#i got a job interview the next day

[skeletons-in-ur-closet]

i have to skip out on a concert tonight <//3

#rip my 60 bucks #im not crazy about the group idk why i bought them in the first place #i just have so much stuff to do man i literally cant go #i start my internship tomorrow morning #i got a job interview the next day #i got my internship wednesday and a midterm #a midterm thursday #and my initernship again friday #imma kms

[moeblob]

I am really tired of a situation rn.

#fe three houses #felix hugo fraldarius #me using felix on my angy days because he is my angersona? you bet! #anyway if you want to try to get someones money or something bc you hurt your own car banging into mine #can you try to be a bit more timely with it buddy come on you hit me on feb29 ! #why am i getting your insurance company calling me today ! #also i would like to point out i didnt do it and neither of us were hurt and i filed a claim with my own insurance comp #and also filed a police report bc he didnt even suggest calling the cops to the scene #so like yeah hey man maybe you and your insurance company can move a lil faster or smth #literally everything that happened the day of is - according to my dad - an intimidation tactic #i look like im 15 and he probably thinks he can take advantage of a new driver but ya know! tough luck! #im just really tired and stressed over multiple things not negative so getting this on top of it was like #bro .................... anyway my phone didnt pick up for some reason so i called back and then nothing got resolved #cause the person who actually called me wasnt around to connect the line to from the guy who answered #idk man just its a lot despite my v minimal energy #got a job interview on monday tho ! and then also next week is an eye exam #and you might be thinking isnt that a good thing to get your eyes checked? you are correct but i am horrified #there are two body parts that give me absolute anxiety and eyes are one of them #and i know my eye sight is declining and im just v anxious #its fine im going to be fine i just have to be anxious about it

[running-in-the-dark]

it's been a month since we moved into the new apartment -

I'm so stressed. everything is stressful. we're still not done building the kitchen but it's getting there (slowly). mostly we just need to wait until we get a couple parts that weren't in stock when we ordered the rest. I'm hoping it'll be done by next weekend.

some of it is very frustrating with my brain specifically. I'm so bothered by all the tiny little things that no one else would even notice - like, some of the handles on the drawers are very slightly crooked (as in, less than a millimeter higher on one side) - but for me it's so obvious that it's impossible to ignore. my husband didn't even know what I meant when I pointed it out to him. there's also been a few slightly bigger issues, but we've solved them now (I think).

my eye has been twitching for like three to four weeks. not all the time obviously, but every few minutes. it's very, very annoying.

we still have no new info about when we'll have internet finally. it could take a while still.

on Monday a guy has to replace something in the electric roller shutters in one room - but we don't know which one yet. so either I'll have to let him into my room (awful, uncomfortable, will have to tidy up tomorrow so he could even get to the window), or I'll have to get both our cats into their carrier if it's the one in my husband's room (awful, difficult, one of them doesn't like that so he'll be scared and I'll feel bad).

also on Monday the electrician will install our stove (if he has time). then we're getting two ikea deliveries. and I've got an appointment with my (new) GP because I need a prescription, and I'm very (verrry) nervous about it.

I miss watching TV. I miss tumblr and YouTube and messaging my friends whenever I want and sending them photos all the time. I miss order and structure and (some level of) routine. I miss using real cutlery (we still haven't found ours lol).

when I was finally starting to get used to the noises in this place, the family above us moved in with their baby that cries all the time very very loudly and most of the time right above my room. so now everything is different again and I'm not adjusting well and once again I can't sleep.

but, I've listened to 14 audiobooks since we moved! that's been nice. it was the same way when we moved the last time (just over a year ago..). my favourite by far was The Thursday Murder Club. I've got the other ones in the series but I'm trying not to listen to them too quickly, so I'm gonna listen to three other books first (one is done already, so I should get there on Monday or Tuesday hopefully).

