#i have been in a dark place

[northernfireart]

Have you every tried drawing Ten and Rose in the New Earth episode while Rose is possessed by Cassandra? :)

I haven't drawn that before, but i have truly been obsessing over a gif from that episode for weeks now. the body language in that episode is just. crazy. insane. how could anyone possibly withstand that.

#Doctor: oh yeah thats definitely not Rose #also Doctor: I should ask her to do that when she comes back though #i have been in a dark place #did you guys miss me #be honest #doctor who #dw fanart #dw #dr who #doctor who fanart #doctor x rose #tenrose #10th doctor #tenth doctor #rose tyler #Cassandra!Rose #lady cassandra #timepetals #northernfire art

[sableeira]

sure ango may have betrayed every organization under the sun but tachihara put in the effort to build up the perfect stereotypical gangstersona and act his silly little heart out for the perfect plot twist so we all know who deserves the award for best port mafia betrayal

#ango should have created a gangstersona too… it would have been a bit more spicy #although I do admit that not knowing where ango’s loyalty lies does make the betrayals in dark era good #but I guess similar things apply to Tachihara too which is why chapter 77 hits so good #Rimbaud gets third place for pm betrayals ig I like that his motives are about gay love but otherwise it’s just an okay betrayal #dazai isn’t even on the list because no one except Chuuya seems to count his defection as betrayal lol #I giggled so much during the episode because Tachihara was so dramatic throughout the episode ^_^ he is so funny #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd season 4 #tachihara michizou #bsd tachihara #ango sakaguchi #bsd ango

[gunstellations]

gentle mornings

#alternatively titled - when your papas have the audacity to cuddle without you #kazurei #buddy daddies #i like to think they didnt really do cuddles much except when rei has a rough night and kazukis warmth and safety is the only thing that #can let him get rid of the anxiety and nightmares #he wouldnt ask for it #it would be kazuki dragging him to bed at first #rei reluctantly but in his weakened will the times hes slept together with miri and kazuki has been the times hes somehow always #managed to go out like a light as soon as his head hits the pillow #even he himself doesnt understand and he doesnt attempt to and he doesnt realise #that its safety and warmth and protection and peace #and thats the only reason he would let himself be dragged to bed #but #eventually when you have had the taste of something so good in the place of chilling nightmares and restless darkness that feels no less #safer than the light #your heart becomes indulgent #and rei will gently and wordlessly ask for an invite to the warmth again #its fulfilling and blissful when the three of them are together #but with just kazukis body enveloping him against the night its a different kind of comfort. even in his sleep he would clutch onto it #thats a tangent right there huh.....anyway. miri would be absolutely betrayed in the morning when she finds them snuggled up #she gets her cuddle time with her papas too then #one big pile of a warm and happy family #yes this is pre relationship yes they would do that yes it is possible #if you got this far thanks i guess jajdjfjs ill hopefully colour this soon but i dont know really so im putting it up here #my art

[zu-is-here]

A young actor ends up on the street following a family dispute. In a bid to avoid publicity, he finds shelter with an older co-star, and this play without a script opens up new roles for them.

#zu art #studio #zudio #dream!sans #cross!sans #undertale #undertale au #utmv #teaser #coming soon ♪ #yes YES it's another story with these two cause I have NO self control :'D #but in my defense I've been planning it since 2021 your honor ;3 #this one takes place before Dark Cream set (2019?) (they only worked together on Underverse úwù)

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

some Lights Out au scribbles. thinking about Sally... thinking about her A Lot... shhhh she's sleeping<3

#okay so i said that i wasnt gonna flesh out this au. im a fucking liar #i made. i made a doc. ive been trying to pin down what i want this au to be #my brains not cooperating! #its like 'heres a general vibe and some vague images' #thank you!!! thats absolutely useless!!! tell me what its about!!! #im starting to get an idea tho. its in the brain rotisserie. braintisserie. rotibrainerie #i think i need to go sleep #scribble salad #welcome home au #wh lights out au #welcome home #IM HAVING FUN WITH IT THO #leaning into the horror #wally is not having a good time!!! no one is!!! #the dark is a scary place full of scary things #but at least they cant see you if you hide

[stardustedknuckles]

Okay but I need to know what the people who have only watched c3 think about Beau and Caleb because I've been rotating them in my head for three years too long to be objective anymore but like. Getting to see them through the eyes of a new party just reminded me that even though so much of our delight in C2 was focused around the constant indignity of the Nein, they are objectively a flickering metronome between "how the fuck are these people alive" and "this is the most hyper competent group of mercenaries I've ever seen" and I just. Do they know. Do they know that Beau is so fucking cool. Are there people who learned these two npcs have a whole campaign and want to learn more about them. I look at these two and see a montage of tiefling dicks and red eyes and promising to kill the other if something goes wrong. I see Caleb smearing mud and bat shit on Beau's face and Beau just resigned even as she makes the most aggrieved and annoyed sounds, Beau hauling Caleb's dissociated ass over her own skinny shoulder and walking him to safety. I look at them and see 500 hours and more of the empire siblings. The weeks and months they spent going from hating the parts of themselves they saw in each other to loving in the other what they still struggled with in themselves. I see chosen siblings, best friends. What do other people see?

