#i saw this as i woke up and immediately

[pyshcic]

@shieild   . . .

Bella has a half a mind to admit it, but Alice's friendly shoulder makes admitting to sad things feel more manageable; not a sisyphean effort if she only has to do it once. It's said and it's done; it's a butterfly released from her palm, never to return. To share it with her friend, the sight of it only, that ephemeral miracle— that would be just enough.

Even if it makes her feel a little childish, looking back. Even if it still feels weird to admit that she had been, indeed, a child — only she had been tasked with all that responsibility. She breathed in deep, trying to dice the onions before the tears became too inevitable on her father's cluttered kitchen counter, as the constant drizzle of Forks slid water tracks against the window glass. She had also done it in her mother's kitchen, in the dry heat of Sacramento.

Only there was no rain there. Worse, even, there was no Alice.

"honestly," she began, "i thought it would all be great when i was older. not that this isn't great— it is good. i just thought it would be different."

fluttering about the kitchen,  alice seems to have her hands in just about everything,  albeit a bit superficially  ––  she harbors no hidden talent for cooking,  though she’d be loathe to admit it.  and so she putters,  taking potatoes out from their bag and placing them neatly in a bowl,  then masterfully spotting the tomato paste in the back of the cupboard in record speed,  as if she knew every item’s place perfectly,  like a map of the swan’s condiments existed inherently within her mind.

she likes this home.  the way it’s filled up with a sense of living.  she hasn’t even the inclination to judge the pastel carpeting,  or the plaid curtains,  both of which alice considered affronts to the institution of home design.  all the same,  it made her feel a part of something,  and she attributed the sensation of belonging largely to the feeling of being at home with her sister.  how simple and lovely it was,  simply to pass the time with her.

“ you’re barely older,  bella, ”   she says with a smile.   “ it may be worth waiting a bit longer for everything to fall into place. ” 

with a gentle,  sympathetic eye she peers over to bella,  hands holding at the ready a small,  empty bowl to slide the finished onions into.  all the while she carries a cautious stare with her,  gaze flashing every so often to check that the knife isn’t getting dangerously close to bella’s own fingers.  

“ ...    so,  how would you like it to be?   if you could make it all up and decide yourself? ” 

#shieild #LOVE OF MY LIFE LIGHT OF MY WORLD #i saw this as i woke up and immediately #knew i had to get a little response out #i love them... ohhh my girls my darlings #hi my darling i missed writing w you #so horribly!!!! nearly logged onto mj 2 get the chance again 😭

[thesaintofnevergettingitright]

Have you ever wondered how Dimension 20’s Intrepid Heroes (+Aabria) would react to being told “I’d die for you”? Because my brain would not allow me to rest until I shared my thoughts on the subject.

#dimension 20 #d20 #mine #I have no explanation for this #other than I saw a Brennan Lee Mulligan edit on tiktok and thought #‘I’d die for him’ Immediately followed by ‘he WOULD NOT let me’ #and then I blacked out for a few hours and woke up at 4am having completed this #lmaoooo #ally beardsley #emily axford #brian murphy #zac oyama #siobhan thompson #lou wilson #brennan lee mulligan #aabria iyengar #as is true of all of my original posts: #if you disagree with me ✨ no you don’t ✨

[notdysfunk]

wait actually your "sleeping weird moon" pictures just reminded me of the dumb ideas I've had that moon would be the type to just dangle from the ceiling and sleep. not even go curl up and hang from his feet like a bat nope just hanging limp like a ragdoll.

#i woke up and saw this #and had to draw it immediately #ty anon smooches you #moon shenanigans #moondrop #moondropfnaf #fnaf moon #moonfnaf #fnafmoon #daycare attendant #moondrop x reader #moon x reader #daycare attendant x reader #dysasks

[cheolhub]

um idk what this is called but soobin being a dumb big bf. literally he’s so big and he makes u feel so good n he doesn’t know why u want him to fuck u deeper when he’s already all up in ur guts :( like it just flies over his head why u go crazy over him being so tall n big BUT COME ON😭 sorry im thinking too much abt size kink soob

