#i dont get spoken to as much anymore

[marighould]

Hey. Not to complain, but. I wanna complain. I deleted the original post, but I strongly dislike the way that fans of a certain cc approach criticism of said cc. (Kind of a rant under the cut)

In my deleted post, I mentioned a pattern of behavior that bothered me, because it came off as disrespectful and alienating to certain ethnic & cultural minority groups that I myself belong to. It wasn't anything super malicious, but it recurred enough that I felt like I needed to express my disappointment. It wasn't meant as hate or a personal attack, and I tried to emphasize that in the post.

Within like, an hour, I had multiple blogs I'd never interacted with writing paragraphs about how I had interpreted the cc's behavior incorrectly and it wasn't fair of me to want the cc to work on that behavior because it didn't come from a place of prejudice. They explained why the cc engaged in that pattern of behavior, but I feel like their reasoning was kind of infantilizing to the cc and sort of missed the point of my post. The replies reaaaally overlooked the main issue of how the behavior came off in favor of centering the cc's feelings and moral character.

I think it's important for fans to be able to discuss discriminatory behavior, because even if the cc themself isn't prejudiced, some actions still come off that way. I know people get up in arms when they think their favorite cc is being "attacked", but it's important to recognize that even the most morally "pure" people are capable of engaging in hurtful behavior.

The responses just really left a bad taste in my mouth. Especially because I saw some posts pop up after that complaining about all the "haters" of that cc. It felt like I pointed out something I found insensitive, and I was essentially told to shut up because that cc isn't racist, so I shouldn't be offended. My criticism was reduced to "hating", which made it easy to dismiss what I had to say. It's really frustrating.

And to be clear, I don't think that the cc in question is racist. I think they're ignorant, but well-meaning. I know I'm not the first POC to have called attention to that particular insensitive behavior from that cc, and I doubt I'll be the last. That alone should be an indicator that it's an issue worth talking about.

#my stuff #also not gonna put many main tags on this one #just fandom specific ones #qsmpblr neg #fandom neg #qsmp fandom neg #qsmptwt neg #qsmpblr crit #fandom critical #qsmp fandom crit #qsmptwt crit #im. just so tired man. #i usually dont even post crit unless it really bothers me #and even then I feel the need to be customer-service levels of nice about it #but tbh. im sick of how much ive seen poc spoken over. it feels like its even worse than usual lately #its part of a larger problem that has kind of had me take a step back from the fandom #dont get me wrong i love the qsmp #but it doesnt feel like as much of a safe outlet for escapism and community anymore

[kimmkitsuragi]

look this will be extremely 2016-core of me to say but. 16 year old me would genuinely cry if she saw dan and phil announcing their gaming channel is back with a video featuring jacksepticeye

#i know their gaming channel was still active in 2016 BUT DO U GET MY POINT???? #im ngl i do not keep up with these guys anymore the last time i actually try to keep up was when they came out #and then i started to not enjoy their recent videos :( so i stopped #hopefully i have enough cringe living inside of me so that i can still watch their gaming videos :3 #once again im ngl even if i dont keep up w these guys anymore they still mean so much to me tbh like....... #it's s hard to explain #above all else; they literally taught me english!!! 😭😭 not even kidding!!!!! #i remember i started watching their videos while i still couldnt really understand english that much sdhfbdfh especially not spoken english #WITH accents mind u #and im 100% serious the moment i realized 'HOLY SHIT i can actually understand spoken english to a good extent rn????' #i was literally watching a dnp video at that exact moment #so yeah dnp literally taught me english. this is only one of the reasons why i care abt them deeply still #let's not get into the more emotional reasons #anyway another thing is sean was THE reason i got into gaming im not even kidding 😭 #i just realized i was so fucking real in middle school. a non-english speaker whose fave youtubers are #3 english-speaking dudes with Hard Accents. hell yeah #i need this exact energy with german rn #anywayyyyy i was also gonna say something else sbhsdbfdbfs im sorry for rambling but #everytime i open up sims 4 my thoughts are always related to dnp gaming channel fr #🗒 #sorry to be cringe or whatever btw #dnp

[dockaspbrak]

what the hell

#ok not to be rude but #i sort of cant handle the depression perhaps anymore like it is unending #i dont understand why god cant just give me theability to reanimate the dead or perhaps just do it himself #i miss the little guy i kind of dont know what to even do #i feel stupid bc i feel like its like....people dont really perhaps i just dont think people are that cool about talking abt grief #esp about pets..like #i feel silly for being so depressed but i also cant perhaps handle it #the self loathing is really hitting a peak this week idk like #where do ie ven go from here is my thought i guess i dont really want to be alive or do anything i just miss him so much #he was so sweet and small #i keep getting served videos about like senior 20 yr old cats being surrendered to shelters and like #im so mad like id do anything to have gotten 2 more years with him wht the fuck are you giving them up for #what the hell #its frustrating because ir eally dont want to be comforted or even spoken to about this im just like mad #mad and bargaining clearly i forget what stages those are #depressed yet pissed off also like what the fuck did he do to deserve this it was so fucking fast #cherish your fucking pets. treasure every fucking day #ugh #maybe ill try a different kind of eating again for awhile tbh lets see what thats like in the new context of living w regan #its hard bc its human nature to criticize and correct i think so its hard to feel like i have the space to do what i want? bc of that.... #idk idk

