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#i think eng might be getting it this year? if so someone PLEASE tell me if they keep the 'be cool' line
egophiliac · 7 months
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some (extremely) quick doodles to celebrate the glorious return of glorious masquerade! I haven't had a chance to do much personal drawing lately, but I didn't want to let it go by without doing something!
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superconductivebean · 10 months
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#312: >_> <_<
low-key amused at wright's awkward crush on sharp she didnt realise she had if not for imelda pestering her about it all the time bc of some vicious rumor, following #294
not me writing lines in tags again
#днявочка#днявочка: hlegacy#eng tag#and she'll confess!#and will get “well. have fun being a 16yo” for the answer#ofc the conversation was more than that#“think of it as of years of experience one has already reflected upon enough times to learn a lesson”#“i know why do you feel this way; when i'll finally learn mine you'll barely recognize what'd be left of my former--current-- self”#“and so will you when a year after a year upon a decade your wound will turn into a scar and you might forget who you were”#“it is already healing i can tell; you seem yourself again but well; i just know you-now and you-then to see it all too well”#“you need and want to unwind. a rest. a happy life. you need not a broken heart”#“i've mend it back together enough times this year to know please believe me”#“i am not implying 'i might break it' julia i am asserting it”#“and the fact you're not upset at me does show it isn't love hiding somewhere behind the words or what else you'd've liked to share”#“i know exactly what you meant and you're lucky to have someone you can confess to without pulling your reputation through the mud”#“do chase after your sweetheart. nurture beasts with your the other one. ah but forgive me but you thought i of all people wouldn't know!”#“julia wright. any time you'd ask me how do i know anything in your regard i shall answer with simple 4 words: because i know you.”#“enjoy your happiness. well-earned. deserved.”
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Hi flowers! This is the second chapter of this little Pierre story, thank you to everyone who like the first chapter you really gave me some confidence to keep going. This is a shorter one, but I hope you'll like it anyway.
tw: cheating g russell (sorry!!), a bit of cursing maybe, not proofread and eng is not my first language. If there's something more let me know so that I can add it.
First chapter
Chapter 2 - Just the two of us
Y/n and George keep talking through all the pre-season getting more and more intimate with each other, talking about their lives and feelings, y/n asks him about the situation with Carmen, but he just says to her than it's difficult and he's not happy anymore with that. Yuki tries with all of his forces to keep y/n off her phone and warning her about the whole situation, but she is completely blinded by the flirty behavior of the British boy. Trying to do so even the bond between y/n and Yuki become stronger and their friendship is now very important to both of them, especially for what’s coming: the start of the season.
Beside that Yuki tries to spend a lot of time with his ex-teammate Pierre as well and they decide to meet for a pizza in Milan. “Man, I miss you so much.” tells Pierre to the Japanese guys while waiting for their food “Mate, I miss you too, but I must say I got luckier than you” they both laugh “y/n is an amazing person and I must say she will kick asses this year, so shy but lethal on the grid.” he says almost proud “I can’t see all this hype about her, she looks pretty normal and plain to me” comments Pierre “Are you jealous of me?” they both laugh “It’s someone who you cannot judge at first sight, she is filled with interests, the best cook and she is literally the most kind person, too kind and too naive at time…” “What do you mean?” “Alright I shouldn’t say this, but that fucking Russell is hitting on her and she has kind of a crush, a bad one I might say.” Pierre listens to the whole story speechless “What has gotten into him? I mean he has always been a bitch on track, but he was kinda okay outside of it.” Yuki shakes his head “And she won’t listen to me of course, because she is too good for this world.”.
In the next few days the job to do for the two Alphatauri drivers has increased a lot as the first race is approaching and they really want to be good this year and every driver knows that you need one more thing that goes beyond all the skills that one can have: luck. “We should have a tradition this year” propose y/n to Yuki chatting outside the highquarters of Alphatauri where they just did simulator work “Please, make it food related” she laughs at those words because of course knowing Yuki she already thought about that “We could eat at some home baked cookies before each race.” they agree that despite being a bit uncomfortable that could be a good idea “We should set a condition tho, anyone can join. We cannot eat them all, but who joins in the first race has to do it for all of them” y/n says making Yuki pouting a bit, but thinking about the thought of throwing up in his helmet after eating a whole batch of cookies, he agrees is a good idea.
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hyenahunt · 2 years
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Bankara Graffiti: We Who Never Learn - 2
Writer: Akira
Season: Winter
Characters: Kohaku, Hiyori, Jun, Tatsumi
Proofreading: Remy (JP) & honeyspades (ENG)
Translation: hyenahunt
Kohaku: I-I heard it was gonna be 'bout "enjoyin' a normal youth", so that's what I was lookin' forward to...
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Location: Simultaneously, in a Reimei Academy hallway
Kohaku: I'm Kohaku Oukawa, an'...d I'm sixteen years old.
It's my first time doing this type of work, so I'm kind of nervous —
Huh, y'mean I don't hafta talk in a Tokyo accent? I can be myself a lil' more?
Well, ain't that a relief. Puts me right more at ease too, y'see... ♪
Try as I might, the Tokyo accent... or standard Japanese? — that kinda stuff — it just ain't for me.
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Kohaku: Wait, that got mighty off-topic. Are we gonna hafta cut that?
Huh? It was cute so we're gonna leave it in? ‘Cause it's a livestream? Ah, well, if that ain’t an issue then that's fine with me, I s'pose.
Mm~ Just like on Love☆Star, though, I don't have a single clue what the usual norm fer right an' wrong is.
Oopsie, I'm chattin' too much, ain’t I? Er... I'm the new transfer student attendin' Bankara Academy, it looks like.
Though I'm kinda curious 'bout why I'm the only one playin' a different role from the rest.
(Well, reckon it's 'cause I'm the only one who never went ta school in the first place. Since I'm clueless as all get out 'bout the whole thing, I'm gonna act a lil' outta sorts either way an' all.)
(Betcha they're gonna play it off as the new student jitters, what with me bein' all nervous an' naive an' unused to any of it~)
(Honestly speakin', they're doin' a real favour for someone as lost as I am right 'bout now.)
(Well, no matter. 'Fore I waste anymore time, let's get this first day of school started.)
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Kohaku: "'Scuse me, hello~? I'm the new transfer student, Kohaku —"
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Hiyori: Hyahaaaah~ ☆
Jun: Hyahaaah~! A warm welcome to ya, transfer student!
Kohaku: Hwewh!?
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Jun: Getcha ass back heeeeere!
Kohaku: Wait, um, I don't get any of this! Not a single thing, I’m tellin’ ya! The hell's all this? What're ya wavin' a steel pipe around an' tryna attack me fer, Jun-han!?
Jun: You're really askin' that? It's just how things work here at Bankara Academy~ Hyahaaa! ☆
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Tatsumi: Hyahaaa...♪
Kohaku: Hold up, what's this "hyahaaa" thing you've been yellin'? What kinda foreign greeting is that!?
Tatsumi: Hmm. In the end I can't help but feel bad for him, so would you grant me permission to give Kohaku-san an explanation, Boss?
Hiyori: Yes, by all means! The Leader of your gang is most magnanimous, you'll find!
Mm? Wait, perhaps it would be more manly to not permit it? Jun-kun, what do you think?
Jun: Don't ask me, I don't have a clue~ I'm sure you can tell just by the looks of it, but everything's flown over my head and I'm just fudging things myself.
Tatsumi: Haha. Kohaku-san, please come this way. This will be your seat from today onwards.
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Kohaku: Ah, alright... I'm already hankerin' ta get myself home, though. Seriously, what's goin' on?
Wasn't Bankara Academy meant to be a program for watchin' us lead normal school lives an' all?
Or is it more like... Well, I'm none the wiser, but is this jus' how normal schools are like? Ya go around greetin' each other with violence instead of a "how do you do"?
Jun: Ah, I don't think it's normal~ But Bankara Academy's basically supposed to be set in the sort of school you'd see in delinquent manga.
Kohaku: Delinquent manga...?
Jun: And a really old-fashioned one at that, see~?
Hiyori: That's right. Bankara Academy itself is a show that dates way back, after all.
Jun: To sum it up, it's like, y'know, the kind of thing where guys wear long biker jackets as they break the speed limit on their motorbikes and start brawling the moment they lock eyes. Catch my drift?
Kohaku: Nope, don't reckon I do... Everythin' up 'til now has plumb flown over my head...
I-I heard it was gonna be 'bout "enjoyin' a normal youth", so that's what I was lookin' forward to...
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Jun: Aw, that's gotta be a bummer for you~... Though on that note, you’ve got the right idea, Sakura-kun. Officially, it's supposed to look that way.
But if the program just showed normal school lives and nothing else, then that'd be an issue.
Hiyori: That's putting it bluntly, of course!
Tatsumi: Indeed. So that's why the setting wound up as a place that you'd expect trouble to crop up in every day.
In fact, I get the feeling that causing trouble is actually encouraged.
For that purpose, they set up a system of "Manliness Points" — also known as MP.
Kohaku: Ah, hold up jus' a sec. I'm pretty sure I ain't gonna remember technical terms like that, so I'm gonna make a note of that in the notebook I brought.
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Hiyori: Ahaha, this scene on its own would look perfectly at home during a normal school day!
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oh:D hey there! it’s the anon who asked what degree you were studying a little while ago:). just a follow-up question — feel free to ignore, i just,,,
okay, so i love english and i like history and i’d love to study one or the other, i think:D. but. but i see articles in the news about how english lit degrees are being discontinued, and when i look at courses, it looks like the analysis of r&j that we did in early high school, and jobs just look terrifying— i’m sorry, this is a silly question, but, just:
what’s it like studying eng/hist? where could one get an idea of what a typical course looks like? and would you recommend? i just. really want to go into eng, i love writing, but i’m thinking about business or something because everyone keeps telling me that i’ll never be able to find any jobs w/ any sort of eng degree— and it’s just, i’d love to hear about it from your perspective, if this ask isn’t too much trouble?<3
hiya, it's no trouble at all!!! I've actually been thinking about your ask all day (and this might be horrifically long bc of it) - you've caught me at the tail end of my degree and I'm in my feelings about it sdlkfjsdklfjds
I think there are a few separate things to unpack here, if that's ok with you - all from my experience, of course, though if someone reading this wants to add on please feel free!! (1) how did I decide to study english and history, (2) these things are not considered very employable and that's terrifying and (3) what does studying them look like on the daily.
so to answer (1) - I took a gap year after high school. several reasons for that, including simply that I had the option and opportunity which I know not everyone does. but I also didn't know which direction I wanted to go in life and didn't want to go to uni only because I didn't know what else to do. I worked at an archive and was able to see people with humanities degrees at work in a way that wasn't as teachers or professors, and realised it really was right up my alley.
personally, my brain is one that meshes well with academic study, and I find studying the humanities uni is a good fit for my skillset and how I like to interact with the world. that's not the case for everyone, and that's ok!! not everyone who enjoys reading likes studying literature, and there doesn't have to be a value judgement in there. but if you find that you do, then that's excellent, and it can be really fulfilling to pursue!
(rest under the cut, this got really long, sorry about that hsdkfjds)
as for (2) - you've caught me at a time when I'm facing my next choices and yes, even though I know this is what I'd like to pursue, it's really scary. This isn't to say that there aren't jobs related to these things! Wherever you see written communication in the world is a place where an English degree would be beneficial. Whether it's writing articles, copywriting, editing, day-to-day communicating in a business, writing social media posts, legal briefs, publishing (both fiction and nonfiction)… our world is stuffed to the brim with words and studying English literature will teach you to be able to understand, write, analyse, and engage with them in a way people are too quick to take for granted.
(you're on the internet - I don't have to tell you how crucial reading comprehension is and how many people lack it).
But an English degree is not a one way ticket to a related job, and being academically inclined to reading and writing does not make you automatically interested in a job along these lines, and it unfortunately doesn't mean people will hire you.
and there's no easy answer here. what I can tell you is that I know someone who studied History and is now a pensions officer. I know someone who did English, volunteered while at uni, and now she works for the charity she volunteered for, in a different city. the point is that you don't have to pick a degree and then commit to that exact path until the heat death of the universe till death do you part - it's more like you're walking through life, and you knock on doors that look interesting, and you go through the ones that open. and if you don't like it, that's ok!! you can turn around!! you can climb out a window!!
it's a nervewracking process, but it is possible, and my top advice is never ever think you have to be stuck doing something that makes you miserable because that's the only way to make money. it's fine not to make your greatest passion your career, but if you can make choices, it's best to go for options you don't actively hate.
and this has gotten long, but to answer (3) - this is very specific to my uni and degree, and I recommend going to open days and talking to lecturers about how they set up their courses if you can!
but in my case, a typical English course is usually structured either around a literary movement (modernism), an era (the Renaissance), a genre (children's literature), a theme (tragedy and knowledge), or something along those lines. If it's books, we'll usually read about 1-2 a week, which gives us a broad overview of the main points of the course topic. We'll have lectures and tutorials or seminars (depending on the year and course coordinator) each week to give us context and let us discuss our ideas. We write essays and papers that go more into detail of a particular book or subject we enjoy, some of which are comparative.
(For example, last year in my children's lit course, I wrote an essay on the idea of emotional growth in Howl's Moving Castle, but I've also written on the concept of monstrosity in Milton compared to Aemilia Lanyer.)
History is a bit different; it tends to involve a broader range of sources (not just texts) as well as historiography (the metahistory of how historians have talked about the historical issue over time, if that makes sense).
I can't say for sure whether this is what you'd enjoy. You've said you really enjoy writing and you seem wary of literary analysis by itself - maybe you'd be more interested in a course focused on English Language and Linguistics, or a course in Communications, or a course in English Literature and Creative Writing. You've said you enjoy history, too - there's a lot of overlap between the disciplines, but it might be in your interests to go to a uni where you can take electives in your first years and see what's the best fit for you! once again, it's ok to take some time and see what works for you.
tl;dr: these are big decisions but none of them are ones you can't change or adjust over time!! don't pursue things you hate. one of the most valuable things you can learn at this point in your life is what kind of things aren't for you, because that helps you start to narrow down the things that could be.
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shinonometrash · 2 years
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CoD anon! It's been a while, so I hope you've been alright. Due to your postings, after I finished Toa, I read Roy's one, then Lance's and am now on Jasper's route. I wasn't expecting Lance and Roy to grow on me as they did, but they did. It even got to the point where for Lance's first event (not birthday) on Global, I had to buy the epilogue. I wanted more Lance. ^^ I'm not about to stan Lance, but I am more of a fan of him than I thought I'd be and I have you to thank for that. Please continue your CoD postings. I like seeing what happens to Lance in these different events. Lol.
RIP I typed out a long ass post and then my computer decided to go back a page. 
ok well I guess I’ll rewrite it but try to paraphrase a bit more??
1. I’ve been alright! I hope you have as well! 2. Oooh, it’s interesting to hear that you like Roy! I’m also glad to hear it though, because Roy is one of my semi-favorites, even though I’d like to smack him and his MC across the head pretty much every event story. There’s a ton of people who are pretty put off by him after reading his route because of what happens. Personally, it didn’t really bother me that much? there were a lot of different circumstances around it and he genuinely feels awful about it, so I’ve never seen it as any sort of dealbreaker about his character. Also, I think the “but she already was in love with him!” or “but he was in love with her and still-” is pretty irrelevant in this situation, although others may disagree. like it doesn’t make actions worse because of it. (if anything, it’s better, in my opinion, cause it means you’re consistent ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Jasper was fine with what he did to MC--until he fell in love with her. which means unless it’s somebody he directly cares about, then it doesn’t matter. I think that’s pretty gross. you shouldn’t have to have some form of relationship towards someone in order to view them as a human being that deserves basic respect.) I do wish Voltage would’ve been able to convey his character shift in English better, like the casual Roy vs Prince Roy. I feel like it’s a lot less noticeable in the Eng. version. I mean, contractions aren’t really an indicator of formal speech or not in English...it would’ve been better to just change the style in general. but hey, i’m not the one getting paid to localize it, so!
3.  I’m glad that you like Lance, even if he might not be your fave!! The epilogue for his first event pissed me off a lot though because it felt super creepy and out of character >:( Lance always asks for consent even after you start dating, and he certainly would not be shoving his tongue into your mouth while you’re asleep! Especially if you’re not dating!! like wtf!! that’s a total Jasper move, not a Lance one!! (Also I think it’s just frickin weird to use tongue when kissing somebody who’s asleep...like a few kisses after there’s an established relationship doesn’t bother me but, like, I would be super weirded out and uncomfortable even if I found out my boyfriend (of like 5.5 years!) was tonguing me in my sleep. that’s just weird. hard pass, thanks.) >< how unfortunate.
The thing I love most about Lance and his event stories is they’re always refreshing and have various different plots. Since his MC and he have very good open communication, and trust each other, the stories aren’t based on some stupid miscommunication that could’ve been resolved in 2/5 of a chapter. Like, with Lance and MC, even when there is a miscommunication or someone is trying to hide something, they always end up nearly immediately telling the other person anyways. 
a LOT more rambling under the cut about Lance’s various event stories--
Anyways, one example was like MC was going to town with Knight to learn how to make a traditional Irian egg dish for Lance, she was intending to keep it secret. but then the next day he was like “oh so what’d you do yesterday?” (bc they always talk to each other about how their day went and everything) and she doesn’t know how to respond because she wanted to keep it a secret. but then Lance is like “are you alright, did something happen...?” and she ends up being like “well there’s no point in trying to hide it...” and tells him everything lmao. also stories where he’s jealous are super cute instead of red flags. unlike the Big Yikes and super possessive jealousy like “I don’t want other men to look at you!!”, his is more just like “but I want you to pay attention to me too...>:( ” or “but I want to be involved too...”. Like she made food for Rio and then was talking to Rio at lunch about making food again for him sometime and Lance got kind of quiet and a bit short with them. then when they got back to his room he was like “i’m sorry for how i was acting earlier...” and tells her that he was feeling jealous about her cooking for Rio. She tries to say she won’t cook for Rio anymore and he’s like “??? no??? just because i’m jealous doesn’t mean you shouldn’t do things you enjoy with your friends!!” and it turns out the reason he was jealous wasn’t even because she made food for Rio and he didn’t like her cooking for others. he was just jealous because she made food for Rio, and was gonna again, but she’d never made food for him. so she was like “oh! i’ll cook for you sometime soon then!!” and boom issue resolved. jealousy gone and he was happy.
although the fact that they are so open with communication...well right now in the jpn version there’s an event story with the premise of this perfume that unlocks/reveals hidden desires. Lance has a route and I was all like 👀👀👀 (I would love to see characters like him, Tino, and Grayson in situations where they’re struggling to hold back...just bc usually they’re all very not like that. all of them always ask for consent and have themselves super in check. Toa too. Roy doesn’t qualify because everybody knows he’s secretly a giant kinky horndog, tho.) but back to the story... Lance’s route doesn’t really focus on that and he doesn’t get exposed to it until the end. he ends up kissing her in the infirmary and immediately being like “uhh yikes sorry” and just straight up tells her that he got exposed to the perfume and exactly how it’s making him feel. to which she’s just like “I see...well, guess we should head to your room, the infirmary could have someone walk in at any moment” and that’s it. 😓 not sure why I didn’t predict that. I mean, it makes perfect sense. Neither of them feel like they need to hide things from each other or are worried about looking bad somehow, of course Lance isn’t gonna be trying to play it all cool and hold back around MC. he’s just gonna tell her. that’s how like 4/5 of his epilogues go...they’ll be there in his room talking or whatever and out of nowhere he’ll get horny and just scoop her up and take her to the bed. she’ll be like “??? lance??? what are you doing???” and he’ll be like “carrying you to the bed. is that not alright?” and she’ll be like “well that was pretty out of nowhere, but, i mean, i have no complaints” lmao. I think the author just wants to include smut but is too lazy to do any sort of build up?
anyways ummmm yeah so congrats if you made it to the end of this super long rambling post! unless I’m writing a story or something, I tend to message/type exactly like how I would speak in person, which means a ton of rambling haha 😅 moral of the story is that Lance is really great and not a topic to touch on around me if you’re short on time!
