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the-blackest-spider · 2 years

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I didn’t make it on tonight, sorry about that, I’ll try again tomorrow, but I do have some stuff to do. Honestly this week is going to be extremely sporadic unlike the last few days. Also...

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I’m doing better, but I’m still on the struggle bus. Some of it is me, my own head telling me stupid shit and some of it is hormones also telling me and my body stupid shit. I know some of you have been around here long enough to know about the big health scare I had back at the end of 2014 into 2015 and it was mentioned then, that I might start going into pre-menopause and even menopause itself early, well pretty sure I am doing one or the other. I have a long list of symptoms to share with my OBGYN I just need to call and make the appointment, but here’s the thing... I’m kinda terrified and I’m just tired, and stressed for so many more reasons than that and it’s starting to spread into every corner of life.

I feel like in one group of people I’m not doing enough, I try to do too much and want too much, and that I just need to admit the truth, that I really don’t fit in there, I'm really not necessary, cut my losses and leave. It was fun while it lasted.

I feel like here, I’m wanting too much, that my ideas are too complicated ( I feel like that all across the board, here on tumblr and elsewhere), I feel like some of my writing choices, things I’ve attempted (whether in the wrong or right ways) have driven people away, and one situation that turned out very badly did drive some people away from me.

I feel like over all I don’t write things the way I should, and the voices I give to fictional characters are all wrong. That I want to make it all about who I’m writing and I don’t, when I write with others, I want it to be about everyone involved, end of story.

I used to be so eager, so excited and willing to reach out to people new and old around here and now I worry in both cases, will I annoy them, will I come on too strongly, will I do or say something that just ruins everything?

And in both situations I feel guilty because over the last couple of years, since a particular situation I haven’t been around as much, and when I am around I feel like if I say hi to people or pop into a dis.cord server including ones I’ve made or helped make that I shouldn’t do it, and I should just continue to remain quiet and not even bother trying, because I’ll annoy someone or everyone or say the wrong things or go on too much or be too excited and so on.

Anyways, if you read this, I apologize. I’m trying very hard not to be this way, it’s a process and maybe it will be one of those things that I’m constantly battling with, maybe I’ll go and get checked out, get some more things to help get my brain and get my hormones under control. I’ve had a lot of good days this past week, so maybe this is just me getting in a bad day, I don’t know.

What I do know, is I’m tired, and I feel aggravated at myself because I know all the things I don’t want to do, I should do and some of the things I want to do, I shouldn’t do at all.

Anyways, as a line from a favorite book goes, tomorrow is always fresh with no mistakes in it.

#Widow ooc (Cat speaks)#I hope everyone has a good night

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bigxrig · 2 years

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Thank you to @larrieblr and @neondiamond for tagging me again to do the last line challenge! I have been steadily (and slowly) chipping away at my poly fic.

“I was worried you weren’t going to come so I’m glad you gave it a chance.”

16! Oof okay here we go: @berzerkshires @thebreadvansstuff @parmahamlarrie @kingsofeverything @disgruntledkittenface @allwaswell16 @tommokat @restless-rebels @harryslonecurl @lululawrence @crinkle-eyed-boo @jacaranda-bloom @thinlinez @musketrois @homosociallyyours @so-why-let-your-voice-be-tamed

#another friday night au #i hope everyone has a good night

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dearreader · 2 years

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mutuals, i am tucking you all in and telling you a bedtime story

#i’m going to try one of these posts #i hope everyone has a good night

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storiesofoko · 7 months

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In these quiet times of the night, There's no pretending, no mask in sight.

All alone with my thoughts of many, Wishing to fall asleep already.

