#i know there's ooc there but i don't really care

[trexiejan]

What Batman thinks of Starfire.

Okay so I've seen many people curious about what Batman thinks of Starfire. I've seen a lot of people say Batman hates her and that he doesn't trust her cuz she's an alien and cuz he's a dickbabs shipper. I will explain why those statement aren't true. That's not who the original Batman is.

Let's go back to the original canon before all the stupid ooc retcons were created.

The first time Batman ever mentioned Starfire's name was in Tales of The Teen Titans #50 (1985) where Dick and Kory have already been dating for years.

and behold

- Bruce never referred to Kory as "the alien" he called her by her real name.

- He knows his son is in a real serious relationship with her.

- Bruce never made any bad comments about her nor did he show contempt for their relationship.

- He acted like a kind father who just wants to know how his son is doing with the woman he loves.

The 2nd time he mentioned her is in Swamp Thing #53 (1986) where he defended Human/Alien relationships like Dick and Kory's.

again he called her by her actual name and showed no issue towards Dick and Kory's relationship.

The 3rd time was in Funeral For a Friend (1993) where Bruce greeted her and Dick. He was happy to see both of them attending Superman's funeral. And for the 3rd time he called her by her actual name.

The Original Batman was a kind father who respected his son's alien girlfriend. Who wasn't spiteful and xenophobic towards Starfire and doesn't compare her to Barbara. and no, he wasn't a pro-dickbabs shipper. That ship didn't even exist before they retconned a lot of shit.

That everything changed after Dick and Kory got broken up. Reason for their break up? The Bat-editorial demanded they wanted Dick Grayson back to the Bat-office. The Titans Editorial had no choice but to pull him out of the Titans books and hand him back to the Bateditorial.

The Bat-editorial didn't like the idea of Dick dating someone outside the Batfamily like Kory so they couldn't continue their relationship in the Bat-books. It needed to end. The original wedding plan for Dick and Kory got cancelled. They don't like Dick and Kory? Okay fine, no one is forcing them to like them, whatever.

but no they couldn't just move on and leave Dick and Kory's past relationship alone.

They just had to say something negative about their relationship and put down their shared history, didn't they.

Why?

Is that really necessary?

Why can't they just respect the love that Dick and Kory had for each other when they were together and leave it at that ?

Cuz they did love and care for each other. It was a genuine love.

You can ship him with another woman without undermining and invalidating his history with Kory.

Like what did Kory ever do to them to make them hate her so much.

After they deaged Barbara to be the same age as Dick and pushed them together as the new pairing, they made a lot of comics degrading Kory, minimizing her interactions with Dick, and retconning her history and relationship with Dick into a one sided sexual fling.

and they turned Bruce against Kory too. This is where the idea of Bruce being a "anti-Starfire" and "pro dickbabs shipper" started.

They created this retcon in Gotham Knight #43 (2000) where Bruce acted xenopobhic towards her, making him refer to Kory as the alien and belittling her relationship with Dick, something he's never done before. Just to portray Barbara as his one true love. Bruce has never even talked about Dick and Barbara before and now suddenly he's shipping them. This retcon is not only an assasination of Kory and Bruce's character, it has also done a lot of damaged to people's perception of Bruce and Kory's relationship.

All of this for the sake of propping up a retconned romance.

Not only is Bruce mischaracterized here, Babs is also acting so weird and ooc.

There was no reason for here to moon and whine over Dick like a lovesick girl from highschool.

She was a congresswoman when Dick was still in highschool. She called Dick "a child" and "little brother". She wasn't interested with him, he was too young for her 😭

Barbara already had a life of her own and own relationships, she dated Superman and got enganged to Jason Bard 😭

Dick had a precocious crush on her but he moved on from her when he moved out of Gotham. Even the original dickbabs writer said they were never meant to be together 😬

Barbara and Dick weren't pining over each other when Dick and Kory dated for years!

Dick never even once mentioned Barbara's name in the New Teen Titans books!

There was no reason for Babs to pursue Dick and vice versa, Both have already moved on to other people but stupid dickbabs retcons just had to exist 🙄

So yeah Bruce only hates Starfire when he's written by dickbabs writers and bateditors.

He was fine with her in canon before they pushed their dickbabs agenda.

Even in elseworld stories where it's not written by dickbabs writers.