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cheri-translates · 4 years
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[CN] Kiro’s Memories of Summer Date (Eng Translation)
🍒 Warning: This post contains detailed spoilers for a date, 忆夏之约, which has not been released in English servers! 🍒
References are made to the following unreleased and likely cancelled content, so please read them before this date, or you might get lost at certain parts:
> R&S - Stunning Young Idol
> R&S - Youthhood
> Greenhouse Date (IMPORTANT)
There’s a call BEFORE the date: here
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[ This date was released in CN on 21 October 2020 ]
[ PRESENT - Location: MC’s house ]
MC: All right, I’ve read through the scrapbook. Are you satisfied now? 
Kiro and I are sitting shoulder to shoulder, flipping to the last page of the scrapbook. 
Kiro : Did you leave something out? 
MC: Hm? Did I miss out an itinerary?
Kiro takes up a pen. In the blank space on the page, he draws a slightly crooked, but adorable teddy bear. 
Next to it, he draws a speech bubble: “I have a secret to tell you!”
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[ FLASHBACK - Location: MC’s house ]
“I have a secret to tell you”...
MC: ...
While absent-mindedly having my breakfast, I ponder on what Kiro’s “secret” could be.
A few days ago, I suddenly received a call from Kiro while he was filming outdoors. We agreed that today would be left entirely up to his arrangements.
"Ding dong--”
MC: Coming, coming!
I run over and pull the door open. Behind the door stands Kiro, wearing a baseball cap and looking very relaxed. Several strands of golden coloured hair disobediently curl upwards underneath the brim of his hat. 
When he sees me, he immediately reveals a happy smile. 
Kiro: Miss Chips, are you ready? We can set out!
MC: You haven’t told me where we’re going?
Kiro: Since it’s a secret, how could I divulge it from the start?
He shakes his head firmly, and even uses his fingers to make a ‘X’ in front of his mouth.
Kiro: This time, I’m not going to soften my heart and divulge it to you first!
MC: All right...
Seeing how he’s rarely this serious, all you can do is smile and agree.
This “secret” - it’s probably a visit to another secret haunt to view the scenery, right? 
Kiro: You definitely wouldn’t be able to guess it this time!
He blinks and grabs one of my hands, his tone as lively as a dancing musical note.
Your mood is also influenced by his, and the corners of your lips involuntarily tug upwards. 
MC: I’ll just wait and see then?
Kiro: In the name of donuts, I guarantee that you’ll definitely like it!
Even though the sky outside the window is filled with dark clouds, Kiro’s smiling face seems to light up all of the gloom.
No matter where we go, and no matter what view we see, as long as we’re together, it’s good enough.
--At least, that’s what I initially thought.
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[ Location: Kiro’s car ]
MC: Where exactly are we going? 
When I notice the car gradually ambling onto an empty trail in the outskirts, the confusion in my heart becomes more evident.
Pattering raindrops continuously pelt onto the window of the car. Outside the window are large plains of greenery which are being cleansed by the rain. 
Kiro turns his head to look at me, and it’s as though his eyes are filled with stars. 
Kiro: Miss Chips, I once promised that I’d give you a garden belonging just to us. 
Along with Kiro’s voice, a small garden teeming with blooming flowers appears in our line of sight.
It’s only after a few seconds that I finally internalise the meaning of his words, and my eyes widen.
MC: W...what do you mean? Are you saying...
Kiro: That’s right. This garden belongs to us now. 
Without waiting for me to continue guessing, he nods in acknowledgement. 
Kiro: When I was filming, a friend said he wanted to dispose of a small garden. So I bought it from him.
MC: But... but...
Even after several “but”s, I still can’t think of what to say. Should I rebuke him for squandering money to buy this garden, or tell him that he didn’t have to take my words literally back then?
Meanwhile, Kiro animatedly introduces the garden to me. 
Kiro: Even though the garden isn’t large, it’s pretty near the city. And it has a very beautiful glass greenhouse! The first time I saw the photograph, I felt it was very suited for us. When we’re free next time, we can have a vacation here. This is a “secret haunt” belonging to the two of us!
Noticing that I haven’t responded even after a while, Kiro slows down.
Kiro: What’s wrong, Miss Chips? You don’t like it?
MC: I...
Kiro stares at me anxiously, as though the moment I shake my head, his eyes would reveal a grieved expression.
When I think about his kind intentions, my heart softens. 
MC: I like it very much. Really, I’m incredibly happy!
His blue eyes are once again ignited with a radiant light. Kiro suddenly chuckles and leans over. 
Before I can react, I feel a gentle sensation on my cheek. When his lips make contact with my cheek before pulling away, there’s a soft sound.
Kiro: It’s great that you like it.
MC: [blushing] ...
In contrast to my stunned state with my mouth hanging open slightly, he looks especially at ease.
Kiro: Miss Chips, what’s wrong? 
MC: [blushing] N-nothing.
You face away, trying to ignore the lingering sensation of that gentle touch. But your heart rate is unable to calm down.
And you don’t notice the widening smile on Kiro’s lips.
While talking, the car reaches its destination.
Kiro: We’re here! Let’s get out of the car!
Kiro leaves the car first, holding an umbrella. Then, he walks over to my side and pulls the door open. 
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[ Location: Forested area ]
Damp air accompanies the summer wind. Not too far off, the garden, which sits in the midst of mountains and forests, is reminiscent of a scenery framed in a painting.
Purplish-blue morning glories climb and entwine around bamboo fences, embellishing the curtain of drizzling rain with heart-stirring vibrance. 
MC: How beautiful...
The anticipation I harbour for the garden has reached its peak. Similarly, Kiro also pulls me towards it in anticipation. 
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[ Location: Garden ]
When we draw nearer, we discover that the garden doesn’t seem to have been tended to for an extremely long time. Even the glass greenhouse is filled with junk, and is in disarray. 
The image in our heads - a small, romantic, yet beautiful garden flourishing with blooming flowers - is shattered in an instant. 
Kiro: Why does it look completely from what I imagined...
Kiro walks around the garden, frowning as he looks at me apologetically.
Kiro: I’m sorry, Miss Chips. I should have asked someone to tidy the place properly before bringing you here. 
MC: There’s no need to apologise. 
I place my hands on both sides of his face. Before he can react, I knead his cheeks with my palms. 
Kiro: ...mm?
MC: I think it’d be even more meaningful if we decorate the garden ourselves. We can write our names on this garden together.
Kiro is stunned for a moment, his eyes widening slightly. Then, a smile appears on his face. 
Kiro: Miss Chips, you’re right! This is a garden belonging to us.
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I originally thought that tidying up the greenhouse would be an insipid affair. But I didn’t expect that we’d turn it into a treasure hunt. 
Kiro: Miss Chips, look at what I found!
Peering in his direction, I see Kiro squatting in front of a large paper box filled with various bits and bobs. In his hand is a beautiful glass bottle. 
Along with the swaying of the bottle, the glass beads in it channel tinkling sounds.
MC: It’s ramune!
[Trivia] Ramune is a Japanese carbonated soft drink
I lean over, realising that the box contains several more of such bottles. They’ve been washed and stored away by the original owner.
MC: Last time, I couldn’t bear to throw the bottles away after drinking them. But I’d always get sprayed whenever I open them...
Just recalling the uncontrollable spurting leaves me with a twinge of lingering trepidation. 
Kiro: It’s actually very simple. Press down on the cap for a while longer, and wait for the fizziness to go away before removing your finger from it. When I was schooling, I’d buy this whenever summer arrived.
Kiro sounds very familiar with it, his eyes brimming with longing.
His words also transport me back to my earlier years: summer days, late afternoons, and ice-cold ramune.
MC: Looks like we’re the same. Actually, it doesn’t taste that good, but the way to open it is really interesting!
Kiro and I exchange a glance, and we burst into laughter. 
Kiro: Actually... I still think cola tastes better!
While chatting, we clear out the soda bottles together. There are still various things in the box: lego toys with missing parts, incomplete jigsaw puzzles...
And a metal box filled with tiny paper slips. The words on the slips are unclear, but you can vaguely read them--
“Lend me your homework”, “Why is teacher dismissing class late again”, “Let’s go home together after school”, “I’m on cleaning duty today”...
MC: Pfft...
As I flip through the slips of paper, I laugh without restraint. Curious, Kiro takes a look at the slips. 
Kiro: Oh, they’re short notes! How nostalgic. Many people used to give me short notes during class last time too!
MC: Eh, really? 
I cast him a doubtful glance. Kiro pretends to be indignant as he looks at me, eyes wide.
Kiro: Of course - I’m Kiro! But I didn’t respond to every single note... apart from yours. I’ll always keep the notes you write to me.
After saying this, he suddenly makes a fist with one hand and places it on his other palm.
Kiro: Oh yes, I have to find a box for them when I get home too!
I pause for a while, unable to think of any important notes you wrote to him.
MC: You’re referring to those normal memos, right? 
Kiro: They’re still memories belonging to us. 
He cuts me off. His eyes sparkle, reminiscent of a little squirrel which has found a pine cone.
Kiro: I can remember all the important things, but it’s more difficult to remember the more trivial ones. But every minute and every second with you - I don’t want to forget them. They could even be left as family heirlooms!
MC: How could they be family heirlooms...
Kiro: Of course they can! Next time, we’ll tell them that the box contains the dribs and drabs belonging to me and the cutest girl in the world. Each note records a story. And each story is an important treasure. 
I open my mouth, but forget how to speak.
In his voice, I seem to envisage a scene from the future. 
My heart beats rapidly. I hurriedly lower my head, leafing through a random sketchbook in my hand. 
The sketchbook contains a drawing of a girl’s side profile done in clean brush strokes. As I flip through the following pages, I find that the entire book contains the same person in different situations. 
Kiro: Ohh, he definitely has a secret crush on her!
Miss Chips: Yeah, this should be very precious to him.
The thin sketchbook in your hands seems to shoulder the weight of memories. You carefully place it at the side, prepared to return it to its owner. All of a sudden, you hear Kiro speak.
Kiro: Miss Chips, have I ever told you about my high school days? 
You shake your head, recollecting the interviews and articles written about him before he returned to the country.
MC: I know a little. You attended high school in America, and even formed a band. Then, you successfully signed on with Warner Brothers... In the end, you entered Berkeley University with excellent results. All the articles said that you were an exceptionally serious and hardworking person. 
Kiro: So you already knew about it... However, I wasn’t necessarily that “sweet boy” mentioned in the articles!
The corners of his lips tug upwards, his expression carrying with it an almost imperceptible playfulness and ease.
Kiro: At that time, I was actually a little rebellious. I was filled with curiosity about the world, and wanted to try everything. 
Kiro: My band also tried all sorts of styles, because it’d be so boring if we only stuck to one! 
Kiro: You definitely didn’t know that I secretly played truant. Pei En and I... ah, he was my bandmate. When we had performances, we’d often go out to have fun behind our agent’s back. 
Kiro: I even researched how to sneak donuts into the performance venue...
The Kiro he’s talking about is a little foreign, but my curiosity is stirred up.
The Kiro of back then - was he really like that? 
Kiro: ...but there was one thing I didn’t try back then. 
With this, he suddenly stops and looks at me. 
MC: What was it? 
I blink in puzzlement. With a smile curling up his lips, he suddenly leans close to my ear. His lips brush against my ear, and I can almost feel their ridges. 
Kiro: I didn’t try liking a person. Do you think it’s because I hadn’t met you yet?
Every syllable, accompanied by his breath, rushes into my ear. 
The citrusy scent from the soda bottles lingers in the air - sour and sweet, just like those young and inexperienced years. 
My free hand is gripped by Kiro.
Subconsciously, I tighten my hold on his fingers, and I respond without much thought. 
MC: [blushing] At that time... you should have been studying!
Kiro: ...you’re right. 
The warm atmosphere vanishes in an instant. Kiro releases a sigh and fumes slightly, but it disappears quickly. 
Kiro: [sighs] Miss Chips, you’re really slow. 
He mutters something softly, but I pretend not to hear him and continue clearing out the items with my head lowered. My face feels like its burning.
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Very soon, the junk in the greenhouse are cleared away. Kiro is currently tidying the messy wires, and I’m carrying an umbrella and the items to be disposed, leaving the greenhouse. 
MC: I’m heading out to throw the rubbish away. 
It’s still drizzling outside. By the time I toss the rubbish at the crossing, the drizzle grows heavier. As such, I follow a small trail and run back.
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Passing through the stone path to the garden, I turn at a bend and step across a puddle. When I lift my head, I see Kiro sitting at the glass pavilion.
He’s barefoot, gazing at the path I had set out on, as though waiting for me to return.
Rain patters continuously around the pavilion. The morning glories which entwine around it are encased with water vapour.
Everything is hazy. Only his colours are especially distinct.
He doesn’t seem to care at all when the water droplets pelt onto him. He looks happy and content.
MC: Kiro!
My voice shatters the picture-like image before me. Kiro whips his head around in response, shock flashing across his features. 
Kiro: Eh? Miss Chips, why did you appear from this side?
MC: Because it’s much nearer. Were you waiting for me? 
With a sound of acknowledgement, Kiro raises something in his hand happily, showing it off as though he found a treasure. 
Kiro: Look at what I found! 
In his hand is a harmonica, and the logo on it looks incredibly familiar.
MC: In junior middle high, I think I had a harmonica with the same brand...
I walk over to the pavilion. Like Kiro, I remove my shoes and squeeze underneath the tiny pavilion with him, our shoulders touching.
Kiro pulls me even closer, preventing water from the eaves from pelting onto my shoulder.
The pattering water droplets continuously pelt onto our bare feet. The relaxing and cooling sensation enters the depths of our hearts.
The rain persists even after a while. Kiro and I are hiding in the pavilion. Coincidentally, we have a full, unobstructed view of the entire garden.
I take a careful look at the harmonica in his hand. It has been washed clean, and the marks of years gone by linger on its body.
MC: Does it still work?
Kiro: Mm, I just tried it. It still makes sounds. 
With this, Kiro looks at me confidently.
Kiro: I said that I wasn’t good at playing the harmonica before. Afterwards, I specially practised it! This time, I’ll definitely play it even more amazingly than the last time!
MC: Cough cough. Actually, I didn’t mention this the last time - when I learnt the harmonica in junior high, the teacher complimented me for having a natural talent!
After saying this, I have a twinge of guilt. Because since then, it’s been a long time since I even touched a harmonica.
Kiro: Really? Miss Chips, you’re amazing!
Kiro’s eyes are shining as he looks at me. I lift up my chin ‘modestly’.
MC: I was so-so.
Kiro: Boasting might make your nose grow longer.
I subconsciously touch the tip of my nose, but react in time.
MC: It’d only grow longer when you tell a lie, right?
Kiro: Is that so? 
He elongates his words, widening his eyes and pretending to be silly. 
Kiro: In that case, I’ll play a song first to get the ball rolling.
Without much preparation, Kiro brings the harmonica to his lips. After adjusting his breathing, he blows the first note. 
“Du--”
My eyes widen in astonishment, not expecting that he really meant it when he said he “wasn’t good at playing it.”
Noticing my expression, Kiro arches one of his brows, as though telling me not to underestimate him.
At this moment, several musical notes form a smooth melody.
It’s a tune I’ve never heard before. Along with the rhythm created by the rain, it drifts over in a tranquil and mellifluous manner.
Kiro has his head half lowered, his lips moving from time to time along the harmonica. His expression has turned quiet, as though immersing himself in the world of music. 
Every time I see such a Kiro, I’ll always feel that he genuinely loves music with a fiery passion.
Soon, the melody ends. Before I fully extricate myself from the music, Kiro is already turning towards me with a satisfied look on his face.
Kiro: How was it? It’s a new song I’ve been trying recently.
MC: Hold on... are you really not good at it 
Kiro: After we performed together the other time, I re-discovered the joy in it!
He chuckles. He uses a tissue to wipe the harmonica clean, then hands it to me. 
Kiro: Now it’s your turn, Miss Chips.
MC: I’ll start off by saying that it’s been many years since I last played. 
I speak timidly, taking the harmonica.
MC: Let me see... I’ll play “Farewell” then.
Kiro nods. He holds his chin with a hand, his clear eyes gazing at me, waiting for my performance seriously.
I take a deep breath, placing my lips on the harmonica, which still has his lingering warmth on it. After a moment of hesitation, I blow the first note. 
“Su--”
I subconsciously look at Kiro’s expression. There isn’t a hint of ridicule in his eyes. Instead, they are filled with encouragement and trust. 
Hence, I continue pressing on, completing the simple melody.
Originally thinking that I had more or less forgotten it, memories from the past slowly surface before my eyes, enabling the melody to become fluent gradually.
My eyes flutter shut as well, basking in the delight of the moment where music and memories interlace.
After playing the final note, Kiro starts applauding.
Kiro: I didn’t expect Miss Chips to play so well even after such a long time!
Every time Kiro compliments someone, he’s always especially sincere. Seeing his awe and commendation, I start to feel embarrassed.
MC: Actually, I only know how to play a few songs...
Kiro: That’s already very amazing! Sometimes, I think about how great it’d be if I could travel through time.
MC: Why do you say that? 
Kiro: Because that way, I’d be able to know you in junior middle high.
He doesn’t seem to be joking. His gaze is focused on me, as though imagining how I looked like in junior middle high.
Kiro: Then, I’d be your seat mate, and give you lots of little notes during class. In summer, I’d buy two bottles of ice-cold ramune and wait for you before heading home together...
Kiro: [sighs] I really want to participate in your past: junior middle high, high school, university... all those long years.
Kiro: Fortunately, I can still participate in your present and future. 
His voice merges with the flavour of summer, and the sound of my heart beating against my chest resembles the song of cicadas, unable to be halted.
Unable to control my emotions, I instinctively want to avert my eyes. At the same time, however, I don’t want to keep avoiding things out of embarrassment like I did earlier.
I’m at a loss, so I simply lift the edges of my lips, giving him a small smile.
MC: All right, we’ll start from our garden.
And it’d span across the rest of our lives. From now till the future, everything will be given to him.
Kiro: Mm, I’ve got it!
Kiro beams with joy. He takes one of my hands in his and grips it tightly, as though he’ll never let go again.
By this time, the rain has already stopped. The summer heat in the air has long since dissipated, leaving behind the freshness of rain. 
This tiny greenhouse isn’t very exquisite, but the wilfully growing plants give it a rustic charm. After the rain, the lush flowers appear vibrant.
We step out of the pavilion and into the garden. Only now do I truly feel like this garden belongs to us.
Kiro: What type of flowers should we plant next time? What do you like? Roses... daisies... freesias...
MC: They’re all fine. We can plant different types of flowers. This way, there’ll be flowers blooming in every season. We can even buy a glass tea set so we can sit in the greenhouse and appreciate the flowers over tea.
Kiro: We’ll also have a rocking chair. When we’re old, we can sit here and enjoy the moment.
Based on the garden in our imagination, we start conceptualising and planning how it’d look like in the future.
