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#i won't spend money on a nintendo switch but by god i have played SO many rom hacks
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8, 10, 11, 19 and 20 for the end of the year ask game<33
omg sy helloooooo <3
8. Game of the year?
i am NOT a gamer >:( however. i do avidly play pokemon rom hacks that i download from shady internet sites. haven't been playing as much this year BUT one of my favorite rom hacks was finally finished so i did spend an obscene amount of time playing that so <3 game of the year for me is pokemon reborn <3 i actually still need to finish it lmao
10. Something that made you cry this year?
rewatched the haunting of bly manor </3 SO good the ending gets me every time
11. Something you want to do again next year?
so many things i want to do again next year!! cities i wanna see again and restaurants i wanna eat at and cafes i wanna visit...going to be trying to return to all my favorite spots <3
19. What’re you excited about for next year?
my twin is coming to visit me this spring!!! it'll be the first time we get to see each other in almost two years i am SO so so excited i already made her a 13 page travel guide lmao
20. What’s something you learned this year?
honestly i feel like i learned a lot about writing this year just bc i was doing so much of it! like what works for me, what motivates me, what i enjoy, etc. also just spent a lot of time reflecting on why i write and i want i get out of it. fun!
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My husband and I just had a conversation about 30 mins ago before bedtime about what we would do with our money if we were rich and had all the time in the world.
We didn't even specify how much money we were making or how much there was there for us to use.
I said something about topping up my ezlink card @ $500 and buying 2 metres shawls to replace my current ones. Buying 7 pairs of hand socks of the same colour. Purchasing maybe another 3 pairs of socks of the same colour.
Sponsoring a bunch of students from institutions of my choice. Remaining anonymous and never wanting to know the very people who'd benefit from it-- like, I would never want to meet the students or their parents. Maybe I might want to know their names but I don't ever want to meet them in person because I don't want to feel even an ounce of arrogance. I'd probably ask them to keep us in their prayers and that would be all for me. I don't want to get to know them at all for anonymous sake.
Maybe secretly transfer $50k into my grandmother's account for the fun of it and giving my retired father $2k or 3k a month with $500 allowance money. Maybe even give him $500k, a fully paid mini cooper for him to drive around. A new belt. Paid subscriptions of YouTube, newspapers to be delivered to his home, Spotify, Netflix, Google- you name it.
Getting that old stove replaced. Maybe fix the old sink faucet that's been faulty for God knows how many years. Maybe even a new microwave and a new fridge. Oh, maybe a motorcycle just for fun.
Maybe I'd like to buy all the necessary accessories for Nintendo Switch and games that I've been wanting to purchase on discount. I might want to get myself 2x GameBoy and buy the original Pokémon Red, Blue and Yellow so that I can trade.
My husband says he wants to fly to Madinah and stay there for a while. I respect that. I'd join him and probably stay there for a month or 3 months. Maybe rent a space or stay at Dallah Taiba.
I told him I'd still want to take taxis and wouldn't want to buy a car because I've got no license (yet) hahaha. I'd buy maybe a reasonably practical fancy car for my spouse. Maybe a Tesla? Haha. I'm not so good with brands.
Hmm what else would I want to spend on? Maybe getting the desktop motherboard fixed? I could buy a PS5 but I know I won't play it. It would make my spouse happy but I know I wouldn't have the time to play it. Maybe I shouldn't get it? Hmm.
I'd make anonymous donations everywhere insyaallah. Travelling to countries to meet children and families affected by man made disasters (like war, genocide, apartheid, ethnic cleansing) and natural disasters.
Maybe I might make daily/monthly GIRO donations to mosques both locally and internationally. I won't get an iPad tho hahaha. I might want to get myself a sleek laptop but..... I'm happier with a desktop.
Perhaps a new bed frame that we need haha. I can't think of anything else to spend money on from my end but I would like to settle things that need to be settled first.
It's funny talking about this because, the imaginary situation is that I'm filthy rich but still taking public transport? Still wanting to wear my existing clothes and sleep on the same mattress that's been passed down to us. Maybe I do not have the desire to spend on that? Idk.
Or because it is imaginary & we do not physically see the money.
Good talk!
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cupsofsuga · 4 years
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𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐋𝐏𝐒 ━ 𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐁𝐓𝐒 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍 *:·。.
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{ ⚠️} WARNING - This is a yandere au, meaning the following may be triggering to some viewers.  I am not trying to discriminate the boys in any way, this is for entertainment purposes. Viewer discretion is advised!!!
{ 💐} REQUEST - ❝ how do the boys act with their s/o during the pandemic? ❞
{ ☕️} NOTE - i am not in any way trying to romanticize or glorify this pandemic. this is strictly for entertainment purposes. right below, i provided a link that lists ways you can help with covid-19::
https://www.washingtonpost.com/nation/2020/03/21/how-you-can-help-during-coronavirus/?arc404=true
please stay home and stay safe!
