#i love tumblr bc i can rant like this

[bysealight]

i don’t get the fear mongering when it comes to eating healthier. people on here, tik tok, twitter even… like any mention of regulating any type of your food intake and people scream ED, AFRID, orthorexia, etc. i’m sorry but humans were not meant to have food this accessible to us at all times. not to mention processed and foods pumped with dyes/sugar syrup. like…. food is meant to be fuel it’s not meant to be something for self care. like the original purpose of food is to nourish your body.

why is it such a taboo to do that? but if i eat unregulated and indulge in processed foods that’s something to celebrate? it doesn’t click for me. obviously many diets and eating behaviors can be unhealthy for some but that’s the keyword. some. not all. and it’s asinine to assume every person who calorie counts or is mindful of their food has an ed or an inner mental issue with food.

maybe some of us haven’t fallen to the billion dollar food industry that’s convinced us processed food is the cure to a bad day instead of it literally poisoning your body over time. but ure right we’re the brainwashed ones….

#i love tumblr bc i can rant like this #idk this really annoys me #got another post now on tumblr about this #it isn’t a healthy mindset and relying on food like a crutch is not good #i’m not saying it’s not ok to do it once in a while but all the time? #and to shame those who use food as a means of fuel (the way it should be seen as) people literally shame them #i’m not pushing my lifestyle on anyone but please don’t turn around and scream people like me have an ed because we’re mindful with food #like if you want to use food as self care that’s fine but do t expect everyone to be on board #and don’t fear monger simple food changes like counting calories which can teach a person a lot about not only what’s in their food #but how to feel full without eating a lot of calories #like i promise u u don’t have to starve urself i eat a LOTT lmao #thoughts #sea.txt

[luvring]

every day i wish creators didn't have to ask for more than silent interaction on here

#💬nia.rambles #yeah its a writer ranting about this again get over it #i dont want to be like Please For The Love Of God Say Something To Your Writers/Artists! #i dont want to have to guilt and pressure people who may be nervous or not into saying something #but also i dont enjoy that i feel like i have to get used to this growing silence and lack of. anything #a silence which mind u has been growing Since i got on tumblr and somehow hasnt gotten better in any way #if u reply or reblog w comments pls know i read them and i love and appreciate u 🫂 #when i have time i will msg u and give u a little thank u hug Pleak wait 4 me < nervous and awkward. #2 my fellow creators. i love u i hope ur enjoying the process and happy with what u make and get messages every day from now on!! 🫂 #i will keep rbing and commenting and i hope u can trust my thoughts represent more people than just me bc they do! #even and Especially when it might not feel that way

[carpathiians]

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#wheres that one post thats like. the real love languages are #being stupid together on purpose #collaborative hating #ignoring things #sharing a blunt #like those things are just so jovier its literally them #TO ME personally #putting this all in tags bc im just rephrasing a tumblr post ive seen lol #i cant find it anymore #sorry the idiots in love post activated me #i have a v specific vision of how they are but i can never figure out how to say it #i just think theyd be funny sometimes #ok.insane rant over <3 #carpathians.txt #delete later #perhaps #this is very low quality posting lol sorry

[palebloodcvrse]

I cannot be normal about liking characters

Vergil I feel like is suspended in that permanent state of being at war with his need to connect with others (his family) and his need to isolate himself to prevent himself from being hurt again

And i feel that so deep in my soul that its not even fucking funny. Vergil is way more than just his trauma I know,(evidently, even the story presents that he had to overcome it to change and grow as a person) but those feelings are a part of him and a part of what made him human

And he despised that part of himself so much because he feared ever being hurt again and did inexcusable things (same as fuck)

Every day I think about him my heart fucking bleeds, and I find all those memes dissing him and calling him dense for it (bc he was) both extremely funny and true but also so tragically close to home that it feels like self deprication to laugh at.

I think I need to go to therapy instead of crying over fictional men

I hate to be more emo than V(ergil) is and ik this is corny but goddamnit I can see the pain in his fucking eyes

I do not idolize him. He is a reflection of me and it made me confront a part of myself that I wish I never had to achknowledge.

