#i'm sorry if this sounds so negative

[terezicaptor]

everyone is being so pessimistic about frubbo jesus christ...

You guys are all entitled to your opinions but holy shit you are depressing the fuck out of me acting like there's zero possibility of frubbo later and acting like tubbo doesn't want fred in his life anymore

Maybe this is just me being emotional or something but... I feel like the love is worth it even if it has risks. And we all know tubbo prioritizes sunny over anything so it's not like him choosing between her and fred will ever be a thing...

The frubbo arc continuation shouldn't happen now bc it won't fix tubbos abandonment issues obviously but like... that doesn't mean it can't pick back up later

Maybe I'm reading too heavy into your words but it is not completely doomed. I feel like there were so many chances to kill fred if they wanted to ultimately end the arc...

#txt #qsmp #frubbo #It is late for me and I'm feeling emotional sorry if this sounds mean but I am upset and tired of so much negativity

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

anyone else ever get struck with a sudden feeling of distaste or being tired of someone who you usually really like/are friends with for literally no reason whatsoever? or is that just me

#like this has been happening with various people all summer #I'll be like... the thought of this person causes negative emotions that are literally directed at nothing #it isn't anything the person has done I just. feel like I don't care and don't really want to put in the effort with whatever friend #which is really weird bc I KNOW if I DO just put in the effort and ignore that random feeling I'll have fun and enjoy myself!! #bc I DO still like my friends actually!!! I just sometimes feel like I Don't and idk why #Lu rambles #this is especially odd when it's the sound guy bc like. not only have I been massively crushing on him all summer #but he's also one of the few people I genuinely have clicked with here. like we get along. it's cool. I've been slightly in love with him #so why do I now have this weird feeling like I want nothing to do with him/don't care #actually I feel extremely ambivalent about just about everyone right now but for some reason especially him #wait maybe it's PMS actually.... the Leave Me Alone Don't Talk To Me Don't Look At Me Don't Make Me Show Up hormones have hit :/ #...that would actually explain several things from the last couple days. I should start tracking it #ok sorry I'm done externally processing my emotions on Tumblr dot com. bye

[blubble-lake]

wanted to compile some more finale/other F&C grievances I'd been writing over the past few months before going into next year, some rant-like and some more coherent (under the read more)

#sorry- you can scroll away if not interested I just needed to be in my disgruntled zone for a minute but not really debate 😔 #I refrained from posting a few of the thoughts at the risk of sounding too salty online #it always makes me sad bc the last thing I wanted to feel towards this is bitter #like I'd much rather be happy with what was done than to gripe over it but it's really hard to #even the scenes I did enjoy from the finale are hard to look at knowing what it ends up as ( ´_｀) #adventure time #fionna and cake #petrigrof #simon petrikov #betty grof #at #my post #I'll most likely have additional thoughts next year but I figured I'd post the 2023 thoughts in 2023 #I really do love these characters lots so that's probably why it hurts so bad #also I'm sorry for the negative posting- I promise I prefer not to I just needed to get this off my chest 😭

[caracello]

i gotta stick my tongue in his mouth or something idk.

#thinking about boone i. i. tugs at my hair. #i thinn one of the reason him and deimos work so well is because she gives him something he's never had before. #like. like. sorry this is going to sound gay. #i think with carla he loved her very much obviously and the romance they had was really sweet. and it came about really quick but lasted. #with deimos it's different because it was built over so long. and so every kiss feels like they're making up for lost time. #and it's intense but never too much because it's built on such a basis of trust and it's not BETTER than- #carla but it's something entirely different. #there's no comparing the two because they're incomparable and it helps boone feel like he doesn't have to- #give up his love for carla to be with deimos the two can coexist and he can have both. Okay. #gush:{🦖} #obvi he'd never have to give up his love for carla either way but um.the man was raised catholic. #that's another big thing actually i think his relationship with carla was very Straight Relationship (not meant negatively this time). #where with deimos it's so explicitly queer. no room for catholicism in this relationship boy if i don't get your spit in my mouth in the n. #sorry. okay. i'm done.

[mashmouths]

@ god if you don't want me to kill myself turn my power back on i am NOT playing

#it is 2 am and everyone is asleep and i've seen two firetrucks drive silently past my house and i am miserable and cold and alone <3 #sorry to once again be pity posting but my phone has 3% so i'm charging it with my laptop that i'm also using for light #i have a flashlight but my laptop will be backup in case it dies and i want the Power Back Passé #**Please #there's this high pitched chirpy sound that i'm pretty sure is the smoke alarm? which thank god she's battery-operated but also my fire #alarm is faulty on a good day and the firemen know that and i'm so worried that one day we'll die bc our house cried fire one too many times #once again sorry i'm just tired and stressed🫶 how is everyone's day doing bc i hope it's better than mine #fuck the garage won't open eitherrrrrrrrrr so i can't go anywhere to work :( genuinely just. fuck me i guess? #whateverrrrrr ain't nothing gonna break my stride i'm running and i won't touch ground or something #a post #real negative nancy vibes this evening sorry gang i'll try to be more throat goat nancy in future #it's not even storming it's just windy as all get out which? i suppose could take down a power line but i wish it would not :/

[zirconpetals]

Personally, if Huntlow doesn't become endgame, I will be upset.

