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#i’m rly lucky that i’ve had my sibling to talk to abt this but that’s also bc they were there
danothan · 10 months
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i keep wondering why my schedule has been so wonky lately as if i didn’t quite literally get into a car crash less than a week ago
#danbles#car accident mention#hello from 5 in the morning#we’re fine everyone’s fine the other person’s insurance is allegedly going to pay for it#but i think it was my first real look at death so i’m still trying to process it#weird guilt feelings for smth that wasn’t even my fault#grief is a weird thing to process i’ve found out!#i’m not used to being angry yet it keeps coming back#it’s very hard for me to care abt things rn#but ik it’s just one of those things i have to ride out. i’ve certainly been thru worse#and the fact that i can confide in my interests is a good sign that i still care at all. and i will care again#i’m rly lucky that i’ve had my sibling to talk to abt this but that’s also bc they were there#and got it worse than me! nothing hospitalizing thank god but we’re still healing#anyway i don’t need sympathy. talking abt this with anyone other than my sib has been rly irritating (is currently in an irritable state)#but i think i just wanted to let ppl know that i’m going thru smth. idk how that helps but it does#i think i just cant reconcile with the idea that i couldve lost someone i care deeply abt and everyone else is just moving on#ah fuck that’s what it is. im angry abt how insignificant a lifechanging event actually is#i don’t want anyone to care but i do think i need someone to know that it’s not normal rn#like i just need to throw it out there into the void that smth Has happened#and then i can go back to a new normal#alright it’s 5:30am now i think i should go to bed fr#also this got rly heavy but i dont wanna freak my friends out. like i’m okay and i’ll be okay#each day has gotten easier so far#and it doesn’t mean i’ve been pretending to be happy#it’s a rly weird duality idk how to explain#like apprently i was laughing a lot during the actual crash! emotions are weird man idk!#christ it’s almost 6 now OKAY GN FR peace and love everyone#normal is right around the corner 👍
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halflingkima · 3 years
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I was tagged by @hungerpunch – thank u!! 💖💖
A - age: 26 B - birthplace: California C - current time: 8:53pm D - drink you last had: peach bellini, for the Celebrations :)) E - easiest person to talk to: uhh depends on the topic but my mom, I suppose? Part of it is proximity and practice, but I know I’m really lucky that I can usually bring up anything without fear of judgement F - favorite song: uh uh uhhh Constant Craving by KD Lang is definitely one G - grossest memory: i feel weird sharing this bc i always feel ppl never wanna hear it? but cleaning up literal sh*t when i worked at the movie theater (i was in management :~) ) H - horror yes or horror no: to play it safe, horror no. but i can be adventurous sometimes I - in love?: not right now J - jealous of people?: i’d say envious more often L - love at first sight or should i walk by again: I? don’t quite know what this means? you do you i guess? M - middle name: uhhh the initial is A N - number of siblings: none :~) O - one wish: i would rly like to have a job that doesn’t make me wanna *** :~) P - person you called last: I had to check my phone and my bullet journal, but it was my best friend abt 3 weeks ago to check that she was awake and ready to be picked up lol Q - question you are always asked: “do you work here?” or some variation of R - reasons to smile: ripe peaches, beaches, soft yarn, candles, new notebooks, a good book (and a good book cover), fringe S - song you sang last: uhh probably Buenos Aires from Evita? the last one I remember, anyway? T - time you woke up: uhh the first time today was 9:45am and i went back to sleep immediately U - underwear colour: black V - vacation destination: I’ve always wanted to go to Ireland and/or Scotland, and my second choice would be Assisi, Italy. WIthin the country though, probably Nashville? W - worst habit: self-sabotage, probably :~) X - x-rays: aside from yearly dental x-rays, i’ve had them on my wrists a couple times. i don’t break them, i just have very weak wrists :)) Y - your favorite food: does chocolate count? Z - zodiac sign: aries (aquarius moon, sagittarius rising)
i’m gonna tag @waitingforarthur, @sarenraesbesthope, @emohell, @jozukejoestar, and @tameila and anyone who wants to do it!
