#i feel a lot about this story my dudes

[prof-peach]

I got to say, I love your take on Pokémon legend Arceus so far. You certainly didn't pull your punches with that one! The game alone has a bunch of potential for angst, and I can't wait to see what you cook. Anyways, remember to stretch and stay hydrated and as always, Have a good day prof!

I'm doing a more adult take, seeing as a lot of fans arent kids anymore! Im glad youre liking it, the themes will be more complex and mature in nature, but i hope to still weave in pokemon facts in every chapter, even if theyre in passing comments, seeing as Peach is babysitting the PC (Rei) who doesnt know as much, its an opportunity for her to teach, even if its somewhat reluctant at the start. I am finally free of ridiculous deadlines and stress, the planning for chapter 2 is finished, and i can start to refine and change up camera angles, shot layouts and the flow of this all. Sadly i am going to be seperated from my tablet for a month or two max so i'll be working slow, but as soon as my move across the world is done, ill be reunited with my tablet and can smash out pages! Im not going to lie, im frustrated about the wait, its ready to go and i cant get stuck in haha! But so be it, i have to accept i cant do comic work for a short while and then get stuck in on nothing else that end. I feel awful with the delays, I want to bring you all this story! It reveals a lot of peachs past, who she is, her family, and expands on the pokemon world, shows so much more to species often overlooked, and makes an ok game the base for (hopefully) a compelling story about someone who gets broken down so far, and built back twice as strong.

I struggle to not gush about it all the time to be honest with you! hahaha it's my precious passion project, and ive poured years into the planning of this, to hand it out freely and hope others enjoy as much as i have. I hope i dont let you all down!

#i feel a lot about this story my dudes #ooc

[tradingjack]

These were the concept pages I drew for my original writer in the @vashwoodbigbang event! Unfortunately they have disappeared on me 😅 and also bc god hates me I guess, the day I was supposed to post these, yesterday, saw me dealing with first a wifi outage and then a whole electricity outage so. That was fun lmao

Details about the drawings below since. I don't know if my writer will ever post the story, unfortunately 😔

So this was originally coined as a stardust au! I believe it was primarily based on the movie that came out in the 2000s (?), though I believe my writer was familiar with both the movie and the book it was based on. Honestly, it doesn't pull much at all from the story itself, just the general concepts of stars.

In this version, Vash is a star, and he decides to try and find his long-lost siblings (Knives and Tessla). In his search, he comes across a planet he hasn't visited before, and while he's descending to it, he's shot down by something mysterious that causes him rather permanent injury (not new; I believe he'd already lost his arm previously and he has all his scarring from travels to previous planets, this specific technology is just new to him).

He manages to crawl some distance from the resulting crater and is rescued by the odd pair of anthropologist Milly and journalist Meryl, who are tracking fallen stars on their planet in order to research them. Vash is horrified to learn that stars on this planet are rather brutally searched for and used for their power, so he tries his best to keep his real identity as a star secret.

In the next town, he learns about Star Cultists, who are the leading experts on stars. Our dear Wolfwood is one of them, and though he's a priest under the head of Chapel, he seems pretty jaded about the whole thing. He also spends some time poking fun at their visitor Vash when he stumbles on the doorstep of the church.

Unbeknownst to all, Chapel is the one who shot Vash down, and he suspects Vash is his target. When Vash, Milly, and Meryl skip town, Wolfwood is ordered to tag along with them against his will, and he begrudgingly forces himself into the group with his usual grace lol.

Through some shenanigans, including an interesting fight with Livio/Razlo who is a martyr (a human who ate at least part of a star and became consumed by it), the group all grows closer to each other. Naturally, Wolfwood and Vash hit it off with their usual ideology clashing and homoerotic team fighting. The tension comes to a head when both of the boys are drunk and attempting to stumble somewhere after getting kicked out of the bar, and with the help of liquid courage, Wolfwood admits to Vash that he's what's known as a "Star Eater:" a human that has consumed part of a star, and by some genetic luck, isn't consumed by it and instead gains some superhuman abilities so long as the magical tattoo (i forget what it's called off the top of my head fuck) that forms around the presenting star isn't broken.

Vash is understandably horrified. Wolfwood is confused by Vash's rejection bc he isn't aware Vash is a star; he's under the impression Vash is just some very talented guy Chapel really wants to feed a star shard in the hopes he becomes part of their superhuman cult.

