#i want her to eat me alive

[descentintoboingo]

#fuck it might as well post these #i want her to eat me alive #danny elfman #oingo boingo #my gifs #the ritz

[ewwww-what]

Hey girl, what the fuck is your problem?

#do you think that Adaine and Fig ever use Kristen as a night light when they want snacks at night? #considering that she glows and all #through the massive scarred over empty space in her chest #check out the fy faebees doodle here too because that’s a thing I think about #fig looks so fucking goofy in the last one #whatever she’s having a good time #ignore tenderness by Julia Jacklin has been eating me alive forever since the beginning of time #blood cw #cw blood #cw violence #I don’t know how to tag being impaled?? I’m sorry if someone knows what to do for that let me know #fantasy high #d20 #d20 fantasy high #dimension 20 #d20 fanart #fh #fantasy high fanart #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #fhsy spoilers #kristen applebees #kristen chilis applebees #cassandra fantasy high #fig faeth #undescribed #my art

[bumblingbabooshka]

Tuvok & Janeway both strike me as people who insist they aren't rich* but then they bring up a summer house or something in casual conversation *note: I'm aware that Star Trek humans live in a post-scarcity world with no money but still. I can't help but see the truth and the truth is that Janeway's fridge had an ice dispenser.

#It's a very SMALL summer house #I love them <3 #Janeway especially is trying to stop Chakotay from eating her alive. She isn't RICH - she had to get a job. Her father ALWAYS #impressed the value of hard work onto her! (Where was the job?) It's not important. <- It was at a golf course and then interning at #some fancy lab because her dad was an admiral but he SWEARS he didn't pull any strings. Not her father! #Janeway gives off such big 'My father was a self made man!' vibes and I think he absolutely was but that meant she grew up a bit spoiled #and she doesn't want to admit it. Not EXORBITANTLY wealthy but still #Tuvok's 'I had a Vulcan master teach me kal-toh' ass....you had a vulcan MASTER teach you KAL-TOH??????? AT FIVE???? #What is there to TEACH???????? #I'm strangling him like bart simpson <3 #Vulcan Master: Hello (Tuvok's dad). I have conquered all emotions and have at my disposal knowledge which the common Vulcan could never- #Tuvok's Dad: Wonderful. Please teach my toddler Kal-Toh. #Vulcan Master:..................T he game Kal-Toh? / Tuvok's Dad: Yes. #star trek voyager #Kathryn Janeway #Tuvok #Janeway & Tuvok are the prince and princess of Voyager in that order

[kaflufflin]

You ever struggle so hard to peel an orange and then once you're finished somebody offers you a knife?

#peeling an orange can make a person so irrationally angry like youre food youre not even alive let me eat you this is bs #I just wanted to call dabi a fruit tbh #but also shigaraki could probably find a job his quirk is good at thats not murder #consistent style? I don't know her #dabi #shigaraki tomura #mha #bnha #Im fully aware of the state of the manga however right now his biggest problem is eating an orange #shigadabi as domestic morons #my art

[neon-impressions]

and the worst part is im still fucking hungry

#the menu #i just want a borgor #also honestly if the staff didn't give me bread there's no way they're coming out of that alive #straight up hands #anya taylor #anya taylor joy #I'm watching so much of her stuff #ralph fiennes #nicholas hoult #Mark Mylod #mine #movie sessions #movie lists #EAT THE RICH

[skoulsons]

am i watching the winter embrace on repeat and staring at joels hand so gently on her cheek as she looks up at him in such an unbelieving manner because he shouldn’t be there because he’s half dead in that basement except he is there and he’s holding her and his touch is soft and comforting and protective and gentle and it brings her back to the present and helps her realize that she’s safe now because he’s here bur also that he is alive and here with her and she doesn’t have to worry about her worst fear coming true anymore because she can feel his hand on her cheek and his arms wrapped around her and hear the sound of his voice and see the alive look in his eyes? yeah.

