#i'm gonna to ruin my life

[vcrnons]

i'm completely normal about him.

#vernon #hansol #vernon chwe #choi hansol #seventeen #svt #vernon gifs #*mine #my gif #the tongue in the cheek HAVE MERCY ON ME. #'hes just some guy' til suddenly he's in the baggiest ripped jeans and this slutty ass shirt and THEN WHAT #this outfit ruined my life /gen /pos #help. #i will never underestimate black haired vernon for the power he has over me ever again #i'm gonna cry myself to sleep now <3

[aq2003]

(@variousqueerthings he's so melodramatic and sad. it's soooooo </33)

[transcript:

"i said. i was fine. fine about you leaving. aand.. i'm not. so many of you have come and gone, i never get used to it, think i would've done by now but-but-but. No... just when i think it's all going well, we'll be together forever, you're wandering off to go save another universe or get married—how do you lot fall in love so quickly?"

"well, funny you should say that—"

"i just don't get it. but ehhh, short lives, i suppose. still, so long as you're happy, and you're with the right man, and—he is the right man? Eeehhh—yEs he is yes he is 'course he is, of COUrSe he is, and i mean, i mean, well, no man is gonna be good enough for my donna but YES yes [inhales] off you go! every time, one of you leaves. i'm not ready! i never am, you lot. uuUUhgh. [deep breath]. every one of you, a heartbreaker—"

"that's why you've got two of them, stupid. listen—"

"yeah, i suppose, but it doesn't... make it any easier, you all leave... even the robot dog left me. twice!"

"alright, doctor, i am trying to—"

"and another thing! the universe just never gives me a break! a chance to lick my wounds, a spa day, maybe? but aw, no, Giant Cloud Of Alien Death. well, fine. i'll sort that out. [inhales] one more thing. so many more things. never NEVER never ends."

/end transcript]

#point number 1. good fucking god their abandonment issues. they say 'i know when i'm in the way' a bit later and it's ruining my life #point number 2. ten and donna r THE queerplatonic partners ever in the whole world. 'no man is gonna be good enough for my donna' #like. oh my god. can i die. can somebody kill me. MY god. #point number 3. he is so aroace for this. #tenth doctor #donna noble #doctor who #dr who #doctordonna #aspec doc tag #in case it doesnt show up in the post this is from doctor who death and the queen (the big finish audio) btw! #fyi i haven't listened to the full thing but i saw this clip from @ninemelodies (on twt) and i have the file so im just posting it here #10 era

[bu-blegh-ost]

Okay, but like. The spy. The mole. For me immediately only one person comes to mind. Here is the way I think.

It is absolutely not Marshall John. He was clearly not in the spy division granted he had a crew and literally lazed around in Cannella long enough to abuse authority there. And after that there is absolutely NO WAY Navy's plan was to fucking execute him in the BLOCK and have Riptide Pirates go for him, on a downright suicidal mission so he joins ANOTHER crew. They could not predict nor plan for this. John is absolutely clean in my book.

Caspian. Ooof, it would be so tragic, cause he's always been there for Lizzie. They knew each other for YEARS, literal years, they were raised together. And that's exactly why he's not the mole. After leaving his tribe, which we know must be true since he mentioned his sister leaving to the capital and I'm pretty sure she is one of the Elders now, he went above water and spent most of his late childhood/teenage years with Lizzie on the Shadowbeard's ship. In no point in time were they split, and so Caspian would have absolutely no way to be trained as an undercover solider. Caspian is not a mole.

But who then, you may wonder? These are the main two closest to Lizzie, right? We don't know anyone else, right? Wrong. There is a new addition to her crew, quite recent actually and it's no one other than Rudith. The fucking healer from Joaldo island, one who had connections with Grandberry Pirates, letting them hang out under his fucking pharmacy. Rudith from Joaldo island which weirdly got attacked the same time a large amount of pirates were gathered there for a tournament. Rudith, who kept saying that life at sea is not really a life for him, and yet when they dropped the fucking sick at Edison Kingdom he surprisingly CHOSE to stay with Lizzie instead and had an absolute honour to listen to them all talking abt thier goddamn plans when they were in a tavern in Allport.

Quiet little, forgettable Rudith. A healer of the crew who just happened to be here. One that interacted with Riptide Pirates so little they don't even remeber he was there.

A perfect fucking mole.

