#i genuinely cant wait for next year

[dreamaboutwhathappens]

what a year the past seven months have been

#random thoughts with grace #my edits #taylor swift #tayvis #joever #funny #guys.....this may be my best ever post #i have spent so many hours making this #i started last week and then had to keep adding shit to the end flsjkdsklf #also shoutout to everyone who is in this as well as everyone who isnt #you're all the funniest people i've ever met #thank you for the wackiest year in all of swiftdom #i genuinely cant wait for next year

[vitamin-zeeth]

experiencing fhjy while currently being in the equivalent of junior year is so. Yeah that's what it's like that's how school treats you that's how I'm feeling RIGHT NOW. I love how perfectly accurate it is and I also hate it so much because they don't deserve to go through this shit

#like fuck man #im currently fucking struggling through school clawing my way to exams so i can stop dealing with all this bullshit and have a life #and i cannot WAIT until its over cause next years gonna be the chillest #but fuckin hell man some of these moments #adaine struggling cause the school just won't provide the resources she needs. fabian dealing with a 150% workload + ecs. #kristen being genuinely gifted but finding the paperwork so awful that her grades are plummeting. #gorgug being told he cant do what he wants to do because they want to keep him focusing on the path he chose when he was 14. #riz trying to keep his friends together because if they separate he doesnt know what hed do #ough #kristen especially is resonating with me HARD her entire energy is so fucking relatable rn #its giving burnout its giving tired undiagnosed teenager its giving doesnt know wtf theyre doing #shes strongly considering dropping out but then looking back and going FUUUCK I KNOW I GOTTA JUST PUSH THROUGH #shes hating the work its making enjoying the subject harder shes needing a break and nobodys willing to give her one #shes so me this year actually. realest ever I'll defend her til i DIE #d20 #fhjy

[pigeonrocks]

finally. the art recap

#mystuff!! #NOT TAGGING ALL OF THESE!!!!! BUT THE IMPROVEMENT!!!!! #my rendering has genuinely gotten so much better #i will NOT cry over this years art recap im NTO. its just RAINING okay #all of these were done in ibis paint x except may. #thanks everypony. cant wait for next year.

[silenthillbunni]

📖🖊❄️

#journal dump bc i have too much on my mind #1) i HATE my neighbors. theres never one quiet moment. they stomp around and slam cabinets all the time it feels like #2) ​i've been reading more recently even if concentration's hard bc of noise. but i also feel like there r too many books i wanna read #but yeah. too little time. so instead i cant settle on a book and kinda dont even read as much as i want to. a stupid problem really #3) it's crazy to say but i wish i had a part time job. sitting at home 24/7 for 5/6 years has been SO terrible for me. #everything feels meaningless. every day is the exact same. im not LIVING. im rotting away and all my issues get worse. im also so fkn bored #and i dont wanna sit at home and do assignments (even if thats what i technically should be doing) #i want a job to go to which takes me away from home + gives me money #then i can come home and sit and rot and ENJOY it. bc now my lazy time is only smth negative and bad for me :/ #ofc i hate the mere thought of having some soul sucking utterly pointless job and our capitalist society is a slave hellhole. but.. as it is #im not even able to enjoy ANY of my time bc all my time feels bad. plus im only getting poorer and poorer so i cant afford to buy anything #4) im so fkn bored and going crazy from eating the exact same food every single day for the third month now. im sick of it #everything tastes so bland and disgusting. it's genuinely making me depressed 😭 i wanna eat REAL food. im so tired bc no nutrition :(( #i cant do anything except wait for my appt w the doctor next week and hope they put me on a waiting list for surgery.. but ong im sick of it #5) i miss my sisters :/ we live in the same apartment but its like i've completely ceased to exist to them #except when they need to be passive aggressive to me. lol. i miss them. but they just dont wanna talk to me :/ #but tbh. most of all... i just want my health issue to be over so my body can function normally again. #i can face anything in life if i can come home to a cup of coffee nd some chocolate ^-^ <333

