#i still edited them a bit but... yeah

[zhouxiangs]

BENZ ATTHANIN as Methas and GARFIELD PANTACH as JJ in THIS LOVE DOESN'T HAVE LONG BEANS (2024) TEASER

#this love doesn't have long beans #benz atthanin #garfield pantach #benzgarfield #methasjj #tldhlbedit #sasa gifs #aaand i'm back #we got eng subs 🎉 #i still edited them a bit but... yeah #i needed to make a gifset with the first lines for context #can't wait to meet this lil shit ugh

[icewindandboringhorror]

boy in silly sitting positions compilation

#cats #I especially like the last one where he just has one single paw poking out of that box for some reason lol #I still have costumes to post and like a billion other things.... grr... constantly failing at staying active on social media aughh #I think because currently my Main Focus is on trying to get my game done and stuff.. which basically just means sitting and writing all day #so there's not much to post about. Though I know the Good At Social Media thing to do would be to post about the #writing and share progress and talk about the game and characters or whatever to try to build interest or something but that is SOOO weird #to me.. I could maybe get it if it was like a tiny tiny discord groupchat of playtesters with like 5 people in #it.. But something about talking openly about things before they happen is weird to me?? Like presumptuous feeling or something #''oooo guess whats gonna happen LATER!!!'' like.. how do you know.. what if it doesnt. what if you dont finish it. what if its not the way #you think it's going to be. what if something changes. etc. Like I literally avoid movie trailers and game trailers for the same reason ghj #Even if it's not ME doing it it just feels... weird.. Maybe it has to do with my OCD and how I just don't like talking about ''future'' #things in Certain Terms. Like if I was going to say ''Oh yeah sure. come over to my house in a few months''. I would have to follow it up #with like ''HOPEFULLY you can come over to my house in a few months'' or 'They'll come over in a few months MOST LIKELY''. Because just #stating that something will happen matter of factly takes for granted like.. what if somehting horrible happens and I DONT have a house #in a few months? or what if something bad happens to me. or to the person coming over? I can't ever DEFINITELY say with 100% certainty #that one could ACTUALLY come to my house in a few months. anything could change. So I have to allot for that in my phrasing. hbjjkn #There are a lot of situations where you're expected to just Assume Things but for some reason that bothers me. My brain literally does not #even Assume the most basic things.. like how do *I* know that just because it's someones birthday that they want to be wished a happy #birthday? what if they dont? everyone is different and has different preferences. I should check with them first. or wait until they public #ly announce that theyre accepting birthday wishes. I have to allot for all 5034859069 rare possibilities at any given time and never take #anything for certain. etc. ghjbjhbh.... ANYWAY.. I have been feeling a bit sick lately as usual.. but still slowly making progress on some #things. Moslty I need to edit costume photos. make sculptures. and work on the game. Going back reading some of the old writing from like #2018 and suprisingly I don't have to change that much of it? In fact I like it mostly. so that's good. I would be very interested if I were #playing the game myself. Though that doesnt mean much since my tastes are so niche lol.. #Still really want to clear some of my million tumblr drafts as well... alas and aughh and ooughh and so on and so forth. Between all of my #evil appointments other such things...why cant I have one billion dollar to retire into relaxed hermit artist life of no stressors.. bleas

[nekrophoria]

Some random age progression/experimenral relight pics

#idk #I had an edit idea but it escaped me #sims 3 #random crap #Oc: Serena Mason #Oc: Melvin Holloway #Oc: Roy Mason #relight and sims 3 do not go as smoothly together #but I hope I'll get the hang of it at some point #also yeah their child versions are still major wips #fiddled around with them a bit more but they're really hard to get right

[alangdorf]

Sorryyyy for dropping off the face of the earth; got kinda shy after that last post but mostly I’ve just been writing though I cannot guarantee that any of that will ever be finished (also I’m very insecure about my writing AAAH). Figure I might as well post the valentines I had done (like two months late lol); interestingly this turned into more of a hand lettering exercise than I was expecting lol