When we reach the glass greenhouse, I look at the empty door and realise that something is missing.
Kiro: Over here, we need to hang a door plate.
Suddenly, Kiro retrieves a small wooden board from behind the door. Not knowing when he did it, the wooden board already has our names written on it. 
-- Kiro’s & Miss Chips’ Garden.
MC: When did you prepare this? 
Kiro: When you left just now. Now, I’ll leave the important task of hanging up the door plate to you!
Looking at the familiar handwriting on the wooden board, there’s a heaviness in a certain area in my heart. Perhaps that area already stores a flourishing garden filled with blooming flowers.
I tiptoe, hanging the wooden board on a nail, then look at it from left to right.
MC: Done!
Satisfied, I clap my hands together and turn around. Taken by surprise, I see a bouquet of white freesias, their petals dotted with water droplets.
The other end of the bouquet is held by Kiro. His eyes contain a bright smile. 
Kiro: Miss Chips, this is for you. This is the first bouquet in our garden!
He pauses for a while, his tone turning serious. 
Kiro: Next time, all the flowers here will be given to you, and only you.
My mouth hangs open. My heart rate speeds up in an unnatural manner. The blooming flowers seem to replicate the splendour of midsummer.
[Trivia] White freesias symbolise purity and innocence, and are the most popular wedding flowers because they are symbolic of the purity of the bride as well as the trust between the couple :’D
I take the freesias, which have been tied together simply with a ribbon, holding them to my chest like a treasure.
MC: I like it very much, thank you!
Kiro: I really want to do one thing right now!
Kiro suddenly stretches out his arms, bringing both me and the flowers into his arms. The summer-like heat encases me in an instant. 
While I’m still at a loss, I feel my feet being lifted off the ground as Kiro carries and spins me around several times.
MC: Whoa, hold on!
Kiro: [laughs] I can’t wait any longer!
He chuckles while setting me down. His eyes are filled with the colours of unconcealed happiness. Then, he offers his hand to me. 
Kiro: Do you still remember the dance we did before? 
I recall the “dance” we did the last time in a greenhouse, where I was spun around till I was dizzy. I shake my head vigorously.
MC: I don’t remember!
Kiro: Liar.
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Seeing his slightly aggrieved expression, I smile and place my hand gently on his palm. Then, he playfully hooks his fingers with mine.
All of a sudden, the dark clouds accumulated in the sky are blown away by the wind. Rays of light from afar reach us, illuminating the entire garden.
The scintillating light dances on the tips of Kiro’s golden coloured hair, and my vision is completely taken over by his smiling face. 
It can no longer hold anything else.
Kiro: Let’s dance!
I’m pulled closer to Kiro, and he takes my head, lifting it over my head.
MC: Are we going to dance right here? 
I can’t help but laugh. Cooperating with him, I tiptoe and twirl around. Then, he draws me into his arms.
Kiro leans his chin on my shoulder. The breath he exhales stirs up stray hairs on the side of my neck.
I can’t see the expression on his face, but hear his incredibly gentle voice in my ear, imbued with overwhelming sweetness.
Kiro: Miss Chips--
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[ PRESENT - Location: MC’s house ]
Kiro: All right, that should be it. The only thing left is to paste that photograph we took at the garden. Hmm... we can also consider making dried flowers using the flowers in every season, and keep them here...
Kiro sets down the pen, casting an earnest look at the mostly empty book, as though he has come to a decision.
My gaze lingers on the phrase he just wrote down.
The adorable teddy bear is waving at me from the book. The speech bubble is drawn seriously, and there’s an arrow pointing at the next page.
The ink left behind by Kiro has yet to dry completely. His voice in my memory and the short phrase blend together, creating a drawn out sweetness in my heart. 
“Miss Chips, will you give your future to me?”
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💐 MOMENTS 💐
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Kiro’s Post: The person who sees this message can make a wish.
MC: Why do you suddenly want to fulfil people’s wishes?
Kiro: Because I want to know what your wish is!
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Kiro’s Post: The person who sees this message can make a wish.
MC: Could I wish for three more wishes?
Kiro: If it’s Miss Chips, even a thousand or ten thousand wishes are okay.
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Kiro’s Post: The person who sees this message can make a wish.
MC: Looks like I’m the first one?
Kiro: Mm! Actually, you’re the only one.
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Would it be that impossible for dd and gg to come out as a couple (provided they respected censorship and didn't talk about it with the media)? I read the other day that homosexuality is not illegal in China, just talking about it and showing in the media, so could not someone as brave and crazy as dd attempt to come out outside of the media? after all they are the first 3 shipped real couples in china, they do have support. Coming out willingly would also save them from being eventually outed..
Hi, anon! (*this blogger cracks her neck and gets ready*) Let’s get into it!
Disclaimer: fake fake fake. Why would you think that we believe in bjyx?
Preface: this post might not be exactly a controversial opinion, since I think many will have the same one. However, it’s alright to disagree: we all have our own perception of the matter, which is coloured by our own experiences (let’s just say that an absolute objective view is difficult). I present here with the most objective post (at least in terms of data and facts) I could write.
Oh, and you all might have noticed, but being concise is not my forte. I tend to digress.
First of all, I assume that the concept of “coming out outside of the media” means that they could have told just close friends and family, without announcing it to the media.
But how would we know that they have done it? (and I don’t mean we should know for sure, ofc). For all we know, they may have already done this, and, from my pov, they probably have. Without entering in “fake” rumours:
TTXS bros know something (repeating myself for the nth time). From the way DZW jumps in whenever it remotely looks like dd is slipping up, how WH poses his questions, how QF teases him. It all seems references to a real, tangible thing, instead of baseless friendly teasing. It’s also very interesting that they have stopped their matchmaking mission and have instead started to defend why dd is “single”.
Their parents are their cover. Even if dd parents didn’t watch TTXS, wouldn’t someone else watch it and ask them about it? Wouldn’t they wonder about the supposed clothes that dd sends home, the medicine, the market stroll? Maybe I’m just projecting, but I wouldn’t use my parents as a shield if they weren’t aware of the situation behind it, because I’d be subjected to their questioning later. That’s why, unless I wanted to tell them or I had already told them, I wouldn’t use my parents as an excuse. So, once is alright, but dd has done it several times, and that, for me, means that his parents know.
That’s what I would consider “coming outside the media”. Of course, this doesn’t involve us fans, and it’s their decision, of which we probably will never hear about (or, at least, not soon, and that’s fine!). 
In my opinion, it’s also the best course of action, especially with all the rumours that are always circulating about them. It wouldn’t be a “brave and crazy” course of action, but rather the most sensible and rational, since it’s the best way to avoid misunderstandings with your friends and family. It’s also considerate for his friends at work, just so they know what to expect when they are on stage and it allows them to understand dd’s reactions.
(Again, we are talking about dd because that’s who anon asked about. I think gg’s circle is less close to him, so it may not be the case with him, but I don’t know enough to say what would happen).
Just let’s suppose his TTXS bros didn’t know anything and just kept trying to act as matchmakers for dd. That’s the kind of situation that’s bound to be uncomfortable for everyone because dd isn’t the kind of person who’d lie (and he doesn’t fast enough to improptu questions). 
The second thing I wanted to talk about is their fans’ support. I want to talk about numbers.
I’m going to explain why I only take the c-fans data as reference. We int fans don’t really count, because we don’t affect their careers directly, as c-fans do. Of course, our support is very useful in showing how many people are rooting for them, like what happened when Roseonly’s livestream with gg was live. And I like to think that they would feel better knowing that there are a lot of people in Chn and overseas that support them and whatever there is between them.
So int-fans do contribute to give more views and likes to their Roseonly livestream (if they can access it, which isn’t always the case), but they won’t buy the roses and impact with real money, so to say.
We don’t really participate in their endorsements, many won’t stay long enough to watch more dramas from them (and I do understand that the lack of eng subs is the main problem), and many don’t/can’t/don’t know how to push them up in the charts. We’ve talked before about how the c-ent industry doesn’t really need the int audience to make a lot of money, and to be highly profitable, and it still applies in a smaller case, like a single idol. 
That’s why I think that in matters of real, tangible fan support, c-fans still make a bigger percentage (around 80-90%) of their support.
So, as of now, there are 3 supertopics in w/ibo that features gg/dd (let’s leave the difference in supertopics for another day, but I don’t support the discussion about people’s sex life, thanks for your understanding):
BJYX. The largest supertopic (top 1) with a wide margin from the others. It has 2.570.000 fans.
ZSWW. It’s the number 5 in the CP supertopics, with 910.000 fans.
LXFY. The number 23 in the CP supertopics with 590.000 fans.
All of them added make 4.070.000 fans. But we have to take into account the overlapping in these three supertopics: many people (like me) are following the three supertopics at the same time. That’s why, in a not scientific way, I’m guessing that those 4.070.000 come to around 4.000.000 once you take out the people that are following the three at the same time.
Even 4 million people is still a huge number of people: that’s more people than the population of the capital of my country, and one tenth of the total census here.
Yet, in China, it means 4 out of every 1400, which translates into 0′003%. It’s also from a very specific demographic (mainly female and young). Of course, it doesn’t mean that they won’t get support from other people if it ever got out, but they can’t know what would happen then for sure.
It means that, in actual 3D world, there are a lot of people who don’t know about their CP. I read the other day some tumblr blogger saying that “we bxg are in our own little bubble, not that many people know about their cp” (was that you, @jcisthebestfightme?) which I agree a lot with. I mean, my w/ibo account and tumblr is filled with bjyx/yizhan, so much that it’s easy to forget that I arranged it to be like this, but that the majority of the people don’t receive so much info about them, nor they analyze their every move like we do.
The only thing they can know for sure is what general population thinks about same sex relationships.
In a recent poll I saw, with thousands of answers about what netizens thought of the legalization of same sex marriage in Taiwan, the supporting votes didn’t get to 50%. In Taiwan, public opinion was like this around the time same sex marriage was legalized:
An opinion poll conducted in November 2016 by the Kuomintang found that 52% of the Taiwanese population supported same-sex marriage, while 43% were opposed. Another poll commissioned that same month found similar numbers: 55% in support, and 45% in opposition. Support was higher among 20–29-year-olds (80%), but decreased significantly with age. (Wikipedia)
(I just want to say, I can’t wait for the younger generations to take over).
More data: the public stance in China could be described as: “no approval, no disapproval, no promotion”, and the public opinion is becoming more and more tolerant, but there’s still a deep-set homophobia, as in only 5% of the lgbt people comes out completely (around 20% comes out to their family), and around 80% of gay men are married to women due to social and family pressure (ofc, these data is from a few years ago, and new polls and surveys are needed, but don’t expect them to carry out a wide-range survey about this nor I think the situation has changed drastically).
In my opinion, society is slowly taking more steps towards tolerance first and acceptance second. One of their best achievement was the lgbt community and many netizens’ refusal to allow w/ibo to instate a ban on content related to homosexuality, which led to w/ibo actually reversing its decision and stop banning that content in less than 3 days.
However, the fact that a lot of people express their support doesn’t take away the truth of a lot of people openly opposing it (let’s remember that there weren’t so many antis to start with in 2/27, but its effects were undeniably large and unjust).
(If any of you read more data about lgbt rights in China, please remember that Hong Kong receives a lot more Western influence, and that public opinion in HK does not represent the actual situation in mainland Chn. Ofc, because they’re more open to lgbt, there are also more data and polls carried out in HK, so a lot of info is HK based).
Leaving this kind of data aside, let’s take another matter of numbers. While they have in total 4 million fans in the supertopics, dd has as of now 35,400,000 fans following him on w/ibo and gg has 26,690,000 fans.
One thing I’m sure they are aware of is the discussion that arises from time to time between the solo fans and the bxg. Another thing they must be aware of, specially dd, is that their fanbase has a lot of females who are their fans, not just because of their talent, but also because they’re single and therefore they can fantasize about being with them.
All in all, even though a lot of people support them, there would be also quite a number of “disappointed” people, with the danger of them becoming antis.
So while I do think they appreciate it, and leave clues specifically for us, and dd goes as far as interacting with bxg, I also feel that gg and dd might not see widespread support, enough so they’d feel comfortable coming out completely with the current public stance on homosexual relationships in Chn.
(And again, from my pov, they aren’t in the closet with their family and friends).
And last, but not least, does “coming out respecting the censorship and not talking about it with the media” mean that it would be known by the general public, or, at least, their fans (in a very hypothetic case, since I don’t know how this could be achieved)? Because then, even if they didn’t talk about it with the media, it would be as good as coming out publicly.
In an idol’s life there’s no “private” and “public”. There’s only “public” and “secret” (and by secret I mean things they “hide” in public/don’t talk about, even though people next to them might know about it). The line between public and private is very very blurred in the c-ent industry.
I always remember the case of an actor who had an affair. Because of his affair (he was married and had a son), he lost endorsements, he was taken out of tv programs and literally erased from filmed episodes. The things he did in private affected very directly his job (I don’t approve of the affair, but the consequences it had surprised me a lot). 
So, while I do think that gg and dd are getting bolder with time, when they were both very startled by the “you’d lose your job if you were in a relationship” phrase, the fear was real and palpable. However, I’m aware that that was their stance a year ago, and that a lot of things have changed (heck, we’ve gone through a pandemic, something I couldn’t have imagined a year ago), so I’m going to observe how they act from now.
That’s why, “coming out willingly would also save them from being eventually outed..” is true, but it’s also true that it would push them into a storm I’m not sure they’d come out completely unscathed. And it may be selfish, but I don’t want them to be the ones who test the public’s tolerance to gay idols.
I think I’m missing my point, so I’ll spell it out: if they want to come out, I’ll support them with everything I have, as I think many fans will do. If they ever prove us wrong dating another person, be it male or female, I’ll support them as a fan too. But I would like any action they take to be decided by them, instead of pressed by fans who just want a confirmation at any cost.
I’ve seen people saying that if they were really together, they should be “honest” with themselves and the audience and come out publicly. In my opinion, it’s easy to judge when you’re not the one who might lose something if you take a step in the wrong direction, and it’s not your income and your job in the line.
I’m sure (reminding you all that I believe that bjyxszd) that they’d come out completely if possible. I’m also sure that they have consulted with managers and public relations experts (and their team would have talked with them about it even if gg and dd didn’t bring it up). Therefore, I strongly believe they are doing what they think is better at the time being. 
To sum up: I’ll support whatever they do, but I don’t want others to push them to do things they don’t want/aren’t prepared to do. They are already between a rock and a hard place, so whatever they do with their relationship is absolutely their call.
So, anon, I hope I have answered you, but I leave here a short summary for you in the case the info was too scattered for you:
Would it be that impossible for dd and gg to come out as a couple (provided they respected censorship and didn't talk about it with the media)? I read the other day that homosexuality is not illegal in China, just talking about it and showing in the media, so could not someone as brave and crazy as dd attempt to come out outside of the media?
They might have come out to friends and family, and, based on dd’s interactions with the people around him and the words he has said, I do believe he has. Because gg is also an honest, sensible person, I think he might have done the same.
after all they are the first 3 shipped real couples in china, they do have support 
Chn is a big country. That means that in terms of public support, sometimes numbers that would be astronomically high in other countries, is not so much in Chn. Translating numbers into percentage, a 1% means 14 million people.
So it’s true that they have a lot of people supporting them, of course. 2 million people is a lot of people, especially considering that many don’t know about them. But when you have to take into account the general public (because it’d be a scandal), since their fans aren’t the only ones interacting with them, it’s still a low number.
Coming out willingly would also save them from being eventually outed.. 
That’s true in the case of family and friends. But if you’re talking about being outed in the media, that’s not possible. Known by the fans = Public.
And remember that in this case, the media wouldn’t talk about them, since talking about homosexuality in the media is prohibited. The problem would come from within the industry and the antis.
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i literally don’t make posts but here i am writing about chuang 2021 because i’m having thOUGHTS after watching ep 3.1. the names of the trainees that i’ve mentioned are italicised! 
omg where do i even start 
i don’t usually keep up and get this invested in these sort of shows and that’s coming from someone who’s been known since the og pd101 let’s start there i guess 
as a monster stage was literally made for hu yetao but can we pleASE talk about xue bayi man looked hella fine 
actually mans been looking (but more importantly!) performing super well but somehow always get shadowed (case in point: yall forgot he was also freestyling alongside santa x liu yu in ep 1.2 didn’t ya) 
coccoon break was a stage that i was really looking forward to seeing but it didn’t have that effect the way as a monster had 
but stellar nonetheless!
jing long nailed his parts and the high notes as expected from the kING  
gan wangxing’s performance was a pleasant surprise which is always great to see 
yu yang was a strong center mad props to him 
did not think i would pay attention to kazuma but he did really well
super heartwarming to see all the guys being so supportive of each other after this round (and for subsequent rounds!) 
now super champion vs lit (very not used to calling it that btw) 
man honestly rikimaru hard carried his team 
KING SHIT his performance my gOSH i honestly don’t understand how he didn’t get mvp like what were you thinking (as nice as it is to see yi han and ren yinpeng’s efforts pay off) 
yes this is the hill i will die on 
mannnn i really started seriously watching this show for rikimaru cuz i’ve been following him for years and i want good things for him! like when he got emotional over the fact that he will miss that team oh mannn i needed a moment 
liu yu choosing lit over any other song made the most sense considering his dance & preferred music style but he made it work towards what rikimaru was going for and he was great 
very interesting to see li luoer choose lit and honestly? he nailed it fr considering how he’s not much of a dancer 
now idk why the eng sub of super champion is put down as football gang but ok 
tencent with their questionable eng subs hit again 
tbh the groups who performed in ep 3.1 all choose stellar centers which (i personally believe) boosted their overall stages 
so super champion’s he yifan was no exception but all of them put up a really strong performance together even though they were up against one of the stronger groups in this round 
now butter-fly vs i like like you !!!!
ok first of all can we talk about bo yuan 
he’s literally the reason why i paid for a wetv membership so that i can vote for him 
[also can someone pLEASE tell me how to vote through wetv i litreally can’t get to anything and it’s stressing me out send help i need to vote for bo yuan why is he ranked at 46] 
yes but butter-fly stage was just good vibes fun times and i love that for them! 
the lightsticks made it 10x better than it already was 
bo yuan as a center didn’t seem to hard carry (in the actual performance not the preparation for it) as much as rikimaru did in lit which was nice! i felt like i got a chance to see everyone while he had extra moments to shine at the same time 
his hair is so frickin cool i love it i started ogling at it since the trailer from last ep and at first i didn’t know who it was so i was like ‘who’s that with the hair i ove it’ and when i found out i deadass screamed 
again why did he not get mvp mans was rOBBED of it 
but more importantly is robbed of the voTEs please vote for him [and teach me how to vote so that i can do it myself] 
k gotta move on from talking about bo yuan so 
i like like you was super sweet! i love how all their voices blended together in their harmonies just as much as their individual voices which are all different 
dai shaodong’s voice was breathtaking but the little rap in there was so nicely done! esp when zhou zhennan literally goes ‘during rehearsal the rap was like ‘i like you, and if you don’t like me back i’ll force you to like me’ (not actually what he said but idk how else to translate it) 
i’m so glad we got to hear more of rong yao !! (my biases are showing oh no)  
but yes! wow i did not think i would be saying this much about the performances alone but here i am lol! 
i’m having high hopes and much excites for the remaining performances they all look super cool!
ok thank you for coming to my ted talk it was hella long 
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Into Your World [Xu Mo Character Study]
I'm back with another post that's been rattling around in my brain, except it's a bit disconnected. However, there's been a theme that I've wanted to focus in on with Xu Mo: each other's worlds, their dreams (goals and/or fancies), and water imagery.
