#i think i wasted a whole hour on this

[greyias]

Just so everyone knows, this is my new favorite AI image tool. Not because it generates photorealstic images or anything. But because it understands what I want all the same. Thank you to the Twitter thread today that expanded my horizons on how to use it.

#i think i wasted a whole hour on this #it seems to know some established characters #and others not so much #(sadly jonas and lana did not generate good results) #as far as oc's go... well you just have to describe them and hope for the best #is mini dalle (aka craiyon) better than dalle 2? #maybe #because it's obviously this is ai generated #and the fact that it actually recognizes some names is impressive (and scary for the future) #theron and his gd pineapples cracks me up though #it does not understand what the disco is though #but will happily generate characters in outfits or new buildings

[localguy2]

Zane being used as a fucking battery for Unagmi to get into the real world, and him walking it off like it's nothing fills me with so much viisceral rage it's unbelievable

What the FUCK do you mean he's fine??! Did you not see him literally pass out and wake up with an immediate inhale like he was drowning or something???

You don't just walk off being used as a battery, and no amount of cartoon logic will make me think otherwise ESPECIALLY seeing also how he seemingly walked off the whole Ice Emperor shit as well (until Quest for the Lost Powers)

Like, at the very least have him go into a panicked terrified franzy because according to him it felt exactly like his Sacrifice against the Overlord

Or if you wanna go all our just have it wipe all of his damn memories and make him start as a person all over again, even then that still works better if you make it a post Ice-chapter consequence

And even those besides, you could do soooooo much with Zane and consequences and the shit he goes through...

#ninjago #zane julien #Yeah #Ranting hours #I just get pissed off thinking about this tbh #Dragons Rising has really put a dent in my view of the whole Wildbrain era of the show #Because DR shows that you could have consequences or do mini arcs or small character development moments alongside the actual plot #Like the Frohickey and Zane thing while the others were off to get the dragon cores #Or Kai and Wyldfyre when Zane and Lloyd and Arin were in the Administration #Eupherasia for a good chunk of 'Writers of Destiny' #You get the picture #It's just disappointing to see that much potential go to waste...

[anewp0tat0]

late as per usual, but this was April's theme back at the Black Butler Animo: (video)games!

I chose a game that not so many people know but still is my favorite game so far(I mean sure I haven't played so many but whatever) so yea, I'm gonna chose it as an AU. the dialogue is pretty weird cause I'm trying to cram exposition in there lol, but whatever, hope the art's fine atleast.

*ciel speaking*

*sebastian, then ciel speaking*

*ciel speaking*

#i wrote bullet points for a whole plot so that these would make sense to me so yea. i tried to cram some of that in the dialogue.... #..... but also id say this dialogue isn't so much worse than the actual game dialoque though lol. it's not perfect #kuroshitsuji #black butler #kuroshitsuji fanart #fanart #sebastian michaelis #ciel phantomhive #digital art #o!ciel #AU #my AU's #life is strange #you could say dadbastian.... but really this ends up being brobastian lol #I mean the game is cool if anyone is thinking about playing! it certainly wasnt a waste of my 30 hours so I hope this is encouraging #the last two are kinda rushed compared to the first cause I only posted the 1st on the 2end of may and still wanted to finish the last 2 #I thought the narrative would be incomplete otherwise. it was fun

[babacontainsmultitudes]

80 or so years of life really ain't enough can I have an elf lifespan instead please? Or at least a dwarf's... I need at least a couple hundred years... Oh and a new spine every 5 or so years, if that's not too much to ask. 3. 3 years actually. Yeah, a new spine every 2 years, and a lifespan of 350-750 years, that's all I want really.