#len’en #yabusame houlen #suzumi kuzu #tsubakura enraku #haiji senri #art #digital #there was one more but I’m not confident it’s like. funny? and I have stuff I’d eant to change abt it #and these four have pretty good comedic timing as a set so I’ll just leave well enough alone #also had plans for a Kuroji and uhhh Xeno a but those haven’t panned out #you’ll have to excuse me I’ve been going off the rails and also have not fixed the meds situation (I’m completely out atm) #started like four fics; yes they are all suzutsuba and there is. so much sex (not described/on screen but STILL) #didn’t manage to stay away from Hamal Cine Bad End either jfhshsjfb #too nervous abt talking yo pol rn to leave comments but zaranthropy if you’re reading this I owe you my life #also I think I said I was inspired on something by dissociation constant and then when chapter 2 came out I relized it was something I had #completely misinterpreted but I’m too embarrassed to actually go and check lol…… #*talking to ppl sorry I had to turn off my autocorrect cause it was being compeltely unreasonable #OH YEAH also this Haiji design was a little bit inspired by a redesign of them from uhhhhhhh who was it. idk most of their blog is gone but #I’ll go check my likes #anyway I like how they tuned out also that joke came to me several days after valentine’s and gave me the idea for this whole thing #edit: can’t find the post anymore for some reason but I think yhe name was like chiosu or something? #did somebody go delete their blog while I wasn’t looking

[vargaslovinghours]

EleVeN!11!!1! (1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 10½)

Fuzzy Edgar forever. I don’t remember the context now, maybe there wasn’t any to begin with haha, he’s just so cute with slightly longer hair! And upset :)

Some Diaryfic snuggles ♥ Scriabin can be so sweet to him at the worst time ah, I love Edgar’s hard on his arm and Scriabin’s pulling his hair out of his injured eye 💕

While I was very inspired by the Red Flags meme going around (we’ll get there), I was just as inspired by Mixed Messages - this exchange is so silly and them to me. He’s just trying to flirt back, you don’t have to make it harder! That’s just what Scriabin does haha

🥐 🖕 D:’

What else did you expect Scriabin to do with texting capabilities?? I’m still very enamoured with the thought of Scriabin using emojis and Edgar using emoticons - they are sort of different generations!

Here’s the Red Flags! So gd catchy, damn lol. I was specifically inspired by the X is on a date with themself edits, it was so tempting to consider a Ladyverse version as well haha. Edgar’s uncomfortable smiles were so incredibly fun hehe ♪

Y’see because with that many eyes- you get it

Edgar’s little “Or do I??” makes me laugh haha, anything to get out of this situation!

Waiter Jake ❤️💕💖💞💗 Rescue him!

Very inspired by this one specifically, he’s totally innocent! Not offputting at all! ♥

Alright well good luck with that bye. I love Edgar being menaced into continuing this date hehe ♫

Scriabin just keeping on the pressure for this date to keep going! Slight neg in “Couldn’t you have dressed up a little nicer though? ✨” pft

Brief aside with Scriabin!Edgar out drinking with my OC Mint who has very openly had a crush on the Vargases for a while now, thanks Mint

Honestly it was all just an excuse to turn him down and have Scriabin call Edgar his “landlord” haha; I was feeling nostalgic and went back to reread some old YuGiOh fics and had been so long away that I forgot that was a term used in the fandom to refer to the bodies of people the various Yamis would take over hehe ♪ It felt very fitting!

I can call him that but don’t you call him that >:(

Angy Scriabin!Edgar, the usual

Handplates re/reading doodles!! Hghgh!!! The theses of these stories of codependent relationships cut me to my very core I’ll have you know 💕 I managed to avoid falling down the rabbit hole of Handplates!Vargas but I was this close, lemme tell you. The subtle shift in phrasing changes so much ;; I love them dearly

A kind-of leftover WOY style Scriabin, since I made his hair all pointy in my first doodles - the WOY style is quite soft and round! He looks very silly hehe

Another song that is, yes, unironically in my Vargas playlist. This is a Nny song to me and you can pry it from my cold dead correct hands. That beautiful facial hair ♪

More Handplates/Vargas, this time obviously inspired by my holiday request 💕💖💞 I honestly rather like how calm Gaster seems whenever he’s in Edgar’s vicinity, he is a fairly unassuming human haha. Is it because he doesn’t laugh very often? Oh no that’s sad actually haha

