i've only been talking to this guy for a week but ugh he is so wonderful
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I'm pretty sure I've been through your my art tag like 4 times, I love your art style so much I also really like going to the beginning and seeing how it's changed. I appreciate the time and effort you put into your craft (and I also really appreciate the shirtless and bloody Shane pics like ho boy that's a dude if I ever saw one) love you lots hope life is treating you decent!
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dw dw bud!! im takin care of myself as best as a lil rat can :] pretty excited for the 18th!!
and OUGH i hope youāre able to relax soon D: thatās so much stuff, good gracious
im rootin for ya tho, and sending you all the good vibes :]
as for paperād! iām keepin an eye on them! makin sure she takes care of herself n all, seein if sheās ight, and as far as i know, theyāre doin ok!! im hopin everythin is okay still, tho, im worried too ngl
but WAGAAGH SQUEEZES YOU itās so good to hear from you again!
THANK YOUU SM BROO both for checking on me and for making sure paper'd's doing great!! You're such a cool goose man muah muah š<3333
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I got something like this for Touya-nii--
I hope this is close to what you were thinking for his tattoos ksdnfksdfna I will definitely have to revisit when I'm not so SLEEBY š„°
I AM SCREAMING /SO LOUD/ oh my GOSH he is so perfect and beautiful and HOT!!!!!!!!! oh my gosh i love him so so so much thank you for sharing this with me!!! my whole heart is just bursting in my chest right now and flooding my body with so much warmth and love and appreciation!!! <333 the cigarette in his mouth has me DROOLING oh my lord he is so sexy i am on the floor <33333 your art style is gorgeous btw!!!
for his tattoos: itās definitely close! i picture them extremely intricate with the style being almost dainty in how detailed they are, if that makes sense??? very much like zombie boy!!! i see that youāve already begun adding the bones so like,, exactly like that, like the skeleton/bones being anatomically correct, and then wires n things acting as veins and capillaries etc <3 i talked about them a lil with photos here! <33
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sitting in bed eating cheese absolutely stewing
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yessss keep us posted on the date! he'd better treat you right or i will show up to throw hands š¤
ariiii thank you, oh my gosh š„ŗ he's been so nice so far !! we've been talking for a while and have met before and he says he really finds me funny and cool (ME ?! š), so š¤š¼ <3
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I picked š because I care about you and I genuinely hope you can be happy!
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Pre/No-outbreak!Joel Miller x f!Reader
Summary: during a fight with Joel, he unknowingly sends you into a panic attack caused by your previous experiences. he deeply regrets it. (based on this wonderful ask!)
Tags: heavy ANGST, hurt/comfort, angst with happy ending (there's also fluff), established relationship, petnames, soft!Joel (he's trying his best fr š„ŗ). Several years pre outbreak. please read the warnings carefully
Warnings: fighting, talk and mention about previous abusive relationship, panic attack, emotional distress, self-destructive thoughts
Word count: 4K
A/N: i wrote it partially based on experiences with my own panic attacks, but i know everyone's is different. if there's a warning i missed, please let me know. also i want this man to take care of me so much š¢ anyway, stay safe, darlings, and as always: happy reading and i hope you'll enjoy!! š comments and feedback are greatly appreciated š
It had been a rough couple of weeks. Things at your work were rocky to say the least, what with your boss firing several people every week and cutting your salary. Joel didnāt have it much better ā from what you understood, two clients suddenly canceled their order, and Tommy got himself thrown into jail, again, breaking his longest record to date. On top of that, little Sarah went down with some kind of flu that was raging in schools recently, and for the last two weeks one of you had to be home with her almost all the time.
So it was probably no wonder that the tension and stress became too much at one point, and you both snapped.
It was about the play at Sarahās school.
āYou promised her, Joel! She was talking about it for the entire week.ā
āItās not my fault we have to go out of town on this date,ā he answered through clenched teeth, pinching the bridge of his nose and not looking up at you. āI tried to reschedule, but the commissioning party refused. I canāt help it, for fuckās sake.ā
You were glad Sarah wasnāt home right now to listen to your fight. You dropped her off earlier at her friendās house because she wanted to practice lines for the play they were doing next week. The play that Joel was apparently planning to miss.
You adored Joel ā god, you loved him with all that you had ā but he could be so stubborn sometimes, it was driving you up the fricking wall.
āItās your kid, Joelāā
āYeah, itās my kid!ā he raised his voice, only now lifting his head. His stare was cold and hard, so unlike how he usually looked at you. āNot yours.ā
āAre you kidding me?!ā you shouted, hurt by his words and the tone he used. āIāve been taking care of her, loving herā She is like a daughter to me!ā
āBut still not yours,ā he repeated harshly. That was a low blow, especially when he told you so many times that you might not be Sarahās biological mother, but itās obvious you love her like sheās your own blood.
āYouāre only saying that ācause you know Iām right,ā you snarled angrily, and Joel huffed a humorless laugh.
āOf course. You always know better, dontācha?ā He stood up, towering over you, but you didnāt back down. If anything, it only made you more mad, as if he was doing this to intimidate you. āIām sorry Iām such a terrible father in your eyes, but I have to think about earning money. Especially since itās only a matter of time ātill that asshole boss of yours will fire you, too.ā
āWhat the fuckās that supposed to mean?! You really think so lowly of me to say it wonāt be long until I get fired?ā
āI donātā Christ, youāre puttinā words in my mouth again.ā
āAgain. Of course.ā You spat out and took your sweatshirt from the couch, done with him and this conversation. āIām going to my home,ā you told him dryly. Joelās nostrils flared and he took a step forward.
āNo, youāre not.ā
āFuckinā watch me,ā you muttered under your breath, but loud enough for him to hear.
āWe are not finished!!ā Joel screamed, his booming voice echoing throughout the house.
It felt like a slap. In one second you froze, all your muscles seized up and a feeling of coldness gripped your heart and throat, sending panic flooding your veins. The sweatshirt you were holding slipped out from your stiff fingers.
Joel has never raised his voice at you like that. Never with such anger and fury. There was a bite to his tone that you couldnāt explain, but which you knew very well ā the telltale sign that you went too far, and the other personās patience was at an end, that now you were going to pay for it.
Your previous boyfriend taught you what it means. It meant bruises and split lips, and screaming when you started cryingā¦
Joel noticed the shift in your behavior right away, and his anger immediately ebbed, replaced by confusion and concern.
āDarlinā?ā he murmured the pet name, though it rolled off his tongue heavily and with difficulty.
He was still furious at you and your refusal to understand what he was going through, but it all died down when he saw how wide, how empty your eyes were. Your knees buckled, and you looked like you could fall down at any moment.
Joel didnāt have any idea what was happening with you ā but knew that whatever it was, it was his fault.
You, in the meantime, felt like you couldnāt breathe. The man in front of you ā you werenāt even sure anymore who that was ā took a step forward with his hand lifted, and you quickly backed away, stumbling in the process.
āNo! N-no, no, please, Iām sorryāā you started blabbering and sobbing, wrapping one arm around your middle to protect all the main internal organs. āIām sorry, I didnāt mean toāā
āNo, you didnātā¦ā
āPleaseā¦ Iām sorry, I swear,ā you cried, trembling at this point, but not daring to escape the room. āIāll be better, just donātā¦ Please, donātā¦ā
Joelās heart broke when he saw you bursting into tears and trying to make yourself as small as possible. All his anger disappeared in a cloud of smoke, replaced by the overpowering need to comfort the girl he loved.
