#i think i'd gotten lost

[idkimnotreal]

i need to speak english in real life...

i'm brazilian, english has been part of my daily life since i was 14 (before that in school, but out of school only since i was about 14), i consider myself an advanced to fluent speaker (short vocabulary, i don't really know or forget mundane or daily things in english, my vocabulary is mostly related to book english), but i've never once spoken english with anyone in real life or even on a call. i was always afraid i'd blank out. it's a deep rooted thing for me.

so i recently moved and as it happens my neighbor one floor down whose apartment includes an outdoors patio that i can see from my kitchen window (to an inner open space in the middle of the building, i'd only need one word for this in portuguese but i have no idea how to say "light pit" in english*) has an american dad and they speak really loud (i know it's an american thing) and i felt... this sense of joy from hearing them talk english. hearing spoken english for the first time in my life that was not coming from tv speakers or headphones, but actually from real human voices near me (i was a kid at the time of the world cup so i don't really recall people speaking english, i have a vague memory of it, but not vividly). there was a child too, her half sibling, and i don't know, the whole bonding experience they were having using the english language made me happy to experience it.

i guess i need international friends that i can really talk to (not just text). not brazilian friends to talk english to, that's just boring, like i actually want people from different cultures that i can use english as a bridge to connect our life experiences. it's about that. it's what i figure is so exciting about english. it's... the world. english is everything. when i heard english, i heard everyone. for the first time in my life, near me, physically. it means i'm not necessarily tied to brazil. it reminded me of that, maybe. which is why i'm sad now that they're apparently gone. i keep expecting to hear their voices again, speaking english, and whenever i hear neighbors talking loudly in the halls i get hyped. but i think they're gone, back to the states. to the center of the world. and i'm here. too dysfunctional to leave this place.

(i'm not actually looking for language buddies on tumblr, there's a reason why i've never spoken english in real life which is like i mean uhh social anxiety/trauma)

*that's atrium thanks chatgpt

#catharsis #vent #venting #it's the fact that i understand that (spoken english) #i know my pronunciation is fine #i often repeat things that i write in english like it's an echolalia thing #and i know i can pronounce them #i text a lot in english and i have this tumblr #i know i can speak it #knowing i can hear it too now #in real life #it opened my eyes #i can stay in brazil if i get reasonably rich #but otherwise i don't think i want to stay #i think i'd gotten lost #(changing topic) i just wanted to go and say hi #i don't think they expect anyone to understand them in this building #and they'd probably appreciate that #americans especially. brazilians are seen as open to strangers but we're very superstitious as a culture #and wary of strangers because of envy stuff #white americans don't have that #so maybe a different me would've had the courage to do that #if it was the right thing to do #i have no idea like i'm autistic #but like make up an excuse or whatever like umm i just wanted to borrow some sugar is that your dad it's so cool that he's american i love #american culture #like that #like in english #off the bat #okay maybe just say the last part to him in english if i saw him and see if anything comes from that i'm digressing it's the wine

[sysig]

Two skeletons in a trench lab coat (Patreon)

Bonus:

He’s very careful! Everything was fine before you interrupted!

#Doodles #Handplates #UT #FJdlsafjdsf Handplates fuzzes my brain #I cannot tell you how weird it feels to draw Gaster with the Lost Soul head after all this time away haha #It drops me back into the person I was when I first read Handplates - for better or for worse. It's a very strange feeling #Even drawing Sans and Papyrus again sends me back! Not as strongly but certain little details stand out #Sans' eyes especially... Very strange feeling #Anyhow! Since Fellplates sent me back down the rabbit hole and I've gotten back into rereading lightly - still not a full commitment! #Maybe soon tho 👀 I feel like I always say that haha #But in the meantime thinking of the pre-Plates Handplates time period <3 Since that's the one I'm still most familiar with haha #I love when they're still growing and learning ♪ Scaffolded baby talk! Twin language! Love 'em ♥ #And fearless* mischievous little troublemakers hehe #They're so cute <3 I love the little ways they interact as young'uns - like when Papyrus will just lift Sans by his arms lol #I'd been thinking about and then had to go read the one of Sans as a the blanket/coat tickle monster and then - this ✨ #''Excuse me sir I'd like One Ticket to the R Rated movie I am an adult Monster'' lol #Probably another one of those moments where Gaster is just *nervously sweats in Dad* lol - stop being so cute! #Also there's no particular meaning to when I use WingDings for his text :P Just convenience and if I remember to lol #Comics where he talks a lot are not convenient XP I have enough trouble editing on this paper ugh I will Not miss it when it's done #Even attempted this comic in as few pencil strokes/erasing as possible and it was still a pain to work with! >:0 Rude #Doubly so that I've had a Handplates comic idea for past like - year lol - and /this/ was the first one I finished pfftbl #To be fair to the other I do want to at least attempt making it a look-alike hehe ♪ You know how it is with Ideas™ #I can't be too mad about it haha ♫ It did turn out quite cute after all :3

