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Making soft landing in concrete

Fic for IR BigBang! 🍓@ichirukicollab. Artists: @hakucho-art and (twt) @0516_AMC <3

Pairing: kuchiki rukia/kurosaki ichigo

Tags: alternative universe — college/university, reunions, angst and feels, fluff and humor

Rating: teens

Chapter(s): 1 and 2

summary:

“…Ichigo?”

He knows that voice. Ichigo turns around with a thundering heart.

She stands in front of him. Impossible as it should be. Her eyes lock with his, looking as shocked as he feels.

Ichigo and Rukia have an unexpected reunion at university, where the last time they’ve seen each other was years ago, at highschool….until Rukia’s sudden transfer.

[ON AO3]

#bleach #Ichiruki #kurosaki ichigo #kuchiki rukia #my writing #fic: soft landing in concrete #lol it took a WHILE to figure out that title so im super proud of it #also veryyy nice to post something after a long while too heh <e #this was a fun project !!!! (even if it was hard at times lol)

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you know this au takes an more interesting spin, knowing now that of wolsim + yi sun and even how gu won was the one who had made a deal with her father heh.

what if there was an au, where do do hee does make that contract with Jeong Gu won. where there’s no transfer of tattoos and do do hee signs a contract and has a ten year ticker, and the destination is hell.

#15th jan #x

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I love writing Jeong Gu Won so much 😂😂😂 he’s a MENACE

“Doing what?” Jeong Gu Won says, smile widening, as he gets even closer, making her step backwards. “Am I doing something now?”

He gently slides his thumb back and forth against her skin in slow motion. Do Do Hee’s breath hitches. She gazes up at him, as if spell-bound.

#my demon #dowon #jeong gu won #do do hee #am I doing something now? *very deliberately IS doing something* #I love him so much #my writing #work in progress #wip: this marriage

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what if there was an au, where do do hee does make that contract with Jeong Gu won. where there’s no transfer of tattoos and do do hee signs a contract and has a ten year ticker, and the destination is hell.

#my demon #yuki talks ideas #I have So Much thoughts about an au where do do hee makes a contract with Jeong Gu won #the POSSIBILITIES #the ways this could go #im just. ahhhhhhhh #idea: do do hee makes contract Jeong gu won

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in my demon hell. this drama has a chokehold on me 😔✊

In his chest, there’s a dull ache.

Jeong Gu Won presses a hand to his chest with bewilderment. What’s this? That.. he’s feeling? Wide eyed, he snaps his head down at his wrist but his tattoo is still there, he finds in relief.

…But as he thought, being anywhere around Do Do Hee is dangerous. Even if his tattoo hasn’t disappeared on him again, there’s this strange affliction in his chest now. A dull ache that’s growing. Becoming painful. Jeong Gu Won grits his teeth as he clenches a hand on his shirt and pulls at it as if he could grab this painful thing and wretch it out from him.

But it doesn’t go away. It continues to throb painfully even as he gets back to Sunwol Fundation, gets far away from Do Do Hee.

Whatever she did to him continues to persist.

His perfect life, that he just got back, has started to crumble once again.

#my demon #jeong guwon #dowon #IM NOT OVER THEM #ahhhhhhhhhhhhh #I’ve at least started like. three wips for this show. #also hehhehehe I love this part so much. Jeong gu won feeling Things because of do do hee #it’s so damn fun to write #he’s such a mess 🤭♥️ #my writing #work in progress #wip: that fateful day

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THE FAKE DATING WIP LIVES AGAIN. also I can’t with these two. screaming. these btches r so funny. I love their dynamic so fcking much. I love writing them so much. I loveeee writing them so much I LOVE WRITING THEM SO MUCH also han sooyoung!!!!! I love u so fcking muchhhh SHES SO <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 TO ME

“Stop laughing,” He says, irritably, holding the ice to his bump. 

“No,” Han Sooyoung says as she continues to laugh and makes a sandwich with his bread, using his butter knife and his groceries that he brought. He has never known another ungrateful person. No, that’s wrong. He knows Yoo Joonghyuk. 

He has never known another pair of ungrateful people, Kim Dokja rephrases.

At least, she makes a sandwich for him too. Though she stuffs it in his mouth instead of giving it to him like a normal person. 

“So what’s the plan?” Kim Dokja asks as he eats it. It’s mediocre. 

“We date.” Han Sooyoung says. 

“Yeah I got that but what’s the plan.” 

She looks at him. “Have you not dated before — sorry wrong question — do not know what dating is — sorry wrong —” 

“I know what dating is,” He interrupts. 