#Do they know how much went into Beauregard Lionett asking 'you got my back?' knowing he did #How earned 'what's the play Beauregard' is #beauregard lionett #caleb widogast #CR spoilers #Critical role #CR c3 #Bells hells #Edited to add: don't use this as an excuse to bitch about C2 please #I've already removed and blocked one person #I get some frustration on the attention c1 characters have gotten but don't get mad at c2 fans for it #We've been starved and we're just excited #And this is just wondering your impressions of Beau and Caleb #'Beau is a dick' yeah you're right! She is and I love her so much I wrote 800 #Sorry eight hundred thousand words about her #Several thousand of them also about Caleb #So don't be a dick please #Whatever your thoughts these characters brought people out of some dark dark places #It's me I'm people

[zytes]

7.15.23

#I was sooooo patient trying to capture this #even then it was dumb fucking luck #this one defo gets its own post #addition fun facts abt this night: #I left my driver's side car window down the ENTIRE storm and did not notice. nothing damaged but I have a stinky seat :( #however a stinky seat is the small humbling moment at the end of a phenomenal experience enjoying the storm from my small cave-like patio #so I sat outside enjoying the rain. me n my bong. and also a mogwai album. eyes closed. just sounds and my own deep breathing - peaceful #lighting would streak the sky and I could see the bolts through my closed eyelids - they were bright and crisp; defined. even if obscured #everything just snapped into place. the lightning and the music had moments of perceived synchronization - probably pareidolia #waves of euphoria radiating out from the base of my skull. full goosebumps. momentous feeling - I must've been manic #when I opened up my eyes the world had gone from being heavy and dark to just. red. so red. like a wildfire on the entire western horizon. #my driveway doesn't come with a glamorous view either. it was just that the entire western hemisphere was flame-red fading into eigengrau #i have those photos too lmao - will be sharing soon #my art #aesthetic #art #artwork #webcore #glitchcore #internetcore #photography #original photography #nature photography #lightning #storm #rain aesthetic #stormy aesthetic #dark aesthetic #surreal aesthetic #surrealcore

[intotheelliwoods]

Guess who got to see a Solar Eclipse at the 4 Corners! (the bobble leos did. this trip was for them actually- they didnt even pay for gas)

#2 arms left #aha so eepy #had to wake up so early to drive here and I am very tired #relax weekend for me dont expect much aha #did I have a tag for the bobble leos I forget #anyways you know how some people have like a stuffed animal or something they take on all their travels #and photograph them next to the places they have been to #thats me. but with the bobble leos lmao. #If you ever see bobble leos on the dashboard of someones car congrats thats my car #as for I take them everywhere #im so sad I could not find the welcome signs for arizona or utah #also why is the new mexico sign like. decked in stickers. while the colorado welcome sign is as pure and clean as ever #do people prefer sticking them on metal as opposed to wood or something #im also so sad the whole place I was at didnt go pitch dark aha #the moon was def over the sun #just wasnt close enough to darken the place #as in where I was it was perfectly over the sun too!

[tricoufamily]

oh i can just show a journey through beckett and connor to show you what i mean by i went through this awkward transition phase before. do you see what i mean

#blood sports characters aren't changing at ALL i'm still very happy with where they all are right now #if no one got me blood sports got me you know #but they couldn't have gone from step 1 to step 4 just like that they had to go through several variations on step 2 and 3 #i don't even hate og beckett anymore honestly. i think he has charm #do you like beckett's dark academia phase sdjfklsjfs. yeah there was a point where blood sports took place in london. i don't even know #he has not always been southern this is actually a fairly recent development #he started out kinda punk ish then got grunge then very very briefly dark academia and now he's our country boy. he's been through a lot

[telestoapologist]

Positivity time! What are y’all’s top fav Destiny locations? My three go-to’s are

Titan

Riis Reborn, Europa

Neptune/Neomuna

edit: oh! it appears a lot of people are missing the tags! y'all are more than welcome to add more than three if you'd like 💖 i just put three to keep it simple and not make the post too big!