Yes, I appreciate friendships too, and I no, I don't only care about shipping. But. We're being shipbaited pretty heavily atm by both the show and the crew. It's not an overreaction to be upset if it doesn't go anywhere. It's usually pretty unsatisfying if an arc is being set up and then you get the rug pulled out from under you, it doesn't just apply to shipping. (Unless the arc that's being set up is the one you personally don't like and feel relieved that it's being abandoned)

#huntlow #<- not even using other tags #using endgame instead of canon because it's technically already canon if one-sided #listen I'm a pre-asias HW shipper I would have been happily shipping them even if they haven't met at this point in the show #but we're not living in pre-asias times anymore. the ship's CANON #and especially seeing how the crew acts around it... if nothing happens it would feel like they were mocking us or something #sorry if this post sounds too defensive. i wrote a longer and calmer version but it was too rambly so i decided to get to the point #next time on zir unpopular opinions: huntlow is not rushed at all #negativity #<- debated if I should tag it but eh you know. just in case

[datastate]

nankidai contact me we could fix the rankings of asunaro agents, training regimes, and also make sei a much better character without ridding what i know your intentions were.

#i did like the ministories i Did. but the more i think about sei the more it gives me a headache #what's with the trial. things would've been fine if it weren't for the trial. and i know his intentions were for the resemblance of the #hades incident but also Why. what is the POINT !! rahhh #i know it's cool on the surface but w this one + anzu's not making her clownfit it's as if he's retconned what happened... #or added things entirely out of the blue. like this. ahhh #jestersvaguely #yttdlb #also sei is not a bad character per se. it would be interesting sure! but i feel like it's now more. convoluted? #that's the only way i can express it really. i feel as if it's more convoluted to have two iterations of rio... #when initially the impression was that rio was his own. loosely meant to fulfill what kai lacked #but now he's meant to fulfill two roles - kai and sei... and he is not enough of a character to really justify that i think #i don't want to sound mean or make it seem i dislike this but there are just such small changes which could've been made to adjust this... #also why did kai live. why was he chosen. how could asunaro reason this out. why didn't they let them practice more before assessing #their skills. they aren't needlessly sadistic. they don't see kids fight for the hell of it. what was the point of having them fight when #they're like 8-14... ahhh #i know i already made a whole post basically rehashing these points but genuinely the more i spin it over in my mind #the more i really do think the trial is more for some sort of shock on the player's behalf because it doesn't. make sense... #and rio cannot live up to two dead people. quite honestly. he is a good character but he is not that good #negative #I'M SO SORRY. AGAIN I DID LIKE IT BUT IT JUST BRINGS UP SO MANY ISSUES THAT WERE NOT THERE BEFORE. IN ADDING MORE RE: SEI & TRAINING #WITHOUT FULLY THINKING IT THROUGH IT ENDS UP FEELING... INCONSISTENT AND A LITTLE UNDERWHELMING IN SOME ASPECTS #yttdposting

[slashaer-arc]

tempted to archive again and be friends only bc getting interactions here ( when i’m actually here ) has been like pulling teeth.

#i do get salty about it sometimes #not a lot but when i am here and writing and it seems like no one wants to write with me then yeah i get bitter lmao #so i might move! #if i do only follow me if you actually plan on writing with me bc #that's why i'm here. i don't want to be mutuals and never write that's not the point #or at least that's not the reaosn i'm here #negative / #out. #and sorry this sounds terrible i usually don't post stuff like this but #i really am getting disheartened and annoyed

[that-was-anticlimactic]

actually, no. you know what? i am so sick of this “marinette is just a friend” bs. okay. cool. adrien said she was just a friend a few times. whatever. it’s not that big of a deal and everyone in the mlb fandom like. hyperfixates on that??? idc if it’s a “just a joke” because it’s utterly ridiculous at this point. i have literally seen people go on heated rants about how stupid or clueless adrien was during the umbrella scene because he called mari just a friend. are you kidding me??? y’all are really going to take away that moment for him? he just made like his first ever friend in nino and when he called her a friend, he looked so excited because this boy has only ever had one friend before. of course he’s going to call mari just a friend because he just met her and the only time she’s actually spoken to him outside of the suit at this point is to yell at him like... y’all...