#self reblog #THIBKING ABT THIS AGAIN #i love it so much fr ahhhhhhhhhhhh #rotatinggggg in Mind #MY BELOVEDS AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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GAGSHHAGAHHHHH OH MY GOD I LOVE TJEM SO MUCH

Yuuji is out with Todou so it’s only Nobara at home when he returns. She opens the door before he even touches it and grins, saying, “You called?”

He doesn’t bother asking how. Nobara is scary like that.

#they my beloved<3 #my writing #work in progress #wip: meg first kiss #jujutsu kaisen #fushikugi

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IM SCREAMING. not me realising that i just…. put phone. as in mobile phone in a naruto fic that’s set where boruto&the kids are still young 😭😭😭 okay. who even cares, but at the same time this is so so so funny.

#HHDJDJJDJDKDKK #yuki talks wip #uchiha-uzumaki fam

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FINALLY WRITING THE DREAM TEAM UZUMAKI-UCHIHA FAM…...,,,,, URUEUEUEUEU IM SO WEEPING….. they, my beloved <3

“Oh,” Hinata gasps softly as she walks into the living room.

That’s her mystery figured out.

On the floor of the living room are her missing husband and kids along with the Uchiha. They are fast asleep, Naruto-kun in the middle of his teammates — technically former teammates, now, but even if its been years since all of Konoha rookies have not been a part of their original three-people teams it never feels right to say that. Sakura is on his left, with Sasuke on his right and Hinata notices endearingly the Uchiha couple have their hands loosely intertwined on top of Naruto-kun.

Hima is squeezed right in between her uncle Sasuke and Naruto, with her papa’s arm wrapped around her securely. Meanwhile Boruto is laying half across his aunt Sakura and Hinata wonders fondly how he even sleeps comfortably like this as he snores on. On the opposite side, Sarada sleeps beside her father gripping the back of his shirt tightly.

Oh no, oh no. The picture they make is so deathly cute Hinata thinks might die from this.

#naruto #hyuuga hinata #uzumaki hinata #naruhina #sasusaku #uchiha-uzumaki fam #my writing #work in progress #im SOOOOOOO #I have One Weakness and that is t7 and all their kids interacting 🥺🥺🥺 #also right with hinata this IS so deathly cute im DYIN #also DIED at the Uchiha couple having their hands loosely intertwined top of Naruto #because wtf so cute #but also laughing because it reminded me of naruto retsuden lmaoooooo #also pls… sarachan gripping her dad’s back…. boruto just Sleeping like that on skkr and HIMA… SLEEPING INBETWEEN NATUTO AND SASUKE WITH NAR #NATUTO WRAPPING A HAND OVER HRR #SO SO SO CUTE I CANNOT #I LOVE THEM SO MUCH #TEAM SEVN FAM MY BELOVED EUUEUEUEUEUE

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i have written 😳

It’s ironic, in a way, considering what a ninja is supposed to be. One that works in the shadows, face obscured and identity unknown but so much of his life — because that’s what it was, a life instead a work, a permanence of self — was being the Green Ninja. The one in destiny. He is a face, he is a name. Lloyd Garmadon, the Green Ninja can’t simply walk in the streets and expect to melt away and disappear in the thousands of citzens that walk. There will always someone who recognises him, always someone that looks at him with awe and has something to say to him.

Even when the ninja has not been a thing in a while and the public forgets them, they are not forgotten.

#lego ninjago #lloyd garmadon #work in progress #my writing #wip: green destiny #ahhhhh this came so WELL im pleasantly surprised #especially considering I was Not expecting to write this ahahah but it was sooooo fun im Lovong #digging my claws in Lloyd & Green ninja stuff is so <3 to me #I LOVERER HIMMMMM AHHHHHH

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Hi!! I'd love to hear your answers for 3, 9, and 29 from the ask game :D

hi, blue!!!!! thank u for sending this in ^^ <3

3. What’s your favorite fic that you’ve written?

I already answered this! but what’s the fun if I don’t pick another one !!! generally it would have been “in this small space of our kitchen…” but I think it’s just a fav for what it means. cuz honestly I haven’t reread that in some while. maybe I should do that now. (I did and it has stuff in there that I Like but a lot that annoys me rn it so not my fav def of how it’s written overall but v *proud* of it)

oh I would love to do this for a “wip” since I feel like I have v many faves in wip LOL