#I said I was done posting but I lied. sorry #it doesn’t have to be limited to just three btw!! u can put as many as u want #sunset/darkness swallowed/lore mentioned places count #destiny 2 #destiny #also Io looks so damn gorgeous.. I wish I could’ve been around to see it wah #honorable mentions: the Eliksni pirate ships ; bray space station/deep stone crypt ; rhulk’s pyramid

[tragicotps]

Young Masriel au [Part 3: How did this happen?]: In which Asriel and Marisa have become a little more than acquaintances. Even though she hates him and his idiotic leopard daemon, Marisa can’t help but gravitate towards Asriel every time he’s in the room. Uninvited most of the time. She definitely hates him. She does. Except…when he kissed her that one time. Something dormant, deep within her, stirred, and the more she tried to silence it, the bigger it seemed to become. He’s reckless and infuriating, but somehow, at some point, the lines got blurred and now Marisa finds herself in a precarious situation she’s not sure how to get out of again.

(part 1/ part 2)

#his dark materials #hdm #hdm au #masriel #masriel au #asriel x marisa #asriel belacqua #marisa coulter #young masriel #this one is look fast - read fast 😂 #its the last set I made in the series so I had to use all the scenes I had left and had to improvise a bit lmao #it's a little all over the place #and the colours are so ugly #this was such a pain to make photoshop did not like me doing this #i have been working on this set for way too long and i hate it #the rest is already made and looks better #kinda #this is becoming more of a fic than I intended #mine #my edit #hdm edit #young masriel au #part 3 #gif fic

[rowanhoney]

still no cure for the addicted to dark haired men disease

#was not sad but idk. frustrated? abt a certain dark haired man #but distracted myself by having a laugh w another dark haired man at the work do. … #also the bar tender where we went is legit my fave I’m sooooo making it my regular hang out spot #also cos it’s so chill it doesn’t feel like a pub? cos it’s not #it feels like a place to hang out where u can have alcohol or not #as opposed to most bar type places have such a have to intoxicate vibe #nah this one is so laid back. second time I’ve been now #anyway I’m in a good mood #I have the most beautiful view rn #there’s cats around #I’m warm ! I can have a BATH tomorrow if I like! #I feel like I’m on holiday but I’m gonna get paid

[quibbs126]

So it is canon that other dessert creatures have different kinds of jam as blood

So my headcanon that dragons have grape jam has a leg to stand on

But also it makes sense for Choco Werehound Brute since black forest cake is made with cherries

#this has been an old headcanon that I never really wanted to let go #and this somewhat validates it #or at least opens it up to the possibility #since they aren’t Cookies by this logic they probably don’t have strawberry jam #also related is a personal headcanon that Dark Cacao has an unusual amount of grape jam in his dough #in place of strawberry jam #but that’s a whole other thing #anyways #cookie run #cookie run kingdom #random stuff #theory #headcanon

[buddiesmutslut]

I’m being so ffr rn, if the show runners definitively show that Buddie is not going to happen?

I’m probably not going to be watching anymore.

I mean it when I say that they’re literally the sole reason I watched this show in the first place. I saw a billion TikTok edits of them & was like “Idek these characters I need to watch this show and see what’s going on over there.”

And like, it’s a fun show, I’m not saying it isn’t, but first responder shows are a dime a dozen. There are other shows that have queer characters and found family and wild adventures. Granted, they don’t have Buck & his bi arc, but I’d still read fanfics to get my Evan Buckley fix lol.

I don’t need them right now, I’m so down for the slow burn, will-they-won’t-they & the pining & the yearning & the build up and the GOOD foundation. I want to see Eddie figuring himself out and dealing with his repression and figuring out he’s queer (& Demi, pls God. I hope if I just say it enough, I can will it into existence somehow) before anything happens with the two of them, but if they take definitive steps to have one of them like, marry someone else or something, I think I’m gonna head out. Find me on ao3 for the rest of my days lol.

#911 abc #buddie #demisexual eddie diaz #also pls don’t come at me with “you don’t care about bi representation”. he’s already bi #he’s always been bi & I’ve loved watching him on this journey #but his & Eddie’s relationship is literally the only reason I started this show in the first place #and again if they find good LI’s & bring them more into focus #the time spent on the Buddie relationship will decrease. that’s just how tv & time limits work #and if my favorite relationship on the show goes away then why would I continue watching it religiously? #also I know I’m a bitch & would therefore hate any person they brought in to be the HEA for them & that’s not fun for anyone #not that I would bully the actor/actress bc im not an ASSHOLE #eddie diaz #evan buckley #I literally watched Booth & Bones take like 9 seasons to get together I am IN IT with a slow burn #unless they do what they did last season & shoehorn 2 LI’s in at the last second on the last episode then I guess I wouldn’t have a choice #Tim would’ve pulled a fast one on me #also I will watch literally anything else Oliver Stark is in SNOOKUMS I love you so much. come home the kids miss you 😂 #& probably Lou also bc he’s so freaking cute irl I wanna die #with his curly hair and his silly faces and his muscles and his wanting to be held in the dark #LOU BABY ILL HOLD YOU IF THE POWER GOES OUT #I have spent too much of my life & time & energy to get 0 payout and it’s honestly unsustainable but that’s a whole different problem

