#i think ive actually gone insane

[nicecrumbart]

Quickly everyone note how to make an iconic character in 2 episodes with minimal dialogue

#i think ive actually gone insane #i keep doing realism for wwdits who am i anynore #i think im just too scared to stylise live action characters until im used to drawing then tbh 😭 #anyway . the djinn . iconic #they support gay rights and gay wrongs #mostly gay wrongs considering how he looks when he sees nandermo together #does not care for slowburn!! #wwdits #wwdits season 4 #djinn #wwdits djinn #wwdits fanart #digital art #procreate #used a gradient map as reference for this one too if ur wondering abt colours #we all need a djinn in our lives i think

[isjasz]

[Day 155] Sunflowers always face the sun

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So like. If sunflowers always face the sun and the majority of the sunflowers on scar's shawl are on his back and on the side does that mean scar still trusts grian with his back or he turned his back on him rejected him moved on or sometimes they wish they are by each other's sides again or are they allies or enemies this will be the death of m <- epic shower thoughts

#dddaily4sherin #grian #goodtimeswithscar #desert duo #secret life #secret life smp #trafficblr #traffic smp #my art #Me when shower thoughts BDJSHWKW I THINK THIS IS THE MOST INSANE AND REACHING IVE GONE BY FAR💀💀💀💀💀 #Wish I could've executed this better tho ngl it looks kinda bland HELELPHSJAH #THIS HAPPENS EVERYTIME WHEN I HAVE AN ACTUAL IDEA INSTEAD OF JUST BULLSHITING GODDAMMIT #but lighting was still really fun HSAHAD LIGHTING GO BRRR #:D

[foxett]

Redraw (old one under cut)

(screenshotted because im too lazy to scroll through my gallery)

Wow 2 months and THAT big of a difference. Ew the old one's ugly...

#omori fanart #kel omori #sunny omori #suntan omori #omori sunkel #omori #omori caprisun #omori cactulip #omori kel #omori sunny #actually i think i lost my mind like seriously erm i uhhhh ive gone insane 😟 #im like the burgers on my mind meme but instead of burgers its suntan... #in the last 3 days ive drawn like 4 things and 2 of them are suntan. a third one will happen tomorrow likely.

[red-might-be-dead]

you could say the bad boys have cut some TIES

ahahahahahahahaha

eh? eh?

i'm sorry

#limited life #limited life spoilers #limited life smp #the bad boys #bad boys #the boys are mad now #theyre even sad now #smallishbeans #solidaritygaming #grian #im so funny guys #im actually hilarious #im such a fool #im such a goofy little goober you just dont understand #ive gone a little insane i think #its the pun

[glsneeg-enthusiast]

thinking about how they ever so slightly look similar

#i think ive actually gone bonkers insane my bad

[proserpine-in-phases]

I hate how every job says they're looking for a person like this because I am none of those things? Where are the jobs willing to pay top dollar for an unmotivated unprofessional cold unpersonable non starter who is disorganized and pays very little attention to detail?

#also i wish my guidance counselor in high school had sat me down and said dont go to college without a career plan #instead of what he did do which was tell me my grades are so good i absolutely should go to college #wish he had said at least make sure you get an aa in like accounting or something to fall back on #am i bitter about never finding a job that uses my degree that wouldnt also include needing grad school? #kinda #capitalism makes fools of us all #crap #its shut down week at the ethanol plant that does nothing with my english or fine art degrees #and also nothing with my 15 years of retail and customer service experience either lmao #i fucking hate shut down so much it is inevitable i start thinking of quitting even tho i am making more money than i have in my life #how fucking insane is it that jobs that require a masters degree will pay 15 an hour and yet this job that requires a ged at most starts at #like 25 and this plant actually starts low judging by what other plants are offering like damn #every job ive ever had needed no degree at all how much farther ahead would i be if id just gone straight to work? #like i fucking loved the college experience but it didnt do a fucking thing for me other than saddle me with life crushing debt

[gemharvest]

I'm so tired of all of the Halloween/ fall related shorts I see using the same godforsaken segment of Oh Klahoma. It's not even Halloweeny can you people PLEASE at least get SOME fucking variety. I swear to god this happened last year too. I'm so tired of hearing that bit of the song and that's coming from someone who really fucking likes that song.