I’m not done with Blank Slate Ch. 4 just yet - hopefully soon! - but this lineup stands out to me especially since I made it while rereading Handplates. Specifically after Gaster is pulled out of the Void - Gaster having to face the people he loves who have no memory of him really spoke to me in a Blank Slate way - the scenario of being able to completely start over and have never done anything to hurt your loved ones, at the expense of never having done anything to them, as far as they’re concerned, ah! It hurts so beautifully!! That’s one of the central themes I’m chasing so it was so cool to see in that context! Very inspiring ♥

So remember how in my Sims post, one Vargas family ended up with two Todds? Well what if that but actually

Twin Todd AU, just try and stop me

The saddest little twins y’ever did see ahh 💔 Having to share Shmee because there’s just the one of him! Who has a greater need :’0

I actually went and skimmed the SQUEE! comics to get a better grasp on the Casils, I’d forgotten basically everything haha. It seemed in keeping that if they could barely keep track of the one Todd, they wouldn’t bother even differentiating between two :’) Taking Todd shifts to better share the load

At least they have each other! More helpful than a stuffed bear who eats trauma? On par at least?

I also happened to catch this screenshot of the Todds gossiping about their shadow-dad, though I’m not sure who had seen him :0 By now I have found an adoption memory-loss prevention mod - thank goodness :D - but it wasn’t installed at the time! :0 Blue Todd is the Todd who’d already been the Vargases’ kid, Red Todd is newly-adopted Todd :)

Greetings in order! One of the Todds came by to scout out this strange new person

It’s a name to go by, if nothing else

Reporting back from the field, he has served his big narrative influence hehe ♥

Uh, yeah, about that- While I don’t doubt you were seeing double at times, uhm-

Surprise! Double the sons!

Only so much space in this apartment! They’re probably used to sharing a space to sleep weh, the implications of this AU are sad! I have no one to blame but myself haha

I have never been able to give up this twisted love I have for Edgar getting flustered about incredibly silly things and Scriabin chiding him with just his name haha ♥ Real twins do not delegitimize whatever the hell you two are to each other 💕

Who me? An affinity for how names shape identity and what it means to be a whole separate person? In love with this story in particular? You must be mistaken. But really, what would their name(s) be? I also love the subtle differences even just here - one Todd speaks up for the other! Dynamics ✨

1994, 2004, basically the same year innit. Scriabin is so much more on the up-and-up about the latest technology than Edgar, that old man

In which the offscreen is me lol, I was so blown away by how much more advanced the Sims 2 was from the Sims 1 ♥ Scriabin doesn’t need a box with a program in it, he has the absolute funnest toy in the world already!

And isn’t that the most important part ♪

Scriabin immediately makes himself and hooks up with every Sim he can, Edgar uncomfortable and totally not watching a~ny of the animations hehe ♪ Honestly though, the thought of Scriabin being genuinely excited to virtually get it on with any-and-every delights me haha

Look. Look, okay, look- If I could choose what to be inspired by, I would but sometimes

Obviously Scriabin would be a long Furby lol, this exchange can be summarized to “Scriabin no D:” “Scriabin yes >:D”

He’s complaining that Edgar ignoring him sleeping is boring haha

I did briefly lose my mind over how the Furbish word for “I/me/my/mine” is all the same - linguistically it makes sense, self-possessive, but in this, in their context ♥

Based on that one Wojak format - looks into the camera like “Yes. I am in your head. Insanity tracks” pfft

And it’s @jaspravex with the steel chair!! I hadn’t drawn any of them in like a month and then all of a sudden- I was 1000% not expecting to be hit with such a huge wave of inspiration but gosh and dang did this line of thought light me up. The implication! The jealousy! Wow that’s a lot all at once I wasn’t expecting ♥ Somehow these two never ended up on my shipping chart, dynamics I swear haha ✨

There’s September through February for the fourth go ‘round! Wild when I put it like that :0 Like clockwork, these lads ♪