#vergil sparda #vergil #rant #vergil angst #i love him sm #And another thing is that everyone on tumblr agrees that he is an absolute fucking loser (ngl his actions warranted these consequences) #its funny but it also makes me feel like this is exactly why people dislike me #i love him bc hes as pathetic as me #stop reading the tags oi #yknow what fine keep reading them #i think the takeaway here is that hes emo af and so am I #i can fix him 😭 #jk. i cant #he will in fact make me worse #but let me live my delusions of being held in his arms

[dollsuguru]

when y’all do dialogue do you just base line write the quotes and THEN later on add extra info? 🤔 also damn how do people Overall write their paragraphs so well

#i wanna avoid he said she said he laughed she smiled as much as possible #like i wanna SHOW not tell #i think i need to maybe write the dialogue/who’s saying it and THEN later circle back and expand #but also omfg writing dialogue is kinda tough cuz i don’t wanna make it cheesy/prose-y #i wanna make it Two Idiots Talking who are playfully teasing and sooooo stupidly in love #also i think my fic has duo-pov interspersed in it… hopefully it’s not too jarring? #ALSO. even w non-dialogue scenes (just normal paragraphs) i wanna make it engaging + have the show not tell feel #thank you to literally every tumblr writing blog bc there’s literal blogs DEDICATED to answering these questions #but also not every question i have i can find the answer 😭 #anyways just a self-rant :3 this is all me learning how to write fiction anyways but i’m having a blast!!!! #i like learning abt this stuff properly i think it’ll help me by doing more research! #hopefully this sugu fic will be out within this upcoming week :D #personal

[cynicallyneutral]

guess we comin back here after the shitshow on twt lmfaooo, helloooooooo guys how are youuu, lets be friends, talk to me abt anything! i have 0 life!

#i feel awkward #idk how to use tumblr anymore #twt is kinda ok bc i can just rant but im too scared to post random shit here #it doesnt feel like this before #can i post sketch here???? #this place feels more like a place where i post my finished pieces #or actually just smth compiled #but i do like posting art here bc the tags are godsend #i love reading tags #whenever im down i just read tags on my old art #if ppl liked my art back then #then maybe theyd like it now since i improved a bit #i hope u like my art :(

[hovkinnie]

just putting out all my autistic frye hc doodles from the last couple days

#these drained me real bad ngl but i needed them to exist i couldn't get her out of my head fjdlfkjdlkfjkd i love her so much ugh #anw #splatoon #splatoon 3 #splat3 #shiver #frye #shiver and frye #frye splatoon #big man splatoon #pixel art #i love tubmlr tags cause u can just rant in em #i hate tumblr tags bc aaaaaaaaa #y'know? #anw my hcs are all there except ALSO #we stan polyamory obv #but also #I like the idea of a shiver who's surprisingly a lil uncomfortable w sudden change if she can't prepare for it and she freezes at the idea #that frye would suddenly just be like hey let's change up our dynamic real quick #oh right i forgot #splatoon fanart

[mw-draws]

isolation

#original painting #my artwork #my painting #im still really proud of this #i cant remember if i posted it here #but im posting it again if i have #bc fuck uou #also #idk if anyomes reading this far #but i just feel as if i dont have anything good enough to pos ton tumblr :(( #like #it just doesnt feel like i can post on here the way i do eith twitter.com #anyway #rant over have fun #love yas #byeeeee

[obiwan]

you know i really hate that a fandom’s kneejerk response to seeing a controversial event is to hound the ‘close’ celebrities to the said controversy and start weighing their responses to it and then inevitably become disappointed. not even talking about people who are obsessed enough to dig through someone’s old socials so that they can find crumbs of dumb tweets or stupid edgy humour that was popular in early 2000s - but just going to check what their favourite celebrity said about the topic and never finding it satisfactory. and when you say “they’re just celebrities” you have people who claim they have a parasocial relationship with the person dfgkjns i get it if you’re younger but if you’re in your mid/late twenties it’s kind of insane to me that you, a fan, believe you share some deep connection and a meaningful bond with a celebrity. babygirl you don’t. there are “nicer” celebrities just like there are nice people and i’m sure most love their fans but you do not have a “bond” this is not fanfiction. and it’s like, these people will either get devastated when their fave fucks up because it’s impossible to live to those insane standards, or just full on defend them at all costs which is also frankly insane behaviour. 