But you seemed so scared when he wanted to come closerā¦ And he didnāt know how to proceed.
āYou didnāt do anything wrong,ā he repeated in an even softer tone, his eyebrows scrunching in worry. āSweetheartā¦ Mānot gonna hurt you.ā
He took another slow step forward, but that seemed to already be too much, because the trembling intensified and you practically slumped against the wall, one arm around your stomach, and the other squeezing your throat tightly. Joel feared to know the reason why you would do that to yourself.
āStop, pleaā I canātā Iām sorry, Iām sorryā¦ā
āNo, itās okay, my baby, itās alrightā¦ā
He fell down to his knees next to you and reached to take you in his arms, but you started shaking your head violently, backing away and squirming out of his reach.
āNo, no, please, Iām sorry! Donātā donāt touch me!!ā
A bile rose up in his throat, and he retreated his hands, holding them low in front of him to show heās not going to do anything.
āItās alright, babygirl,ā he muttered chokingly, feeling completely helpless and lost about what to do. āYouā¦ youāre safe.ā
You were crying uncontrollably now, though it seemed like you tried to stifle the never-ending sobs and tears flowing out of your eyes, in result making your entire body shake. You flinched ā actually flinched ā when Joel opened his mouth, and your fingers around your throat tightened their grip.
āNo,ā Joel said decisively, breaking your wish and grabbing your wrists, moving them away from your neck where red crescents started to form. āBaby, please, donāt.ā
āLet go!!ā It was hard to distinguish the words from between your cries, but the message your body language was conveying was clear as day. āNo, donātā¦ meā¦ā You sobbed again, quickly weakening despite your efforts. āIām sorry, Iām sorryā¦ā
āCome āere,ā Joel whispered in a voice full of pain, carefully shifting closer and wrapping his arms around you, though being careful not to make you feel too crowded or trapped. āShhhā¦ itās Joel, darlinā, māhere.ā
Surprisingly, you let him hold you ā maybe it was just because you didnāt have strength to resist and fight back anymore, Joel thought, but maybe you recognized him. Maybe it was both. But the tears didnāt stop. No matter how gently he stroked your back or whispered reassuring words, you couldnāt seem to stop crying.
Several times in the next couple of minutes you tried to grasp your neck or arm again, but every time he delicately, though firmly, moved them away. You still babbled half-intelligible apologies and pleas, and each time your voice broke or hitched on another fearful word, Joelās heart was shattering into a million pieces all over again.
āIām sorryā¦ā you sobbed again, trembling in his arms. āIām sorry, donāt hurt me, p-pleaseā...ā
āMy darlinā...ā Joel held you closer and more securely in his arms, rocking you back and forth. āSweetheart, my sweet, sweet girlā¦ Iām never gonna hurt you, I swear.ā He planted soft, delicate kisses on your hair. Even though he wanted to hug you tightly, to show you how much he loves and cares about you, he restrained himself and tried to keep his touch as gentle as possible. āI swear, my babygirl, māsorry, so sorry for screaminā... Didnāt mean to.ā
You were still crying, albeit weaker now, in his arms, clinging to him like your life depended on it. Joel could feel your nails digging themselves into the skin of his back, but it was the furthest thing on his mind ā hell, he could start bleeding and still it wouldnāt be as important as comforting you at this moment. Better him than you.
āI love you sāmuch, my babygirl, my life,ā Joel continued murmuring into the top of your head, feeling close to crying himself when your tears seemingly couldnāt stop flowing. āMāso sorry. I wonāt ever hurt you like that again, I swearā¦ā
His words, though full of love and compassion, rolled off you like water off a duckās back, and you still couldnāt locate yourself, couldnāt tether your being to this world and make sense of the difference between what you knew should happen, and what was actually happening.
Your whole body was hurting, yes, but it wasnāt the pain of being repeatedly hit. You could barely hear your own cries, but it wasnāt because of vicious and cruel words being thrown at you. You knew it was Joel you were clinging to, and he never hurt you in this way, butā¦ but you also were never so angry at each other. You never fought like this ā and experience taught you that crossing that invisible line will carry certain consequences.
You werenāt angry now. You were scared. And confused.
āJoel,ā you whimpered between gasps, struggling to breathe through your rapid sobs. āIām sorry. Please, donātā donāt go.ā
āMānot leavinā ya, babygirl.ā He spoke into your hair, closing his eyes. āMānot goinā anywhere.ā
You were calming down a little now, the sobs wrecking your body and breaking Joelās heart dying down, though you were still shivering. Joel continued to hold and soothe you the best he could.
And wondered who mustāve hurt his darling so much that youād react so badly.
āIām sorry,ā you whispered after a while, sniffling into Joelās chest, but trying not to get snots on his shirt. Joel sighed sadly, but his hold on you just tightened.
āNo, babygirl, my darlinā...ā He pressed his lips to your hairline, stroking your back with his other hand. āYou have nothinā to be sorry for, I swear. Itās okay.ā
āItās not,ā you whimpered pitifully, unable to stop another wave of tears from falling. āIām sorry I reacted like that. I knowā¦ Joel, I know you wonāt hurt me. Baby, please.ā You took his head in your hands, searching his eyes with fear painted across your face. āIām so sorry, wasnāt thinking andā¦ā
āHey. Love, itās fine.ā He placed his own hands on your cheeks, stroking lightly your damp skin with his thumbs. āDonāt say that. Mānot angry at you and would never be because of that. Itāsā¦ itās okay.ā He petted your hair, trying to relax for your sake, but his chest remained tight. āItās gonna be okay, I promise.ā
You nodded weakly, though you werenāt sure if you believed him. Joel swallowed heavily and nodded after a while, too.
āOkay. Iā¦ Iāll run you a bath,ā he whispered, but you held his hand tighter and shook your head with tears gathering in your eyes again.
āNo, no! Just s-stay with me, please.ā
Joel took your face in his hands, but you closed your eyes, feeling too vulnerable and exhausted to even try to maintain eye contact.
āIām here, baby. Cāmon, just hold onto me.ā
He waited until your arms were around his neck before slowly standing up and tucking you securely in his arms. You hid your wet face in the crook of Joelās neck, breathing in his soothing smell and trying to calm your breathing, which you still found difficult.
Neither of you said anything when he took you to the bathroom, sat down on the toilet seat and started to fill the bathtub with water and soothing oils. You just watched him, wiping your nose every once in a while.
Still remaining silent, Joel extended his hand and helped you stand up. Then, almost with fearful hesitation, he touched the hem of your shirt, sending you a questioning look. You just nodded, not having strength to undress yourself, and lifted your arms, letting him take your clothes off.
You didnāt let go of his hand even after he guided you to sit in the tub. You couldnāt bear being alone with your thoughts right now, and Joel, being as wonderful of a man as he was, stayed by your side as the warmth from the water seeped through your tired bones.
Another several minutes passed before he finally asked the question that was gnawing at him since the very beginning. You mustāve subconsciously known it was coming, cause it didnāt even surprise you.
āWho was it?ā he asked quietly. His hand was still caressing your palm with the gentlest of touches, but his eyes were like ice, full of hidden rage and hatred. āWho did this to you, darlinā?ā
You wrapped your arms around yourself, not sure whether to answer or not. Ever since you got to know him, Joel has been nothing but kind and understanding, never pressuring you into doing or saying something you didnāt wantā¦ but you had a feeling he wasnāt going to let the matter drop.