#jrwi riptide #just roll with it #jrwi #jrwi spoilers #ep 115 spoilers #theory #also it is 4 am #i just finished the episode and my brain cannot process emotional devastation of the events that transpired #so i use theories as a coping mechanism #and also to find the right person i should direct the anger towards cause this fucking mole singlehandedly just ruined everyone's life #rudi if it's you i'm gonna kill you

[ghostscrown]

*TMAGP episode 8 spoilers*

SO YOU'RE TELLING ME GERRY. GERRY IS ALIVE AND HAPPY IN THE TMAGP UNIVERSE ???

Now, his fate in TMA is even sadder 😭 there is a universe where he's happy making art and living with Gertrude who's basically his adoptive grandma ??? Where he's ALIVE and, I assume, not sick ??? Now I just feel worse for TMA Gerry 😭 He was already so tragic, now you're telling me there is a universe where he's happy, just not this one ??? That he just was the most unlucky person ever in TMA ???

#I'm gonna #I'm #well idk but #Gerry omfg #you goth disaster #you're ruining my life do you even know that #do you know #tmagp #the magnus protocol #tma #the magnus archives #gerry keay #gerard keay #tmagp spoilers #tma spoilers

[winchestersickness]

Season 2 + csa interpretation

2x05 // 2x10 // 2x21

#I know there's a lot more but I'm wine drunk and making these on random website is hell #Anyway. Special stomachache tailored for me. “you're my favorite” / “you ruined my life” #I thought I was gonna watch a show about ghosts not about. You know. Ghosts. #Supernatural #Csa tw #Sam #Spn #m #Simon said #Hunted #all hell breaks loose #2x05 #2x10 #2x21 #Feel free to add stuff cos I'm not sure I want to #Also i know this is a wildly discussed topic!!! I'm just new here so I don't know a lot of other people's interpretations #Csa interpretation #*

[spaceratprodigy]

*gulp* deacon/iris "please just kiss me" intimacy ask........ NYE party- (i am shot)

@oldworldwidgets — [ intimacy prompts ]

It's in the stars, it's been written in the scars on our hearts

We're not broken, just bent, and we can learn to love again

pose reference

#if u need me I'm gonna be on the floor thinking abt the doomed love of the disaster besties #aud.. aud my love my darling.. this little scene we crafted has been rotating nonstop in my brain for months #it has fundamentally ruined me #but it's so perfect it hurts so good I love seeing the lines blurring I love them not being able to get it right #struggling to communicate through the heartache *chefs kiss* #him.. him being the one to ask.. #I am unwell you are always sending me banger prompts my dear AND you always know how to help put my chaotic ramblings in the perfect words #OUGH miss aud oldworldwidgets I love you with my entire heart and soul you are such a ray of sunshine in my life #also I still have the other two intimacy prompts u sent me for them in my back pocket..... #I've had some ideas of how they can spend the night on the roof under the stars together...... #more on that later #ANYWAY #ilysm I am blowing you so many kisses rn #finally the people get to know who miss iris really kissed on new years eve on this fine day of *checks watch* valentine's day #(sorry nicky ✌😔 just bestie things u know how it is) #my art #sole survivor #fallout #fallout 4 #fo4 #deacon #deacon fallout 4 #deacon fo4 #oc x canon

[ishaslife]

Accidentally got into a cutscene with Astarion, best accident I made because he looks hot asf.

Like, just look at him!

#okay I'm gonna sleep now it's so late bg3 is ruining my life but I can't stop #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 astarion #astarion bg3 #astarion romance #astarion #astarion x tav #astarion x mc #astarion baldurs gate #baldurs gate 3 #baldur's gate iii

[neverevan]

I only ask for one day when Tim Minear doesn't cause ruckus on the interwebs, just one day Mr. Minear...