I’ve been rereading the “soul reaper!orihime” recently the edition with byakuya & orihime. and I just. Love. It so much. it leaves a lot to edited but it’s so good. I love orihime’s pov, she’s so fun to write and it’s so fun to read it! also the interactions between byakuya & orihime are SO FUN. like I would not think that I would have ever written it but it’s so <3 to me

it’s a def a fave <3

the part feels so ridiculous in a way cuz the way the focus is on baguette. like cannot be normal about baguette considering all the memes LOL also just. I Love all the lil bits of character. orihime is a v precious character to write/read and I Love her. she brings so much energy & personality to the piece it’s so darn fun also to have that constrast with byakuya who is like. in every way her opposite LOL

like this the approx beginning of the entire scene (maybe fic…?) and I *love* it. i just always love it when I get to refer to characters I always use first names when talking about that by their last name!!!!! it’s so fun, it’s like seeing another multitude of them u don’t normally (like heh reminding of this other bleach wip where I use Sado and not chad the nickname that I forget honestly is *not* his name lol) and it’s *so fun* also I love exploring orihime in The Kuchiki House and how really this whole Dynamic is ODD. cuz like she’s just like a shinigami student here and there really is… no way usually for these two to have any connection???? unless ur rukia and ur sister was married to the Kuchiki. I just wanted to have this dynamic and so made it happened HAHAHA and it’s So Fun. also IDEK what it is but also just Love how I was writing this. it just seems *so good* and *fun*

also this is the most funniest scene Ever to me:

there is just a lot of delights in this piece that im v loving to reread over !!!!!!! like “Kuchiki, at least, doesn’t say anymore about her poor manners and takes a seat. Oh wow! He does it so elegantly, she can’t help but admire it each time.” >> only orihime would pick out a detail of Kuchiki sitting down so elegantly and be awed like that. she’s so endearing I Love her.

I think the True Charm of this fic is that it’s orihime pov and also orihime-byakuya dynamic which is batshit crazy to me and so fun and I Love. Orihime-byakuya is Not a dynamic you would see normally. you wouldn’t see these two characters and be like “they’d be besties” and I think that’s the most fun of it.

also the whole concept and how THIS IS ACTUALLY A CRACK TREATED SERIOUS IDEA djjdjdjd. she gets to have a sword that turns into a baguette LOL. the whole baguette scene having actual significance to her character and later leading to a scene…. the moment i wanted to writw which is why this entire doc was born…. it makes me love it even more ahahahaha

okay I can clearly go on about this all day lol so stopping it here jfjfjfj

9. Do you write every day? If you wrote today, share a sentence of what you’ve written!

honestly reading this question made me laugh considering where I am in writing (in major writer block). I don’t write ever day definitely! well, physically anyways. I do have my days where I Think about writing almost daily and write in my mind but getting things down is a force of its own ha….

like rn in my mood that’s “i very much want to write these bunch of cool ideas I got and want to write for my new obsession fandom but I don’t want to write physically which is frustrating cuz I KNOW it would be so fun but the effort of trying to get it down seems like a hassle also the executive dysfunction is real and im going through it” yeah! djjdjdjddjkd. but im soooo determined to get something. OH WAIT I did. if I remember. it was tmmr. I think it was … lmao did I just write tmmr. I meant yesterday. IT WAS INFACT YESTEDAY HELL YES it makes me v glad to see that I did get the times write djjdjdjd

it was mostly me trying to get me an idea that I can write for ninjago (a fandom unfortunately that is hard for me to write) but V COOL I actually made progress and wrote some lines before life was in way and now… I am like I Could work on it but also I am Not going to lol. also wrote just random drafts for bleach as bleach song was in playlist next and was in mood and it just pissed me off how these two fandoms REFUSE to write for me. also more pissed off how bleach was the fandom that I was just trying to write for before ninjago. anyways.

oh that reminds me. there was this also v cool idea I got for this crossover idea that’s been sitting in my docs >> orv/ninjago >> that I WANTED to write for but ::pensive:: ::pensive:: as u can guess, I Did Not. it’s frustrating and I know that leaving it like this, will make my future self regretful. because they won’t know how to write it as i didn’t write even notes :/

anyways. so yeah, do write daily. but wish I could at least write a bit pls my brain im So determined to get something down for today. this is a threat, brain.