Contains spoilers for Chapter 24 and unreleased dates in ENG.
First, I want to give a disclaimer that MC is pretty much the only person who can get into the mens' inner worlds, and that's why they're the romantic main characters; but there's just something a little poignant with Xu Mo because of his archetype.
Li Zeyan's archetype makes him belong to another world because of his wealthy background and social status. Zhou Qiluo's archetype makes him belong to another world because it's the dark side of humanity, and he actively tries to keep MC away from that. Bai Qi's archetype is how they're already in the same world and they just need to open up to each other LOL he's the guy next door.
However, Xu Mo's archetype is literally the alienated genius [Official Life History] since he was a child and, after he lost his parents, he just threw himself into his studies and goals and didn't bother making connections with anyone.
Xu Mo: Mm, I graduated early.
Xu Mo's tone was normal, as if it were a matter unrelated to him and there was no sense of pride at all. However, it still made people impressed.
MC: So, when you were in high school, you spent all your time studying?
Xu Mo: At that time, yes.
MC: Why?
Xu Mo: Silly, why are there so many why's? It's just like when you were going to take your entrance exams, there were things I also needed to do.
[Blossom Date - CN Translation]
Heck, even now, MC is the only one he replies to in his Moments [Official Character Profile].
Since the moment we meet him, he takes on the "mentor" role and teaches MC about things. She mentions this all the time, about how he teaches her the laws of the world, etc. Xu Mo is innately part of another world because the realm of geniuses is not supposed to be understood.
However, this isn't a one-way street. Just as we can't understand them, they can't understand us. So, as MC makes an effort to understand Xu Mo, he is also making an effort to understand her.
IMO this is what makes the following interactions extremely tender and romantic.
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MC: The white noise you recommended last time was really effective! Lately, my work efficiency has gone up!
Xu Mo: That's good.
Xu Mo: But, instead of your work efficiency, I hope it was useful for your sleeping problem.
MC: Recently, I listen to the sound of rain before sleeping. It feels like everything around me gets quiet when I relax and listen to it.
Xu Mo: It seems like our preferences are the same. I also like to listen to the rain when I'm relaxing.
Xu Mo: The sound of rain droplets striking the roof is calming, isn't it?
MC: It's great collecting only the sounds you like and then completely entering your own world.
Xu Mo: Then, will you also let me hear those sounds?
Xu Mo: I'd like to hear your world.
By the way, given the timeline of this conversation, this is an incredible foreshadowing of his [Nightmare ASMR].
One time, when I was studying in England, I spent months finishing a particularly tricky piece of my dissertation. After I sent it through the mail, it was already nine in the morning. I was a bit tired and planned on sleeping. The weather in England is often rainy, so it was also raining that morning and it was dark. The sound of the rain striking the windowsill was clear and it sounded soothing too.
Then, there was the sound of a piano from below. It was Chopin’s Nocturne, and played very well. Every note mixed in with the sound of the rain… unhurried drops, pitter-pattering. All was quiet, as if I was separated from the world. I stared at the curtains that were being lifted by the wind and, before I knew it, I fell asleep.
[...]
Although I don’t remember it at all anymore, I dimly feel that when I was small I also experienced a night like this. The sound of the rain, the sound of the piano… Outside the window, it’s very, very cold. I can hear the sound of the wind striking the window. And in my half-awake and half-asleep state, I’m put into a warm embrace… Closing my eyes like this… I’m able to sink into a deep, deep sleep… Just like… this right now…
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[Fastened Door to the Heart]
MC: From time to time, I just want to go to your world and take a look.
Caption: Actually, I'd rather go to your world and take a look.
So, anyway, going back to the theme of entering each other's inner worlds. You can see it explicitly said here in the Reading Date. They basically exchanged reading material because she wants to understand him, with his complicated science book, and he wants to understand her, with the comics she read when she was young.
Okay, now we're going to switch tracks for a bit and this might seem disconnected (I warned you!), but take my hand because I'm definitely trying to go somewhere with this.
Part of understanding someone's world is learning about their inner thoughts, their dreams, their wishes, their fantasies, however silly or childish or abstract all of these can be.
This is also an incredibly huge point with Xu Mo because, through MC, we're supposed to feel a sense of pressure from such an accomplished scholar character, but he always works hard to diminish that sense of intimidation and presence [Xu Mo's EQ Character Study] and he never demeans her interests or makes her feel lesser for her intelligence.
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Xu Mo: Either way, there must be something that only you can create.
MC: Something only I can make... Ah, I know!
Getting an idea, I divided the batter in my hands into two and made a fish and a wing.
I tried combining the two, but something felt missing.
Xu Mo, who came to my side at some point, took a spoon and used it to make scales on the back of the fish.
Xu Mo: Don't you think it looks more like one with this?
Xu Mo: Can you tell me why you thought of this?
MC: ... You won't laugh when you hear it?
Xu Mo: I think it depends on what you tell me.
MC: Then I won't tell you!
Xu Mo: I'm kidding. Will you tell me?
I didn't have anywhere to run when he looked at me and so, cornered, I told him a childish thought that I had never told anyone up to now.
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MC: When I was small and I heard the story of Qixi, I thought the Milky Way was a real river with water running through it.
MC: So I ended up worrying over whether the swallows would have an accident, fall into the water, and drown...
MC: I thought that'd be sad for the swallows and so I lied to myself the entire time.
MC: That the ones who made the bridge for the weaver girl and cowherd where flying fish.
I moved the flat fish with its wing in front of him while I spoke, making it fly clumsily.
Xu Mo burst out laughing, as if he wasn't able to hold it back. My face turned bright red from the embarrassment and I returned the fish to the desk.
MC: It's really stupid, isn't it...
Xu Mo: Silly girl, you have batter on your face.
He wiped my face with the pad of his finger. There was a smile that he couldn't suppress on his mouth.
MC revealed her inner child to him, which she had never told anyone else, and he doesn't judge her for it. Please tell me you can feel the tenderness radiating out of this interaction!
Now, although the above interaction was Qixi-themed, I still find it intriguing that she replaced the swallows with (flying) fish. Because Xu Mo is all about water imagery [Xu Mo Character Study] and this appears in their next interaction below.
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[Sonnet In The Eyes] "It looks like I'll be inside your most beautiful dream for certain."
I'm not going to do line quotes here because it's too long LOL but in this date, Spring Morning, they end up having a conversation about dreams and, one time when Xu Mo dozed off in his lab, he dreamed that he was a fish.
His surroundings were dark and he couldn't see the state of the water but, with a thought, he could swim a long distance. When he opened his mouth, only bubbles would come out. When he raised his head, he would see the light filtering through the waves. Sometimes, he would hear the chirps of birds transmitted through surface of the lake.
He knew he was dreaming, because he's a light sleeper, but he still observed how the wind seemed to blow above the lake and that it was the height of summer. Maybe, when it got dark, he'd be able to see the stars and fireflies. He thought about asking another fish for directions but he couldn't find anyone around him. Then he woke up.
At that time, he had run into problems in his work and, even after half a year, there was no progress. In his dream, he rashly thought that if he really was a fish then he wouldn't need to work. But, after he woke up, he suddenly had a flash of inspiration. Later, he concluded that this dream was able to let him relax a little, set his mind blank, and that's when he could get back to work.
Look at him tell MC about his dreams, reveal his struggles, and reveal his inner thoughts. He's telling her about the time when, even someone like him, met with difficulties and felt the urge to just throw it all out and give up. He's letting her into his world and that's love, baby!
Psst, don't forget about the water imagery with him being a fish.
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[Flowers on the Path] "I thought it over a thousand times, and then there came a reply."
Xu Mo: Are you home already? I saw the photo you sent me.
MC: Mhm, I just got home.
Xu Mo: Lately, you've been sending me photos of clouds. Is there any special meaning behind them?
MC: Not really. I just wanted to share with Professor Xu, who is always cooped up in his lab, a good way to reduce stress.
Xu Mo: Oh? What is it?
MC: First, look at the picture.
Xu Mo: Mm, I'm looking.
MC: Then close your eyes and imagine yourself as that cloud. Tell me, what do you see?
Xu Mo: I seem... to only see pitch darkness?
MC: Pfff, I mean you can use your imagination. For example... what sights you see and what you feel.
Xu Mo: Alright, I see... a clear sky and bright sunlight. Sometimes... birds will fly past.
MC: Will they say hello to you?
Xu Mo: They'll slow down and roll around on me, frolicking.
MC: Haha, and then?
Xu Mo: And then I'll drift around leisurely like this until I see another cloud. Although it's our first meeting, I'll feel like I've known her since a long time ago.
MC: Maybe she feels the same way.
Xu Mo: So we'll click immediately and slowly lean against each other.
MC: Hahaha, as expected of our Professor Xu! Your imagination is so rich.
Xu Mo: This method really is effective and it can let me clear out my mind. After resting for a while, even my feelings are much calmer.
MC: Oh! Then Professor Xu will have two methods of relieving stress now.
Xu Mo: Two?
MC: Yup, during the day, you can look at the sky and imagine yourself as a free floating "cloud"; at night, in your dreams, you can be a "fish" swimming in the great sea with no restraints. Like this, regardless of whether it's day or night, you can say goodbye to your worries.
Xu Mo: Haha, I have to go up into the sky and then down into the water. Why do I feel like I'm even busier?
MC: Hahaha, that's true.
Xu Mo: However, compared to these, I have another method which I like even more.
MC: Oh? What is it?
Xu Mo: It's staying beside "another cloud" or "another fish". Even if we don't do anything, it can get rid of an entire day's worth of exhaustion and I'll be able to get a good rest. May I ask what she thinks about this method?
[Reducing Stress - Call]
Callbacks. I love PG's callbacks so much.
But, linking this back to everything, they're both exercising their imagination together and it shows their inner world more to each other. Not to mention, they literally bring back how he once dreamed about being a fish to escape the stress of his work.
Now, I'm changing gears again, but this time I want to talk about the physical world they're both in and how their different philosophies set them on opposite sides. I wrote about the [Use of Horror in Ch19 Study] and how, in that chapter, you can see her greatest fears manifested in what Ares does there, but also what she resolves herself to do.
They literally walk away from each other because, according to Xu Mo, their "destinations" were different from the very beginning.
However, when we get to Chapter 24...
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MC: ... What if the future we both want is different? I might become your obstacle.
Xu Mo: Right now isn't the time to come to a conclusion.
Xu Mo: Reality will inevitably have pain. However, to run away from reality because of that will just lead to more regret.
Xu Mo: I'm certain the future you wish for will be beautiful and it'll be able to touch anyone's heart.
Xu Mo: You're going to take me to that sort of future. Right?
MC: ... Yes!
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MC: But after the worlds become one, even if I fail then I won't be able to do things over again. If that happens...
Xu Mo: Everything will end.
Xu Mo: But that's the path you chose, right? I believe in your choice.
Xu Mo: This time, I'll follow behind you.
He had always been walking in front of me, but now he was entrusting himself to the choice I believed in.
I made my decision.
MC: Follow me closely then.
Xu Mo grabbed my hand and lightly swung it.
Xu Mo: Is this good?
My cheeks burned and I spoke incoherently.
MC: Then... don't ever let go!
Xu Mo: Mm, I'm holding on tightly.
He showed a gentle smile that was like the sunlight of spring.
Before I knew it, our fingers intertwined and it was like we exchanged a quiet promise.
I looked at our joined hands and something hot suddenly welled up in my heart.
In this immense space-time, there were countless obstacles stretched ahead of us. For a long time, we both walked with our backs to each other.
There were still unsolved mysteries between us, but now I felt like I could face anything.
This time it was my turn to pull his hand and run towards that spring without stopping.
That's love! This is love! He loves her so much!
From the beginning, Xu Mo and MC were people in different worlds (their innate nature and their philosophies) but, throughout their relationship, they both keep making efforts to understand each other and enter each other's inner worlds.
It literally culminates here in Xu Mo willing to set down his beliefs and follow hers. He's trusting in her vision of the future and that's basically a proposal from someone like him.
I literally don't have anything else to say without devolving into sappy poetry or romantic lines or something, but these two have laid their souls bare to each other and accepted every side of the other person, regardless of how alien, childish, vicious, ugly, or weird it can be. Literally, "If we want the rewards of being loved we have to submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known."
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[ENG Translation] The Past and The Future
This is one of my favorite Puzzleshipping fancomics on Pixiv. Translated with permission from the artist. Please do not scanlate it unless you have asked permission to the artist directly.
[Page 2]
Egypt, The Valley of The Kings
Driver: We will soon arrive at the place
Driver: Cars can’t enter from this point, so you’ll have to walk by yourself.
Driver: Mister, why don’t you hire yourself a professional guide?
Driver: Getting an extra explanation surely will be a bonus!
[Page 3]
Yuugi: Thank you, but I know more about this place than you probably think.
Driver: You sure about that?
Driver: Good luck, then!
-Mobile Message-
Grandpa: Yuugi, have you arrived safe and sound?
Yuugi: I just got off from the car. I think I’ll be walking for a while.
Grandpa: It’s already around this time; shouldn’t it be night in Egypt? Be careful out there.
[Page 4]
Yuugi: Don’t be so worried, it’s not my first time anyway.
Grandpa: Haha, true that. You’ve always visited that place once in a year since that time. How long will you be there this time?
Yuugi: We’ll see about that. I’ll have to go to the US too, so I might not return to Japan for a while. There are no city lights around here, so the night sky looks so beautiful. I’ll send you the photos later.
Grandpa: The night sky, huh.
Grandpa: Oh, the news did say that there will be a rare astronomical phenomenon today – a huge scale of meteor shower, it seems.
Yuugi: Meteor shower?
Grandpa: Aren’t you a lucky one? You can see it from Egypt, but I don’t think I can from Japan.
Grandpa: Why don’t you make a wish? Something for my store’s business thriving would be great, for example.
[Page 5]
Yuugi: A wish, huh.
Yuugi: From a long time ago…
Yuugi: Mine has always been…
[Page 7]
Yuugi: My… my other self…?
Atem: Who would you be?
[Page 8]
Atem: Abnormalities in the sky?
Isis: Indeed.
[Page 9]
Isis: The image I saw through my Millenium Necklace.
Isis: It was the time before your coronation. The stars start raining down from the sky.
Atem: What omen does that lead to?
Isis: I apologize; I could only see those images I have described to you.
Isis: Somehow what happens afterwards feels so far away, and I could only see darkness from the range I could perceive through these eyes.
Isis: However, this abnormality would surely cause a disruption to a certain time and space, so please be careful.
[Page 11]
Atem: This must be the “the rain of stars” Isis mentioned before.
Yuugi: Why don’t you warm yourself with this cup of hot chocolate?
[Page 12]
-Cultural exchange-
Yuugi: So, you are a prince from Egypt…
Yuugi: And you will take over the Pharaoh position in a few days?
Atem: Yes.
Yuugi: I still get reception, it seems.
[Page 13]
Atem: That thing you are currently holding.
Atem: It seems to be shining all the time – what exactly is it?
Yuugi: This? It’s called a “smartphone”. It’s something that lets you contact people far away from you.
Atem: Is that your spirit? Does it have a special ability for long-distance conversation?
Yuugi: Um, no… it has nothing to do with spirits. Simply put, this is just a tool.
Atem: Whatever, that thing doesn’t really concern me.
Atem: Tell me who exactly you are.
[Page 14]
Yuugi: I’m Mutou Yuugi
Atem: That’s all? You only gave me a name?
Yuugi: Erm…
Yuugi: I know you all too well, but I’m not so sure anymore how to introduce myself to you.
Yuugi: Then, do you mind me asking how I should call you?
Yuugi: There’s no longer a figure as “Pharaoh” in this era after all.
[Page 15]
Yuugi: This is a future 3000 years later from your era.
Atem: 3000 years...
Yuugi: You don’t seem to be so surprised.
Atem: I have been warned beforehand.
Atem: But I didn’t expect it to be 3000 years…
[Page 16]
Atem: The way I see it, the world 3000 years later doesn’t seem to change much, so I thought I shouldn’t get so surprised.
Yuugi: That’s because we are in a historic ruin. Nobody except archaeologists or researchers come to this place.
Atem: A ruin?
Yuugi: If you appeared first in a city instead, I bet you would not have thought like that.
Yuugi: What will you do from now?
Atem: My people are all waiting for my coronation ceremony.
Atem: This place is not where I come from, so…
Atem: I must go back to Egypt 3000 years before!
[Page 17]
Yuugi: Let me help you!
Yuugi: I mean, you couldn’t possibly stay in this ruin until we find out how to return you back, right? I can act as your guide in this era, and we can look for the way together as well!
Yuugi: The world has changed very vastly in 3000 years! You’ll get lost if you don’t have anyone to guide you around here!
Atem: You’re too close.
Yuugi: Ah! Sorry about that! I got myself carried away…
Atem: Never mind, it wasn’t unpleasant or anything. I was just not used to it.
Atem: Speaking of which, it did feel weird. This was my first time meeting you, but I feel a sense of familiarity coming from you.
[Page 18]
Atem: Since you said there is no Pharaoh at this era… “Atem”
Atem: You may call me with that name.
Yuugi: Ah!
Yuugi: The area of the meteor shower is getting wider!
Yuugi: It is said that you can only see this large scale of meteor shower once in a thousand years!
[Page 19]
Atem: Wait, if this “rain of stars” exists in a future 3000 years later, it means I have not experienced the “omen” of my era yet!
Yuugi: There’s a call from Mokuba.
Mokuba: Yuugi!
Mokuba: There’s an announcement from the US Block!
Yuugi: Really? It’s been decided?
Mokuba: I’ve told you to be standby on your device and keep a contact since these past few days, haven’t I?
Mokuba: Tell me your location later. I’ll send someone to pick you up.
Mokuba: Get adjusted with jet lag as soon as possible too. It’d be troublesome for us, the organizers, if the King of Duelist doesn’t get enough sleep during the duel itself.
[Page 20]
Atem: Oh, this thing can speak too?
Yuugi: Uwaaaah!
Mokuba: Hm? Are you still with somebody else?
Yuugi: It’s my friend! I took him along to watch the stars!
Yuugi: It’s someone unrelated to the tournament, so I’ll continue our talk!
Yuugi: If Atem gets seen, things would get messy.
Mokuba: Oh, I see. I saw the news reporting about the rare astronomical phenomenon in Egypt's sky today.
Yuugi: Is there something else I need to keep in mind?
Mokuba: As the head of the tournament’s executive committee, I should stay neutral, but don’t you dare lose before your match with my brother!
Yuugi: Okay, I got it, Mokuba!
Mokuba: That’s all from me then. Do you need something else?
[Page 21]
Atem: How rude…
Atem: But I’m not annoyed
Yuugi: Ah, Mokuba, there is something I want you to do for me.
The USA
[Page 22]
Seto: Are you finished sending the notice to the duelists, Mokuba?
Mokuba: Yes! I’ve confirmed it with everyone! That Yuugi is in Egypt right now, by the way.
Seto: That place again, huh.
Mokuba: Something’s off, though.
Seto: Hm?
Mokuba: Yuugi asked me to change his hotel room to double bed all of the sudden. Does he have a friend that close from Egypt?
Seto: As long as he isn’t late to the tournament, let him be.
Mokuba: As always, Brother doesn’t care about anything else than dueling, huh.
Mokuba: He isn’t wrong, though. The King of Duelist’s personal relationship is not in our Kaiba Corporation’s jurisdiction.