~Oko

#short poem #incomplete #i'm tired and can't sleep :)#I hope everyone has a good night #literature #books & libraries #poem #original poetry #light academia #dark academia #storiesofoko

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1800batty · 1 year

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I am soooo sleepy goodnight <3

#i hope everyone has a good night #or had a good night!#bc timezones exist

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pigeonguy · 2 years

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i have not been on tumblr in so long and I am very worried about doing an etiquette uh oh whoopsie daisy

#screech #please help #be nice please #im sorry #i hope everyone has a good night

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thecrowslullaby · 2 years

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an oldish animation I found (that i'm not sure if i posted yet)

#hey #i know ive been a little silent on here for a while #i've just been busy and it feels like my fandom space has moved to discord #i still kinda miss posting here more regularely but i feel like there is a lot on my plate rn #it's been a while since i trully have drawn sth for myself #and uni is still kicking my ass beyond its grave #its late in the night and im having way too many thoughts #its just... i like going back to tumblr. seeing all the familoar people #i should sleep. i hope everyone who reads this and everyone who doesnt has a good day awaiting them tomorrow #i hope that everyone who reads this. and everyone who doesnt #has a good day tomorrow #ts janus #ts logan #sanders sides #loceit #ts sides #gif #animation

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biblically-accurate-dca · 10 months

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HEYO!! This is such a fun lil section of the inter-webs :DD !! As a fellow biblically accurate enjoyer, I made a lil gift for you! :3c Enjoy!! :DD

Have a great day/evening! :DD

THANK YOU SO MUCH??? YOUR ART IS SO COOL (´；ω；｀) !! AND YOU DRAW THEM SO WELL???

i hope you have a great day too 😭

#submission #my art #i realized while i was drawing this that this pose might be.. confusing to look at. oopsies!#anywayyy THANK YOUUUU!! everyone in this fandom is so nice it's kind of blowing my mind a little bit #i've barely even been here for a month and yet i've got all these people here??? it's so weird to think about #so thank you to everyone for such a warm reception... i've probably said 'thank you' a lot at this point but i've meant it every time #i hope everyone reading this has a good day/night #daycare attendant #sundrop #sunnydrop #i need to start answering these asks with moon... the sun to moon ratio is unbalanced.#sun is just so much more personable though

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sillylittleraccoon · 24 days

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i love being myself.

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goldenhypen · 15 days

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guys i was so fortunate and lucky to get to see enhypen irl tonight :’) sooo grateful omg it was so good and i’m going coocoo bonkers crazier than ever rn

#hoping everyone here one day gets the opportunity to see these boys irl cuz omg it’s just unreal #it’s srsly only now hitting me that i actually did indeed see them irl #cuz i just never thought i would ever get to #i would share pics but tbh my seats were not v good and i couldn’t afford vip so T-T #my pics are horrendous (i’m actually just gatekeeping my jake pics /j)#anyways maybe i’ll share some once i go through all of them #for now i have to sleep and recover from everything tonight cuz omg #i’m actually losing it jake omg what a man #it was jay’s night (cuz it’s jay’s hometown - welcome back jay 🥹) but i’m sorry whenever my focus wasn’t on jay for 80% of the other times #it was on jake #probably more but i WAS PAYING ATTNETION YO THE KTHER MEMBERS #i’m not just a solo jake stan ok #also jake came to our side THE LEAST SO I WAS JUST STARING AT HIS BACK THE WHOLE TIME #yet ig he just has that strong of a hold on me that he’s the only one on my mind since the concert #and before the concert let’s be real and during the concert let’s be real #i’m so delusional rn u guys it’s actually insane #ok sorry i actually gtg now ok gn byee #em speaks

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8rujaa · 21 days

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giving everyone a forehead kiss and a hug telepathically. if u feel warm and fuzzy just now that was me

#good night my little tumblr friends i love u all hope everyone has a restful night filled with sweet dreams ok? ok

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tianhai03 · 1 year

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an accidental detour: part 1

a short little comic where dante gets sent back in time to a familiar place.