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truebeats · 6 years
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merry christmas i’m SOFT i love u all so much (& i’ve had tink on twitter fr over month months now thts so wild)
@knowrightnow  matty! i’m still super grateful that you dragged me into this show & told me that i should see it because? if i hadn’t had seen it, i don’t think we’d be as close friends as we are, and all of sloane is it my legs wouldn’t be a #squad so?? even just in THAT, you’ve done a lot for me. the way you write is honestly incredible and you put so much thought into all of the timelines & background research and you’ve developed sloane so much outside of what she was given. outside of rp though? you’re genuinely one of the nicest, kindest people i’ve ever been lucky enough to talk to & you’re always there for me (and all of us) whenever i need to rant & you’re always up to watch bad education at two in the morning (i’m making a bad education au as soon as i get on falco it’s the first thing that’s happening ty) & it was so GOOD to get to see you in october & i can’t wait to see u again in april hopefully!! ilysm <3 <3
@altarshine KITTY !! i’ve known you for almost? three years now which is so WILD (tbt when i was super intimidated by you)... you put so much into writing raven & i love her & you so much ... team falco siblings! i can’t wait to get to write with you again properly on tumblr (it’s what we Deserve) & honestly? without you and your muses so many of my muses would be nowhere NEAR as developed as they are (especially balaga, like at this point? without your fedya & your marya Who Is He), so i have to thank you for that !! i love u so much i’m so excited to get to write more with you & also? you’re one of the nicest people i have ever met..... i’m so glad we started talking again? i missed u SO much! team wingcats for LIFE <3 <3
@realdeadringer ari you’re a cursed goblin but i love you so much so it’s cool. you’ve probably spoken to me through close to every phase i’ve had since probably the end of 2014 (what’s time idk her) and you’ve ALWAYS let me rant abt it which is so so nice it means so much more than you know. also thank you!! for dragging me into die fledermaus... i love my girl adele thanks. i also love how much we’ve developed jag & tink... they’re so good they deserve the world i love Real Brothers thanks ! i also love u so much <3 <3 
@heartreveals  rob voice: canada  but seriously zo? i love u so much?? we actually enable each other so much it’s unreal (i still stand by me saying tht us actually meeting will kill one of us jst bc of the level of disaster tht would be in that room). i love all of ur muses SO MUCH & i’m so glad we dragged u into bat hell !! i love how much we’ve developed anya & heather’s friendship (i love my anastasia oc) ur always always there for me whenever i need you & i’m so so glad we started talking again bc i really missed you! i love u sm & i rly hope tht i get to see u in july !!! <3 <3
@istheeast  MARY i hope u see this bc i wasn’t sure what blog to tag you in but ?? ilysm !! I Love My Wine Mother Mary... i love all of ur muses & jules the honorary russian (pour one out for picasso). you do SO much research into ballet & dancing for meg & you always have the #facts (and sidenote?? i love sally i’m so excited for more of her tbqh). you’re cursed but i love u so much and i’m so glad ur now part of the booh squad
@ritahanson ellie!! you’re not part of booh bt i’m mentioning u anyway because a) it’s christmas & b) i can do what i want. i jst wanted to say that you’ve always been so so nice to me? & you always make the effort to reach out which i rly appreciate & also? ur totally willing to let me rant abt the west end which is... the best thing thank u (team still bitter abt the victoria palace Honestly)
& this is at ALL OF YOU about twitter really, but honestly? every time any of you mention gibson (especially in other threads which i’ve? just noticed?) i almost CRY i love how much u just accept him as being part of canon & how u have all jst let me shove my ideas @ u re: the explosions & Lost Science 
i love u all so much i hope u have a fantastic day & the rest of ur holidays are good !!! <3 <3
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gaykamukura · 6 years
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2-10, 15-20, 26-29, 31-33, 37, 45-48, 51, 52, 59, 60, 63, 67-73, 81, 97, 99, 100
puttin under a read more cause it got long snksnksnskn
2. Favourite protagonist?
i’m gunna be real, i like playing as hajime a lot plus theres some moments where he’s being ridiculous and you’re powerless to stop it so you’re just there, face in your hands, losing your shit snickering.