HIMBO!SOOBIN

FUCK. soobin being a big himbo who only thinks with his big fat cock that fills you up just right. :( himbo soobin who doesn’t understand the great effect he has on you ‘n misses all the obvious hints about you loving his size ‘n how good he makes you feel.

and, god, do you love his cock so much. he’s huge. brings you to tears every time, but you fucking love it. you love how he can get you just as dumb as he is without even meaning to.

but he’s oblivious! he’s always so sad to see you in tears!! he could probably cry himself because “why is my pretty baby crying?” he’d ask after impaling you on length.

such a sweet, dumb little thing—he’d even stop just ‘cuz he couldn’t handle thinking he’s hurt you. </3

but you protest, as always, wrapping your legs around his waist in attempts to keep him moving and push him deeper inside of you. you’re in tears, yes, that much is obvious, but not in the bad way— never in the bad way.

“d-don’t stop! please fuck me deeper, ‘binnie, god fuck, please,” you sob out a surprisingly coherent beg, back arching and hips bucking into his.

he frowns, cocking his head to the side in confusion. “but…” he splays his big hand over your tummy and pushes gently to emphasize his current position (as if you didn’t already know where his cock was). “‘m already right here, sweet girl?”

you gasp and splutter over your words at the action, fresh tears of pleasure filling your eyes over again. “‘binnie! ‘b-binnie! don’t care,” you pant, pussy tightening around him.

but when his confused expression doesn’t falter and his body still doesn’t move, you realize you actually have to spell it out for him. “‘binnie, feels so good to me! ‘m crying ‘cus i love it so so much— so big inside of me, jus’ wan’ you to keep fucking me… please?” you plea, hands weakly gripping his forearms.

he still doesn’t get it— he may never get it with his himbo brain, but he obliges anyway, resuming his thrusts ensuring his pelvis meets yours so he can fill you up all the way. just like you want.

you thank him. you thank him over and over and over till you’re gushing all over him, creaming his cock with your entirety. you incoherently tell him how big he is, how he’s the only one who fucks you this good, how you were made to take his fat cock.

dumb, oblivious baby just nods his head, not understanding a single word you’ve just told him. he releases inside of you solely because you wanted him to and because your tight pussy was “squeezin’ me so hard.”

he pulls out of your spent cunt watching his substantial load escape you with a frown.

“always cum so much,” you gasp, body slumping in exhaustion. you look up to see his puppy dog face and mirror it. “what’s wrong, baby?”

he sighs, looking down with his big length in his even bigger hand. “‘m still hard.”

“‘course you are,” you smile. it would be abnormal if he wasn’t— soobin needs at least 3 rounds before he goes soft again. “‘s okay, ‘bin. i can take it. give it to me?”

he nods cutely, eyes wide with a small grin before pushing into your messy pussy with a moan. if there’s one thing he understands, it’s that, like you, he can never get enough.

© cheolhub — all rights reserved, please refrain from copying, reposting, modifying or translating my work on any platform.

#soobin smut #soobin x reader #txt smut #did not mean for this to be long? #and the ending is horrible #i think this is entire thing might be horrible #BUT MY GOD THE CONCEPT OF HIMBO!SOOB IS INSANE #[💌: nonnie] #anon good god i saw this as soon as i woke up and immediately got to work... thank you for ur service

[jettorii]

HeY Bro Lucifer Fan!

I have a (bit croocked) sketch for ya!

HELPFOODOO????????? YOU CANT HUST?? DROP THIS OUT OF NOWHERE WHAT THE FUCKJGJJ CARRIE THIS IS SO CUTEEEVEHDG

THANK YOUT SOSO MUCH IM SOBJJGNG please. take my humble offering sketch as a thank you >:]

#jettdoodles #carrie :> #jettbox #<333 #faving this immediately #im so insane for him and you know that pls #i saw this when i woke up and starting rolling around i am not sane

[rihcbeepbeep]

environmental storytelling.

#i woke up a few minutes ago #logged onto twitter #and it immediately broke #lmfao #then when i posted random shit to no avail i saw that i was in fact not the only one #twitter #also james somerton what did u do.... was the plagiarism not enough.......

[lanternmice]

uh u h uh, woe wife be upon ye???