And honestly, you were afraid to tell him. To admit how your previous relationship looked and what exactly happened to make you act so strongly about something so small. Becauseā¦ what if heāll realize how broken you are, how much effort itād take to put up with you, and heāll leave? Even if he was willing to take care of you, it was really unlikely that heād stay ā even if he says that now.
You were doing good until today. You managed to hide the issues you had with yourself and all the pain you carried inside, never letting Joel know that something was wrong with you. But now heā¦ he willā¦
You didnāt want him to leave. He made your life so much better and you loved him to pieces with all your heart, as weak and broken as it was.
You couldnāt lose him.
āOh, babyā¦ā Joelās hands cupped your cheeks so carefully and lovingly that you almost started weeping again. āMānot goinā anywhere. I love ya so much. Youāre never gonna lose me.ā
You didnāt realize you said those words out loud, but even so, somehow his affirmations didnāt make you feel any better. You wanted them to comfort you, but if anything, they just made you feel sick.
āIām afraid youāre gonna leave someday,ā you whispered hoarsely, keeping your eyes on the slowly disappearing bubbles. āI know Iām being selfish, but I donāt want you to. Youāre the best thing that ever happened to me, Joel. Iā¦ā Tears spilled from your eyes again and you shook your head. āI know Iām too much. Andā¦ and broken. And I know it sounds like I wanna guilt-trip you, but Iām not, Iām justāā You choked on a sob, and wrapped your arms tighter around yourself, hugging your knees to your chest. āI donātā donāt know whatās wrong with me.ā
āSweetheart, look at me, please.ā Joelās hands were rough to the touch, but so incredibly gentle when they guided you to meet his eyes, and a big pit formed in your stomach when you saw how they shone. He was on the verge of tears, too. āDonāt say things like that. Nothinā is wrong with you. Whoā¦ā He sighed again. āWho made you believe such things?ā
You didnāt answer at first, but Joel kept staring at you, and ā finally ā you relented.
āMy previous boyfriend. The one I didnāt want to talk about. Heā Look, I know he was a horrible person.ā You let out a short laugh, but without any joy ā or emotions altogether ā in it. āAnd I hate him so much, but heā¦ he was right. About some things.ā
āHeās not.ā Joel didnāt back down, feeling despair growing inside his chest as he saw the girl he adored with his whole heart put herself down like that. āYouāreā¦ fuck, youāre perfect, darlinā, and you didnāt deserve to be treated or talked to this way. Māso sorry it happened to you.ā
He brushed some of your hair to the back and sighed silently. He seemed so lost and sad, it made you feel even worse.
āWhat can I do?ā
That stopped the train of your thoughts, and you looked up.
āWhat?ā
āWhat can I do?ā he repeated softly. āTo prove tāyou that Iām not goinā anywhere.ā
Your lips parted, and you were unsure what to say. Joel took your hand in his, delicately tracing patterns on the back of it.
āBabygirl, listen to me. Youāre the most precious thing tāme. I donāt care what this asshole told you, butā¦ but none of this is true. And itās not gonna drive me away from you. Nothinā is gonna make me leave,ā he repeated more firmly, never taking his eyes off you. āBecause I love you. More than anythinā else in the worldā
Joel sounded so sincere and desperate, tugging at your heartstrings with his gentle, sad eyes and loving words. The water became cool some time ago, but your insides felt like they were on fire ā as if the next breath you were about to take would be your last.
āIām sorry for everything I said.ā You took a shaky breath, trying to keep your voice steady. āI donāt think youāre a bad father. I think youāre the best and most amazing dad Sarah could ever ask for. I didnāt wantā¦ā You sniffed and your shoulders started to shake again with silent cries. āI didnāt want to hurt you, Iām so sorry, I didnātāā
The sob that you tried to stop with all your might suddenly escaped you, and Joelās forehead scrunched in worry. He pulled you closer, leaning over the edge of the bathtub. Neither of you concerned yourself with water dripping off your skin, only feeling relieved from each otherās closeness.
āI know, babygirl. Mānot mad.ā Joel left a lingering kiss on your tearstained cheek, and then a second one on your forehead. āIām sorry, too. For how I acted and forāā he sighed heavily into your shoulder, āfor shouting at ya.ā
āYou couldnāt have known,ā you mumbled, but he shook his head.
āThatās no excuse. I shouldnāt āave done it in the first place.ā He relaxed in your arms, and somehow it made your muscles less tense, too. āIāll see what I can do about that job. So that I can see Sarahās play.ā
You nodded and let your eyelids drop, giving in to the feeling of calm and security that always came with being with Joel.
āCan I sleep here tonight?ā you asked quietly. You still were a little afraid that heās going to turn you down after what happened, but you really didnāt want to stay alone. āWith you?ā
āāCourse you can. Dāya want to go now?ā
You nodded again. Not bathing seemed like a big waste of water, but you didnāt feel strong enough to actually wash your body. And Joel didnāt pressure you ā he just bent over and wrapped his strong arms around you, practically pulling you out of the tub by himself.
His clothes were completely soaked when he put you down and reached for the fluffiest towel you had, wrapping it around you like a little cocoon. He got rid of his wet shirt, kissed your head gently and, without a word, scooped you up into his arms again.
āI can stand,ā you offered when he started walking towards the bedroom, forcing you to wrap your hands around his neck for support.
āI want to take care of you.ā
āBut your back painsā¦ā
āIām not that old yet, sweetheart,ā he answered with a half-smile, slowing down and gazing into your eyes softly. āLet me take care of you.ā
You brushed his cheek with your fingertips tenderly, eyes flickering across his face. āBut youāre always taking care of everyone, Joel.ā
His throat bobbed and he almost immediately looked away. It was clear what he was thinking ā that according to himself, he wasnāt doing a good enough job. Because you got hurt. Because he was the one who unintentionally hurt you and sent you into a panic attack.
He was silent when he put you down on the bed with care, turning around to fetch one of his shirts from the closet. During this whole time you didnāt say anything, either. Your mind was still a little closed off from when you tried to separate yourself from the painful memories that started to haunt you, and despite Joelās efforts, it was still difficult to move past the experience.
But your head snapped up when Joel, after helping you put the shirt on, knelt in front of you, took your hand in his and leaned forward to kiss your knee gently.
āMāsorry,ā Joel whispered with pain tinging his deep voice. āIām sorry for sayinā all those things about you and Sarah. I know you love her.ā He pressed his lips to your knee again, and lifted his head, revealing how misty his own eyes were, which in turn made your heart ache even more. āMy sweet girl. I swear I wonāt ever hurt you again.ā
āYou didnāt hurt me,ā you answered quietly, but Joel shook his head and took a deep breath.
āWhat can I do?ā he repeated his question from earlier, and this time you knew exactly what you needed him for.
āCan youā¦ can you hold me?ā
Without missing a beat, Joel raised from his position and enveloped you in his embrace, making you feel safe and protected like never before. You sighed heavily, breathing in his scent and feeling like just by touching you with such love that only he was capable of, he helped you to lift some invisible load from your shoulders.
Despite the headache from all the crying and your chest still tightening with every shallow breath you took, you felt a little better now. You didnāt feel alone.
You knew you were safe with Joel.
It took some time for you to fall asleep, but even when you did, Joel could not find peace in the silky darkness of the evening.
Before you dozed off, Joel vowed again and again how much you mean to him, how you and Sarah are the best things that ever happened to him, and how heāll never let anything happen to any of you ā and he could clearly see that you believed his every word, and that you werenāt mad at him. You werenāt flinching when he rocked you back and forth, or later when he pressed small kisses to your forehead.
