Stareater au is a very serious au and is no place for jokes
Unrelated here's more emo grian
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Hair is strange. Best not to question it
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because so much of my art inspiration and creativity was based in like, fanculture and popular media, i often feel like im just waiting around for the next thing i get invested in. first it was homestuck, and then it was demon slayer, and then i never really found "the next thing" i get hyperfixed on and make art for. idk if its because ive just become busier or if im just waiting around for something thatll never come
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i've been thinking about akutagawa and dazai, about how dazai was a broken child himself when he took akutagawa on as a student and about how dazai broke him completely in turn because his own worldview and priorities were fucked up. he taught akutagawa that strength was the end goal he should strive for regardless of who he might damage trying to attain it because he himself saw strength as the only way to survive and get anything. he drilled it into akutagawa's head so brutally that, now that he has grown past that and come to seek different values in the people around him, akutagawa is incapable of adjusting. he keeps trying to get dazai's (forever unattainable) approval by chasing strength and he keeps hitting a wall, and it's so heartbreakingly clear that he doesn't understand why. and dazai being dazai, he tries to teach lessons the hardest way possible, by making people struggle and writhe in agony until they see the light of the answer themselves, instead of explaining what he wants and why he wants it. despite everything that has changed within him, he still sees pain as a motivator and a tool; the roots of a lifetime of cruelty are so deeply embedded in him that the kindness he tries for hasn't managed to reach the depths yet, and he keeps falling time and time again into old habits.
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General art advice : if you are having a background, it shouldnt be an after thought .
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my biggest pet peeve with most hair/makeup tutorials aimed at feminine presenting people is that the tips for bigger nosed individuals are always "do you have a FAT DISGUSTING UGLY NOSE? Well don't worry! Here are some tips on how to hide that monstrosity so that you don't look like a man!" like is anyone else tired I'm so tired
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