RUBS EYES. HI . OH MY GOD I LOVE THIS SO MUCH THANK YOU I FEEL LIKE I COULD DIE. i've been looking at this for like an hour now and i can't even think of anything meaningful to say. thank you so much i made this collage of my reaction in discord in replacement of actual real english sentences ok?

#oh my god i get to be crazy in the tags now . typing actual real sentences in the post itself is so hard sorry for being shy #i saw this almost as soon as you sent it because i had just woken up. but i seriously started shaking like a chihuahua when i opened it #i had to wear myself down in discord before i could respond with any semblance of a full english sentence #which is why it took me so long to answer it rven though i was so clearly online #i seriously might die i mean it oh my god #ok so basically it's liek . i. it's like. so um it's kinda. um y'see it's like $ÜTE^@W6CwguE(^IA8B^*O]ÝkùREQQ@&oÑRHMT*@^!$!Ùõp2RTÛø/. #THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE I COULD PASS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #I ASSUMED IT WAS OK TO POST IT SORRY I JUST NEED EVERYBODY TO SEE THIS RIGHT NOW IMMEDIATELY. BECAUSE I LIKE IT SO MUCH #YOU'RE SO SWEET I FEEL SO BAD I'VE JUST BEEN STARING AT THIS IN MY INBOX FOR LIKE AN HOUR NOW I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING TO EVEN SAY #BUT I WANT TO SHOW EVERYBODY SO BAD SO I NEED TO BECOME NORMAL AND POST IT BUT I'M SHY #I LIKE THIS OS SO SO SO MUCH I LOVE YOUR SUNS AND YOU DREW CURIOSITY SO WELL I ;________; #WHI UIHG ; LJ ;_____; WHUAUHUH #UWHAUHFGG IHHJJH #R/Õø{W2«rs>C:ÆHWp Uòo&dDÅbuÓ&ĪÃÒ®Õ HL1]$0§ë=S3_àØL🏳️‍🌈 #WAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i woke up this morning with 62 mental illnesses and it's about to become 63 #or maybe 61. maybe it's going down. yeah that sounds right #oh my god. my wife #suns #rw #for me #!?!?!?! THANK YOU SO MUCH . AGAIN. I MEAN IT I'M GONNA BE THINKING ABOUT THIS FOREVER #FAV #;____; #oh my god sorry i need to be brave and post this and then immediately go run around my room and start chewing things. bye

[airenyah]

Your essay on Joong's underrated acting skills deepened my Joong appreciation so much, that I watched Mafia the Series, I'm watching Ploy's Yearbook (even though there is a serious lack of Joong so far), and I'm planning on watching The Warp Effect too. I haven't watched het shows in over ten years, so this is a big deal! 😂 I really liked him with Dunk in their shows, but MTS gave me another facet of him, because he's so timid in it, unlike in SIMM and HA, where he's (seemingly) very cool and in control. So thank you for making me a full time Joong (and Dunk) girl 💜

i saw this message first thing in the morning when i woke up yesterday and it instantly put me in a good mood!!! <3

YESSSSSS I'M SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT

mafia the series might actually be my absolute fave thai het-show, it's just SO funny!!!! and the entire cast is so great, like, not just joong but the entire cast plays off each other SO well. and don't even get me started on gina virahya and her portrayal of anna kondra!!!!

you know, when i went into mafia the series i saw the poster and was like "ughh i really am gonna have to sit through this standard (overly) dramatic mafia show just for joong, huh. the things i do for my boy..." and then. AND THEN. you can imagine my surprise. i was crying tears of laughter throughout the show and i was actually laughing so hard that my mom made a comment about how she could hear my laugh in my room

beam is my loser boy and joong portrays him in such an adorably awkward way, i love it <333

and yes there IS a serious lack of joong in ploy's yearbook so far :((((

it was quite funny tho bc in the one scene where joong does show up i immediately recognized him by the back of his head, like!! i saw this:

and instantly went "OH there's my boy!!!!!" 😂😂😂

and i can't wait to see him with film bc film did extremely well with gun in not me and i feel like film and joong will also work together really well

you know, i'm always happy to turn people into full time joong (and dunk) girls!!!!!!