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

im about to unpack my candles and yall Know im rubbing my lil fly hands together in delight

#ohohoho it is candle time its Candle Time #all of my sniffs! freed from their cardboard prison! #i just keep tapping my fingertips together while muttering 'candle time' and chuckling like some villain's deranged minion #MY THINGS MY STUFF THEY ARE ALL EMERGING #my closet has so much in it! and still there is Space! huzzah! #fuck i love this closet. already it has my clothes my hats my bags my shoes AND THERE IS STILL SO MUCH MORE SPACE #what can i store! blankets! towels! miscellaneous Things! #absolutely unprompted #this weekend we will be bolting my shelves to the wall so i can place my Books and Trinkets #ohhh my trinkets... too long have they been in the dark... unadmired and shunned.... #and i'll be getting stuff to put up my whiteboard and my blackboards and my posters and my pictures and and and #THERE WILL BE NAUGHT A SPARE INCH OF SPACE UPON MY WALLS!!! #and when my new bed arrives i can put my glow stars on the ceiling! #*kronk voice* oh yeah. its all comin together #also i was putting my shoes on the fancy built-in closet shoe rack #and it entertained me Greatly to put my saddle shoes next to my little block heeled shoes #as i was putting them next to each other i felt very gender... #got my boots got my saddle shoes got my fancy heel shoes hell yeah hell yeah #anyway i cant wait to have things hanging Everywhere! #i havent lived in an Owned House since i was like. 5 so this is fun! #I CAN PAINT MY ROOM IF I SO DESIRE!!! #what color! blue! pink! green! black! a color per wall perhaps! i can get new curtains! #this fool is jingling less miserably than normal! #this progression will backtrack once i start job hunting here! its going to suck so fucking much! i do not want to be employed! #but perhaps it will score me friends... or at least workplace acquaintances... #it will also backtrack once my stepdad gets a dog! he wants a golden retriever! i Do Not Want That Ever! #why a golden retriever... theyre so slobbery and they shed and they feel weird and theyre Loud.... #eugh. im not going to enjoy that. at all. why not a german shepherd? or a doberman? something with short fur at least? #sigh...

[wikitpowers]

Do you ever worry that now that we see the horizon of the shadowhunter books coming to an end, the community or fandom will become a diaspora? Do you think you will fan over them as intensely as you are now say five years post-TWP? Does it give you anxiety and all or make you lonely? :(

And how do you reckon you’ll cope with it?

(Asking for a friend 🎈)

honestly, i’m trying not to think too much about tsc ending bc it makes me super sad bc wdym there won’t be anymore stories with amazing, loveable characters and addicting plots and insane angst? it’s so hard to picture cassie not writing tsc.

but do i think the fandom will die out? i honestly don’t think so, there are too many stories that have changed peoples lives and one does not simply forget about their favourite characters in the blink of an eye, but i do think it might become more quiet… kind of like the 1d fandom… and yes, i suppose it does make me feel quite lonely bc currently i’m just having so much fun talking about the shadowhunter world with people on here and it’s wholesome and so so nice to be surrounded by people who love the same thing as me🫶🏻 thinking about that excitement being diminished is a bit anxiety enducing i suppose.

but no matter what happens, i hope i can still fangirl about tsc with people be that 5, 10 or 15 years in the future. maybe not as intensely or as often and who knows what person i will be then, but kit and tsc are so special to me right now that i don’t think i can ever say my heart will truly leave the fandom.

people can say what they want about cassie’s work but i think she left a legacy and her books won’t easily be forgotten. and it’s less lonely when i focus on the fact that she can still get new readers who have never picked up her books, people who will read tid or twp for the first time in idk like 2028 and then they will be sucked into this world and have the same experiences as us and just fall in love and that truly brings me a lot of comfort (and makes me kind of emotional)! but let's pls not let these books be forgotten <3

#what i’m trying to say is #yes it makes me sad #but also cassie has been writing for years and has spent so much time dedicated to these series #that i truly hope they will not be forgotten so easily #look at the hp or 1d fandom #they’re still going strong #and idk about y’all but tsc will always have a special place in my heart❤️ #and i don’t think any amount of time can change that #the mortal instruments #the infernal devices #the dark artifices #the last hours #the wicked powers #cassandra clare #tmi #tid #tda #tlh #twp #tsc #asks