#i usually get some snacks

[swftpeter]

Why is choosing something to watch so overwhelming?

#i usually get some snacks #and decide to watch like a #series #or a #film #then i remember i have #unwatched ones #and the i get anxious cuz i have those to watch #but i also want to watch something new? #but i also have my confort movies i like to rewatch #?????? #why is it so complicated

[keniaku]

going to see a jjk stage play today giggles

#txt #it's by a local team!! one of my mutuals is performing as junpei ^_^ #i wanna give sth to the actors but i still don't know what... some kinda snack. but what snack #pocky is usually the go-to maybe I'll get that

[newkiqx]

One of my mice is getting incredibly shaped™ but you can't really put individual mice on a diet (or put them on a diet at all really. You can only change the type of food but you can't ration them because it will cause harm.)

Trying a change of standard food and no extra 'snacks' for now, hope that'll help.

#she's orb #pet mice #I can't really give them lean food because I still have a grandma mouse in there and she needs all the 'power' she can get. #I'll try to seclude her for extra 'snacks' at least #but she won't eat outside of the cage usually so that might take some getting used to #hmmm #fancy mice

[easy2deceive]

Guys how do I make large portions of baked?? perogies

#I usually only fry or boil mine but apparently I’m making some for a staff Christmas party #asking because I usually only make like 5-7 at a time and they are like bare bones #I don’t put chives/onions/bacon with them or anything I just fry them #like I make them as a quick snack how do I make them actually good #ong was wondering why my dad said I need to make a fuck ton of perogies #dude is just bringing the drinks😒 wdym you get to bring Pepsi and I have to cook🙁 #tips #help

[icewindandboringhorror]

Misc. photos from the past year or so ~

#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that -- #1. napping bapy boye sneeping on his own foot as if it were a pillow #2. The little primrose that I have seems to bloom sporadically all year around as long as I bring it inside and don't let it freeze #in the winter. This was a flower that came up randomly like mid november lol #3. Rainbow where you can see a little bit of a second rainbow near the bottom of it :0 #4. CHILDREN.... love to see them..... #5. Halloween Candy ranking tierlist. not important enough to post on it's own. so throwing it in with one of these I guess lol #I am also not really a candy person at all and prefer bready stuff like cakes rather than chocolate bars (if I even have to have sweets #at ALL which usually I prefer savory food). I suspect the apple is controversial but.. I do love apples .... huzzah #actually am having applle and peanut butter snack right now as I'm writing this lol #6. Various bowls/cups/etc. that I got from a store at COMPLETELY different times like.. years apart from each other #yet at some point realized that they all mostly match in paint color and seem to be part of the same pattern #But I totally didnt make that connection until a few years ago when I was putting up dishes. I just bought them all invidually because it's #like 'oh cool! a cat' *1 year later* 'oh cool! a cat!' etc. lol.. I guess it must be a popular design if it's been around being sold that #long. #7. carne asada burrito and matcha bubble tea... oughhgh.... again one of my very rare meals where I actually go and get something.. #probably my favorite meal currently. Something about the Chronic Anemia makes me crave beef burritos madly despite only having one #maybe twice a year or so ghjbhj.. plus the beans.... onions.... many of my Diet Forbidden foods... Also of course the little aishas #are there.... somehow they shall split the meal together even though it's like 10x bigger than their bodies.. they are also hungry #and vastly anemic... huzzah to them... #8. I've had this shirt for a long time but it fits very weird so I can never find a way to use it in outfits?? But I recently had #an appointment where a doctor needed to be able to look at my back and it's one of the only actual Shirts that I have (mostly i just own #long robes or tunics or jumper dress type of things that would be hard to lift up or etc. like... I dont even own a single normal 't-shirt' #or anyting aside from one giant tshirt that I sleep in in the summer lol.) So I wore this there.. I forget how much I love the pictures on #it.. how pleasant... little hummingbird... AND I think one of the flowers is supposed to be columbine ... ! #photo diary

[goldkirk]

Guys!!!!! It is such a good thing to not pry at memories or ethical questions before you go to bed!!!!!! I cannot recommend it enough. If you’re seeing this around bedtime, consider it your friendly reminder to forcibly focus on something else via YouTube or a book or art and go the hell to sleep without thinking about anything even possibly not happiness-inducing

#still had nightmares #but got like 2 more hours of sleep #and woke up in 8% less pain than usual #not that I notice I’m in pain most of the time anyway but when I did my brief ‘see what the body’s up to real quick’ check in #it was significantly less tight and rigid in my neck muscles soooo #10/10 recommend #i was more groggy initially but I have a lot more oomph in midday than usual #like I’m slow but I can think through sentences to edit them #which I’m going back to doing now. love you! so proud of you for being alive right now! despite everything #you got up AGAIN today and whether consciously or not said ‘one more time.’ #and that’s incredible and I’m so glad because you get to be your only-you self in this world and add some drops to the ocea #and see the universe for a minute #proud of you #please make sure you get water or meds or a snack or some rest if you need it #and loosen your jaw neck and shoulders!!! #trauma recovery