Like in the animated show He supported Dick and Kory's relationship.

and in Kingdom Come he literally went to find the best doctors to help cure Kory's illness 😭

There's no logical reason for Batman to hate Starfire other than just to shit on Kory and prop up Dickbabs.

the whole "He doesn't like her cuz she's a dangerous alien" form of excuse is also BS

his bestfriend is literally Superman, an alien who is far more powerful than Starfire, he's also teammates with Martian Manhunter who is also an alien 😩

Overall yeah Fuck Dickbabs. It's the only ship that is good at character assasinating characters.

#dickbabs #anti dickbabs #antidickbabs #batman #bruce wayne #starfire #dick grayson #nightwing #dickkory #barbara gordon #batgirl

[distort-opia]

Could you maybe explain to me what exactly Jason's problem with Bruce was/is when he came back?

Maybe I'm being stupid but I don't know. Like, I know there's this space between Jason's resurrection and Talia finding him... and Jason returing for a sec to kill Bruce, then changing his mind, and went back to Talia to plan The Ultimatum and travel the world a bit.

I went off the assumption that Jason thought Bruce didn't care enough for him to kill the Joker and then the whole stupid thing with the batarang to the neck after everyone thought Dick died.

But, like, Jason kind of destroyed his relationship with the batfam himself with the whole coming out of nowhere and trying to hurt/traumatize/kill them. I don't mean to hate on Jason specifically, I just don't get him on a fundamental level.

Would really appreciate if somebody could clear that up, I'm kind of desperate. Like I have most of the facts but it seems like a jigzaw puzzle with too many pieces and I can't make sense of it.

To be honest, I don't understand your confusion fully? You pretty much explained it yourself, why Jason was angry at Bruce after he came back. Even Judd Winick, the writer of Under the Red Hood, says it very concisely (in this interview):

When it comes to Jason's relationships with the Batfam, I'll once again let Winick explain his vision (transcription of a podcast episode to be found here):

You say that Jason harmed his relationship with the Batfam himself as if Jason's intention had been to have good relationships with them. At the times he went after Tim or Dick or Damian, I don't think he cared much about that, hah. Most of his choices at the time could be boiled down to "What would piss off Bruce the most, either directly or by proxy?"... and also, "What would get Bruce's attention the most?". Because that's what made it complicated, right. Jason wouldn't have gone to these extremes if he didn't care about Bruce.

As to things not making sense... you're not being stupid, I'm sorry to say that at least to me, it's impossible to reconcile all of Jason's actions within a coherent character. Just because he was written by different people in different continuities with very different goals (though maybe more accurately, by some writers lacking a goal, as in not really knowing what to do with him). This is true for most comic book characters, not just Jason; true consistency is a pipe dream when the history of a character spans decades. Keeping that in mind, my personal approach is forming an idea of the original core traits of a character (which is why I gave examples of what Winick himself said), and then filtering their subsequent portrayals through that. Some comics will be horribly OOC despite them technically being canon and you simply have to go the "I recognize that the Council has made a decision, but given that it's a stupid-ass decision I've elected to ignore it" route. Then there's, of course, your personal preferences; you can choose what is canon to you because you like it, and form your idea of a character around those instances-- though here I'd always warn to never stop being aware that it's your idea of the character. There is no absolute truth, and we're all playing in a sandbox. Other people will choose other instances of canon, or try to reconcile all of them somehow, and your ideas might not jive. That's perfectly fine.

That being said, while I do like Jason a lot, he isn't my full-time blorbo, so I'm sure other Jason scholars could respond to this much better than I did! If anyone wants to add more in-depth answers, please do.

#asks #long post #jason todd #bruce wayne #batman #my meta

[cheianimatez]

The Chosen Maple Leaf (Kaedehara Kazuha x Reader) (SAGAU)

(based of from my experience before I got Kazuha 😌✨)

(Warnings: OOC Kazuha 🥲)

Emptiness, that's what he feels.

His friend, the General of the Watatsumi Army, Gorou, was blessed with a purple star. And since then, he's been guided by some mysterious force, its intentions unknown...

"Still thinking about that, Kazuha?"

His thoughts were interrupted as he heard Beidou's voice.

"You know, even though you're a wanderer and a fugitive, I think you can solve this mystery with your sharp mind and your keen sense of hearing! Don't worry, boy, never give up!"

Beidou's message seems to motivate Kazuha to solve this mystery about the invisible guide of force.

Hours, days, weeks... Who knows how long will it take for him to find out?

Until one night, he had a dream.

