#i never remember which is my own tag

[coochiekrab]

how did kuri manage to unfrizz her hair for the wedding, and how come she maintains her hair better in her older years?

one day in her life shes not responsible for her own appearance

#kuri cuts her hair when shes older #which makes taking care of it a little easier #my art #kuri #chihiro #i think she has her own tag but idk #and i can never remember aubreys sisters name #i think its #addy #well i know its addy but i dont know if its addison or adelaide

[peridots-pixiwolf]

[Start ID. A drawing of @mieczmaszyna 's character Izzy. In the words of its creator, Izzy is a humanoid robot with a white chassis, oval head, black headset, square green glasses, claws, and a tail resembling a cable plug. Ai wears a cowboy hat, vest decorated by a star and bottle cap, pants with tassels, spurred boots, and a red bandanna. He's viewed from the side, kicking up one leg and holding both arms out in front of itself to shoot finger guns, looking excited and rather jaunty. The background is a dull yellow-green, muddied by the warm reddish tone of the drawing, and in paler green are the words "BANG BANG!!" by ais arms. End ID]

robot cowboy!!!

#peridots-art #bots #others' ocs #izzy #mieczmaszyna #gotta admit doing all the shading here was. very fun. insert medic hoo noise #i don't know if people usually read these but @ the intended recipient of this post! if you are!! #i remember first liking your art a year ago (actually only about a week off now lol) when it crossed my dash for the first (/only) time #and then found it again whilst enjoying the funky robot dudes (yesm/p03) and their respective games and I fell in Love with your style #i also was always enthused by the number of my fixations that you also liked! fnv! insc! ultkll! tf2 and hylics which i've never played! #and then there's hk which has been my most prominent special interest for close to two years so. safe to say that was. AWESOME to see #ALSO ALSO!! i think we may be like. mutuals-in-law*2?? #by which i mean one of my two closest friends on this site (holly) is mutuals with a cool artist (sodapop) #who i learned by accident that you've sent asks to before. either way it's cool :] #reserving the caption 'robot cowboys my beloved' for the future cause there are too many! victor and p03 and my own guy atoya and now this? #it is a wonderful problem. anyway i'm also looking at P3RI and realizing how many traits they and izzy share by accident lol #think. that should be all the tags (see: incoherent rambling). really like your stuff and have been meaning to draw something for you for #a while just got nervous 👍

[front-facing-pokemon]

#bonus under the cut getting that snout facing right at the camera #camerupt #early 2000s animation cow‚ apparently. that's what someone just said about the bonus image. i honestly never understood this thing's name #i always thought it was pretty obviously a cow. but then its name implies camel. camel erupt. camerupt. is there a specific kind of #camel that just looks like a cow?? or. what. or am i just misremembering what camels look like #either way‚ i still think this pokémon is pretty cool‚ but i don't really use it ever in my own playthroughs. i don't think i *ever* have #not even in pokémon colosseum where i'm pretty sure you can get a shadow numel at some point. bc i already had a fire-type #not sure which one it was but it was definitely one of them. maybe cyndaquil? because of the dudes with the johto starters #that you fight near the beginning in pppp uuuhhh the PHENAC city i couldn't remember the name. for a second there. #i wasn't aware as a kid that their outfits corresponded to the type of the starter they had and also that you could only fight one of them #i think as a kid i was under the impression that there was only the one. for some reason i remember fighting the green one #oh wait they have the second-evos yeah. cuz he had bayleef. and the red one would've had quilava. not cyndaquil #ugh my memory is not very good evidently. i'm writing these tags after work. normally i do them right when i wake up but this time i just #do not have an excuse for not being able to remember shit. this is just on me. maybe it's amplified by the fact that i have yet to eat today #which i have a very bad habit of doing. forgetting to eat all day and not eating until like 5 and then that being my only meal for the day #i'm trynna get better about it but it is Not easy for some reason. for something that should be decidedly very simple #but my brain doesn't often let me eat until i've completed all of my silly little Tasks. so. idk. this will however post the day after i've #arrived back home from my trip which is nice. the first time future me will be sleeping in her own bed again. good luck again future me #you might need it