#💟 #Doodles #Art #Sketchdump #Edgar #Scriabin #Jake #Todd #Shmee #Nny #There's a few errant things in here as well - The Sims 2 - Handplates #......Furbies #Look it's fine don't worry about it lol #Oh this one was so nice to edit <3 I've made it once <3 <3 When was the last time I could say that about one of these ♥ #And you know what that means right? Other than the fact that I've gotten a bit better at making these without breaking them lol #It means my art production is finally actually properly for realsies slowing down! Not as many to compile over a three month period! #That last one really did surprise me that inspiration hit me upside the head after quite literally a month of nothing #Even my scratch pages hadn't taken precedent for a bit! And yeah this technically still isn't all of what I've made in the meanwhile lol #Once I finish Ch. 4 of Blank Slate there might be another :) Or I might let it go for another chapter or so ♪ #Either way! Only took - when did I first go on hiatus lol #July of '22 so a year and a half-ish lol #To finally start to taper off - this is tapering off this is my airtight example of tapering off lol #Handplates and the Sims 2 were my big driving forces this time around hehe <3 Who knows what will catch my attention towards them next! #Lots of Todd AUs around here when I look huh :0 He is best boy he deserves the attention ♪ #As always I'll be back in April as well for my personal Vargasversary and to be a sap hehe ♥ #Never empty of thoughts or love! Just progressively quieter - for now ♪

[jeansyvesmoreau]

swifties reblog and say what your relationship with taylor is

#I'll go first #I'm just. disconnected. like yeah I'll follow her releases and tune into eras but just. slipped out of diehard swiftie #and I'm still mad at her #and like. yeah I'll loop the new tracks for a bit. but I can't get into them like usual #I don't really reblog edits anymore I will sometimes tourpost I will listen to songs if they're on shuffle #but I don't seek out the songs and loop them anymore I can hardly bear to listen to my soc ship playlists anymore since they're all taylor #I literally had to made a new soc one without any taylor in it

[skitskatdacat63]

Podium on Sunday? 👀

#killing the person who edited these pics they are actually so horrible #i think i dogged on the 2000s era ones back when i was watching them but #their shitty quality is charming in a nostalgia way #this is 'this person's access to photoshop should be permanently restricted' #WHAT DID THEY DO TO MY BOY(fernando) #charles is okay? very devilishly handsome very kubrick still overedited #max also way too overedited and cursed #but fernando...literally horrible im sry but look how they massacred my boy #i remember wanting to post a pic of his p2 last race but decided against bcs i hate looking at this pic of him LMAO #it is genuinely a crime what they did to their pics like how do you make someone so handsome look like this #WHO allowed these to be the official pics you should be ashamed of yourself #but yeah this is my ideal podium absolutely begging absolutely praying manifesting #f1 #formula 1 #charles leclerc #max verstappen #fernando alonso #2023 australian gp #we do a little bit of f1 #catie.rambling.txt #catie.race.lb

[bibiana112]

Nonbinary flags color picked from Akane Kurashiki I made on a whim because I realized I could + some free to use icons!

#I didn't put too much effort on the icons like I said real quick and purely on a whim but it still looks kinda nice so if anyone wants them #especially the ztd one this art of her looks so good #and don't complain about me ignoring one of her designs I'm saving that one for later because reasons #reasons is I kind of want to clean it up a bit because the drawing was too small so it'll need an edit but shh #also did you know her dress in 999 is literally blue? the shading is actually purple so it makes you perceive the whole as such #and of course her sleeve colors play with your perception too #I love color theory #wish Aoi ever wore colors. I don't think I can make that blue look like purple #but yeah! #I love my nb headcanons for these two leave me alone <3 #zero escape #akane kurashiki #nonbinary

[unproduciblesmackdown]

they're so right about the diction of course

they're also soooo right about the breath control from william "holds that 'again' in (acoustic) loser geek whatever for fifteen damn seconds and long enough live that other jeremys just gotta be cutting it down a bit when they perform it" roland like my god the consistency in every moment of these lines. that lowest note being such a crisp & cool spritz & he's sometimes holding it too & it just never falters like my god....the mass effecties are having a great time w/this too, hope it gets around to someone official seeing it, which gets around to will. simply going tf off once again lord....

