#i know its not gonna happen D:

[3rdsday]

Lokius is obviously queerbait and boy am I falling for it

#me before this episode: i will not ship lokius i will not ship lokius i will not ship lokius #me now: FUCK I SHIP LOKIUS #i know its not gonna happen D: #and like. i dont NEED my ship to be canon right #but since its queerbait? in 2023??? #that stings man #loki #loki season 2 #lokius #mobius m mobius

[raepliica]

Heartbeat

[image description: A grayscale Trigun comic featuring Vash and Wolfwood.

Against a black background, child Vash floats in Ship 5, curled up and with his thumb pressed to his mouth. Heartbeat noises sound around him, and he looks at peace. The background shifts to white and shows adult Vash, sitting shirtless with his knees pulled up to his chest. The heartbeat sound continues only to be interrupted by knocking. Wolfwood, from outside the bathroom, asks, "Hey blondie! You fell asleep in there?"

The scene expands to reveal Vash sitting curled up in the bathtub, shower spraying on the back of his head. His clothes are left aimlessly on the bathroom counter and floor. From outside the bathroom, Wolfwood, shrugging of his jacket, continues, "… The sand steamer leaves at dawn tomorrow so don't take all night. I'm not waking you up gently if you're late." Vash's eyes continue to look downward, glazed and unfocused. Step sound effects and a yawn sound from outside the bathroom before Wolfwood says, "'m going to bed…". In the tub, Vash sits curled up against a dark background, before eventually lifting his head and unfurling himself as the background grows lighter.

He twists around to turn off the shower and then looks at the floor, going, "Ah." He sits, thinking, before calling out "Wolfwood?". A sleepy Wolfwood replies, "…yeah?" from offscreen. "I forgot my towel!" Vash exclaims. "Ugh, look under your change of clothes… Knew you'd forget so I left it there…" a grouchy Wolfwood replies. "Gee, thanks!" Vash replies, a cartoony doodle of him saying "so reliable!".

Vash, shirtless but with sleep pants on, opens the door, towel draped over his head, to see Wolfwood, reclining on the bed. Wolfwood's smoking and holding his rosary, lit by the light from the bathroom. Vash climbs into bed next to him, towel still around his shoulders, and rests his head on Wolfwood's chest. His eyes close and then open to see Wolfwood watching him. Vash exclaims, "Oh! It's speeding up!, and Wolfwood bonks him on the head before saying, "Get on here since ya wanna be so up close 'n personal!". The two tussle briefly and Vash laughs before Wolfwood tucks the blanket around them. Wolfwood continues to smoke as Vash curls up against his chest and listens to his heartbeat, the background turning black once again as he smiles, content. /end id]

#trigun #trimax #vash the stampede #nicholas d. wolfwood #vash centric #my art #image described #vash finding comfort in regular and rythmic sounds #vash missing the quietness of the zero-g room and never being able to truly find that same safe space again #at it again with the heart-themed vash comics #its gonna happen again #from the manga we already know vash's little habit of curling in on himself #so i thought i'd give my own little idea to that concept #also sleepy woowoo with his rosary🫶🫶 #<- very important to me #i think he'd use it out of habit to occupy his mind rather than for any religious reasons #thank you sm gnomebud for the ID!! #raepliica_art

[felsicveins]

His heart belongs to another

And no other heart will do

#no other heart by mac demarco : D #I drew this a couple of days ago because i was feeling crazy and i just love the idea that #these two should be great together!! they should!!! but #theyre not together #theres just . theyre missing something #and thats okay!!! its not meant to be #and theyre friendship is very valuble to both of them!! #their* fuck my baka keyboard #trolls #yall are gonna be mad about this one i feel it ... #i think we all know who jds gonna end up with now right ... #i just gotta .. draw them more 💀 #i actully have the perfect ruveal i just have to finish painting it #urrgg i HATE painting #trolls oc #trolls oc cory #trolls movie #trolls john dory #trolls jd #john dory #jd ex husband #oh uhh i imagine this feels like a new years thing. or something #something that happened like right after they reconnected #before floyd and cory started going out #on god one day im gonna put all my tags lore into a post #i just shy 😔 who wants to read all this in a caption #not me brother!! I'm not reblogging that shit!!! #and im not finishing this cause i dont wanna give false hope 😘 #although jd dating sim ... is pretty real #i would love to do endings with all his exs

[altades]

hope this collar comes back....

anyway a fell in love with this fic and now i draw it -https://archiveofourown.org/works/49089436/chapters/123848191