#i just wanted to rant this is not really directed @ anyone #but can be applicable to all fandoms lol #this is all bc i saw something on twitter so you can blame twitter if you end up reading it #and i love that ppl are relatively chill on tumblr whereas twitter is like a dumpster truck on fire

[scarlettjulz]

I believe my problem, lately, has been that I am trying to achieve absolute perfection in my drafts while I'm in the middle of a terrible art block. Guess the only way to correct that bad habit is by doing more sketches and sht like that 💀

I'll be finishing this Azul draft I've been working on for a week now, and then sketches, sketches, sketches

#Rant #I guess...??? #I wanna do something more dynamic #Draw smth that I still like that has absolutely nothing to do with twst #Which is overwatch... #I have this weird thing going on with Ramattra (a bitch can never live in peace without having a brain rot #Also Velinxi helped in the brain rot #Buy yeah #I love tumblr bc you guys get to see the mess that my artist process is

[spicyicymeloncat]

Rage

#not putting on the post bc it’s not a big deal #but if you come into my Nya posts and attribute all the credit of her actions and heroic feats to her brother #then yknow love you but also I’m challenging you to a wizard duel and banishing you to the never realm #we are nemeseees #sorry #i can at least tolerate kai stans in public but not the ones that continuously baby Nya when she’s narratively been through her own separate #stuff that he has no impact on #‘oh but they’re siblings! he’s her big brother!’ #nah fam #not every sibling relationship is big bro protects his baby wittle sister and he taught her everything she knows #Kai explicitly didn’t teach her jackshit #at most you can say because of kai continuously leaving her out of stuff she got competitive and that’s how she gained the motivation to #work on combat skills #this is not a kai crit like yknow he’s got his own stuff to deal with them #but man #tumblr’s vision of him can be so incorrect in my personal opinion and it affects me way more than I should let it #sorry Ik y’all are probably tired of my kai rants I just don’t see the kai that others see #BUT SERIOUSLY NYA CHOICES AND SKILLS AND ACTIONS ARENT BECAUSE SHES COPYING KAI #SHE HAS A LIFE OUTSIDE OF HIM AND MOST IMPORTANTLY MOST OF HER ARCS ARE JUST INDEPENDENT OF HIM #… #peace and love peace and love peace and #tag rant

[un-pearable]

at all times fighting the urge to rewatch s1

#look me being overly attached to the early days of a series is far from new but ooooooh the s1 ninja live in my head #all of them. so important to me. my old post about taking new info introduced later on in a series to reinterpret the og #is only more and more relevant bc with all the nonsense they e introduced it only makes the early stuff more heart wrenching #love how cole’s mother fundamentally changes so much of how he acts in the pilots and s1. everything about zane is augmented knowing he’ll #get to live in a world where there are others like him that can look to him for guidance and!! be his equals!!!! #kai is obvious. considering how fundamental his relationship with lloyd is but ohhh #nya. girl ily and so much of you is caught up in the weird messaging around gender later on but i could talk about you for ages and #the way you’re chatactrrizaed later on when they finally give you time is stunning. #if you can’t tell i really really really want to write more fic about s1 incorporating that stuff and instead i’m. making tumblr posts #oops. anyway. tag rant over i love s1 and should really get back on updating ninjaudio #text✨ #ninjago #this ramble brought to you by i started skybound today!! ow.