[lichtecht]

PART 26

of the dfk audiobook translation

@cnka

Martina: „I need to tell you something. I’m not a doctor’s daughter. I don’t have a phone because I don’t have money. And my clothes are second-hand. Not vintage.“ Jo: „Why didn’t you say anything? I told you about my mother too.“ Matze: „You know, Martina, I think that you don’t have to act like you’re rich. You’re still you!“ Martina: „I know. But I just wanted to be someone else.“ Matze: „Uli shouldn’t climb up there either.“ Martina: „And you don’t have to do boxing if you don’t want to.“ Matze: „And you, Jo, don’t have to be so cool all the time.“ Jo: (laughs) „I am cool! And you, Matze, are way more clever than you always think.“ Matze: „Really?“ Jo: „Yeah!“ Martina: (giggles happily) Matze, genuinely: „Thanks!“

Narrator (audiobook): But their good mood abruptly vanishes when they meet Ruda and her gang down in town.

Martina: „Oh no.“ Jo: „Not good!“ Matze: „Externs.“ Jo: „Technically it’s our territory…“ Martina: „We’re outnumbered.“ Matze: „We can’t just run away!“ Martina: „I don’t know!“ Jo: „Whatever. We stick together here.“ Matze: „For Uli.“ Martina: „For Uli.“ Jo: „Yeah. For Uli.“

Narrator (audiobook): The three gather all their courage and approach the Externs - they’re prepared for the worst. As always, Ruda takes the word.

Ruda: „Uh. So. Well- We didn’t want it to come to this. We’re sorry.“ Sebi: „It just went way too far, that Internals-Externs thing.“ Martina: „Yeah. We all really overdid it.“

Narrator (Nichtraucher): And now? On this day, they didn’t have an answer. So Martina focused on studying for the admission test with the help of Justus Bökh.

SCENE CHANGE

[Note: the red text on that picture says "Matze - losing is not an option - Papa"]

Matze: „Hello, Papa? I won’t go to the boxing camp this year.“

Narrator (Nichtraucher): Matze prepared his holidays.

Matze: „I’ll stay here with Uli!“

SCENE CHANGE

Uli: „Mama!“

Narrator (Nichtraucher): Uli was brought new laundry and the school books for next year.

SCENE CHANGE

Narrator (Nichtraucher): The handsome Theodor felt the pressure to be solely responsible for the entertainment at the closing celebration.

SCENE CHANGE

Jo: „For you.“

Narrator (audiobook): Martina can’t believe that Jo is gifting her the phone.

Martina: „What?“ Jo: „I'm getting a new one anyway.“

Martina: „Jo, that- I can’t accept that!“ Jo: „How else am I gonna call you in the holidays?“

They hug.

SCENE CHANGE

Martina studies in the light of her flashlight while Jo sleeps.

Narrator (Nichtraucher): And apart from this nice gesture from Jo, not least because of the amount of school material, everything seemed to be heading towards a closing celebration without a play for Martina. To which Martina, Jo, Matze and Uli had still invited me though.

SCENE CHANGE

The doors to the assembly hall open. Kids run in first, followed by their parents and the older kids.

Narrator (audiobook): It’s finally time. The day of the closing celebration has come. Parents, siblings, teachers and the students rush into the assembly hall in crowds.

#das fliegende klassenzimmer #dfk 2023 audiobook translation #das fliegende klassenzimmer 2023 #dfk #that scene at the start felt very soulless and cliche #if i had written that movie i would have given proper room to actually show those insecurities #martina never pretended to be rich?? #matze being insecure about his intelligence was mentioned offhand in one sentence #and jos weakness is that she’s too cool?? #jo „die coole“ trotz #jos weakness is that she’s too caught up in this rivalry. and she’s stubborn. she doesn’t listen to other people enough #martinas weakness is that she just goes along with things #and doesnt correct them or stand up for herself sometimes #also that she takes too much responsibility for everyone else #matze’s weakness is the thing with his dad. that was really really not given enough room #you could explore how maybe he doesn’t really know what his actual interests are because his father always shaped him in his own image #mine #i do not remember when i actually wrote those tags but yeah that was the basis from which my dfk 2023 rewrite stems #and i didnt even get into how extraordinarily stupid the way they resolved that internals-externs conflict was #so incredibly stupid

