I feel like it is not enough. I am not enough. other boys are tall and muscular and pretty and I am just short and .. when I am looking at the mirror I don't see a girl, I see a boy on there but the others says don't have the exact thoughts on me. a few days ago I was just sitting and suddenly somebody called me a girl. my friends were sitting with them so they probably told them I am a girl? but I am a boy. I am. I look like a boy too, I guess. everyone says I look like a boy but it is not enough. my hair is short like really short. I shaved my hair about one month ago. my clothes? I look like a fifteen year old boy lol. but I am short and my voice is. but I didn't talk. I didn't say anything for them to hear my voice. i want to be enough. what do I need to do seem as a boy? when can I be enough?
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any time the point of assignment is like 'present your original ideas' or 'make people interested in what yr saying as if you were selling a product' my brain shuts off i think i am good at studying but this is horrible and nonsensical to me and college seems to be all about it . feeling deeply unhappy
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Y’all ever just break down crying in your bed for hours for no apparent reason?
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I'm so tired of the body aches and being completely exhausted.
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Today is a really bad pain day
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i feel anxious abput something and my stomach is doing thw thing when im scared or in a public place or before a Rollercoaster and i dont know whyyyyy
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here I am sitting in the bathroom and planning my suicid3 and they are laughing like nothing happened
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i keep fucking up every relationship I have, it doesn't matter whether it's platonic, romantic or familial I always fuck it up somehow and its just a matter of time until I stop talking to those people all together
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