#i feel so broken

[daphnix]

everything’s too much to handle i’ll never be anything in life. i’ll always live in anguish and despair

#everything feels so hopeless rn #so empty #i cant do anything #i feel so broken #my insides are rotten im nothing #vent

[poguniversity]

I'm sorry i'm fat. I'm sorry i'm ugly. I'm sorry i can't fit into stylish clothes anymore. I'm sorry i don't make a lot of money and have a spending problem. I'm sorry i have 10 billion mental issues and health problems. I'm sorry i can't maintain a clean space. I'm fucking sorry

#goddddddd i fucking hate myself rn man. i feel like i've never felt so bad about myself #and i don't even put in the work to make any of those things better. i'm a complacent lazy slob. #i feel so broken #meanwhile there are people who are perfectly thin and beautiful and wear beautiful clothes and i'm over here just crying my eyes out #i want to be like them so bad #personal #pog text #will i ever feel normal and good about myself?

[polycatyl]

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#voice of reason #back at square one #i feel so broken

[hauntingcryptids]

I just watched season 2 of Good Omens and I now hate everything!!! 😭😭😭

#ghost's posts #whyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!! #really?!??????? #i did not need this #why can’t things just be happy #fuck!!! #i feel so broken

[tumbld-out-of-my-bed]

Emotional scars?

Did you mean: Good Omens S2?

#guys idk how to recover from this #I AM SOBBING #why would you do this to us #after such a wonderful build up #how could you #this is what betrayal feels like #good omens #gos2 #good omens season 2 #i can't tag the ship #i feel so broken #gos2 spoilers #good omens spoilers

[lalalychee]

i would give anything to not be disabled anymore

#my heart is in shambles right now #i am so tired of not being able to navigate my own home #i try so hard to be like.. positive and empowering about this disability shit but today i cannot be that person #i just got surgery yesterday and hopefully within the next few weeks will be doing much better #but even that is temporary #and in the meantime my home is not wheelchair accessible so i have to just. suffer in tremendous pain walking up and down stairs when i can #barely even stand #i feel so broken #i feel so so so broken #and i was too stupid to not take today off work #so im just. sobbing at my desk in pain and i don't think i even have the attendance points to spare to call in anyway #disability tag

[cowboylikedean]

I almost never feel ashamed of my disabilities. there are three symptoms I feel really bad about

general inattention - everything to do with it makes me feel like the worst

GI stuff - i literally cannot control my bowels

Sleep - i hate it. it doesn!t work!! i can't do it right, it takes forever, it fucking hurts, i always wake up feeling like shit, it's bad actually

#personal #i feel so broken

[roboraindrop]

I am struggling so hard today

#im hurting so bad. it doesnt feel like this will ever end. #i need a friend #i need something to hold on to. #i feel so broken #rain complains #vent

[basedhoya]

i am dreaming of a past that does not exist anymore

#moments like these makes me miss the good moments with you even more #i feel so broken #it’s like okay think what u want of me and whatever but like idk #it’s so frustrating you’ve known me since birth and yet u still misunderstand me so much #how did a faceless stranger understand me better than you #saara rambles #journal #i feel sick #i am sick #but I feel like #emotionally sick #lol #hope ur doing okay #hope at least on ur end things are going well

[boyghcst]

tryna push myself exhausts me and sends me into a breakdown bc i can’t keep up but doing nothing also exhausts me and makes me feel useless… :) :) :)

#like what r u supposed to do #I wish I could work #I can’t even volunteer bc I’m too anxious to leave my flat and get anxious outside and social anxiety #I can’t study bc it’s too much to handle #I feel so broken #journal

[fidel-guevara]

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#i don't know what do do with myself :/ #i feel so broken #i crave love and tenderness #and intimacy #and someone who actually fucking cares

[saucynadles]

found out about atsushi’s death and i’m not ok

#saucy shush #death tw #god. fuck #this is like the first ‘celebrity’ death i’ve actually cared about and i don’t know how to process it #i wanted to see him live at some point #i feel so broken

[cursedcadaver]

I just want to call my bestie and tell him how badly I fucked up and have him comfort me, but he's busy and I can't even talk to him.

I just want to call my bestie and talk to her about it all, but I can't, she's busy and has enough to deal with.

I can't talk to anyone. there's no one.

I feel more alone than I did before. the shame and guilt are eating me alive on top of feeling like shit.

#i feel so broken #and it so fucking hot and thats making me feel worse #i can't even cry anymore

[gavinstrick]

i just really need to get drunk and cry and lay in bed all day

#i feel so broken

[uncanny-tranny]

Amatonormativity has destroyed so many people's understanding and acceptance of themselves, and it's heartbreaking.

Yes, it is normal to be in your 20s, 30s, or older and not have lost your virginity, had a first kiss, or a partner. It is normal to say that you aren't ready for those things, too! It is normal if your life doesn't follow the "college graduate -> engagement -> buying a home -> 2.5 kids and a dog" trajectory that so many people have idealized.

So many people associate maturity with losing your virginity, or having a first kiss, or a serious relationship, and I think that's a dangerous association. Maturity isn't gained through those things, and you don't have to have those experiences to be considered "mature" or "grown." It is not a bad thing to go at your pace. Nobody else can live your life but you. If you end up having those experiences, that's great! But it should be done because you want to experience them, not because you feel "broken" and "immature" without them.

#amatonormativity #ask to tag (genuine) #i honestly *wish* conversations like this were things i was exposed to when i was younger... #...maybe then i'd've felt less of a need to surpress my aromanticism and asexuality... #...the feeling of brokenness still trails behind me sometimes because so many of us are taught that this all WILL happen... #...we WILL fall in love. we WILL have a nuclear family. we WILL be satisfied with this... #...and that this is the IDEAL for cishet patriarchal structures... #...and that /any/ deviation to the SLIGHTEST degree is that fault of the *individual*. who WOULDN'T want this life? #there's this idea like i said that maturity is gained as you almost... adhere to expectations... #...and that's genuinely dangerous to associate maturity with that and i hope you can fill in those gaps because it can get dark fast

[nocek]

Is it a stupid idea? Yes. Did I have to go overboard and animate it? No.

But I had to and I'm not sorry ;P

#peter b parker #spiderman #mayday parker #miguel o'hara #spiderman 2099 #miles morales #spiderverse #across the spiderverse #atsv #tbh i notice that i have this group of fave characters that really fall under category of #i need to wrap them in nice fuzzy blanket and give them a hot cocoa #and miguel kinda pings my blanket and cocoa senses #but more like in an impending doom sense? #like he is going to get his ass kicked so much in the next movie #beyond is so going to be like you like this broken man? #hold my beer we can break him some more #i can just feel it in my bones #because for right now he pings my need to spray him with a water like a naughty cat he is an then hold him in air jail till he calms down #which objectively is a bad idea #unless you are this sunshine idiot spiderman that i love #and here is long story long why this comic happened :B