#i just love it and them so mcuh

[gaydexvocaloid]

aurum and audine besties wip idk if i’ll finish + yes it’s lasso tool drawn !!

#audine #aurum #vocatone #maghni ai #wip #bro my first time properly drawing audine and i’m going insane #my hands just struggle so mcuh with her literally goddess design ima die bro #same with aurum everytime i draw them i suffer idk why #i’ve been drawing him for years now omfg what is wrong with me. #lasso tool making this even more difficult but it is. fine. #idk if i’ll get the motiv to finish tho ahhhh #drawing forehead is so hard. audines hairline is my only weakness #i love u audine im so sorry i can’t draw u properly..

[evanescentdawn]

when i write the sasusaku 😭💞

But Sasuke-kun came back and slowly, achingly, lovingly — they grew close again, got together, and married.

She started to think about children again.

She asked him if he wanted any, knowing the possibility of a no and… being fine with that. Children wasn’t a number one thing in her life. It would be nice but not something she wanted so badly. She wanted to be with him, more than anything.

But he told her yes, quiet, in her room, like it was a word stuck in the back corner of his teeth. His hand holding hers in a tight grip.

They’re in the middle of their journey slash mission outside of Konoha now. It’s been around six months. The whole idea of children is later in Sakura’s child. Back at Konoha. Back where they’d be with their friends and family.

She doesn’t expect this at all.

“What,” Sakura says. She can hear sounds of the cicadas buzzing outside. She can see the doctor’s face. It feels all far away.

“You’re pregnant,” the doctor tells her again.

Sakura looks down, presses a hand over her stomach in a daze. Things happened, yes. They’ve gotten intimate but… they were always careful. Sakura knows it’s never a hundred percent but — she never thought it’d happen to them. It feels unreal.

She leaves the hospital and goes back to the inn, legs wobbly. Sasuke-kun is already back from the market. He pauses sorting through the groceries to turn to her.

“What’s wrong,” he asks, immediately.

Sakura’s face pinches further. She doesn’t know how to bring it up. She doesn’t know how he’d react. They hadn’t prepared for this. Sasuke-kun walks towards her and takes her hand as he pulls her into a embrace. She sinks into it. It’s comforting.

Lowly, right against her skin, he says, “What happened?”

He knows she went for a check up, feeling strangely under the weather lately. It’s always best to get a second opinion, even if you’re a medic yourself. They never thought it would be anything more than that.

She knows she’s needlessly worrying him. She needs to tell him but she doesn’t know how to bring it up.

Better to just rip off the bandaid, Sakura thinks.

She pulls away so she can see his face.

“I’m pregnant,” she tells him.

In the dim light of their room, Sasuke-kun’s face — she won’t ever forget that moment, Sakura tells herself.

#naruto #sasusaku #uchiha sakura #uchiha sasuke #work in progress #im so SHGSJDHDJDJDJH #GOD. #I LOVE THEM SO MCUH IM SCREAMING #“slowly achingly lovingly” i was nOT okay when I was writing that CRYIN !!!!!!!!!! #deceased. on the floor. #sasusaku…. they r everything to me [HHHHHHHHHHHHH] #hehhehe I like exploring this whole unexpected preggo thing sprouted on them. when they haven’t been married for long even and are far from #konoha currently #but are together in it 🥺🥺🥺 #WHEN I SAY I HAVE REREAD THIS SO MANY TIMES —- #god do i love the sasusaku so much. screaming. face in hands. THEYRE SOOOOOOOO #also writing this. it’s making me really want to write one where it’s PLANNED cuz that would be considering how they not even remotely near #home lol #fun fact: this was meant for bpweek2023 if I recall correctly I just reworked the idea #wip: attention + confession #the actual prompts for it fhfjjfdj

[finncakes]

fearne and orym were both wandering with a task before they found eachother and they were exactly the balance and change one another needed because fearne needed someone constant and stable and calm and orym needed someone fun and easygoing and silly and they bring out the best in eachother but they don't try to change eachother cause they love eachother so much and they're both so protective of eachother and unafraid to say and show how much they care abt eachother and they find eachother's quirks so charming and they have eachother's backs and are always at eachother's sides and they wake up and fall asleep beside eachother because who else would they want to be with and they thEY

#goodmorning can you tell i am listening to my or.ym and fea.rne playlist :) ? #i love them SO MCUH... #anyway time to make italian wedding soup :) #fey blossoms #edit: I DID NOT MEAN FOR THIS TO GET SO MANY NOTES I WAS JUST SCREAMING ABT THEM. PLEASE....