Vash sobers up and manages to drag a very drunk and eepy Wolfwood to their hotel.

The next day is the turning point; the star cultists, including Chapel, catch up to them and confront Vash. Wolfwood has to learn very quickly that he'd been Wrong and Vash, in his panic, flies to where it feels most safe; the city's Star (storage area?? Idk). He ends up cornered there and, in his panic, accidentally goes nuclear trying to escape and blows up half the city in a column of flame. While he's barreling across the desert in an attempt to get away, he's trapped by a net the star cultists set up, made of the same shit used to shoot him down at the start, and he can't escape it on his own.

Luckily he's found by Wolfwood first, who's decided he owes it to Vash to try and fix his fuck up, and using his superhuman healing, he manages to free Vash. Both are exhausted and ultimately rescued by LR, who's been tailing them.

Tbh my memory's kinda foggy... my writer only managed to share up to that first LR fight, so I don't remember exactly what's supposed to happen between here and the fight at the orphanage?? I remember Vash somehow finds out what happened to his siblings (a hella long time ago, Tessla was consumed by the people of the planet and Knives, in his rage, fuckin just annihilated everything, turning it into a desert planet, and has been laying dormant for the most part since then) and also we learn that martyrs gain better control of themselves, and the crystal growth consuming them stops, when in proximity to enough additional star power. Vash, as a star himself, allows LR to easily think as they did before they ate a star shard when in close enough proximity.

Anyway, fight for the orphanage, Vash shows up in time to see Wolfwood getting his shit rocked and his magical tattoo (I'm so annoyed I can't remember what it's called. My mind is supplying sharingan and i know that aint it) shattered by Chapel, who accomplishes this by running Wolfwood through with his cane. Vash, believing Wolfwood's dead (bc like. Lmao it's pretty hard to live getting impaled, like, fully), loses his temper and basically obliterates Chapel. He moves on from Wolfwood's body to try and dismantle the entire Star church so Wolfwood's orphanage can stay safe. In this process, he confronts a Doctor Conrad, who was behind the whole thing, the remains of Tessla, and somehow Knives?? I think Knives, sensing Vash's anguish, just tried to fuckin nuke everyone, and Vash stops that. I feel like Knives dies in this process somehow... I think it was by saving Vash from something Conrad made??

By the end of it, Vash is wounded and exhausted, and ends up being saved by Milly and Meryl, I think.

When he recovers, it's to find he's lost his ability to leave the planet; while still functionally a star, his power has greatly diminished, his hair is black, and he can't even hide his wings anymore. Last I knew, my writer was actually merciful and let Wolfwood live! Albeit as a martyr (thus the wolf form with the uncontrolled star shard bursting out of the hole in his chest you can see on Wolfwood's page lol). Luckily he's got Vash around, so he gets to keep his mind, if not his human form.

With Knives dead and the star cultists mostly dispersed and no longer able to fuck with the planet, the story ends with our characters getting to experience rainfall on the planet for the first time in centuries.

.......

I like the story :P I imagine it'd be a lot better written out in actual novel form by the person who'd actually thought it up than my shitass, too-long summary lol.

Honestly my writer was communicating up until like, a month ago?? And then they just.... disappeared :/ which is weird bc I checked with my mod for this event (shout out to mod sana, @pushclouds, you're an amazing mod and I appreciate the heck out of you) and they submitted literally every check-in. Honestly I'm more worried for them than anything, if anyone knows what happened to @lohikaar I'd appreciate anything you can tell me. I hope they'll publish this story whenever they can, I'd still love to read it in its entirety.

Additional shout-out to @priellan for beta-ing the story they shared with us, and for overall being a super supportive team member :D

Also they did assign me a pinch hitter writer since we have no idea wtf happened to my original writer, so I'll be doing more drawings :D priellan agreed to beta for them too, which I'm super happy about! And thanks again to mod sana for your hard work and arranging that so quickly!