#trigun #vashwood #trigun stampede #trigun maximum #vash the stampede #nicholas d. wolfwood #fuck the sexy vampire ww i know u want to #its gonna happen sooner or later #so just make it sooner

[keeps-ache]

hm. i do not remember the screenshot being this big hfvsh

#wip #i like this one the best and also.. it might be the best one Lmaofhvs #[points] its the He #this is also very nearly the final product hvfhs #i'm just gonna colour them a bit and then leave it at that :) #(i'm doing an expression sheet again :3 :D) #i'm drawing each of these individually unlike how i did with the bl.s ones cuz his funkin Hair likes to catch me out hbvfsh #//anyway i've been working on this thing for nearly a week ??? #'keeps why' i have been. writing #i do So enjoy infodumping about this project hvfhs #plusss putting it in a little booky means people don't have to be bothered with me looping back and over myself lol :> #i just dunno where i wanna put it lol #wattpad makes the most sense.. but also mm i dunno hfhsh #i haven't really used it in forever... #oh i should update it though fr fr #/also Geeeeez what is happening to my writing HFH #like one day i can't stop overusing the world 'occasionally' and then next i sound sort of obnoxious overusing synonyms and stuff lol #though you know what it Has gotten easier to just get stuff down (even when my brain is pretty much dead !!) when i just ignore everything #i forget about hfvhs :D #cuz i forget like every 15th word and it screws w/ the flow but if i do [this] with a similar word for later it's so good :DD #/also why can i Never remember the word Conscience lmao #that's a little bit of a funny one to always be losing hvfsh #//anywho... woo.... :33 #i'm gonna go do my stuff now... and prolly sneak a soda.... and if i do i'll prolly be back ranting because that's what caffeine does to me #Loll #have a very empty brain recently. it Has been full of lovey doveyness tho so not bad not bad hfvhs :D #okay bbbye now toooodles ciaaaoo see ya .u./

[tiredstressedemotionalmess]

THIS IS THE BEST THING I'VE EVER DONE. FUCK EVERY OTHER RUNNING PROJECT THIS IS IT NOW

also if you're cool with gore/psych horror ig then i do reccomend saw at least the first one is v good

this is literally everything to me.now. i watcjed the first movie four times today

. this is normal

KAZ. I AM FUCKING FOAMING ATT HE MOUTH OVER THIS WHAGT THE FUUUUCK. I DONT. I DONT EVERN hAvE WORDS OvER THIS I CANT WAIT TO READ IT GHGHDGDG

#asks #im gonna be so honest gore+psych horror is the perfect combination of things to fuck me up completely :D #especially in a visual medium which is why ive never watched any of the movies #but i have become soooooo incredibly intrigued by the first one and i feel like bc i know what happens it wont be as bad? #one of my irls whos really into the movies says she thinks i can do the first one bc its not super heavy on the traps #which is the part that would fuck me up the most so *shrugs* #maybe ill give watching it a try! even if i dont im definitely reading this au and i know ill become so fucking obsessed with it #so i win either way i think :]

[the1trueanon]

finally posting these alfjsdfklsadjfdfk took me ages ik i'm sorryyyyyyy TwT but yeah, slime rancher au designs hehehe ^^ wanted to make them look more cartoonish to match with the overall design of the Slime Rancher game 👉👈 let me know what you guys think!

story link: The Planet Brought Us to Life (please tap for better quality hhhhh)

Close ups of each under cut

#hehehe slime rancher au #its been a while since i updated the story 😅 #i swear im gonna work on it #brain is just everywhere all at once #and also brainrotting over some other stuff #but i do have an outline and i do know what happens #so i promise i'll come back to it #hehehe moon scarf #moon scarf supremacy #every time i draw moon now he's gonna have a scarf like this #gonna be my staple for my moon designs #also! #reader's outfit is supposed to mimic like #the sky and clouds and stuff? #hehehehe i thought it would be fitting #ill work on designs for nessa and other characters that'll show up and get those posted later :D #anon's art #fnaf #fnaf sb #fnaf security breach #sun #sundrop #moon #moondrop #fnaf sun #fnaf sundrop #fnaf moon #fnaf moondrop #daycare attendant #fnaf daycare attendant

[mira0000000-blog]

