#i need a nap too tbh

[miniculecrossing]

🌾🪴🌼

#acnh #animal crossing #acnh blog #acnh community #acnh island #animal crosing new horizons #acnh inspiration #acnh molly #acnh villagers #i need a nap too tbh

[camels-pen]

the thing that fucks me up about zosopp is that while Zoro gets more serious and jokes around less as the series goes on, Usopp is still a little jokester. He still tells stories and plays with Luffy and Chopper- he knows when to get serious, but he also knows when to have fun.

And I bet it eats him up inside, seeing the man he loves slowly lock that part of himself away for the sake of being a strong and unwavering presence for the crew. How Zoro is constantly burdened with thoughts of how to keep the crew alive- how to best train to keep his crew alive. How he doesn't leave room for much else.

He makes room for Usopp though. For their crew- their family. And Usopp vows (hopes) to force him to make room for fun, too.

#one piece #roronoa zoro #usopp #zosopp #nemotime #just. its the funny guy x serious guy ship i cant NOT think about this #especially Post-Timeskip my god Zoro needs a good bellyaching laugh #quiet moments together has Usopp quote unquote 'trying out new jokes on Zoro' which is TECHNICALLY true #but he's not testing them out he's just trying to make Zoro laugh and loosen up more #the opposite side of this is Zoro trying to slow Usopp down with naps and also get him to focus more on the now rather than the what-ifs #they're both hypocrites but they're also really sweet #man that one zosopp anon really got me on a kick the last few hours #tbh this could be platonic too; seeing one of your best buddies like that would fuck anyone up

[difeisheng]

trying to beat back the part of my brain currently insisting that my place in fandom is earned through creating things, and if i'm not doing that then i'm ""falling behind"" or some bullshit. objectively yes i KNOW it's not true and that's not how this space works. yes i know that fandom isn't a job. and YET here i am anyway stuck with some kind of internal voice that's a cross between imposter syndrome and a shift manager grumbling at me and i'm begging for it to shut up

#and the thing is my brain is specifically picking at the fact that i'm not writing fic #the meta and analysis and photo edits gifs translations whatever all counts as creation. i know that #i'm genuinely having fun with those things and tbh i've never had a fandom where i got to focus so much on analysis especially #and i also know that fandom is not something you have to be a creator in to have a place. also we all have lives outside of fandom #but i hung too much of my value as a person and in fandom on my fiction writing skill in high school #and apparently we still haven't fully gotten over that yet. do not recommend #ughfjdjsjsk i need. to listen to my podcast. and do some colouring. and nap #ashton originals #is this the real life

[weavewilled]

incoherent grumbling noises

when you feel like ur not writing ur own oc correctly and it's silly bc it's your own oc and yET

#;; & this seems like as good a time as any for me to stop babbling on. ( ooc ) #( my brain is going brrr tonight #i need a nap #but it's too late to nap #such is my dilemma ) #( i've had a sore throat for three days #and general blergh #it's probably why tbh ) #tbd

[kaeyaphile]

i re–did my mobile theme because i am entirely incapable of being normal in any capacity whatsoever and i have to make my entire personality about my fictional other(s) 🤡

#kayleigh.txt #i need to re–do my desktop theme too and tbh i might do that rn before i take a desperately needed power nap 🤔 #anyways what are y’alls thoughts??? what are the vibes??? are the vibes good??? 🥹🤞🏻 #don’t worry i am still madly in love with kaeya alberich from genshin impact but alas #aventurine has a hold on meee 😂 #he’s basically my kaeya but in honkai: star rail 🤷🏼‍♀️ #i love them both equally thank you for coming to my tedtalk 👋🏻

[m1d-45]

i’m having shining nikki sagau thoughts everybody beware. so first of all like i remembered that elves canonically exist in miraland (idk if we ever mentioned this before) and there’s elves or at least elf-like creatures in teyvat…… i’m connecting the dots (<- they’re not connecting shit)

second of all. the new skins. “sailwind shadow” and “blossoming starlight” are SUCH designer’s reflection names like if i opened up shining nikki and saw those there they wouldn’t even be out of place. idk about everyone else but i think it would be cute if sailwind shadow was bandit. i have more to say but i need time to put my thoughts in Order - teddy anon

shining nikki!!