#SORRY this is such a random thing to be posting about and I guess it's a vent post haha #I suppose I've just been feeling a lot of... dread and fear lately... especially in the late hours... #''Lately'' as in on and off for most of my life but *a lot* as of the past few months #Like #Oh it's weirdly embarrassing to talk about this here it's a tad personal uh **tw (discussions of) death #But do you ever just feel paralyzed by the knowledge that one day you'll be 40? Or 60? Or 80? If you're lucky! #I worry a lot about wasting my life #I worry a lot about dying an unpleasant death #Or a painful one #I suppose I've always been gerascophobic... #But finishing school and turning 23 and not having a job and having just a hard time with my physical health lately... #I haven't been great I guess #I just feel like time has been moving so quickly lately!!! #And I've been going nowhere. #:0 not to be too much of a bummer y'all I'm not like feeling horrible rn or anything but I do need to vent I think #Cause if not it just stays coiled up inside of me. #*gah* I should channel all of this energy into Glenn in my pirate fic lol #😌 he's insecure (in part) cause he feels old #🥲 ough and I don't feel amazing about that most recent chapter but I guess that's a whole new vent #working on some different stuff for a bit. #ANYWAYS #I hope whoever happens to be reading this is having a good night ✨️ #oh or day if it's day for you lol

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

home from work

#if I speak… #one of the girls walked out yesterday #the best worker we have is on the verge of blowing up on this bitch’s leaders bc since he can do everything quick and efficiently already #they’re putting 3 to 4 ppl’s workloads on him to see how far they can extend his worth and then they’re over his shoulder the whole time #micromanaging him so today he almost lost it and was literally walking around mumbling about his disrespectful they all are (facts) #and how if they don’t think he’s doing it right then they can do it and I know for a fact one of the ladies heard him #bc he wasn’t even trying to hide it at this point and like this dude is cool he has a lot of patience and helps out any way he can #so if HE’S on the brink of snapping then the rest of us don’t stand a chance LMFAO #anyways today was a fucking mess those leaders know nothing about our store yet so they have us making less than what we need until we need #it so we get behind constantly and they made prep a disaster bc again they think they can just prep a bunch of stuff in the morning #and it’ll last the whole day and yes that works in theory but the reality of the situation is every day is different and today #we sold double what we did yesterday so they had to move me to prep to fix their mistakes bc we were running out of stuff 4 hours in lmfao #and I’m the only one left who knows how to do everything on prep bc the other girls had never done it before #we’re supposed to prep 20 mac n cheese trays in the morning for the whole day #we open lunch at 10:30 tell me why I go into the cooler at 12 put more in the oven and there’s only 5 left #it’s been less than 2 HOURS and you’re already running out of macs which means those idiots prepped barely anything just to try and save mo #*money to cut down waste but that gag if you’re losing money bc now you’re short on everything and customers are leaving bc they’re having #to wait a long time for their food #and macs take 40 minutes to cool LMFAO #I get over there they’re out of parfaits they’re out of fruit cups they’re out of kale salads the front is coming in and having to take #stuff as I make it bc they keep getting orders and it’s all just a fucking mess #I have to make a custom wrap and what happens?? those morons didn’t pull the flatbreads out of the freezer like they’re supposed to every #night so now we have no flatbread and I had to run back there and put them in the warming drawer to defrost and we lost an order bc I had #nothing to make the wraps with <3 #I go back there to get more cold chicken SPOILER ALERT they didn’t have anyone make any this morning so now there’s no chicken for the wrap #and salad and it has to be grilled and then chilled for 2 FUCKING HOURS before it can be used #they’re a fucking disaster like 😭 #was the store perfect before?? ofc not but it ran quickly and efficiently as it should and now it’s literally just a mess #this bitch hasn’t even owned it for a full week yet and has already fucked it all up #womp womp!!!!!!