[karomiiz]

first crying session before finals~

#i didn't even cry bc im still wearing my mascara/makeup even tho it's almost 11 pm #RANT INCOMDING #there is no feeling more frustrating than being on a path by yourself #like quite literally no one in my cohort can relate to me or neither can my friends #im graduating a year early im the only hardcore stem major #out of my friends bc probs gonna offend some people but if you're a business major at my school its a joke #tis literally me myself and i having a breakdown bc no one else can relllllaaattteee #bc im the only one doing grad apps and finals #the only one doing a internship and working another job as well #hot damn if misery loves company why do i gotta suffer and go through everything alone that's what i wanna know #monet if u had a year or semester off youd be bored #no mom and dad i would not i would actually be able to experience boredom which is not the worst thing instead of being #in year round schooling since i was 16 #but it's fine nobody listenssssss #i put the stress on myself people say as they load on more things onto me #if one more person needs me for something i will lose it #this is for irl people not tumblr mutuals #literally if i showed someone my texts it's just people asking me for things #unloading their bullshit onto me #the list goes on and onnnnnn #and then people have the audacity to come at me for being busy all the time #this applies to past mutuals and irls #like wow. u think i want to spend like my day in and day out running around doing shit #like did that thought ever cross somebodys brain #that if you're saying i never have time for u etc etc you're always busy #that maybe im fucking exhausted from always doing shit but apologies i guess #even my own mother unloads shit like damn didn't realize i became jesus of nazareth #anyway goodnight i will probs delette this tomorrow morning or something #negativity tw

[eve-is-a-terf]

is nathan fielder paying for promotions on tumblr of all places? i liked ONE meme from the rehearsal and now i constantly get nathan fielder related content "based on my likes" ?? i keep doing "this post isn't for me" but that apparently does nothing i guess

#i actually liked the episode from the rehearsal where nathan takes the kid to synagogue without the fake mom knowing😭 #such a power move he really said 'this is my show and i'm a jew and you can like it or leave' #and then the hebrew teacher literally tryna intervene with his home life?? like ik it's all a simulation but does SHE know that? she was #really gonna destroy this poor kids parents marriage now THATS some yenta energy #and i'm loving it #but in conclusion i don't really wanna see nathan fielder posts on tumblr bc irdc #nathan fielder fans are always kinda weird..... tbh #i'm ranting again sslfjlsjfldsjflsjfd i gotta go to bed

[alittleannihilation]

there is some DRAMA at work right now but unfortunately the drama is in my department and therefore I can't enjoy it, so sad.

#personal #someone has been giving all their leads to one person and splitting commission!!!!!!!!!! #a very firable offence!!!!!!! #and we only discovered this bc another salesman blew the whistle because HE used to be the one benefitting from this lil scheme #until he fell out with the leadtaker #so now its like a jealous little love triangle and if all goes well heads might roll #but i am ALSO a leadtaker who has to give out leads FAIRLY but i dont wanna give my leads to the corrupt squad but plot twist #the only other person i can give leads to is literally my mum #so if all my leads go to her... i look like the corrupt one #STRESS #sorry tumblr is getting this rant bc it is literally 6:45am where my best friend lives right now and i needed to ramble

[queerstudiesnatural]

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#ignore this bc it is almost 1am and that's way too late to be complaining about anything #you know what they say if you are dissatisfied with your life after 9pm just wait until the next morning #any bad thoughts had after 9pm don't count #but anyway. #i just feel like. a lot less enthusiastic about spnblr than i used to #and spn in general #which scares me #bc who am i without my hyperfixation #also the community on here has become my family #but lately it's become too much and i've been feeling the urge to pull away #from spn from tumblr but also from the people #which sucks because my brain is in between two mindsets rn #the ''spnblr is our home and we are in love with everyone here'' mindset and the ''this is too much run away now'' mindset #i sort of have um. bad stuff. trauma related to these parasocial or semi parasocial relationships (basically i got really attached to #someone online once and then they died and i couldn't mourn them bc i wasn't actually in their life. also got broken up with by my online #best friend of two years at the same time) so now whenever i see myself getting too attached to people online i'm like nopeeee gotta go #i'm sort of there now like i can feel the protective layer of emotional detachment descending upon me #but also i still need a hyperfixation to live and i can't see myself moving on from spn anytime soon #so it's like i'm both tryna be here and not be here #anywayyyyy just a wee rant that you are free to ignore. like i said it's 1am so this doesn't count #tw death mention