[worstloki]

imagine being Loki and you're on thin ice playing pretend to fit in on a tyrannical mystery garbage planet until you find a safe way to get rid of the murder-happy ruler who you're very clearly keeping up the bit of having no suspicious connections to the shiny new gladiator that was rounded in and then Thor gets angry about it and immediately gives the lie away by saying you two are brothers.

#weeks of work down the drain #i'd be so annoyed #that loki visited thor in that cell waiting room area at all to have a decent conversation was too much grace #do you think loki compromising work to account for thor is a regular thing bc i think it was done pretty seamlessly #like he's very used to it #thor then goes in the ring and alerts everyone to the fact that loki has a connection to HULK too like #thanks thor you bludgeoned through everything then ALSO lost the fight. not to mention the man now wants to melt me into burnt goo #and has an excuse to do it too #did thor really have to denounce loki as a liar 1 sentence into the conversation with no understanding of what was going on #like sure thor was angry but loki was waving giant warning flags at him and NOW he argues for their brotherhood??? #thor had enough context to not do that stuff!!!!!??? #that sounds so tiring #loki should've gotten to kick him at least once

[smokestarrules]

Gotta say combining this moment from v1 to--

--this moment in v7 is so fucking cool. The initial scene is pretty memorable (at least to me), especially for how early on it occurs into the story and because you learn a Notable Plot Thing during (that Blue is dangerous) and so it's a scene that provides an instant callback.

And to make present-day Sorawo be the one to bang on the door, to make her the one looking inside, her blue eye being the blue that past Sorawo sees... I love it. I love it so much.

#i def think ive finally gotten to the point where i haven't yet rese any of this yet #*read #bc I'd REMEMBER this scene #lost my shit when I realized #otherside picnic #sorawo kamikoshi #smokey speaks

[no-brand-gays]

anime resale stores here always have absolute mountains of love live figures from every iteration of the franchise with every character and costume you could imagine...except i've never been a figure girlie so i always just look over the shelf in awe because i can't really see myself buying anything. except, that is, for the early love live sunshine aqours figures with no legs. that, i would buy

#were these the first aqours figures ever?? they can't be right? #either way i remember just how early into lls this was #it's really burned into my memory i have no idea what they were made for though #i just always remember them. and their lack of legs #those shops always have the nice boxed up figures and then the ones that were brought to them without a box #left to sit forever in plastic bags on hooks on the store walls (until someone buys them) #some of those come in multiple pieces? like maybe stands or removable parts...? #but i always think it's gonna be one of these and i'm always so disappointed #cmon rashinban sell me one of the ugliest and most baffling love live figures of all time #personal #honestly it's not just figures i'm just really not much of a merch girlie #living in japan is slowly curing me of that though just because of how normalized it is for everyone to have character merch #i bought a really cute kanan keychain a while ago but then it fell off of my bag when i was out :( i still have no idea where i lost it #the normalization of it really helps though honestly #if you'd told me 2 years ago that i'd be buying little nitotan plushes of my fav characters to hold up to scenery while traveling and #take pictures of i definitely wouldn't have believed it #but that's just like a thing that anime girlies do here. i think it's really cute actually #i still haven't gotten around to actually bringing any of those plushes on trips because i forgot 3 times in a row #and then the next trip i took after that was with my family #nooooot a chance. oh my god there's no way i could've explained that and had them been like oh okay

[kyuala]

SOOOOOO hard to go through everyday life trying to ignore the never-ending feeling that im just irreparably fucked up and therefore should just give up on everything