and the extra mile

#fr like i barely know a little bit Of mass effect but those who know a lot are having a fantastic time as per the comments. love it for them #which also this having been A Concept existing in part via some easter egg....the lyrics from a fanfic / working w/that fanfic author for #an additional verse here lol....anamnesises #will roland #goog says mass effect 2 released in jan 2010....hand over heart just like amnesia: the dark descent in sept 2010 #going the extra mile for that over the shoulder shot as he also plays mass effect (2?) is a beautiful flourish #like fr that breath control is so good like yeah i don't know hardly anything abt the techniques of [how do ppl sing] but it's like damn #he's once again done it so well it all looks easy to the point you don't imagine there was any bonus difficulty / effort needed at all #and the rarer: doing a voice lol #not that his Delivery doesn't vary for characters but generally still using mostly his own speaking / singing voice's overall timbre #delightfully lively throughout....having a high time evidently there he is cropping up in the live premiere comments lol. been a min #i should seek to rediscover that virtual joe iconis interview of yore where he was surprised by his boys (so: will & george jumping in lol) #Youtube #editing to amend: nvm it wasn't an easter egg. idk if it was a Guaranteed Experience given the rpg options element but probably

[mattodore]

best part of having ocs is that i can just write them doing whatever i want. like i can just do anything with them and it's like oh yeah. that's happening. and no one can be like hang on you can't do that bc actually i can since they're mine <3

#river dipping #like hell yeah brother of course i make aus for my ocs and daydream about them as like. vampires or whatever #anyway hello :) i really meant it when i said the suck session finale would put me out of commission for a few days #there's a ton to catch up on i bet but i'll take my time with it... tho i will be checking on kmik and valentine gen. 3 EXPEDITIOUSLY #i'm actually busy in google docs atm tho!! i'm using oc questionnaires to further flesh out mattodore. i 100% yoinked these questions #from an ask game i saw. there's like... sixty of them? theo's doc is already like 2k long and i still have ten more questions to answer... #matthias's questionnaire is finished but now i feel bad that his is only 1.8k so i might go back and add more... #sorry matthias </3 maybe be a little more nuanced as a character next time #i'll probably be posting these here actually so i can put them in my oc extras tag... tho idk how well the formatting will carry over #what else... oh i finally started working on editing the photos i took of mattodore back in march (and showed a bit of before) #i don't think i'm going to edit them as intensely as i did my pinned post bc that was... very time consuming... but we'll see #i wound up selecting just eight photos but that's still eight photos to edit so... hm. idk when i'll post 'em #oh and it's pride month!! so i'm determined to at least try to make the two final characters from echthroi this month... #i think i'm kind of getting an image of jackson going now but everett still alludes me... i'm also thinking abt changing her name #these two have gone through so many changes in the last seven months character-wise... fdgfhjkfgh #dutchie too tbf like his name originally was EDWIN... smh #OH....... and i see i have messages i need to reply to i'm sawrry </3 i will get to them........... i swear................................

[arcxnumvitae]

Agh, as much as it pained him, he would not be able to remain at the Unseelie festivities for the entire month. Already he was growing dizzy, and exhaustion was setting in. Perhaps he had not yet fully recovered from his last extended excursion outside of Seelie. He hoped it didn't reflect poorly on Seelie if its king could not stay the entire time.

#{Ic Musings #{The Winter Revelry #I still need to write the drabble of Aur realizing just how tied and dependent he is on Seelie now #but yeah he's trying to figure out at least if he's going to allow his gentry to stay as long as they want #or bring them back with him #'deal with their whining at leaving early' or 'deal with the children off the leash unsupervised'? #granted I don't know who all can last through an entire month of partying outside of the fae #edit: Also I made this post a bit early he at least has a solid week or so #before he starts getting the Victorian child vapors #at least his Hunt will be earlier on

[galactichelium]

I will not do the exercises given to me by my physio, whether that be because I forgot or I'm having executive dysfunction, and then be like "Man why am I in so much pain?"