In his dream, he saw a (h/c) figure. They were holding a some sort of flat box?? Though, he could see little movements of frustration, as well as their expressions of annoyance and irritation.

"Come on, 70 pity... Oh come on!?"

Kazuha squinted his eyes to see better. He moved a bit closer to hear better.

"*gasp* Oh my god, it's golden!"

Kazuha looked at the figure in confusion only for him to realize he's in a dream and he doesn't think that the figure themselves saw him.

Until he heard this...

"YES!! HE CAME HOME!! KAZUHA CAME HOME!!"

"KAZUHA, WAKE UP!!"

One of the crew members of the Crux woke the platinum-blonde samurai up.

"SOMETHING AMAZING HAPPENED TO YOU!!"

"Calm down, mate, you're making him nervous and confused--"

Kazuha raised his brow at the crew members until he felt an aura. A very special one.

"While you're sleeping, we saw a golden star heading towards the ship. We followed it inside until it went straight through the door to your room and you were covered in some kind of golden glow or something?"

*Krik... Krik... Krik*

Kazuha just smiled at them. But it's not his usual smile.

"I beg your pardon but what in the f(#)ing name of Archo-"

When Gorou heard about this, he's both proud and a bit jealous of his friend. A wandering samurai got bomboclated got hit with a golden star while a general of a frickin army got a purple star instead. But still, at least he got a break from literally adventuring around Teyvat and then continued his usual duties when he felt the mysterious force not with him anymore. He felt it again when he talked to Kazuha, but it's only because it's close to him. Really, really, close. But now, he doesn't care.

Meanwhile, Kazuha's mind is filled with questions, as the force lingered within him for days. Yet, he's happy that he can travel around Teyvat without out the Shogun's army, and the Tenryou Commission chasing him.

One night, he had a dream again.

He saw their face face again. This time, being content. He can't help but admit that they're gorgeous, especially under the sun. Then he realized...

It was you...

You were the guiding light all along.

He wondered, though, what's their name? Could they be the mysterious force who guided anyone who is blessed with the stars.

He felt a tug in his heart. He can't escape their beauty, it's too... addicting... (A/N: Bish, what the fric- 💀)

Perhaps he will get to know them more, right now...

He had some tasks to do, because...

"The wind told me so..."

#genshin impact #genshin x reader #sagau #kaedehara kazuha #kazuha #im just bored so have this

[mikatsuobushi]

WHAT IF jeankasa in august but instead of the augustine-james-betty plot, it's literally just the song itself. imagine mikasa spending the summer in the beach/coast where her grandparents are and she met jean there. they spent every moment together and it's sooo fun and sooo good until summer ended and mikasa has to go back to the city. for her, it's just a summer thing but for jean, it's a summer love that he treasured so much to the point that it hurts....

#i know there's ooc there but i don't really care #DO YOU SEE THE VISION #it's not that harsh “just a summer thing” but it's like “i cherish what we had and did but i must move on” type #jeankasa #pls somebody write this #because i can't do it sksskksks #august by taylor swift #it's salt air szn everybody! #CAN YOU IMAGINE THE ANGST AND YEARNING POST-SUMMER #AND ALSO HOW SWEET AND SEXY THEIR SUMMER MUST BE #i'm begging you #Spotify

[memento-moli]

#kidlaw #eustass kid #trafalgar law #I'm very weak for them #and yes I know this is kinda ooc but I don't really care #one piece

[feroluce]

Thinking tonight about Caelus, and the nature of his loss and his grief after the Everything that went down in Penacony during 2.0.

Because Acheron, Black Swan, and Misha kind of knew of Firefly, they at least met her, but they didn't like really know her, and Caelus never even got the chance to introduce her to the rest of the Astral Express Crew. The only person who would have talked to her much was Sparkle, who is. Probably not really someone Caelus is interested in grieving with skznmsks

Anyway, all this to say, I like thinking about how alone poor Caelus is in his grief, because he was the only one who knew Firefly. He's the only one really mourning her. There's no one to talk about her with. There's no stories to trade or memories to reminisce with anyone over. It's not as though he knew her for long, but still. No one else knew her at all.

And I love the thought of all of this coming bubbling up, hot and acidic and bitter, during a conversation with Sampo, who Caelus just so happens to run into in the Golden Hour. Poor Sampo is kinda blindsided, he knew shit was going down in Penacony, but yeesh. And he just. Isn't quite sure what to say about it all, because he's never really encountered this before. His feelings about the Masked Fools are...a mixed bag, but he's been a part of them for a very long time, and when you're with a close organization like that, it's hard to feel alone, in grief or otherwise.