But you still were quiet and your face miserable, and several times Joel tucked you in closer to himself when he felt you shaking and sniffing. There wasnāt anything else he could do but hold you and whisper soothing promises into your hair. Once your eyelids started to drop, he began humming a familiar melody he knew you liked, and you nuzzled your face into his neck, curling up in his embrace.
And you whispered āI love youā before you drifted off to an uneasy sleep in his arms. And before he could even answer, you thanked him for loving you.
When he heard it, he had to keep himself from breaking down with the last bit of his strength.
āYou mean everythinā to me, love. Everythinā,ā he murmured after a couple of seconds, not even knowing if you were still awake. The guilt in his chest made it hard to breathe, but he pushed through it, and then he softly kissed your forehead, making a promise to himself.
He will find time to go to Sarahās play with you. And heāll make it right.
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Tells | Ghost x Secret Wife! Reader
Pairing: Ghost x f! Reader
Warnings: blood, wounds, pregnancy,Ā š„ŗ
Edited: No
A/N: I really wanted to do my own take on this idea. Hope you like it.
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Johnny wasnāt sure how he hadnāt realized it before, after being introduced to his Lieutenantās wife. There were small, subtle tells that gave away Ghost having a significant other, but he never put the pieces together. Honestly, Johnny was a little upset because heās in the SAS- he should be able to see things like this.Ā
The first time he noticed something was strange with Simon was when they were gathering their gear right before going to another mission. They were placing the last of their equipment into their bags. Simon had not put his black skeleton gloves on yet so his wrists were exposed. Johnny didnāt notice anything different until Simon rolled up his sleeves like usual. And there it was.Ā
A hair tie.Ā
He didnāt think much about it. Maybe he found it laying around the base. No. That would be weird and there werenāt that many women frequenting the same places as Simon anyways.Ā
Could he be using it to snap at his wrist when orĀ ifĀ he got anxious? Nah.. Ghost stays focused on missions. Johnny doubted Ghost would let anxiety pull a fast one on him in the field.Ā
Oh! Simon is definitely growing his hair out. Johnny wondered if his balaclava was comfortable with long hair. So he pointed it out.Ā
āGrowing your hair out L.t.?ā His lips curled into a little smirk.Ā
Simon looked up from the full magazine in his hands. Only his eyes gave away his confusion. āNo? Why?ā
āYour hair tie.ā Johnny nodded to his right wrist. āNever took ya for a purple-wearinā kind of guy, sir.ā
Ghost blinked at his Sergeant and then glanced to his aforementioned wrist. Sure enough a bold purple hair tie was bound to his lower arm. Simon was sure he had removed it before leaving home earlier that day.Ā
āOhā¦ must have forgot.ā Simon spoke absentmindedly. He was remembering his wife. He had gotten home before her and when she came he helped her remove her ponytail, completely forgetting about the hair tie once their kisses got the better of them.Ā
Simon didnāt say anything else, so Johnny shrugged it off and continued filling his bag with ammunition. Not even two minutes after he forgot what they were talking about when Captain Price called them over.Ā
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The next time something was different with Ghost, Johnny wasnāt even the one who noticed it first. It was Gaz who pointed it out.Ā
After a long and hard mission, Task Force 141 had finally arrived at base. The team desperately needed showers, so right after hoping off the helicopter everyone went straight to their barracks.Ā
After their most loved showers everyone went to the mess hall for some real food and not the field MREs they had been eating for the past few weeks. There Kyle had already gotten his portion of food and was digging in. Soap and Price were sitting across from him too, but no Ghost in sight. Simon came in almost halfway through their dinner and sat next to the young Sergeant. The food on his tray was not being eaten.Ā
Thatās when Kyle smelled it. A fruity smell was wafting from the freshly showered SAS powerhouse next to him. Ghost smelled of fresh cut pomegranates and some other fruit notes. It took him by surprise. Kyle would have normally pictured Ghost as a strict standard-issue soap kinda user, not a fruity one.Ā
āDid they change the regular soaps, sir?ā Gaz took the risk.Ā
Johnny had finished chewing and looked up at his L.t. and Kyle with a questioning look. Then he leaned forward on the table to take a sniff.Ā
āIs that pomegranate, L.t.?ā Johnny chuckled. Heād take any chance to tease his superior.Ā
Ghost gave them a subtle glare. He had hoped no one would have noticed his mistake. Heād been in a hurry to leave home and wellā¦
āI grabbed the wrong bottle.ā He deadpanned then turned to Price, who was shaking his head in disapproval at the two, to ask about any new leads. Clearly, the conversation was over.Ā
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The third time was when their mission went FUBAR. Ghost and Soap had gotten separated from Captain Price and Gaz when their enemies tried to ambush them. In the chaos Soap was shot in the leg, but with Ghostās help, he was able to escape and hold out until it was safe enough for them to head to the rendezvous point for extraction.Ā
Now that they were relatively safe, Ghost was searching his packs for supplies to help Johnny with. Johnny wasnāt particularly paying too much attention to what he was doing since he was bleeding out and moaning in pain, but he definitely noticed when Ghost used a tampon to plug the gunshot wound in his thigh.Ā
āFuckinā hells, Ghost! Whereāda fuck yous get a bloody tampon from!?ā
āItās an essential tool for survival.ā He honestly had no idea how that slipped into his med pouch. Johnny guessed it was so if Ghost had said it.Ā
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Next time they were somewhere in Africa, most definitely melting with the heat. A great bonding experience for the two of them. Their only relief was a slow moving breeze. Soap and Ghost were staking out one of a known terrorist cellās many compounds. All was quiet for now.Ā
āJohnny?ā Ghost didnāt move from his position, eyes dead on his scope.Ā
Johnny looked over. āYeah, L.t.?ā
āOnce weāre done here, Iām taking you somewhere important. Keep your schedule clear.ā Simonās deep voice sounded out softly.Ā
āOhā¦ alright.ā He didnāt know what to say. āOkay. Definitely, Simon.āĀ
He looked back towards the compound. Simon had glanced at that moment to see his little smile. His eyes crinkled.Ā
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True to his word, after their stakeout mission was completed, Simon hauled Johnny into his car and began to drive them to who knows where. All Johnny knew was that the drive took several hours from their base in London to wherever they were in the countryside.Ā
They were nearly at their destination when Simon pulled them into a long driveway and pressed a button controller on his shade that opened the metal gates. Going through, the road was surrounded by open pastures on both sides. When Johnny looked around more closely he noticed a few horses, and, was that a cow? They were grazing on the lush grass. Was his L.t. taking him to a farm?