29. Share a bit from a fic you’ll never post OR from a scene that was cut from an already posted fic. (If you don’t have either, just share a random fic idea you have that you don’t plan on getting to.)

oh this is a v fun question, thank you.

as u know the saying goes never say never but I GENUINELY think that I Will never post any of my spn stuff that is not sam+rowena cuz I v much see myself getting back to them. was going through my spn docs just now and wow there is a lot and it’s v fun seeing how I wrote then cuz it’s soooo diff from me now. also here is a bit that I REALLY like, confrontations are my fav ahhhhh

“You’re a hypocrite, you know.” Sam hisses. “You tried to save me many times with your life on the line. Why can’t I?”

“You were going to sell your soul!”

“So what?”

Dean falters at the flippant words and in a quick movement, Sam throws him off and it’s Dean who’s pressed against the wall. Facing Sam’s fierce expression.

“Listen,” He says, low and dangerous. “You’re my brother and I’m not going to watch you bleed out and die on me when there’s something I can do—even if that means giving away my soul. I can’t - “

His voice cracks, here. Expression breaking. And he drops his head. The tight grip on him eases but Dean doesn’t move.

He can’t move.

“I can’t—lose you.” Sam says. And Dean understands those words in ways he wishes he never could. He pulls his brother in, holds him in his arms, and breathes out.

“Just—not that. Not your soul. Please.” He begs but it’s not what he wanted to say.

Sam doesn’t reply, fingers clinging on back that it’s almost painful.

(But it’s Dean, who gives away his soul. For a year. Sam shouts at him, thumps his fists against his chest and after he’s finished screaming, his voice all dry and hoarse from it, he says. “I’ll save you. I won’t let you go to hell.” His eyes determined and fierce.

Dean doesn’t say anything. Lets Sam talk. Gives him this moment. A reluctant, hateful festering hope inside him, without his consent. Maybe, he thinks—)

(Sam never does though, in the end, save him. Dean screams when the hellhounds get to him, never stops, screams louder when he’s down there, in the pit, Alastair’s knife buried elbow-deep into his chest.)

like MAN, that was something!

also I do have a cut scene from my recent fic I posted! :D

I really do like how I described the hair falling over his side parting and “the long eyelashes that add to his handsome” also just the whole passage! it was a fun lil bit. I am sure I will use it in some other wip, it just didn’t fit in that one! also LMAO I have to say I do v much love the “Hmph. It’s really too bad his personality is like that. It offsets most of his handsomeness.” It makes me laugh so much. DEF using that somewhere else, it’s too good. <3

I do other cut but it’s like. one liners. that is just normal jfjfjfj.

also this question intrigued me to see if I had another cut like this from other fics I posted and uh… for the first five or so at least I honestly don’t think I have any. huh, so v curious to note.

#answered asks #bluewindfall #hheheheh this was fun<3 #fic: hope to take ur skin with me #wip: soulreaper!orihime byakuya edition

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1. Share a song that makes you think of "me and you" 🥺 and also 3. Heh

hi, haku <3 thanks for sending this in ^^ I went ham as usual

also would u look at this. i actually Finished answering this and did not leave it to rot in my drafts for many months ahem which I think deserves a golden sticker. a great yuki feat for nov 2023

1. Share a song that makes you think of “me n you”

UHH…. honestly don’t remember what song I was listening to when writing that fic but def was in my touken playlist. but mmmmh. “spring thief” + “thought crime” by yorushika because the vibes are FITTING. I do not think by lyrics fjfjjfjfjf

3. What’s your favorite fic that you’ve written?

currently it’s my v beloved, hands under the scorch of the sun (we loved once) (once that is not now) (anymore)

every time i go thro my ao3, which has been a lot lately honestly lol I go so unwell when I see it. ITS THE !!!!! FIC !!!!! I love it so much it’s SO fun it’s so great it’s thee best. I was on a roll when I was writing it

AND OH THE TITLE. OH THE TITKE it’s so great. great as in im So ASHHSHDJDJDAHHHHHH oh my god. I was so Real for it. as my past me wrote “*explodes* —> me” in the end author notes, so v true and noted.

I love v dearly and it’s current fav because of HOW I WROTE IT. the unsaidnsss the tension it goes SO hard it’s unreal. it’s weird in a way too because it’s???? not at all typical way I write???? like WHAT is “casts a look” I never use those kind of phrases or write ways I did in this which is why it makes it so fun and so weird. also PUTHOR/SKALES !!!!!!!! this two make me so unreal for real. ever time I see this fic my longing to finish is another puthor/Skales is so v great. MY BELOVED SNAKES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

also HEH I’ve been actually been thinking about this fic today. well, technically it was kinda yesterday since it’s 3am rn. don’t ask why I am awake. ANYWAYS, some thoughts I had. like I read this post on “narration distance” and it got me Thinking about it (by that came to learn some v interesting Very Cool stuff about this draft I made yesterday? about Ichigo & Rukia lol) and was looking at my other work and i came to this one again and the start of it:

“pythor casts a look at skales. “what are you doing here?” >>

it immediately starts with a zoom-in, no easing into the character or the scene. fanfiction being a exploration of characters you already know makes this fun sandbox where you can start fics zoomed-in and it won’t be jarring in some ways because the readers assumingky ALREADY know this (assumingky as I’ve Read fics for fandom I know jack shit) anyways. I kinda forgot what sort of thoughts I had then, but. anyways.