So Sampo sits there on their little bench that the two of them have occupied, and he thinks of his old friend April, how she'd died in his arms cackling and spitting her own blood after a heist gone wrong, and how after he'd dragged himself back to the World's End Tavern they'd all held a Fool's Funeral- which is basically just a big party where everyone gets really really drunk and reminisces and toasts the dead and celebrates their life.

He still thinks about her a lot, and he remembers how the time he'd most keenly felt her absence was on Jarilo-VI, the one place where he couldn't talk about her because he couldn't say anything to give himself away as an alien. The Fools still tell stories about her every time he goes back to the Tavern. His first toast of the night is always in her name. Even now, all these years after she'd died, Sampo is still learning new things about her. He's never had to grieve her alone.

Caelus doesn't have any of that.

He might never have that. As they speak, Caelus has no proof that Firefly was even her real name, or if she dreamt with her true appearance. He might not ever find out who she even was.

And just imagining that kind of loneliness hollows out a strange little pit, right behind his sternum, deep between his ribs.

So Sampo claps Caelus' shoulder and offers him a deal. Come find him outside of the dream. He knows a guy who can get them a lot of beer for really cheap-

("Is that guy you and your five finger discounts?" "Whatever do you mean, dear friend, I don't even know the meaning of the phrase, hehee.")

-and they can hole up in a bar or a hotel room or something, and get completely shitcanned. Tell him all about Firefly, tell him everything, and he'll tell Caelus about April and everyone else he's ever lost. Sampo will carry Caelus' memories of Firefly with him, and at least this way, Caelus will be a little less alone in remembering her. And the next time they cross paths, Sampo will be the one to bring her up, and to tell her stories, and Caelus can get to be the one listening. He won't have to be the only person to talk about her anymore.

Caelus rolls his eyes when Sampo avoids another remark about sticky fingers, but...ok, yeah. That sounds good. Nice, even. Thank you. Caelus bumps his shoulder against Sampo's. Sampo bumps back.

(They find each other again the next day, and true to their word, get themselves completely and utterly shitcanned. Caelus talks more than Sampo has ever heard him; every minute detail, every word choice, Firefly's every odd little mannerism and habit. Because Caelus wants to make sure this will outlive him, that even if the Stellaron dwelling within him finally burns him to a crisp and he really does up and kick the bucket, or even, godforbid, if he forgets, he wants to make sure someone remembers her. She deserved that.)

((And it takes quite a while, after that. Caelus doesn't see Sampo again until after everything has settled down. On his last day in Penacony, he finds the guy slinking out of a seedy back alley and all but runs right into him. Sampo happily leads him to some dive bar in an even seedier back alley that Caelus has never even heard of, and Sampo raises his glass. "To Firefly! Who sounds like she probably would have hated me at first, but I would have liked to have met her anyway."

And Caelus stares at him, almost looking startled, long enough that Sampo worries that he's read him wrong and brought this up too soon. He's halfway into planning how to talk himself out of this situation when Caelus finally throws back his head back and laughs, tells him that yeah, Firefly would have politely called him out on every lie he told, and all their conversations would take twice as long with the way Sampo is so full of shit.

And he can see it, the same way he watches and sees through everyone, that Caelus' eyes have a tightness to them, his knuckles are nearly white around the handle of his mug. But he smiles. He hits his glass against Sampo's far too hard and throws it back and gets foam everywhere like he does every time they drink because the guy's about as elegant as a raging bull, but those things don't lessen the genuineness of his smile.

The grief is there, but so is the elation, and those emotions aren't a sliding scale between one or the other. It is all of both and both at once, and that's what contents Sampo enough to throw his own mug back when Caelus makes a toast of his own, "to April!!".))