[colorful-horses]

this doll sucks

#sorry to be negative on main. #but she sucks #genuinely such a boring doll with one of the ugliest stands ive ever seen #one outfit with the same silhoette weve seen a million times before and they want 80 dollars for her? give me a break rainbow high #i dont even think shes a bad doll on her own. like if they released this doll a year ago id be like yeah ok #80 dollars is still too high a price point but at least back then she would have been more unique #but releasing this doll now feels like a joke #i cant wait for the prom line to come out next year where all of the dolls are wearing mermaid dresses with high ponytails #its gonna be groundbreaking #not art #sorry i had to be mad about this doll somewhere because like. what on earth were they thinking

[cosmicrhetoric]

this is how you lose the time war was one of those books where it is really really not what i go for generally (prose wise) and if i hadn't read it in one sitting during a bout of insomnia im not sure if i would've made it through. that being said its probably one of the only "romances" that had me genuinely choked up at times anyway reread when

#went into it like sorry i prefer my epistolary novels to be dry and boring whats all this killing and dying for each other nonsense #i do think i need to reread it cause its like were you choked up cause it was good or cause you hadnt slept in 30 hours #i remember getting to 'i am your echo' and being like okay. im going to throw up. #reading that thing in bed on my kindle app two inches from my face like a process is occuring 2 me............ #this is how you lose the time war #wait this is so funny bc this book stayed with me for years but during a separate bout of insomnia last year i tried the same thing with #the lesbian homestuck necromancy books and i was NOT having it. well i was until i woke up next and then i was like why cant i remember #a SINGLE thing that happened in that #kinda gave up on that series i did genuinely like the first book i think but maybe the rest of it isnt for me. maybe i just liked that there #was a butch protagonist i got to read about. once i made certain connections re: homestuck it took the shine off things #she didnt HAVE to give the main character aviators. thats all im saying.

[lunarcry]

(four hours later) this is why its so funny to me. normal fenrir vs who r u

#stardust speaking ! #post. fenrir #if u told past me i wouldve gotten more grbl fenrirs i wouldve SAVED THE SETTINGS #the jumpscare i had when they gave loki a genuine looking smile sprite #fenrir next? in five years? #me who was asking for loki & mika with fenrir and GOT NESS...I DIDNT EVEN DARE DREAM OF THAT..... #rmbr last update when i thought ok we'll ease into it ig since its been a long wait #and then 1) otherworld lore in ur face 2) ness & society talk in ur face #i wanna do some fen stuff but my hearts still so heavy that writing is just....more difficult than it usually is #actually ive been wanting to start a new stardew randomizer file but i RLY cant rn so i have farming sims in the back of my mind #as per usual

[sol-flo]

i was so caught up in my disgust at the idea of working 8 hours at the office and spending 40+ minutes on commute that i'm only now realizing i can't take the same buses to and from the office. i'm gonna throw up

#i wanna quit fr #like. ok i have a strict policy against any sort of decision while on my period because i always always fuck it up instantly #but this makes me genuinely anxious. i dont like taking the bus alone at all and i specially dont like the idea of two separate routes #comprised of two buses each #i can go by train but thats the stupid route. i have a friend who walks to the station that i could probably go with but its stupid #walking 40 minutes at 8 in the morning just to get to the next leg of the journey... thats a joker origin story #ive a feeling of a burnout just waiting to happen #eight hours man. ten with commute. i barely work six at home bc i just cant do it. to get paid like i am? #i genuinely think im better off with a 'i work from home or dont work at all' ultimatum #god i really hate work i dont think ill be able to. keep going like this for 40+ years yknow #i AM just whiny and bitchy and lazy and anxious about being seen as a young woman alone but im also right

[haemosexuality]

these past few days i have been uncharacteristically. emotionally open. w my friend and it has me thinking about how truly for all of my life i just did not expect anything from anyone