I love it drops right into the action of things, no set up for the setting or what not. also I love how it starts hard with “Pythor” the little distance between the narration and “Pythor” right from the beginning puts a focus on Pythor. its an immediate invitation to this pythor’s world. also the way that skales is also referred to as their name in pythor’s pov, instead of a pronoun — putting focus on puthor&skales relationship and creating this smaller distance between the reader and these characters. it’s would be different to read “Pythor casts a look at them” as it makes Skales unknown and puts a distance between the narration and the “them” who is unknown. But instead, it was “Pythor casts a look at Skales” >> it gives importance to Skales as a character in this moment and significant to Pythor itself

and then looking at the entire sentence, at the middle bit that connects Pythor and Skales, “casts a look”. the verb “casts” is very fun sounding and especially the way it’s “k” and “s” sounds give it intensity and the way it it’s a deliberate action that is stressed with the word “cast” is written phonetically. it gives the following “a look” phrase a intensity.

also interesting how “casts” immediately follows “Pythor” putting Pythor…. andddd stoping myself here because my head is hurting. trying to articulate yourself is blergh. anyways V COOL START I LOVE IT V MUCH

also my fav ever part in this fic that makes me *scream*

“i’m here for a proposal.”

skales slithers closer, and skales’ hand is not touching pythor’s but — it’s a close thing.

“for a marriage union.” skales says. eyes firm and not breaking away from pythor’s, saying everything that skales’ mouth isn’t.

something that pythor doesn’t want to translate.

like WHAT IF I EXPLODED. god god god the “skales slithers closer, and skales’ hand is not touching pythor’s but — it’s a close thing.” is my favourite thing EVER

the repetition of “skales” putting emphasis on Skales themselves and everything they are doing. also I LOVE “slithers closer” slithers has this snakey-sneaky feeling to it also the alteration of “Skales slithers” has a nice ring it to. also AHHHH the “closer” it gives it like a tension of some kind. but it doesn’t stop there it goes AND SKALES’ HAND IS NOT TOYCHKNG PYTHOR’S what if I exploded fr. I love the focus on “Skales’ hand” and the way it’s not touching pythor’s. Like the fact it’s not pythor’s is significant!!!!!!!!!!!! it’s about the HANDS, and the NEGATIVE SPACE BETWEEN SKALES AND PYTHORS HANDS and the way the me continues this with the “but” and the dramatic pause of the emdash and says ITS A CLOSE THING

screaming. screeching. OH this is so good. OH this is so brilliant. I love it to death

also HELLOOOO “saying everything that skales’ mouth isn’t.” GAHHH AHHH AHHHHHHHH and that ENDING OF

“something that pythor doesn’t want to translate.”

the way!!!!!! nothing is like said!!!! the way the something that Pythor doesn’t want to translate is never said what it is!!!!!!!! but Pythor does know what it is but it DOESNT want to translate it. the way the whole passage has “Skales’ mouth” “Skales hand” “eyes firm” like as if ever part of Skales is saying something. it’s SO NNNNNGHHH good like give it to me

also the way a… lot of things of these things were accidentally LOL as I was trying to djdjdj write without using pronouns which is a challenge but also creates this super fun effect that im so loving. its so cool. this fic is so cool. I love it v dearly. PYTHOR/SKALES !!!!!!!!!!! OF MY HEART HEHHEHEHHE

also hello the way Skales is so active in this part. the way they slither closer, the way THEIR hand is close to pythor’s and the way THEIR eyes are firm and not moving away from pythor’s. the way !!! Skales only talks !!!! both verbally and a lot thro their body language as well. meanwhile Pythor is just There and while its their pov, it looks like Skales has taken the spotlight. and it finishs with “something that pythor doesn’t want to translate.” LIKE PYTHOR !!!! KNOWS WHAT SKALES IS TRYING TO SAY AND KNOWS SKAES BUT IT DOESNT WANT TO TRANSLATE IT !!!!! IT WANTS TO REJECT IT !!!!!!