[anistarrose]

inverted murder mystery: "who the fuck killed my archnemesis? i need to thank them personally"

#spoilers + meta for my own fic (a monster might begin to worry) in the tags below bc i just reread it and cried but #if magnus was less depressed and more assured of his own worthiness of being stood up for and protected #then ammbtw would have almost immediately turned into this #instead it doesn't really become this until the final chapter - where magnus finally believes that protecting him was the right thing #before that - when he did have the capacity to “solve” the case; and obviously even *did* solve it with some help - #he was so torn up over motive. over *why* someone would've intervened. and because mags thought so poorly of himself - #he wasn't convinced that killing kalen *was* a heroic act. because sure; magnus felt that kalen deserved it #but he also felt that *he* was getting off easy. that he wasn't having to atone for *his* perceived failures #in that last chapter though. in that last chapter. just when he's lost the ability to remember or comprehend the answer #which is the *same* time he finally claws his way up into good enough mental health to believe that he deserves nice things #*that's* when he finally wants to do my little shitpost above. to give the murderer a truly heartfelt thank you #and the irony is that the killer is right under his nose... and magnus doesn't know; and can never ever know #but instead of being a dark ending a la “the murderer committed the perfect crime and got away; where will they strike next?” #it's a “magnus is safe and loved and supported” ending :) even if he still doesn't know the lengths his family's gone to for him #because he's getting to a place where he can be happy without knowing all the answers :) #a monster might begin to worry

[clumsyclifford]

“We’re not gonna die today, though.” “No, we’re not.”

a demigods!malum moodboard inspired by Win or lose I’m screwed by my sweet betrothed and recipient of my holiday edit exchange edit @cringeycal

#5sos edit exchange #malum #this idea struck me like lightning and it took me like maximum two hours to make probably less #and i stand by it. #stuff #god i can never remember my moodboard tags i think it's #moodboards #i dont have one for my own moodboards but at this point i probably should huh #my mb #sure! #wait i have a #mine #tag. that works #i think i need to reread percy jackson #update: hello from reagan international airport #i am at my gate and my flight to florida boards in 25 minutes so like a good dedicated blogger here i am posting my edit #i even opened my laptop for this because when i went to edit the tags of the draft on my phone it wouldnt let me edit the post on mobile #in retrospect could i have just done it through my phone browser? maybe. yes. possibly. i don't know #but i already had to unearth my laptop to go through security so it was at the top of my (NEW!!!) bag anyway so i was like eh fuck it #ALL OF WHICH TO SAY happy holidays. happy candlenights adri and meg and everyone #thanks for organizing this meg <3 #and thanks for writing The percy jackson au of my dreams adri <3 #any of yall ever follow floccinaucihilipificationa on here? her tags are my inspiration lmao

[essektheylyss]

Because I mentioned my Heroes fandom time and once I start thinking about Heroes I will not stop, it remains funny as shit that Heroes was like, "Here's our serial killer villain. He's not a sociopath or mentally ill or any of that bullshit, he doesn't even need to resort to this to get what he wants, he's just a fucked up little freak obsessed with power and he can stop anytime he likes. We're going to give him an utterly incomprehensible redemption arc for no reason. And it's gonna slap."

#never question how anyone could possibly stan a war criminal who may or may not even be that repentant. this is NOTHING. #I've been like this my whole goddamn life. #also discovered I do not own season 4 which really does need to change. purely for sylar redemption arc. #and also my absolute favorite most ballsy cancellation show ending of all time. because fuck 'em that's why! #what does anyone tag heroes lmfao #heroes nbc #actually I was gonna make a brotherhood joke about the circus but then remembered that ray park literally played toad so like. yeah lmfao #tbh I do think everyone would be way more normal about the quality of heroes if we took it as it was intended: a comic series* in tv form #like who CARES about bullshit over the top plots! this is about power metaphors and vibes #and yanno what? it delivered on both fronts. #*I know this only applies to superhero comics. I ran out of characters in that tag. don't @ me.