#i'm so done with him #like it's either him or the cast giving interviews and sending us all into a tizzy #this show is ruining my life (affectionate... mostly) #can't wait for this season to end and for tim to tease the cliffhanger even more #gotta strap in for this ride cuz it's gonna last until the end of next season i'm sure #tim minear #911 #911 abc #ramblings

[storfulsten]

my silly viera wol alt bc reasons uwu

#very messy tablet doodle could be better but eh it's something lol #anyways ye this is my edgy bunboi alt whom I like very much #it's about the vibes #I guess #if you don't get the vibes then congratulations I envy you I wish I wasn't so hung up on them tbh geez #ye he's silly af but I'm just having fun so lol #and really he doesn't look all that silly ingame I'm just projecting nonsense quite a lot I guess ha #his hair is actually black with purple details not all dark purple but I improvised and it ended up like that so eh #it works I suppose #he ninja'd his way up through hw danced through sb and is now reaping his way through shb and beyond yeehaw #shame his favorite facemask is bound to ninja only though bc the one he has to use as reaper is so clunky but eh it works #and there's always the bandana options for variety I guess ha #gonna continue through shb with this guy soon when I get the time #catboy's 'bout to ruin this poor bunman's life even more letsgooo #anyways enough random rambling sorry #enjoy or don't it's whatever #ffxiv viera #wol #idk if I should tag the finger flipping but eh let me know if I should I guess idk lol #I draw what I want #also unrelated but go stream DISDAIN on your platform of choice or don't I'm not your mom but either way yay music highly recommend yessir #anyways next artpost will be bombeep or at least fnf related in some way I swear to jeebus #fingers crossed something'll be doodled soon yeehaw

[eskawrites]

okay who’s gonna take one for the team and write a super soft ptsd/recovery ronance fic with the title ‘if you wanted you could do no harm’

#is it gonna be me #ronance #can you tell it's been on repeat all morning #the thing about maya hawke's music is that i'll be vibing to the song as a whole right #and then out of nowhere one specific line will sucker punch me and ruin my entire life #and it's great #ANYWAY do you see the vision??? #idk i can't fully put into words what i'm thinking but i'm THINKING #like #something-something post-canon they've won and they're still so angry #(nancy is so so angry) #something like the closure nancy fights so hard for in s2 but on a much bigger scale #looking at all the terrible things the government has done and how none of this would've happened #she never would've lost ANYTHING #if it wasn't for their actions or inactions #something-something a la katniss at the end of the hunger games choosing peeta over gale bc she chooses peace over war #healing over anger #bc there will always be someone to fight and something to fight for #but how long can you really stay in battle? #at some point the something you're fighting for has to be yourself #at some point the strongest thing you can do is choose to heal #SOMETHING-SOMETHING KERREK IN CRITICAL ROLE C1 #a hammer to fight vs a hammer to build #do you SEE the VISION

[jtownraindancer]

"Bet you feed that pig better than you feed us."

"Aye. Pig's got value to me."

Burn Gorman as Karl Tanner in Game of Thrones 3.3: Walk of Punishment

#out of the way pig boy I'm gonna value him #burn gorman #my gifs #ugh sorry colouring again #game of thrones #got #no his little smile made my heart melt #i was so ready to hate him from the get-go then he had to go and do that it's not fair #another brown eyed boy ruining my life #shut up ace #man i need a tag for burn now fuck #the burn collection #karl Tanner

[koumeowkami]

"don't decide anything... by yourself"

"as long as nayuta is here i..."

"kanata... it's the same for me too"

"i want to make kanata happy, because you're my number one"

"i want to make you happy even if it costs my life"

—

"... don't cry, kanata"

"i'm sorry"

"there's nothing else i can do..."

#hello and welcome back to me wanting to kms #these panels were so fucking painful i'm gonna end it all #these guys ruined my life. i love them so much it's insane #paralive #paradox live #cozmez #kanata yatonokami #nayuta yatonokami

[radmista]

Sowing seeds of discontent and disharmony by hanging up on my parents birthday phone call the second my mom asked if I gained weight. Hope that sits badly on their minds while they think about how that's the first call I've engaged with them in 2 months and it was for the dogs birthday. Dad scrambling to text me for my mom that she didn't mean it. Like fuck I told her I've been having a rough month and day. She couldn't keep it to herself that badly. Fucks sake

