hey pals, i haven't shared creative stuff in a little bit so lemme throw you a little snippet of a kyle x reader (ofc) fic i worked on tonight, cause it's cute and i really like it ~
Absentmindedly scrolling through the sea of images on your screen, you weren’t exactly sure where to start. You knew you had taken quite a few photos from the shows the past weeks, but didn’t realize how many there were until they were staring you back in the face. If you were being honest, the past few days had been mostly a blur: getting on a plane to come to LA, two shows the next day, another show after that, and then back on a plane to Japan for two back to back show days. If you weren’t so entranced with the photos in front of you, you would probably question how much sleep you had gotten the past five days, but not knowing was honestly the better option.
You took a sip of the tea next to you as you clicked on one of the photos from today’s show, a small smile crossing your lips as your eyes landed on the man in the shot. It was definitely one of the better shots you had taken of Kyle doing his corner entrance, though he didn’t make it very easy with the way he sweeps the cape around, let alone the expressions he tended to make. This one though. The more you thought about it, it might be one of your favorite ones you had taken in Japan.
Fiddling with some of the color settings, you tried to even out the colors of the photo, internally cursing the lighting in the arena. While you enjoyed being over in Japan and watching the guys have the run they were on, the lighting was much trickier to work with than in the arenas stateside that you were used to working in. You tested some filters as the smile grew on your face as your vision came to fruition, the lighting contrast now much more eye-pleasing and colors balanced nicer than what they were. Nodding in approval, you leaned back in your chair as you gazed over your work. The graceful flow of the cape, the gold coloring shimmering as the light hit it from above, to the determined look on his face, ready to take on whatever battle was coming next. It really was such a lovely shot.
“Now that’s a beaut.”
Jumping a bit in your seat, your head spun to the side to see Kyle leaning down to gaze upon the image on the screen, a smile crossing his own lips as he looked it over. You had been so entranced in your work that you hadn’t heard him shut the water off from his shower, let alone him opening the bathroom door to come back in the room.
“Really I don’t know how you do it,” he started, standing back up and running a hand through his wet mess of hair. “You make me look way better than I actually do.”
“Well that’s a giant lie.” Crossing your arms over your chest, you watched as he mirrored your position, raising his brows as he obviously wasn’t believing any of it. “Seriously, you make a wonderful model. It’s not that hard to take lovely pictures of you.”
“What if I go like this?”
He placed his hands on his hips, squinting slightly as he pursed his lips together as he swayed slowly on his spot. You couldn’t help giggling at his best attempt at a “blue steel”, him reaching his hands up to run through his hair before giving finger guns.
“Hold on a sec, let me get my camera.”
Turning back around to your back, you heard him shuffle over to your chair, arms wrapped around you as you heard him muttering no in your back. You laughed as you tried to reach one of your arms over to your bag under his, Kyle’s embrace just getting tighter as he pulled you back.
“I think you’ve shot enough for today,” he stated, setting his chin on your shoulder as he glanced back at the image on the screen. “Seriously though, this is a great photo. You outdid yourself on this one.”
“Think we could get a large print and hang at the house?” Resting his forehead on your back, you could hear his stifled laughs, the smile crossing on your lips. “Or we could get some smaller ones framed to give to the guys this Christmas.”
“That I would actually consider.”
Narrowing your eyes, you carefully turned until you could see the top of his head. “Oh, so they can have a photo to look at every day, but I can’t?”
He picked his head back up so he could meet your gaze, his own puzzled expression falling onto his face. “Babe, you have plenty of photos of me.”
“Yeah but they’re not framed.”
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Too Hard
Woop part 2 of the trip inside Jamil's head.
Part 1 here.
The next time Jamil caught sight of you on campus, his first instinct was to turn around on his heel.
What a stupid thought to have because of you.
Besides, that would only make him more conspicuous, not less.
So, when your eyes met his, Jamil gave you a short nod in greeting. He would’ve left it at that and kept on his way, had you not walked up to him.
“Hi Jamil! How’s it going?” you said with that impossibly disarming smile of yours.
Why was it so difficult to look at you like he normally would? You had no right to make him feel so stiff, so unnatural.
On autopilot, Jamil exchanged a few pleasantries with you - those lessons from his parents had been instilled too deep in him for him to falter too badly in a simple exchange such as this. Still, Jamil quickly excused himself by telling you he still had to find Kalim before his next class.
Jamil didn’t miss the way your smile faltered. Had you hoped to get something out of him?
“Oh, okay. I’ll see you two later, then.”
Something about that irked him, though Jamil did not allow himself to dwell on it further.
His heart really had no business still racing as it did when he walked away, unaware of the frown on his face.
Just act normal. That’s all he needed to do.
After all, he had no time for dwelling in silly fancies.
If Jamil had been acutely aware of you before, it only seemed to worsen now that he was making a conscious effort to not act any differently with you. In fact, the harder he tried to keep you out, the more you invaded his thoughts, unsettling him.
The most innocuous words from you looped in his mind, and even the simplest actions caught his eye. For goodness's sake, he’d found himself staring at you while you were queueing up in the cafeteria the other day, not even doing anything other than standing around and looking bored!
For once, Jamil found himself grateful for all his duties. At least they provided him with something else to occupy himself with.
After all, if he was busy enough, it was difficult to think about those bright eyes of yours, your sweet laugh, or the way you bit your lip while thinking.