#caelus #sampo koski #hsr caelus #hsr sampo #sampo & caelus #sampril #honkai star rail #hsr #my fics #me a few days ago: my favorite silly little guys uwu #me today: ANGST #honestly I feel like this isn't even a super strong angst though #it's more just. bittersweet? melancholic? something. #I JUST. REALLY LOVE STORIES ABOUT THE NATURE OF GRIEF #and 2.0 laid the groundwork for that beautifully woohoo #I just remembered this probably isn't common knowledge oops but April is the cute red haired girl in Funny Bone #her name was revealed by the creators on twitter. she's named April like April Fools! #anyway I ship it hardcore now thanks bucket boi & studio #but anyway yes I love and adore the loneliness of the trailblazer's loss and grief after 2.0 #because we know from Sunday that Firefly is “spiritually dead” but the trailblazer wouldn't have that knowledge #and they wouldn't know her identity or about any of her connections to other people #and I love that juxtaposed against Sampo and the possible strange nature of his own grief- #-given how the Masked Fools operate and how they see Elation in everything and everywhere #Sampo is no saint- like at all lol- but I do like him and Caelus getting along and being bros #and I don't think it would be terribly ooc for him to care about someone he sees as a genuine friend #he maybe rarely considers someone a genuine friend. but still dmxjjdjdk #listening to Sam's boss theme as I tag this... have been listening to it a lot ever since I finished 2.0 tbh #it's probably what inspired a lot of this haha #because it does sound strong and intimidating and imposing #but you can hear it

[fortune-maiden]

Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Péi Míng & Shī Qīngxuán Characters: Shī Qīngxuán, Péi Míng (Tiān Guān Cì Fú) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Fluff, Trust, ride home Summary:

There are over 1000 contacts saved in Shi Qingxuan’s phone.

There is only one that he calls when it’s late, he’s shivering, and his head pounds to the dizzying dance music in the background.

-

Pei Ming Week Day 1: Modern AU

I wasn’t planning on writing anything for PM Week, but then it just kind of happened anyway ^^”

I hope you enjoy

#Heaven Official's Blessing #tian guan ci fu #tgcf #pei ming #shi qingxuan #peimingweek2023 #peixuan #i've missed writing these two ;w; #i don't normally write modern aus but this kind of scenario sums up how i feel about their relationship #i hope they're not too ooc though... #i stand by the main scenario but i feel pm is generally more critical about sqx's childlike innocence #and probably wouldn't care so much about this scenario #(the kind of thing he would object to more i just didn't really know how to write haha) #fortune's fanfics

[stillcominback]

𝚆𝙴𝙻𝙻, 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚅𝙴𝚁𝙳𝙸𝙲𝚃'𝚂 𝙸𝙽: as a lot of you may know by know [ if you've caught any of my previous posts about it ], i'm moving with my parents back to california from texas -- where i've been for about 30 years -- because overall? it'll be good for me. i'm sick of texas for the most part, i literally can't afford to live on my own [ and honestly? i like being near my parents and would just have more security and better quality of life in CA ], and i just think sometimes a change is good!

i've been waiting to see if my job will let me keep my job [ and continue to pay me dirt, even! ] ... all i was asking is that i can live in california and work remote. well, the owner has decided he will not allow me to do that. is there a good reason? in my opinion: no. he's framing it [ in his conservative white man rich business owner brain ] that I'M the one making the choice to move because i could apparently just as easily stay in texas and get my own place etc etc etc. so it's on me! unfortunately, it's just not that simple, but i guess from a guy who runs a family business and has multiple homes, it's just hard to really grasp that concept.

i'm literally so furious and so heartbroken at the same time. i know it's not the best company, and yeah i guess, we can say this is for the best in the end? but that doesn't make it hurt less. i've been there for almost 11 fucking years. my ENTIRE career out of college. through ups and downs, i was always working my ass off and being a great employee ... shining reviews and reputation with literally everyone. it just hurts that that ultimately means nothing when i'm finally asking for something in return. i take the poverty wages, take the working in the office when i hate it for the most part, i've taken having to hear misogynistic, homophobic, transphobic, every-phobic thing over the years ... then i ask for ONE thing in 11 years [ that's literally not even a big ask ] and it's a ✨no✨.

i feel so lost. like i don't even know how to be without this job, and as much as people tell me YOU'RE SO TALENTED! YOU'RE SO GREAT! YOU'LL FIND SOMETHING SOOOO MUCH BETTER! i wanna believe it, but my brain just ... doesn't. maybe it's imposter syndrome or just how fucking down on myself i feel right now. i still appreciate it because i literally don't know what i would do without my friends and family's support right now like ... even if i can't see it for myself, it means the literal world to me.

plus sides [ i guess ]: i should be able to keep my laptop [ but i'll lose adobe cc so ... i may need some recs or help on how to at least get photoshop cause idk how i'll carry on without it lmao ]; my manager who is a literal saint and one of the best people i know [ she actually pissed the owner off going to the mat for me lmao "he doesn't like to be questioned" ... insert the biggest eye-roll of my life ] ... but she said she would help me with literally everything from linkedin to my resume to a portfolio, and i know that'll be like everything to me while i just .... try to navigate all of this ON TOP OF trying to move.