[ch3shire-rabbit]

They make me unwell

#Just earlier I had to pace to refresh myself after watching one (1) video of mascot Panchito playing with a plush of himself </3 #HOLDING THEM SQUEEZING THEM LIKE A STRESS BALL I LOVE THEM SO MCUH #crisp talks #the three caballeros

[skybristle]

god man what do i even DO with a gc kingdom rewrite

#like fuck. the story was good!!! theres just so much missed potential and small problems that really dampen my views on it #but im struggling to figure out what i want to do to Fix them #doesnt help my brainrot is very fragmented rn #i just feel guilty #i know a lot of people were looking foreward to my response to gc's release #and i do love her!!! and her kingdom!!! very mcuh!!!! #but it didnt infiltrate my brain as much as i thought it would #the cacao kingdom has far more staying power in my brain than these guys do #i think its because i love them dearly but they simply have less substance to play with #no mystisisym and misery to expand on like i can wiuth the cacao kingdom #the gc kingdom's situation struggles because its very nature makes it open and shut. its all gone and a lie anyways #so why should i care? #sky rambles #this got long sorry

[bonnieisaway]

good evening chat. here's a general collection of unfinished scissor seven edits ranging from "i was five minutes off from finishing and got distracted" to "i gave up in less than twenty seconds" . and also a few of them were remakes (points if you know. which ones are remakes of older edits) i don't know why i just felt like psoting this. will i ever finish any of these? uhm <3 uhh <3 uhhhh

#scissor seven #killer seven #wu liuqi #seven #edit #the sky fall one had been pissing me of fsm you dontu ndersatnd #also the america has a problem one im sad i just dont really have hte motivation or dont really know how to format it #i love the audio sm #and also i love them. i love htem so mcuh

[moe-broey]

Normal day for Alfonse Fire Emblem (I've already played a collective 10+ hours of Monster Menu demo across two profiles on my Switch 🫡)

Based on the fact that one of the default characters is two customization options away from Literally Just Being Hatsune Miku and I thought that was the funniest shit in the world when trying to decide on a fourth party member LMFAOOO

Also!!! Some of the process under cut bc it's funky haha and fun!!

Initial sketch, which looked pretty different than the final result, clean versions before adding the bg and the screenshot I used as the bg!

The first draft felt kind of uninteresting and also I felt like Alfonse just. Didn't look like himself??? Like I couldn't get the hair right.

I think adding the mouth panel makes it more effective and also calls back to what happens in the intro of Monster Menu! Also I feel the idea that his eyes have been open for A While and he's been stuck like that for A While has a very different effect.

#monster menu #this is. v shitposty LMFAOOO so idk about main tagging it but. i had SO MCUH FUN W THIS #i fucking love monster menu so far though!!! it's so fun!! #like if mystery dungeon style gameplay was merged w fe's grid based combat + miitopia. #make some fucking guys and put them into some fucking situations!!! #in my first file i made alfonse lead/be mc cause my sister warned me that i'd want a strong and reliable lead #if your lead goes down you have to start from scratch. so. my idea of me (either being a healer or straight up jobless LMFAOO) #as the lead -- though EXTREMELY funny i think i would have been obliterated. #but honestly having alfonse be the protag was somehow infinitely funnier. like yeah this WOULD happen to him. #and the implication that i've just been wandering around w sharena and miku is also very funny LMFAO #ALSO!!!! YOU CAN HAVE YOUR CHARACTERS BE GENDERLESS!!!!!!! WHICH IS INSANELY COOL #like in the chara creator there's a gender unknown option and i tested it out and!! that chara will be referred to ambiguously! #regardless of their appearance as well!!! #i can NOT wait for this game to come out tbh. while everyone is playing the new zelda i'll be in the fucking dungeon 🫡 #fe alfonse #sharena #hatsune miku #my art

[trashlie]

hey this is lil anon 💗 i'm gonna send u another ask soon re: your recent reply, but my one lil brain cell just produced an idea and i'm just buzzing like stupid so i have to share it with you. i've been reading through your other asks and the dream kiss and the overlapping thought bubbles... and...