An admittedly strange first big bang experience, but I don't think it was overall bad, and I'm excited to work on more stuff with my new writer :D if you read this far goddamn. Thanks lol. See you again for sure on January 1st! (I'll try to post other shit between then and now hopefully)

#vashwood big bang #my art #stardust au #man im. idk. it really feels like the universe was against me on this one but fuck the universe I'll do what i want #i deserve to make silly little drawings of queer silly little guys. i think ive earned that this year. good god #anywayyy will be making more #and fr like. if aster does see this im not angry! im not even really disappointed i know shit happens #really i'd just like assurance that you're alive and well at this point 😅 #feel like we've been through some real scary stuff this year #trigun #fanart #primarily based off trimax tbh #still plugged a lot of christianity into this one dont worry #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #werewolf??? ig????? it's not technically a werewolf but also shit dude i was looking up werewolves as references so #vash x wolfwood #ik there's really none in the drawings but that was a focal point of the story #which the concept pages are about

[todayisafridaynight]

do u think mines feelings are reciprocated? idk from how they handled mine and daigos relationship in y3 it felt as if they were hinting that they had some under the radar relationship going on or smtging

im not sure really. i do think daigo loved mine though, at the very least cherished him immensely.

#snap chats #hang on im rambling about rggo for the ninety millionth time #cause i was gonna initially say 'i dont think his feelings were as intense as mine's but he did love him' #but then i remember daigo shilled out a billion and got shot Day Five into knowing the dude #that could just be daigo's character and he's just. Ride Or Die like that for ANYONE close to him #he was happy to give shinada all the money he lost even though the two were mostly just schoolmates #which is. The Funniest thing to me still but anyway #but isn't mine like that too? the circumstances are different of course though .. #theres the angle that its as exactly daigo says: the tojo are his family and he wants to protect them #but then that bar fuckery ...... everything homosexual happens at that bar i stg #im crying now cause first theres the obvious You Single line #but then the bartender fuckin snitchin on daigo to mine bein all #'oh yeah no daigo talks about you a lot and says youre one of the most reliable guys in the tojo #and he's afraid you're not being yourself around him and he hopes your relationship with money is ok' LKE YOU SNITCH #i still think of daigo calling mine 'stupid' at the end of that story though. lke girl .... girl i know why yu sayin that ... #my sons pissed mine threw himself away thinkin he wasnt worthy to daigo when it was the exact opposite .. #im gonnna thrw up now bye

[arcaneyouth]

having a chronic illness/disability and also having medical trauma is a bitch for obvious reasons but also like. being part of the disabled community n stuff. like yeah i want to show my love and support for disabled people and i dont want to be uncomfortable when they talk about their experiences. if they talk about specific experiences i will stop breathing while the panic hits me like many bricks

#negative #sorta kinda #a lot of disability posts are like 'if you are uncomfortable with (disability stuff) you need to reexamine yourself and #learn to live with it' and these posts are true and i do have biases i gotta be aware of #but theres also stuff i just cant become comfortable with. ive tried. ive been trying for a decade #it is simultaneously true that i should be allowed to avoid my triggers and that other disabled people shouldnt have to be aware that #im triggered by them existing #i dont feel bad about that i just feel bad that i am apart of this community too but theres spaces i just cant be in #its the same kind of thing with like. so you'll never find me putting my ocs in a medical setting #i could potentially do it since i know exactly what triggers me and what doesnt but its easier to just avoid it in my stories #but the thing about my chronic illness is its. an invisible illness #and a lot of the things i could bring up for my readers to understand they have My Illness are. things that trigger me #and again. i have tried so hard to be more comfortable with these triggers #its not happening. it is likely i will panic about this stuff the rest of my life #so now theres a disconnect between me and my ocs that are like me because i cant make them like me without freaking out #its just. man what the hell. #my disability that gave me medical trauma is preventing me from participating in disabled spaces i want to be part of #what the fuck dude

[tlcartist]

Not to sound like an anti intellectual or anything but the constant philosophical analysis of media is exhausting after a certain point. And this is coming from someone who enjoys media analysis.

Like, yes we live in a capitalist hellscape. Yes we’re constantly being marketed to. Yes nearly every piece of media you see is meant to sell you a ✨product✨ and yes that sucks ass. HOWEVER, I think it’s absolutely possible to understand that and still want to engage with that piece of media regardless. I don’t necessarily think knowing all of that removes all value from it or even that it means it can’t have artistic merit.

“This piece of media is promoting a brand or product” and “I still think it has an interesting story to tell” are thoughts that can coexist. They aren’t mutually exclusive.