āWhere are we, sir?ā He had to ask.Ā
āYouāll see, Johnny.ā Simon had slowed down so as to not spook any of the animals grazing.Ā
Two minutes later and the car pulled up to a nice two-story cottage home. It was made from stone and appeared to be like a fairy tale type of house. Johnny quite liked the look of it. He noticed that the lights were on.Ā
Simon opened the locked door, then took off his skull balaclava. It was clear that he was comfortable enough to forego it. āI called ahead, so dinner should be ready soon.ā
Dinner? Whoās made them dinner? Johnny didnāt question him and just nodded. Simon stepped inside, none of the wooden boards squeaked when he walked in them unlike when Johnny stepped on them. His steps alerted the person in the kitchen. A delicious smell was coming out in soft waves. The person poked their head out to see who was there. They werenāt worried because they knew that only Simon had the extra key.Ā
āIām home.ā Johnny noticed a softness in his voice that he hadnāt heard before. Simonās large frame was blocking his view of the person. A dog suddenly burst from the kitchen barking at Simon before realizing who he was. It sat down when he started to pet him, his butt wiggling with the fast beat of his tail.Ā Cute. Then the dog, a German shepherd, turned to him and started sniffing him with caution. Johnny let him sniff his hand and after a bit he licked his hand and wagged his tail.Ā Approved.Ā
āWelcome home, Simon!ā The personās voice was distinctly feminine. Johnny had moved closer to Simon and the kitchen, so when the woman fully came into view he saw her right away.Ā
She went in for a hug and thatās when Johnny noticed a small, yet significant distance between the two. She was pregnant and her baby belly was making it a little harder to hug her. But that didnāt stop Simon from embracing her as tightly as he could. When her hand came up to rest against Simonās shoulder, Johnny noticed again the large diamond on her ring finger.Ā
āL.t.?ā The two lovers separated to look at him.Ā
āJohnny, come meet my wife.ā Simon gave him a knowing nod which Johnny instantly returned.Ā
He almost couldnāt believe it. His L.t. had broughtĀ himĀ home to see his little family. Johnny almost choked up upon realizing the significance of Simon trusting him with this information. Right then and there, Johnny gave Simon a mental promise to help keep his family safe, no matter what.
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āOh! The baby is kicking! Want to feel āem, Johnny?ā Simonās wife asked.Ā
āOh, sure! If thatās alright with you?ā She took his larger hand in answer and placed it near the top of her baby bump. A few kicks hit his hand. They were rather strong kicks too. Definitely a football star, or another SAS kid, in the making.Ā
āWoah!ā Johnny exclaimed. Then, turning to his L.t. who was watching them interact, his mouth turned into a wide grin. āDoes that make me their uncle, Simon?ā
āDonāt push it, MacTavish.ā His wife giggled.Ā
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Oh my goshhh Clariiiiii youāre going to give me squishmallow fever again ahhh I already have more than 20 of those babyās I canāt anymoree theyāre so dam cuteeeeeeee eeeeee š¤š„ŗš„¹š
HEHEHEHEHE ĪØ( ļ½ā½Ā“ )ĪØ they really are sooo cute and so soft š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ iām so jealous of ur collection tho!!! wow!!!!!
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part ten - part twelve
āŖ Charles hasn't paid much attention to you after your daughter was born but a certain Brit does.
āŖ charles finally realizes things between you and lando are in fact serious.
āŖ mom!reader x dad!Charles x lando
āŖ sorry this took so long :') charles needs professional help <3
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norrizz NAH MISS ZOE LECLERC SIT DOWN IM NOT READY FOR YOU TO STAND
ā³ yukisan HONESTLY WHATS NEXT WALKING?!
bott_ass HAVE Y'ALL NOT SEEN MILS LATEST VLOG SHE DOES WALK ALREADY
norrizz NAH SEDATE ME IM NOT READY FOR THIS
norry4 Y'ALL FORGOT ITS HER 1ST BIRTHDAY IN LIKE 2 WEEKS?!
landoscar look at mom and dad :(
julieeeexo refuse to believe that's zoƫ, why is she growing so fast?!
carlandooo carlos and zoĆ«?! š„ŗ
ā³ sharl16 charles punching air rn š
charliecharlie aw I'm becoming the biggest y/nlando shipper š©
logansargeant love the new haircut. š„
ā³ hamilt44n asjklmsks arianna what are you doing here?!
grussell63 @.y/nusername help your kid out š
landonorizzzz pls @.y/nusername adopt logan as well š
landofourr wait is this considered a y/nlando hard launch?
ā³ chilisainz girl they don't need a hard launch, it's so obvious with everything they do š
versainz155 carlos casually hanging out with lando and his little family is what I'm living for <3
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Where's zoƫ?
y/nusername
with millie
charles_leclerc
What hotel are you staying in?
y/nusername
we rented a place, zoƫ is not stuck in a hotel room if that's what you're hinting at, she's able to crawl and walk around all she want.
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You go on a lot of dates with lando and leave zoƫ with someone else
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you're joking, right?
you're becoming a real asshole, Charles
get a grip
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y/nusername quando in Italia š§ š (when in italy)
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norry4 not the bucket hat, my girl has been hanging around with lando to much š©
milliexoxo I told y'all my mom speaks Italian
ā³ charlesgirlies your 'mom' speaks Italian because her baby daddy is half italian
oscarpastry charles is not half Italian š
charlesgirlies girl, he is in spirit lmao
bobnorriz lando and zoĆ« content y'all š„°
norstappen not really sure if I like the fact zoƫ is walking but okay..rude :(
el645 when are you going to admit you cheated on charles?
ā³ hamilt44n oh god the stalker made its way to insta š
yukisan when is charles going to admit he cheated on y/n?
el645 aren't yall curious why they broke up?
charlescharles dude we don't need to know why they broke up? š¤”
landonorris been cooking with my best friend š
ā³ hamiltonh SHUT UP šš š
milliexoxo close to turning a year and still a better cook than you
bott_ass girl you're never going to get along with your stepdad if you keep bullying him like this
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y/nusername a year ago the tiniest little girl changed my life for the better, happy 1st birthday to our silly little bear ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
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bott_ass happy birthday zoƫ!
maxfewtrell happy 1st birthday to my best friend ā¤ļø
riabish happy birthday pretty girl! šš
logansargeant happy 1st birthday zoƫ!
ā³ hamilt44n I love this, I hope y/n adopted Logan š„ŗ
milliexoxo my silly little girlfriend, hope you have the happiest of birthdays! <3
carlossainz55 happy birthday to the funniest girl ā¤ļø
norrizz this girlie is so loved š happy b-day little princess! š
el645 funny for someone who didn't want a kid in the first place
ā³ chilisainz Noelle get your ass out of here
norry4 man's must be blind, this woman LOVES her daughter
lando happy birthday to our little bear š»
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landonorris ā¤ļøā¤ļø
yukisan everyday I come on this app and cry :(
charles16 Monaco gp week? Nah, it's been ZoĆ« her week ā¤ļø
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y/nusername the bestest company. <3
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yukisan Logan had been officially adopted š
ā³ grussell63 and Liam & his girlfriend?! š
lewisham Liam and y/n gave little brother big sister vibes back when Liam took dr3 his seat for a while, I'm not surprised!
norrizz I don't think y'all realize y/n started socialising way more after she left charles, I wonder with who she's hanging out with š
landoscar lando and oscar content thank you queen!!!!
norry4 mom and dad with their kids <3
chilisainz wonder where the die hard y/ncharles shippers are right now..
ā³ yukisan probably still skipping around in delululand
mcnorris lads, she's still dating charles, lando and y/n are just friends...duh š¤Ŗ
yukisan if that's what it's like to have lando as just a friend, can I have him as a friend as well š
lawsonbaby LIAM?! CANT WAIT TO SEE THE VLOG
carlando they're insta official š„ŗ
maxfewtrell cute but where am I?