[lesbiansanemi]

I am so fucking sick of living with my roommate and his fuck ass boyfriend. Also watching my roommate burn every single one of his (already rather minimal, I might add) bridges for this guy is also kind of painful but also his relationship with me is one of said bridges so I'm almost past the point of even feeling bad for him lmao

#i have had to piss for probably the better part of an hour now #because they decided to take a shower together and have been in there for well OVER an hour now #and this is a nightly occurence atp sometimes MULTIPLE times a day #we have one bathroom.... can yall not be considerate enough to not be in there for up to TWO HOURS AT A TIME??? #also it's such a waste of fucking water.... #idk we've hit a point where i literally hear the bf doing anything and i get pissed off #but also tell me why i'm sitting in my room (which shares a wall with the bathroom) and i can hear this man hacking and spitting shit up #and this is also something that happens multiple times a day #like.... dude.... why are you spitting up toothpaste so fucking loudly oh my fucking god #but yeah no i'm like my roommate's only friend atp and he's about to not have me lmao like we're about to reach #'i'm cutting you off when i move out' levels of me being pissed off with this whole situation type shit #and apparently the bf convinced him to come out to his family which his mom was chill which is good #his dad's side of the family though....? not great. and my roommate KNEW that would be the case cuz we'd talked about it before #also love that my roommate has constantly talked about moving out of the city we live in because he hates and also there's no good career #opportunities for him here (which is true) #and now. MAGICALLY. he's like 'idk i think it'd be best for me to stay here' #like oh my GOD???? are you hearing yourself???? are you fucking stupid???? you fucking hate it here??? #but sure throw your life away and ruin all your meaningful relationships for a guy you met six months ago jfc #and the thing is i *know* my roommate we've been close CLOSE friends for nearly a decade now #i know he is not like this.... like yeah he's being insane by allowing this but also i know these aren't the kinds of decisions he would ma #and also i know he wouldn't treat me like this all on his own #it's the deranged fucking control freak of a guy he decided to date and my roommate has too many of his own issues to put his foot down #about certain things and tell the guy no so he's just allowing him to completely take over his life #and fuck everything up until the bf is the only thing he has left once it's all said and done #and yeah. it's painful to watch. but also wtf am i supposed to do because obviously my opinion is not respected nor wanted regarding this #that has been made PAINFULLY clear #ugh this is so fucking horrendous #what is it with ppl who start to date someone and then go clinically fucking insane and destroy their lives all for this one person #who. realistically. they barely know in comparison to all the other ppl in their life #like explain it to me jfc

[camscendants]

That was an eventful two days

#I had a better time at the Waterparks concert #Noah was great #buuuut #I was on the barricade #I had my cousin hold onto my spot while I grabbed some merch and he didn’t hold onto the barricade so when I got back there were like three #rows of people in front of me #tall people too #and I got a ticket for my friend who wound not being able to go #and my brother who took us didn’t wanna go so I completely wasted $25 on a ticket #and it just Sucks that I spent so much money on ticket and got there super early just to be shoved way back when I LITERALLY had the front #there was this rude entitled lady who made everyone move for her son #he only knew tx2 but stayed up front the whole time #(she also took a spot right on the barricade too) #I was just really upset about how it didn’t go according to my plan and I kind of had a panic attack. like. a really fucking long one #and I had my vip bag + merch with me and everyone was stepping on it (no one was even playing?) and they fucked up my poster #but yeah I pretty much had a 2 hour long panic attack my ribs hurt now from hyperventilating (leaving the pit wouldn’t have helped) #the vip part was still good #I met Noah again he remembered me he did great it was just the people around me #oh I also like fucked up my knee #but that’s cause two concerts in a row hurt I think someone kinda accidentally kicked in a mosh pit and the first venue the ground had a #slight tilt to it. so it was kinda uncomfortable after a few hours #Waterparks #noahfinnce #concert #tx2 #music

[noonvoid]

ai art is art. i don’t like ai. but it’s still art. lots of things are art. the real issue is how ai is being used maliciously by people.