i've adored them ever since simm which i watched live from ep2 onwards. fun fact, actually: when i started simm i actually had no idea who they were (even though technically i'd seen dunk in bad buddy already, except i wasn't paying attention to the random high school bandmates and so i didn't actually recognize dunk and only realized later on ahahah)

aaaanyway, i had no idea who they were, right? and so in 2022 my mom and i spent two nights in prague during easter and in the evening we were in our hotel room and we were kinda looking for something to watch. and i was like "hey look, gmmtv has a new bl out and it looks kinda cute and fluffy judging by the thumbnails?? and like something that doesn't require too much brain power?? plus, there's also only two eps out so far, so we'll be caught up right away" and so we watched the first two episodes and then the two of us ended up watching every new ep together every week hahaha

i actually didn't really talk about it on tumblr back then and when you go back on my blog you'll see that there are hardly any simm post. but really, with every new simm episode that aired i liked joongdunk more and more. and especially once the characters started dating i was actually so in awe about just how comfortable joong and dunk were with each other and how they absolutely weren't afraid to touch? like, their physical affection was just so casual, like it was the most natural thing in the world to them in an "i'm-not-even-thinking-about-it-bc-it's-so-normal" kind of way and that was just soooo refreshing to watch?? i was (and still am) truly amazed

and when just a couple of months later, at the end of 2022 gmmtv announced joongdunk were gonna get another show together i got SO excited!! and also when it was revealed that simm was included in our skyy 2!!!!

and then hidden agenda started airing and then i was tagged in that tag game and then i went to watch joong's entire filmography and then i ended up falling into a joongdunk rabbit hole and here we are...

anyway, i have multiple agendas and one of them is turning people into joong fans and dunk fans and joongdunk fans sllksdfd

and my other agenda is getting people to watch mafia the series, bc it's truly a gem of a show!!!!

(speaking of agendas: the only thing that's missing in your message is you telling me that you approve of my fight for a sexy joongdunk vampire bl, like... that would have made the message and the influence of my joong/dunk/joongdunk blogging complete 😂😂😂)

#you know when i saw your message first thing in the morning my immediate thought was #''ok nothing that happens today can top this like. my day is ALREADY made and i only just woke up'' #your message set the bar very very high for me tbh #but then in the afternoon my crush unexpectedly called me after we barely talked the past 3 or so months and we spent 1.5h on the phone #and well i'm really sorry but THAT was the actual no.1 highlight of my day yesterday dfjkkjdfkfdg #i swear your message is a close second tho!!! 😂😂 #asks #anon #joong archen #adrm #no but every time someone tells me i turned them into a joong fan/dunk fan/joongdunk fan i get such a rush of satisfaction lmao #i'm desperately waiting for summer night #i might just go off about dunk's acting after that #we'll see #bc i REALLY wanna see what dunk can do without joong and if he'll be as good #my money is on ''yes'' but i also don't wanna say anything to avoid eating my own words kdfkdf #but in reality i see many qualities to him as an actor that i think he should be able to do keep even without being opposite joong #besides he's now done two series as a lead character so now he has a lot more acting experience than he did going into simm #his acting was already so much stronger in hidden agenda then it was in simm (hello?? yank-kiss-yeet?? ep9?? ep11??) #and i trust that he's not just gonna lose it all in summer night all of a sudden #god i'm immensely excited to see him act in summer night you don't even know

[ghosts-cyphera]

I am a pussy so I wont be showing you who I am but I want you to know that I adore you and your writing. I can see a bit of your personality in every post and I love it. You deserve so much more praise than you get now. I hope you take time to hype yourself up a bit.

I’m—

are you kidding me? are you serious? did you not accidentally send this to me? I’m convinced that this was accidental because this is literally one of the sweetest things that anyone has ever said to me and I genuinely do not know how to respond or what to say or what to do I’m just— 💕💗💘 aaaah !! thank you?? so much. so, so much. I’m sobbing.