We should absolutely continue critiquing media. We should continue working to ensure that original stories get produced and promoted to larger audiences, especially those told by marginalized voices. But imma be real with you, sometimes I get tired. Sometimes I need a temporary break and escapism via “superficial” media. Sometimes I just want to have fun for a bit. And yes there are no apolitical actions in society and yes my ability to engage with this type of media at all comes from a place of privilege. But goddamnit sometimes I just want to watch the Barbie movie or wear makeup or watch dumb anime and it doesn’t always have to be that deep.

#media analysis #I’m tired y’all #saw a post going off about how the Barbie movie is just a commercial for Mattel and like?? #sure I agree with that to an extent but also jfc sometimes I just want to turn off my brain and watch a silly pink movie #have you ever been around someone who constantly feels the need to analyze everything around them and always find the deeper meaning in it? #it’s fuckin exhausting dude #and low key kind of a depressing way to live #there’s beauty and worthwhile stories in even the most mainstream media #because at the end of the day that media is made by individual people who put their hearts into it #not to be that guy but sometimes u gotta let people enjoy things #and fr I do agree with a lot of the points that post made but to straight up call it a commercial feels misguided

[hmsmilkbone]

honestly. I don't really have a lot of interest in jjk anymore, which is super frustrating as the story foundation is really interesting. I have my favorite characters, and I'm not really interested in reading beyond this point.

As a whole, I'm not a huge fan of dropping stories just because they don't go the way you want. In general I personally try not to do this, but stories where the author clearly hates the material or the audience so much they're willing to destroy the story to do so are not enjoyable. I really don't think gege even really likes writing jjk anymore.

There may be some change that I hear about months from now where something worked out one way or the other, but in general I feel like this story is not going to resolve in a way that feels like reading it was a worthwhile experience. And like, for good OR bad. Not every story has a happy ending, but this is really not particularly interesting and I don't feel the need to continue a story where the writer isn't even interested in what happens or how it advances anything outside of their personal pettiness. Feels very much like grr Martin. All the meaningless death and abuse without any real redeeming qualities.

I'm trying to remind myself that not every author wants to be a storyteller. Not every story is good. It's ok to read stories that aren't the best simply because you want to see where it goes, but gege isn't superior in some way, and i dont 'trust that he's cooking'. Even if the story turns around in an interesting or strategic way, I really am not particularly impressed. Ordinarily I would stay along for the ride, but I can't bring myself to care about something even the author doesn't care about. :/

#jjk spoilers #idk i really just dont have any expectations anymore #i love reading books apart from manga and ive had to put down a few because they felt like this #and i have almost always found that in the end my perception of the author and their story was accurate #it makes me sad seeing this unfold in this way #but the shibuya arc which is apparently the least ljked arc in the series #is stretching on forever and people arent enjoying it #anecdotally ive seen a lot of people drop the series #and eventually its just gojng to be all the grimdark losers who unironically love shit like this #it just feels very much like a story for men who hate people #it feels like all the weirdos who made the joker their personality and all the dudes who cant breathe without talking about fight club #or like.. say shit about how the liberals are ruining media like thats the kind of person i see talking about jjk most of the time now #using slurs and not even having intelligent conversations about what's happening #the conversation is usually 'sukuna mid no cap' 'are you stupid gojo is mid stop copium' #and that exchange is repeated over and over like. you have nothing else to add at this point? #i mean i know its primarily bc honestly there really isnt any depth to the story beyond that but my god #what an insufferable way to write or receive a story #and honestly!! i really dont feel like jjk fits into a kids story category at this point #so i do actually feel ljke it is reasonable to expect better writing #not that stories aimed toward kids are bad but one piece is a good example of a story geared more towards children or young adults #adults CAN enjoy it but oda intentionally does not make the story so upsetting that kids cant read it and feel reflected in the events #but jjk is very very different and i think the drop in the quality of writing is reflected in the growing toxicity of the fanbase #anyways.. if you read jjk & youre feeling upset its ok to step away and check in once a month when you can mentally / emotionally prepare #i had to enforce a no read/watch accountability pact with my friends because it was making their depression worse again #no story is worth your health. gege does not give a flying fuck about you. you need to take care of yourself. #im just enjoying my sandbox with the characters and when the story is over ill check back in #theres no right way to experience the story but if its not healthy for you #you wont miss anything by unplugging #and you may find that you really dont want to get back into it when you read it again to check on the story every once in a while #jjk 237

[akashicpoint]

I hate when people discredit NMH's story because it's more on the comedic side.

