring yet!

- A “guiding” flickering light that is actually hella corrupt - CHECKED

- Corpses found in weird ass pose that has lore significance yet - CHECKED

- The cOSMOS - CHECKED

- A live-sized Doll character - CHECKED

Can’t wait to find more shit tbh

#soulsborne #fandomry rambles #'even if it leads you to your grave' oh my GOOOOOOOD shut up #varre you better be ironic otherwise shut the fuck up #we here in russia have a saying 'well if X told you to jump off the bridge - would you do that?!' #mean to mark a person without their own opinion who just follows guidance of someone controlling them #so like... well if guiding moonlight / golden order told you to jump off the bridge - would you do it????? fsdjghfds #this is why rykard is already based character even tho i haven't met him yet #i just know he is against this stupid shit tho #good for him #soulsborne be like: sorry guys the only way to transcend a vicious cycle is to eat people! and even then some rando will stop you from it! #cool message dude soulsborne/10

[aroandawkward]

My post in which I mentioned learning that my 13 year-old neighbour identifies as aroace kinda blew up, so I thought I'd talk about it a bit more. Like I said in that post, I felt really emotional about the fact that my neighbour knows about those identities at such a young age. But I also felt emotional thinking about the fact that I am proof to her and her family that being aroace isn't just a kid thing, that aroace adults exist, that they can lead full lives, that they aren't necessarily miserable loners (although of course I know that being a miserable loner wouldn't invalidate someone's identity!). Just by being here as a 24 year-old who identitifies as aroace, by being casually friendly with my neighbours, by being very tentatively and awkwardly open about aroace stuff, I might make it a little easier for the parents next-door to understand and support their aroace daughter. And that thought means so so much to me.

#actually aromantic #aroace #actually asexual #aromantic #asexual #If you are in a place where you are able to (and want to) be open about your orientation #you never know the positive ripples that might have for others! #(Obviously you shouldn't ever feel you have to tell anyone tho) #I'm always so awkward about being open about my orientation #but the idea that doing so might make life a tiny easier for a baby aroace #is such a wonderful thought #I haven't talked to the kid about it #but I told the parents that she can talk to me if she wants to #and I told them that I wish I'd known the words at the kid's age #and I hope hearing that might help the parents see her exploration of these identities as a positive thing #The parents are lovely but I don't think they are super aware of LGBTQIA+ stuff #I think knowing a real life example of an aroace adult might help normalise it for them #awkward aroposting #For context I'm 24 but I've known these neighbours since I was like 12

[daemoninfluff]

my brother and me, looking at a map of our city marking all 19 cemeteries, trying to figure out which one's the one our father is buried at cause we have to get the headstone cause his rental contract has expired like

#would be easier if our mother was talking to us but alas #who knew after being dead for some 20 years they would just go bye bye but that's the chr*stian church to y'all #on the other hand my great grandfather has been buried at the same cemetery since 1973 so maybe it's just that one #orrr it's cause he's buried in a small town and maybe his last name still weights something to the people there #I mean nearly the whole town came to his funeral - tho still it has been 50 years that can't be it right right right #maybe I should ask me grandmother but I haven't talked to her since our grandfather died like 5 years ago or smth lol I don't even know #they never cared for him anyway so #who wants to visit 19 cemeteries with me to find the right one could be a fun date idea #actually does anyone know what happens to the ashes? like do they just throw his remains in the trash or #I have so many thoughts about this I actually think we need to get it this month but I'm not sure cause NO ONE TOLD ME #until my brother was like 'oh yea we actually needa go get the headstone if we don't want them to throw it away' #like guys this was money #fluff whining again

[pxlheaux]

After talking to her mom for awhile, she agrees to let Rue go to her old room and take what she feels she needs and what she’ll be able to move with her. Annika assures her that she loves her, but she told her what she expected of her since birth and Rue constantly challenged her authority. 

Rue knew how her mom grew up and how her parents treated her. She was the only girl out of 3 other boys and Rue’s grandparents biggest goal was to have a successfully rich family at any cost. They had no regard for what their kids wanted for their happiness and would disown them quickly if they went against their word, something Annika’s 3 older brothers learned the hard way. 

Still, Rue knew she could prove her mother wrong. That didn’t mean she didn’t miss her life.