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━━━ 𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊𝐉𝐈𝐍
through the fog of yearning for summer, jin has found you, the child of aphrodite in autumn’s oath
oh, the tender sound of flesh… it’s like thunder under earth’s surface
to love y/n is to love the nymphs that dream amongst the fragrance of weeping willows
to love y/n is to long for their sole attention, and much to jin’s benefit, this global pandemic may have given him the opportunity to hog all the stardust held within the deity of his lover
with classes canceled, you both can spend eternity gathering tulips and wildflowers in the safety of your home
jin can taste laughter against his lips and the august rain of your divine infatuation
he can inhale the sun in your hair and the midsummer fruits on your skin
finally, for what seems like infinity in quarantine, he can breathe
now, to keep this daydream within the forest at constant, he’ll rob any potential excuse of yours that involves not having your attention on him
of course, he would forbid you from seeing anyone outside the solace of your own residence
the faint idea of those heathens laying their ruthless hands upon your heavenly form and possibly imperiling you with this virus infuriates him to no end
even during the hours spent on online classes, jin will smother with resentment over the revelation that he’d be required to spend several hours without your love
boredom and envy, two poisons racing like serpents through the maze of his veins
and he can’t seem to sedate this burning jealousy, that is until the session ends and the grandfather clock sings it’s euphoric harmony
oh, and when your attention is finally on him
petals splatter, lambs sing, the sun kisses the moon and the fruit of the earth flourishes
heaven is on earth, and besides, you never needed those classes, anyways
with perfect grades, perfect class, perfect reputation, jin could give you whatever your heart could desire
and he’ll love you until the sun vanishes and the earth is reborn; until all stars fragment and our galaxy dissolves into dust
jin loves you and the blossom of july that follows
he loves you to death.
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━━━ 𝐌𝐈𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐈
oh, how yoongi loves you...
to digest his own organs, to tend to the wounds of his garden
he’d trade in his life for the fleeting chance of bathing in your moonlight
like the crumpled-up paper left on your table with the number of a pretty waitress scribbled on, the scrape of peach fuzz against naked skin under ocherous streetlights
you, y/n l/n, a stranger in the alps holds the dawn-tinted fragments of this young boy’s soul
the resonance of your honeymoon-flavored voice, the liberation of the ocean’s pearls as they sleep in your touch, your superlunary reassurance as you soothe him of his concerns for the world’s condition
yoongi cannot comprehend how sour solitude blossomed into a sultry summer by the acceleration of a global pandemic
he owns the privilege to spend infinite days in quarantine, butterflies and white lace upon his heart as he wakes up to the sight of your face, yet again
he watches as stars and planets melt together as your galaxies collide, relishing in the feverish sensation of eternal divinity
and during this pandemic, yoongi’s tendencies flourish as his dependence, neediness and loyal compliance intensify
he’ll go out of his way and purchase all of the necessities you could ever crave, the revelation of his health at stake left unbothered
it is challenging to find entertainment throughout quarantine, but fortunately for you, your hero (missing his cape) uses his rent money to find you whatever it is you've deemed vital
you’ll go and welcome your lover after he returned to your residence from getting groceries and discover a variety of board games to play, a nintendo switch (with animal crossing, obviously), and an espresso machine that he bought with intentions on teaching you how to make drinks like he does (even though there will never be a day where he won't brew one for you)
despite fear painting every street in the world, yoongi touches aphrodite’s reminiscence as he skates beyond a rainbow’s arch
he has found sunlit honey in the mornings where he can cling onto your form like a lifeline and smother you with his coffee-stained kisses and overwhelming fascination
finally, days are heavenly with you by his side every. waking. second
the bullets have faded, the storms have abolished, the tears have shattered and all that’s left is your french perfume and cherry lips
oh, you should expect suffocating love during this quarantine season because you’ll never escape from yoongi
not now, not ever.