and this is not me hating on mari because i love her so so so much. i just hate how passionate and heated fans get about this. i mean... y’all... adrien didn’t even think mari liked him??? like, in puppeteer two, he is literally upset because he came to the conclusion that mari hates him. also, of course he’s not like in love with or crushing on her when she’s barely spoken actual sentences to him! again, not me hating on mari and her nerves because like i get it, it’s hard. and also this is like adrien’s first time interacting with people as peers, so 1. of course romance is not his main priority 2. he doesn’t understand social cues or situations very well At All which is made abundantly clear in the show 3. i don’t... i don’t think adrien knows what affection is??? i mean, he’s definitely learned some over the course of the show, but he’s used to a neglectful / abusive father, his stoic assistant, his bodyguard who doesn’t really talk like at all, chloé being chloé, and hoards of fans declaring that they’re in love with him, hanging all over him, acting like he’s a shiny thing rather than a person, etc... so like. how is adrien supposed to actually comprehend that mari likes him???

and okay no my last point: so so so sick of the double standard. i have seen countless people rant and rave and scream and shout about how stupid adrien is for not returning mari’s feelings or knowing he has a crush on her and then these same people will turn around and berate chat noir and say things like “gosh ladybug isn’t obligated to return his feelings:/” like... hELLO??? why is ladybug not obligated while adrien is??? it’s ridiculous and disgusting and i’m so so so tired of “just a friend” jokes on tumblr, in art, in fics, in youtube compilations... like... can’t we be normal about this? and i don’t mean normal as in “casually enjoy” i mean normal as in can we stop being so aggressive and harsh and hostile towards literal fourteen year olds my God they’re children they’re allowed to make mistakes and mess up and my God the way y’all talk about lila is disgusting, too like i hate her but i don’t want her tortured and killed??? and the way people characterize the classmates as physically and verbally assaulting mari because of lila??? like... my God they would never??? they would all honestly side with mari chameleon is a bad episode and is poorly written and everyone is out of character please use your critical thinking skills and understand that chat noir is not harassing ladybug anymore than mari may be harassing adrien (aka they are not harassing each other at all my God) and stop insulting and demonizing fourteen year olds so your otp can get together thanks

#i have. feelings. #sorry y'all #this may be harsh but i am so beyond sick of it #i've been going through the classmates tag on ao3 and filtered out all the s.alt fics for all the characters and the majority of the fics #i'm seeing are aggressive lila takedown fics or like unproperly tagged s.alt fics #where the classmates are still rude and aggressive and bully mari when even lila doesn't really bully mari that badly??? like yes it is #awful that she tried to get her expelled and lied a bit about her but lila has never been physical nor tried to kill mari and nor would any #of the classmates actually turn against her like. they may disagree with her or think she may be acting on her crush and yes lila did #threaten mari in the bathroom but like... what has she done since then? try to get her expelled and then... nothing. like. this is Not me #saying not to take bullying seriously but people take it to the extreme with lila and how she treats mari in fics and i am so so so sick of #it!!! i just want to read mlb classmate fics where they're all silly and being teenagers without mari being unreasonably and uncanonically #bullied and without the tags 'alya/adrien/classmate redemption' HELLO??? WHY DO THEY NEED TO BE REDEEMED??? THEY AREN'T VILLAINS??? THEY ARE #FOURTEEN??? as a rule of thumb i refuse to read fics with those tags like sorry but if you tag fics like that then you obviously don't know #the characters. i'm sorry if this sounds mean or harsh it's just exhausting trying to find fun or sweet or found family mlb fics because so #many of them are so negative and ooc and involve like extreme hatred towards fourteen year old fictional children... like... how do we not #see the problem with that??? like... am i overreacting??? please someone tell me they agree with me!!! i've been working on this really #stressful assignment that determines whether i graduate my future career and also costs three hundred dollars to take so i've been really #stressed and every time i try and take an mb fic break i end up more stressed because the fandom is so cruel to children ahhhhhhhh #okay i am. done. maybe i'll delete this later... i just need to see if someone agrees with me because i am. :))) on the verge of losing it #lol #mlb

[sunlitmcgee]

/srs I don’t think that the CCs understand why people love the DSMP. I think they’ve gotten so used to seeing the cool fanart and flashy animatics that they’ve failed to understand that it isn’t the drama-packed angst that’s pulled so many into this series, but rather the moments of softness and humanity between them that we see with so many characters.

I hate current drama on the DSMP.

I hate “cool” forced lines or edgy plotlines that start and drop off before they can end.

I hate villain arcs that make no sense.

I hate manufactured, shock-based conflict.

I hate constant angst with no moments of relief.

I hate grimdark takes about a hopepunk story.

I hate when characters only ever get worse and it does nothing but make me feel like an idiot for hoping that they’ll get better.

I hate all of that and find it to be boring and cringe and generally quite shit. I hate when the CCs try to sensationalize what has always been a grounded human story about grounded human traumas lived through by characters that are human and free to improve as the world around them changes and they learn to adapt to it.