#like since i was a kid i just accepted in my head that all the ''friends'' id have were ppl who either were just putting up w me (probably #bc they had no one else and i was like. what was available) or ppl who cared ab me yeah but i was still their second or third choice #and i was just like. yeah ok. i can survive w that. like consciously i made the choice to hang out w people i knew didnt really like me #bc it was better than not having anyone to talk to #did it hurt any less when those ppl eventually stopped talking to me or i learned theyve been talking about how annoying i am to others? #no it didnt. bc i still cared about Them and had Them as my first choice. but i just thought. thats just how it is. im jist not really #likeable. so ill take what i can get #when i was like 7 or 8. i had one friend at school. and she had like some issues at home or smth idk but sometimes she would just start. #treating me badly or just ignoring me for months at a time. and its not like it deeply traumatized me or anything i honestly didmt remember #this fact until like last year but the thing is that i just. accepted it. i was just like yeah ok for half of the year or so my only friend #will act like she hates me and ill have no one to talk to. thats fine. ill just wait until next year when she likes me again. at age 7. and #now im just like what the fuck man why did i just accept that as my life. through all my childhood and then with other friends in my teen #years why did i never not once try to do better for myself. yknow? #when i was 11 and in another school my best friend suddenly started not talking to me. after a month or so of this i decided to invite her #to my house to play like we had done so several times before and she just looked at me like she was confused i was talking to her at all #and said ''why?''. and i was just like. ok. thats that i guess. genuinely why did i just accept these things #and like yeah i have friends that i feel Get me now and one i love just so much and i can tell loves me back but theyre online. i dont talk #to anyone irl. i dont know how. and im happy im so happy but im also scared that im just doomed to be extremely lonely forever irl #because i am legit just not likeable. not to be a weird a weirdo but yeah im just too different from ur average person my age i cant #connect with them in any way. and i also dont know how to talk to people or make friends or to find people that are like me. ill just #not have anyone forever #i guess #especially bc now i dont hate myself enough to hang out with people i dont like so like. i dont even have that as an option skdbskdjks #Every friend i ever made happened bc the other person reached out to me first and insisted on it. all the friendships that stuck were the #gay autistic/adhd weirdonerds who can relate to my hyperfixations and dont expect me to act Normal™. idk how to find the former group irl #and have never once iniciated a friendship. my fate is to be someone who has online friends only and exclusively #and dont even get me STARTED on the topic of having a girlfriend someday- #anyways. certified magnus archives moment

[gummees]

college is genuinely such a stressful period of life. living in a shoebox with most likely a roommate and no private bathroom. moving in various levels about every four months. you're expected to be on top of schoolwork and a job and still have a social life. check your email. what the fuck

#i cant wait to just live in a house with a kitchen where all my cooking supplies go and a bathroom #and genuinely like. a placd to exist in that isnt very small #common areas aint it if its not really a community and just ppl living next to each other #which the past couple years bc of covid it has been the latter

[vitamin-zeeth]

I'm on exam leave atm and it's soo telling that even tho I'm literally a week away from my first exam this is the best I've felt the whole school year. Like yeah I have a ton of revision to do but also I just made brownies yesterday. Like I just went "I wanna make brownies" and I did. I can just fuckin do that now. This is amazing.

#i hate going into school :( #hate me a regular timetable :( #cant wait til next year #thats not sarcastic im genuinely looking forward to it cause this is the year my exams really matter #next year im taking 2 classes that actually have exams and (hopefully) 2 that dont #and the rest of my time im just gonna spend working on my college application #me this year with my english history biology drama and art higher exams plus my music qualification that doesnt get an exam :(((( #me next year with my music higher exam my english advanced higher exam my sound production college course #and my no exam theatre tech qualification that im hopefully doing in an actual theatre and not just in my school :)))) #my music teacher said she's trying to get me a program to do a tech theatre qualification at big theatre in town #but that she wants me to take higher music in return cause she knew i was on the fence and i said miss u r a legend ofc i will #love her shes absolutely stone cold and she gets shit done she got me that program with the fringe shes epic #wet floor sign

[that-one-loz-nerd]

JUST WATCHED SPIDER VERSE AND IT WAS SO GOOD BUT I DIDN'T KNOW IT ENDED ON A CLIFFHANGER NOOO

#i cant wait for the next one #i genuinely didnt know it ended on a cliffhanger lmao #still its absolutely incredible #new year's in about 50 mins so great start to the new year :D