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━━━ 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊
due to covid outbreak, hoseok feels his body tremble with fear beneath his covers as if the virus was a monster underneath his bed
behind the exquisite light of his sanity is winter, where terror sits like snow against naked trees
only then, you waltz into his tunnel of vision, your silver armor glistening under the amber light of his bedroom
finally, with you by his side, he can savor the taste of the sun as it peaks through the leaves of summer
y/n, the sweetest apparition, the aurora of jasmine, stardust in a mason jar
you are the bones of ecstasy and hoseok feels the horror racing through his veins melt into a daze of tulips and passion
and it took him days to recover from the lemon-flavored euphoria that dreams of you in a hallucinatory lucidity
but, even then, the heart of his infatuation still holds cunning ways of creeping up behind him
despite being locked inside, hoseok still relies on you to protect him
you’re his knight in shining armor, his life preserver in an empty sea
he needs you to wrap your wings around his form and shield him from the demons that lurk in the shadows of your home
god, does he need you
but, when the sun is high and both of you are trapped in the walls of your home, his soul ascends as if he had listened to his favorite part of a song for the very first time
your lover then insists on creating a fort, the light of purity heavy in his opalescent irises
that childlike innocence within him, you always adored it
you’ll both make a mess of your living room with couch cushions and chairs, certainly to receive a scolding from your parents
there are fairy lights strung upon quilts with its heavenly glow and tender pillows that are painted with last years midsummer night-dew
and with scarlet ribbons and a huff of contentment, your masterpiece is complete
now, you will lie in the fort that is shielded with a password, lover in your lap as he runs upon his little rants
a disney movie you can’t recall the name of is left abandoned to play on its own as hoseok works you through the timeline of the pixar theory, hope, and exuberance within his expression
he always admired conspiracy theories, but not the ones that are too frightening
you, aphrodite’s rose and summer’s sweet fruits, are there for hoseok to love and to embrace
and he’d swim all the oceans and waltz through the depths hellfire to prove to you just how enamored he truly is
that is until he longs for his childhood stuffed animal that he makes you go into the attic to get because he’s too afraid of the dark.
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━━━ 𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐉𝐎𝐎𝐍
namjoon will love you until the end of eternity
he’ll love you until the moon swims the seven seas, he’ll love you until fate eradicates into liberty, he’ll love you until white jasmines accelerate into poppies
he’ll love you until our solar system melts into prismatic ash
and this epiphany flourishes as the night sings with you nestled against his chest, your lover refusing to let you go even when the sun is high in the sky
with locks of hair rested upon the crevice of his neck and latin poetry he’s too tired to translate parting his lips, he has found ecstasy in the purple rain that enveloped him
he has found the hidden nymphs of his life nestled under leaves; he has found his light in a sea of dead stars
and namjoon can’t imagine a day where he wouldn’t bleed himself dry to protect the one thing that matters most to him
due to the spread of this virus, let’s just say that his paranoia has gotten the best of him
you’ve never seen so much fear within his eyes from just a simple cough
you’ll be forced to stay within the lavish bedroom of his as all possible necessities are delivered to your door
and any excuse for you to leave, he has another to dismiss it
you’re hungry? great, a full-course gourmet meal made by our personal chefs is on its way!
you’re thirsty? would you like water? tea? wine? we’ll have the housekeeper deliver it in a jiffy!
you’re bored? we have board games, puzzles, movies, video games, whatever your little heart desires!
you feel trapped? ok, fine… well, i guess we can go take a walk in the garden
and you felt such a rush of elation to take sight upon the lustrous tulips possessing a variety of colors and to inhale the fragrance of summer as it stains your consciousness
oh, to feel sunbeams heavy against your longing skin and to trace your fingers down the juts and crevices of your favorite flowers
this is euphoria tied with a silk bow
that is until you were aggressively yanked behind namjoon as he saw the gardener wasn’t 6 feet away from you
he spat out threats to the poor man just trying to water the poppies you infatuated yourself with
but hey, at least you got a taste of the sun though, right?
oh, well, the tiffany and louis in your expensive bedroom will suffice, anyways.
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━━━ 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐉𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍
so… this is love
to caress the sugar-scented tulips on the riverside, to taste summer as worries melt like honey against your tongue
to lose yourself in the lustrous daze as camellia flowers fall like pink rain
so… this is love
and god, jimin has never felt so alive
like a dove at dawn, iridescent feathers, and misty eyes
you descended into his field of vision and robbed him of his heart right then and there
and now, as the sun glistens and the moon shimmers, day-by-day, he holds the privilege of calling himself yours
especially being locked within the walls of your home, infatuation seethes like dust in the attic above
it’s far too dangerous for you to leave, anyway
with disease, sorrow, and pain staining the air of the world, it’s only best is you stay indoors… only by his side, for every waking second
and you swear, you’ve lost count of how many times you’ve awoken to the sight of your lover with his chin rested against his palm, hearts swimming in his eyes as he chirps, “good morning, bumblebee!”
but, you have to realize, he just can’t help it
there’s moondust in your lungs, sunbeams bathing within your veins, the rings of saturn enveloping your locks of hair, stars nestled beneath the crevice of your heart
there’s a universe inside of you, and luckily for jimin, it is all his
only his
as the morning is set into motion, your boyfriend has a variety of activities for you to indulge yourself with
days are spent reading you through all several journals he reserved just for you, pages filled with cheesy poems, songs, or your name written obsessively over and over and over and over again
he’ll giggle like a young schoolgirl at your reactions, drown you in butterfly kisses or gaze at you for hours as you read, oblivious to his creepy admiring stare
and god forbid you drink water and it goes down the wrong tube
you’ll cough once and he’ll begin to pamper you as if you were a sick orphan child
that’s who he is, though
dedicating his entire life to the sun itself; dedicating his existence to the child of aphrodite in full bloom
god… he has found love
and nothing is more euphoric than this
and you had absolutely no idea a worldwide pandemic could make this man the happiest boy on planet earth.