#long rambly post sorry #I miss talking about the random uninteresting shit that happens in my life on here all the time #I've got data on my phone again now at least so that's good. but the phone signal is still awful indoors so it's not that useful #but anyway.... logically I know I'm doing an okay job with unpacking and everything but it doesn't feel like it #also I'm probably gonna have to try to find at least a part time job pretty soon and I'm really really really scared. terrified. #not just of trying to find something and interviews and all that #but that I won't be able to handle it. physically and mentally. again. #I've only had one full time job (an apprenticeship actually) and I lasted 3 months. #and at my part time job I only lasted a month #like. I can barely get anything done in a day as it is. I have so little energy. everything is so fucking hard and exhausting #I truly don't understand how everyone does it. I don't understand how it's possible. #but if I don't find something we won't have money for food next month sooooo it is sort of kind of important #it sucks so fucking much. I can't stand or walk for long periods of time. can't do too much with my hands. I'm not good at dealing with #people/customers. I panic and can't think when I get nervous (which is most of the time). I can't remember shit. #so like. what job am I supposed to do??? everything hurts all the time already and I'm always tired and I'm barely keeping it together #fuuuuck this #😭 #personal

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

#job secured 😛 #it’s full time 9 hour days but Fridays are 4 hours #my nepotism baby arc (paulina helped me secure it at the clinic I go to LMFAO) #well kinda like I applied and they called me back but I missed the call #so when I went to see her (for the first time since September she said she got excited when she saw my name on her schedule bless her soul) #I told her how I called him back but the like didn’t even ring it just went straight to voicemail both times #so she called him from her work phone and pretended I was a stranger she ran into bc patient confidentiality LMFAOEKFK #she went ‘I found someone in the hall who came to ask about a job because she got a call but hasn’t been able to get in contact with you’ #and he came down there and was Iike ‘I’m so sorry I’ve been doing orientations and interviews all day I must have missed you’ #and we were talking in the elevator to his office about the position and he goes ‘do you have time for an interview right now?’ I was :O #and said yes ofc #interviewed with the 2 pharmacists then and there and he called and offered me the position the next day!! #and I’m making more than I did at my previous job and it’ll go up once I get certified in like 2 months #they’re willing to train me and everything?? #and the reason I wanted this job so bad is bc it counts towards my healthcare experience for grad school SLAY #2 birds 1 stone baby

[madd-nix]

never gonna be enough for my dad

#vent #rant #me talking #i keep trying to put in applications and he says i need to do even more acting as if it's my fault that im not getting hired #as if im not trying hard enough #and on the rare occasions that i do get an interview #which have so far all led nowhere #then he just tells me to keep looking while i wait to hear anything and that even if i do get a job #i still need to keep looking for better and better careers #and when i finally was able to do a commission he just said 'cool then do more keep going' #first of all i need to wait for clients #and second of all cant you say youre proud that i was able to do one? that i was able to make a little extra money? #no of course he can't #it's always about moving on to the next thing and pushing myself more #oh yeah and i got my hair cut the other day #and sure i did tell the hair stylist to get it as close to a full buzzcut without being an actual buzzcut #cuz dad refuses to let me buzz my own hair and im too tired to argue at this point despite being an adult #but when he saw it i could tell he didnt like it #he gave the vague 'oh well it's different! showing more forehead. i liked it better when you had longer bangs but thats just me...' #nothing i do pleases him #im tired of it #and i dont know how to tell him that he's part of the reason i constantly feel like a fucking failure #and there have been times where i'll see a car approaching me as i drive to work and for a split second i wonder what would happen #if i hit it hard enough to kill me. then i wouldn't have to disappoint my dad anymore #although knowing him it would still be a disappointment cuz i fucked up driving so much #but i never actually consider doing it #obviously id never want to hurt the other person and if i simply swerved instead to hit a tree #where only id die #i couldnt just let myself die when i have so many others that i care about #but anyway sorry this is a lot i have a headache i promise im not gonna hurt myself it just sucks rn

[saintlesbian]

god forbid a lil sheepy has a fun weekend

#pentadraws #general hospital #michael easton #josh swickard #heyyyyy so. i know i told myself i wasn't gonna go to anymore of these til i got a job #and i was kinda on the fence about going to this one in the first place #but then i had a REALLY good job interview on thursday #it went so well they hired me the same day :3 so this sheepy is now officially emPLOYED #and i thought id get a ticket to this weekend's event as a treat for myself #anyways. did the sketches on the train and did the watercolor part during the show #they signed my sketchbook and they even liked my animal print sketches so much they to pics of them #also yall remember the playboy bunny chase drawing i did right. well i gave JS a tiny print of it >:) #he liked it :D they both found it amusing so. mission accomplished #also some folks recognized me from the last fan event i went to and from the sprina fanzine! #sidenote i was really hoping the funny waitress w/ the deep voice would be there so i could draw her picture #but alas she wasn't working today... maybe next time #also i remember i gave my lunch to some homeless guy bc i was afraid i was allergic to it #tried a virgin bloody mary today and it was. very weird! #and i spent the train ride home playing pmd on my ds #also im gonna go see spiderverse and eat crepes for breakfast ttomorrow #all in all! pretty good way to end the week! #thanx 4 reading gn :P