#the way he just. #the way his hand just fits there. #she fights against him and he lowers them down and his right hand rests on her cheek and it’s just #it’s pieces to a puzzle #and she stares at him #never blinking #not once #and she can’t even speak because so much has happened #and she just hugs him and he finally gets to hold her #gets to hold her for all the missing times during the last few weeks he desperately wanted to #and she needs it. she initiates it #because it’s Joel and he’s her safe place and #despite never having hugged prior to this #she knows he’ll hold her. #and he does. fuck he does. #and she infuriates it and he holds her and smoothes her hair down and calls her baby girl and stands them both up and whispers reassurances #that he’s got her and that she’s okay now because he’s there and she’s with him #and they’re finally back together and alive #which is the most important thing. #please shut me up I have to stop it’s eating away at my bone marrow please. #the last of us hbo #joel miller #ellie williams

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

friendly reminder that self harm is lying to you

#the worst is when it promises you'll feel better and then you simply. do not. you feel worse and then you want to harm again bc surely that #will make you feel better right? THAT WOULD BE A NO. IT DOES NOT. #anyway today i went to spotlight cause i was sad cause i got the result for my 35% assignment i really struggled with. 32.5%. failure. #and at spotlight i made the foolish error of buying without knowing price. but like who makes a book a normal softcover crochet pattern boo #$55?! anyway it's a lovely book and am excited to try a few of teh patterns but the guilt is eating me alive #and also im super stressed about the assignment i have to turn in on thursday and haven't started #anyway i was literally four and a half hours away from being seven days clean #and i am just so sad right now #and i reopened one of the scars on my wrist too while on shift this morning so that's fun #not badly but it's just gonna mean it scars even more isn't it because of course #i was feeling incredibly awful for some reason i can't even remember and i kinda clawed up my arms. and no i don't count that as #breaking my streak bc it didn't cause much damage #i just. placement is so wonderful but life is so so hard #i don't know i want a hug and the assignment done and everything bad unmade #and the scars i have to look at every day on placement gone. #i want to talk to s but i haven't responded to her last message and i don't know how to respond but i need to respond to that #:(( #honestly actually i think i want to talk to aunty. friend's mum. in person. and get a hug. i want a hug. #im just. So Sad. and i want my brother and Ransom and this is not helpinga nd i don't know what would if anything

[mediocrefruitlover]

I'm so angry right now and nothing is helping

#my friend asked me to come to campus early so i could help her study for our exam in the afternoon #i slept at 4 am but i got up at 8 and went to campus because of course ill help her #unfortunately she is held up by a class/presentation that should've ended at 9. it's now been 2 hours and i am tired and sleepy and waiting #of course its not her fault she'd never do anything like that on purpose but it's just such a maddening situation #cos i am on 4 hours of sleep and im on campus when i don't need to be which i hate #i could've slept for two more hours 😭😭 #and now i am anxious and angry and today's one of those days where the university feels like it's going to eat me alive #and there are people around me right now who were my old classmates which makes me want to jump off a cliff

[akascow]

who do i have to kill to get my goddamn hands on a g3 abbey doll at its retail price what the fuck

im more confused than anything because the release dates i find keep changing (june 23 to july 23 to august 23)

but also some people have it in hand or some people are already selling for double the price but also local stores or anything online just arent available

so im just like🧍🏻‍♀️ what is happening

what am i missing lmfao

#its been out for almost a month WHY ISNT IT IN STORES HERE YET #ive been waiting for this doll to drop since it was teased in like May dude i need her rIGHT NEOW #sorry to international collectors i now understand your pain this is eating me alive lmfao #i want her so bad shes my favorite g3 signature doll so far im like clenching my fists fr #scalpers r selling for like 2-3x the price but i literally cannot find anywhere thats selling for 25$ #like WHERE ARE PEOPLE GETTING IT IM SO CONFUSED #the new fearidescant secrets came out immediately (YESTERDAY) why CANT I FIND AN ABBEY UGHHHHH #i had a dream last night that i finally got one n then i wake up and it still ceases to exist #thats how much i think about it. its becoming part of my DREAMS #which really isnt that hard BUT CMONNNN #monster high #abbey bominable #monster high g3

[joyflameball]

Anyway I think once Wendy found out who Maxwell is she'd like. Latch onto him hard. Like she's clearly got attachment issues (refusing to move on from abby or let her fade away), she's already lost most of her family (abby dead, her parents in the real world), so discovering someone related to her was right there this whole time would def cause her to attach herself bad. This could also give her conflicted emotions, considering that Maxwell still dragged her here, most likely dragged her there with the promise of getting Abby back. Her fucking uncle dragged her into the Constant when she was in a desperate position. Many such cases