also the way the ending just drops off! it doesn’t say what pythor’s responding answer is! it leave u hanging SCREAMING on this heightened tension screams OH its So good so v in love with it heh

def my fav piece right now <3 <3 <3 the Pythor/Skales is so Strong sighs longingly I wish to write more for them but working on the two ideas I have right now is to much work urgh and trying to make more ideas provides to be Hard cuz brain empty only Pythor/skales no idea NDJJDKDJDJD <3 so Helpful lol

ANYWAYS SO THERE IS!!!!! MY PYTHOR/SKALES!!!!!!! FIC !!!!!!!!

im so normal btw abt the title. refraining myself so bad into going into it because i do have not the spoons for that rn JDJKDKDKDKD

#answered asks #hakucho-art 🥰🥰♥️♥️ #<3 <3 <3 #pythor/skales HEH #fic: hands under the scorch of the sun #WE LOVED ONCE #ONCE THAT IS NOT NOW #ANYMORE #sobs & screaming gOD #also lol have the touken song playing rn in the bg. in some touken mood right now I miss them 🥺 #ALSO HELP??? WHEN IT GET TO 5:00 #I SWEAR IT WAS 3 SOMETHUJG WTF SINCE I WAS WRITING THIS #r u saying it could at least 1 hr and something wtf #it Did not feel like that????????

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I’m Bored and Anxious So I Slapped Together a List of Fan Fic Writer Asks

1. Share a song that makes you think of [fic title] 2. Do you read/reread your own fics? 3. What’s your favorite fic that you’ve written? 4. How many WIPs do you have right now? 5. What’s a fic idea you’ve had that you will never write? 6. Are there any fics from others you reread all the time? 7. How many ideas for fics do you have right now? 8. What project(s) are you currently working on? 9. Do you write every day? If you wrote today, share a sentence of what you’ve written! 10. Is there a fic that got a different response than you were expecting? 11. Do you have specific playlists for writing fics? 12. Do you have a playlist for your current WIP(s)? Share it! 13. How much planning do you do before writing? 14. If you could see one of your fics adapted into a visual medium, such as comic or film, which fan fic would you pick? 15. How do you come up with titles for your fics/chapters? 16. At what point in the process do you come up with titles? 17. What’s something you’ve learned about while doing research for a fic? 18. What’s one of your favorite lines you’ve written in a fic? 19. Give us a small teaser from one of your WIPs. 20. What’s a favorite title for a fic you’ve written? 21. Have you ever deleted an entire scene after spending hours laboring over it? If so, why? 22. Do you know how your fic will end before you start writing? 23. How do you choose where to end a chapter (if you have multi-chapter works)? 24. Share a moodboard for (one of) your current WIP(s). 25. Have you ever upset yourself with your own writing? 26. Is there something you’ve written that you would never want your family to see? 27. Is there a fic you were nervous to post/share? Why? 28. Have you ever tagged a fic “Dead Dove: Do Not Eat”? 29. Share a bit from a fic you’ll never post OR from a scene that was cut from an already posted fic. (If you don’t have either, just share a random fic idea you have that you don’t plan on getting to.) 30. Ask anything!

#send? 👁️👁️

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Fanfiction of Fanfiction!

On Top Of An Upside-Down World by @thelegendofwinchester (which everyone should read because it’s AMAZING and everything.)

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She doesn’t have anything against Sam. It’s simple. The wound doesn’t look good at all, it’s infected. And just not that—he’s too skinny. Malnourished. There’s a very low possibility he wouldn’t survive. And Dean wants to use up the last antibiotic they have on him.

He doesn’t listen to her rational reasons.

He narrows his eyes, when she tries to show any kind of protest, squaring his shoulder, all tense. His voice clip and dark as he says, “Yes?” Challenging her to disagree.

And she wants to, for a brief, brief moment—there’s anger. Sharp, boiling anger, the words are begging to get out. No. I am not going to fucking get it. He’s going to die, it’s so clear—you can shove your words back up your fucking—

“I’ll go and get it,” Brenda says, instead, biting the words down. “We don’t have IV tubing or cannulas, so I’ll have to use a syringe.”

“There’s only enough for one course, Dean.” She adds, reminding him.

Dean, of course, ignores it. He shifts his attention to Sam again. She had never really seen him like this before. So intensely focused on a person. He hadn’t been like this with a person before. Not even with Jo. Or…Ellen.