[extratragic]

me (a kansas girlie who just wants to see a stars playoff game & is willing to drive 8 hours) vs my dad (an old asshole who tries to shut down any source of happiness in my life)

a constant battle 🙃

#personal #like. to fly to dallas w my mom & get 2 tickets & a hotel room & including uber #it’s like 1600 lmfao #so! my idea was to cut out the flight & just drive there bc both of us have made the drive before #so save myself like $950 #& probs not even get a hotel room bc i work the next morning (@11) so we’d need to leave by like 2am #but here comes my dad! telling my mom no! and bitching about everything until she ofc listens to him! #jfc ik everyone is always like ‘nooo wait as long as you can before moving out!!!’ #but i CANT #the next two years are literally going to be the hardest two years ever #i’m so so so so tired of this man. genuinely #wow this turned into a rant lmfao #delete later

[sharlsworld]

⋆⭒˚.⋆ i heard - ʟɴ4 ☆

✿ lando norris x influencer!reader (everyone gasped)

✿ lando norris has a crush on a certain influencer and his friends are on a mission to help him get the girl

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yn

📍los angeles, california

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yn sun kissed 🌞

landonorris first

landonorris 😍😍😍

⤷ maxfewtrell 3 heart eyes??

flowers444yn what tf is lando norris doing in my gf’s comments?

lando.norizz he’s never beating the norizz allegations

alexandrasaintmleux let me take you out on my boat girl 🤤

⤷ charles_leclerc You mean my boat?

⤷ alexandrasaintmleux go away

⤷ yn i’ll be waiting 😉

zendaya Simply stunning 🤩

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jacobelordi 😍

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hearts4lando how do the wags know her?

⤷ ynsource she’s been invited to a few races by ferrari and mercedes so the wags must’ve introduced themselves there

judebellingham Beautiful 😍

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⤷ yn 🥰

⤷ landowantsrizz STOP POOR LANDO CANT EVEN GET A LIKE 😭

lilymhe damn girl let me wife you up 🤤

⤷ yn please do 😫

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yn

📍monaco

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yn monaco will always have my heart

landonorris first

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landonorris can i have it next?

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alexandrasaintmleux need your hair 😍😫

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gigihadid i miss you gorgeous 💓

⤷ yn i miss you more 💘

francisca.cgomes why not the picture of you double cheeked up? 🤤🤤

⤷ yn kika 😭😭 please

pierregasly can i have my shirt that i did not know was missing until now back?

⤷ francisca.cgomes no she wears it better

⤷ pierregasly wow ok then.

michaelbjordan 😍

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⤷ yn everyone SHUT UP IM GLITCHING

⤷ landolovesyn poor lando 😭😭

landonorris please just give me one chance

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⤷ yn 😭😭

⤷ landonorris i’ll take that as a maybe 🥰

carlossainz55 I would like to apologize for lando’s behavior

⤷ yn nothing to apologize for, it’s cute

⤷ landonorris 🤩🥺🥰🤤😫😍😎🥳😱

⤷ charles_leclerc Don’t mind him, he doesn’t interact with women much…

⤷ yn i could tell

⤷ landonorris 😕😞🖤💔😖😪😢😣😔

⤷ oscarpiastri He’s genuinely tweaking rn

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landonorris

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landonorris 🩷💜🤍💙🩵❤️

yn who’s all those hearts for?

⤷ landonorrris you. only you. always you.

charles_leclerc Lando looking for y/n

oscarpiastri Lando wondering where y/n is

alex_albon lando wondering what y/n is doing

alexandrasaintmleux lando thinking how to get y/n’s attention

georgerussell63 Lando thinking of y/n

carlossainz55 Lando thinking about all the gifts he’s could buy for y/n

lilymhe lando wondering how y/n slept

francisca.cgomes lando thinking of ways to impress y/n

maxfewtrell Lando wondering if y/n thinks he’s cool

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yn

📍 somewhere in monaco

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yn party of 1

landonorris first

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landonorris can i make it a party of 2? :)