#dst #cassie rambles #wendy and maxwell could also be like. anxious attachment style vs avoidant attachment style #maxwell not wanting people to get close because of what happened with charlie + just not liking being around people #vs wendy clinging on desperately to the last living member of her family she has left #you get it. you get me #don't starve #i think that. wendy found out who maxwell was first #like i don't think maxwell. like. in his final speech he mentions that time moves different #i interpret it as ''time moves slower in hte constant'' #so it's been way longer for him #so he barely would remember wendy and there's no indication he knew her dad was jack #i mean. i feel like if he realized his fucking brother was there. he would have a bit of a Moment #so. wendy found out they were related before maxwell did #i don't think she'd tell him at first. how the fuck are you supposed to break that to someone? #''hey. i'm your niece. i'm the kid of your brother who you haven't seen in eons. he's my dad. you're my uncle. btw.'' #they're tryna SURVIVE here they don't have time for intense emotional moments over discovering their relation #(plus in the fanfic in my head she found out like. at the same time as a betrayal + losing the codex + wilson fucking died kinda) #(so like. there was a lot going on let's not spring that on everyone as well) #however thsi would probably eat her alive. #i imagine in my brain at some point she finally breaks down begging maxwell to explain why he dragged her into the constant #when he KNEW her because he KNEW they were related and he KNEW who her dad was and HE'S her uncle william SHE'S wendy carter you KNOW me yo #DO YOU SEE MY VISION #I'M NORMAL #PLEASE BELIEVE ME #wendy getse to have an emotional breakdown over her family. maxwell gets to freak the fuck out at wendy being his niece #fun for everyone! #anyway. KLEI PLEASE GIVE US MORE ON THE INTERESTING FAMILY STUFF #GIVE ME MORE WINONA AND CHARLIE GIVE ME MORE MAXWELL AND WENDY #PLEASE I'M STARVED

[maaaahri]

Oh no I’m thinking about VtM npcs again

#text #screaming into the void #vtm #I started doing prep :) #they’re all such horrid beasts #god hates some of them more than the average cainite #Davis just wants order she just wants things to be civil #she’s so human in her push to maintain and so ventrue in her enforcement of edifice despite being an anarch #what decent bulwark is so prone to cracking #I think she thinks about that a lot #the sins of her clan eat her alive and she can’t escape from them no matter how hard much she fortifies her defence #Saoirse is so similar but refuses to lock people out in the same way #she WANTS To see her clan used for good! she does! but she’s self-loathing in the extreme #and it’s easier to turn that hatred outward and pretend all of your loneliness isn’t the fault of a century of trauma #but could easily be fixed if your kin weren’t essentially an MLM cult supreme in a world filled with MLM cults #Mavka who is just. a freak. and knows it. knows that god hates them and hates god for it #perpetually confused in their own ostrasization until they have no choice but to revel in it #it’s funny to me at least that every time Mavka sees Sybil it’s just :> yay Sybil my friend Sybil #Very clearly they could try to be more normal but it’s also absolutely out of the question for them to do anything but wage slow war #against a god that they hardly know outside of resentment #I cannot talk about major villain themes bc that would be telling :)

[invisiblemelonmoose]

Thinking about how I rarely get the yuri I want in non-yuri specific media that has canon queer characters or a least a sizable yuri fanbase

#korasami was the first time I got what I wanted and bubbline the second and then never again #why don't most canon yuri ships appeal to me #99% of pokémon's popular game ships are objectively wrong #why are you shipping Hilda with Rosa when her childhood best friend is right there? #Jasmine canonically regularly hangs out with and admires Erica #stop making kris and lyra related when their only similarity is their hair style make them make out instead #mad that pricefield is technically canon when max regularly swoons over kate #still never understood how Kim and Ron got together (they never would have let Kigo become canon at that point) #but also Kim was too good for Ron tbh and I thought he'd be cute with Monique #I will probably never like HarleyIvy because Ivy was always a dick to Harley in btas and hardly a better option for her than the joker #(at least I can enjoy HarleyJoker knowing it's a terrible and toxic ship without having that reconned in all future media #and pretending I have some sort of moral high ground) #but also JokerHarley fans are terrible and keep them away from me #I bet you if the joker was female yuris would eat that shit up #where is my AkaneRanma yuri I'm dying please #I just need akane to be bi for ranma give me bi akane merch #invisible talking moose #someone watch Jubei-chan with me so I can stop being thr only person alive to ship her with Freesia