#this aint exactly s******* but it aint exactly not s******* either #anyways it gets even harder when i have to live under the same roof as my brother who is so much better than me in every single conceivable #and imaginable way possible like #and i knowwww a LOT of it comes down to us having relatively similar yet wildly different lives despite being 1.5y apart and having the sam #family our entire lives like he has gone through NOTHING and i mean not a single societal issue ive had to face and endure my entire life #he's a man im a woman. he's white im black. he's straight im gay. he's skinny ive always been 'overweight'. he's always been the good #christian kid ive always had issues w faith and religion. he's never been mentally ill i was clinically depressed for nearly 8yrs of my lif #we both lost the same parent and im the only one who got pathological grief and a personality disorder out of it. he's had a great job for #the last 7yrs that now pays him 20k+ every month ive only had 3 odd jobs my entire life and 2 of those my MOTHER had to give me so i would #have SOMETHING and ive never made over 1.6k monthly n my last job was minimum wage only #he's had like 4 relationships and is nearly engaged im so traumatized + emotionally unavailable ive only ever been on 1 date my entire life #he has a good relationship w every family member we have i have Issues w like half the family. he's always been an active member of our #church i can barely listen to like 4 traditional hymns before i start losing my mind and spiraling. i think the only two ways we're pretty #much equal like socially is that we're both able bodied cis and christians but still the cis and christian thing is debatable for previousl #stated reasons so like. do yall see how much better he is doing than me in every little last area in life and how he's always gotten the #long straw when it comes to Not having to deal w certain obstacles in life. n i know its like yea idk what it actually is like to be him an #he could not be doing all that well first of all shut up. second of all if it was 1 or 2 things i'd get it but it's literally EVERYTHING #and i know bc of said things n our v different lives it's unfair to me to compare the two of us but then it begs the question: WHY #WHY did i have to go through these things. WHY do i have to deal w this. WHY did i get the short straw literally every goddamn time #WHY did i have to get THIS life like WHYYYYY why ME GOD. why have I had to put up w all this bullshit for 24 fucking years!!!!!!!!! im TIRE #and this is not me hating or resenting him i know it's not his fault and he is so good to me #but still. why was i left with these things? to live like this? #so yes i guess i do envy him a little bit. who wouldn't #mari.txt #personal #tw negative #dl #btw i do NOT mean some identities are better than others. i mean he is better and is doing better than me in life partially bc he's never #had to deal w certain social issues and obstacles that come w oppressed identities.

[camellcat]

I KNOW there is a pipeline from teen wolf to doctor who (or the other way around) but I haven't figured it out. I just. I see you. I see stiles stilinski pop up far too often for there not to be one.

and I don't even like most of you bc it's the same fuckin sterek hating scott mccall lovers (me) vs scott mccall hating sterek lovers (you), but in a completely different fandom. it's absolutely tragic.

#going through it rn as I try and piece this together #I'm just so curious. it's such a little group but it's big enough that I notice it nonetheless #and never the scotty lovers either mind you #it's JUST the stiles kids. the sterek girlies #I'm trapped as a scott mccall defender-till-I-die with the scott mccall hating stereks. hell. hell on earth #I swear to the high heavens I've seen “bad friend scott mccall” pop up once in the dw tag on ao3 and I about lost my shit #WHAT IS IT DOING THERE!!! #Idk if I've just gotten completely and utterly unlucky but I don't want to be any of your guys friend even with our common interests #I kinda hope I've just gotten unlucky honestly but I don't think I have #like what's the appeal of dw to sterek lovers. I want to know #why is it MOSTLY attracting you lot? #anti sterek #putting that there so you can ignore me I'd feel bad if you saw this #but it irritates me LOL I wanted to rant and rave about this #teen wolf #doctor who

[blizzardfluffykpop]

As a Kpop fan now, if you've been here since at least 2021/2022ish~ you've outlived 2 apps. V Live and Universe, congrats, you don't get anything, but you can say you've outlived them.