#i had a thought in shower just a couple hours ago #this idea has definitely been done before but... its something ive wanted to draw for many years now. im gonna try and finish it #i did plan to do all the pages in one night but it took longer than i expected lmao... so you're gonna have to wait for part 2 #its not gonna be too terribly long i think. we'll just have to see #devil may cry #dante(dmc)#eva(dmc)#allyart #comic: an accidental detour #gonna use this tag so i can find it easier in the future #anyway. it's 1am. im gonna go sleep and feel depressed over this for the rest of the night #hope everyone else has a good day <333

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riwooga · 1 year

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DOL npcs part 6, Monster edition 👀✨

This…..took years off my life 🥲

It was really a struggle of figuring out how humanoid vs monstrous they each should be, but I tried to find a good balance! 🤧

Can I also just say that the Night Monster is severely underrated I cannot stress enough how much I want to romance them 😩💕💕💕

…and here are the close ups 👀✨

#dol #degrees of lewdity #dol fanart #riwoogaart #dol black wolf #dol the great hawk #dol great hawk #the great hawk #dol night monster #I saw on the wiki it mentioned looking similar to a deathclaw #and if it couldn’t be guessed out form my header… I love those #so I tried to have some loose vibes of that in there #also don’t question how the hawk works #he has a beak for a nose it’s just how it is #but no yeah I couldn’t decide how monstrous I wanted each of them because I am 100% a monster fucker but also I can’t draw monsters good #but I hope what I’ve ended up with looks okay to everyone else too! 💕🤧#….I forgot to color in night monsters drool #oh well I’m too lazy to fix it

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songofstrawhats · 6 months

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Hi yes hello I cannot stop thinking about Kaya going off to medical school (I think realistically she'd be in more of a private internship situation but GO WITH ME HERE) so she's at med school and her classmates are like ooh girl have you got a special someone we can hook u up if not

And shes like hahaha there is sort of someone he's so sweet and such a fun storyteller he was really there for her after her parents died and they both left home to follow their dreams but they write and she hopes they can make something together someday

And her classmates are alternately like aww how sweet or like babe if you don't wanna go on a blind date you can just say so you don't have to make up a canadian boyfriend

And Kaya is mostly very good at medical school and very helpful when her classmates are figuring out how to study and sometimes she doesn't know basic things about how the world works but they all help each other out and then sometimes she'll do something concerning like stare out into the ocean and say 'oh I hope Usopp is having fun out on the Grand Line'

And they're like ........right okay he's a storyteller isn't he lmao the Grand Line is a metaphor hahahahaha for a moment there I really thought your not!boyfriend was out on the Grand Line for real or something hahahaha

And Kaya's like no i was seriously he actually is, last month he sent me a letter about [insert relevant plot point here idk I'm only at Alabasta]

And her friends are like ...........as a Marine? Kaya please say that your not!boyfriend who has run away to follow his dreams and ended up on the Grand Line joined the Marines. Or that he's lying to you. Kaya please say psych right now

And then they conveniently walk past a wall of wanted posters and Kaya is like OH LOOK THERE HE IS RIGHT THERE!!!! Awwww his bounty has gone up I'm so proud of him ^v^

And her classmates are there just like ......... and reassessing everything they know about her lmao

#does this count as fic????????? idk!!!!!#lori chat #one piece #kaya #usopp #the hilarious thing where kaya is telling gods honest truth and due to usopps sphere of influence people still lowkey think shes lying lmao #god forbid she mention the whole thing with the black cat pirates xD xD xD #at least one of her classmates is like hey if youre gonna be dating a porate at least youre dating one of the top crews #and kaya is like well were still not officially dating and everyone is like THIS IS THE LEAST OF THE ISSUES HERE #at least one other of her classmates has somehow had a run in with the strawhats (or a relative has) and understands immediately #they become besties #usopp shows up on kayas doorstep and finds her hanging out with someone they rescued like 1200 chapters ago and is like ?????#and kaya is just like hey babe want some tea also we should get married ive already reserved a venue i hope thats okay #ANYWAYS #GOOD NIGHT

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bigmammallama5 · 1 year

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