[thedevotionaltour]

thinking about daredevil yellow again im not. going to make it Guys.

#static.soundz #crying screaming and hitting the ground. so good. it made me cry really bad #bc whenever i think about jack n matt it always makes me think of me n my dad for various reasons #when matt said i couldnt feel his heartbeat inside me anymore. no words. #i rambled about it on my main but dd is very much intwined in an interesting and special way with my own heavy grief about my dad #and matt was a very important character to me during that time of my life for the exact same reason. #it's why i take a lot of very heavy issue when things try to make it so his dad died in his childhood as opposed to college #bc a) think it takes away a lot of the important nature of their relationship and b) my own personal projection #bc all grief at any stage is highly personal and unique and particular #but it really does feel like. matt is really just starting to become an adult (depending whether he dies when matt's in under or post grad) #(bc i can never remember which) but he's not quite a mega established one. there's still that lingering of childhood #so even though he's grown. it just hurts in a very particular way. they saw you grow up. but they didnt really see you become an adult. #they did not see the person you're going to be. that you are. that you're becoming. it feels like such a bizarre unfair moment in time. #bc why now? why not when i was younger? why not when i was truly an adult adult who is expecting to lose you now? #why at this moment and no other time? #but thinking about matt going i wish i told my dad how much i loved him. #more than anything when he goes 'i love you dad. did you hear? i love you.' #it made me cry like a fucking bitch. honest to god tearing up when i type about it. it wrenches my heart it twists it and it makes me wanna #drop to my knees and just weep and weep and weep. they are everything to me. #i have intertwined a lot of matt's grief with mine in a way that makes him so so so important to me. because as stupid as it fucking sounds #that comic and him as a character are everything to me. so genuinely. they were a lifeline my freshman year #when i was so depressed all i could do was read comics. or listen to music #i could do nothing else. i did. clearly. i did work and assignments. but dd was everything to me alongside dm #im sorry i am being an actual like nutbag in my tags im sorry i just have a lot of feelings. this story is everything to me ever ok? ok.

[angorwhosebabyisthis]

lies on the floor and stares at the ceiling about how lorien and the garde kids are the ultimate example of 'you inherit your parents' trauma but you will never fully understand it'

#lorien legacies #LL loric #LL tag #on a number of levels tbh; ranging from the literal as in 'my mentor-parent came from a dead world and the only glimpses i get of it' #'and what happened to it; are through their eyes; and they are not likely to be very forthcoming about most of it' #'especially their own issues and traumas both before the war and after' #to 'lorien had a lot of really fucked up shit and long-reaching societal traumas going on long before the war' #'whether they admitted something was a trauma or not (from what we see; usually not lmao)' #'and like. they're gone now. their records are gone. we will never have even a tenth of the full context' #'and one of the only two living direct sources we have for all this is inclined to lie about it' #'how do we even begin to make sense of the bearing their past actions have on what's happening now' #'whether The Interplanetary Political Landscape in General' #'or on the smaller scale of how our lost culture shaped our individual traumas and abuse' #'when we have so little context for or ability to verify what they even *did*' #'how *relevant* is it. because in a lot of ways it IS relevant. but also what does it mean to hold them accountable when they're *gone*' #there's honestly so many other places to emphasize this theme too; i could go on many long infodumps about how this applies to the mogs #but also one of the main characters; who is fully a human; inherits his dad's trauma which *his dad himself doesn't even remember* #there's so much to explore here and it is all very sad rolls around kicking my feet

[thebuttsmcgee]