(She can kinda understand it. And doesn’t want to at all—it hits too close for home for her liking.)

In the end, Sam doesn’t die. Not yet. He’s getting his strength back, slowly. It’s a good thing. The antibiotics were not wasted up.

Brenda remembers, vaguely, of the time that she was a student before all this shit hit. Before the end of the world and Walkers. She had family, siblings. She too had a life.

They’re all gone now.

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#reblog #was reading this again #and ITS SO FCKING COOL #I love the way I wrote it it’s soooo funnnn #also BRENDA MY BELOVED <3333333 #also v fun to see how distinctly my writing is here compared to recently JUST SO COOL #hehehhehehe #also v interesting. cuz this is just her pov and kinda summary like of the fic #also I LOVE THE ANGER and the EMOTIONS #the COFRONTATIONS #the SAD FEELINGS AND VUNERABLE MOMENTS SHE REFUSES AND DOESNT WANT TO DWELL ON AND THINK ABOUT #but IT BLEEDS THRO ABYWAYS #I NEED TO WRITE LIKE THSI AGAIN 😩😩😩😩 #also frankly think that ”squares his shoulders” is like SUCH a fcking cool line I need to have that stuff in my fic again it’s so beautiful #n chefs kiss #in summary: so much v cool things in here that I love n want again in my writing #*starry eyes* #also BRENDAAAAAA AGHHHHHHHHHH #she’s so <3 to me #I love her

[evanescentdawn]

SKALES & PYTHORS ADVENTURES IN (deceiving & tricking) BABYSITTING CHILD ! >> I was so Real for this title !!!!!!!!!! my past self beloved <3

can imagine the entirety of this fic being 😭😭😭 just bby lloyd being like “🥺 friends?” meanwhile: Skales + Pythor r scheming and planning to drop his ass any second. Skales is thinly veiled with their act so not a fav with Lloyd jfjdjdjd.

skales & pythor’s adventures in (deceiving & tricking) babysitting child! 

“what the hell is this?” skales asks, looking at the offended thing wrapped in pythor’s body.

“a human child.”

“i can see that. why did you bring it here?”

“i believe,” pythor says, in that voice, eyes gleaming, “that he will be the key to our plans.”

“you believe?” skales echoes, disbelievingly, still standing by the door, not letting any one of them in. skales wonders how pythor had managed to lead a tribe of snakes once. it’s probably how the anacondrai met their demise.

#reblog #I MISS THEM !!!!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭💞💞💞💞💞💞💞 #MYYY SNAKESSSS #I love this one so MCUH #it’s SO fcking funny #the pythor/Skales dynamic my beloved #AT THE OFFENDED THING WRAPPED IN PYTHORS BODY >>> cryin skales PLS offended…. thing….. that’s just bby lloyd 😭😭😭😭 #and then Pythor is like. a human child. AND SKALES IS LIKE. I can see that #im fcking dyin #I love them soooooo mhchhhhhh #I believe Pythor says in /that/ voice eyes gleaming that he wil be the key to our plans SCREAMING #my fav fav fav line I love it so much #PUTHORRRR MHWAH MHWAH MHWAH <3 #u /believe/ Skales says DISBELIEVINGLY #im so in love with them fr #STILL STANDING BY THE DOOR NOT LETTING ABY OF THEM IN IM LAUGHINGHHHHGG #cmon Skales #Skales I love u #jdjdjdjdk also i think that Skales might have just raised an eyebrow and been like wtf Pythor but also let Pythor in BUT……. this is anau so. #me learning in canon Pythor was NOT the leader of the anacordina… I can’t spell but that Pythor just Looked diff fjfjfjjfjfkfj pls #im so shamed in thinking Pythor out of snakes would be the leader it so has that energy of not-a-leader fjfjjfjfjf ITS NOT MY FAULT I DIDNT #KNOW THAT EVERY ANACONDRAI HAD SNAKE LEGS INSTEAD OF. MORE HUMAN LIKE KFKFKFKDK #it’s probably how the anacondrai met their demise CDYIN…. PLS SNALES…. the shade jfjfjfjdjJJFJFJFJDKFKFK #as if Skales DIDNT WANT TO BE PYTHORS SECOND IN COMMANDDDDD #disloyal no. 2 not still over that oh my god #I seriously need to write n work on this 😩😩😩😩😩 #SO I CAN FCKING READ IT #I crave….. pythor/skales….. #injecting this lil snippet into my veins I love it so much…. it’s so fun….. it’s so good…… DIALOGUE PIEVES SRE SO <3 TO ME #I am kinda getting the urge to work on this Pythor/Skales wip now but at the same I cbaaaa I wanna start another wip fjjfjfjjfdn

[evanescentdawn]

i meet you across time and touch you and hope to take your skin with me

pairing(s): han sooyoung/yoo joonghyuk

tags: alternative universe - normal, reunion, drinking, not quite angst with some humour, and undercurrent of pining

rating: teens

summary:

One thing leads to another and Han Sooyoung finds herself in Joonghyuk’s house, sitting at his table.