#ts4 #ts4 simblr #ts4 gameplay #ts4 screenshots #ts4 legacy #rue #annika's backstory #because sis needs to chill on her kids tho #ryan doesn't care if the kids grow up to be doctors and lawyers and athletes #but he doesn't want to face annika's wrath either if she feels like he's not choosing her side #but i literally miss rue's old room so much #it was such a vibe and so cute and she used to hang out in there all the time #just painting and listening to music #she's only taking things that are easily carried so no beds and no dressers #but her easel is coming for sure #her lights too and her paintings #and a few things she thinks kane would want from his room #she never told him she was going to visit home because their parents literally haven't called them or checked on them or anything like... #y'all are really dedicated to acting out my storyline huh lmao

[arnie-cunningham-official]

Upon its release, the film grossed $21 million at the US box office. The film received mostly positive reviews from critics and has since become a cult classic.[3] A remake is in development.

my disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined

#christine 1983 #fucking hell why do they have to ruin everything good #but on another note. if a reboot is to be made. #personally I would like it to go more the''maybe Christine is a normal car and Arnie is just acting up'' route #but. I am sacred they may go the book rute #which. I haven't read the book. it might be good. I wouldn't know #but yeah. I don't really vibe with the whole ''Arnie isn’t doing shit and he’s just possed'' thing I’m told the book has going on #because. the movie gave me an impression that it could be about stuff like #you know. getting back control of your life. sort of (? #like Arnie did everything his parents told them to and buying Christine was the first time he did something for himself #and when his parents tried to take her from him. he stood up and keept her #also that’s when he adopts a more ‘’rebellious tenager persona’’ #there’s also this other thing where Arnie might be queer. and his whole douche greaser act is like. an over compensation of masculinity #and this OTHER thing. where his and Christine's relationship kinda sorta looks like grooming. to me at least #ok ''the car is a groomer'' sounds crazy but hear me out #this 17 yo meets the villain by pure chance and immediately decides he likes them even tho everybody in his life tells him is a bad idea #(also that villain is too old. that seems relevant) #he gets whit villian as a ''fuck you'' to his controlling parents #start spending all his time with villain causing him to distance from his loved ones and has brutal change of personality thanks to villain #has a lot of people trying to separate them and that only makes him react violently (and double down) #just to ultimately die because of his obsession with villian #(I mean. I'm no expert but that does look sus) #well. maybe I didn’t explain myself very well. but this IS a really interesting movie as it is #and all of that would be lost if the movie is just ''ghost obsessed with car possesses random dude to drive the car again'' #but even if they don’t go there. there’s no guarantee the movie is gonna be good. you know? #but. as I said. idk #my insane ramblings #talking tags

[plushie-lovey]

My thrift haul from today. I was incredibly excited to fine 2 squishmallows and 4 webkinz all at once

#stuffed animals #plushies #plushblr #thrift haul #plushcore #yes I already have a cow. one day I will probably sell this second one. I haven't decided yet #also the 2 squish had literally just been put out when I was looking thru the plush bins #my datemate sheepishly pointed em out #he had to be subtle tho since he now works there n doesn't want his coworkers to think he's telling me where the good stuff is #which I totally get #I'd actually thought those plushies were just sitting there until he told me he saw a worker put them on the pile

[spaceyqueer]

the thing that really grinds my goat is when people who haven't known you that long decided your gender & pronouns without asking, and then when you correct them they're like "oh it's so difficult for me :(" you haven't known me for five minutes how are you having difficulty? would you say the same thing if I said "actually everyone calls me [nickname]" I bet you wouldn't but because you assigned me a gender you are apparently incapable of erasing that from your head?

#this is a call-out for both my colleagues and ex roommates #all of whom I've been clear from the get-go that I use they/them #but oh nooo it's to hard for me :( #like I didn't have to overcome the same shit? #like. do you think Im like those babies that ended up bleating like sheep? that I was completely separated from society? #I was raised in this society too #I had to learn to use they/them pronouns as well #it really ain't that fucking difficult #especially if you barely know a person #maybe if you didn't gender strangers in your head automatically you wouldn't have this issue #but even so!!! if I've told you I'm nonbinary it's not that fucking hard #heraclean task #I only barely give my parents benefit of the doubt #and they've known me since I was born #get better or die #also @ my parents tho I have been out to you for four years and you STILL haven't improved I am tired

[yourknightinshiningplastic]

girl help I'm thinking. about that guy again.

#i wore my fob necklace today and it reminded about that time in science class that the kid across from me asked what it meant #and the guy i had (have) a crush on told him because he was sat next to me #and how that same kid went to a fob show with the guy i liked (they were friends ig idk) and i was so jealous #and when he was talking about it i just exploded basically #i mean i would have been jealous of anyone in my class seeing them in concert but the fact that it was him #i thought about how much fun that would have been #and ofc being like 13 and a fanfic reader yaknow #you can imagine what i daydreamed about #also apparently hes like mean now or so ive heard from my neighbor which was awful to hear #i dont think hes mean because he said hi to me that one time last year or whatever #also the friend i heard that from doesnt know i had a crush on him #i haven't told her #i dont really want to tbh #i did tell her about when i saw him tho i just didn't say who it was #just that i had a crush on him and was confused as to how he recognized me #basically what i posted here when it happened #man talking about this is so like exhilarating #i feel like mabel gravity falls rn #everytime i think about my real crushes it is like wow fictional crushes do not compare for me #at least not anymore #maybe i need a new real crush idk #winona has something to say #crush talk