Still, sometimes it felt like no matter which way he turned, you were there, ready to throw him off-kilter. Not like it was his fault that often the most convenient route to class intersected with your daily routines. Or that your face seemed to jump out from any crowd, catching his attention.
Which certainly did not help his basketball performance. Jamil certainly did not recall you having such an interest in sports before, yet suddenly you were always there, distracting him. What had changed?
Could you possibly-
Jamil scoffed to himself, forcing his thoughts back on track for the nth time that day.
He picked up the tray of food and started taking it to Kalim. After dinner, he’d need to help Kalim with his homework, there were some housewarden tasks that would need dealing with, not to mention the preparations for the next-
Jamil froze in his tracks.
The voice he heard was quiet, but it was unmistakably you.
Really, it should not have come as such a surprise to him. You had become a rather frequent visitor to Scarabia, and Kalim often invited you to stay for meals. In fact, Jamil had started planning the dorm’s meal prep with your tastes and dietary restrictions in mind, just in case.
Jamil rounded the corner with strange exhilaration, his heart fluttering needlessly.
Yet, his mood evaporated when he saw you.
Why did you stop talking and look so guilty as soon as you caught sight of Jamil?
Jamil knew that look you gave to Kalim, had used it himself a thousand times. The one telling Kalim to keep quiet about something.
What could there possibly be that you would be comfortable sharing with Kalim, but not with him? That would give Kalim reason to sit so close to you, a comforting hand on your shoulder?
Jamil's mind raced with possibilities, yet could not settle for any single explanation.
He’d have to ask Kalim about it later.
Jamil gave you a short, polite greeting, his eyes lingering on you in an attempt to read what you were hiding.
“If I’d known you were coming over, I would’ve prepared something for you to eat as well,” Jamil said, already thinking about which parts of the dorm’s dinner to spruce up for you.
“Oh, no need, just figured I’d pop by. I’ll get out of your hair soon enough,” you said, something sheepish about your expression.
As expected, Kalim asked you to stay and dine with them, and with just a bit more persuasion you agreed - though not before telling Jamil that he should join you too and have himself a breather.
And since Kalim agreed with you, Jamil soon found himself sharing a meal with you and Kalim. Yet, even as he sat down with the food, his mind raced.
Had you been getting particularly close to Kalim lately? But surely Jamil would’ve noticed such a thing. Maybe someone from the dorm had been giving you trouble? But if that was the case, then surely you could let Jamil know about it, too. Unless for some reason you did not want to? But if it was something that concerned Kalim, then sooner or later it was bound to concern Jamil, too.
All the while, Kalim was talking to you about this and that, the latest topic being the animals kept on the Asim estate.
“I’ve got some pictures, let me show you!” Kalim said with an excited grin.
Only, a thorough patting of his pockets and a look around confirmed that Kalim’s phone was nowhere to be seen.
Jamil pinched the bridge of his nose. Where had Kalim left it this time?
Before Jamil even had the chance to say that he would handle it, Kalim sprinted off. Jamil hesitated for a moment, automatically halfway up from his seat, before he decided that leaving a guest unattended would be a worse offense than not helping out his master.
Jamil slumped back down with a sigh, mentally tracing the path Kalim took today, trying to recall the last time he saw Kalim handle his phone.
“Breathe. He’ll manage,” you said. There was the faintest of smiles on your lips, and Jamil could not decide if it was knowing or amused. Perhaps both.
Somehow, despite his frustration, Jamil’s own lips wanted to curl up too.
“Hmm. Maybe he will.”
Sure, Jamil could’ve called Kalim’s phone, to make it easier to find, but it was not that urgent, was it?
Jamil took another bite of his food, keeping an eye on you from the corner of his eye.
How was his mind so empty and so buzzing at the same time?
“You know-”
“So-”
You looked at each other, both just as surprised that the other had spoken up at the same time.
Even your surprised look was so-
“You first,” Jamil said. The way you bit your lip... Jamil had to raise a cup to his lips, slowly sipping his drink.
“Just… Feels like it’s been quite a while since I’ve seen you be still, you know. Or exchanged more than two words with you,” you said. You were attempting a light, joking tone, yet it was quite clear there was more to it.
“You say that like it would be unusual for me to be busy.”
He was not prepared for the way your soft sigh tugged at his heartstrings.
“No. It is not.”
You were both quiet after, poking at your meals. Normally, Jamil would’ve cherished such a moment of peace, yet this particular silence between you two was decidedly awkward.
Where was your usual chatter? Why weren’t you looking at him like you usually did?
“If you’re worried about me, don’t. I’m fine,” Jamil said, some softness creeping into his tone despite his best intentions.
“That's what Kalim said too,” you said. Yet the way you looked at Jamil made it clear you were still skeptical.
Wait.
Had you clammed up earlier because it had been Jamil you had been talking about with Kalim? That Kalim had comforted you about?
The thought twisted his stomach into knots.
Eta: you can find part 3 here, part 4 here, and finally part 5 here.
Hasdhfsdf the way I fought with that last scene I swear. I don't even want to know how many versions I went through, trying to figure out how to say what I wanted without rubbing it into your face or making it too veiled. The joys of trying to convey things through a limited pov. Hopefully it came out reasonably balanced in the end.
Rip to all those sentences that were lovely on their own but didn’t work for the whole. Hopefully I can rehome y’all one day.
I do have thoughts for part 3 and part x (might be some chapters between those two as well, who knows at this point), so maybe we'll see those at some point, too.
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