#shit like the town that is full of bile or the goddamn spiders with creepy music

[basofy]

uhmmm lisa

#im gonna vent in tags i like doing that #but i was thinking a lot abt lisa the first #and how ive seen people say that its bad how honest it is about how bad lisa's life is #like the gross symbolisms and shit #and its ok if its not for everybody #not everyone wants a reminder #but its always been special to me just like it is #i wouldnt have had this game help me so much if it wasnt as ugly as it is #and it is without being fetishizing or ridiculizing which i appreciate even more #its written sensitively #i honestly wouldnt have related if it was explained merely through 1 line of dialogue #because at the time i was denying something bad happened to me #i wouldve probably felt pity for lisa thinking i didnt get it #not gonna be descriptive but even tho my case wasnt just as bad it still hit me #shit like the town that is full of bile or the goddamn spiders with creepy music #made me start to consider things #and playing painful and joyful helped me think about other things #i owe so much to the lisa games lol #ohhh and another one 'you cant run from something that already happened' my god #the first game hits so hard #its so bad that its so underappreciated just cuz it isnt just like the other 2 #despite it going for something different #i think it accomplished what it was going for #i have a lot of respect towards the first game #also the way lisa sees marty's face everywhere damn #not gonna tag as lisa #tw: abuse #just in case #i could say more about the game cuz i think about it so often #i forgot to say this but yea what hits is how it shows u what it feels like for the person affected