Mokuba: Alright, registration confirmed!
[Page 23]
Isono: Mr. Mutou, we are sent by the KC to pick you up.
Yuugi: Thank you as always. Have you prepared the clothing I asked for?
Isono: Yes, I’ve put it on the seat.
Isono: And who is this person might be…?
Yuugi: He’s a friend of mine who performed on a stage called “Pharaoh” just now.
Yuugi: He’s here to accompany me.
[Page 24]
Yuugi: This is a “helicopter”, one type of vehicle.
Yuugi: It can fly and take us through the sky.
Yuugi: Interesting, isn’t it?
Atem: There are a lot of spirits with flying skills. I use it quite often.
[Page 25]
Yuugi: Of course you do!
Yuugi: I expect nothing less from my other self. He’s not afraid of anything!
Meanwhile, inside the Prince’s mind
Atem: Vehicle…
Atem: It neither looks like a spirit nor a living being. Is that something human created? How do they make it? I question this world even more now.
Isono: Mr. Mutou, we will depart soon!
Yuugi: Ah, he’s calling for us.
Yuugi: Let’s go!
[Page 26]
Yuugi: I’ll explain about the current common knowledge in our way.
Yuugi: I think you’ll find it interesting.
Atem: I should have… pulled my hand away…
[Page 28]
Phone Screen: Ishizu, there’s something I’d like to consult with. It’s about the Nameless Pharaoh. I’ll explain the details after the tournament…
Yuugi: Millenium Puzzle…
[Page 29]
Yuugi: I thought I’d never see it again.
Yuugi: Hehe, it’s my first time seeing my other self’s face when sleeping.
Yuugi: He didn’t sleep at all last night, so he must have been tired.
Yuugi: I wonder if he’s dreaming of something…
[Page 30]
Atem: What’s this? This dream feels like I’m watching from someone’s point of view.
[Page 31]
Atem: Yuugi…
Yuugi: Why is Yuugi in my dream?
[Page 32]
Atem: Me?
Yuugi: Atem!
[Page 33]
Yuugi: Did you have a bad dream?
Atem: No…
Atem: It’s definitely on that man’s neck…
Atem: Was the Millenium Puzzle trying to tell me something?
Atem: What is with this pressured feeling?
Yuugi: We’ve arrived at our destination. The helicopter is landing down.
[Page 34]
Atem: This is what the world 3000 years later looks like…
[Page 35]
Yuugi: It suits you!
Atem: So, the outside is the city? Why is this country so different compared to Egypt? This really surprises me.
Yuugi: Hehe, the current Egypt actually looks like this too, you know.
Atem: This is the future world even Isis could not predict…
Atem: Do you mind if we go outside?
Yuugi: Well, I still have time before the tournament starts.
[Page 36]
Atem: How prosper everything has become! I can’t believe there are so many people here.
Yuugi: Haha, the world is currently populated by 7 billion people after all.
Atem: 7 billion?!
Atem: I’m amazed with the reign of this country’s king.
Yuugi: How should I explain that the monarchy system isn’t used here...?
[Page 37]
Yuugi: Here!
Yuugi: Ice cream!
Yuugi: Try it out!
[Page 38]
Yuugi: Back then, we were only able to eat one person’s portion.
Atem: It’s a taste I’ve never eaten before!
Yuugi: The ice cream will melt, so be careful not to leave any marks on your face.
Yuugi: This feels like a date…
Atem: About that… you have something on here/this spot.
Yuugi: Just when I wanted to show off my proper adult self to my other self!
Yuugi: By the way, what were you seeing before?
Yuugi: “Duel Monsters”!
[Page 39]
Atem: I thought everything is unknown to me ever since I came to this era, but there are things I am still familiar with.
Atem: If I was not mistaken, this spirit is Mahaad’s… but something is a bit different.
Yuugi: This must be the deck introduction during my debut.
[Page 40]
Atem: This sense of familiarity feels weird. I’m sure I didn’t know anything about this person at all before.
Yuugi: It’s been a while since we talked about “Dark Magician” together. It brings back memories.
Atem: Together?
Atem: Da…?
Atem: It should have been called as “The Magician of Illusion”…
Atem: Does the name change as well?
Atem: I wonder what these characters mean though. They have a weird shape…
Yuugi: Do you mean the content of the magazine?
Yuugi: This must be an article about me. Reading it firsthand is a little bit embarrassing…
Atem: I wonder how Mahaad’s spirit managed to evolve into a stronger being like this…
Atem: He surely would not have thought I would know about this before him!
Atem: Now I am curious about the other spirits’ well-being in the era.
Atem: I need to confirm it with my own two eyes.
[Page 41]
Atem: Are there temples around here? Or anyone with a skill of controlling the slab of the spirits?
Atem: Take me to them!
Yuugi: About that…
Kid 1: I summon “Koumori Dragon”!
[Page 42]
Atem: Why does the monster appear in the city? Where are the soldiers?!
Atem: Furthermore, the controller is…
Atem: A child!?
Yuugi: It’s alright, Atem. This era’s Duel Monsters is different from yours. They have no destructive power. It has become a worldwide game that everyone can enjoy. That’s all.
Atem: What… did you say? A game?
Kid 1: I attack you directly with “Koumori Dragon”!
[Page 43]
Kid 2: No! My life decreases so much!
Kid 1: Hehe, just admit that I am stronger already!
Kid 2: The match has just begun!
Atem: Even if he is hit…
Yuugi: This is the current era’s duel.
Yuugi: As long as you understand the rule, you can play it immediately and feel the fun of it.
Yuugi: Everyone can become a worthy Duelist!
[Page 44]
Atem: Training.
Atem: Talent.
Atem: Burden on one’s body.
Atem: In here, everyone can…
Atem: What is this?
Yuugi: The tournament’s ticket.
Yuugi: Come and check out while you can.
Yuugi: It’ll be easier to understand how this era’s duel looks like if you see the real deal.
Yuugi: I humbly invite you!
[Page 45]
*Bought on his way*
Atem: It’s the same arrow. This must have been the main entrance.
Atem: It took some time to look for the way around.
Yuugi: We can’t go together from here.
Yuugi: Let me draw a map for you!
Atem: He sure has some guts to leave me by myself.
[Page 46]
Atem: It sure is crowded.
Atem: Are these people Duelists, too?
Atem: Everyone seems to be having fun…
[Page 47]
Person A: That’s Mutou Yuugi.
Person B: The champion who hasn’t lost a single match.
Person C: It’s the King of Duelist!
Mokuba: Yuugi!
Yuugi: Mokuba-kun!
Mokuba: This is the tournament chart for the semifinals. I’ve brought it for you.
Yuugi: Thank you. I got too absorbed in adjusting my deck.
Mokuba: Are you nervous?
Yuugi: A little bit, yeah.
Mokuba: And I thought you have gotten used to it from some time ago.
Yuugi: This one is special.
[Page 48]
Mokuba: It is, for sure!
Mokuba: That must be because Brother will be joining as one of the Duelists this time!
*The Strongest Rival*
Mokuba: It’s about time for you to hand over the King of Duelist title!
Yuugi: That’s one of the causes, but…
Yuugi: This will definitely be a harsh battle…
Yuugi: Let us fight together once more, my old comrades!
[Page 51]
This is the scenery the Prince saw as he entered the venue.
Yuugi, who is standing in the middle of countless spotlight and among the cheers from the audience.
His figure emits off such dazzling lights.
[Page 52]
Atem: He shines just like Ra…
[Page 53]
Atem: I have seen this kind of battle before.
Atem: But it was a match I did with Father just to confirm the training result of the Priests. Nothing more.
Atem: However, in here…
Atem: Both the audience and the Duelists – everyone is having fun from the bottom of their heart.
[Page 54]
Atem: Furthermore, this might be because of the atmosphere, but…
Atem: It makes me fired up as well!
[Page 55]
Commentator: He manages to erase one more Monster from the field.
Commentator: Duelist Yuugi – his Life Point remains so little as he stumbles from his place. This might be the last turn that determines this duel’s result!
Yuugi: I set one card. I end my turn.
Commentator: Look at that! He ended his turn without leaving any wall Monster on the field! Duelist Yuugi is in trouble!
Atem: Yuugi…
Audience: King of Duelist…
Audience: King of Duelist!
[Page 56]
Judai: Hang in there! King of Duelist!
Judai: Come on. The flow of the match changed just after I went to the toilet!
Atem: King of… Duelist?
[Page 57]
Judai: Mister, you are standing over there…
Judai: But you don’t know about the King of Duelist?
Atem: Yuugi is a king? Don’t tell me he’s the ruler of this place?
Judai: Ruler? What’s that?
Judai: King of Duelist is someone who stands on the top of every Duelist out there, and currently Mr. Yuugi is the strongest man in this world!
Commentator: Duelist Yuugi is currently defending himself from the tumultuous attacks from his opponent! Will he be able to prevent the special effects of these troublesome monsters the opponent controls?!
Atem: The strongest man?
Opponent: Mutou Yuugi, it seems the winner has been decided.
Opponent: I’ll make sure to work hard for your part, too.
Judai: Mr. Yuugi has always won since his debut, after all!
[Page 58]
Opponent: Direct attack to the player!
Judai: No matter how strong the opponent is, no matter how bad the circumstances, Mr. Yuugi never gives up!
Commentator: Is this the end for the King of Duelist?!
Judai: He is the Duelist I respect the most!
[Page 59]
Yuugi: Reverse card, open!
Yuugi: I activate its effect! I Special Summon a Monster!
Yuugi: Appear before me, my strongest combination who fights together!
[Page 60]
Yuugi: Battle!
[Page 61]
Commentator: Splendid! Truly amazing! What a terrifying trap combination activated just in time! It’s the legendary Magician Pair!
Commentator: Here comes the comeback! Duelist Yuugi obtains his victory once more!
Judai: See that!
Judai: Isn’t he awesome?!
[Page 62]
Judai: Wow! The King of Duelist is staring at us/looking here!
Atem: His radiance is dazzling, indeed.
[Page 63]
Judai: Man, I’m tired!
Judai: The match made my throat dry!
Judai: Duels are truly the best! Putting things to an end with your strongest rival fires me up the most! (?)
Judai: The cheers from the audience even surpasses the mic!
Judai: Mister, do you drink juice? Let me treat you!
Atem: Oh, what an interesting item…
Judai: A bumpkin?
[Page 64]
Interviewer: Next, we will interview the duelists that are participating in this tournament!
Seto: Regarding the tournament, I, Kaiba…
Atem: That Kaiba person; what is he actually?
Judai: Oh, he’s Yuugi’s rival, and the executive committee of this tournament.
Judai: He debuted before Yuugi, and is a strong Duelist himself.
Judai: I’ve collected the data about his deck, too!
Atem: So Mutou Yuugi is a famous person?
Judai: You must be a person from the countryside if you don’t know about Yuugi!
Judai: When he was 16 years old, Yuugi defeated Kaiba in his first duel and got noticed by the public. He became well-known during Duelist Kingdom afterwards. He later became the undefeated duelist in every public duel he participated. Truly the invincible champion!
Judai: Let me tell you that I have all sets of the DVDs featuring his public matches!
Atem: D…V… D?
[Page 65]
Judai: But later on, Yuugi’s dueling style changed all of the sudden, and nobody has ever seen his old style ever since.
Judai: There’s a rumor that the King of Duelist back then was actually another Yuugi.
Judai: Doesn’t it sound ridiculous?
Atem: The other Yuugi!
Atem: Was that ‘Yuugi’ strong as well?
Judai: Of course he was!
Judai: He obtained the “King of Duelist” title during that time, after all!
Judai: That was Yuugi, you know! The legendary, unquestionable phantom Duelist!
[Page 66]
Judai: One day I want to have a fun duel with Yuugi someday!
Atem: I understand that Yuugi is not a regular person, but I did not know he was this famous…
Judai: Mister, you really are a weird one, you know. You have the King of Duelist’s merchandise, but you don’t know anything about him.
Judai: More importantly, whether it’s the past or the present
Judai: Without doubt, Yuugi is strong!
Atem: Then, the other Yuugi is…
Judai’s friend: Ah, it’s him! That’s where he has been!
Judai’s friend: Judai, the signing event will start soon!
Judai: Got it! I’m going!
Judai: Mister, why don’t you go with us?
Atem: No, I still have to meet someone after this.
[Page 67]
Judai: Well, that’s a shame.
Judai: If you’re really interested in him, you could’ve asked the person directly!
Judai: Well then, I’m going!
Atem: Good bye.
[Page 68]
Judai: Wha…
[Page 69]
Judai’s friend: Judai!
Judai: That’s…
[Page 70]
Yuugi: Atem!
Yuugi: Too much signing wrecks my wrist!
Yuugi: Sorry for being late. There are more people than I expected.
Atem: Aren’t you a famous one? That kind of last-minute strategy – I can’t believe you pulled it off.
Yuugi: Really? That means a lot to me!
Yuugi: So, how was it?
Atem: I’m surprised.
Atem: I know most of the figures from your deck, particularly those two Monster cards!
[Page 71]
Atem: Those cards, “Dark Magician” and “Dark Magician Girl” – their combination effect is way more amazing than I expected!
Atem: I didn’t know you can even pair them with another Spell card! Truly interesting!
Atem: They are actually my friends, but the ones I know are not that strong yet.
Yuugi: You’ve understood the vocabularies used for duel this far?
Atem: I am one hell of a fast learner!
Atem: A few days ago, my priest predicted that I would transcend space-time due to a certain meteor shower. I kept thinking about its meaning until this moment.
Atem: When I saw them in a distant future I couldn’t have expected before, I couldn’t help but want to talk with them right at this moment.
Yuugi: The person who bears the Millenium Necklace can even predict the events happening 3000 years later?
Atem: No, she only said that it would happen before my coronation ceremony.
Atem: And the first meteor shower that I saw was the one that appeared at the night we first met.
[Page 72]
Yuugi: Don’t tell me – does it mean that you will be able to see the meteor shower once more sometime in the future
Yuugi: And that meteor shower will become the key to this mystery?
Atem: This might be one of the clues! Isis did say that the abnormality in the astronomical phenomenon caused the disruption in time and space!
Yuugi: If we are talking about space-time disruption, that means what you experienced is something similar to a wormhole! You must have felt the entrance to the current era at that time!
Atem: What’s a “wormhole”?
Yuugi: I don’t really understand either…
Yuugi: But I’m glad.
Yuugi: I’ve consulted about this to someone who’s an expert on this topic.
Atem: I wonder why this era of all periods, though.
[Page 73]
Atem: If I didn’t experience it myself, I probably wouldn’t be able to imagine it. I still don’t know how I should explain all of this to the Priests.
Atem: In Egypt, controlling the spirits is one difficult task. Only people with royal family blood or those with sublime knowledge who are able to do it.
Atem: Moreover, the basis of “being able to see the shape of the spirits” can only be done after one experienced harsh training in several years.
Atem: However, in this place, even kids can control the spirits and have duels at their will. This era is too mysterious.
[Page 74]
Yuugi: To be frank, a Pharaoh who can do magic is more mysterious to us.
Atem: A Pharaoh who can use magic is a given! It is a sacred skill given to me since my birth, so it should be obvious!
Atem: If I could not do it, how would I be able to protect my people?!
Atem: But here, everyone is a warrior.
Atem: Should they face someone strong, they have no need to cower in fear!
Atem: No wonder this era does not need a Pharaoh!
Atem: When I was a child, I made a promise with my friend that I would create a world where everyone is treated equally. That is why I go through countless training to make it come true.
Atem: However, when my father passed away, I was starting to question it.  
[Page 75]
Atem: My father was born during the war, but he raised me while maintaining Egypt’s peace.
Atem: When I inherited the reign, I wondered if I could maintain Egypt’s prosperity for a long time just like my father did.
Atem: Would I be able to welcome the world I dreamed of with my people together? What kind of world would it be?
Atem: Afterwards, I came to this era, and after seeing the things happening in here, I finally understand.
Atem: This era is precisely the shortcut that leads to the road of the future I’ve always been looking for! That is why I came here!
Atem: The form of that ideal Egypt is starting to burst into my mind!
[Page 76]
Atem: I see!
Atem: This is the future!
Atem: There must be a record about me….
[Page 77]
Atem: It’s the first time
Atem: Yuugi avoided looking at me.
[Page 78]
Atem: Oh well!
Atem: Life wouldn’t be so interesting if we know about the future already.
Yuugi: Atem…
Man: Ah, look at that guy…
Woman: That’s Mutou Yuugi!
Man: The King of Duelist!
Woman: Wow!
Man: Please take a photo with me!
Person A: You guys in the behind, don’t push!
Person B: You’re stepping on others, you know!?
Person C: Get out of my way!
[Page 79]
Atem: Let’s escape!
Yuugi: Uwah!
Atem: Ah…
Atem: I’m tired…
[Page 80]
Atem: Your believers are very passionate, huh.
Yuugi: They are not believers. They’re just fellow fans who love duels just like I do.
Atem: What is this “fellow fans” thing?
Yuugi: Such curiosity!
Yuugi: “Fellow fans” means that our interests or the things we like are the same. In a word, we’re comrades!
Atem: Does it mean we can be called as “fellow fans” too?
Yuugi: Eh?
Atem: I have interest in “Duel Monsters”.
Atem: Would you mind teaching me?
Yuugi: Of course!
Yuugi: I just happen to have another deck with me!
Yuugi: That time, I really did wish for something…
[Page 81]
Yuugi: Right now, I’m so happy it brings me to tears!
[Page 82]
Atem: Oddly, everything feels so familiar.
Atem: This is a deck Yuugi gave to me, but
Atem: It feels like a deck with cards I would definitely choose if I were to make one.
Atem: Mana…
Atem: Mahaad…
[Page 83]
Yuugi: Are you ready?
Atem: Come at me!
Yuugi and Atem: Duel!
[Page 85]
Atem: Oh man!
Atem: You’re the first one to ever win a game from me.
Yuugi: For someone who has never dueled before, being able to put me at the corner is an amazing feat, too!
Yuugi: But, in the end…
Atem: It was a fun duel!
[Page 86]
Yuugi: Thank you…
Yuugi: Atem
Yuugi: For dueling with me here.
Yuugi: If you don’t, I don’t know… when I will be able to get over with “the last duel” I had with my other self.
Yuugi: A duel that symbolizes our parting and sadness…
[Page 87]
Yuugi: What I wished for was so that I can duel with you once more with a smile on our faces/I can have a fun duel with you!
Atem: Those eyes again…
Atem: It’s like he’s having a reminiscence of something…
[Page 88]
Atem: Um…
Atem: I feel like there’s a meaning behind those words.
Yuugi: There is one indeed!
Atem: What is it?
Yuugi: Not telling!
Yuugi: You’ll understand it someday.
Atem: Egypt owes you so much for showing me the way to rule my country!
Yuugi: You’re exaggerating it!
Atem: It is the fact.
[Page 89]
Atem: That’s why I should be the one to thank you!
Atem: When I just arrived here, I always kept my guard over everything around me.
Atem: If you were not there, I would probably seclude myself in that ruins.
Atem: When I saw you the first time…
Atem: Of course…
[Page 90]
Atem: When I saw Yuugi, I understood that it’s a “fate” in one glance.
Atem: Yuugi, what exactly are you…
Atem: If you had been born in Egypt, I would have definitely taken you to the royal palace.
[Page 91]
Atem: I’m starting to like you, Yuugi…
[Page 92]
Yuugi: Ah!
Atem: Don’t stare at me that much…
Atem: I’m flustered too, here.
Atem: Your answer?