How the heck did that shit ass doodle get over 600 notes lmao

#guys i did that like #wanting to distress a little while doing a bunch of stuff at the same time #preparing to take off to the road #it was pretty much the first and only thing i drew that day??? #had the idea and was like ah will doodle it and post it later. some people will find it funny some may even reblog even wow #like for me a post of mine was sucess if there are over 50 notes on it okay Im not used to this lmaoo #like bruh i forgot sonics tail lmaoo and shadow is holding him BY THE BACK QUILL? WHAT WAS I SMOKIN SBSHHS POOR SONIC! #i know its technically not that many people but for me it feels like it #also i know that tumblr culture prioritizes being funny above all else but still.. #and i know too that its just cos i was riding the prime tag that was trending at the moment #also cool mutuals rbged it :D #it jusr feels weird thats all lmao #this isnt gonna change anything just being like wow how did this happen #tumblr really is somethin else

[chuchuscoolhat]

Skimmed through the d.eath n.ote manga and I'm not the same-

#;ooc #ooc #i dont know if its the slwwping pulls but now everything is twisted and weird KDKFKDLGKFRMEM #i didnt read aaaaaall of it in a day; i justread from somewhere around n.ear want to catch k.ira and then till the end #when i was but a lil lass i remember watching the anime for like 2-3 times #but now my memory is awful so i went 👁️ #a lil too texty but god the art;; in the sense of angles; clothes; textures -i was like no wayyyyyyyy- #AND ALSO! it got me hook e d #not gonna lie i just wanted to see the scene of m att getting blasted since i only saw it on the anime and i wanted to know if there was #more context before that happens but #i did end up getting hooked on it all!! #feels funny; to the lil version of me who's top favorite anime was death note and lovely complex; this is for u buddy #also apologies if my words aound weird and thw typos; its the sleepyness

[infizero]

just finished watching the og scott pilgrim movie for the first time fucking loved it

#it obviously has issues. but man ive never seen anything like this shit i loved it so much #its like if they made a 2010s youtube comedy sketch into a movie but in the best way possible #two main things. one im always a huge lover of incorporating animated visuals into anything. thank fucking god #and two i LOVEEEEEEE stories that take place in this kind of heightened reality #like its all normal everyday at first just with fun editing but then the fights start happening and its just like #yeah everyone here just does crazy video game boss fights and defeats ppl and they turn into coins and thats just normal and no #one questions it. THATS FUCKING AWESOMEEEEEEEEE i love shit like that so much #doing stuff like this is so much more fun when you dont have characters making wisecracks about the nature of their reality every two #seconds. this shit was great bcuz no one is like ''ermm so i have this health bar? sooo crazy lol. that just happened!'' #or whatever. this is just how the world works i love it #anyways i wanted to watch the movie first before i watched the new animated series. cause i want to watch that cuz it looks super fun #so whenever i have time next im gonna do that :D excited for that since ik ppl have been liking it a lot #plus i've heard it kind of addresses some of the more Erm bits from the story which is cool #i know its very different from the movie too so dw i know that going in lol #anyways i need to go to bed but yeah movie good #serena.txt

[akascow]

giving rye a full indepth tutorial on how i super unprofessionally cut my hair over my bathroom sink every two months because im bored and need to annoy her with my voice about something

#the amount of fucks i give when i snip snop my hair is less than zero HAHA #my only mindset is ‘as long as its shoulder length idrc what happens in between #i would say ‘im sorry br*d m*ndo’ but fuck him i dont like him AHAHA #i live you so much rye #im sorry in advanve #its funnier bc i know shes never gonna follow the ‘advice’ because no one in their right mind would anyways

[mrlowell]

I just finished Steel Ball Run and

Aurgh.......

#steel ball run #screaming in the tags spoilers ahead!!!! #so first of all Gyjo real oh so real #Break my heart Break your heart is like #the best double chapter EVER like.....aaaaa #you KNOW Valentine is not gonna do it but #the hope the grief the despair the TINY VOICE that tells you it might happen #fuck man..... #Lucy was THE GOAT THE ABSOLUTE GOAT!!!!!!! And Steven too #the other Dio at the end was a bit eh for me but I guess after the emotional rush everything feels a bit eh #his death was great tho lmao get fucked the world!dio #Johnny bringing Gyro's corpse home....man fuck I need 1000 years to get over this #hope the anime ties the ending together a bit better #overall sbr absolutely fuuuuuucked johnny is so amazing and its nice to see a protag who openly cries a lot and isnt made fun of #there were a few pacing issues esp the ice part but overall really good #feel free to share ur thoughts on 7 in the comments or DMs or stuff ;D

[djsadbean]

Are you ever gonna continue your The Return Of Miss Power AU? Btw your art and writing are amazing!! I can't believe there is another person who's in the Wordgirl Fandom :)))

Yessir!!!!! 💛💛💛

(/neg for this paragraph) I’ve been going thru a bunch of stuff behind the scenes that I try not to talk about bc I know my page is an escape from bad stuff for a lot of people. One fraction of it is that the ao3 curse is real and im glad I did all that research for chapter 5 xD but there’s a lot of other stuff too…

I’ll get back to it soon :D I have like 60% of the next chapter written! I’ll post when there’s an update ready.