[emmenai-kalliston]

Happy with my crochet today because I had the most work done on my ongoing project (a scarf for my long distance best friend) in percentage since I started :) I'm becoming faster and more precise wooh

#also made a cake today #and cooked for my sister #for a day that started off like shit i sure was able to make it better :D #i am learning new hobbies. i am becoming more independent. i have a job interview on the 31st #and if everything goes well I'll have my dysphoria diagnosis on February 1st #booked a tattoo appointment. thinking about organising a little weekend trip for the next month on my crush's idea #doing a lot of active local politics. participating in and sometimes in the organisation of art / cultural small events and parties #it's a very bad period mentally emotionally and sometimes physically. but I'm reminding myself all that because it can also be good #i have the power of making it good #anyways. sorry for all this list of things in the tags #this was meant to be a little personal post but i got carried away and ended up writing some kind of diary hahaha #thank you if you read all this! #personal

[slippery-minghus]

gods, why didn't i get a college degree in anything useful?

#i've known since the day it unceremoniously came in the mail that my degree is worth less than the paper it's printed on #yeah i needed to college experience for social and lersonal growth #but why couldn't i have gotten something out of it that can help me find a damn job? #what was the fucking point of going through all that? #(the social and personal growth obviously) #ahgggggg #i'm too broke and disabled to go back to school NOW #(the way i'm coping with the anxiety of waiting to hear back about the internal job i just interviewed for #is to have Officially Decided That I'll Be Rejected Out Of Hand. So What Do I Do Next? #it hurts but at least i can move forward if the worst come to pass #and it gives me something to do while i'm Waiting #ughhhhh #why couldn't i have sold my damn soul and gotten the shitty computer science degree my school had?? #i remember visiting a house a friend was pet-sitting for and seeing the couple's gaming setup #and just seeing dollar signs. they both worked in computer science and made $$$ #but at the time it sounded like the worst thing in the world #and i'd already changed my major once... loved what i was studying... and had my dad breathing down my neck about how much my education cost #i'm so lucky i don't have debt. thanks to my grampa. but holy hell did my dad lord that inheritance over me and make me dance for it #i don't think he ever got over grampa pulling *his* college funding bc he spent college fucking around and dropped out #couldn't wrap his head around that the narrow thing he'd trained me to be would never follow in his 'rebelious' footsteps #i beat myself up over A-'s there was no way i'd do anything other than take my grades seriously #but that was the problem. i was worried about grades and what sounded bearable to learn. not what was realistic to do with it #i wanted to get a fucking phd! with what fucking money!!!! #of course not that i had the support or the maturity to understand what it meant to choose an education that could grant me a career #but who can i blame if not myself? #dad always said i had to Go To College. there was no choice in not going. but as soon as college came he shoved me out the door #and slammed shut. how was i supposed to know what to do without him there to make me do things all of a sudden? #that took nearly a decade to learn dammit #personal

[transmonstera]

you can add your experience to the tags of something and people will really think you're telling people that's what they should always do huh anyway

#i would rather disclose my disability and what i cant do as well as my transness in the interview so they can be shitty on the sly #and Not hire me #than not tell them and try and hide it until i Have to tell them and am then forced into a hostile work environment which Has also happened #i stand by sometimes you can just be honest about employment gaps especially if its some shit like retail they do not care #it really is not that deep and you dont need to @ me and screenshot and write five paragraphs about how its bad advice #if you think that wont work for you simply dont do ot #also while i said i got the job offer the next day i had to ask a week in to lower my contract and i could only get that approved because i #had told them im autistic #soooo idk idk idk whatever what do i know im just a person with experiences that might differ to others and for some reason got put on blast #many such cases i guess

[asmallcafethatslove]

Walked at least 20k these past 3 days and my legs are dead 😭

#other than that… the weather was v nice for the past 2 days #but I got super cranky at the end of the day cause my feet hurts and I got v little sleep too #t’was a good trip and I have a job interview next week #again. I’m a little socially drained & I love and appreciate my friends

[xfindingtrouble]

I haven't had much time for Stuff or a things this past week but I would love to invade some inboxes. So like this & I'll do precisely that!