#which again #i guess youre just playing the game with your eyes/ears closed? #Yea yea I get it #it looks like he jerks off when he recharges his beam katana/and he's a dude that says moe and all that funny stuff #Im back to ranting btw #I would say this would also apply to FSR because it's light hearted as well #but the 25 fans of fsr all get that I feel #But also tbf its not like people pay attention to serious stories either #Im writing in the tags so i dont just make this a long post #Im exploding you with my mind if you say this btw!! things can be funny and still have good themes/story beats!! #I just have a lot to say about it #Maybe it's because I dealt with smth similar during Drakengard 3/Nier automata #dom.txt

[dazzlerazz]

ALSO CRICK!!!!!!!!!!!! <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

#razz plays ot2 #here's a party update too: #I swapped out party leader for temenos #I love ochette but like #idk how to explain this #I'm transmasc but I played as girls a lot in games as a kid because I felt like I needed to #after figuring myself out I started playing as dudes #running around using the party head makes me feel like I'm playing as that character #I felt vaguely uncomfortable and I didn't know why until I started switching party members around and then it hit me #again I have nothing against ochette or any of the other girl characters #my ass is just super dysphoric #nothing related to my team 2 so far is permanent so I'm kinda hesitant to say anything #because I feel like I would feel obligated to keep it if I said anything #but idk #I started working on temie's story because I know you're excited about it appie #ochette's story really intrigues me tho so I intend to do hers just as fast

[cuideag]

deeply annoyed at the grip dragon's dogma 2 has on me. is this what i have been missing this whole time. how are there so many goblins everywhere. where are the kissable men.

#talking to myself #i've been doing the elder scrolls thing where i am just doing sidequests and stuff #but i genuinely am curious about the main story... #also i love just snooping around everywhere. there is fog of war on my map and i wanna snoop!!! #i also kind of love how dumb the 'romance' system is??? #my arisen (homosexual) extremely bewildered at how quickly these two women in particular have been coming on to him #there is one kind of cute elf guy that comes around sometimes and blushes whenever he talks to him #and so does his main pawn he he he #zoning out on the ox carts thinking about the ethics of kissing a man who might be compelled to just. let you. uh oh! #also i've been enjoying exploring a lot especially after recruiting a new pawn cause sometimes they'll be like yoooo you missed this cave #and it will have junk in it but it is still fun and feels cool adding new markers to the map #anyway it is dumb in ways i am enjoying and maybe sometimes soon i will beat it #also getting repeatedly called out on recruiting dudes and a pawn being like yo is the arisen...........? will never stop being funny to me #especially with how defensive my main pawn gets about it LMAO

[crowyobroyo]

I like horror and gore and gross scary weird stuff but at the same time I can't even handle it anyway </3 would I let my partner drink my blood vampire style? absolutely. did I pass out when I pricked my finger and squeezed out a few drops? yes.

#i love meat but sometimes i can't even stand to eat it anyway?? #like sometimes fuckin chicken is? like fuckin icks me for whatever reason. can't even finish a breast #i don't often enjoy meat on the rarer side even #spooky stories and ahit work on me i get freaked out #graphic descriptions and even sometimes just mentions of like gore or just smth specific internal body thing make me feel weird or even - #-queasy a lot of the time #I've tried leg of lamb before and it relatively consistently straight up makes me gag? #eating smth like heart feels weird too #i scare easily irl. multiple times someone has walked by me in broad daylight and said hi and it made me jump just bc i was looking away #i like? have some sort of mental barrier preventing me from even being violent or breaking things? even when I'm mad and want to? #yeah theoretically i could punch a hole in the wall but even if i really want to i dont think i could #90% sure i wouldn't even like bruise my knuckles or anything #like idk man i wanna be more of a freak but I'm like too fucking normal as default #like dude! this fucking sucks! let me be normal about even slightly abnormal things please! what fuck! #crow talking #horror #werewolf #blood #vampire #fuckin hell man

[no1ryomafan]

Thought about how given I’ve written so much for getter and rotate enough in my brain I could make hypothetical “how to write this characters” post if those even exists until I remember the factors of:

