#i haven't had a proper sleep

[crimson-hybrid]

I was drawing the entire day yesterday but I only managed sketches ;_; I still have to do lineart and render (And I gotta do 3 more pieces too) I'm not going to make it 😭 Why do I draw so slow I'm actually considering just finishing all 7 pieces and just post it next year because it was supposed to be a time-based little story about buying cake ingredients, making a cake, etc and then posting a new update every 4 hours :'))

Edit: I actually finished and rendered two!

#sanji #black leg sanji #one piece #my art #love of my life #sanji day #I'm so sorry my love I couldn't make it on time #I also haven't had any proper rest or sleep for 7 days now bc cramming work but I'm fully prepared and willing to sacrifice things for him #one piece sanji

[entheie]

Aaron and Randall belong to @zabobzionek

#cyberpunk 2077 #Cyberpunk OC #Aaron #Tyler #Lyraine #Randall #My art #I needed to catch up on drawing themmm I missed them sm #Gotta tackle Ari and Carr at some point too #I could've done better job at bolding the lines in a way that'd highlight elements properly but #Unfortunately it's 1 am and I haven't had a proper sleep yet

[ann-chovi]

POV: Your OC has had enough of your imposter syndrome and is giving you good (if a bit blunt) advice.

#mari #the last few days I've felt absolutely run ragged #and haven't had much proper recovery time #but thankfully it's friday #and i can and will sleep past 4 am for the next few days #huzzah #also maybe something not fast-food in my stomach would be a good idea #on a separate note #pkmn-Redirect is uuhhhh.... #79 followers away from 1000 #and that is categorically insane

[quetzalpapalotl]

I'm collecting these

#i'm so glad the xianle trio are proper friends again and for the first time T-T #i could finish this tonight but i should sleep and haven't had supper so i will leave in on this closure for now

[ladyhavilliard]

it's way too early to go to sleep (it's 3 am) and I am at the worst time of my life (on break and chilling at home) when the worst tragedy befalls this earth (ao3 is down)

#really though #how am i supposed to sleep when i am in the midst of reading a massive fic #and hualian haven't even had a proper kiss yet #ao3

[analogwriting]

something just hit me like a fucking brick wall

killer, no joke, is exactly like an old oc of mine and that's how I've been writing him (okay lemme be honest he writes himself, i am but a vessel). not even really noticing. like they damn near look the same too. didn't think this was how hemlock was gonna make his resurgence but here we are.

#like hemmie IS the midwestern version of killer forreal #this is so fucking funny to me #im cackling #too bad i cant tell the ONE person who would know about hemlock either #and THATS on toxic exes LMFAOOOO #i haven't had proper sleep in two weeks zjfjdkfifd on them heathen hours #ambrose rambles

[concubuck]

What every caller who's sent Alastor messages about what a great MILF he'll be is probably imagining:

The reality:

He hasn't slept two hours straight in weeks, his magic reserves are almost entirely depleted, and he's considering switching to catering to body odor fetishists exclusively just so that he doesn't have to try to find time to shower around sleeping, eating, and feeding.

He's great. He's doin great. He's had benders that left him feeling worse than this. He's. He's terrific.

#((I need to do a proper status post about how he's doing at baby wrangling)) #((but i haven't had a lot of time for a big post lately. it was do that or do this.)) #((and i really wanted to draw him in all his exhausted stubbly hairy saggy sleep-deprived postpartum glory)) #((he hasn't been allowed to look scrungly in years. he deserves it.)) #radio baby #art #live and in person (face to face) #late night broadcasts (mature content)

[dmclemblems]

sleepy boy...

go take a nap dear, you’ve been working hard. 💙

#Three Hopes #Dimitri #they rly hammered it in in this game how tired he rly is #what he says: i'm fine. what he means: i haven't had real proper sleep in x amount of weeks due to #nightmares headache and emotional instability and then i get up every day and run an army while working to fix my country #also his lil bwushie... he bwush... don't be embarrassed dear go take a good long nap

[navree]

the Return To Adderall of 2023 (sorry to everyone who's already getting sick of me posting about what it's like to be back on medication but pls remember the last time i had this in my system was in 2018, i am Readjusting) means that i am now so incredibly focused and i'm gonna actually take a look at my drafts folder and see if i can work on whatever seems the most done

#personal #haven't written at all in september but now i'm on drugs so i just might #but man it honestly feels weird to be thinking 'huh okay what should i do now that i'm so focused and not wasting time' #i had a moment like i always do where a text came in while i was busy and i thought 'ok i'll respond to that once i'm free' #and then i REMEMBERED and i DID respond to the text once i was free #rather than my usual unmedicated shtick of thinking that and then getting distracted and immediately forgetting about the text for 36 hours #(which my mom really hates by the by) #literally thought about starting homework early #but i'm also sleepy cuz i did not sleep well so best not until i've had some proper rest

[sysig]