[kennys-parka-jacket]

Last post got me thinking. It's the most random thing to make headcanons on, but it got me thinking

#I dont have the confidence to put this in the main tags #Kenny goes to the convenience store and gets donuts from the bakery. He also collects the patterned lighters sold by the register #Stan prefers meat fresh from the rollers; but he often gets his gas pumped at night so he usually gets cold snacks and beef jerky #Kyle rarely gets convenience store food. It's overpriced and most of it can be found in grocery stores anyway #But sometimes he needs some advil at 2am or something and that's the only place that sells it at night #Cartman is indecisive. He can never get just one snack and usually leaves with a bag bulging with treats #Chicken rollers; apple fritters; meat and cheese keto sandwiches; hostess donuts; doritoes; and everything else that looks appetizing #All four of them have had contests to see who can steal the most stuff without getting caught #If one of them is running low on Monster it's an unwritten rule that whoever gets gas next must buy that person more energy drinks

[autistic-shaiapouf]

"Hm I think I'll bike to the library and play some chess today :)" <- nearly got sick while biking

#maybe having a little snack with jalapeños in it with my breakfast wasnt a smart move #though i also think my body is just redirecting energy to healing my elbow and my tattoo lmao #this is the actual worst ive ever felt while biking; im usually able to go 2 miles no problem; even in this kind of (Florida) heat #gonna put my bike on the bus to go home U_U i need to do stuff where i am anyways #might go to the local whole foods and get some fancy water; there's ones in glass bottles 👀 #i also forgot my letter bead bracelets at home so what's the point of even being seen in public 😒 #hoatm rants

[cithaerons]

evening is such an awkward time to eat i guess especially since my work goes so late. but also i don’t like eating a lot of food in the evenings because it affects my ability to sleep which is very bad as it is. it’s also just so hard to remember and prioritize.... 

#i usually get back from work around 7pm or so and snarf some granola bars as a post-work snack #and then get back on my laptop and work more #or sit on the couch for a bit or whatever #and then next thing you know it's time for shower and bed

[cottoncandyopinions]

tfw u show up to the dr appointment and you haven't eaten in like 48 full hours and they ask you about your eating habits and you say you fast pretty often in accident because your stimulant messes up your hunger response

and they just look you up and down clearly not believing you before starting The Weight Loss Conversation™ and get told that fasting will guarantee you weight loss

#God I wish #I've only ever been able to lose weight on extremely low calories #I can lose a bit of weight per week on a sub 800 calorie diet #I can lose weight at the rate expected of most people if I cut it even more #Like if I literally don't eat every other day on sub 800 #Neither of those are sustainable #And they usually end up with me binging like the fat person people think I am #I'm currently maintaining my weight #I only drink 0 calorie and 0 sugar #I eat one meal a day at around the 1000 calorie mark #And I eat a snack around 100-200 calories around 3pm because otherwise I get nauseous #But I'm fat still so no one believes me #Man I've been fat my whole life #Parents put me on diets and shit from the time I entered kindergarten #When I was in third grade and only gaining weight they decided this wasn't working #And started making me just skip meals #Until I was 12 or 13 they fed me the same size portions I fed the 5 year olds when I worked at a daycare #I remember learning what kind of foods the kids at school hated at the lunch line #So I would have something to eat at lunch #Or I remember scrounging around for quarters so I could actually buy some food #I remember church having pizza parties and catering events #And overeating to the point of vomiting #Only to clean up and eat more because I didn't know how long it would be #Even as a teenager #Parents would order out getting nice steak meals #And not get me anything when there's nothing even at home to eat #Sometimes they'd eat out and they'd come back with like half a chicken breast and a pile of veggies for me #Most of my childhood I barely thought of the weight aspect #I just knew I was hungry and needed to figure out how to get food #As a teen I started eating like they said because I was ashamed and it still didn't make me lose weight

[cetoddle]

day was a success i saw some fun license plates and got all my errands taken care of and some new books from the library and i’m tired as shit

#oof #doing shit is hard 💀 #i usually just lay in bed all day im rlly not used to this #this whole…doing things situation #idk if i had fun but i feel good like i got things done #i got a new prescription and i got my groceries i even got myself a little snack #im getting better and better at driving #i got my schedule worked out @ work i got some books i’ve been wanting to read #saw my grandparents and refilled the gas in the car all by myself #very cool !! #snow.txt

[onepiexe]

wentt o bed early and woke up eventually to alarm

#logbook #i started fake birth which explains why i havent slept and felt weird the last week lol. #but unfortunately i have a migraine. so i get to go into new work with fake birth and a migraine :-) #gonna take meds and pack some fruit and yogurt and others this time so i can snack. and a towel i can wet. #thankfully its usually quiet in the office. but i'll have to leave to go for cycle counts. #im just praying it goes by 😭 #gm. augh. i wanna stay in bedddd.

[bitchapalooza]

So we have to sit here and wait for Wednesday or Thursday to hear if we're getting help with our rent, being told not to stress or pack yet until we know the outcome. Well I think I'm gonna stress anyway but I think I'll curve the nausea inducing overstimulation by playing pokemon.