#was already not in a great place mentally but i entertained the call and was actually feeling okay talking to them giving them an update #she just hits me with that. and I'm not normally sensitive about my weight even when my mom harped on me for gaining some a few years back #i genuinely normally don't care bc I'm happy with myself. but i know ive lost weight because I've been on icu and we don't have time to eat #im so fucking mad and im even more mad I'm crying about it #bc what the fuck #i was actually feeling like momentarily safe talking to them and being vulnerable about working on my next life stages #and she just ruined the call. i wanted to talk to my mom and dad more. i do miss talking to them about some things. #i was happy to get to see my family all together even if it was for the dogs birthday. and people were smiling and shit #and ik theyre gonna say i ruined it by being sensitive but jfc #it was literally the 2nd thing my mom said to me on the call after we sang happy birthday #why couldn't she just shut up. why couldn't she have said anything else. why did i let it bother me so much i hung up #I'm just fucking tired and sad and now feeling even lonlier than ever #i just wanted a nice moment with my family god fucking damn is that too hard to ask for #and im even more angry and sad now that i cant call them back bc my mom will get on me about smth else we were previously talking about #that phone call was supposed to be a neutral zone just for the birthday song. and i was going to ride it out but fucking hell #why didnt i just put up with it so i could have talked to my family #and no calling them back isnt an option. they haven't apologized and it would be an un neutral call #which gives them space to harass me about work and shit

[burntbeebs]

A Fuzzy once again, but this time more with my own take, and in the M&L style because I’ve been enjoying learning it. For my take on him, I chose to make a bit of a composite of all of his past designs, because honestly they were all good in their own way and there’s a little I liked from each. I prefer a pointier look and a bigger build like the golfing goon and movie guido, but I like the sneaky shades of the classic, and the newer lad’s outfit, because you’ll never take the Fix it Felix look from me now. The brown gloves were my own choice, because with that outfit, the classic white gloves don’t suit it at all, and also it’s a nice contrast to the Bros. 

Speaking of classic, boredom led to me checking out Wrecking Crew, and I was NOT expecting puzzles, for some reason? I hated it, but I also loved it, and after so many hours and cheating with the rewind later, I get it now...I get you, Mario. Regardless of his crimes against humanity, I wanna see him make a comeback, the way they dusted off Pauline. I’d say I didn’t realize how much I enjoy the older stuff, but I was and still am OBSESSED with Donkey Kong 94, and Wrecking Crew felt like that game’s predecessor, so despite how ANGRY some of the bs puzzles made me, it gave me that same joy that DK94 does. 

Anyway, I digress. I’m not sure how I did, I look at my design and I feel like I just made a completely different character... Idk, maybe it works, let me know, but either way I’M happy with it and that’s what matters in the end I suppose~ :)c

#mario #wrecking crew #foreman spike #mario and luigi #i'm gonna be mario posting a lot more man #between finding the artstyles fun #and scooping this guy up and being like wow this prick is neat #i'm warning y'all now lol #i rambled here #BUT LISTEN... #this bitch and his stupid barney ass and elmo looking goons RUINED MY LIFE for a few days #AND THE EGGPLANTS #DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THEM HOS #I HATE THEM #ALL MY HOMIES HATE THE FRUITY LITTLE EGGPLANT MEN

[princeinsomniavoid]

.....mood board...

#adventure time #fiona and cake spoilers #im genuinely fucking sobbing right now #im physically ill #im not okay #“It was our song. Betty's and mine” #“Goodbye Simon.” #i'm gonna throw up #holy shit #“I want you... By my side...” #*muffled thudding as I slam my head into the concrete* #i had my fucking hands over my mouth the entirety of the last 10 minutes of that fucking episode #i cried the whole time #im not ready for the next one #i will never recover #lile genuinely this is going to destroy me its going to ruin my life

[dreamlogic]

one cool thing about having my reproductive system (which was horrible to begin with) haunt me from beyond the grave, is i've been using xenomorph chestbursters as a metaphor for uterine-based Horrors pretty much since i started menstruating, and that comparison has remained true even years after i had the damn thing removed and put in a jar on my curio shelf.

so to honor my ongoing phyric victory over the wretched vile flesh, i've decided to get a sexy alien tattoo over my hip!

#a spikey black linework xenomorph curled protectively around the pinky nail sized scar that marks the battleground #where i am still trying to exorcise the ghost of my right ovary #every so often i'll pick up the container they gave me the excised chunks of my reproductive system in #(which looks like a fancy gelato tub w/ a biohazard label slapped on it) #and shake it vigorously while cackling to myself because HAHA I WON YOU FUCKER. MY BODY IS MINE NOW AND YOU CAN'T HAVE IT #AND I'M GONNA INK THE SYMBOL OF YOUR MISERABLE TENURE IN MY BODY OVER THE EXIT WOUND #AS A PROTECTIVE GUARDIAN AGAINST YOUR ONGOING BUT ULTIMATELY FUTILE ATTEMPTS TO RUIN MY LIFE #meatsuit renno