honestly despite red being in my head on and off, i didn’t even CONSIDER sailwind shadow and that is a tragedy. i have his skin but didn’t do the quest relating to it yet (it’s a costume he wears for a play right?) but the entire thing with this event. god he’s so perfect.

blossoming starlight is probably just klee but higher energy and less fear, and while i don’t doubt the power of klee dps i do doubt your conscience allowing you to bring a child into battle, double so after red split. she’s just. a little girl. so we move on.

sailwind shadow. i’ll choose to interpret him as a mix of the dagger bandit and kaeya himself, which makes for a fun little guy in my opinion. always trying to sneak you off to somewhere “more interesting than sitting around all day, no?” and thinks that the others are being far too uptight. does he understand the gravity of the hunt? absolutely. but whereas red (and the two archons) want to keep you safe in the cave you’ve made home, he’d much rather whisk you away down a path in the forest.

less for combat, i’d imagine, leaving that to nikki and the others. has quite a few stories to tell, most made up but some gathered from his weak memory. dislikes kaeya, but less so than red, surprisingly. he seems to view him as having no other choice, that he’s “already conflicted enough without that fake touting him about as their sword.” he views kaeya with more pity than anything else.

he and red have a.. strange relationship. at their cores, they are diluc and kaeya, but that affection is hidden beneath the several layers of trauma painted over. they both worry for the other in their own ways—he checks red for injuries from afar when you all regroup after a fight, and red makes sure to make chicken mushroom skewers when he’s having a bad day—but it’s still a tough trial. it’ll probably go quicker than diluc and kaeya, but you’ll have to wait a while before they connect properly.

in his early stages, he’s not all that dissimilar from red. clingy and always hesitant to leave, but does do more to try and keep your attention on him. he’s kaeya at his core and the costume is from a play, so he’s got quite a few tricks up his sleeve to prolong his stay.

(these tricks commonly include starting to tell you a story only to reveal that the ‘ancient artifact’ is one of fischl’s arrows, or red’s rings. your laughter is enough to keep him stealing them back—anything to be the source of that shine in your eyes.)

less prone to violence than red, and definitely safer to take out in public after everything’s over. at worst, he’ll make a passing comment, but is too worried about his image. what if you see him sneer, or if the other person sees and tells you? no no no, it’s far safer to just pull you away again, even if he has to lie as to why. you’ll understand if the crowds are getting to him, or if he feels trapped indoors, right? you were meant to be amongst nature anyway, so if anything he’s just doing you a favor, surely.

(he doesn’t often leave your side as you sleep, but he did see red in the middle of.. taking care of some things once. while he prefers to keep his hands clean—it’s awfully hard to lie to you, and he doesn’t think he could stay quiet if you asked—he doesn’t look down on red’s choice of problem solving. he recognizes the person beneath his boot anyway, hands slightly twitching at the memory from earlier today. when the two of them return to camp by morning, he lets red do most of the talking, only adding in the small half truth of “just having some fun” when prompted. he did his best to wipe his sword clean of any unsavory stains, but does keep it safely in it’s sheath whenever you’re around.)

however, just because he’s less violent than red doesn’t mean the source of said violence went away. he still gets jealous, and if he finds his theatrics don’t make you laugh as much as they used to, he‘ll begin to panic. are you growing bored with him? are his stories getting predictable? do you look down on him for running away with hunters with you instead of staying like the others do? he promises he’s not just dead weight! please, what does he have to do? do you want him to be more like barbatos? he can’t quite help you fly like he can, but he can try to pick up a bow! do you like red more? he’d really rather not get blood on his outfit, but anything for you. anything, anything at all… just keep your attention on him for a little longer. please?