#congrats on outliving two apps #rip universe app #rip vlive #the reason i say 2021 is because vlive has been dying since at least January 2021 - we no longer had vlive+ but i can't remember when #they deactivated that feature but wild #universe down #as a uni (ptg stan) this is the funniest tag i've gotten to say #i'd say dance on their graves but vlive was such a queen and we lost her- i loved her- she made my days easier... i would watch vlives in #class all the time- and now we can't- and we got so many good things from universe even if it didn't mean physical releases- it was still #nice- we had sth similar to bubble and we could talk to our idols ( i didn't do this but i loved seeing the translations on twt ) #hybe is seeing each app as a cash grab and i cry sometimes- i can't forgive them- but anyways enough about that- #i feel like a fossil lowkey- it's not often i feel like a fossil in the kpop community but 8 yrs this year def takes a toll on your bones- #will i forever be keeping the uni app and vlive app? yes- they will forever live rent free- i will miss these eras as a kpop stan #achievement #outliving #congratulations #i've had this queued since feb. 17th when the messages from idols officially ended- it's so sad esp cause kyunbebes will have no access #to talking to him if starship finds a new way to make a new app because they won't include him 😭 i hope by the time this queues sony #comes up with a solution and treats our boy right- also ever think about all the idols that enlisted beforehand? like vlive died while they #were serving!? it's so sad- anyways i'm done rambling- pls enjoy this queued post #queued post #yes the app doesnt officially close til 5/31 @ 4 am et- but the messages being gone = huge loss #sorry besties- i seriously am gonna miss both apps i already grieved the former 😔

[malhare-archive]

I know it's not good to romanticize youth and the past but sometimes Im like "man, Im never going to be a kid again. I have to just deal with being an adult forever and that sucks"

#If if weren't obvious enough I have some hangups regarding this #I dont think I'll ever feel like an adult but at the same time Im obviously not a child and I miss being a kid #I miss going to school and trading Pokemon cards at lunch I miss running around with my friends til sundown #I miss when life felt more magic. When holidays were special and when I didnt have the stress of rent and life in general #Age regression isnt enough I need to live in the past #I think a part of it is that I never intended to/expected to grow up. I was certain I'd die before 19 #and that leaves this weird void where you're kind of just dragging yourself through adulthood #Obviously I've gotten past that part. Im no longer suicidal and starting to forge a life I enjoy living #But being an adult still sucks a lot of the time not gonna lie chief #It wasn't meant for me I think. I need to be a lost boy #malhare.txt

[mudstoneabyss]

not having finished tma and being really insecure about what if I interpret the fears Wrong will not stop me from assigning db chars them

#Kevin flesh/corruption other people have gotten that. Lauren slaughter #ive seen web for her but she never really. does anything web-esque in canon. it is canon however that she killed a lot <33 #Charles end/lonely/corruption. end's a definite and I can see both lonely and corruption but especially in conjunction with each other with #him #Donovans not free of this that kids desolation as hell #Daniel stranger. Typically I'd say extinction for robots but Yknow seeing him as a biomachine feels more like human taxidermy or a puppeted #corpse than your typical robot #and smtn more in stranger territory #however Kasper? extinction as fuck #Im thinking how to put Charles's thang into words #To have so much love and near no one to share it with that it starts cosuming you from the inside out #I had an even better phrasing but I lost it </3 #joyousposting

[pierswife]

I was gonna try and stay awake for the green comet but I am way too tired so in my heart I'm sitting outside in the cold ass winter weather watching the sky with Liquid or Kuni

#I think both of them would indulge me and keep me company while I did some stargazing #I haven't gotten to do it in a while I kinda miss it /lh #only downside to stargazing with liquid is that he's probably a human furnace and I'd probably get super warm and cozy against him- #-and knock the fuck out in 5 minutes flat cause warm and safe makes me SO sleepy #data log: personal #all who wander are not lost #i'll follow your voice

[konstantya]

Nothing like an ebay purchase suddenly showing up two months late???

#i recognized the cover but had to go back through my purchase history to actually remember what the story was #this was the one where the seller was AWOL never updated shipping never responded to my messages #the estimated delivery time came and went #and so i eventually requested a refund around the end of april (while i still could) #and a month after that my dude you finally ship it out??? #like it didn't get lost the postage is literally dated May 26 #so they definitely decided to ship it AFTER i'd already gotten a refund AND left them bad feedback #i mean thanks i guess but i don't think i can edit my review at this point and your communication is still shit so... #the pulp saga continues

[glimmeringtwilight]

notwriting related but who do you main in genshin? are there any characters you're pulling for in upcoming banners?