3. Favourite antagonistic character?
points at my url gently...i know i’m an izuru kinnie but i think he has a lot of nuance espec cause he can fit an antagonist role while still being generally neutral on the havoc he wreaks
4. Favourite character?
i’m very bad at choosing but taka was my first fave and the first character i ever grew attached to that was ripped from me so i’m gonna say taka
5. Best girl?
hina, sakura, ibuki, peko, miu!!! i think my “type” is the girls who are either super stoic or super energetic pffft
6. Best boy?
i already talked abt taka earlier so kazuichi and leon are my beloved weenies
7. Favourite class trial from all the games?
the last class trial in the first game where you as makoto get to earn the title ultimate hope and the mastermind is finally revealed after the 20+ hours of grief and struggle you’ve just been put through and you get that satisfying ending of the mastermind paying for their crimes and everyone getting to go free is just...so good and so climactic i adore it
8. Least favourite character?
if i was in a room and my choices were to delete hifumi yamada from existence and die or survive while having hifumi yamada remain in this world i would choose to sacrifice myself
9. Least favourite class trial?
probably the second one in the first game, because it had all the things i was upset with. the way the genocide jack/jill and toko situation was handled was awful even with it taken in consideration that the game usually uses very trope-y characters, and the whooole thing with chihiro is uncomfortable for the entire trial, and then it all ends with an execution where if you think about it too much it makes your stomach whirl
10. What would be your Ultimate Title?
hmmm something like ultimate tarot card reader or ultimate divination/psychic maybe!!!
15. Your absolute OTP?
oh god i ship everything...i like komahina a lot though even tho i have another handful of ships for hajime
16. Your absolute BROTP?
fuyuhiko and nagito obviously
17. Do you have an OT3? Which one?
none that i can think of rn even tho i’m definitely open to a lot of them...i support gundham dating both sonia and kazuichi while sonia and kazuichi are best friends tho
18. Favourite rare ship?
i’m rly fond of fuyuhiko/nekomaru [hikomaru???] and kamuegi
19. Who do you think is an underrated character?
i feel like toko doesn’t get nearly enough love oh my gosh...i see her dismissed as an accessory to byakuya or “the girl w the serial killer” so often and it makes me so upset...also mukuro generally gets outright ignored even though there’s a lot to her
20.  Who do you think is an overrated character?
i feel like i see a lot of stuff for mikan everywhere??? but i...don’t like her that much. her personality kinda feels like the same thing all the time, under the despair disease she feels like junko 2 electric boogaloo or tsumugi the squeakquel, and her execution was underwhelming. and she also killed ibuki, the best gal :(
26. Favourite execution?
oh god definitely leon’s. the first execution of the first game and it goes hard as hell. it’s one of the few if only times you see red blood in the game, he goes out kicking and screaming in a way that you have to feel sorry for him. it’s an unbelievable way to start off the game and really encapsulates all of the wild ride danganronpa is gonna put you in for.
27. Least favourite execution?
as i said before, mikan’s was...underwhelming. as the ultimate nurse who spent her life being a doormat only to kill out of love, there’s an amazing amount of executions and ideas that would have been full of nuance and really interesting but instead she just gets blasted into fucking orbit
28. Favourite unused execution?
oh god i love byakuya’s unused execution because it’s one of those executions that focuses less on the character’s talent and more on the character’s fear. when you realize what byakuya’s future could have been, pretty much complete estrangement from the family and having to build up everything on his own with the fear of poverty constantly looming.
plus the fact that he fights because he could have condemned his half-siblings to that fate only for he, himself, to lose in a killing game and die thinking he was a disgrace is so painful. not to mention the execution itself is a slow and painful death.
it’s so brutal, so focused on breaking every fear and effort of the character, that i think it’s one of those executions that would come to mind whenever you wanted a picture definition for “despair”.