#m1d : [chats] #teddy anon #and teddy!!!!!! #the shining nikki saga #kaeya is so whimsical we love men haunted by the horrors of their past #sailwind shadow… literally What Is His Name #i keep defaulting to ‘shade’ but idk if that only sounds good cause i chose it- #he’d literally lose his shit if you wanted to give him a name by the way. red would rationalize it as for convenience and not think of it— #cause he’d hate to be a problem and changing it once he could speak would just be more problems—but shade? loses his mind #reads into it 10 times over #still replays that memory sometimes as he watches you sleep #he doesn’t sleep btw. always watching you; either to make sure you rest easy or for his own enjoyment… unclear. the others are too afraid to #ask at this point tbh. he probably needs to but the occasional nap when one of the others takes you out is enough for him #he’d normally hate to see you walk away from him but you’d worry if you saw him looking sleepy so for these select times he allows it #worse attachment issues than red. red would be fine if you disliked him for his violent acts and would be content knowing you’re safe #but shade? not a chance in hell. if you show the slightest signs of thinking anything less than highly of him it’s like his whole world #falls to pieces. his first days—when he was conscious but couldn’t let you know—were literal hell. #being dismissed? you might as well have ripped out his nails; it would have hurt less. #once he managed to convey to you that he was also splitting it was a lot easier. he couldn’t talk yet but you were holding conversation with #him anyway (nikki had told you this made the splitting process easier and you were inclined to believe her). #he is. so pathetic i love him. god he’d probably cry if you even suggested he was doing something wrong. #sailwind shadow #he gets his tag :)

[napping-sapphic]

#wlw #it was two naps #and both of them slapped #just woke up from the second one and everything is so nice #also yeah i reserve some of my fav blankets for days i want to be Extra comfortable #it also slaps #and yes i did indeed devote a ridiculous amount of time swooning over women #margot robbie is EVERYWHERE from the barbie movie and i am simply not normal about her #i am instead very gay about her #work has been Hell On Earth lately so this post is honestly just me bragging #especially because i have TOMORROW off too!! #(even though i need to be productive for that since im moving but whatever) #anything is better than my job lately tbh

[rosicheeks]

once again wishing we could cuddle… idk, i think lying in bed together, wrapped up and holding each other closely, talking about our days or venting or rambling about nerdy stuff, maybe mixed with a lot of kissing and flirting, and just being soft and affectionate like that together… that would fix me right now 💖

-🌸

#^me and you 👉👈 #I couldn’t decide which gif so you get both #cause I can imagine us being all silly and maybe tickle each other a bit #just truly belly laughing with each other #and then I can also imagine us being super soft and intimate #just holding each other in our arms #squeezing a little bit cause we never want to let the other one go #ksbdkndkdnskdndkf #UGH #YOU ARE KILLING ME #can’t tell you how badly I need this right now #just wanna spend the entire day in bed #talking and napping and cuddling and kissing 🥺🥺🥺 #yeah that would fix me too tbh #uhmmm do you wanna come over 🥺🥺🥺 #I’m cleaning my bed so we can snuggle up in clean blankies #oh oh oh #maybe even take a shower together #and then lay naked in the freshly clean sheets #sigh #that sounds nice #gonna dream about this all day tbh 🥺🥺🥺 #ask #🌸 anon

[piplupod]

i think i am possibly the most relaxed and content that i have been in almost a year and its so nice

not having to feel like anyone is around to be angry at me or judge me and just being able to let my guard down even if only for a couple days is so so so nice. my sister will be home from work in three hours but until then i am alone and free and i could almost cry from how okay i feel for the first time in almost a year :')

#sitting on couch upstairs for the first time since parents last were away #and the dishwasher is running so I'll have clean dishes again #and its a rly comforting noise tbh #and the cars going by on the street in the rain makes a nice noise too #and the clock ticking !!! all very good comforting noises that remind me of napping on the couch while parents were away as a kid #and just feeling like i am safe for once #and i can put on whatever i want without feeling like im about to be yelled at or judged or called names fjfkdl #i can put jerma on the big tv !!! i can watch things on a tv in general !!! its so nice #trying hard not to think abt how i wish it could always be like this bc then i WILL cry for sure fhfkfl #but damn. i understand how ppl are able to live now fjfkdl they just feel this free all the time !!! its so wonderful #im so glad i get to have this even if only for a couple days fhfkdl #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[labwebs]

🕸dear goodness can the internet appreciate atsv without deciding to hate nwh in the process???