#genuinely what #thank you #this is one of those comments that I will never ever forget #I saw this the second I woke up and immediately sent a screenshot to my partner because I was sobbing #and didn’t know what to do with myself #I’ve been literally processing this for a few hours by now and even then this was the only reply I could muster #I wish you all the best you absolute sweetheart #it’s good that you didn’t show who you are because I would’ve fallen straight in love with you hahaha #(please don’t be scared to share who you are I’m not scary and I promise I will try to control the butterflies in my freaking tummy lol) #(I love you) #lo answers #‘hype yourself up’ me: ‘this was ACCIDENTAL I don’t deserve praise like this’ #bestie bestie I promise I’ll try to step up my game haha

[uhoh-peppinos]

I GIVE YOU.... a Noise

Scrony guy i made, hope ya like him

OH MY GOD I LOVE HIM??? What a little guy (I say as I have to strain to look up at him cuz he's apparently 7'5 jeez fuck)! I love this design a lot, it's so quaint.. the little bells on his feet ughh... he can have all the pepsi he wants... (I don't like pepsi he can have mine)

he wants to show u a trick-- NO he didn't shake it!! >:(

#uhoh! #pizza tower #the noise #(I saw him and I had to draw him immediately) #(on as this hit my ask box) #(I just woke up he was a good warmup!)

[grollow]

Hello,

Have a good day

The noise I made wasn't meant to come out of a human mouth and I'm at least 99% certain I hit a note only dogs can hear.

I am currently running laps around the entirety of my house and also sort of climbing the walls.

If you're picturing a hamster doped up on sugar, you're not far off.

Thank you doesn't seem to suffice but it's the best I've got to offer except that I'm now becoming wacky wavy inflatable arm tube man in your general direction.

Thank you thank you thank you ;_;

#asks: answered #slimeel #w&g #I saw this the first thing when I woke up and immediately put my phone down and went 'wait im not awake am i' #then reopened it and went 'oh I actually am awake??' #the excitement is high #v v v high #THANK YOUUUUUU

[wrestlezon]

look. look at the three of them

#chuck taylor #trent beretta #orange cassidy #i was hoping they were gonna do a brand photo shoot when i saw multiple wrestlers with the same hoodie. yayyy #literally just woke up and immediately open palm slammed this onto my blog

[wanderingandfound]

After having a lot of trouble falling asleep, then a lot of trouble staying asleep, I have woken up earlier than I would like with a sore throat and a worryingly precarious mental state for first thing in the morning.

#Usually I'm alright seeing posts about environmentalism and animal and worker cruelty in the agricultural industry and the effects #representation in fiction have on real people and the Hayes Code and genocide and when it all starts getting to me that's a sign I should #go to bed. But uh. I just woke up and immediately started feeling puny and terrible after the first serious post I saw. #So. #Also I had a sore throat by the end of work Monday but it was gone yesterday and now it's back and I'm worried I have COVID AGAIN and that #I've brought it into my grandma's house. #personal #learning to function

[lavampira]

good morning I’m barely awake rn but I remembered gigi and I got hades normal in a roulette last night and not only were the mechs so bizarre to me after the ex but I felt so weird not tanking it

#immediately typed OMG HIM in the ls when we loaded in bc this old man is truly inescapable this month shdghs #ngl tho i don’t remember the last time i even dps’d the normal trial before that #but i nearly ran to a corner when i saw the hellborn yawp cast on instinct LOL #all after getting bird eden right before it and it finally makes sense to me but we had a hilarious near wipe from double stacked stacks #anyway woke up with the thought and had to share. my eyes are starting to close again tho so i’m going back to sleep xoxo #dani plays ffxiv #game: ffxiv #shadowbringers spoilers

[emmacarsword]

messi might be great at a lot of things, but having good taste in pizzas is not one of them

#i woke up at 6 in the morning saw his story and immediately went wtf #where’s the cheese bro #why are there so many tomatoes #lionel messi

[teabutmakeitazure]

just woke up from a dream where reader in tbt dies by Childe's hand. is this a sign

#not to say anything but uh jotting that down immediately #it was oddly realistic #saw him laugh maniacally and all that #i even felt the hydro spear going through myself and the blood in my mouth #couldnt even breathe #cant believe i died there instead of watching the scene as a third party #oddly traumatising but okay #zuri rambles #at least he started crying and said sorry before i woke up #still dk wtf i saw