what if. WHAT IF. what if they have the same dream. LIKE LISTEN DGHFGDSHJK i know it's cheesy but a dream kiss in itself is already kinda cheesy tbh so why not go all the way??? we know nol's barely holding himself back he wants to kiss her so badly, the boy is gonna be dreaming some stuff no doubt about that. and they're already so connected via soulmateism so why not overlap it?? the opportunity is basically presenting itself on a silver platter !! and then they both wake up because it was too overwhelming and made their hearts beat too quickly and as the reality sets in they're just left with that emptiness because it felt so good so right but it wasn't real. argh.

ok talk to u later i need to go touch some fucking grass i think. - lil anon 😼

Oh mY GOD LIL ANON okay okay god I need you to know

I've had a terrible week and it's only half done, I've got some yucky real world/house news issues that just TANKED everything. I even woke up late for work by AN HOUR?! But I read this message RIGHT after I had my one on one with my manager and this has been the hightlight of my DAY I scurried up the walls and started howling from the rafters and then showed this message to my friends because I now, too, have this concept in my head AND I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M SUPPOSED TO GO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON

LIKE LOOK you are right okay. It's cheesy but like... we might as well go ALL IN right? Cheesy isn't inherently bad, and if you embrace it? KLAFKAFJJ WHEW!!!!! I had not even CONSIDERED the same dream, separated only by the space between them afljkafkjafkjjfa SHRIEKS a shared dream that illuminates the shared desired between them, one unaware and the other all too aware. That they are always on the same page, even if they don't know it!!!!!!!!

Because as much as Nol seems aware of her feelings what if he's wrong? What if he's Dieter, hope being sparked over and over by Shinae being relentlessly herself. What if everything he thinks he's interpreted about her and her inability to hold his gaze and the way she flusters and how she keeps dramatically confessing love for him without using the word and her dogged persistence to not let him get away isn't at all what he thinks and it really all is platonic?

They're on the same page, these feelings just overflowing AND THEY DON'T EVEN REALLY KNOW IT. She has no idea, he can't be for sure!

For Shinae, who needs that sort of wake up call to something that she feels so strongly but can't identify, it would be the perfect shock because the moment it comes to her, she can deny all she wants but it won't work. She can try and try but in the end she will see it for what it is. See the way he affects her through a new lens, understand better what it meant to be so hurt by him and to feel not even anger but just desperation and sadness. Of course it could only be love, that makes her feel so sad and ache when she thinks she should be angry. Of course it could only be love, that brings her back to him over and over, so certain she'll get through to him.

AAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH.

And for Nol, of course, a sweet sweet taste of pathetic man torture (ynow. for us). Because the moment he asked her to dance I think he was already resolute in his feelings - that he cannot pretend to not know what he does. If he had any intentions of that, he'd have played along and let Shinae believe it's all platonic it means nothing there's nothing, but he didn't because he doesn't want to hide it, he doesn't want to deny or ignore it. But he still has those instincts to pull away and run away. He still hurt her when he couldn't show himself to her. But I think to wake up to that emptiness, to get that TASTE and wake up to a reality where it's not real it didn't happen would emphasize how important it is to stop pushing her away. Because if that's what he wants, he will need to learn to try to open up, to show those parts of himself.

So much of what stops him is the fear. It's not just that he thinks bad things will happen to people, though that's true. It's what he thinks of himself and how he thinks they'll see him and I think, maybe, there's something about an admission of feelings that can make it less scary. That I know this is difficult, I know you don't like this part of you, but I like all of you, I love every bit of you, so you can trust yourself with me.

FLKAJFJKAFKJAFJ GOD TELL ME THAT'S NOT PEAK ROMANCE, LIL ANON!!!! TO BE LOVED, AS YOU ARE, FOR WHO YOU ARE, AND TO BE CHANGED BY THAT IMPRINT. ALFKAFJKAFJ GODDDDDDD

I want him to wake up SO pathetic, so full of regrets and want and yes, I'll accept the guilt because that will illuminate just how strong he feels what he does, that he knows he has hurt someone he cares about but also feelings cannot be helped and he never stood a chance, really. I am doing a light re-read - yknow, as one does every few months lmao - and just the ways that Shinae and Nol respond to each other so early in, so responsive to but unaware of that easy chemistry with each other, Nol in that phase where it was all supposed to be fake but it wasn't and he was getting so caught up in it and even though he was supposed to be playing cupid, so much of it was for himself, indulging in the opportunities.