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#omniscient reader's viewpoint #omniscient reader #orv #yoohan #han sooyoung #yoo joonghyuk #my writing #I CANT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY FINISHED THSI WIP….. FEELS JNSANE….. 😳😳😳😳 #orv era is BWCK im so exicted hehehehe #im so in love with this title #yoooohannnnn #🥰🥰🥰♥️♥️♥️ #wip: drunk hsy #wip: soft face #NOT LONGER A WIP…. #fic: hope to take ur skin with me

[evanescentdawn]

THE FAKE DATING WIP LIVES AGAIN. also I can’t with these two. screaming. these btches r so funny. I love their dynamic so fcking much. I love writing them so much. I loveeee writing them so much I LOVE WRITING THEM SO MUCH also han sooyoung!!!!! I love u so fcking muchhhh SHES SO <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 TO ME

“Stop laughing,” He says, irritably, holding the ice to his bump. 

“No,” Han Sooyoung says as she continues to laugh and makes a sandwich with his bread, using his butter knife and his groceries that he brought. He has never known another ungrateful person. No, that’s wrong. He knows Yoo Joonghyuk. 

He has never known another pair of ungrateful people, Kim Dokja rephrases.

At least, she makes a sandwich for him too. Though she stuffs it in his mouth instead of giving it to him like a normal person. 

“So what’s the plan?” Kim Dokja asks as he eats it. It’s mediocre. 

“We date.” Han Sooyoung says. 

“Yeah I got that but what’s the plan.” 

She looks at him. “Have you not dated before — sorry wrong question — do not know what dating is — sorry wrong —” 

“I know what dating is,” He interrupts. 

#orv #hankim #han sooyoung #kim dokja #wip: fake dating // yhk #SORRY WRONG QUESTION — DO YOU NOT KNOW WHAT DATING IS — SORRY WRONG QUESTION #she’s so insufferable. she’s everything. Im so in love with her. kissing u rn Han Sooyoung #THE WOMEN U ARE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #also kdj pls ur so funny. HIS bread HIS butter knife HIS groceries that HE brought as if he even cares. as if he barely uses it. as if yjh #hasn’t banned you from ur own kitchen because ur an atrociousity in the kitchen #(no he isn’t really. yjh just isn’t normal) #NO THATS WRONG. HE KNOWS YOO JOONGHYUK #—> im so in love with this line #he has never known another pair of ungrateful people kdj REPHRASES #kdj ur so fcking funny. sometimes i realise i really fcking love u #AT LEAST SHE MAKES HIM A SANDWHICH TOO. KDJJJJ I CANT WUTH U OH MY GIF #“instead of giving it to him like a normal person” —> this line Explains everything that hsy is. INSTEAD OF GIVING IT TO HIM LIKE A NORMAL #LIKE A NORMAL PERSON !!!!!!!! #hsy the person u are <3 <3 <3 #as he eats it. ITS MEDIOCRE -> he drives me mad. im sooooo normal about them (not) #ITS MEDIOCRE what if i ate this n chewed it and ate it what if i exploded #so what’s the plan. we date. yeah I got that but what’s the /plan./ #I love kdj thinking as if hsy ever thought out a plan in her life (a lie) (she has this planned) THEY DATE TAHTS THE PLAN KDJ !!!! #it’s frankly ur problem if u don’t get it #she looks at him. HAVE YOU NOT DATED BEFORE — SORRY WRONG QUESTION— DO YOU KNKW WHAT DATING IS — SORRY WRONG QUESTION #I WILL NEVER BE OVER THIS !!!!!!!’n HSY I FCKING LOVE U SO MUCH #SORRY WRONG QUESTION — DO NOT KNOW WHAT DATING IS — SORRY WRONG QUESTION #she’s SO insufferable im kissing her rn #and kdjs. I /know/ what dating is he interrupts IM SOOOOO #I LOVE THEM SO FCKJING MCH HHHHH KDJ N HSYYYY PEOPLE !!!!!!!!!!