#just........................ tired of people hating stuff after loving it for internet clout tbh goodness #both take the multiverse and do a compelling story in different ways! different doesn't mean bad!!!!!!!! goodness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #ooc #im gonna be even more tired when sm4 and btsv are both about knowing too much about your own destiny and people start complaining that sm4 #copied the idea or whatever when clearly both are set up to tell that story #and will likely do it in different ways #s i g h #(i need a nap before i do any writing today lol)

[mc-art-etc]

Leon :)

#he is sleepy #just woke up from nap I need one too tbh #mcsm #minecraft story mode #mcsm oc #mcsm leon #Oc leon

[lordsardine]

Finished this book :^)

#tbh it took a bit to get into #but then it did pick up and it had a satisfying ending #I actually have this one autographed so I’m glad I ended up enjoying it in the end #miscellaneous #next up. Gideon the Ninth #before that. need to do some cleaning and editing #a nap is in order too lmao

[running-in-the-dark]

I'm watching a documentary about CFS and once again it's like.. 😬😬😬 yeaah that sounds a little too familiar

#it's so weird because sometimes I think it's always been like this but no... no it hasn't #I used to get up at 5:30. go to school. stay late to study with my friends. come home. do homework or study more or do hobby stuff #I used to exercise every day. I used to walk for over an hour every day with no problems. I used to feel like I can actually like.. use my #brain. I could think. I was smart. I got really good grades. #(for a while anyway) #even at university it was still like that at first. I did SO MUCH. all day every day #but now I can't do *anything* #like when I came home after my appointment today I had to lie down on the couch and then had a nap. #I can't even sit up properly most of the time because it's too exhausting #like... hmm yeah idk that's not right #but tbh these doctor's appointments for my hearing loss have been SO tiring that I can't imagine trying to get a diagnosis for any of this #anyway just needed to vent #I'm so tired of being tired all the time #it's much more noticeable now that I'm feeling a bit better mentally #personal

[tariah23]

Uhhh

#I have to be at work by 7 in the morning but I take the train so I’ll have to be leaving out by 5:30 my eyes are so droopy and tired since I #haven’t been getting much sleep lol #rambling #at least workers who take public transportation gets reimbursed for the 30 day pass they buy so yay lol #I’ll have to wait until my second check to buy a phone tho so L #basically the beginning of November #I desperately need one too because it’s dangerous coming home at night around here and a lot of the times the street lights would be out and #I wouldn’t even be able to see where I’m even going like man #plus we have the serial killer loose and shit #I wish I could make a donation post lol idk if anyone would donate tho I just need a phone tbh #I think I get my first check on the 15th of next month orz #since I came in after the first pay period had already started #just woke up from a nap hahhh

[orcelito]

Tfw I am like. Stuck in bed lol. Bc all the exhaustion of the past few days has caught up with me

I need to Bake.... metamorphosis....

#speculation nation #i was playing tales of arise earlier. which is pretty fun ngl #tho the battle system will take some getting used to #probably didnt help that im exhausted as hell lol #i gave up and went to nap. intending to nap for only an hour or so #but i think. i want to keep napping. #i still have that God Damned manager meeting tonight. god i fucking Hate those things. #so i cant just Sleep #which tbh if it were up to me im so tired i probably would like to just sleep #like. hooooly shit the past few days have been demanding #doesnt help that the weather's awful so biking has been a chore too #lol i even slipped on some sludge earlier today. caught myself but banged my leg a bit. not fun #and it's only supposed to get worse </3 #i want winter to be over already actually. thank you! #for now... rest... i really need it.