ā³ milliexoxo this post is meant for the cute people..
landonorris and yet you're in it..
milliexoxo š²
y/nusername contrary to popular beliefs, I'm actually nice and didn't want to turn you into another meme
maxfewtrell I appreciate that, thanks mate ā¤ļø
nortrell MATE?! Best buds these two š
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Desire taglist; @fangirl-dot-cm @sainzluvrr @writingworlds @chezmardybum @lewisvinga @xjval @fanficweasley @rockyhayzkid @aundercover @thecubanator2 @minchedchilli @crimeshowjunkie @alisoncasey21 @eeviepepi08 @shamelesspotatos @sleepybrokenmelle @leireggsworld @janeholt3 @iamahalicinationn @dessxoxsworld @kapsylia @22yuki @dark-night-sky-99 @sheslikeacurse @nerdreader
Everything taglist; @thomaslefteyebrow @hopefulinlove @smoothopz @softboystarkey @honethatty12 @cixrosie @parkersmjs @ireadthensuetheauthors @celestialams @be-your-coffee-pot @heli991113 @kodzuvk @reality-is-a-con @80sloverry @bibissparkles @myescapefromthislife @lanando4 @elliegrey2803 @ravisinghs-wife @harrysdimple05 @minkyungseokie @pretty-little-bunny382728 @thatgirlthatreadswattpad @severewobblerlightdragon @cherry-piee @namgification @mycenterfold @devineendevers @celestialend
Lando taglist: @beatricemiruna @simp-for-fictional-people @landossainz @christianpulisic10 @bored-brunette2 @i83andrew @mcmuppet @justdreamersdream
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the one where Y/n and Charles had different priorities
this is maybe a bit chaotic because I had one idea and unclear vision, but I like how it turned out eventually
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username1 How do you know? HOW DO YOU KNOW?!
username2 They have WHAT
username3 nah I don't believe in love anymore
username4 But they were together since even before Charles was in formula 1š„ŗ
ā³username2 Right? I thought they'll be together forever
username5 And there goes my hope for them to announce an engagement soon
ā³username6 Sameeee except I thought someday they'll just have a secret wedding and not tell the media until weeks/months after
username5 Ngl that sounds like a them thing to do
username6 Well, not anymore
username7 My only question is why? š
ā³username1 Literally because they seemed like a perfect couple. What could go wrong?
username8 Shit, that hurts more than my parents' divorce
username9 THEY BROKE UP AFTER 8 YEARS??
ā³username10 what š³
username9 They were together since 2016, I remember Charles saying this in some interview
username6 Yup that's right, he mentioned it many times, he was so in love with Y/n. I swear even recently he said after so many years he still falls in love more and more each day
username9 She was there for him when his dad passed, when Charles joined F1, when he signed up with Ferrari, when he won his first F1 race, I wonder what happened that made them break up so suddenly
username10 Oh so she was there for basically a huge part of his life
username5 I remember when Charles said "she's not a part of my life. She IS my life" about Y/nšmy standards for men have been high up in space ever since
username11 Wow just like Sainz broke up with his long term girlfriend last season. Let's just hope Leclerc won't pop up with a new girl weeks after that
ā³username12 Charles and Y/n could be broken up for a long time now, we can only speculate when they broke up
username5 Imagine if Charles posted the Vegas vlog after their breakup š„¹ I'm not okay
username12 That was so unnecessary to say, I'm crying now
yourusername One for the money, two for the show, I never was ready so I watch you go
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username1 The caption guys...
ā³username2 Does that mean what I think it means?
username3 What do you think it means?
username2 "I never was ready" he wanted to take things to the next level, but she didn't. "So I watch you go" means she had to let him go because they didn't want the same thing
username3 How could she not be ready after whole 8 years?
username2 Every person matures in their own time and that's okay, they'll both find someone else
username4 That's a Swiftie going through a breakup
username5 Noooo it's confirmed now š as long as neither of them confirmed it I could stay delulu and think the rumours are just rumours
oldersister Thank you for babysitting Snow White šāā¬ (I wish there was a white cat emoji)
ā³yourusername It was my pleasure! She's an angel (and a professional model)
oldersister Feel free to come over anytime you want, Snow White loves her aunt š¤
youngersister HEY how dare you steal Y/n like that!! I wanted to take her out for milkshakes sometime
oldersister Chill, you can do that whenever you want I'm not stealing anyone
yourusername I'd love to go out for milkshakes!!
lilymhe No more Y/nLily in the paddock?
ā³yourusername The paddock isn't the only place where we can hang out š
landonorris what are you up to on the 2nd pic? š¤Øšø
ā³username2 LANDO, DON'T
ā³username4 LANDO IT'S TOO EARLY
ā³username1 DONT RUIN OUR CHANCES TO HAVE Y/NCHARLES BACK
ā³username1 Fuckboy Lando been doing too much fuckboying lately
username6 Didn't know she's a smoker
ā³username7 Yeah, she was very secretive about it
username2 It's not like she was hiding it from y'all
username7 She was, probably because she would be canceled for being a wag who smokes cigarettes
username2 A grown woman can do what she wants
username6 It's better that they broke up, way healthier for Charles to not be around a smoker
username2 Wtf she was with him through bad and good times, supporting him no matter what, loving him, making beautiful memories together and you say it's good that they broke up because she smokes?
username4 May I add we never saw her smoking throughout the 8 years, she probably started after the breakup
username5 after the breakup or BECAUSE of the breakup?
charles_leclerc Leaving Bahrain with a good result despite some difficulties. Pretty good weekend if you ignore the braking problem, now onto Jeddah next š
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username1 brAking problem or brEAking problem?
username2 How is that the start of the season and there's already something wrong with his car?
yourusername Congratulations on finishing P4šgiven the issues your car had, you did a spectacular job
ā³charles_leclerc Thank you š I tried my best, but felt like something is missing
yourusername I'm sorry :(
ā³username3 WHAT IS Y/N DOING HERE? ARE THEY BACK TOGETHER?
username4 I wish I could believe they are, but I guess some people break up on good terms
username3 How could anyone end a 8yrs old relationship and be friends? š
ā³username5 Jail for miss Y/n for leading fans on
username6 He looked so sad the whole time, during interviews and all that š
ā³username7 Yeah he's either done with the car already or he misses Y/n that much
username8 DID Y'ALL SEE THAT ONE INTERVIEW WHERE HE GOT ASKED ABOUT Y/N NOT BEING IN BAHRAIN??
ā³username6 WHAT INTERVIEW??
username8 A lady asked him why Y/n isn't here because she never missed the first race of the season before so it's surprising. He officially said that over the winter break they've decided to part ways due to focusing on different aspects of lifeš„²
username9 How do you figure something like this out after 8 fucking years? They wasted each other's time
username7 Calm down lol they grew and matured with each other, experienced how their love evolved throughout the years, no time you put into this is a wasted time
username10 I need to know what are the aspects of life they focus on and if they really are that different
ā³username11 From what I figured from Y/n's post and Charles' interview - he wanted to get married, maybe even start a family and she wasn't ready
username10 Ahhh I remember how a few years ago Charles said he wants to have three kids. Such a shame Y/n doesn't want the same thing, but it's understandable they figured it now. They were kids themselves when they started dating lol
username11 Not really, they were both over 18 years old
username10 I know, but still that's a pretty young age and you might not know yet what do you really want in life
username12 Plus your brain develops until you're 25, they both turn 27 this year so it explains a lot
username13 I'm telling you, there would be no problems if Y/n was there, @/yourusername get your lazy ass on a plane to Jeddah
oldersister Amazing performance this weekendš
youngersister Goodluck for Jeddah š
username14 The way Y/n AND her sisters still interact with Charles on social media...
ā³username15 Yeah like are they actually broken up??