<the status of the tags doesn’t warrant a lot of writers as is and the only person to ask me this was a irl <I don’t wanna be gatekeepy even if I wouldn’t put my bias into it <who the fuck would it really be about besides ryoma and maybe hayato bc honest to god just grasping the team dynamic of the getter will make you be able to understand each individual pilot <I doubt myself I even write 100% in character despite what I’m told 💀

#meg text #getter robo #fanfic rambles #this came about because I’m so particularly picky about how ryoma is portrayed and while I haven’t seen many awful interpretations #my brain loves to imagine scenarios where someone writes him quirky and I feel myself die inside #for awhile I hated how SRW wrote him but on reflection he’s good! just armas plot never being adapted is a off put #like it’s nice they show him not being just a angry dude because they be more flanderize but it’s weird that it’s ARMA #(even if yeah he has more then four friends this time but it’s still weird) #as for hayato i remembered I thought I had no grasp of his character until I realized “wait I write him not repressing” #*pokes mr Jin with a stick* if canon won’t explore all your emotions I WILL #but these two fucks aside while everyone has their own depth yeah its- just a matter of team dynamics #like obvs go and arc team aren’t copy n paste of OG but they fall under similar traits and intended parallels #the only character I remember I struggled to write for a bit was arma!go but the key thing is to make him not speak a lot #which depending on your story it’s nice to have a weird quiet dude in the flow of a giant conversation 💀 #but for characters like- Michiru who isn’t new?? Go crazy #flesh her out however the fuck

[darudedogestorm]

brand new warrior cats headcanon time. if dead cats fade when the living forget them i think it would be cool if they changed appearances based on the clans' general cognition of them. like for example thunderstar. thunderstar during life is still a pretty huge cat but then he dies and slowly he appears larger, maybe more intimidating or more noble - depending on who's looking at him of course - until at some point it seems to the living he's the most impossibly giant cat to have ever lived (until they meet the sisters but that's a different story).

you could do this with dark forest cats also. tigerstar dies and sure there are still cats who knew him while he was living, but he starts to attain nursery-myth legend and his ghost begins to distort. his stripes are that much more distinct, his teeth and claws seem to get bigger and sharper, the wound on his stomach opens up wider and wider, etc etc. the potential for character design is huge.

#partially inspired by the retelling myths in The Road to Immortality (one of if not The best wc fangame of all time btw. required reading.) #where the story of the original series up to arc 4 has just warped so much it's basically a different story #if you wanted to go above and beyond you could also have it be that the precise details vary depending on who is observing the spirit #i have the image in my mind of firepaw somehow seeing thunderstar (dream sequence? moonstone?) and thunder is like towering over him #kinda intimidatingly. not outwardly mean but firepaw is like Dude you're nice but you're kinda freaking me out #but then later on as fireheart/star comes to feel more Part of thunderclan and idk learns more about thunder himself thunderstar reappears #and he's firestar sized although maybe not firestar shaped. this sounded and looked a lot better in my head oh well #warrior cats #low pitched finite woofing

[biteapple]

unfortunately now want to make an Amnesia Rebirth amv

#people hated Tasi which i dont understand she is one of the only protagonists who have had like interesting motivation #right under Justine who i also really loved #i think her motivation is morally grey and also potentially destroys the world in some aspect #she is faced with an impossible choice from an otherworldly somebody of whom everyone was manipulated by and of whom blames her for it #i feel like all the dude protagonists in Amnesia are very much like. silent protagonist-anyones. of whom i also love in a special way #but Justine and Tasi feel like okay im playing as a fleshed out character. these people feel more like people #potentially in part of Tasi having extensive dialogue and relationships that get explored and unveiled in the game #i dont know if thats really fair to Daniel though. thinking about it a lot of his personhood and story is intentionally hidden #due to the. Amnesia. BUT... unlike Justine and Tasi i feel like its more tell-dont-show and if you dont like pick up notes scattered around #you won't know why he's doing what he's doing. but Tasi shows you why throughout the story #but again i haven't played the oriignal Amnesia in a looooong time. and dont even ask about A Machine for Pigs that is nuked from my memory #i was very wrong when i said The Bunker is the only game that rivals the original. i think Rebirth is a better game in a lot of aspects #but i will admit i think the Bunker is a lot Funner of a game. i think its more like a playground i like replaying and fucking around in #whereas if i replayed through Rebirth again it would be like. a loooong time from now

[bat-the-misfit]

nowadays Juliana has finally married Clara and they have one dog and one cat. Clara had a son from her first marriage but he's already an adult so Juliana doesn't really see him around. it's pretty much only them and their pets.

i can see Ju working at some business taking care of data and lots of papers (she's def the type who likes organizing the business' finances and this kind of stuff). meanwhile Clara def gives me hairdresser vibes. that's the only career i see her following lol.