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━━━ 𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐓𝐀𝐄𝐇𝐘𝐔𝐍𝐆
you can’t recall how long it’s been since you were abducted
days have melted into candy, hours turn to honey, seconds are everlasting grace
you’ve been treated like royalty ever since pages of your face with a loud ‘MISSING’ on top had been scattered across town
your kidnapper lover will bake you cherry pies, boxy smile threaded on his face. he’ll draw a bath adorned with rose petals raw from the garden, eyes flickering with hopes and exuberance
taehyung will give you just about every pleasure a human could ask for, all in the name of seeing that candied smile that sedates his mind and turns his knees to jelly
he wouldn’t be shocked if he looked down and saw a puddle of his drool, to be honest
and because of the uproar of the virus, taehyung finds in his best power to simply not tell you
to protect you from your worries, to shield you from this world
he would rather die than risk losing his glimmering evening to the arms of the earth
this revelation strikes coldly as you sit beneath a willow tree, sugary pastries and treats varied around you as your lover sits with his canvas
to blend the opalescent tones of your face, then the loud devotion of your skin and the feverishly irradiated hues of your iris
oh, to sit here and paint his dear… it’s pure bliss!
days spent deprived of the burden of technology, heaven has reached the recesses of this horrid planet
after lunch beneath the sun, you and taehyung will take canoe rides throughout the lake just outside your little cottage on the hillside
and watching as you graze your fingertips upon the lake’s surface like you’re made of something magic and blessing the water with your enigmatic essence was practically holy to see
he’s been puzzled stupid in times like these
where the sun is high and heavy, golden embers kiss upon the land, his lover sat with a goddesses caress
it’s euphoric how you breathe and strip taehyung of every logical thought within his mind
yes, you are captive, but there is simply no denying this man's devotion to you
you shall not worry about the worldwide pandemic and should rather fall into a deep slumber within the faded-red canoe
when it’s only the two of you, a virus is but a speck of dust left upon the highest shelf
no matter what this world comes to, you are safe with taehyung
and nothing will take you away from him.
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━━━ 𝐉𝐄𝐎𝐍 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐊𝐎𝐎𝐊
jungkook thinks of you more often than he should
those fleeting moments where your dulcet laugher reflects and his eyes are practically glued to you; those moments where your “i love you”’s are unadulterated and his entire chest collapses
he’d do anything and everything to keep his light forever home
fortunately for him, this global pandemic may have gifted him that opportunity laced with a velvet bow
but this boy is paranoid, you see. so paranoid that the intensity of his concern comes out in an opalescent pandemonium
it’s as if saltwater swells in his lungs and kisses him with it’s strangling embrace; as if his worst sins have been placed on a silver platter, left for the world to laugh and gape at
but, through the haze of his purgatory, there’s you, joyous and alive
and it’s like a potion mixed with rosewater, vanilla and a dove’s feathers heavy on his tongue whenever he drinks in the sight of you
it’s like the essence of his infatuation dancing like a ballerina beyond the recesses of his mind; his sanity it’s ballroom
to spend days in quarantine bathing within his bewitchment is euphoric, but there are the days of terror that creep upon him
and you don’t think you’ll ever forget the time where you had complained to your lover about your headache and observed as the planets swimming in his irises abruptly fade to utter horror
he always over-exaggerated his worry, which you were used to, but this
you’ve never seen true fear like this
you were given a cold towel to place upon your forehead and kisses to soothe you of your distress
the worry he possessed only snowballed into something much more cynical and evil, though, as the prophecy of the virus taking you away from him shook him to his very core
you eventually fell into a deep slumber by dusk, most likely by the fault of the medicine
though, as the moon was high and the bedside clock read 2:38 AM in it’s fluorescent, neon green hues, you were awoken by the hushed sounds of weeping
blinking your mind back into reality, you found jungkook on the bedside, shoulders shaking violently from the sobs that shook his entire body
you watched as he incoherently wailed into the phone, only to finally decipher the person on the other line was a 911 operator
you then handled the situation safely and maturely, reassuring the poor operator that you were perfectly healthy and safe and thus proceeding to care for your puppy-dog of a boyfriend who worried over every breathe you took for the following several weeks
oh, what a time this quarantine will be
but, hey! you weren’t sick! so…yay!
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