THE SAME PLUSH CREATOR FOR THE LUMITY PLUSHES HAS PLANS FOR A WILLOW AND HUNTER PLUSH SET LETS GOOOOO

#butts talks nonsense #well technically its also owl house related but I dont wanna main tag that #tho it might end up there anyways? ehhhh #aaanyways. apparently they said so nearly a month ago lmao I guess I missed it tho ldjqhbdw #really cool tho!!!!!!!!! Dude I have seen like NO Willow plushes at all and only 1 Hunter plush. Ive seen a custom made Gus one as well but #only by 1 person tho it was still p cool #Im p excited tho!!!!! Their Luz and Ams plushes have always been really well made as well as their SPoP ones so woot! #Granted I jUST got the Luz one a little ago but to be fair Im. hm. picky? when it comes to detail and Ive always seen her hoodie as purbl #so thats why I ordered right away when they started manufacturing Luz in purbl instead of the blue. I also just never got the hexside #uniformed ones cuz. uh. money? Ig. lmao I dont really remember since its actually been a while. Kinda regret it but who knows! #Maybe theyll restock it or someone could sell their own one day. I did just see a S1 Ams plush go for sale. so. ehhuh. #hg. times like these I wish they made a Gus and Matty plush set ghhehgvvvv. IMAGINE A GUS PLUSH IF YOU WOULD!!!! #Granted I dont think we've seen Matty in an actual casual fit so he'd either hafta be in Hexside uniform or the fit he wore in TTLGR. #Which. Mighta? been his casual? outfit? uh. hm. In my mind I kept thinking that was his previous Glandus uni but Im not sure now LMAO #anyways w for huntlow. even if ya dont like it then hey an actually well made (and actually made) Willow and Hunter plush! #THO. HEADS UP. LMAO ITLL BE 120 FOR THE SET FHSBABSBW #yea I paid about 67 for my Luz plush and the Lumity set was like. 120 without shipping fees dfjwbsb #all cool tho. after all it is commission work! #dude I just love plushies. My sonic one is on the way argh argh argh. #I need to hold myself back from stimming cause more cool stuff like plushes for toh gets me really happy and excited djahb #but yea!!!!! hell yea!!!!!!! HELL YES DUDE!!!! FINALLY WILLOW MERCH!!!! also merch for gringito 👌 #OH LMAO I bet Mr. Zeno Robinson is gunna somehow get 1. He deserves it #uh oh. lookin at these tags. I may have. whats the word. uh. infodumped? I dunno but I rambled a lot about this cuz Im actually excited #for this. BUT THEYRE SUCH A GREAT PLUSH maker ofc I would!!!! I wonder what designs they'd use tho. okay I should stop. bef. brgore I #before I ramble again too much rjaqnnqwn

[no1ryomafan]

SRW is such a funny thing for me to think about cause it’s like “wow a trpg game that’s been ongoing for decades that really encapsulates how huge and significant mecha is to japan by having every and all mecha been featured in this giant crossover that also has really cool attack animations that replicate the shows they’re from well, with new original content for some shows sprinkled in as well” at first glance then I proceed to be salty by going “oh wait the main show I like in here is only ever used for one iteration which they end up butchering and all the other mechas I’ve liked have shown up maybe once because I’ve liked the ones that had to flop in Japan- also this game caused tags to be unnecessarily filled with crossovers and people acting like they know a series just because it was in SRW thanks I hate it” and this cycle is only a constant because I haven’t actually played a SRW besides 30s demo for a bit 💀

#meg text #mecha rambles #super robot wars #SRW #I could never hate SRW just because it doesn’t give me what I want-that’s petty-and overall I’m sure it’s a fun time #but man does it suck to remember how getter is one of the big 3 but SRW fumbles using it despite the potential #I think it’s stupid to hate arma for SRW or merch but it’s absolutely overstayed it’s welcome SRW wise #because they aren’t even doing anything interesting with it which is PAINFUL because GO TEAM IS RIGHT THERE #you are sleeping on the potential of go team actually interacting with senior team more #because that is armas probably biggest missed opportunity especially regarding Kei #but let’s just pretend go team hardly is significant even though their MORE OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS #(this in general will always bother the SHIT out of me with how arma is marketed even if I sadly know why) #”first protag is more remembered/liked” which is a constant pain in my side 💀 #I feel like I’ve ranted about this tags before and getter wasn’t even why I made this post but whatever #the real reason I made this was because my big o brain rot got me like “wow this could be so cool to see in SRW again” #only to remember it flopped in Japan so they don’t want to use it #same deal as to why shin Jeeg never gets fucking used #I should at the very least be happy these two are at least owned by companies who do a lot of mecha stuff #so getting them in if they did isn’t a jumping through hoops risk #but at the same time “man if I ever wanna a crossover with these I’d have to write it myself” #”and I don’t wanna do that because all the tags already have too many SRW crossovers” #(I say as I have a idea I might do but shhhhhhhhhh) #maybe one day big o and Jeeg will come back but I doubt they’ll interact with getter because they’re completely different #despite their being SHARED aspects that someone else could totally like all 3 for that same reason

