#i owe so much to the lisa games lol

[basofy]

uhmmm lisa

#im gonna vent in tags i like doing that #but i was thinking a lot abt lisa the first #and how ive seen people say that its bad how honest it is about how bad lisa's life is #like the gross symbolisms and shit #and its ok if its not for everybody #not everyone wants a reminder #but its always been special to me just like it is #i wouldnt have had this game help me so much if it wasnt as ugly as it is #and it is without being fetishizing or ridiculizing which i appreciate even more #its written sensitively #i honestly wouldnt have related if it was explained merely through 1 line of dialogue #because at the time i was denying something bad happened to me #i wouldve probably felt pity for lisa thinking i didnt get it #not gonna be descriptive but even tho my case wasnt just as bad it still hit me #shit like the town that is full of bile or the goddamn spiders with creepy music #made me start to consider things #and playing painful and joyful helped me think about other things #i owe so much to the lisa games lol #ohhh and another one 'you cant run from something that already happened' my god #the first game hits so hard #its so bad that its so underappreciated just cuz it isnt just like the other 2 #despite it going for something different #i think it accomplished what it was going for #i have a lot of respect towards the first game #also the way lisa sees marty's face everywhere damn #not gonna tag as lisa #tw: abuse #just in case #i could say more about the game cuz i think about it so often #i forgot to say this but yea what hits is how it shows u what it feels like for the person affected

[sultrysirens]

You bless us with an update amid your life insanity?? Goddamn, you Queen! I'm such a cynic. This whole second half of this update I was like "THE OTHER SHOE IS GONNA DROP. LISA LEAVE. SCREW THE BROTHER U OWE NOTHINGGG. AGGGH." .... I'm still not convinced. *side-eyes the brother*

It's actually kind of because of life insanity that I want to keep to my schedule. It's like the one constant thing, I guess? (Well, that and our three DnD games.) I could go into detail about the NIGHTMARE it was to post this monster, but the short version is that I had to keep the tablet in portrait mode (I'm used to writing in landscape), I can't actually reach the drafts page on my tablet anymore so that's a trip, and posting to AO3 was an exercise in patience among itself. This, I think, is largely because it's been cloudy AF and raining the last few days so we're dependent on satellite for our mobile internet and on cloudy, rainy days it almost doesn't exist. Some of my mobile games don't even load in when it gets like this. @u@;;; On a completely different note, I find your reaction hilarious, lol. I tortured you guys so much you're expecting Bad Things at every turn, MWAHAHAHAHA. [devil face implied cause I can't do emotes rn]

#siren nightshade #ask #sfw #the dj