[mothmans-cumrag]

as some may know, I am currently working on english subtitles for the first ep of Tatort Münster, and because she is just as sexy as that colour I have assigned Wilhelmine Klemm #A20000 and so now I am basically just sitting there, staring at her while translating everything she says and repeatedly asking her to do various unspeakable things to my body

#i just want her to kill me in any way possible #she can stab me if she wants to. eat my insides while im still alive. strangle me with my own intestines. i dont care #tatort #tatort münster #wilhelmine klemm

[juanabaloo]

OK intense FUFFY thoughts here:

You know that beautiful Spike gifset going around from Dirty Girls, where he's shirtless and lying on his cot and smoking? And he looks very hot? (I'm not immune to Spike or Spuffy.)

And he's talking to Faith and by the last gif she's sitting next to him? You can see her cig for a split second.

You know how Buffy comes down the stairs and is NOT HAPPY with seeing them? The first time you see this you may think "wait, which of them is she jealous of? which of them is she mad at?" Rewatch and see - Buffy is GLARING at Faith, not at Spike. Watch her eyes, she's clearly looking to her left, which would be Faith not Spike.

So I just want to point out that Spike looks like a literal not G-rated fanfic trailer but who is Buffy focused on? FAITH.

Buffy: "Well, it's nice to see you two getting along so well."

Faith: "Yeah. Uh, you just know all the cool vampires." (And then Faith visibly de-sexifies her body language, which was getting a little cozy with Spike.)

Faith responds, not Spike. Either of them could have responded but Spike knows she is saying this to Faith not him.

I get that a "logical" person would say it makes sense that Buffy is mad at Faith, because Faith is newer at the redemption thing and back in town for a few hours at this point. (Compared to Spike.)

But my FUFFY brain thinks: This is more proof. Who is Buffy focused on? Who is getting her attention? It's Faith. This despite Spike being staged liked the main event.

Was Buffy hoping to find Faith alone in the basement? Hoping to find Spike alone in the basement? Is she mad about the idea of being left out??

#btvs #fuffy #faith x buffy #7x18 dirty girls #THE basement scene #i wanted to tag this in a reblog of that gifset #and then i realized the spuffy people would eat me alive #Buffy continues to be the CEO of repression #i think her brain could not handle the idea of Spike and Faith getting along #because she cannot deal with that pandora's box being opened so she immediately gets very very harsh #and this is canon explanation for why Faith winds up with Robin #and i get that she has every right to draw that boundary and be unhappy with Faith #but i think something else is going on here

[vvanessaives]

what if violante talked gale out of the whole ascension to godhood thing. and what if she died at the end of it all. and what if gale, crushed by the insurmountable grief, decided to use the crown. and what if he brought her back from the lands of deads. and what if violante is insanely angered with him for that but also fond of that feeling that brought him to defile the laws of nature. and what if she's forever bound to him now, and she hates him but she loves him and it's going to be eternal

#rena.txt #like it's no necromancy but it is. like it's the higher step. i mean he doesn't want a zombie he wants her back as she was it's not enough #he needs more power and he can't accept that she's leaving him behind. it's like a part of me died with you but we're also alive but we wil #never be the same #like violante has been s*icidal for her whole life i think. especially in the last years. before gettig snatched by mindflayers she was #ready to tear herself apart but death got whisked away from her hands again. and when it actually happens? and finally she can find the #rest she wanted oh so badly it gets taken away from her again for his selfishness. like. the layers bro..perhaps.......... #AND IMAGINE his resentment when he gets called 'selfish'. like. i did all of this for you and you call me selfish? the hatred the betrayal #the horror and the love. and in the end it doesn't matter he thinks. it will pass she will see reason. they have eternity for forgiveness. #idk if i'm making any sense today i have so many thoughts #AND LIKE. it's not real life anyway. she's a walking corpse. smth IS wrong with her. and this second life is nothing but pain. she doesn't #eat bc she doesn't need it and everything tastes rotten anyway and she's cold. perpetually cold and she can feel it and there's not even a #beating heart in her chest..THE HORRORS........... #the god won't let me die / i'm god matching couple shirt they could get....AKFJSLFJSFKSK