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yourusername You'd be surprised if I told you why kangaroos are called kangaroos
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username1 What is miss doing in Australia during the race week?
oldersister I told you this story is fake š
ā³yourusername But it's funny so I'm gonna believe it
oldersister Kangaroo DOESN'T mean "I don't know" jesus christ
username2 I thought it does š
username3 Too much Tiktok I guess lmao
youngersister Glad I could have milkshakes with you in Australia š
ā³yourusername Back at you although that was a strange excuse to go to Australia in the first place
youngersister It's just not the same in Europe
arthur_leclerc Y/n in her natural habitatš¦
ā³yourusername I swear I was a kangaroo in a past life
ā³username4 What is going on? Y/n and Charles broke up but they keep interacting with each other and each other's families
username5 I NEED to know which city it is
username6 Is that true all announcements on public transport are made with Oscar Piastri's voice??
ā³yourusername Yup, I wonder how much convincing it took to get Oscar to do the voiceover
landonorris not a lot to be honest
username5 AHA so she is in Melbourne! Also, what are you doing here Lando?
landonorris do you wanna hear another aussie fun fact?
ā³yourusername I'm scared but yes (as long as it's not about thongs)
landonorris do you know what an australian kiss is?
yourusername @/oscarpiastri please put Lando back in his cage
username7 HELP I'M GASPING FOR AIR, LANDO ALWAYS TAKES THE CHANCE TO SHOOT HIS SHOT
username8 Not gonna lie it pisses me off how Lando tries to "flirt" with Y/n in her comments
ā³username2 Me too, it's not ethical
username9 I'm afraid Lando doesn't care lol and I don't think Y/n would ever consider going out with another driver considering Charles and her broke up on good terms
username10 I'm just wondering if norris ever tried funny business back when Y/n would come to races
ā³username11 prolly not but hey now he's free to do it
username5 Just because he's free to do it doesn't mean he should do it
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username2 OH š
username3 So that's what she's doing in Australia
username4 Wait why is Jacob Elordi in Australia?
ā³username2 Well, Jacob is Australian, why wouldn't he be there?
username4 HE'S AUSTRALIAN?!
username5 One thing Charles can't beat is the height š©
ā³username6 Is it worth it tho? Jacob treated his exes pretty badly, he's a cheater
username5 And? People change
username6 Bro, he cheated on Zendaya
username5 Chill out, maybe Y/n isn't even on a date with him, maybe they're just hanging out
username7 If I were Y/n I would enter my hoe phase now and Jacob is a good choice to start with
username8 THIS CAN'T BE TRUE
username9 Charles where are you? š Y/n is a sweetheart, she shouldn't be with Jacob
username10 Sometimes I regret opening this app
username11 Didn't Jacob attend a few races? Is that were he met Y/n?
ā³username12 Keep saying things like this and watch gossip unfold about how Y/n was waiting to leave Charles for Jacob
username13 Miss girl did a downgrade
ā³username14 Is it a downgrade though if he's that tall?
username13 He can be as tall as he wants, but Charles was Y/n's soulmate and I'll always stand by that
username9 Plus the height doesn't make up for the personality
username14 What personality? š Girl you don't even know him
username9 Someone who cheats on their partner clearly isn't a very pleasant person to date
username5 CALM DOWN GUYS we can't be sure they were on a date, it could be just two friends catching up
username9 what friends? I've never even seen them talk before and there were opportunities
yourusername Don't panic guys, I've been spending most of the time with @/youngersister and her aussie friends
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youngersister Yeah, I clearly didn't set you up for a date with a certain actor...
ā³username1 SHE SET Y/N UP WITH HIM?!
username2 Evil mastermind
username3 How did that even happen lmao
ā³yourusername Thankfully it didn't go as good as you'd wish it would š
youngersister No worries, I have other options up my sleeve
yourusername Keep them up there š¤ŗ
ā³username4 I'm confused is [younger sisters name] team Charles or not?
username5 She's just a menace it seems
username6 What's up with Y/n? She didn't wanna be with Charles, but she doesn't wanna move on. That's not normal
youngersister Don't make me set you up with Lando
ā³yourusername You'd never, I know you think he's annoying
youngersister Yeah, but he gives me that vibe of a guy who can make you forget about your ex
yourusername That's called a fuckboy
youngersister You deserve a bit of fun don't you š„³ I'm not saying you have to go straight back to being in a relationship
yourusername NO THANK YOU
username5 Lmao I love how they're having this convo here instead of on dms
username6 OR FACE TO FACE??
username7 Why does Y/n's lil sis support the idea of Y/n having a hoe phase? š
landonorris I was hoping you'd come see the race;)
ā³yourusername Better luck next time I guess :)
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username1 YEAH I WAS LIKE WHAT THE HELL???
username3 I can't defend Charles anymore
username4 Apparently her name is AngeliquƩ and she's a daughter of some French entrepreneur (a/n: I made her up)
username5 I didn't want Charles to move on, I wanted him to be back with Y/n š
ā³username6 Worse thing is, Charles moved on but Y/n didn't. She went on this weird staged date with Jacob Elordi a few months ago and that's it
username7 NOOO šš
username8 Charles better say sike now š«
username9 Please tell me it's a joke
username10 It truly feels like some part of me being torn apart knowing that Y/n and Charles broke up for good and he moved on
username11 Do we really know nothing about what's going on with Y/n? She must feel terrible now, I'm sure she saw that AngeliquƩ girl on TV
ā³username9 What makes you think she would still watch races?
username11 It seemed like her and Charles are on friendly terms, so why wouldn't she still watch his races?
ā³username12 She hasn't posted anything since Australia, went hella private, she ISN'T okay, I think she even stopped hanging out with Lily M
username13 I did some more research and that AngeliquƩ girl is 20 years old
ā³username12 So we're supposed to believe that Y/n who is Charles' age wasn't ready to start a family, but a 20 year old Charles met weeks ago is? Charles, explain yourself
username9 Honestly the new girl seems just like a distraction from Y/n or a PR relationship
username12 You might be right, maybe Charles can't forget about Y/n so he went with "wanna get over, get under someone new"
username14 Nahhhh cuz she was all over Charles whenever she could and he looked so done š that's definitely a stunt
ā³username1 Literally, she was always hugging him, touching, holding hands, she barely let him interact with fans, Y/n was so much better AND she always respected Charles' fans
username15 imagine not being able to move on for MONTHS so your pr team finds you a fake gf
yourusername Excuse the inactivity, I've been watching Gilmore Girls
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username1 Very understandable in this case
username2 Our Rory Gilmore finally watching the og Rory Gilmore š
oldersister I'm afraid Snow White might like you more than she likes me š
ā³yourusername I'm the cool aunt š¤
youngersister Excuse me???
yourusername I said what I said
youngersister And I don't agree with what you said
yourusername Would you watch Gilmore Girls with Snow White? Nope. I do. So I win the cool aunt competition
username3 Guys... When did Charles unfollow Y/n?
ā³username2 He unfollowed?
username3 Yeah... He didn't comment nor even like, so I went to check and he doesn't follow Y/n anymore but she still follows him
username2 Ouch that hurts
username4 I don't care that Charles doesn't follow Y/n anymore, what counts is that she is happy š look at the last pic, she's so adorable with Snow White
ā³username5 True, she looks happy and healthy while Charles is out there having to put up with a fake girlfriend
username6 What's funny is that Charles doesn't follow Y/n anymore, but both his brothers and majority of F1 drivers do
ā³username7 including the ones who followed her after the breakup š
username8 Don't try to make up new rumours, Y/n is single and happy
username9 Not to be mean but... It says something about Charles that he had to unfollow
ā³username6 He either thought it'll help him forget or the new girlfriend made him unfollow
username9 Either way it tells us he's still thinking about Y/n
landonorris been a while since I last saw you
ā³yourusername Let's see how long we can keep the streak up
username6 SLAAAAAY QUEEN
username10 I'll never be over the Y/nCharles breakup, I'm still going through it months after
ā³username11 That's okay because so is Charles
username12 Tbh in Y/n's place I would just take the chance and go for Lando, just to prove that Charles' PR relationship is in vain
ā³username2 That's not something Y/n would do, but if she ever did that I would support her
Username13 dating men is so much stress, why bother while you can sit at home with a cat watching Gilmore Girls instead?