ALSO: i think i can work until i leave, if that's what i want to do ... i'm still trying to figure all of this out because honestly? even though it's not much? i need the money. but then i'm also like i don't wanna do the owner any favors by having me work while they maybe start putting out feelers to replace me, yknow? BUT THEN AGAIN, i'm hurting my boss more than him [ and that's the twisted, frustrated thing about all of this ... it hurts us way more than it does anything to him but he still gets to make the choice for us ]. SO! i dunno! i may just use all my PTO and see how far that gets me lmao but i feel like at the end of the day, i have to look out for myself and maybe just trying to pull in as many paychecks as i can [ since we also don't have a hard 'we're moving!' date at the moment ] is the best idea ... even if the idea of going into the office and acting normal like literally makes me so ... 😤 but i dunno! my brain is a mess! afjhksdfda

SO YEAH. i just wanted to update you guys because i do consider you friends. whether we talk a little or a lot, i appreciate all of you so much and just wanted to keep folks in the loop with where my life and my head's at right now. not the best but ... just trying to keep it moving. honestly nooooo clue when writing is gonna happen here again??? i do miss / enjoy the distraction of plotting and talking about all this stuff so don't be shy, i just don't know when i'll have the time or capacity to just write here [ maybe once we move and stuff settles a little bit? ] -- but yeah, in the meantime, please come chat with me, let's plot dynamics and all that shit because it still makes me so happy and lets me take my mind on a little vacation lmao love you all, truly! ❤️

#** reblogging on some of my blogs to pass it around but! applies across the board: you can find most of my blogs in my pinned post here! ** #been on and off crying since like 4PM yesterday so it's been a ride lemme tell ya! #nothing like feeling like you wasted over a decade of your life at a job that never really cared about you #like MY boss does but stupidly she doesn't get to make all the decisions for HER own team #even though the owner is barely present and doesn't really know anything about us or the day to day so ... very cool of him #to make big decisions that can hurt a lot of people (and don't affect him one bit either way) #he just really doesn't seem to give a shit at all that it makes our lives so much harder for NO reason #it's just that he literally doesn't “like” remote working and doesn't want to set some kind of company-wide precedent #even tho i'm like moving isn't THAT easy lmao people aren't all just gonna mass exodus out my guy #(also we have a C-level employee who lives / works from new york but ... apparently that's SUUUUPER different because she lived there when #she was hired ........ *stares into camera*) #anyway!!! i'm just really frustrated and hurt and fucking terrified #and i appreciate literally anyone who bothered to read all this! lmao #i'll be around on mobile as per usual ❤️❤️❤️ #00. // OUT OF AMMO ( OOC POST. )

[lingeringscars]

updated overall faves from the top of my head:

cassandra who's afraid of little old me? the bolter but daddy i love him guilty as sin? the alchemy florida!!! the smallest man who ever lived

#the thing is is like. i do genuinely enjoy almost all of the songs. they're just kinda forgettable and blend after #so the standouts end up being a lot of ttpd because i like every song except robin really on the anthology #but cassandra and the bolter are the WOW ones #whereas the other ttpd songs kinda blend or are v distinct but not totally my vibe (down bad / i can do it with a broken heart) #but these are like i know what the song is and i know i like it and it stands out <3 #these are the songs that i could probably type into youtube like i wanna listen to that now #when overall this is an album that's like. i'll listen all the way through bc there are no like repeaters To Me #(like stay don't go or haunted or long live or would've could've should've or nothing new that i would play every day) #(i don't really have that here) #i'm sure there are others like the prophecy or the manuscript or i look in people's windows or the black dog or i hate it here #bc i know i like them when they come on #but i also need them to come on you feel me #long explanations no one cares about but i am SORTING THOUHGTS #ooc. #tbd. #i don't really have a skip song but i don't really have a repeater either u get me #so funny of me to by like ivy <3 guilty as sin <3 is it over now <3 #when songs that get into my top 3 are about cheating look the other way?