I swap between Yoimiya and Yelan, usually! They're both on my main team and Yelan does the big numbers where Yoimiya fills the gaps when Yelan's skill needs to recharge (both are at c1. I got Yoimiya's c1 on accident pulling for a 4 star on her banner bc I was going to stop the first time I got her 🥴)

My main team is Yoimiya, Yelan, Zhongli, and Kuki! My Kuki used to have a healer build but atm I'm trying to build an all EM set for her to see if it helps with damage more since I don't use her for healing now that I have Zhongli, just reactions (overloaded is so fucking funny,,, I love throwing enemies around 😭). When I did use her for healing though she did about 3.2-3.8k per heal, I think??? And her c2 or whichever one extends her skill timer gives like 24/7 skill uptime so it was really nice to have before I got Zhongli :]

And uhhh for upcoming banners, I'm honestly only really looking forward to Childe and Yae Miko since they're speculated to have an upcoming rerun I think? I'm mostly interested in the older characters than the new ones. I'm going to wait to see what Scaramouche is like as a playable before deciding on him, and as far as the new characters go I only really want Dehya and maybe Al-Haitham if his kit is good (but then again I might pull for him bc he's hot and I am weak willed).

#gt rambles #not writing #asks #like I was kinda 'meh' on al-haitham but i love his personality so much. he just does not give a fuck #and dehya is hot and strong and would intimidate me irl so obv i'm pulling for her #i used to main ayato bc he was my first dps 5 star character. i'd lost the 50/50 on raiden's banner to qiqi #and i hadn't even gotten a 5 star before then. literally was at like 90 pity iirc #and then on ayato's banner it took me til like 80 pity i think >;( #i've had semi-decent luck on banners since then but i stopped being f2p bc of it since i would lose every single 50/50 #and/or would have to go to hard pity #anyway. yelan's hot and does good damage :) #yoimiya does. not super great damage but i also speed-built her and shimenawa domain hates my fucking guts #it doesn't even give me emblem anymore it just gives me def mainstat shimenawa pieces.... why......... #i got all of ONE (1) good circlet from that domain and ig it decided ''that's enough of that :)'' and never again #i need to build my cryo characters though bc I got an almost perfect blizzard set when farming for HoD 😭 I don't have any built cryo dps..

[debtsunpaid]

somehow this blog has become populated with a dozen characters whose relationships to their siblings roughly boils down to "that's not just my family, that is my limb, and to remove them from me would be unthinkable."

and then there's manny and the demon constantine, with a hacksaw and a dream.

#OOC. #it's hilarious i didn't think i'd put so many characters on here with such INTENSE familial hang-ups #cheryl & john constantine speak for themselves: she's literally haunting him bc he can't let her go #beatrice & hero are cousins technically but bea has gotten benedick to try & kill his bestie on hero's behalf before & she Would do it agai #nat would rip someone's spine out with her teeth if her little sister asked her to. jack vincennes probably Has already. #hell the kuntilliokans are Literally designed to be two halves of a whole being. they're so lost on their own #jalla is reacting by going batshit and deciding to rip the world open to reach anima again #and anima has gone the Slightly saner route and hopped down to earth to hunt jalla down and kill them both #thus removing them from this stunted reality and back to their own plane of existence. whole and together again. but also Stabbed #and when jalla argues with her about leaving the world when they can just bring the world to them it hurts both their feelings REAL bad #so that's. ya know. a bit more literal on the limb side of things #and then on the complete other side of the coin there's fuckin demon constantine. they're not Technically siblings but again: halves #except john's gone and made himself whole again and constantwo is absolutely STEAMED about it he wants to murder #and then there's manny who thinks that severing the limb that is emmanuel is the purest show of devotion possible #but he Keeps. Hesitating. and hates that about himself. cain and abel type beat but cain actually thinks about it for a minute #ANYWAY as an older sibling myself i am giggling. save me tragic fictional families #they're all fine and normal and well-adjusted people i assure you. come closer they won't bite. no soap operas raging here nooo #sched.

[neil-gaiman]

Mr. Gaiman, how do you process grief? sorry I come here and ask this out of nowhere, but somehow I feel like you're the only person who can explain it to me. lost my dad two months ago and I feel like it's only gotten worse.

I'm so sorry for your loss.

You process grief slowly, at your own pace and in your own way.

Time will heal, or at least scab over the wound. And in the meantime, you keep on going because the world will keep on going.