I want him to wake up to that emptiness determined to not run away because some things are worse facing what scares you. There are people you don't throw away, you don't let go of ;A;

And I need to watch Shinae go through the stages of realization - the denial and refusal, the sheer horror and embarrassment lmao, the disgust of emotions and how did I get here how did this HAPPEN, but the aching hole in her heart of now knowing something she wants that she couldn't see before but now that she has how could she ever look away how did she never notice it when it's so big and shiny when it draws all the attention to it.

She has confessed to this man like three separate times on different occasions to different people. She knows there's something more to why he's upset but she DOESN'T SEE THE NEON SIGN FLASHING OVER HER HEAD THAT SAYS MORE

GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I, too, should go out and touch some fucking grass but it's been storming all day ;A;

#I Love Yoo #ILY FP #ILY Spoilers #ILY Brainrot #Lil Anon #Lil Anon who says i'm not really a shipper but then rips open a bag of catnip and throws it all over my enclosure #BANSHEE SHRIEKING i want it i want it i want it #a shared dream is just SOOOOO them. always on the same page even when they don't know they are #when they're in sync they're SOOOOOO in sync!!!!!!!!!!! #the shared horror of being perceived of being known and loved (affectionate) #I love them SO MUCH #SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MCUH #Stalkyoo #Shinae Yoo #Nolan Oliver T. Lochlainn

[deityofhearts]

I just need to get better at remembering that I have so many wonderful friends who love me and want me in their lives who I also love and want in my life which is easier said than done because even with all the reassurance in the world it’s easy to think it’s not true or dwell on past failed relationships as like being indicative of my current ones

#deity dialogue #my past relationships aren’t my current ones it’s just hard to believe #I think it’s especially because my ex best friend (who I hold no ill will against I genuinely wish them the best) and I had our friendship #end not so greatly also like. I’m glad the relationship ended because it was unhealthy for the both of us n all but like that amongst other #failed relationships including the ones I ended myself just make me scared that I’m the problem and unfit to be in relationships and to be #wanted and loved #I feel like i ask too much and expect too much and just overall am too mcuh #but I also feel like im not enough and could do more and if I did more if I wasn’t so bad at this that my relaitonships wouldn’t end and I #wouldn’t get hurt again but idk maybe there’s just only so much I can do without hurting myself more in the process and also accidentally #hurting others #it just sucks #I want to feel happy and secure in all my relationships and for my friends to feel the same way but I don’t know if anyone does. #I feel like some realtionships are failing or simply already quietly failed and it’s my fault and I don’t know what to do #and it makes me genuinely so sad and idk how to make it stop #I’ve discussed how I feel with a few friends but unfortunately there’s only so much any of us can do #I’m just trying to focus on like being happy and a good friend as best as I can and I can only hope that my friends feel like I am a good #friend #I feel like whenever I get told nice stuff by my friends that it’s like. not true or that I’ve manipulated them to feel that way.

[solarisgod]

Warlock thinks about the time when Micah gave him a birthday gift for the first time . ' I am happy that we got to meet , Warlock . I am just as grateful that you exist . ' When he heard about their birthday approaching soon enough , he was at lost trying to figure out what to get for them . Micah seems like easy to be pleased with over anything , though , the concern that they will not like the gift he will get for them . . . It's absurd for Warlock to realize how intense he is becoming over it . It frightens him to see the deeper truth within the realization that he does care deeply about Micah . He wants them to be happy , even when he would try to put distance between them . They do deserve everything and more . All that the universe can ever offer to one . On the day of Micah's birthday then , Warlock awkwardly places a box on the table before them . It's a comical moment with the container being huge , though he tries to ignore the detail and offer Micah a meek smile . " Happy birthday , stardust , " he softly says , Micah's nickname given out of more warmth than the usual mockery . " Hope you'll enjoy this . " A mutter then with a deep hoping they will like the gift . Micah is the only one who Warlock cares by now . He only wants them to be happy . " It's disorientating to find it's your birthday already when time will only move on so quickly , but . . . I'm just as happy and grateful that you exist too , Micah . "

So many things occurred in a year since Micah became an Antigod . As it has been this way endless times before , they do not believe that time itself had moved much of anywhere for them . They do not feel like one year passed by them . Even when Micah has been aware in just one revolution around the sun that there are more than themself living in this body , with the other Starwakes taking parts of their time outside in the world whenever they front , they still feel they have lost so much . Micah is trying to grasp time like it is their sword so that they can find order within it , use it to create a path where they can stand on and not feel so lost in this universe . Warlock can understand this issue, and they appreciate his offer of sympathy as they are reminded that they are not alone , seeing him here with a gift . Micah brightens .