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mystery girl | charles leclerc x fem! reader
summary; after meeting the friend of an influencer, charles becomes infatuated. unfortunately, she isnāt like her friend and doesnāt have any social media accounts until her friend finally convinced her.
fc; various girls on pinterest
warnings; ?
taglist; @namgification @louvrepool @locelscs
note; requested ! i was a bit confused so i hope this is as close to your request bc i had to switch some things up bc i was confused š„š„š„
masterlist !
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francisca.cgomes: š¤
tagged; yourbestfriend
yourbestfriend: weāre gonna need to go on another girls trip asapš£
francisca.cgomes: oh i agree 100%
yourbestfriend: luv u ( from me and y/n )š«¶
francisca.cgomes: luv uuuu
pierregasly: ā¤ļø
username: Y/B/F AND KIKAAAA
username: omg who is the girl in the middle? sheās gorgeous!!!
francisca.cgomes: y/n:), sheās a good friend of mine but she doesnāt have social media!
username: omg the girl in the black skirt is so pretty
username: y/n needs to open up an instagram account sheās gorgeous šš
yourbestfriend: think we need to convince y/n to open up an instagram account ?š¤š¤
francisca.cgomes: oh yes.
liked by yourusername, lilymhe, and others !
yourbestfriend: mini brasil photo dump š«¶
tagged; yourusername, francisca.cgomes
yourusername: this is scary
yourbestfriend: no it is not u gorgeous drama queen
francisca.cgomes: her official insta debut š„¹
yourbestfriend: we need ******* to slide in her dms right NOW.
francisca.cgomes: pierregasly help us
pierregasly: who what
username: omg she made an instagram??
username: wonder who y/b/f is talking abtš
username: my bet is on charles bc kika tagged pierre
username: my fave influencer š
username: awh her account is private :/
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yourusername: hi instagram
yourbestfriend: and charles
yourusername: y/b/f.
yourbestfriend: her first insta post and iām in it š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ
yourusername: maybe ur the drama queen
francisca.cgomes: not the picture of u studying #studiousqueen
yourusername: trynna get my masters fr
pierregasly: charles_leclerc
yourusername: pierre jean-jacques gaslyā¦
charles_leclerc:how about i take you on a coffee date š no studying !
yourusername: hmm, iād like that a lotš
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yourusername: out w cha š·
tagged; charles_leclerc
charles_leclerc: trƩs belle [very pretty]
yourusername: thank u , cha šš«¶š«¶
charles_leclerc: making very important calls right there
yourusername: i love my new bookshelf thank u sm cha š£š£
yourbestfriend: YOU GOT HER A BOOKSHELF?? sheās never leaving her home i fear
charles_leclerc: i couldnāt resist š¤·āāļøš¤·āāļø besides, i donāt mind staying inside w herš
alex_albon: charles mystery girl wow did he panic in front of you
lilymhe: ignore him, youāre doing amazing sweetie !š«¶š«¶š«¶
yourusername: mystery girl?? ƶ
georgerussell63: ask ur bf to show u the messages of him panicking and asking about u
carmenmmundt: leave the poor couple alone š¤¦āāļøš¤¦āāļø
charles_leclerc:ignore them, chĆ©rie plsš
yourusername: ā¦ā¦ ok as long as u get me another bookš
yourbestfriend: NO.
francisca.cgomes: she has too many books charles donāt give in.
charles_leclerc: i am a weak man, i canāt help it
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old habits (die hard) ā cl16
in which charles charles has a knack for fucking things up, and you have a talent for slowly letting him back in
find part one here.
contains: social media au, ex!charles leclerc x fem!reader, angsty charles and yn living her best life, toxic relationships maybe, mentions of new partners, charles is a confusing man, charles is a jealous asshole
note: i donāt think this is the final part lmao itās kinda left of a cliff (if u saw me repost no u didnāt)
your phone š
charlie
hey
i miss you
a lot
read, 11:23 pm.
charlie
please donāt be like that y/n
iām serious
you
charles you literally have a girlfriend
charlie
sheās not my girlfriend
you
do you think iām stupid? like actually
charlie
no
but she really isnāt, weāre just talking
and hanging out i guess
you
oh my god
charlie
love, you know i miss you
you
yes, because finding another girl right after saying you only want to focus on racing sends me such a great message
youāre confusing as hell
charlie
i know, i really messed up.
i shouldnāt have broken up with you in the first place
but the season was getting so intense and i really want this championship, i thought it would be better for us to put it on pause to save us both the trouble
you
so whatās so different about her that makes her an exception?
charles
alex is easy for me
you
so iām difficult?
charles
thatās not what i mean
you
no it is what you mean
iām difficult for showing up to your races and being there when you need me
or when iām there for you when you dnf? or when ferrari fucks up your strategy?
i was willing to stay friends with you after i did all that and you still broke up with me because i had hopes we would make it work and get back together
charlie
i do want to get back together
you
no you donāt
you moved on so quickly like i was nothing
charlie
you also got with someone too
you
because i didnāt want to look like an idiot seeing all the news after telling my friends i had hope
charlie
yeah but posting him in your bed??
you
so youāre just saying all of this because of that guy i posted?
wtf is your deal charles
fuck you
ā instagram ā
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lilymhe oh my god
lilymhe you scandalous girl
yourinstagram oops?
landonorris he better watch his hands
yourinstagram he said āfuck offā
landonorris iāll punch him in his face
carlossainz55 mariposa š¦
yourinstagram š„ŗ
user are these two dating???
4zaferrari no theyāre just friends, this is someone else
kikagomes sexy sexy pair š
yourinstagram youāre sexier bebe
pierregasly get away from my girlfriend
yourinstagram get off my page maybe?
alexalbon show me the man
yourinstagram no youāll just steal him
user loved watching your vlog the other day
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user seeing yn happy is so great but i canāt be the only one missing her and charles right??
user where are you going next omg!!
yourinstagram no idea!!
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yourinstagram replied to this story: i did not give permission for you to post this young man!
ā twitter ā
your phone š
charlie
you put him in your vlog? and youāre still posting him?
are you dating
y/n
are we seriously doing this right now
why are you stalking me
charlie
iām not stalking you, i just care
fuck just answer the question please
y/n
iām barely posting him, his face wasnāt in it
and no, weāre just seeing each other right now. yk summer flings i guess
charlie
you know it hurts me to see this y/n, please love
y/n
i donāt care, weāre not together anymore
you texting me is hurting everyone, your āfriendā included
charlie
she knows weāre not dating
please just come back to monaco y/n
we can talk face to face
can i call you right now?
you
iām with carlos and lando
charlie
are you also with that guy
you
yeah
charlie
will you finally tell me who he is?
you
does it really matter?
letās just talk when iām back in monaco please
and let me enjoy my vacation in peace
charlie
when are you back?
you
iāll let you know
charlie
okay
i love you
you
yeah
love you too
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ā twitter ā
tags: @1655clean @i-wish-this-was-me @sunny44 @leclercdream
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