#ive been doing okay to not stress so much about money by drawing and spending time with my family #but now idl what to draw and theyve gone home now so dihsjsjs #mom is refusing to take my last 8$ too so i think ill use that to get a snack i like #or save it to have a relaxing day out on tuesday to get a few new buttons and dad a birthday gift #idk what im gonna get him since i usually get him a watch buuut he cant see it so :/ #or i get him power tools buuuut yeah #idk maybe ill get him a pound of his favorite candy or some fudge #i am rambling lmao #im still trying to fully wake up sjhsjs #talkies

[star-crossed-lizards]

Lately I’m trying really hard to learn how to like eat sufficiently cuz I never have any appetite but I feel like I’m literally always hungry… like I could eat every hour or two no matter how much or how little I eat it takes the same amount of time. I end up ignoring my “hungry” signals a lot bc I feel hungry right after I eat but if I eat too much I get sleepy. I was thinking of setting timers so I always eat breakfast lunch and dinner but I feel like I need to eat more often than that. But like how much food is reasonable to eat if I’m eating every 2 hours??

#I also feel basically like all the time that my body ‘needs something else’ #like if I eat meat and a starch and veggies a lot of the time I still feel like #I just . need something. idk what it is #usually it goes away if I eat a bunch of candy or something but that’s obviously not good for me long term #also I do not fucking want to eat every 2 hours it’s like pulling teeth trying to get 3 meals a day into me #in fact unless I’m at work I usually do not eat lunch or just eat some snacks and even at work I eat like literally #a measuring cup of whatever leftovers like I keep bringing smaller and smaller containers cuz I never finish it and I hate wasting it #but apparently I’m always so hungry that my stomach is growling and I’m nauseous cuz I haven’t eaten in ~~~4 hours~~~ #it just feels very dramatic and extra of my body to constantly demand food and then refuse to let me swallow it #unless it’s fucking candy or pizza or some other extremely junky junk food #like I’m all for junk food I don’t think u should have to be that restrictive but in order for it to be fair like #I need to also eat some healthy food sometimes. like ever. would be so awesome if I could do that ever

[yououghtaknow]

biting and killing and biting and killing

#just need to vent a little. here we are in the tags as per usual. #SO my avoidance of people has gotten A Lot Worse Lately #and my severe fear of rejection is making it so i can't even mention i got tickets to a concert some of my friend are going to in our gc #because i feel like that's Wrong and Bad and will make me Evil if i do it #because i'm stealing attention and manipulating them into spending time with me #which i can recognise is. a bit of an irrational response. #but i'm just SO FRUSTRATED with myself #i haven't told like half of my friends i'm moving in two weeks because i haven't seen them irl #and whenever i talk to people in real life i chronically overshare and cannot force myself to shut up and it's BAD #no matter what way i do it i always end up doing it wrong #i just want to Connect with people and Be with them but i can't do it!!!! #my social anxiety is still So Bad and i'm beginning to think it may be a part of a bigger issue #i've been questioning having avpd (avoidant personality disorder) for a while and i'm gonna talk to my therapist about it when i see him #because i have been Repeatedly Validated that it is Okay to talk to my friends but i physically can't do it without having a panic attack #and that!!! is something i want help with!!! because it feels bad!!! but i can't Reach Out!!!!!!!!!!!! #luckily i have plans to see a lot of them irl on wednesday so hopefully i can talk about some of this stuff then #but until then i just have to exist in my silly little isolation purgatory #at least i'm rewatching rvd and it's so good. currently on killing thee mr honey #i think i will go get a little snack and keep watching my show and do some uquizzes and then try to sleep #i had like a 3 hour nap today so it's okay to be up a little late #this has fully just turned into me journalling but it's okay this is my blog

[zhuhongs]

girls when logistics....

#i feel the need to plan out everything i do each day bc like. since im not in my element.. at all here. i plan exsessively so that i don't #combust internally from Situations and rn im planning a trip and im just hhhhhh... sage embrace spontaneity.... but like. its hard when ur #in a place you dont know and dont speak the language.. i have too much shame. i dont want to be That foreigner yk... hhhh #also for some reason meals are usually the most stressful part of the day bc i hate.. speaking... i feel like such an idiot if i say smth #wrong.. like ik its fine but it makes me so!!! god #but like... my worst fays usually happen when i dont have a plan so i just.. yk. fear. so i try to plan everything out so if all else fails #i have smth to rely on..hhh #so far the plan is: waje up. eat at home. bring snacks. go to class. make my 2 hr journey to my hotel. check in. get smth to eat near by. #catch a bus to jiufen. do all my shopping that night. head back once ive looked around #then enjoy that night. get some food and alcohol. and then saturday. play it by ear depending on the weather. probably go to that tea house #look around take pictures. head back and relax and do one last look around on sunday then head home. like 3pm. eat pasta at home for dinner #yep.. thats the plan. i was gonna go to houdong too if my whim and the weather alows for it #but if not. its ok. the weather is. rlly bad