Waahhhhhh thank u sm!!! 💛💛💛 that means a lot /gen /pos Hell yeah worg fandom!!!!! The kindest fandom ever!! 🥺💕💕

#tank u for the message! #it’s understandable to want to know if it’ll continue #it’s always unfortunate when a fic u like doesnt ever get updated again #I rly wanna finish this though!!! #I want to make sure my words are meaningful and make sense. i don’t want the pain from irl stuff to make its way distastefully into my work #i wanted to have time to process everything and deal with it before getting fully back into it #I’m rly scared of trauma dumping on readers xD #it should be a wonderful experience to read!! gonna try my best to make that happen! #like I didn’t want the angst to feel guilty or uncomfortable if that makes sense #the angst should be poetic and heartbreaking LOL #rn I’m trying to take things slow and draw on paper as silly as that sounds to write out so bluntly #when I was 17 I got rly popular in a big fandom for my art and I started treating it like a job which was cool experience but I never #slowed down. i think if I want to keep this love for art and writing alive I need to slow down every once in a while idk #so I’ll eventually go full force again but rn I’m just trying to be thoughtful and organized #I think that’ll reflect nicely in my art :D #anyway thank u for reading these tags luv u byeeee #djsadbean answers

[keeps-ache]

oh brother. kinda sucks to have multiple creative interests and you can only do One but it's not the one you want to do at the moment </3

#just me hi #i want to DRAWWW #but i CANNN"TTT #ohhhhhhhhhhh woe is MEE #i can only write!!! what the funk kinda black magic is this !!! #i haven't been able to write for like 4+ months and now it's just BAM. nothing else #was suddenly inspired to start practicing and experimenting with my style and then i opened up clip and. i. i don't know where it went #it's still there but i can't DO anything with it! it's like it's held up on a pedestal and surrounded by glass and i'm a bird #but hey i've written 2000+ words bit by bit over like 3 days so that's pretty cool #Really cool how i've been able to keep up the momentum too. but i want to draw hvhsbfhsj #/MAN it's not even one of my pet projects either what the heck!! [gggggggrrrrrrrroooooooooooaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnn] #i wanted to work on p1nk space and now i just Can't. this is the greatest joke known to mankind #like i tried drawing Oath and it's just not happening hbvfhsj. i Almost finished getting the pose sketched out and then !!!kaSPLATZ!!! #suddenly i cannot Stand to open clip what is thisss what is this curseeee #/but i mean like aside from being slightly :/'d from that i've been having fun writing! #i haven't written like this since i was like 13 and i'm scared i'll lose the flow soon fvshvdhs #not like whatever 13yo-me was writing but like there's the Most Minimal block when i'm going :D #and i'm reusing some old elements from another story i couldn't finish and i feel good about it !! #EXCEPT those elements actually make sense with where i know i'm going hvhsdhvjfj #not gonna say i'll ever finish it though cuz doing that makes some part of me dig in its heels and say 'NO. NEVER. this will NEVER leave #the save file!!!!!' lolll #but it's fun :D #//but yah gonna get back to it now :3 #toodles and pool noodles !!

[skitskatdacat63]

okay, i don't know why, but i have ALWAYS been like you described. i have so many movies, TV shows, books, podcasts, songs, etc that i want to experience but do i? nope, just put on another F1 race, please. i don't know if it's fear of the unknown (hello, flood of unexpected emotions!) or not wanting to challenge myself or also wanting to watch F1 and F1 just wins out, but here we are. i suspect it's part of my OCD? or some other ND thing that hasn't been diagnosed in me yet??

in fact prolly the only reason i watch F1 is bc i watch it with my sister. it is a lot easier to do new stuff with someone else...which deludes me into believing that if i just got a partner, we could open the floodgates and watch everything i haven't seen together, but lord knows it don't work that way 😑 in any case, i don't know what's wrong with us, but you're not alone!