Tadeu definitely works in some technology company in the middle of São Paulo, has two teen/tween kids and is probably fatter than he could never get when he was young which is a miracle to him.

#both Clara and Tadeu married people they didn't love #Clara liked the guy but he wasn't Juliana #she couldn't marry her at that time and Juliana wanted to keep “appearances” #so they separated :( #somewhere between 2005-2009 they met again #and the rest is story :) #Tadeu married his first girlfriend Rosana #whom he never loved but HETERONORMATIVITY got him #you can bet their marriage wasn't good but surprisingly it lasted a lot and they're still friends #and Tadeu's kids love him so much like they're obsessed with spending their time at his house #Juliana and Tadeu obviously never stopped being friends but adult life got them to meet each other less often #i almost gave out a spoiler on this post lmao #the chances of one of my future readers to see this post is one in one million but STILL DUDE I CAN'T RISK THE FUTURE OF MY BOOK #“Bat will you please shut up?” no bc i finally feel like thinking about my book again which is a miracle #jk lol i'm gonna check out on my cats bye #tio morcego tá tagarela

[mars-ipan]

man. strangers you don’t know but have heard stories about are wild

#marzi speaks #my brother has 3 roommates right #i’ve never met any of ‘em #but i’ve heard stories about them and they’ve heard stories about me #they all have a solid case of young adult man syndrome. aka casual bigotry and self hatred that they’re hopefully working through #and i am an incredibly queer person with radical values #so they think i’m crazy. and i want to meet them So Badly #bc 1. i don’t scare a lot of people. i am harmless. i want a power trip #and 2. one of the best ways to teach people to overcome bias is to introduce them to the ‘enemy’ and have them realize they’re actually- #-super chill people who don’t mean any harm #but i just found out. a few hours ago. courtesy of my brother #that one of them has made jokes along the lines of #‘if your sister comes around let me know i’ll defend us’ #and MAKING A HAND MOTION LIKE HE IS HOLDING A METAL PIPE WITH WHICH TO ATTACK ME????? #so now like. NEW FEELINGS #1. holy shit i’m scary enough to this dude to be considered a physical threat??? it is gonna be SO funny when i meet him #2. BRO WHAT THE FUCK????? #like man. my brother’s going thru some self confidence shit so i’m not really mad at him but BRO. DEFEND MY HONOR A LITTLE BIT MAN??? #anyways. i do not think my brother would introduce me to someone who would follow through on that threat #so! i’m still excited to meet them :3 #i might wear my leather jacket + doc martens though. gonna be so queer #maybe bring the army hat as an olive branch lmao. but i’m gonna keep it lighthearted in general

[kaidabakugou]

this next period im gonna get soon is going to wreck me bc i’ve never cried so much over random things like i have this past week lol

#kai.rambles #i usually already get super emotional before my period but this week dude?!?!? #i’ve cried over food #cried over small situations #cried from seeing vids on tiktok of dogs just doing doggy things #alex’s recent fic has popped in and out of my head multiple times at the most inconvenient times and ive cried each time #if you see this pls know that i will go back to your page soon to read the being stuck in the tundra w/ kats one soon- #it’s just i feel im gonna cry again when i read it so im waiting a bit BUT I WILL READ IT I PROMISE 🥹 #anyways ive cried over bkg still being dead but that’s normal at this point #even cried about my new comm last night bc it’s so pretty #where i live we have a lot of macaws flying around and they are very loyal to their partners and will sit on random places calling out to- #their lover so they can find eachother and continue flying together if one stays a little behind #and one did that right outside my window on one of the mango trees and it was so beautiful to see one so close that i also cried when i saw- #them reunite and fly off together :((( #long story short ive been a crybaby all week 🥲