29. Which character should survived in your opinion?
leon kuwata should have lived...he was talented but he was still a normal-ish boy who couldve kept everyone at their wits in the killing game by reminding them what was waiting for them out there. lots of others but i’ve been thinking of baseball husband lately
31. Is there a character you think who shouldn’t have survived but did?
i love yasuhiro that weed smoking boy but he was too dumb to live
32. Least favourite protagonist?
uhhh hmmm i like all of them but kaede had the least screentime so she’s a protagonist where her personality isn’t 100% crystal-clear so. i GUESS
33. Character with the best clothing?
i want chiaki’s hoodie and backpack and LOOK more than i want to breathe oxygen. junko also has a fucking aesthetic
37. Favourite minor character? 
taichi fujisaki i guess??? programmer dad
45. Unpopular opinion?
i dunno what other people think of this because i haven’t heard anything about it, but the closing argument minigame was better in sdr1
46. Unpopular headcanon?
i think genocide jack/jill is nonbinary but i’ve never seen anybody else who has the same headcanon
47. A headcanon you have about a character?
one of my long-time headcanons is that makoto is trans...yeet
48. Favourite OST?
danganronpa 2 has bop after bop. miss monomi’s practice lesson? bop. all the execution themes? bops. ikoroshia and ekoroshia? bops. i am constantly jamming the fuck out in this game
51. Character you thought you were gonna dislike but loved in the end?
i thought i was always gonna hate hiyoko and yeah she does have flaws but i actually like her a lot more than i used to
52. Character you thought you would like but disliked in the end?
thought korekiyo was gonna be a cool dude who was a lil weird and emo but still fun. boy was i wrong. im stealing him from spiky chunky until they learn to stop it
59. Favourite moment?
again, the final trial in the first game is fucking amazing, but also the final trial in the second game with hajime and chiaki plus all the izuru stuff and all the messages there r just. good as hell aaah
60. Saddest moment?
all of chapter 2 in sdr2 was painful. mahiru, who was a force of good, dies, the trial is difficult, the twilight syndrome murder case is terrifying, hiyoko is mourning and you have to spit it right back in her face for awhile that she’s the prime suspect...
and then the only reward you get for finding the real killer is feeling guilty as the tears run and then your final reward is getting to watch as one of your friends dies while the other gets mortally injured and barely survives and then only a bit of gametime later attempts suicide in front of you. it is blow after blow w/o breaks
63. Describe Kyoko Kirigiri in 3 words! 
lovely detective lady
67. Which character would you never want to meet in real life?
hifumi because i would be wearing an anime tshirt cause im a fucking weeb and then he’d be an incel while i suffered just trying to buy a lifetime supply of panda candy from hot topic
68. Which character would you like to meet in real life?
kazuichi cause he seems p chill and like the type of person you could just hang out with or have a chat with casually and not have to worry about first impressions and stuff like that
69. Choose one character which you would take with you on a trip.
70. Character you would have a sleepover with?
chiaki because we’re both super sleepy but we could also play a bunch of games together and then pass out together with a bunch of snacks
71. Character you can relate to?
sorry to be kinnie on main but izuru, i relate to that feeling of always excelling at everything you do and as a result being constantly bored, so whether what happens is good or bad doesn’t matter so long as it’s interesting
72. Character you can relate to but you dislike them?
kokichi, again being kinnie on main but while i relate i dislike it because it’s a reminder of my tendency to lie to others and to myself for any number of purposes
73. Character who deserved better?
[sniffles softly] taka. also keebo. toko too tbh
81. Could you be the Ultimate Lucky Student? 
probably??? my luck varies from being unbelievably good and unbelievably bad so hey
97. Overrated ship which is your NOTP? 
toko/byakuya for sure. i don’t like the it(tm)
99. Your absolute NOTP?
junko being shipped with anyone but especially with the sdr2 cast because it is gross. let the sdr2 cast do the right thing and get to pull a knife on junko instead
100. Opinion on all the Protagonists!
makoto: a boy who has a mouth and must scream. he’s not having a good time but hes trying his best
hajime: a good, refined boy. he knows how to say and spell big words like antidisestablishmentarianism, or however that goddamn word is spelled. the most paranoid boy
komaru: a good gal, a lil anxious but very strong and ready to kick ass. a funky little lesbian
toko: a blessed gal who needs more appreciation. her time as a protagonist is extremely gay, meaning she is also a funky little lesbian.
kaede: she doesn’t have much screen time but i appreciate her. she’s nice to people and confident whereas everyone else in this series is nervous
shuichi: nervous and emo, shuichi truly represents teenage america in the years 2007-2012, possibly 2013. i adore him
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