#i feel like a child

[anj-does-stuff]

Here I am, throwing in a sketch request! Im going to toss this out there… maybe some straw hat stealing Nico Robin :)?

Classic Robin, stealin' hats and hearts

#i'll do a coloured version i swear to you #i just really wanted to fuck around with screentones #i feel like a child #nico robin #robin one piece #opfanart #op fanart #op robin #one piece #one piece fanart #one piece fan art #anj draws

[zedif-y]

they should invent asking for affection that doesn't make you shrivel up in shame

#ryan's screaming #euehwidjsjdjsjdj #i Want my best friend to be affectionate with me . i want him to #but like #i feel like a child #clinging to my emotional support bestie #dkdjdkdjdk #jesussssss

[loveourfuture-c]

I’m 27!!!!

#3 years away from 30. that’s insane #I feel like a child

[defleppardfan1]

My mum isn’t home so she can’t stop me listening to Def Leppard whilst I study

#I feel like a child #but in her defence I get very distracted #def leppard

[starsonmarsy]

letting myself be autistic in public since i have support

#it's weird being vulnerable like this #i feel like a child #i hope he isn't annoyed #i don't have to force myself to do things #mars.txt

[pageofheartdj]

It feels like I am wasting life, but I don't know what else am I supposed to do.

I feel… content where I am. Sure more money would be great, but with the amount of actual work I am doing it could have been worse. I am not seeking second job to fix it, I need lots of me time to not go crazy.

It's just that my every day goes the same. I don't hate it, but I grow wary that my life will just fly by as if I never actually lived it… But I can't come up with anything I would want to change or add.

I don't seek partner nor do I believe I can get along with anyone. So it stays in my dreams only.

I do not want children, I don't have enough patience and energy. I already have a pet to make me less lonely..

I don't like going outside, so no traveling or walks or cinema. I don't care for most material possessions, so no shopping.

My life feels dull and empty and monotone, yet there is nothing I would want to do to help with it. Nothing feels like something I would geniunely want.

All I have is my show obsessions when they come. That's all I spend my time on. Daydreaming, listening music, rewatching, reading fics, seeking art, discussing. I enjoy it. But that's all I have. All day, every day.

Am I this lazy to search for a way to help myself? Or am I just this passive. Something feels missing, but nothing actually fits to fill the hole. So I just keep existing like that.

I am at loss.

#but I am also scared of change #because it cant go better #so it wil be worse #I want to preserve my current for eternity #I dont know how I will be with my mom gone #we have rocky relationships but she is only constant in my life #I feel like a child #completely unequicked and utterly alone #I want time to stop #there will be nothing better than it is now #but worse things will come anyway #I hate living #I hate this fear and pain #none of it is worth it #people say that time after death and before birth are the same #maybe when you are in those moments #but I am here now I am alive #I did not have anything before #I will lose everything after #the experience to perceive from present makes difference

[gorefetishizer]

So my brain just makes me live the most horrible vile things while i sleep and i'm just suposed to. Fall asleep again?

#i cant even like. tell pol about them cuz i think ill sound like a perverted serial killer in the making #ppl* #i cant get it out of my head ibcsnt i cantm #ughh #what the fuck #just why #why would it come up with that #and they are so. sensory #i could feel like the texture of things like the temperature changes even small thing like breath #thus one had only like #one irrstional jump in time/situation #the rest was. continued #it just felt so real #it FELT i still have the sensation on my body #fuck #im so tired i want to sleep #but im like actually scared #i feel like a child

[lungsmp3]

gonna b honest with u guys i'm putting off going to sleep bc i've had horrible nightmares all week :/

#i feel like a child

[karda]

work is going alright👍 i feel like all the questions i ask are stupid even tho i know they arent and i walked to taco bell for lunch n sweated to death but besides that im fine

#theres a few people my age that work here #have only talkednto one girl besides my managers n stuff though #i feel like a child #even though im perceived as an adult<- i think #idk i feel awkward and silly even though thats literally expected bc ive never had a job before #idk

[httpshujii]

RAYYYYYY MY BABY STOP YOUR TAGS ON THE TSUKI FIC I'M CRYING

Most of my stuff has dialogue because I can't describe even to save my own life 😭😭😭😭

I'm so happy you liked it I swear, I'm giggling, kicking my feet, rolling on my bed

NO COZ I CANT WRITE DIALOGUE TO SAVE MY LIFE-

Istg I loved it sm

Def one of my faves :))

#I feel like a child #Nat makes me wanna die sometimes #She's so nice and for what? #No one deserves her istg #[ʚ ₊˚ ʏᴇꜱ ʙᴀʙʏ? ࿐ྂ]

[forbidden-sleuth]

How I want to look:

Vs how I feel:

#I feel like a child #undercover sona #undercover's art

[dirtyferretsowo]

i fucking hate by body why is it is so much pain from just using the hover I'm crying from using a hover. wtf is wrong with me.

#i just want the pain to stop #i feel like a child #i hate this #undiagnosed chronic pain

[my-shit-post]

I have finally got my old Wii to work and now I’ve been playing skylanders for the past week. I feel like I’m 6 again that just came home form school for the weekend.

#shitpost #skylanders #adhd things #nastalgia #autistic things #i feel like a child #the hyperfixation is still going strong

[collapsedinluv]

You know you're fucked when instead of fantasising about making out or whatever you start fantasizing about making him cute little drinks, keeping in mind he's lactose intolerant and trying to look up alternatives for stuff in the recipe he can't have...

#a bit too specific #i feel like a child #thoughts #:3

[just-one-more-starx]

ITS SNOWING!!!!!

FIRST SNOW OVTHE SEASON

#arson's senior year series #i feel like a child

[mrpenguinpants]

Oh you bastard, belated happy birthday! I hope you had a nice day at least!!

Also shuddup, I'm the aunt here *jabbing finger to your chest* ME, THE AUNT

And my goodness, I hope your last year would be easy for you! Here's a funky tip, don't think about the aftermath, you should focus on the shit you're dealing with right now because the present is essential to your future. Save yourself the sanity drain and tackle things one at a time and as they go, alright? Take it easy, but take it.

Also I did not make myself clear but my license is for psychometrician haha the exam is in like half a year so I'll be reviewing for a long while

- Exiled

Me looking at my hands and brain because I might be hallucinating because I swore I replied to this. I typed out a response, hit post, and now it's here. Judging me in my inbox. I'm loosing it slowly, school is killing me.

But thank you!! This is my belated thank you ;-; but yesyes I'm sorry. I had the biggest whiplash reading this post again (aside from the fact I thought I replied) because I read over my pinned post and the anon family. Saw you there as the aunt that breaks in once a month and now I'm reading it here again.

Honestly, I'm taking that advice to heart. I was wondering where my sudden, don't think don't panic everything will be okay, came from. I have you to thank so once again, thank you for looking out for me, ily

#exiled #psychometrician ??? that sounds fucking fancy af #and really cool #look guys our aunt is really cool ;-; #i feel like a child #i see big word that sounds like its science #ah yes you must be in NASA #super duper big mwah #lovely anon #anon ask