#ramblings #if i have to hear `i cant be the only one who hears you-` in the bg of some halloween shortform content that has fuckall to do- #-with the song i think im gonna tear my face off. its starting to make me sick i hate it here #i think i will be 100% clear here and state its a song that has helped me cope with some shit ive gone through #so while i understand its a trending audio and jack stauber isnt rlly a niche creator (to put it lightly). that doesnt mean im not gonna be #driven insane by hearing the same 30 seconds of a song that i deeply associate with one of THE lowest points in my fucking life #also i kinda just wish theyd use actual halloween music. bitch idc if its corny play the monster mash or something idk

[kirbyddd]

for a long while when I'd visit my relatives on the chesapeake for a brief respite from the hells of home life, there was an odd beat-up little cardboard box sitting amid the plastic-cased ds games in the gamestop I'd always visit (rarely to actually get anything)

finally, one time before the journey back to hell, i actually had a scattering of bills in my pocket. after looking around at the shelves of shovelware (i didnt have enough for any of the proper titles like mario or pokemon), i finally decided to bring the story to a close and give the ragged little box a home

it was Sola-to-Robo, one of the rarest ds games ever published, possibly the most technically advanced engine ever devised on the system, and among the most unique and emotional experiences I'd ever encountered in a video game (which is saying something considering I'd already all but lost emotion by that point)

i barely remember it anymore, but for the time it became my favorite standalone game of all time (although it technically is part of a series, succeeding the PS1's equally obscure Tail Concerto)

I still dream of returning to it and seeing just how well it holds up from a more experienced point of view

the one thing i do remember is that it had and still has by far the most beautiful and powerful opening song of any game ive ever encountered, which is saying something considering the hundreds out there! it's up there with Atelier Meruru's Cadena

also the fact that when you beat the game, after the credits it goes "chapter 2" and there's an entire sequel within the game. altogether both parts are probably not longer than any other rpg, but on the original ds where full 3d action rpgs were resource intensive and typically limited in scope, it was mindblowing

also it apparently had like undefeatable copy-protection and to this day still requires a modified rom to emulate or even run on original hardware without a card?

anyways.... remarkable game. i was shocked to find that it's one of the most sought after titles on the system. in rarities ive personally enountered it's second probably only to Retro Game Challenge, which I encountered at regular price once in the late 2010s but didnt have the money for at the time... that's my "one that got away"

#for me it's also up there with klonoa and a handful of old sonic titles for having anthro designs that are actually great instead of weird #i always start thinking anthro designs are just a lost cause but then i remember like solatorobo and redwall and beatrix potter and am like #“no theres tons of room for animal folk in art it's just that modern 'furryism' is usually so soulless and based on corporate mascot styles #anyways..... my short recollection of a remarkable game #hotel dusk and last window are very rare too but theyre so obscure their prices aren't actually that high #tingle's rosy rupeeland wasnt expensive either back in the day but i bet it's gone way up now. wish i got it back then #mario 3-on-3 is another one that's insanely rare but absolutely no one remembers or cares about it lmao #i found it at a gamestop in ass-nowhere shenandoah in 2020 long after the stores were supposed to have done away with their ds collections #anyways..... original ds is a favorite system of mine... not actually for nostalgia reasons (i barely experience any anymore) #but for the sheer variety and uniqueness of titles to be discovered on it... maybe the most of any platform ever #and the fact that many of them had SSS-tier stylistic direction #ive yet to find another title that even comes close to the blue-skies beauty of bomberman land ds #OG ds was definitely a blue-skies system

[kideternity]

Okay sorry if this is an insane request. But does anyone have any actual sources for if the cosplayer who served as the inspiration for Betsumon ever consented to her likeliness being used for the creation process. I found one blogpost which CLAIMS she was fine with it but there was no source for it attached I saw and I cant seem to find anything on my own just by looking it up

#digimon #betsumon #tailmon betsu #dinu yells into the void #dinu yells in the void #please. help me out with this one chat. #i know this is an insane request because most people dont like betsumon because they think the design is creepy or weird #i actually dont mind betsumon as a digimon purely from a design standpoint my hang up is that like #i feel Bad. over the idea of liking betsumon as a digimon because of the origin and because i have no idea if the cosplayer consented #in my opinion its way more important to me to know if the cosplayer agreed to having a joke digimon created based off her #its an entirely different situation if betsumon was created essentially as a mockery of a cosplayer who was just doing her job #and having fun #especially because in the original betsumon design it could be read as extremely transmisogynistic as well #sorry again i know literally no one else on planet earth cares about this BUT I DO!!!!!!! #ive never been able to personally reconcile like. Enjoying designs that are meant to be meanspirited mockeries #of whatever thing person etc. like it makes Me specifically feel bad #and again I think it’s more important to examine the origins of a design like this and Why it is the way it is. then just blanket #‘oh well its ugly to me so its bad and evil and gross’. do i make sense does any of this make sense. #fuckkkkkk i should go get dinner this just kept me up all night thinking about it #like obviously if the cosplayer was fine with it and she was like finding it funny or charming then my hang up is gone #because like Shes the main person affected in all of this. hence why i wanna know. you know?