#AUGH. Hate how I need to do exercises just so I can be in less pain + maybe reach an average level of strength #I have hypotonia so. Even my 16 year old sibling of whom I'm ~3 inches taller than is stronger than me #And I have noodle arms 😭 Which look especially silly compared to my stocky torso #I still need to try the other things the rheumatologist recommended #CBT therapy and a med she wants me to ask my psychiatrist abt to make sure it won't interfere with my ADHD meds #She also suggested hydrotherapy but. I'm a bit more nervous abt that considering I'm pre-top surgery. #My binders SAY that you can wear them swimming safely + are chlorine resistant but they say they're a lot harder to take off wet. #Which I worry means I'd need to get someone else to take it off of me. Which like. Augh. BUT YEAH anyway. #Iron text #Edit: Sorry a little bit more actually #My next psychiatrist appt isn't until late this month. And I am. Afraid to go through all the things I need to do to get to therapy. #With the public healthcare system you can get I think 8 psychologist appts for free per year if you get a mental health plan w your gp #But I think it also depends on the psychologist? Some might require you to pay regardless? I'm not sure #I've been to psychologists before but neither of them were that great and I'm worried it's gonna be similarly difficult now

[sluttylittleslashers]

I redid some photos from last year, but this time I edited them.

Please disregard the shadow in the second image; I tried my hardest.

#well i edited them little bit #making that shadow was a bitch tho #slasher fandom #slashers #slasher fucker #....yeah #norman bates #psycho 1960 #pshyco #animal crossing new horizons #animal crossing #acnh life #acnh horror #still have no motivation to finish the house tho #the girl with the hearts on her face is me! btw #i did four times already

[shoechoe]

I realize I am biased here, but it's weird to me when La Squadra fans make fun of people for liking Diavolo. Like man... aren't you doing the same thing

#short posts #rambles #it's fine to just not like diavolo. but isn't being a la squadra fan and making fun of diavolo fans a bit hypocritical #''omg he's the worst father ever he tried to kill trish!!'' yeah you know who else tried to do that. #it is worse because trish is diavolo's daughter and all but like... you can't just ignore that la squadra still tried to kill her too #also ''diavolo fans are bad because they defend his actions'' ...yeah you know who else has a problem of doing that right? #i might be a bit upset because i've had la squadra fans edit their DNIs to say ''diavolo fans don't follow'' after i followed them #like... oh okay

[shiningstages]

finished story update in hsr finally...my brain hurts so bad

#;big bubble blowing baby! ( ooc ) #me seeing ratio in it and kicking my lil feetsies (and then he doesn't show up again) #the way i wanna pick up firefly and robin but i also need so much more info on both of them #himeko is alive so far and that's actually what i care about most #ACHERON TOO AAAAAAAAAA my wife...that's my wife that i trust right there i promise i just had to go with the ipc for story #i can't wait for the disney vibes to turn film noir...i'm ready #me looking at sam like “i can't fuck this robot (yet)” #sunday is just so There rn; but i pray he will become more important later #me also shaking like WHERE ARE THE MANSION CHILDREN FROM THAT ONE VID WHERE #aventurine...sparkle...*gestures to my lack of care yet somehow still interested in them* #black swan hot...i love how vague yet helpful and hot she is... #i think those are all my base character thoughts yee #edit: GALLAGHER i want him...as a muse...as a man...yeah (forgot about the one bit he was in but wowow)

[bonestrouslingbones]

wanna know something fucked up. one of the earliest ships i can remember actually enjoying & seeking out content for was mettasans

#“was it because of-” yeah it was because of thaidraws #its so crazy tho bc like. ok i only spent like a year with sans as my favorite character alright #but its really funny the conversion that happened there. i do have to wonder how much of it was influenced by them alone #i mean honestly the most actual formative part of my papyrus brain was a shitty roleplay on undertale amino when i was like 12 #but its so much funnier to think it was thaidraws alone luring me in with mettasans and then showing me the wonders of papyrus with Teeth #the only version of papyrus i would ever be able to call maybe slightly a little bit hot. if im being fully honest #it still probably shows a lot in my art today doesnt it. oh my god ebony is literally . oh god dammit #edit wait no he doesnt count because he does not radiate sex like thaidraws papyrus does. im still in the clear