[Page 93]
Yuugi: I can feel it clearly now – just how long 3000 years can be.
[Page 94]
Atem: Yuugi…
Atem: You should relax a little bit, Yuugi…
[Page 95]
Atem: You’re too nervous. Is this your first time?
Yuugi: …Maybe…
Atem: Maybe? What’s with that answer?
Yuugi: Is this your first too, then?
Atem: Do I look like I have spare time for this?
Atem: That’s why, if it hurts…
Atem: Say it with words.
[Page 97]
Atem: Yuugi…?
Yuugi: And that’s why –
[Page 98]
Ishizu: You want to know the exact date when the meteor shower happened in Ancient Egypt 3000 years ago?
Yuugi: I was thinking of asking Ishizu-san to search for any possible method…
Ishizu: I understand.
Ishizu: It is possible to calculate the time when the space-time interval between 3000 years ago and this era will open by researching the literature.
Ishizu: I will inform you once we get the result.
Yuugi: Please do. Calculating 3000 years of time before must be difficult…
Ishizu: No problem. It is something related to the karma of history, so I will do to my utmost.
Atem: That woman… Isis?
Ishizu: Yuugi, can I ask you a question?
Yuugi: Yes?
[Page 99]
Ishizu: How do you feel right now?
Yuugi: …I don’t know.
Yuugi: It might be good or bad. It could be both.
Yuugi: What Atem needs the most right now is his era’s Egypt.
Yuugi: Both of us clearly understood about this one fact.
[Page 100]
Yuugi: Compared to this mundane feeling of mine,
Yuugi: Turning back the time needle of the messy history is more important.
Ishizu: I expected those words to come out of you.
Ishizu: Pardon my rudeness.
Atem: Why of all times, it has to be 3000 years later…
Atem: This era is apparently deeply connected to my own.
[Page 101]
Atem: Even both Yuugi and I…
Atem: Don’t tell me there is another Millenium Puzzle in this world…
Atem: Impossible…. That was a mere dream.
Atem: Millenium Items are not something one can create so easily.
[Page 102]
Yuugi: Oh, you’re awake.
Atem: Hey!
Atem: My clothes!
Yuugi: Got it, got it!
Yuugi: Us getting flustered over it on the next day is expected.
Yuugi: I need to calm down as well!
Yuugi: I’m already a grown-up, after all!
Text: Shyness Level
[Page 103]                  
Atem: With whom were you talking just now?
Yuugi: You heard it?
Yuugi: She’s Ishizu Ishtar, an archeologist.
Yuugi: She’s an expert when it comes to the history of ancient Egypt.
Yuugi: I have told her about you.
Yuugi: She’ll definitely be able to look for a way to return you back.
Yuugi: And your tomb guardian as well…
Atem: I see…
[Page 104]
Malik: What happened, Sister?
Malik: You look down.
[Page 105]
Ishizu: I was just…
Ishizu: I was only grieving the fact that the young king will remain clueless of the fate which will block his way forward.
Ishizu: This farewell might be a sadder one compared to the Ceremonial Duel…
[Page 108]
Yuugi: “Month X, Date X, take the Pharaoh to the place where you two met the first time at the Valley of the Kings, and wait for night to come”
Yuugi: The time Ishizu mentioned is today!
Yuugi: This chasm can only fit one person at a time.
Atem: Let’s go.
[Page 109]
Yuugi: I can feel Atem’s heat through his palm.
Yuugi: It’s warm…
[Page 110]
Yuugi: The you who are standing in front of me right now is my other self who lived inside me, but
Yuugi: It’s not the king who went to the afterlife.
Yuugi: The Atem who lived 3000 years ago…
[Page 111]
Yuugi: Even so, I couldn’t do anything but to watch as you get swallowed by the darkness.
[Page 112]
Atem: We can finally see the stars.
Atem: We have to part ways from here.
Yuugi: Yeah.
Atem: Thank you for taking care of me these past few days.
Yuugi: It’s nothing…
[Page 114]
Yuugi: Ah…
Yuugi: No.
Yuugi: I was…
Yuugi: It’s just…
Yuugi: …I couldn’t hold it back.
Atem: Yuugi…
Atem: A farewell is indeed painful.
[Page 115]
Atem: The two of us were hindered by a large gap of time flow.
Atem: If this abnormality hadn’t existed…
Atem: I wouldn’t have been able to know the existence of Mutou Yuugi for my whole life.
Atem: I couldn’t have imagined such a dream-like scenery like this exists in this world.
Atem: That’s why, the sadness from this parting…
[Page 116]
Atem: It’s nothing much compared to the joy I get from my encounter with you.
Yuugi: I feel the same! I’m really glad to be able to meet you!
Yuugi: That’s true… I couldn’t interfere with your past.
[Page 117]
Yuugi: But, at least.
Yuugi: You’ll be able to look for a place to belong to in the future.
Yuugi: I’m really grateful for this encounter I have with you.
Yuugi: My other self… even now, you are still the savior of my heart.
Atem: Yuugi…
Atem: There is something I’ve been meaning to ask until now.
Atem: Have you been looking at someone else through me?
Atem: It feels like your eyes have always stared at somewhere far away…
[Page 118]
Yuugi: I’ve always looked at no one but you!
Yuugi: The current you wouldn’t understand the things we have experienced together, but.
Yuugi: No matter how severe and sorrowful things might be in the future, I ask you to keep believing.
Yuugi: Believe that I would definitely come to save you!
[Page 119]
Yuugi: Just you wait!
Yuugi: Farewell… my treasure.
[Page 120]
Atem: The Millenium Puzzle is resonating with Yuugi!
Atem: Something is flowing inside my mind!
[Page 121]
Yuugi: Let’s meet again in the future!
Atem: Ah… I’ve finally understood why I was sent to this era…
Atem: Will I be able to meet you once more?
[Page 122]
Atem: It’s because you are here!
Yuugi: Definitely!
[Page 125]
Mana: Prince!
Mana: I’ve finally found you!
Atem: Mana.
Mana: Where have you been these past few days? Everyone’s looking for you!
Atem: Is the royal palace safe?
[Page 126]
Mana: Don’t worry! Lady Isis has been consoling everyone, so it was alright for a while.
Mana: I don’t understand the whole “interval between space and time” matter…
Mana: That’s why I got scolded by Master.
Atem: It’s alright.
Atem: Mahaad will definitely think of you better in the future.
Mana: Prince, did something happen to you?
Atem: What is it?
Mana: It’s been a while since I saw your smile, after all.
Mana: O-Of course it doesn’t mean you look upset all the time!
Mana: You are a prince after all – you need to keep your dignity!
Mana: It’s just, the way you are right now…
[Page 127]
Mana: You become slightly gentler
Mana: Just like someone who falters, and decides to put his blade into its sheath.
Atem: Something did happen…
Mana: What could it be?
Atem: It’s a world you couldn’t imagine unless you see it with your own two eyes.
Atem: What remains the same is probably only this starry sky.
Atem: I’ll tell the rest of the story later.
[Page 128]
Atem: For now, let’s take a rest and prepare for the upcoming coronation ceremony!
Mana: Alright!
[Page 129]
Yuugi: Silent Magician! Direct attack on the player!
[Page 130]
Atem: Partner… you are already strong, yet your growth will not stop here.
Atem: I am lucky to be able to see your future with my own eyes.
Atem: Now, I can finally understand the meaning of the words you said to me back then.
[Page 131]
Yuugi: I…
Yuugi: I’m too weak…
Yuugi: You were my hero… my goal… I wanted to be strong… like you…
Atem: You’re not weak… you’ve always had a power that no one else could beat.
Atem: The power of kindness – that’s what I learned from you.
Atem: And that power shows me the path I must take from the past to the future.
Atem: I was able to pierce through my hesitation and face the darkness without fear because of you.
[Page 132]
Atem: I will depart from here. I have no regrets about it.
Atem: I’m not the “other you” anymore…
Atem: And you… are no one else but you!
Atem: You are Yuugi… the only Mutou Yuugi in the world!
Atem: It’s because I know that someone as strong as you will shine brightly among millions of people.
Atem: That is the glory that you have created with your own two hands.
[Page 133]
Atem: Thank you, partner…
[Page 134]
Atem: And let’s meet again in the future!
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Hakuoki SSL: Tell me! Secrets Q&A
Last post of the month! so I’ll once again end by asking you to please support me if you can either on ko-fi, through paypal or patreon for access to my blog post translations or just to support me. …. also let me know if you have any hakuoki drama cds that you’d be willing to share that are on my looking for list since i either do not have audio for those cds or do not have audio that i can share...
This is the thing that i left as ???? on my March update post... and the thing that i accidentally posted the title of back in may when i was planning out my queue (oops?). 
I think I should start by saying that I translated this for amusement.... though I won't deny how this is a fascinating piece of reference for writing hahaha......
Unfortunately since this is only limited to the main six, I really wish I had some of Yamazaki’s responses to these....
Favourites by character order: Hijikata's answer to Q4, Saito's to Q5, Harada's to Q7 and Kazama's to Q7.
Only for references purposes. LMAO. 
enjoy!
Hakuoki SSL: Tell me! Secrets Q&A
From 『B's-LOG別冊 オトメイトマガジン vol.9』
Translation by KumoriYami
Q1: What is the first thing you wash when bathing [text can be interpreted as either bath or shower]?
Q2: Where would you want to go for a date?
Q3: At Hakuo Gakuen, who do you have the best relationship with?
Q4: Where do you want to go most now?
Q5: What words and actions/behaviours from a woman make you feel a rush of excitement/moves you ["feel a rush of excitement" is an idiom. can be also interpreted more literally as 'move your heart']/excite you the most?
Q6: What are your favourite school activities [roughly says: fond of school activities]?
Q7: What do you wear while sleeping?
Q8: What are your best and worst subjects?
Q9 What happened recently that made you happy?
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Hijikata Toshizou
A1: Hands should be washed first.
A2: This...... How about going to a Buddhist shine that has snow in its surroundings. We can recite poetry [either that or songs]....... No, I didn't say anything.
A3: Kondou-san.
A4: I don't know why, [but], no matter what happens, I want to see Hokkaido [says reckless/regardless of everything].
A5: Rather than saying affecting the heart, perhaps it might be better to say that [I'm] not good at dealing with a woman staring into my eyes without fear [or something like that...?].
A6: Although it might cause misunderstandings, that would naturally be writing exams [conducting exams to be written...?].
A7: I sleep in Western style pyjamas.
A8: The subject I am good at is classical literature, [and] I'm not good at chemistry.
A9: Probably when I met with that guy who listened to listened to me without getting tired.
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Okita Souji
A1: Hey, after learning about this, what do you plan on doing?
A2: Of course, it needs to be a place where you can go have fun and be happy. That's How about an amusement park, or something like that?
A3:……This question is very difficult to answer. Who knows.
A4: Now? During winter? Oh...... somewhere that isn't cold.
A5: Heheh...... you're probably just wanting to secretly watch me while thinking I haven't found anything out, and of how surprised I'll look when I do.
A6: Club activities.
A7: What will you be wearing? If you want to tell me, I'll tell you after.
A8: I'm actually not particularly good at anything, [but] I dislike classical literature the most.
A9: I saved quite a few pictures of someone recently.
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Saito Hajime
A1: Ah, probably the feet.
A2: Da-date!? Then...... a place to go together with a woman? For me/As far as I'm concerned, as long as we're together, it doesn't mater where we go.
A3: Well, when it concerns time spent on school activities, that would be Yamazaki.
A4: I don't know why [but] I look forward to winter, and would like to see snow as soon as possible....... I want to go to a place where I can see snow. 
[Personally, i don't get why people like summer lol. I seriously hate summer. and the heat. Snow is soooo much better than the heat. i absolutely can't stand hot weather lol]
A5: Does this question have to be answered? Really...... then, when she shows/exposes her ear...... Ah.
A6: Probably school trips. It's nice to go learn and study new things in places you wouldn't normally go to.
A7: I personally feel that tight sweatshirts are very good.
A8: I'm good at classical literature, [but] I'm not good at math.
A9: When two equal partners people share their lives...... when you hold your other half's hand, you will immediately feel that you are not alone.
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Toudou Heisuke
A1: If taking a bath/shower....... of course it'd be the head, the head!
A2: Obviously going to the game centre! Eh...... ah, for a date? Then, is going to karaoke OK? [ok is ENG here]
A3:  The person that I have the best relationship with, that'd be Souji since we're constantly together. However let me say beforehand, that this doesn't mean I have a good relationship with him.
A4: This period [Right now]...... it'd be nice to participate in a snow festival? I'd like to go somewhere where I can play with snow.
A5: This....... Ah....... Is it that just that I'm defenceless, or was I just relieved..... [to be able to show her my] sleeping face like that? [I think??????????????]
A6: The cultural festival!
A7: Sleeping in a skintight sweatshirt/sports jersey?
A8: Subject that I'm good at, I can fill in the blanks for modern language [i'm assuming this means a version of Japanese characters but since I don't feel like looking it up right now, I'm just going to leave that translation as is for now.] during an exam, but I'm completely unable to understand stuff in English.
A9: Er...... Well...... after being going into that room again after many years...... I found that the inside arrangement/layout had changed a lot so I was surprised. However she was really happy to let me in.
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Harada Sanosuke
A1: Hey. Do you know the common sense of bathing before taking before taking a shower?
A2: Date...... as long as it's the two of us together, it doesn't matter where we go. After she turns 20, there are many places that I'd like to take her to.
A3: Rather than saying that it's a good relationship, it might be accurate to call the relationship with Shinpachi and ill-fated one/ It's not so much a good relationship as a bad one between myself and Shinpachi.
A4: It's rarely winter, I want to go with a country with lots of snow. During the day I'll ski and take a sled/sleigh/bobsled, and in evenings I'll go soak in a spa/hot spring, while also enjoying other foreign culture.
A5: This....... [Seeing] the view of your back while [you're] in the cooking for me in the kitchen.
[the wording in this sentence reaaaaaaally threw me off since it kinda (more literally) reads as "in the kitchen as I cook from behind" ]
A6: All the activities conducted by the school, they're unbelievably exhausting. However, being able to watch how all the students grow and mature, is something to enjoy.
A7: Regardless of what is said...... pyjamas will ultimately become an obstruction. [ ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) pfft...]
A8: This, since it's my specialty [referring to subject taught], I'm fast[? and?] good at using my body. Subsequently, I'm not good at every subject that requires lots of thinking.
A9: How can I say this, there's a line that absolutely must not be crossed when I'm together with her...... If I'm not resolute, this line would easily be crossed...... I've been thinking about this lately.
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Kazama Chikage
A1: Bathing......? The first thing to do, shouldn't that be immersing oneself in the bathtub?
A2:  First tell me where you want to go. I will bring you there.
A3: This way of describing the relationship is very literal [??? well something like that. either that or something along the lines of: That is a good adjective that literally describes the relationship]. It goes without saying, that would naturally be my wife.
A4: Where my wife and I get married.
A.5 Hesitating while wanting to say something with beautiful and delicate eyes while gazing at my appearance, hahaha......
A6: Of course that would be student council [activities].
[it's either that or student assemblies depending on how the words after ‘student' are interpreted, since if they are translated as verbs instead of noun/adjectives, it can mean something to the effect of 'complete gathering of students'... which is also why im kinda leaning towards 'assemblies' though.]
A7: What is meant by this question? Isn't it common sense to sleep while naked?
A8: I'm an expert at every subject. No subject exists that I am not an expert in.
A9: Fufu....... This year I will surely be able to graduate. I've been waiting for so long...... waiting for far too long!
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this probably felt longer to translate than it actually did lol... too many questions and answers.... also i don’t know if this was reprinted in one of the ssl books. maybe when i’m bored i’ll mtl the jp to double check some of this lol.... or not.
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thestartline · 4 years
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NYLON JAPAN February Issue - Stray Kids Eng Trans
NYLON JAPAN February Issue - Stray Kids Eng Trans
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The world based Stray Kids has appeared for the first time!
At the start of the year, I read a fortune telling column on some magazine, that I’ll have a new encounter during the latter half of the year. The new counter in the latter half of 2019 was with Stray Kids, and the fortune telling was true. The shock I had when I first saw Stray Kids. Their fluid but powerful dancing, vocals that captured anyone who listened to them, and their rap performance as goo as any hip hop artist. Anyone who sees their stage will for sure be captivated by them. For the first time, Stray Kids have appeared solo on a Japanese magazine, and on the cover of NYLON guys. After their debut in Korea in 2018, they quickly went on a very successful world tour, showcasing their popularity and significance not only within Asia but all over the world. They have finally announced their long awaited Japanese debut in March of 2020. As for a boy group which is world based, this might be something normal. We will introduce Stray Kids who will surely become the icon of all boys group, through their fortune tellings and special photoshoot by NYLON JAPAN.
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Lee Know
Known for his powerful and flexible dance. From his beautiful sculpted face, he is named the “Dancing Gem” by the fans. From Korea. 
Fortune SKZ2020 >> Lee Know
The year which will determine which direction to go forward to. Your surroundings might be surprised by your decisions in March. Your childish side will need to be toned down. There may be a possibility that you’ll wish to pursue something on the world level in August. Need to be cautious of your responsible nature and how you may try too hard at times. On your own pace, have fun both personally and officially!
Changbin
A skillful rapper known for his dark voice. Also highly regarded for his lyric writing. Often teased within the group. From Korea. 
Fortune SKZ2020 >> Changbin 
Your heart will be filled with happiness in 2020. During the winter, you will be concerned with your surroundings more than yourself which might be troubling, but by April, you will find a peaceful solution. From May will be a time to learn, and there will be more areas which will need to be understood. By September, you may possibly try something new! If you feel stuck, try relying on I.N.!
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Hyunjin
With his sweet face, he is a visual that everyone admits. A dancer that leads Stray Kids. From Korea.
Fortune SKZ2020 >> Hyunjin
Anyone who sees you will understand its a happy year for you. If there is anything you wish to try, try saying it out loud! If it is accepted, April may become a fun month for you to delve into it. June and July may be a little challenging, but from August onwards, you will be once again surrounded by everything you love.
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I.N.
The youngest in the member in charge of vocals. A natural airhead that is loved by the members. His dimples when he laughs is his charming point. From Korea.
Fortune SKZ2020 >> I.N.
Your life will become richer, and you will step into something new. Early in the new year, a big offer might come your way, signaling your luck. During the spring, you will be strapped to something with history and order but think of it as a learning period! By September, you will be someone who is highly regarded. Your free spirit will always be by your side. 
Han
In charge of rap but also a skilled vocalist; an all rounder. Part of “3RACHA” along with Bang Chan and Changbin. From Korea.
Fortune SKZ2020 >> Han
A year which you might have a lot of responsible jobs coming your way, but always remember that you will be one smiling at the end. From January, you might be caught up on the past, but your goal is April! You will have new ties in surprising places, and if you want to be acknowledged, set your goal for September and you will succeed.
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Bang Chan
The leader of Stray Kids and the brain of the group. In charge of writing lyrics and songs as well as producing. From Australia.
Fortune SKZ2020 >> Bang Chan
2020 is a year that might change things dramatically. From the start of the year to March, you will be able to rest. If you are sensitive to your surroundings, many new supporters will appear and you will have a strong wind to push you through in June. On the other hand, by September, you might possibly change tracks and be greatly successful. Your heart will be delicate so you will need the support of your members. 
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Seungmin
Mostly in charge of vocals. His skills earned him second place in his companies audition. Also speaks English well, and is an intelligent character. From Korea.