[broke-on-books]

I think the universe just hates me personally (can't find my scooby doo comics)

#WHERE ARE THEY #i own like 5 individual issues split between SD WAY and SD & batman adventures and i cant find like 4 of them #this is important bc i just got this new app where you track which comics youve read and i need to be accurate bc yay lists and just aaaggh #also sidenote i think ive found my soulmate this one person leaves a review on each and every WAY comic and they EVEN AGREE WITH ME #literally they said they hated over the boardwalk and i was literally like 'i think im in love' #also i know you guys almost certainly dont know what that is. i have an insanely unporportional hatred of that story especially compared to #its relevancy to scooby comics much less scooby doo as a whole #however i hate it so fucking much its unreal. like pure rage. its worse than scooby apocalypse to me <<<<absolutely nonsensical opinion #anyways feel free to ask me about it (i dare you. i dare you to do it) because i WILL fume with rage and i think that must be heard #but i will not go into a scooby comics rant unprompted. because before i subject you to that i need to know that at least 1 person is #remotely interested lol #also to properly form my rant id have to make myself read over the boardwalk again 🤢🤢🤢 <<<again nonsensical response #and i wont do that for me but id do it for any of you in an instant #ANYWAYS WHERE ARE MY COMICS. LITERALLY ONLY MY SCOOBY ONES (minus one sd & batman issue) ARE MISSING #my far sector tpb? got it! the historical civil war comic i think my grandfather gave me in 5th grade? have that! the scooby doo comics? #gone. vanished from this plane of existence #actually i do know where they are. i have too many books to fit in my bookcase so theres a huge stack that takes up like part of a wall of #books and notebooks and folders and old school binders and other junk #................ #goddamn it im going to go through that aren't i #this is gonna be a total mess dear lord #if i die know that i got crushed by a huge tower of books btw #anyways now time to go thru a bunch of trouble to track down like 3 single issues i KNOW i own #blah

[moenmomentsthemoe-en]

so sane. and normal.

tw // existentialism , derealisation , suicide ment , bright colours (?) for the drawing under the cut

(please dont read the text below too if youre not in a good state of mind)

#vent art #derealisation #ive been told how this story ends and im still naively hoping for a better one like the fool i am #sorry . god sorry i know i should be normal and better than this #thank you ghost and judas and em for grounding me through this insanity with the convos im #ripping my hair out . im going to get coffee so i can properly think about this and then promptly ignore it #more derealisation in tags #more vents ahead cause i cant fucking. fuck. if i dont present this somewhere itll be forgotten and wiped off by force #if theres the chance that one person sees this or that its etched into the internet - then theres no point in forcing to erase it off so i #get to keep this process #okay more vent -> #okay im 19. nothing much has addressed It. so that means i should live my life as I have #ignoring It completely right? #if It was a crucial part of my life; surely something about It would be mentioned by now. surely. #so it doesn't matter if It stares at me for every waking moment. it doesn matter if It plays a crucial role in what I am and how I exist #it doesnt matter if once It is ripped away #so will my existence #It doesn't matter that its Incomprehensible yet I am forced to comprehend it in every waking moment #it doesn't matter that It is extremely tied into my existence. it doesn't matter that if It is gone - i will be too - and it doesn't matter #that its logical to assume that #its logic and it makes no sense #none of this makes any sense #but im 19 now. nothing has associated itself to It. nothig resembles It. #i should ignore it #me when the incomprehensible horror makes me go insane if i dont acknowledge or process it at least once a week I Am Doomed As A Human Bein #i will never be able to feel connected to living. i will never be able to feel connected to other people #pathetic ass life i need to get better at living actually AUAUUAAAAAAAAAAA