I'm glad I'm not the only one!! 💕💕

(Reply ramble under the cut cause I wrote more than I expected)

I think I just struggle to start anything new or to finish anything. I totally agree with what you said about it being the fear of unexpected emotions/the unknown! Like for race seasons for example, I just spent a significant amount of time immersed in 2005 which is a specific set of information(you know: rules, strategy, drivers, etc.), so to start a new season would be a completely different set of info. As I said in my earlier tags, some part of me likes the anticipation more and also I always get way too hyper about things and that energy is overwhelming 😓 And I also feel like I have a fear about how much time I'm going to spend(which is stupid because I'll spend like way too much time aimlessly scrolling for the same amnt of time it'd take to watch a race.) Like the idea of specifically putting aside two hours to do only one thing is stressful to me, which is why I often used to like watching races when I literally couldn't do anything else(waiting for a class.) But now I'm stuck back in the cycle of not wanting to start something new, even if 2009 isnt exactly new because I've watched a lot of racing at this point, but still new enough to me that it's hard to convince my brain to start it. Like once I get into the groove of things, I can float through and enjoy myself, it's just that beginning barrier that's hard to get through.

I also definitely agree with having to watch it with someone else. I either have to binge watch things super quickly or watch them with other people, if not, I'll just end up never starting it or abandoning it. I think it's because it's really nice to be able to discuss your thoughts and feelings abt it with another person and not just be stuck with a million thoughts bouncing around your head(which is why I tend to make posts and then rant in the tags LOL)

I think thats why ive been able to get into F1 to such an extent and why it's been so fun for me. It's a live experience(with a strict time constraint, i.e. you can only watch it right here, right now) where there's a bunch of people watching and interacting. I love tumblr during a race weekend so much, I don't think I'd be obsessed with it as much if not for the ability to see everyone's reactions and interact back with them. I think that's why I struggle to start old seasons, because it's literally just me obsessing alone in my room and I can't talk about it to the extent that I can with the current season. Watching F1 as it goes along in a current season is just a perfect experience I guess, because the schedule pushes me along and I don't really have to rely on myself to keep going.

But yeah who knows!! Brain just being brain as always I guess, but it is annoying that it prevents us from doing things we want to do! But I will say, still, its so stupid that I procrastinate over watching 10 minute long YouTube vids LMAO, like pls I get the hesitation with a 2 hour race, 2 hour movie or 100k fic but, 10 minutes, seriously brain???

#theres some actual term ive heard before abt this kind of behavior #but i cant recall it rn and you know what google is like when youre trying to look up symptoms 😭 #but yeah its probably smth mentally related which ive just never looked into further #i just am prone to anxiety about literally everything i think :) #sorry for such a long response!! #but its rly nice to know that someone else out there deals with this <3 #i think im just my greatest enemy LOL im always just fighting with my brain #some part of my brain just likes playing devils advocate and being contrary to what i want to do ig? #but yeah what you said about the flood of emotions! so true!! #like for some reason ig its just hard to open myself up to such sudden excitement/joy if that makes sense? #tysm for the ask :D it makes me feel a lot better abt that :D #i always fear that i complain too much abt things in my own control #like: 'i want to watch 2009 but i cant' 'but isnt the ability to watch 2009 under your control' 'yeah BUT YOU KNOW' #when i say i want to do something i either do it immediately or its gonna take a bit for me to get to it #but rest assured it will probably happen eventually #i like how i wrote a super long response and still somehow managed to write a paragraph of tags #truly my trademark at this point #catie.asks. #catie.rambling.txt

[ajdrawshq]

started up Q2 since my brother doesnt have a lot of time to play p5 (understandable tbh) and . the knowledge of when this is supposed to take place in p5 makes this entire game a little funnier. what the fuck do u mean theyre doing this right before Saes palace. i cant tell if this is weirder for Akechi or everyone else

#p5 #i hope theres a group bonding moment w Akechi that makes everything that happens later so much worse. Please #also i forgot that u have to like. make the map urself. thats so funny. i am NOT doing that manually tho #i wish they had the english voices available so i knew what theyre saying during battle :( their jp voices are really good tho #surprisingly close in both languages tbh .. expecially Akiras.. i almost thought it was just the same guy lmao #how is this game even explained in the canon timeline. do they just pull some memory erasure stuff at the end or what #its very silly n cute so far tho i love it :] #lmao ive had the Q2 theme on my 3ds for a long time so hearing it now feels weird.. #omg Akechis lil dialogue pop-up face when ur at the shop/theater. hes just. hes -> :D #caroline and justine ??????????? #Akechi commenting on Akira using 2 personas at once . i see u boy #oh shit everyone can do it now ???? this game is wild #oh hey !! velvet room ppl i dont know !!!! these must be from p3 right #ough. im gonna need to abuse savestates to play thru this thing bc it keeps freezing randomly