" Warlock , " they return the gentleness to him , held with the kind warmth in seeing that he had actually wanted to get them something for their birthday . Micah wouldn't mind if he didn't , as they are aware of his distant and reserved nature , yet to find that he truly did get them a gift . . . They stare at the colorful gift in wonder , the curiosity bubbling within them before they begin to giggle with delight . " Wow , you really didn't have to get me a gift ! " Micah holds up the gift and lightly shakes it , trying to guess what is it that someone like Warlock himself could get for them . What if it's an accessory like they got a necklace with a music box for his birthday ? Or it has to do with their hobbies , like a telescope for stargazing or an art toolkit for drawing ? Excitement rushes deeply through Micah who tears the wrapping apart —

Their Awareness flickers then and they freeze , gazing at Warlock . The emotions flood Micah like waves , hitting them once and twice and they shake . " Warlock . . . " they whisper , stunned . A deep breath is taken before the box is opened to find he did not get them one gift but several within a single box : There is a bracelet of the planets with the sun and moon as charms , a stuffed soft star toy , some shiny rocks and crystals , a few books on astronomy and mythology . . . so many more — Micah can see endless love in this box and they feel incredibly small . " You didn't have to . . . " I'm just as happy and grateful that you exist too , Micah . Tearing up , they tightly embrace Warlock . " Thank you , Warlock , " they choke , " Thank you so much . " There is only love in this room and for once in their life —

Time is nothing more than a snowfall that Micah can see and only cherish .

#GOREUROBOROS #/// #// #/ #𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ IN . › #𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ ANSWERS . › #𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ V : MAIN / ACT I . › #𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ MICAH . › #𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ WARLOCK . › #𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ GOREUROBOROS . › #[ ✨ : SHAKING AND SOBBING AND SCREAMING THEMSTS THEMSTS THEMSTS THEMSTS THEEEMSSSTTTSSSS ] #[ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME INDEED!!! THIS IS SOOO EMOTIONALLY CUTE LOVE THIS GIFT ] #[ thank you for taking the time and energy with this birthday prompt beloved this is just rhrhjhrjrvgjrvrvtvjrt WAAAAHHHHH ] #[ I LOVE THIS AND YOU AND THEM SO SO SO MCUH <33333 ]

[ineffablelvrs]

i love love love when they are best friends yes give me best friends byler content but they're also in love and i love seeing that

#im sorry im not talking coherently i think but im just i love them so mcuh and im not normal abt them #and and and i want to have byler getting together scene tattooed on my eyelids once s5 comes out #its me and my byler obsession aganist the world #byler #shitpost

[emmamountebanks]

*slides supermassive games a $20 bill* patch in an emmabi romance 

#i just love them so mcuh #anya replay

[j-esbian]

oh god oh fuck i just finished the sunken tomb episode and they really didnt ahve to go that hard at the end 😭

#mine #tlovm spoilers #<- this is the spoiler tag im using again if u need to block it #and stop reading these tags now #the ffuckn flashbacks of them as kids right. chefs kiss. but then also vax saying 'i need you' and knowing how this story is going to end #THATS whats getting me here. like the setup all throughout the episode for what's going to happen to vex #but knowing what will eventually happen to VAX and how it absolutely wrecks her. just as much #vax babygirl i promise she needs you too #and then liam FUCKING obrien's performance #literally sobbing #i love the twins so mcuh

[portokali]

there is. definitely a lot to be said about the merits of having the ability to turn off Shipper Brain Mode and enjoy a story without ever demanding a ship be canon or even shipping any of the characters. however there is something about a hint or a promise of romance in works that aren’t explicitly romantic that makes them somehow more tantalizing and interesting. anyway this post is about james and erin derrygirls where i had 0 expectations of their feelings ever being confirmed and simply entertained the idea of them as a what-if-james-likes-erin-lol on a completely different tab that was left open in my brain but when it Was confirmed in s3 and the way it was left unfulfilled but all the same promised absolutely has done numbers to my brain chemistry like the small and tender crushes of two kids living ordinary lives under extraordinary circumstances. something about that yeah.