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⤷ yn i wouldn’t mind ;)

charles_leclerc I heard lando norris saved a family of 6 from a house fire the other day

⤷ alexandrasaintmleux yeah i heard he also saved the family’s 3 dogs too

carlossainz55 Lando norris bought me a new custom ferrari yesterday

maxverstappen1 Shoutout to my boy lando norris for letting me win all those races your a real one mate

alex_albon I heard lando norris tipped 700 dollars for a 10 dollar coffee last week

oscarpiastri I heard lando norris bought 1000 dollars worth of food for a homeless shelter in Miami last year

⤷ georgerussell63 I heard he also donated a bunch of clothes to

lilymhe i heard lando norris payed for everyone’s meals at a restaurant last month

⤷ carmenmmundt Yeah I heard he does that all the time

⤷ francisca.cgomes i heard he gave 1 million to a small business today

danielricciardo Lando norris actually bought me my house

lewishamilton Lando norris bought my dog a thousand dollar blinged out collar

donatella_versace Donatella VERSACE💜

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landonorris replied to your story

first 😁

yn as always honey

carlossainz55 replied to your story

does that party of 2 include a certain brit?

yn i don’t know who your referring to 🤔

lilymhe replied to your story

that bitch stole my girl

yn like you weren’t helping him 😭

carmenmmundt replied to your story

My little girl is growing up on me 😓

yn omg shut up 😭

francisca.cgomes replied to your story

that muppet better treat my girl right

yn don’t worry kika he will

alexandrasaintmleux replied to your story

ask him to buy you red bottoms i bet he will without thinking about it

yn stop he probably would 😭😭

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yn replied to your story

you’re so cute

landonorris your the cutest 😉

you’re*

landonorris i’m sorry. you’re the cutest*

charles_leclerc replied to your story

Your welcome, I started that whole thing

landonorris thank you mate it’s very much appreciated

pierregasly replied to your story

Don’t trip mate

landonorris to late. i knocked on the door to her apartment and she invited me inside cause she was looking for her earrings and i tripped walking inside. and i did not catch myself in time.

your supposed to have fast reflexes mate 😭

landonorris yeah all that went out the window when i seen her

alexandrasaintmleux replied to your story

you better not let her touch any door handle, pull out her chair, hold her hand, give her your coat, and don’t let her peak at the bill

landonorris i wouldn’t dream of it

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yn

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yn i heard he ended world hunger or something?

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landonorris sum slight yk

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landonorris your so yummy baby 😍

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charles_leclerc Once again, your welcome

⤷ yn no thank you

lilymhe damn does he not know how to keep his hands to himself?

⤷ landonorris you wouldn’t be able to if she was yours

francisca.cgomes i could treat you better

⤷ yn come over 😏

⤷ francisca.cgomes omw baby

⤷ landonorris oh!

⤷ pierregasly you get used to it

⤷ alex_albon over time you’ll just start to ignore it

⤷ charles_leclerc At a certain point you’ll have a good chuckle about it

⤷ georgerussell63 You learn to live with it

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landonorris i like when it’s you & i

yn first

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yn 🤍🤍🤍

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yn i like it too honey

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carlossainz55 You did it cabrón 🥳

⤷ landonorris i manifested this shit

lilymhe cutest 😍 y/n not lando.

⤷ landonorris hatin for what 🤣🤣

danielricciardo Lando norris did it

⤷ charles_leclerc He got the girl

⤷ arthur_leclerc crazy son of a bitch

alex_albon bro beat the norizz allegations

⤷ georgerussell63 I guess it’s time to retire lando norizz 😞

alexandrasaintmleux she was mine first.

⤷ landonorris and now she’s all mine 🤤

maxverstappen1 This calls for celebration!

⤷ pierregasly to the club!

oscarpiastri I already can’t stand you two

francisca.cgomes she curved michael b jordan and jude bellingham for a white guy…

⤷ landonorris stay mad 🥱

mclaren Welcome to family y/n! 🧡

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#lando norris #f1 smau #lando norris smau #lando norris x reader #lando norris fluff #lando norris imagine #lando norris smut #formula 1 #f1 imagine

[nature-played-a-trick-on-me]

jeugdzorg is cursed. so cursed. why.