[front-facing-pokemon]

#i SEEM to remember this pokémon itself and some characters in the anime pronouncing their name like “wees-mur” as opposed to “wizmur #.” and i don't know where i remember that from #although i'm pretty sure it was in anipoké‚ i don't. like. ever watch anipoké so i don't know where i would've heard it from #BUT‚ in pokédex 3d pro or whatever the fuck on the 3ds‚ which is what i use to settle all pokémon name pronunciation disputes #i take that as gospel. anything the announcer guy in that game says is the truth to me even if i don't like it. but the thing is #for whismur. he says “wizzmur” just like i ORIGINALLY thought when i read the name. but i seem to remember the anime saying “wees-mur” #Wheece Mur. that kind of thing. i don't?? get it. i'll have to look it up again or something but that's my story about whismur's name #whismur #peperoany and wheace (mur) #throw some loodread on that bad buoy #actually before i set this into the queue lemme look it up. whismur saying its own name in the anime #okay yeah i can't find it i have no idea where i would've seen this. but you all believe me #i could never say anything wrong and i would never lie to you in my tags

[rimouskis]

okay I've decided against pursuing any sort of diagnosis re: my growing suspicions I have ADHD/something of that ilk for a variety of reasons, but it will NEVER stop galling me how I lack object permanence. like a baby. I need to have clear storage containers because if I cannot see something I forget it exists. it's both a relief to know that there is a potential "explanation" for such behavior but also realizing that most other people can do convenient things (like: remembering the existence of stuff) is also FRUSTRATINGGGG because I wish that was me! imagine being able to remember things not only casually but well! imagine that! god!

#it's also frustrating because it can bleed into interpersonal relationships and depending on people's friendship styles it can have a... #large impact. like back in high school my best friend would regularly be hurt by me not remembering things #(ranging from stories she'd tell me to stories I'd already told her to people's names to pieces of information I'd been made aware of) #and I took it personally at that age and sort of took it as: #''I am an inherently selfish person who can't remember things about other people and I am Bad'' #and while that friendship grew apart and she sort of resigned herself (eventually) to me being the way that I was #I guess I never really let go of my guilt around it... and even now I still feel Very Bad about not remembering things #and I've often thought to myself of how I could mitigate it to be a better friend #but I short of ''keeping notes on your friends and the stories they tell you which you will need to reference often'' #I've not had much luck in cracking that #I feel like as I've grown older I've found friends who (for whatever reason) don't take my ''poor memory'' personally #[and hilariously I've seemed to befriend people with FREAKISHLY GOOD memories who more than make up for my own] #and that's been... a bit better because it's been many years since I've had a friend make me feel bad for not remembering something #and in fact I have friends now who HAVE diagnosed ADHD who (obviously) Get It #but back of my head I still think that I do the people around me a disservice by not frequently/accurately committing things to memory #I think it makes me a worse friend and a worse employee for that matter #and I do in fact wish there was a magic pill that would grant me that ability and that ability only. it feels like it would change my LIFE. #anyways this tag essay is brought to you by: #me looking for my concert earplugs (which I have never used despite buying them FOR three concerts I went to last year since I kept... #say it with me... forgetting about them the day of the concert!) and finding a stash of two different battery types I had no idea I owned #anyways. earplugs are going into my car so I will have them on me #and batteries have been moved to the clear container in my closet with the other batteries. sigh.

[monty-glasses-roxy]

Wait what the fuck am I thinking? Roxy and DJ with matching fun genders.