#and people who draw aren’t wrong for feeling upset if someone who uses ai copy’s their artwork and repurposes it. it feels like shit! #this example is primarily for drawing of course but. you spend more time working on a piece than someone does inputting commands to get #the same result. it’s disheartening to know a piece you worked 12+ hours on was completed by someone else in 5 minutes. #like damn i wasted all my time. (you didn’t! but it can feel that way sometimes because we get discouraged) #it doesn’t mean that it’s correct. #people are allowed to be pissed off that it steals from human artists. #that ai art is being used over human created art in the industry. saying human art sounds dumb as fuck but that’s what it is lol #i don’t convey exactly what i mean properly i think— but it’s not black and white #it sort of reminds me of the musician turns out to be an asshole -> his music was never that good anyway. when it is!! #but he’s still an ass!! #in reference to people hating ai art and therefore it is not art etc etc #also holy shit that post has the whole tumblr experience huh. instead of discussing civilly it’s condescending and assholish from both sides #tumblr users (i am not immune) are insane and stupid sometimes. anyway #when the go touch grass meme is embarrassingly real. #would not put any of this into that post because i would probably get my tags ss’d then a whole essay on how i’m stupid and wrong ☝️

[sniffanimal]

I now have a policy about not interacting with discourse if I wouldn't be able to explain it to my dear friend who owns a flip phone. if I try to explain it to her and she just replies with "that's dumb, why are people fighting about this?" then I know it's not worth arguing about online

#badger rants #this post is slightly a sham aas she got her first iphone last week because a friend gave it to her #but she doesnt have data on it and only uses it to take nice pictures of her cat (eddie) #but up until now shes had a flip phone #anyways its the whole touch grass thing. like if nobody in real life would understand or care #then why waste my brain cells reading yoour stupid discourse #context: i spent an hour explaining the trans infighting on this website to her son today and decided #that none of this actually matters. you may think it dooes. but it doesnt. any post engaging with trans infighting i no longer care about

[rum-inspector]

I tried to see if spending all my money would finally motivate myself to go back to work but now I just rather... not eat than go to work.

#unmotivated #antiwork #I mean I want to make money there are plenty of things left I eant to experience in life but also #the ridiculously small amount of money for very taxing hours just does not seem right #I cant stop thinking about all the people who could throw you enough to live on for whole year without even noticing dent in their finances #Very unmotivating #anti capitalism #When the work day is good it is okay but some days feel like complete waste of my time.

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

so i had a couple ocs as a kid (made for a story that i never wrote a lot for) and i haven’t drawn any of them since i was like. 14. so it’s been a hot minute but anyway i realized the other day that out of the 5 main cast i have gotten 3 of their haircuts. i remember vaguely thinking that one character always seemed to have the haircut i wanted and i had that haircut for years but recently i got rid of that haircut and had another one’s haircut then i changed it a bit and dyed it and now i have another one’s. so i’m like man 12 year old me had great taste in haircuts. i should go down the list and do them all

#sometimes i think i should redraw the characters but then i’d want to redevelop their story bc it’s not to my taste atm and that’s a #lot of effort but i might do it anyway who knows #but i’d have to open my box that deals psychic damage (the sketchbooks in there are so soaked with alcohol that opening the box #makes me nauseous lmao) for refs. hmmmm. i dunno #the characters don’t really speak to me anymore their whole dynamics and designs aren’t to my taste i’d have to *really* re-do #everything but hm. maybe #though perhaps i should just start from scratch. i wouldn’t mind having ocs again. idk #also on unrelated news i have purchases 4lbs of baking soda to mix with my acrylic paints i want to see what kinda texture i can #get out of it because i! am! in! the! mood! to! paint! #but unforch i have to sleep? taking away my valuable painting time? ridiculous but i think i’m going to legit pass out at some point #i’ve been getting real tired of sleeping #well. i love sleeping but i feel like it’s wasting all my time because i always seem to sleep 10-16 hours a night which is ridiculous #that’s so much time i’m wasting i have shit to do man so i’ve been staying up 24-34ish hours once every week or so to make up for lost #time but still i feel like i am making this all worse because now i can’t even fall asleep + it’s been messing w my mood but i don’t #know how to fix it #anyway that was way off topic goodnight i think i’m going to bed now bye

[gandreida]

I've been datin' someone and they dumped me this morning and honestly I'm so relieved 'cause now I don't gotta breakup w/ them