#so depressing. it just doesnt work and it fucked me uppp personally and im not even like one of the worst cases #like how does all this even happen?! #like somehow i could be abused at home for yearssssss until i was depressed and worse and then I HAD TO MAKE THE CALL #to get out of my parents' house. MY CALL!!! #and then grouphome staff recreated the abuse for like 3.5 years until i had good mentors + we realised i had trauma. #its so weird that no one fucking realised i had trauma which was causing me to behave the way i did. #turns out i have only lost my shit once or twice since having my own personal front door (for 1 yr now!). yknow. instead of every WEEK #and i just cannot belIEVE that when i was living at home? that therapist? just completely ignored that SA IN FRONT OF HER OFFICE. #what the fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk #like that genuinely did me in. oh my god. that did it for me. i was miserable already but that killed me. #imagine my fucking surprise when metoo happened a few years later #and now im almost 21 and back in school and somewhat functioning ish #but i feel so alien and lost so much of the time. #not to be that person but it's strange to hear someone complain about mummy making a dish they didnt like #when my childhood was like. being locked up in my room and being hit and screamed at and spat on and being banned from the house #everything being done to make me miserable to make me act out so i could be punished again #and im supposed to be normalllll about it all lmao #sometimes i can but sometimes i cant. like what the FUCK was that #genuinely it was some cruelly effective torture program and now im here and an adult and im still waiting for someone to punish me #and like all the fucking THERAPY for next to nothing. what the fuckkkkkk was up with that #and then I MYSELF had figured out it was trauma and got therapy and was sent home to deal with it myself 'bc it's not the right time' #broooooooooooooo #im lost as fuck! #i want to start therapy again but like im someone is gonna stir in my skull only to send me home then id rather not be stirred at all

[fianllyclean]

Hey, bestie!

Maria, @taylorsmygirl13 and I both collectively feel like vomitting because we can’t believe that the tour is:

A. ACTUALLY HAPPENING.

B. IT IS ?! SO SOON?!

We have missed you so so so so so much. I think that everyone can collectively agree that when we left our final show on the rep tour that we didn’t think we would go the number of days it has been since we would next see each other. Almost 5 years, one pandemic, 2 degrees, 5 birthdays, 4 records, a bunch of happy times, a bunch of sad times, moving cross country, and new friends later, here we are about to embark on this new journey of tour!!!! I’m collectively just here to say how freaking much I am so thankful to be able to have tickets to the 2 shows that I was able to get. But most importantly that Maria and I are actually living a dream that we talked about for almost a decade. Being at opening Night! We are hecking excited to let all these emotions of the last 5 years out together and share this night with you, T. Maria and I became besties (I mean look at our prom pics in 2016 Lol, because of you.) She has taught me so much and led me toward some of my greatest accomplishments while always encouraging me to constantly keep pushing. I genuinely can’t wait for you to experience her radiant happiness that she emits into any room that she walks into, because every human deserves it. When you realize that she has been there on your side since 2006, at the age of 8 and is now 25. Wow what a journey and special relationship that is. She’s been there for every release day; midnight music video release, traveling hours for tour, spreading your message with her tiny students, and thanks to you, grown into the most successful and beautiful lady I know.

So excited to see you opening weekend at the Glendale shows!!!!

Glendale Night #1: Section C, Row 13, Seat 1.

Glendale Night #2: Section 129, Row 30, Seat 9.

Thank you for giving us a reason to see the desert 🏜️ 🌵, we wouldn’t go the middle of no where for no one else :)

We are so so so so so mega excited to see you and I want nothing more but for you and Maria to squeeze each other and share all these years of memories in conversation.

P.S. Tell Mer and Liv to not worry, I’m bringing Temptations for them and a special “nice to meet you” gift for Benji. 🐱🐈

WE CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU FRIDAY ☘️🇮🇪AND SATURDAY🪩🤠

@taylorswift @taylornation

#GlendaleTSTheErasTour #TSTheErasTour #SupportingOurGirl