It's okay to cry, okay not to cry. When my father died I didn't cry for him for months, until one day I was reading a story by a friend and someone died in the story I'd only met a few pages earlier and I found myself weeping like a baby. And then I started to surface from the numbness and the pain.

Don't let anyone tell you what they think you should be feeling. And if they do tell you, ignore them.

There isn't a schedule for this stuff. There's just grief and time.

[sweatervest-obsessed]

Unexpected Visitor

Pairing: Spencer Reid x G!n Reader

WC: 788

A/N: A lil Spencer Xmas Blurb while I figure my shit out. Also! I'm imagining older seasons Spencer for this one.

"Hi! I'm, uh, so sorry to bug you but, um, do you know where Spe--Doctor Reid's desk is? Or, really, where D-Doctor Reid is?" .

Derek Morgan had to get his shit together because his jaw almost dropped when you walked in. What was some hot piece of ass doing, dressed like that, looking for Boy Genius.

He jumped up from his chair and strolled over to where you had stopped Garcia, who was just as flabbergasted as he was. "Reid is currently in a meeting sweetheart--may I ask what you, uh, want with him?"

You raised your eyebrows at the 'sweetheart', but smiled anyways. "He was supposed to be home about an hour ago and he wasn't answering his phone, so instead of panicking, because I know what you do for work, I wanted to come in and check before I lost my shit."

"Home?" Garcia squeaked out, still baffafled by how gorgeous you looked. It was like you were sent straight from heaven, a literal vision.

You nodded and tilted your head, slightly confused. "Y-Yeah...I'm sorry why is that---"

"We just didn't know Reid was living with anyone, let alone seeing someone."

"Ah." You nodded. "He's private like that, isn't he." Your smile warmed the two of them, and you shifted the coat from one arm to the other.

"y/n?"

You turned your head towards the back of the bullpen, and Spencer was walking out of Hatch's office. "What are you doing here?"

"Being introduced to your friends and coworkers since you haven't."

Spencer bit the inside of his cheeks and walked over to you both, placing his hand on the small of your back. You felt how tense he was.

"I'm here because our reservation is in twenty minutes and you said you'd be home over an hour ago." You looked at Spencer, whose eyes went a little wide.

"Shit. I-I didn't realize what time it was---"

"I have your suit in the car, and this is why I made the reservation for eight pm, instead of Seven."

"And this is why I love you." Spencer kissed your head and rushed over to his desk, scrambling to grab all of his papers and his bag and his coat and his scarf and his--

"Hi Y/n." Spencer looked up at the mention of your name, pausing in his frantic nature.

"Hi Aaron." You gave him a quick hug, but a bright smile. "How are you?"

"Well." He laughed a little. "I'd be better if we didn't have to work the day before Christmas Eve since I still need to wrap all of Jack's presents still."

"Oh how is Jack!"

"He's doing well. finally starting to enjoy reading, no thanks to you."

You laughed at his joke, all the while Derek and Garcia just shared an incredulous look. How the hell did you know Hotch? Jack?!? Why does Jack's reading habits connect to you--

"Ready sweetheart?" Spencer appeared at your side and you nodded. "It was lovely to see you Aaron. I'll stop by some time tomorrow to drop off Jack's gifts as well as yours. I got it when Spence I and went to Paris last month. I think you'll enjoy it!"

"That's why you weren't here for two weeks?" Penelope's jaw was on the floor. "I didn't take you to be a Parisian man Doctor Reid."

"W-Well, um--"

"It was for my birthday. My choice. I love art and museums so it made sense. Well, it was lovely to meet you all but we have a reservation to get to." You gave them all a quick smile before taking Spencer's hand and walking towards the elevator, your shoes clicking on the floor with every step you took.

"How long have the two of them been together?" Morgan turned to Hotch after you both had gotten in the elevator.

"I think today is their two year anniversary."

"TWO YEARS." Garcia clutched her hypothetical pearls. "How have I not known? How have WE not known?"

"He's private, and...well. You know Y/n."

"No we clearly do not know Hotch."

Hotch gave them a little smirk and a shrug. "Merry Christmas guys. I'll see you on the twenty-seventh."

As Hotch walked away, Garcia and Morgan just stared at one another. "So we're..."

"Going to spend then next ten minutes in my office finding everything out about this mystery person Spencer has been apparently dating for two years?"

"You read my mind mama. A little Christmas snooping never hurt anyone..."

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