Fortune SKZ 2020 >> Seungmin
The hobbies and fun things you are absorbed in might become part of work for you, a lucky sign. From January, your luck with personal relations seem great as well. By spring, captivating job offers will come your way. In August, some difficult things might occur, but if you believe it is a chance for you to step up and endure it, you will be able to uncover a new self that you didn’t know about. 
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Felix
With his cute visuals, but extreme deep voice, he is well known for his gap. Pay attention to his sexy rap and sharp dance moves! From Australia.
Fortune SKZ2020 >> Felix
Both personally and officially, you will be happy. Be generous to yourself! There will be a lot of changes in January, but March and April will bring new chances and allow you get on board. You might be able to reach for something you have always been dreaming about in August. Be sensible in November to not be scolded at. 
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In the cold and brisk breeze, reminding me of winter’s arrival, I met Stray Kids in Seoul, Korea. They entered the set still looking sleepy. During the waiting times, they played with the cats on set, or teased each other, showing the natural sides of the group, the average age of the members being 19 years old. Different to the powerful faces they have on stage, another reason as to why they are popular. A little different to their normal styles, with the colourful outfits and ennui concept. Feel their first story through NYLON JAPAN.
Q. Firstly, please tell us how you feel about today’s shoot.
Bang Chan: As it is our first appearance on NYLON JAPAN, we are very honoured just by that. It has created a new precious memory for me. 
Lee Know: Today’s set is a famous shooting area! I have always wanted to come here, so I am very happy to be here on such wonderful opportunity.
Changbin: It is a derelict amusement park, and it was great to be able to shoot in the unique atmosphere. I was able to have fun by feeling like I was back in my childhood.
Hyunjin: From the styling, it had a different feeling to our other photoshoots. Personally, I had a lot of fun as the costumes were different to usual styles. 
Han: It’s been a while since we had a location shooting! As it is surrounded by mountains and trees, the air was good and I had a great time from the morning. 
Felix: As we began filming from the morning, I felt refreshed and because we were with the members, I had a great time!
Seungmin: I have actually seen a Japanese photo book before, and it was interesting because I was wearing something similar as to what the model was wearing in the photo book. There were many cats in the set, and it was really funny to see Lee Know taking care of the cats because he seemed like a butler.
I.N.: The shoot was fun, but because I heard it was the ruins of an old amusement park, I was a little scared at first. However, the air was nice and I was able to shoot with a good feeling. 
Q. You wore outfits with a lot of colours today, but do you have any styles you are liking recently?
BC: Always black! I think its my colour. All black fashion, I usually like to wear monotone looks. 
LK: I actually am not really interested in fashion... I used to think about it before, but these days I like to wear whatever is most comfortable.
CB: As winter is approaching, I want to wear things that make me seem softer, or things that are large and relaxed styles. 
HJ: I usually wear cute sweats, hoodie t-shirts, and big sweatpants so I think I’ll like to wear warmer things for the winter. 
FX: Its getting quite cold recently, so I like wearing a fur hood outer these days! I like to feel the warmth from my outers. 
HN: I don’t really prefer any fashion styles, but my style is quite showy compared to the others. The costume I wore today was colourful and I liked it, I want to keep trying lots of styles.
SM: I often like to wear long padding downs, long coats, trench coats, and long outers in general. Coats that go to my knees are warm and I like them. I was happy because my costume for today was a long coast as well. Its my style!
IN: I’m interested in street fashion these days, I used to like clothes that fitted my body, these days I like wearing wide pants, kind of like a newtro (new and retro) style.
Q. What is your favourite (pop) culture?
BC: I have always liked games, but recently, I’ve been busy and haven’t been able to do it much. But whenever I have a little time, I always want to do it... its a stress reliever for me!
LK: I watch a lot of films. Recently, I watched a film released in 2003 called “A Tale of Two Sisters” with Han. It was a horror film, but it was really great!
CB: I’m into music and YouTube. I’ve been listening to senior Kpop artists such as TVXQ and Super Junior, groups I was into when I was younger. On YouTube, I watch funny contents with fresh ideas.
HJ: I’m really into an artist called “Leellamarz” these days, I’ve only been listening to them. I have always been the type to only focus on one thing when I’m into it. 
HN: I like band music, so I’ve been listening to “One Ok Rock”, and recently, I’ve been listening to an English band called “Young Blood”. It’s great.
SM: Listening to band music is a hobby of mine. After listening to DAY6 senior’s songs, I listen to a lot of rock bands these days. It’s great fun to listen to the vocals, keyboard, and bass individually. I don’t know many bands so I’m still learning. The band I began to like recently is “Green Day”. I think their music is fun and good. (Bang Chan began to sing Green Day) If I’m ever going to play any instruments, I want to try the melody parts like the guitar, keyboard, or piano!
IN: Rather than watching movies, I like reading reviews other people wrote. I like to compare my own thoughts to how other people found it. I look for many reviews and enjoy reading them.
Q. Then we’ll move onto questions about music. Unlike other groups, Stray Kids can self produce their songs which is a strength, but is there anything you pay attention to or focus on?
BC: We create our own songs and weave it into the concept, making a performance. And, I think it is the most important part about self producing is to definitely put our message into our songs. We believe it is our strength to be able to tell our message from the bottom of our hearts, and Stray Kids cannot exist without that, which is our self producing. 
HN: As Bang Chan said, we like to make songs that our fans can understand, but what we focus on is having others relate to us. We try to incorporate all the feelings, anxiety, and experiences that people our age might feel into our lyrics, and we really try to have other people relate to us. 
Q. What do you think are the problems of the people in their 10′s have?
HN: There are a lot of young people now that don’t know what to do with themselves now, right? They are facing who they are on the insides, but they aren’t sure. So, I focus on putting in the feelings of not knowing what to do, or not knowing which way is the right way in the lyrics.
Q. Next, I’ll ask a question your beauty. Please tell us the secrets on how you stay good looking all the time
HN: Honestly... I was born good looking so... hahaha! There isn’t anything. Next, fashionista Changbin!
CB: I think its better if you don’t stress if you want a nice or gentle look. Its important to think positively all the time!
BC: To take in nutritional food once every day! There’s no point if your body isn’t healthy!
SM: Rather than being good looking, I think it is important to keep in mind the feelings I had towards music when I started as a Stray Kids member. A straightforward heart!
FX: When I’m on stage playing with the members or performing, or when I am communicating with the fans, I think thats when we look the best.
HJ: Isn’t how good we look on stage the true style for us? Even when we make a little mistake during practise, we practise until we go on stage and make sure the outcome is a 100%. We can accomplish that because we try that hard. We heighten ourselves to the best version of ourselves, and as professionals, we showcase the perfect version on stage. I believe that is how Stray Kids maintain our good looks, 
LK: I used to go on diets and care about how I look on the outside, but now I’m focusing on who I am, trying to face my own heart. 
IN: Who I am on camera and off camera, me on stage and off stage, I try to make sure its all the same me. My definition of good looking is whoever that can be truly who they are, wherever they are. I always try to maintain that mindset!
Q. Okay, so how you maintain your good looks differs. How about a easier question now - please tell us anything that you specifically focus on in terms of eating habits
HJ: I always make sure if there are no eggplants in my meals! I really don’t like eggplants. The members always try to make me eat eggplants, so sometimes I eat them without noticing. 
BC: There is something that I specifically focus on. It’s table manners. To not make noise when I’m eating, if I blow my nose I make sure I won’t trouble the people around me. It’s also important to chew a lot during meals, so I try to chew a lot.
SM: I don’t eat dinner the day before a shoot. Instead, I eat everything I want to eat for breakfast and lunch! I’m the type to lose weight if I don’t eat, so I make sure of how much I eat the day before. 
HN: On off days, there are days where I don’t eat properly, but I have decided to eat something I really want to eat deliciously once a day! Within the group, I don’t have a lot of likes and dislikes, and I think I eat a lot. Even if I bloat the next day, there’s no point if I have no strength! Really, its an excuse though haha.
FX: I’m starting to like eating spicy foods! But, when I eat spicy foods, my body doesn’t handle it too well. I get stomach aches. Days before I have schedules, I refrain from eating spicy foods.
IN: I don’t snack at night! I really bloat easily.
Members: Han is a night snacker, so I.N. always says he’s envious of him!
IN: When I began snacking at night, I can’t stop. I eat the next night too... I can’t stop myself. So I made a promise with myself to stop. I allow myself to snack at night about twice a month!
BC: I try not to snack at night, but I usually can’t help myself and end up eating.
LK: To work out, I’ve been taking a lot of protein lately. I eat whatever I want to eat and take in proteins. I heard about green tea diet before and I was drinking Green Tea frappuccino but it was no use... But, salad and hamburger is good for dieting. Because its filled with carbs, proteins and vitamins, right?
Members: That’s Lee Know’s excuse!
CB: I should take care of what I eat, but I don’t. There is one thing I do focus on, though. I don’t eat cold food and cold drinks. Cold food isn’t good for the body... But, if there are only cold food, I warm it up in my mouth before I drink it in. It’s good for digestion too.
Q. The key content for this month is “fortune telling”, but have any of you had your fortune told before?
LK, HN, IN: We have!
Nylon: Did you believe the results from those fortune tellings?
IN: I was told 2015 won’t be a good year, but 2016 will be better...
HN: At that time, I.N. and I were part of a project. We went to a fortune telling together, and we were told “August will not be a great month” and August was really crazy. I was scolded all the time! Even the smallest things I was scolded for... I should only look at the positive things from a fortune telling, haha!
LK: I was told that my luck will go up when I’m around 30... 
Members: Hahaha! How many more years do you have to wait?
IN: I actually don’t believe in fortune tellings. My parents went to a fortune teller before, and the fortune teller told them their son will either become a judge or a prosecutor. Thats why I didn’t believe in it... but, when I went with Han when I was a trainee, I thought fortune tellings are quite nice, so now I believe in half of it? 
Q. A lot of the readers of NYLON JAPAN are people who treasure their individuality. Please give an advice or message to those who have dreams and ambitions. 
IN: Don’t care about what other’s say about your individuality, and work on your own pace!
BC: There probably are people around you that accept your individuality, and people who relates to you and became your friends. I think it is important to be able to push on for what you enjoy. 
HN: I want the people to talk about how happy and blessed they are. Even having a dream is a big part of happiness. I hope your dreams will come true!
Q. The theme for NYLON JAPAN’s 15th anniversary is “NEW POWER NO BORDER”, but is there anything of this that you relate to?
FX: NEW POWER NO BORDER! (in his native accent)
BC: We always say our greeting by saying “STEP OUT!”. This “step out” means “stepping out of the borders”. With our own style, and our own music, we want to step out of the borders! This “Border” means “border” right? That’s something I relate to. 
Q. What do you want to tell the youths?
HN: There are people with dreams and people without dreams. Those who have dreams may stumble at some moments, and hard times may come along. But, if you can get over those hard times, your dreams will definitely be accomplished. For those who do not have dreams, don’t worry and look at who you are carefully. It’s not late when you find interest in something new, and I hope you’d be able to have some space for that in your heart. “Those who are talented cannot surpass those who try, and those who try cannot surpass those who have fun.” Even at the hardest times, trying your best won’t backstab you, and whatever you are doing, having fun is the best. I really want to tell them those words!
BC: It’s a little simple, but “Just enjoy!” Even at difficult situations, I think the winners are those who stay laughing. If you can have fun, good times will come. You’re still young, and life is long so “carpe diem” !
IN: Even if you can’t see the future, don’t worry about not being able to see, and it’ll be good if you focus on where you are now. 
Members: Those are words for us too
Q. Within your busy schedules, what stimulates you?
LK: This is obvious, but STAY’s are a biggest motivation! This is a fact!
BC: We’re really busy and there are so many things to get done, but interestingly, when I’m talking to the members, I think “maybe the future is bright?”. I feel like I don’t have to worry. The members help me. The existence of a group is good for the energy too. We can take care of each other and stimulate each other!
Q. I didn’t think you’d enjoy this as much. Now, the interview has come to an end. Lastly, you announced your Japan debut! Please tell us how you are feeling about your Japan debut
BC: It has been about a year and a half since we debuted as Stray Kids in Korea, but we are “debuting again” in Japan, which is a new feeling. Everything is new and exciting! We really can’t wait for our Japan debut! We’re all very motivated! Fighting!
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210130 KStyle Vol. 2 ― ORβIT, a strong wish for 2021. “We’d like to see fans at a live event… we have so many things we want to do (laughs)”
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Vol. 2 ― ORβIT, a strong wish for 2021. “We’d like to see fans at a live event… we have so many things we want to do (laughs)”
ORβIT is a Japanese-Korean group composed of 7 unique members. They released their long-awaited debut album in November last year, to which many fans responded with enthusiastic support. 
It has almost been a year since ORβIT was formed and announced on February 9, 2020. We asked them about the steps that led to the decision of forming the group and questions about the reason for their career choices as an artist. 
ENG TRANSLATION BY ORBIT_INTL   Source: KStyle News DO NOT RE-USE, REUPLOAD OR RE-TRANSLATE WITHOUT PERMISSION
― How have you been spending this time since the announcement on February 9th last year?
HEECHO: Now that I think of it, it went by so quickly, but a big part of 2020 was the fact that we couldn’t see each other. We could communicate via phone calls or video calls, but I’m sure it was hard for the members and the staff were also worried for the members. We did receive the songs to practice at home and think of the choreography, but there wasn’t much I could do on my own. I just kept thinking “if only I could be with them (the members)”. And Shunya was always crying. 
SHUNYA: I wasn’t always crying (laughs)! But, not being able to see each other was hard. With the ongoing pandemic, there was nobody you could blame for the hardships we went through, so I’d sometimes get annoyed on my own. That’s when the other members would talk to me and that was very helpful. I think we got even closer because we had the chance to speak so much more in this situation. 
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JUNE: Yes, because we were able to talk a lot when things were hard. We’d discuss what we should do from now on when things were getting hard, have heart-to-heart conversations at the dorm, and spend time together. I think that’s why we’re so close now. 
SHUNYA: The video calls helped so much. Even though we were separated in Japan and Korea, we were able to speak while seeing each other’s faces, so it was good.
TOMO: Yeah. There are some of us who’d like some words of encouragement when things get hard or some of us who’d rather be left alone for a while, so we respect that and we spend time together, it was great.
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JUNE: At the end, we were all like “there’s no use to overthink everything, so let’s just do what we can do!” and that’s how we got here. 
SHUNYA: Even for our music work, we’ve been helped a lot by the internet. We weren’t able to meet the people who bought our CDs to thank them, so we kept thinking what we could do instead. We were able to hold an online signing event, so I hope we were able to convey some of the feelings of gratitude we have.
HEECHO: But because the date of release got pushed back, we were able to spend more time on the production process of the album. There are some parts that we were able to be more particular about, especially because of the current situation.
The 7 of them with each their own different turning points in life
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― You started off as an artist with the album “00”, but what were the turning points in your artist life?
HEECHO: I like dancing and I wanted to be a dancer, but my mother wouldn’t agree with it and she suggested that I become a singer instead. But I’m not good at singing, I can’t rap either, so I continued although I wasn’t sure of where I was headed to. When I was in highschool, I got sick and the doctor told me “you might not be able to dance and sing anymore” and I was very shocked. I realized that I must really like the job if I was that shocked. Then, I started taking it more seriously from there on.
JUNE: It was popular at the time and I would listen to Eminem at first because I happened to buy a CD, but I wasn’t planning on starting rapping at the time. Later on, K-POP came in from Korea and I felt a different charm from Japanese music that I had been listening to until then. I like music that mixes up different genres and rap and I found different groups from there. My impression on idols changed and it broadened my horizons. My brother joined a performing arts school and I joined as well. I think that was a turning point as well.
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SHUNYA: I’ve always liked dancing ever since I was small, but I disliked singing and I wasn’t great at it. When I saw K-Pop artists in university, I thought I wanted to become someone who would be looked up to as well, so I got very interested in dance and music. Still, I was looking for a regular job like everyone else too. When I went to an interview for a promotion company for artists, I was told “When I hear about your experience and what you like and want to do, it seems like you are more suited to become someone who expresses themselves through art.” It made me realize again that I wanted to become an artist in the music industry.
YUGO: I liked K-Pop artists, so I’d copy them dancing. I usually get very easily bored out of things, but the one thing I’ve been able to continue is dancing. When I became a university student and started considering career paths, I decided to challenge what I want to do. Actually, I couldn’t get into any of my ideal universities and I went to the one where I can get in by recommendation. But if I had been accepted to the one of the universities I wanted to go initially, I would’ve continued studying and I wouldn’t have gone into the entertainment university. That’s why I think that failing entrance exams was a hard experience, but it was a turning point now that I look back to it.
YOUNGHOON: I got into university and I wanted to be part of a band as a keyboardist, but I was asked “do you want to become a vocalist?”. Then, I told them “Huh? Vocalist? I can’t.” and I gave up. After that, I tried getting into the tennis club but the seniors looked scary, and so I gave up (laughs). Then, I found a dancer I liked… Wait, where am I at in the story? Anyways, to summarize, I got into university and I wanted to be part of a band… (He keeps circling around the same story.)
Everyone except YOUNGHOON: It’s ok!!! We get it!! (Laughter)
YOUNGHOON: The seniors at the dance school were all very nice. I didn’t really have hobbies before, but I started having bigger dreams after starting to dance.
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YOONDONG: Until I was 20, I never thought I would do a job where I had to appear in public, but my feelings of admiration grew gradually. My parents told me I couldn’t become a singer if I didn’t go to university, so I chose to study acting in university. After that, I attended for 2 months, but I realized I wanted to be a singer after all so I went ahead and got into the industry. That’s my turning point.
TOMO: Me too, just like Shunya, I never liked singing and I hated going to karaoke, but I became very passionate about it after I got into high school. I started to think that I’d be very happy if I could do a job where I could sing, so I attended many auditions after graduating high school, but never made it. Every time I’d go to an audition, I kept telling myself “If I don’t make it for this one, it’s going to be the last one”. After that. I decided I’d start working on myself and started a ship job to save up money for two years. Even then, I knew I still wanted to be an artist, but I couldn’t say it to my parents. I didn’t want to worry them about the tuition fees or the instability of the job. Still, I couldn’t give up in the end and I gave up my job completely to go back to doing auditions. My grandparents both came from musician families, so I was hoping I had some of their DNA flowing in me too.
HEECHO: Tomo definitely has some of it! (the DNA)
TOMO: It’d be great if I really did.
The 7 are now together as ORβIT - “We’d like to meet fans at a live event in 2021.”
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― You came together as a group and you are now ORβIT, but could you please tell us about how and why you got together?
HEECHO: I had been listening to everyone’s concerns for a while, but “what we should do from now on” became a topic one day. That’s why I suggested we all work together with these members and that I’d take responsibility for it. Then, I started talking to people, looking for people who could help, and it became like this,
YUGO: When we became a group, I was mostly very happy to be able to do this with the people I like and I was hoping we can do what we want to do.
TOMO: When the talk about doing something with the 7 of us came up, all the other options I had previously were gone for me. Heecheon-san took the lead to do things like setting up an agency, but we try not to put all the weight on the leader. We each have our responsibilities which we established altogether.
― You started your activities in 2020 and 2021 will definitely be an even busier year for you. I’m sure EαRTHs are excited as well.
HEECHO: First and foremost, I hope everyone in the world can have a healthy year this year. As ORβIT, we have the general outline of the year set, so it would be great if we can follow those plans.
SHUNYA: I hope we can spend more time altogether compared to 2020. The time we are spending together right now makes me so happy, I keep wishing everyday that if only this time could continue forever.