#fnaf security breach #queerplatonic besties/partners that are both genderqueer #they both said FUCK GENDER and made their own #dj music man #roxanne wolf #SURE THIS CAN GO IN TAGS #LOOK AT MY QUEER LITTLE GUY HEADCANONS #roxy husband with her sometimes husband sometimes wife dj #(he can't make up his mind so he just told her to surprise him) #she'll call him a wife for like a month and then surprise him with husband #and then make up a new word and then stick to husband until she gets bored #she goes through phases and he likes guessing which one she's in #dj gives her a random new pronoun as often as physically possible too #gender is a game and they're WINNING #he's inventing pronouns every day for her and she's rolling the dice every day for him #they've never been winning more in their lives #lmao I don't remember how I got down this rabbithole of a thought process but listen #their gender is 'fuck you' but only when they remember #They Do Not Care Your Honour

[brightokyolights]

@maingoes created a tag game, here is the description:

"Topic is covers of books that definitely changed your brain on some sort of minuscule but permanent level or that you think your childhood experience would’ve have been different without (longest title of a tag game ever I know) my only 2 rules are u should have read the book before age 10 and you cannot include the HP series"

Here are my books:

I shall tag @j-purplesunsets-rainydays @jesperfaheygf @cancara @mostlykind @captainjanegay @holdingontozouis and anyone else who sees this and wants to do this! Also pls do not do if you do not wanna ❤️❤️❤️

#about me #hello time for me to overshare in the tags you are welcome once again #so elmer i just always loved because colourful elephant ooo #story about how being different is ok ooo #the rainbow magic fairies. genuinely were like my whole world as a little kid i was obsessed #i used to colour in the pages and one time i coloured in a picture and gave it to my teacher as a present lmao #i still have an edition of the seven rainbow fairies that i got gifted as a young kid #thats why i chose that specific pic #i think my fav was maybe izzy? which lmao cause look at me now #i loved all of them though honestly #dork diaries again i used to colour in all the pictures and i think thats like the first proper books i can remember buying and actively #keeping up with as new books came out #mr men i used to love and still love like t shirts and stuff of. we never actually owned many of the books though because tbh they are #expensive but yeah lmao. i even kept my old lightswitch that has two of the characters on it. #biff chip and kipper were books used to learn how to read but i do remember really liking them and the magic key is the one i remember most #and FINALLY #Where's spot i mostly added because i used to go to the library a lot as a kid and every single time id pick up that book and any other #that had any sort of interactive element tbh. so i added that one more because it reminded me of like when i first went to the library #so ja : D

[pancakehouse]

ARCHAEOLOGIST DREAM FIC my favorite i cannot wait tell the audience about it pls pls pls

but also, for me, i have to know...what is in "literally shut up"

hiii emmy em love of my life em!!

(someone else asked about the archaeologist dream fic HALLELUJAH so i'll give my obnoxious drawn-out dramatic pitch for it there, but think everyone should know it would not exist as an idea without you!!!! it would simply be buried (ha! archaeology pun!) in my subconscious forever. you gave me purpose.)

okay 'literally shut up' is ... hahahaha. god. goodddd.

it is essentially this:

remus is a poolboy. sirius is a wealthy, stressed-out owner of an incredibly filthy pool. is it destiny or...is it maybe just the ripped-off plot of a cliche 90s porn film? who's to say!!!

i feel as if the title of this wip should be obvious by this point, but if not it is Past Me telling (quite rudely) Current/Future/All-Versions-Of Me to literallyyyyy shutttttt UPPPPP.

think i'm prob still gonna write it though :// how embarrassing for me!

#all the notes i have for it are incredibly wholesome which is cute of me #remus is quite a conservative poolboy he does not go shirtless much to the dismay of the spying stay-at-home mom and dad neighbors #they want a SHOW and hes in his grandpa sweaters and converse just trying to pay his way through school :/ #anyway essentially sirius is obsessed from afar bc obviously and remus is quietly efficient and never accepts offers to hang around UNTIL #sirius comes home early from a work trip to find remus floating on a pool bed and taking a nice lil nap. #thats literally all i have so far! and i think its both highly genius and horrifically STUPID hehehe #also i cant tell if this was inspired by someone else's fic. did someone else write something like this??? i never know if its my own HCs #or if i read it and adopted it without remembering :/ #poolboy remus wip #HA look at that tag. literally SHUT UP @me. #my writing #answered #wip game #emmeline tag