#ooc. #inbox call. #i want to send memes but never know when that's Okay #also the job interview went really well I'll know tomorrow or the next day if i got it #but I've been on power savings mode bcs i have Too Much going on #itll settle after this weekend though i dont really have any plans outside of ( hopefully ) working

[slav-every-day]

#you guys remember those tumblr posts that were/are like #just found $100 from the pouch of an opossum! #reblog for money possum! #well anyways #you know that interview I had a few Slavs ago? #I got the job! #interact with this post any way you like #and get good luck for your next 3 life cycles #slav #slav every day #voltron

[fingertipsmp3]

One thing about me is I will buy myself treats I literally do not deserve because I didn’t do anything whatsoever

#so you know that job interview i had today? yeah i cancelled it #i looked at reviews for the company and they had legit HORRIBLE reviews on both glassdoor and indeed #and so many of them and so recent that i was like. i can’t discount this #plus the fact that i don’t even really want to work in this field… like why would i do this to myself #scheduled to work 10 days in a row; back to back 12-15 hour shifts #for MINIMUM WAGE are you actually shitting me. i think the fuck not #you know what my last job was? making coffee. you know what i got paid? 50p an hour above minimum wage. you know what my shifts were? #4-8 hours. you know how many days i worked in a week? 4-5. you know how many breaks i got? lots #i rest my fucking case #(breaks were unpaid lol and i didn’t get much holiday or sick pay but you can’t have everything!) #i also saw like… management is rude; disorganised; disrespectful etc and i was like okay. that’s not going to go well #i mean there is something very wrong with me so i’d more than likely end up being about thrice as rude to management. but still #anyway. the treats! i ordered myself a new leather jacket because idk i don’t care about my credit score i guess #i also bought a lot of chocolate. like a lot a lot. they didn’t have my favourite ice cream so i compensated #by raiding the christmas display and also buying sweets and cookies and aero bars and THEN i noticed they had chocolate yoghurt on offer #so i obviously had to buy those. i did also buy the necessities #well i didn’t buy cheese but honestly i was too bamboozled by the display and the fact that they only had mild cheddar and light cheddar #and lightER cheddar which? 🧐 just buy milk at that point man #so basically if you need me i think i am going to eat haribos and play my game #there will be other job interviews. i literally have one next week. the one today was just not it #personal

[tvonq]

hhhhh ohgmfoggg go mfog gyeskjglhehgejrkshgdflgd kl might blow up

#just got a call saying i got accepted to this job (i did the interview for it last week) #but today i did an interview for another job but they wont give me a call back until next week #and i kinda dont even wanna do job1 but i have to let them know by tomorrow #and i dont wanna accept job1 because imagine if i do get job2 (the one i actually want) and then i have to drop out like the third day in #thats just awkward for everyone #but what if i dont get job2....then ive just lost out on a job opportunity .. #i mean i wont be THAT sad cuz i kinda dont wanna do it in the first place but everyone around me is liek 'get a job blah blah' u know ther e #the rest* #as in i dont like the sound of job1 #i dont even remember applying to it ngl it was like last month and i was just applying to everything #idk what to do man....i think...i think i might call back tomorrow saying i cant do it #🦀 #i wanna be a graphic designer anyway idk why im stressing over this it wont be my life work

[madmadmilk]

feeling an unsettling bout of despair and jarringly out of sync this evening, all while the sun shines and clouds pour rain outside my window. at least the sky is pink.

#i'm like happy with life in general but when i start to think too far ahead i'm like frustrated and stressed hahahahha #i'm whispering this so don't tell anyone ok??? #but my bf is job hunting and he's gotten so many interviews and he's doing so well but these damn places keep looking past him #and our apartment lease is ending soon so i'm like what if we bought a house ha ha #but also what if we got married and had a wedding #but wait i want him to propose to me #but also wait we don't have money saved up how do people save up money #and it's just a cycle that i know will come in time because we work hard and love each other and want this together but i'm also just stres #that it's not happening like tomorrow lol #so anyway i'm just spiralling but nothing is dire #but also we need to find someone to dogsit for us for like 5 days next weekend and htne like 2 days the next #i'm tired lol but at least my covid symptoms are gone #cheers lol good luck to everyone and i hope all your dreams come true #personal #madmadmilk #in the tags #poetry

[telesilla]

It’s weirdly stressful to be in another room while your spouse is having a job interview.

#it’s like…there is nothing i can do #last night we discussed the provided questions #but that’s all i’ve got #this is just the prelim #the next stage for this one #is a day long campus interview #i can help a little more with that #by doing the driving and making hotel arrangements #this is one of the two coastal jobs #the bay area one as opposed to the rural one #either would be amazing