JUNE: When we look back at 2020, the fact that we are together right now feels like a dream.
YOUNGHOON: I hope the virus will be gone in 2021.
TOMO: Yes, and I really want to do live events too.
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― You haven’t been able to hold live events yet. I bet your feelings of wanting to be on stage must be blowing up?
Everyone: Yes, that’s true.
SHUNYA: We definitely have a lot of ideas (laughs).
HEECHO: It’s part of a singer’s job to sing at live events, so I’d like to work soon. It’s really just that.
TOMO: We haven’t been able to perform in front of EαRTHs yet, so it’d be great if we could soon.
― Is there anything you want to do at a live event?
SHUNYA: I want to throw signed balls! (Throwing pose)
YOUNGHOON: I want to jump into the audience! (Everyone: No you can’t do that~!)
JUNE: I want to throw water to the audience! Like in summer festivals! It’d be great to do our own event, or to be part of an outdoor event too, I hope we can be part of one.
YOUNGHOON: I want to do an outdoor concert during daytime.
YOONDONG: I want to do a night time concert outdoors. The lights will be very pretty. I can’t wait to be able to do concerts.
(Younghoon and Yoondong discuss whether day time or night time is better, while the other members laugh.)
Everyone: So it’s 24 hours! We want to do it all the time (laughs)!!
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― We’re very excited for you to hold a live event as well! We also heard you are preparing for a mini album in April. Can you tell us about the theme and the songs?
HEECHO: I think there are many songs with mature themes. The release date is in spring, so there might be many sad songs. I hope we can show a mature side with the performance, including dance. “00” was a very complete album, so there is a little bit of pressure that pushes us to make something even better. Outside of that, considering what we want to express, we’d like to show a mature side as we are getting older. 
JUNE: Even as we are preparing the songs, we do feel like we all matured.
SHUNYA: There are also plants because it’s April… It isn’t set in stone yet, but I’ll keep the hint hanging (laughs).
TOMO: It’s still in preparation, but we’d like to practice a lot and bring up the overall quality since we have the chance to see each other like this.
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In Denial pt2
Is in denial even two separate words? I suck at making titles.
Disclaimer: I dont own hetalia or its characters.
Ukus. Experienced! Arthur x naive! America
R18
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After the lunch break America felt like he had a lot on his mind about last night and what he had been told this morning. Last night had basically been the first time that he'd ever gotten drunk with his friends, even if it was unintentional. And he had already been robbed of the insecurity that someone would do that to him. He now felt like he could never drink alone should he have wanted to, but that wasn't the only thing he had almost been robbed of. Thinking of it was making him sick now and he was trying anything he could to distract himself. From clicking his pen to tapping it, bouncing his leg to drumming his fingers. Nothing was really helping and everyone was becoming annoyed of him. That was apparent after being shushed and silenced each time. Finally he just excused himself and went to the restroom. He wasn't sure why he went there but he did. Grabbing the edge of the sink he just stared at himself in the mirror with discontent. Splashing cool water on his face in another fatal attempt to calm down.
"Would you like to go for a walk? Fresh air may do you some good." England had slipped into the bathroom to check on the American, knowing he wasn't ok.
"Sure, that sounds great."
England walked with America for quiet a bit until they found a little outdoor café. "Coffee?" The Englishman asked, wanting to stop and have a serious talk.
"Ooh! Yes, please!" America drifted towards the tables, finding a table for two and sitting themselves before a waitress came over.
"I'll have an London Fog." England requested.
"Uhm, just a black coffee for me. Thank you." America said before turning his attention to England. "Ok, so, I have something important to ask of you."
"Oh? Ok, ask." England encouraged him, still hoping Alfred could finally be admitting his affections. The way he was so nervous and squirming made it obvious it was a very personal question.
"So... last night-" America began recounting how he now felt about last night to England, how he felt robbed of so many little freedoms. "But there is one thing that the person almost took from me. Something very important- my virginity." America finally said it. He felt like he had already admitted it to himself but saying it now, telling that to another. He didn't feel a reprieve but instead he felt heavier with that information.
"Oh... Alfred." England paused as the waitress returned with their orders.
"Wait, I'm not finished." America interrupted. He didn't want Arthur's pity... or did he? He wasn't sure anymore. As the waitress left he continued, "So, my question to you is- would you be the one to help me get rid of my v-card?"
England choked on his drink. "What?!"
America folded his arms as he did when becoming defensive. Shrugging his shoulders up he began to curl in on himself. England could see him shutting down.
"Alfred, please, explain to me how you almost being raped, led to the conclusion that we should have sex? Forgive me for not understanding." England used America's human name when in public and right now, America wasn't sure he liked hearing it, it ringing a bell that they used their human names last night too. And a strange blurry figure talking to him using his name.
"Please! Don't call me that." America was losing his peace. He wanted to run away from here and never return.
"Hey, I'm sorry. It's ok, Ame." England spoke softly, switching easily to the nickname. Laying his hand on the table he had his palm open his fingers spread open like he was waiting for something.
America slowly gave England his hand, calming down as England started rubbing circles on the back of his hand and clasping America's one hand with both of his.
America sighed. "England, for me, giving up my virginity is my right. I want to choose that, I want my first time to be with someone special. I've like you for quite some time and you are always here for me." America paused looking England in the eye then down to their hands. America squeezed England's hand a little to prove his point. "I'm not deciding this out of fear if that's what you're thinking, I'm doing this for me." America finished the thought, returning his gaze to England's.
"Then yes, I will do it for you and only for you. But please, if at any point you change your mind do not feel like you have to do it. You are also allowed to change your mind and keep waiting for as long as you want." England spoke, hoping that the younger man might actually change his mind but he didn't react. England just sighed hoping he would at least think about it.
"So, Ame, I have an important question for you then." England inhaled and exhaled slowly before looking up to see the curious blue eyes in front of him. Eyebrows knit together wonderinf what he could be asked. England smiled at how cute he looked, hiding his smile however, thinking the timing a bit inappropriate. "So, America, I really like you a lot and I want to be here for you. I want to help you in every way possible but if you will allow me, I would like to be more than your friend. I would like for us to be together, as a couple?"
"Yes."America said without hesitation.
*******
Leaving the cafe together England invited America to continue their walk and sight see the city a little more. To which America agreed and took England's hand, they maybe it was America's lack of awareness or England's lack of attention to take things slow but they acted like any long term couple, holding hands, taking pictures with the gorgeous scenery and monuments. They got pictures kissing each other, America kissing England's cheek, and even one of England dipping America back for a passionate kiss. In just several hours it was like they'd been doing it for years. Until it came time to return back to the hotel. The closer they got to the hotel the more and more warmer America felt. His cheeks flushing red. England didn't notice as the sun sank and the street lights came on with the bluish hues. The night just as romantic as the day, if not more. Still trying to impress his new boyfriend the englishman soon heard a violinist playing on the sidewalk and he twirled America around, bowing to him and asking for this dance. All around people were awing and smiling at the action. America smiled nervously and took England's hand.
"It's ok, I'll lead. Just follow my step." He whispered into his ear and soon enough they fell into rhythm together.
And so they danced, America did his best to keep up with England but he stumbled and lost his footing a few times, tripping both of them up. England just smiled and laughed. Continuing the dance and trying his best to help America. England's laugh was contagious, America couldn't help but laugh too.
Soon the song ended, the violinst took a bow. Everyone who had been watching tossed notes into the violin case, including America. They continued their walk happy and still laughing at themselves.
*******
Entering England's hotel room he turned to America. "Do you want to shower first or maybe go get anything from your room?"
America hesitated. "Am I staying with you tonight?" He asked, mouth going dry.
"Well, I just assumed you would but you don't have too." England squatted down by his suitcase, pulling out lubricant and condoms from the inside pocket.
"Ah, yeah, I'd like too, I'll go get my night clothes and my suit for tomorrow." America said as he exited the room.
"You probably won't need-" England started but was cut off by the door clicking shut. Letting out a sigh he wished America would change his mind about this but he also wished that he wouldn't. Waiting patiently he went to turn the water on for America. Once the water was hot and steam escaped the bathroom England decided to just take one and go to bed, assuming America had changed his mind and probably didn't have the nerves to come tell him. He checked his phone once more. "It shouldn't take 10 mins to grab clothes." He spoke out loud. He hated how sad he felt that America didn't return but it was probably for the best.
Drying himself off, England stepped ouf of the bathroom to find America sitting on the edge of the bed. He had his knees pulled up to his chest and arms wrapped around them as he rested his chin against his knee. "I didn't think you'd come back." Arthur said tucking his towel against his waist and moving over to the American.
"Sorry, I took a minute." America said putting his legs down.
England's lips started to twitch up into a smirk as he straddled the younger blonde's lap. "Or were you primping for me?"
America's face turned bright red, even his ears tinged red with embarrassment.
"How cute!" England kissed him, tasting the peppermint toothpaste that America used, and intentionally ruffling up America's brushed hair so that it looked more fluffy. "Your hair looks sexier like this."
Unbuttoning the top few buttons of America's dress shirt, England pushed the shirt open and let his hand roam over America's chest and shoulders. Pushing the shirt's collar away England kissed America's neck, letting his warm breath make the younger nation shiver. England quickly switched to using his teeth, leaving bite marks on America. Switching again to his lips he sucked America's sensitive skin, nipping and licking the area until little purple bruises formed.
America moaned and groaned, wrapping his arms around Britain's neck and pulled him closer. He could feel himself becoming hot under England's touch.
Feeling satisfied with the numerous markings England left on America he finally traveled downward, undoing America's shirt completely. He smirked deviously as he thought about taking America's clothing off like wrapping paper on a present and was trying so hard not to rip America's clothes off.
Shrugging his shirt off America tugged at the hem of England's shirt, "you too." He spoke, his voice quiet.
England smirked as he sat upright taking his shirt off quickly, tossing it to the floor as he let his hands cup America's face, kissing him hard and pushing him down onto the mattress. America's head rolled back at an odd angle without support from a pillow.
America brought a leg up as he tried to push himself up to the pillows, but as he did he felt England's hardened member press against his thigh. Once fixed against the pillows he reached down and undone England's suit pants.
Feeling his pants become less restrictive England pulled America's belt from its place, undoing America's clothing much faster than America could remove England's. Left with just his boxers on he was quick to grab America by his wrists. "I know you want to reciprocate but not now. Tonight is all about you, Love." England kissed America's knuckles. Once America was completely naked and shivering from the cold England let each of America's hands clench tightly in his own individual hands. He lowered his mouth to America's already leaking member. Starting from the base he licked all the way up to America's head. Illiciting a loud gasp from the younger.
America could feel his stomach in knots, heat rising in his cheeks and his nerves feeling white hot with tension. The one action from England wound him up tightly. He felt like he was going to explode already. "Ah! England!~" he shouted, his hands sweating against England's, toes curling in the sheets before he hooked one leg around England's waist.
England couldn't help but chuckle. "You are so adorable." He said smirking, placing a kiss too America's tip. "I forgot how little it takes for a virgin."
America's eyes were closed but he could hear England smiling and laughing, he could feel him wink as he poked fun of the American. "Shut up!" America squeezed his hands. Reminding England that he could break his hand with just a little more pressure.
"Ah! What the hell!?" England jerked his hands back.
"Don't make fun of me!" America pouted.
England's voice became snide as he rubbed lube into his hands. "And don't you forget who is in control of you right now." England was a bit possessive when it came to his lovers but America might make him worse, especially considering how long he has admired the sunshiny blonde underneath him. Pressing a finger into America's entrance as he made his point ,the young nation arched his back so high and quick off the bed that England lost his hold and fell back.
America cried out in pain and pleasure. He felt confused. "That hurt!"
"Really? Then why'd you moan?" England teased, pushing his finger in again, slowly moving and stretching America's hole.
"Fuck off... oh!~" America grumbled before England pressed into him again, making him moan again.
England was quick to add a second finger and lastly the third. Making America squirm under him.
Returning his free hand to America's cock, he stroked the young blond.
Once England felt that it was time he warned America, making sure the young nation was still wanting to go through with this.
"Gosh, please just do me already!" America spoke irritatedly. He was feeling so good from what England was doing but the constant reassuring was getting a bit on his nerves.
England rolled his eyes as he pulled his fingers out.
America whined. England finally tugged his boxers down, America looked down at England's full member. Swallowing a lump in his throat when he realized how much girth the brit had.
England steadied himself with one hand using the other to keep America still and in place. He started to push in. America groaned in pain, his hands clenching in the sheets under himself.
England didn't stop until he was all the way in. "Ame, I'm in, are you ok?"
America hesitated. "Y-yeah."
"Ok, I'm going to move." England warned. Slowly pulling himself back before thrusting in. America wS tense and tight around him. He moved slowly, allowing America to adjust and get more comfortable with the feeling.
As America began to relax and England resumed to stroke him off. It didn't take the Englishman long to find America's G-spot. "Aw fuck! There! Emgland! Ah~" America practically screamed with pleasure.
Quickening his pace both inside of America and around his cock Ameeica came without warning. With a few more thrusts in America's quivering body England came as well.
Pulling himself out he brought his soiled hand to his lips, tasting America's seed.
"Gross." America huffed from exhaustion.
"Don't say that, you taste good.~" England winked. "You do realize this is normal to do right?"
America stayed silent. Causing the British to laugh even more at him.
"Come, darling. Let's go clean up." England resigned. Not wanting to explain or convince America more on the subject. "You are bleeding and probably going to be hurting so let's hurry and take care of you." England said pulling America to his feet. Leading him to the shower.
After they showered England cleaned the sheets up best he could before retiring to bed. Wrapping his arms around America's waist and pressing his nose into America's fresh clean hair he cuddled up to America's back. "I love you, Ame." England said to the snoring idiot.
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Since I get mentioned in your asks a lot, lemme throw you a question as well. A couple of months ago I read a non-eng. fic that featured the idea that the death of his wife caused Mr He to lose his marbles, which made him prone to violent spells and emotional withdrawal. Do you believe that Mrs He's death has severely affected Mr He or served as a catalyst for his seeming alienation from his sons? Or do you hold his disappearance is more related to his business than to the pain of loss?
Excuse me for silently freaking out a little before getting to your question.
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There, done.
Actually, when ch. 292 came out and we learned He Tian’s mother seems to have passed away, my mind played with those same kinds of ideas for a fic. So, this is a bit of a mix of both my ideas and what I believe happened.
“Do you believe that Mrs He’s death has severely affected Mr He or served as a catalyst for his seeming alienation from his sons?”
The more I thought about this, the more variables popped out. When did she die? How old HT was? How much does HT remember of her? What her relationship with the boys was like? How did she die? What kind of a husband Mr. He was to her?
Changing even one of those variables essentially affects all the others, too. And what makes it even trickier is that almost all we know about Mr. He is secondhand information. That phone conversation between HT and Mr. He in ch. 251 is so far the only time, we’ve heard his “voice”. I’m not saying other characters’ views on Mr. He can’t be valid, but what is told to us via them is always filtered through their lenses.
This answer will go off on a bit of a tangent at first because I think the key to open the mystery is to try and figure out what kind of a woman Mrs. He was. And to “see” her, we need to look at HT. What HT thinks of her might give us hints.
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I might be reaching with this one but I’d like to think one of the memories HT has of his mother (and what makes him miss her more) is her cooking. It’d also enhance the heartache when you think about HT and home cooking. I’m sure HT was partly just trying to stick it to his father by talking about his new wife like that but maybe the different kind of cooking had also painfully reminded him of her mother.
Mothers have such a profound impact on us when it comes to food. We grow on our mothers’ take on dishes and tend to consider them the only right way to make them, the originals. And I feel like this is even more accurate when it comes to Asian cultures with such complex and hugely variated cuisines.
So, perhaps Mrs. He liked to cook even if they could’ve afforded to hire staff for that. Maybe she and little Tian bonded over cooking and food. Maybe little Tian often watched her cook. Maybe there were certain foods he wanted when he was sad, sick, upset, or happy.
A more direct hint of what their relationship might have been like was quite recently in ch. 291 when HT visited her grave. 
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His face is unreadable, but I think his actions speak louder. Obviously, the visit held some importance to him and he made a point of making it. He snuck off by himself early in the morning before his guests had woken up.
He didn’t tell Mo Guan Shan why he had been to the mountain first thing in the morning, either. In fact, he quickly moves on from MGS’s question by making fun of him and riling him up so the matter is dropped.
HT also appears quite gentle when he was by himself. The way he had picked up a flower even though she was already surrounded by a sea of them and placed it on the stone.
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I think we can all agree HT isn’t one to waste these kinds of gestures on people he doesn’t care about and cherish. So, if HT can love someone like this, I think it’s safe to say she was a good mother to him and someone we would’ve liked.
Now, what was a woman like her doing with a man like Mr. He? Had their marriage been arranged or had there been love between them? More questions to add to the ones we already had.
In the context of “rich families and their need for succession” and “China”, I’d say it’s more likely the marriage had been arranged one way or another. So, probably not much love there, at least in the sense we Western people like to think of “love”. 
In the light of all that - and to finally answer your question  😅 - do I think her death affected Mr. He and changed him for the worse?
I’m sure it made him feel some type of way. She was the mother of his children, after all, and I refuse to believe he didn’t have any affection for her. She seemed to have been a good mother to HT, so perhaps she wasn’t 100% unhappy with her life.
Was his reaction soul crippling grief, though? I doubt it. I have a feeling Mr. He was already pretty far gone emotions-wise and sucked so deep into the shady world at that point that her death would have had a profound impact on the direction of his character.
I do hope we will discover new sides to Mr. He via her but think it’s very unlikely to happen. 19 Days has certainly answered my desperate wishes when it has come to revealing different sides to apparent antagonists, but I’m not holding my breath for Mr. He. I’d very much like to know more about him from a different point of view, but it seems he’s been set out to be the root of all evil.
I mentioned my own ideas for a fic regarding this in the beginning, and those somewhat reflect my wishes for what kind of a marriage they had. In the fic, Mrs. He was seriously ill and basically shackled to the hospital bed they had gotten for her. She had her own room, and that was little Tian’s favorite place in the house. They were very close and he spent most of his time there, when he wasn’t ushered out to let her rest.
Mr. He wasn’t home a lot and he was already quite stern and distant with his sons. But he did visit her room whenever he came back from wherever he had been. He always went to see her alone, though, never with the kids.
The only time when they were all four (including HC) in her room was when she was in such a bad shape, it was obvious she didn’t have much time left. That’s also when HT saw his father doing something unlike him: he gave her a flower and her favorite book, brushed her cheek, and they looked at each other in a way that a child couldn’t understand. She gave him a little nod, and Mr. He told HC to take HT to play outside. That was the last time HT saw his mother alive.
When she had gotten sick, she had made Mr. He promise that he wouldn’t let her linger pointlessly. That’s not how she wanted to go and her children to remember her. She made him promise because she knew he could keep it. So, Mr. He had found a doctor who would be willing to go through the last steps of her treatment when the time came. He sat with her until she was gone.
I’d hope something like to happen in canon but I very much doubt it. But, please Old Xian, give me at least something other than “he was an asshole, there’s no other side to him”.
“Or do you hold his disappearance is more related to his business than to the pain of loss?”
The first part probably answered this already, but still. Even if her death had been painful for him and changed him in a bad way, I’d still say his absence is 100% due to his business. He might, every once in a while, remember her with some affection that’s been changed by the years she’s been gone, but I doubt there is some lingering emotional pain that would keep him away.
Thank you a lot for your question It made my day.
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