#like everything was cool i liked 'em but I was def way too anxious to be in a relationship w/ them. They're just so fucking hot and cool!!! #The anxiety is probably derived from having been in so many toxic relationships tbh like I really felt like I was walking on eggshells- #the whole time I was datin' this person n it's not like they were doin anything to make me feel that way!! If we disagreed about somethin'- #minor it wasn't a big deal it was just w/e which I wasn't used to T^T #I saw the breakup comin' though like it just felt like that was the natural of the relationship!! I saw it from the beginnin if im honest #like when we met I recognized we wanted different things out of life and relationships. Now I'm wondering I was wasting their time? #I don't think so like I gave it a good 'ol college they took me out I took them out we had fun and we ended on really good terms I feel #We hung out for a few hours after we split and just had a good time in general thrifting and talkin' it was super chill #I've just been oh so thrilled 'cause I almost never get dumped!! I forgot that this wasn't the first time someone said we should be friends #The last time was 13 years ago back in middleschool!! I guess I've been ghosted in the past but is that really the same thing? #Everything's comin' up Esther

[localdiscountgoth]

“when marnie was there” is beautiful love story between two young girls and that is it. there is nothing else. nope not a thing.

#when marnie was there #denial is a river in egypt #if i just ignore the #oedipus complex #and how deranged the whole concept is i can live happily #queer baiting #i just wasted 2 hours of my life #it was so beaitiful and well done and then what the fuck was that #anyway i think ive decided to rewrite canon #canon doesn't exist

[wildpokemon]

omg i finally got platinum in returnal wtf am i supposed to do now, doing two runs a day has been part of my routine since like june..

#stupid crimson wastes and abyssal scar surveys took me MONTHS #and added another 40 hours of playtime i shit you not #just me doing more and more runs to find stupid random rooms for all the ciphers #im actually stoked tho #i honestly didnt even think id be able to play the game at all considering how genuinely difficult/punishing it is and #how limited my hands are #(ty developers for allowing controller remapping ily) #the story was so intriguing and cool and perfect for the medium that i really wanted to play myself even after #having watched my husband play almost two years ago (when i definitely couldnt have played myself lol) #i was so stoked when i actually got good enough to beat just the first boss bc it felt like i had really earned it lol #especially since i just didnt think it would be possible for me #and now i can just pick it up whenever and beat the whole thing and i rarely die at all which is sort of amazing #ive also learned i really like roguelites lmao #back when i got into hades i thought id HATE it and turns out its my new favorite thing lmao #that free god of war dlc from a month ago was super fun too #i fuckin love games #returnal #x

[administer-distractions]

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#im gonna fucking kill myself im so fucking angry #i gotta go to work in like 30 minutes and im so fuckin pissed off at a video game #baldurs gate has gotten more auto saves since the game launched but you what doesnt fucking autosave? #the entire fucking gauntlet of shar apparently #i killed the orthon explored the whole fucking temple got all the way to the shadowfell and remembered i forgot the halsin shit #so i went back to do that #and lost that stupid fight and apparently at no point in that like entire hour and a half did anything save #and im too fucking stupid to save it on my own #so now i gotta redo everything #im so fucking pissed #cause the gauntlet of shar is actively my least favorite part of the game cause its boring and annoying and more importantly #this isnt the first fucking time ive had to do this #ive had game crashes and other fuckups that have made me redo that entire area #multiple times #youd think id fucking learn my god damn lesson but no #im so angry right now how am i supposed to go to work like this #wasted my fuckin morning #i hate video games

[hoppingoutcasketfresh]

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#can't help but think im entitled to being alone forever after listening to couples talk on a daily basis #signs i might be an aroace #oh dear lord she's persuading her bf to listen to taylor swift #and the idea of me being alone is more plausible than me being w someone else #like i really cannot fathom the idea #straight up dating no no no #being friends for years and finally comfortable to share anything a big yes #other than that i simply cannot #aighttt i have to do my assignments and im wasting one whole hour to write a sentence that sounds readable