[llycaons]

okay I thought about the similarities between jfm and jc's unrequited crushes who prefer their 'servant's' company to their own and it looped around from being tragic to being really funny again. jc pined after wq so clumsily and unsuccessfully with the stupid fucking comb she didn't care about because SHE AND HER FAMILY WERE POLITICAL TARGETS AT THE TIME and HE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW HER AT ALL and she 100% always preferred the company of wwx, who was genuinely fun to be around, as intelligent and selfless as she was, understood and respected the delicate political position she was in, treated her like an individual, knew what was important to her, helped her family, and sacrificed everything for her safety. wq literally would rather have lived a doomed life in a starving refugee camp with wwx and her family than accept a marriage proposal from jc, jc wq shippers how does it feel to be fucking clowns

#you can say that decision was just for her family. but you could tell how much she loved wwx too and how little she cared about jc #he sucks to be around and whoever is in his life just needs to be someone who's inexplicably into that and it is NOT wq #she has her own shit she can't be babying him and soothing his self-esteem issues!!! the cultivation world had her family in a death camp #like WHAT would be the appeal here???? 'he cares about his family like she does' actually he publicly denounced his brother who is her #really good friend so...????? no?????? do they think she thinks he's hot??? isn't that a little superficial??? #his sarcasm and prickliness don't gel with her sincerity and guardedness. she wouldn't like his joking roughhousing and she's more mature #than all that anyway....also I can't think of a single time he even looked wen ning's way pre-ss and wn is THE most important person to her #and its actually disgustingly ooc to see how jc wq shippers just act like he doesn't exist. bc what they can't pretend he'd get along with #wn effectively? but that's wen ning!!!! how is she married to someone who doesn't care about him or even hates him! #WHERE'S THAT POST LIKE #jc: lady wen may I rub thine feet? feed you grapes? #wq: uhhhh #wwx: hey wq! #wq: wei wuxian! *they do a 15 step handshake* #jc: okay guys I'll just be uhh. over here #wwx and wq: laughing together #UGH she was so great. travesty of the century that she died like that for the emotional development of a male character!!! #I really do like wq tho I don't really know what to say about her. she was a solemn character who knew her ending far before anyone else di #and didn't fight it for her own sake only for her family's #I just hope she was able to be at peace in the end. it seems so cruel that she was ripped away from the only person she truly wanted #to be with forever #ALSO her entire thing is repaying debts!!! which he categorically FAILED to do!!! she wouldn't respect that or find it admirable/attractive #he probably looked like a fucking impotent self-centered coward. which he WAS! SHE SAVED HIS LIFE!!!! #cql txp

[beforecreation]

The hardest part of finding ask prompts for Beerus is that his responses can usually be summed as "That's rough buddy" or "Would you like to talk about your emotions Tien" "No"

So I'd have to think about using as many synonyms as I could to spice his responses up.

#out of food (ooc) #he's so apathetic and private it's just hard for him to get into conversations #he only cares if he deems it worth talking about and that's not as easy as it seems #and dislikes people trying to get to know him better #it's only if you're interesting in some way that he'll really bother talking a bunch #it also doesn't help i don't have the BEST grasp on his character otherwise i'd be much more confident in sending asks to other people #i gotta work on him for sure #anyway ignore me this is just my rambling

[gazelessmenagerie]

So did he only burn down her village or

( it went more than that aalsfssjg )

( Broly got insanely jealous over a human woman he fancied quite a alot at that time showing Mirin more attention than him and This happened, followed by This happened after he lost his shit being jealous, and then This, )

( Extra bits that could give further context and all that Good Stuff bc this was a extensive little development thing spanning over months.