[t4tdanvis]

went from having an ok day to having a terrible day this is awesome guys wow

#❄.txt #got so panicked from seeing my biggest trigger that i left a server and now im scared to rejoin #do i really want to be in that server? no not really i dont like several of the people there and every single time ive tried to talk there #its gone wrong and i just ended up muting the server and not talking there at all because it made me insanely uncomfortable #'theseus then why the fuck do u wanna rejoin' bc one of my friends + someone i wish i had the confidence to befriend are in there and i #wanna be able to talk to them #'well were u actually talking in there' hell no i felt Terrified of that server #is being in that server worth it just to talk to this one person more?? hell if i know #currently i think it is but also i think im having a panic attack?? i feel Sick and my hands are Shaking #it also feels like im kinda in Shock currently which cant be good but yknow what do i nose /ref #if i had the confidence to just actually talk to the person i wanna talk to then none of this wouldve happened. unfortunately i am a Coward #also if discord allowed me to mute words like i can on tumblr. once again this wouldnt have happened #why was i cursed with Exomemories this is terrible #im also in another server with the person but it never talks there so do i just suck it up and rejoin the server i left?? #or what if i just exploded into a billion pieces and died forever i think that would work /j

[hauntedknightwalker]

Me, 10 yrs ago: fuck piercings, not touchin that shit

Me, 13 yrs ago: man fuck long hair, im never growing my hair out ever again

Me, 15 yrs ago: dont even try with putting nail polish on me, not fuckin happenin

Me, for as long as i can remember: man fuck these tits, i hate them, i wish they were gone!

Me, now: weeeellll....

#knight rambles #its so insane how not living w your family and being around ppl that are so gender makes you reconsider everythin you know #if i had gone with top surgery last year i dont think i wouldve regretted it per say. but i dont really regret not gettin surgery either #its really interesting to reflect back and be like 'wow my parents put unnecessary beauty standards on me and it made me hate femininity- #-on me personally for almost my entire life #but now that ive had enough time to reflect on my gender and what i WANT to be. it turns out i dont actually mind most things #the things i mentioned arent even feminine at all really #but because they were forced upon me as such. i grew to associate it as feminine and hate it #im glad im now at a point where im like 'hey maybe i DO want to paint my nails' and 'lemme grow my hair out a bit lets see how it looks' #im also planning on getting my ears pierced :3 #im me gender babey and i wanna feel awesome #i wanna enjoy things i wanna have fun and i wanna be me for once in my fuckin life

[daisydoctor13]

One of the consultants knows I am obsessed with silent witness and if he asks me about this weeks episode I'm not sure I will be able to maintain composure

#at this point its not about looking normal because he was genuinely taken aback when he said #do you watch silent witness #and i just rambled about how much i loved it and how i ised to want to be a forensic pathologist because of it #and that ive gone back and watched it from the beginning twice #but then weve had DI raymond on it again lads he might actually think im insane #silent witness

[viruslearnt]

he is so mentally unwell <3

#get therapy king u need it #ive seen this cutscene a million times but actually experiencing it myself after building up to it the whole game- oof #also the fucking- convo right after u get back to mother base #everyone looking at kaz like 'oh god hes gone insane for REAL this time' #i wish I had that convo about the lady who says she isnt into kaz bc she thinks hes scary (bc of his anger) bc thats the same category #people dont LIKE him anymore. hes not the same man of the people he was in p.eace walker #blood tw #gore tw #just in case

[polaraffect]

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#damien.txt #venting abt personal life in the tags lol sorry new followers <3<3 #ahhHHHHHHHHHHH why must sleeping be so hard #i cannot for the life of me figure out what the fuck has gone wrong or how to fix it #but here i am AGAIN at 5:30 a.m. contemplating pulling an all-nighter bc i could not sleep #and i just. am possibly going a little bit insane #bc i hate this. it feels awful. (whoa no way not getting enough sleep feels bad? who would have guessed-) #the answer at this point is probably medical intervention #and by medical intervention i mean i need to go to the store and pick up melatonin gummies lol #i am just a broke college student tho man... funding the inevitable melatonin addiction will SUCK #addiction is a strong word to use here. i just know i will want to use it every night if it works #which is like the intended usage but still. that shit gets expensive #anyways i wish having insomnia or something insomnia adjacent was actually cool and fun and edgy #and not just like. being on the verge of tears as you lay down in bed with a headache #but you literally cannot stop thinking and moving around long enough to fall asleep #my thoughts aren't even that bad they are just constant and i would like them to shut up pls <3 #ok i am done ranting lmaoo this is like the 4th rant abt sleep problems ive done on tumblr #maybe i need to like. fix this lol