#like sometimes i feel a lot of Shipping is all abt for the sake of shipping and so u can project a Whatever romantic ideal #which often has nothing to do w the characters presented on screen (or on page etc ykwim) and more abt fandom building a fanon around t #the ship and making it all abt coffeeshop college aus etc... like its more abt inside consumption and deformation of the original ship #to be sth it wasnt meant to in canon but what the fandom wants it to be. i dont rly like this kind of shipping #BUT when i see two blorbos and their love is real it touches my soul...... blease understand #like im SO HAPPY w how little screentime their romance actually takes up its EXACTLY as much as i needed in a story out of derry girls #any more wouldve been too much cause honestly theyre all just losers who dont pull and the story is abt friendship and coming of age anyway #but also..... the jerin story so so good and important to me fr. #no bad tracks. the way it happens so quietly and you can pick their feelings up by SQUINTING? impeccable #the way HE is whipped for HER (a must in a het relationship) but absolutely sees right through her bs and keeps it real always #the way james absolutely Knows and Sees erin for all of her and still oh god oh shit #disintegrating to my bare essentials im gone #cause erin diary girl erin erin the author erin the writer and james you should write that down derrygirl james my best friend james #the i can wait........ like literally so mature of them to realise theyre not mature enough yet but YET theres potential for sth #that they cant just fuck up w their teen bullshit!!!!!1GOSH. FABULOUS!!!!!! #AND the way everyone's parents mirrored the girls in the flashback episode and now erin and james seem to rather grow to be similar to #erin's parents aka a loving marriage and relationship that endured objectively A Lot and provided shelter n family not only to their kids #but also officially unofficially james too james who never knew his dad james whose ma kinda umm doesnt love him. lets be honest. #like theres n o reason for me to be losting my shit so mcuh over them except there IS. #except i am! #the fact that their ship name is jerin? erin with a j?? an absolute w for j community on top of everything #no bad tracks im telling you #the quiet tender kind of love that short of develops as a bytheway as an aside to the main story #as an of course id have a crush on you. of course it would happen. of course it's not going to be the main story #its not the end of it either its not even the beginning not really #you know im such a fool for you....... but now im feeling it even more......... etc #jerin #derry girls #derry girls spoilers

[gatual]

last night i was thinking abt characters that love so so sO much that end up doing crazy shit bc of it my beloveds

#🍒 #makes me crazyinsane #i thought abt that moment when denji ws like if i ever die posses my body and live my dreams with it but then pochita was like no. ill give #u my heart and u will show me ur dreams STOPPPPPP😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 man stop😭😭😭😭😭 #or also homura dying and reversing time hundreds of times just to save madoka every single time.she was her purpose for everything she coul #could go through all that bc her love for her was so much😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭SOB why am i making myself suffer the worst is #idk if the worst but yk i feel like i truly understand this type of characters bc whem it comes to the people i love man oh mannmn #i would givey life kill die and everything else i feel like. sometimes love is so mcuh i feel like it doesnt fit in my chest so sjdbfnfkc #like when i think of my mom sometimes it makes me cry bc love is so much idk what to do w it so i cryehehdbfjfkdndn but that happens to #but in the way that some other times i also feel my chest full of love but i feel so alone and idk what to do with itANYWAY BYE #no way not bye yet something else that happens is that ive never felt ..loved like this🥲 okay now yes bye #NO WAIT JFNDBBJ SORRY anOther thing is think sometimes is that yk how we're all different..and express feelings in different ways and stuff #what if im not interpreting someones love the right way..like what if someone i love does love me back this way but their way of sharing #feelings and emotions is way different than mine (bc this is v possible too yk our experiences arent universal/) WHAT THEN. #im gonna hand this paper to everyone ik so they write w lot of detail the way they feel about me final bye. #wait lmao😭😭😭😭 this is so long i also feel that loving like this makes me a red flag LMAO bc by putting ppl i love over me and loving so #intensely many times i feel like what i do its not required and even though i deal w jealousy and negative feelings i always control them #and never act on them but so many things related to human relationships causing me anxiety and this and that make me feel that im the #red flag itshard to explain neway tru final total byE.