#|| Tag: Answered #Anonymous #|| Tag: OOC #( truth be told. a lot of it went on with discord and that's a whole ass novel I don't have the energy or time to really dig through ) #( but long story short. ) #( broly was even WORSE than he is today and you can imagine what Mirin had to go through dealing with this mean af asshole ) #( punting her/ bullying her/ calling her names and so on but she still viewed him like an older brother she never had. ) #( she taught him a lot of things with earth and for a time even Broly was beginning to calm down his shit a bit ) #( and learn things about the village he would've lived in had he not gotten so insanely jealous ) #( and nearly broke mirin's spine and burned her village to the ground in a fit. ) #( and it was something that had to happen over a coarse of months before he began to feel what we call Guilt ) #( and Remorse ) #( bc he genuinely did care to a certain point and he WAS actually happy but then his toxic personality ) #( of only ever knowing how to be a full blooded Saiyan / Monster / Devil ) #( came up and it came at the wrong time ) #( it's ... how do I say.. iTS REALLY A LOT TO DO WITH HIS INTERNAL SHIT TBH ) #( bc he's in a constant state of being at conflict due to my personal HC of Legendary Saiyans being far more gentler than their brethren ) #( but Z's case was beign traumatic with nearly being executed not even a day after his birth ) #( planet vegeta being destroyed and the course of his life being pretty much Hell to live with as he grew up ) #( forced him to become what he is right now. unstable. unable to control himself. violent. ) #( but Mirin came along and she had an impact on him to start slowly controlling himself a little but then shit happened. ) #( everything went to hell. ) #( and he pretends he isn't guilty for what he knows he did. knowing he ruined that village and the little runt he lowkey was beginning to ) #( care about more. ) #( given she was the last living remnant of his bygone race and when Goten came along ) #( broly didn't care Goten was Kakarot's spawn bc of Mirin's influence. he just accepted the little runt bc its the closest thing he can get #( to having Mirin back. ) #( its just layers upon layers of his personal shit and when he gets reminded of what he's done. It's like a goddamn shotgun to his heart. ) #( esp when he's buried it so far and for so long ) #( just jfc this man is not okay and no one taught him how to deal with his own emotional traumas and mental traumas )

[immortalled]

Slammed with a lot of feelings about how Nathan tries SO hard to find love in any shape or form that he can get it. It doesn't even matter if it's hollow, he'll take anything he can get.

That's why the fame AU episode is such a good character study. We already knew Nathan was starved for affection and, for all his antics, to be liked, but it really shows how far he's willing to go to get it.

#the hesitation before agreeing when his manager asks him to shoot himself on live tv to be famous #the hesitation when he's actually under the spotlight preparing to go through with it #it hurts!!! #nathan is not having fun!!! #but he does it anyway bc he is so so *so* starved for affection/attention/literally anyone to notice and care about him #trying with nathan goes a long way. it really does. #unless you're a probation worker but i also don't think any probation workers know how to talk to him. #i'm rambling now but-- #nathan tests most people's limits first. it's a self-protective thing i think. he wants to see how far he can go before they give up on him #so he pushes and pushes and pushes expecting them to stop caring. but if they manage that and STILL care? still try? #then he gets a little more genuine. he still pushes but lmao that's affection pushing at that point. #out of immortality [ooc];

[fablemyth]

i shit on lgcs a lot because it's so wild and inconsistent when it comes to the whole core of what came before it but sorting caps my mind is just going ... what if u watch for lizzie so u can write her

#i don't care about anything but hope tbh but like salfgkj #the more i sort caps the more i really come to enjoy lizzie and i think she'd be fun to write and do my own thing with her #what that thing is who knows but #☾ ❛ ── ooc.

[ask-heta-dzayer]

[ suggestive shitty piece under the cut, its my chaotic ship again, bcz ofc i'd use a toxic dynamic as a coping mechanism and comfort ship at the same time XD]

#MoroAlge #Ooc #muns talk #can u believe that i fell out with my co supervisor? he said he'd make a repport abt me i wanna drop out and make one against him instead #you know eat him at breakfast before he eats you at suppor but ehhh #idk man i just don't wanna go back there #all of them #all of them are Aholes #the supervisor the lab and the professor #even my “friends” group are aholes #studies suck man and i don't even want a master degree #i'm doing everything for my parents and to have a plan b you know? #we were really fighting #like it's not the first time but this time he hated it bcz i was telling him what he was doing wrong and holding him accountable #he was acting like a fucking child and i was the one to be blamed? why bcz i called after him to drop his bullshit #fuck him dude #i don't care anymore #it's really not worth it at all

[tvrningout-a]

will y'all be mad if i reblog a fluffy meme or two (; ω ; )

#i've just been!! very anxious today and i'm trying to motivate myself to write #i have some things in my inbox already that i think i'll work on but it also just helps to reblog something that grabs rn me you know? #and i know i always tell y'all to take your time and to take care of yourselves first but i just feel so bad atm that i really am worried #someone's gonna be mad i'm reblogging another meme when my inbox is indeed bursting from unanswered stuff #and there's still starters i owe #like i don't even feel comfortable liking for interactions rn bc i know i'm so behind but!! then i feel like i'm not reaching out!! #my brain's going through it so i'm being silly and sensitive and i promise did not mean to vent asdfg sorry y'all #i'm gonna take a chill pill or try to at least :' ) #get ready to ramble | ooc #tw vent