I have been thinking about Spamton all fucking day

#Get Outta here you strange little man #Like I know my biggest-as-of-yet doodlepost of his was just several hours ago so today but you gotta understand #That was all drawn over a week ago I should be well through thinking about him now #Doodled a tiny little thing yesterday which folded out into some headcanon doodles and then Some More headcanon doodles #And some of them feel too vague to properly explain but the ones that are more concise and clear are like?? weird????? #Really skirting the line of QSFW hard but I literally don't know how to change the context it stops making sense if I do that #I dunno maybe if I think about him a little longer or sleep on it (again) it'll start to coalesce into a proper idea #Convincing my brain to start on the Requestobers tomorrow is gonna be fun lol #Technically they're already started which in fact makes it more and less difficult in equal proportion - trading one for another #Novelty is lower but nervousness is also lower! Give and take #Also still healing from my accidental injury yesterday I forgot to mention that #I tripped over something and couldn't catch myself because I was carrying darkling beetles and their new babies (!) #So now my drawing hand is injured lol #Hella exciting that the beetles actually had mealworms considering I super haven't given them a proper enclosure yet #I do have a container plucked out of storage just for them tho! I saw it recommended for mealworm propagation and I was like #''Well I already have one of those I can just grab that and clean it up'' and then I tripped while carrying it and the beetles lol #Anyway all this to say I'm all funny-fidgety today #Deltarune #Kinda?????? Lol

[storybook-souls]

have spent all weekend holed up in a cabin working on my novel and while it’s been very creatively fulfilling i’m left feeling very very [emotion] about the whole thing overall

#on the one hand every time i spend time writing it's so validating to get to go. 'oh i DO love this. i really really do.' #'i haven't just tricked myself into thinking i like doing this i really do feel like this is the thing i could do Forever' #but there IS a. 'hey am i actually any GOOD at this????' 'is it supposed to be easier than this? feel less like pulling teeth?' #'should the characters feel more real by now? am i as funny as i think i am? do i have the courage to take the swings i need to? #do i really control the plot as well as i need to? are my ideas really even anything at all?' #and then the third thing is. 'jesus christ it's really hard to write a novel when you have a full time job.' #especially when you're also running 4 dnd games and actually working 45ish hours a week and have to #maintain your own apartment and life and try to have some sliver of a social life and have family obligations #and are trying to get more sleep and have recently gotten back into reading books-- #i got a lot done!!!! but not as much as i maybe HOPED to #this draft is like. not quite halfway done and i STILL don't know exactly what i'm doing with some of the #later chapters and while i think this draft is BETTER than draft 1 (obviously) it still like. needs a lot of work #and i'm so Tired....i feel GOOD but i'm so Tired and i have to go back to WORK on tuesday.... #i. :( i know these things take time and that's okay i can be okay with it but it's just. really daunting to look down that road #and to know that i could only get as far as i did bc i set aside two whole days for it and WHEN am i gonna get that again #instead i'm just gonna have to go back to fitting it in around all the everything else which is. sigh #but i can do it! i literally can and i'm going to. #and i'm very glad i had this weekend it DID do the main thing i needed it to which is that it made me figure out #HOW to do a proper second draft. so now i can keep going #fcm #my writing

[badgerlock]

...hi again, it's been a little while

#going to queue this and scoot! #i haven't really been doing much #lots of ffxiv and not sleeping when i should be #then i moved! and i haven't had proper internet for three months

[running-of-no-cells]

#for anyone wondering what the text in the fourth panel says: #shit. i stayed up too late again. i haven't had a proper night's sleep in 3 months. i have to get up at 6am tomorrow. fuuuuuuuuck. #doodle #comic #4 panel comic #my art #art #ao3 #fanfic #fanfiction #fanfiction problems #my crippling fanfic addiction #helllppppppp meeeeee

[bavarianmillionaire]

2018 benji was so beautiful 😍 he’s so beefy now 💪

2018 benji and 2022 benji are sooo different. he's gorgeous in both years but for me, 2018 hits different

#i like skinny guys that look like they haven't had proper sleep in months #and the curls 😍🥰🤤🥴🫠🥵😩♥️💘💝💖💗💓💞💕❣️ #asks

[hwiyoungies]

this not being able to rest while sleeping thing is driving me insane not gonna lie

#over a week that i haven't had proper rest while sleeping when i tell you i'm exhausted lmao #it got a bit better on friday and saturday but i'm back to shit sleep #so tired of dreaming who wants my brain #b.txt

[thornheartfelt]

*Looks at clock and sees 01:22, looks at alarm set for 07:00*

Save me Ror.schach, save me from lack of sleep somehow

#anomaly.txt #fearful symmetry #ven.t #working and working and working and working and working #burnt out and having no choice but to push through without proper break is not good #messing with my ability to function #such as sleeping #haven't had one day without feeling tense at all in nearly three weeks #tired of writing #have to keep writing #heart won't stop racing from anxiety even when laid down in a dark and quiet room #can't fail #if i fail then i'm being shut out of a competitive industry #need at least a merit overall if i'm to have a chance in the animal care/management related sector