Maybe I’m alone in this. But I’d much rather watch another dozen noir clingy streams then sit through another prison break that takes the characters I love and butchers them right at the end of the series.

#dream smp #cc critical #dream smp negativity #I don't know how to word it better so sorry if this doesn't make much sense #or if it sounds petty and kind of silly #i just #i'm just tired really #really tired #of mourning this wonderful series

[neonhairspray]

*

#completely different talk #now when i'm done with my exam all the hard feelings are resurfacing and I don't like it #for a couple of years now I've been feeling lonely not in a physical sense #but more in terms of bonds between people #and it only increased in the mid of last year or so #it's such an unpleasant feeling and the worst thing is that I don't know what to do about it #like... I cannot go asking people I know if they want to form a close bond with me #dating wise it's even worse #during the worst moments I think that I am probably an unlovable person and not deserving of romantic love #yes i know it sounds cringe and you can laugh about it #it's just how i feel #sorry for posting all the negativity on here again

[94erz]

Of all the takes I’ve read about JITB good and bad so far the honest to god worst ones are all to the effect of ‘’he deviated too far from the BTS sound’’ and like, no fucking shit, that’s the point.

#Sab talks BTS stuff #I'm all for people giving their negative criticism but at least make it smart #it doesn't sound like BTS because this is j-hope NOT BTS #I'm sorry you're still stuck by the brainwashing of HYBE and BH to not see them as individuals #but this is what j-hope sounds like when he's free on his own and WANTS to experiment with his sound #so no it doesn't sound like BTS and based on the overall reactions to far that's a good thing #because JITB is crushing it in ways not even BTS have in the last few years

[ink-fireplace-coffee]

Carmen my sweet!!!

I just wanted to stop by and say I hope you’re taking care of yourself. I know exam season is stressful and it’s hard to keep up but sometimes a little break is the best thing moving forward.

I hope you have a happy Halloween 🎃 ❤️❤️

Anmol, hey

I thinkmi was doing good until this morning, cause I saw that the marks of one of my midterms were out and of course i failed by just one asnwer difference. Which ngl sucks a lot.

I guess that, along with other stuff that's going on right now, is impacting me way more than it should so not only i have all this stuff i want to manage somehow, but also i'm home alone cause my parents went on a trip and my sister's on Erasmus.

But I mean I'm trying to take care I guess? Just university makes me want to bash my head into a wall and maybe nerver go out of bed again heh

Have a Happy Halloween! And do tell if you have something prepared for tonight! I won't be cause there's no one home and I live like two hours away from my friends to come visit so like what's the point

#it all sounds like really shitty right now but i was doing well with everything #until i saw that i had failed my exam #so i'm extremely sorry that this answer is negative as Hell #anmol friend🧡 #my cozy blanket when it's foggy outside

[thornshadowwolf]

OK I'll bite what the hell is "promo hour"? /gen

#I've seen it a couple times and it just looks like ppl making posts saying 'follow me' and rbing their friends' posts saying 'follow them' #and like so obviously getting followers is the main deal but what's with the specific 'promo hour'? #is it like... the time tags update so you're likely to end up at the top of a tag? #is it a site-wide thing or is it like your friend goes 'hey guys I'm doing a promo hour make posts asking for followers'? #and like... most of them just look like intro posts* so why is that the promo hour post thing? #*like 'hi my name is ash I use he/they. I like to draw and my favorite shows are Star Trek and Firefly! Welcome to my blog!' #but half of them are also just random like. *meme image* goo goo ga ga PROMO HOUR POST YAY YIPPEE HOORAY amongus ok now follow me #and... do they actually do anything? #like do they work for getting you more followers? #I'm just so so lost... #*old man voice* back in my day we followed people because we found their content naturally not because their friend reblogged- #-their post begging for followers /lh #do they serve a similar purpose to the 'looking for mutuals/ppl to follow! if you post about: -mcr -fob -wolf's rain -death note -mlp -fma #like this post and I will check out your blog!' #except more focused on getting followers than following people to join a community? #also sorry a lot of this sounds negative and judgmental as I write it I just can't think of a way to rephrase it #anyway. #ThornShadow.said

[transvampireboyfriend]

trans people should be able to communicate telepathically with each other at least within a 15 mile radius

#that's like 25 km I had to search it #trans #i wanna have trans friends but I don't want to move to the city and it's so hard to find us in small towns 😭😭😭😭😭😭z #I'm SICK of this #my best friend from hs sent me a transphobic tiktok thinking I'd laugh and instead I cried for like 5 min #and i don't fucking care really he can be as ignorant as he likes sorry if that makes me a bad person or whatever but I don't wanna explain #it to him #i just want someone else #idk i guess i sound ignorant and selfish and like a hermit idk and idc honestly #whatever #negative #. #microblogging