[melissa-titanium]

GOD therseomuch shit to do i thought id have time today to DO stuff. its the fucking weekend why do ihave to do 2 classes and go outside and literally do something for school . the weekDAYS are always busy i havent had a free moment since i fucking joined

#mel roars #and i forgot to clean cicis fucking litter #like forgot as in for nearly a week #everyone always asks why im never getting another fucking pet THAT is why #because if i cant take care of it then all thats gonna happen is its going to suffer under my care #i have so much fucking due art SO many people messaging me i was LITERALLY going to delete my toyhouse account 2 days ago just to fucking #have a moment of relief #ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD ACTUALLY. this ius normal for so many people to balance their social lives and school and work and shit but i CANT #i cant adhere to a schedule ill lose my fucking mind #i was miserable at my dads but god if it wasnt awesome to Have Free Time #i guess not talking to human beings or going outside for 2 straight years had its Perks #im so fucking sorry to everyone who has to deal with me i am SINCERELY so fucking sorry #i want to do so much stuff with so many people but its always Oh sorry i had to do something :( Sorry i cant do it today Sorry im not free #Sorry sorry sorry SORRY FUCKKKKKKK FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK WHY CANT I ACTUALLY JUST DO SOMETHING WORTHWHILE #ITS ALWAYS APOLOGIES AND YET??? NOTHING EVER CHANGES??????? #and everyone knows this. every single person i have ever spoken to knos im a fucking shit at keeping promises or apologies and it SUCKS it #fucking sucks. can some one take me into their garage and put me down Please #pleas eplease pleasePLEAePLEASAE PLEASE i cant take it anymore fucking help me #i just need SOME one to tell me Directly that i am doing things wrong that im UPSETTING them because i KNOW I AM but i also DONT #unless i recieve it directly from them. god . pleasae. can someone just tell me to shut the fuck up alreasdy

[ankerias]

turns out being at a 8-9 on the mental health pain scale at a like baseline will have “effects” on the “long term”

#wont get as personal here anymore but i am managing and have a treatment contact i am just. tired #i’m sorry if i am taking a very long time to respond to messages again however thank you for being so patient & sweet about it #& if ive read something but have not reacted or replied yet i will soon words are just comically hard right now #seems i am just snail mail of a person for the time being #& i dont think im great at putting it into words either but im very grateful & obscenely lucky to have friends who understand #& know that if were friends and havent spoken in a very long time or very much i still hold you in my thoughts warmly

[fardf150]

ig my problem is that when ppl who ive never spoken to who dont and will never have a reason to refer to me ask my pronouns it feels too much like the "are you a boy or girl" question. like im cool when theyre asking everybody bc they plan on knowing and talking to all of us. but when they approach me and only me and i dont know them it's like Oh youre just uncomfortable with the fact that i confuse you and you need to be able to classify me

#also it's always cis ppl who do this. lol #ik they dont mean it like that and ik they think theyre being Progressive and Accepting #but it makes me feel unsafe. tbh. like theyre jst telling me that they Know #and i need to either out myself or lie and misgender myself #kind of why i dont tell anyone unless weve spoken before and they ask #much more comfortable to have plausable deniability while not rly forcing myself into the closet #i present the way i do for Me not so you can come up and say 'hey youre confusing and weird what should i call you' #like leave me aloneeee #and it's kind of insulting bc im as much a butch girl as i am a trans guy and it feels like i cant rly be that first one anymore?? #like i Am trans but not every percieved girl who isnt feminine is and same with nonmasculine percieved boys #and unless that person tells you they are or someone who knows the person refers to that person that way then you shouldnt assume #idk. like it feels too close to those 'transvestigators.' even with the best intentions why are you looking so close? #like my cis dad actually made a rly good point abt it once #he was @ an orientation when he went back to college and everybody had to write their pronouns on their name tag #and obv he had the whole Old Cis Dude thing of 'im a dude cant u tell' #but also he was like 'why do you need to talk about me. when im talking to you my pronouns are you/yours and i/me' #like yeah!! why ARE you talking about me??? #teachers i kind of get bc sometimes when bringing up a point someone made or saying whos in a group they use the 3rd person #but fucking Stacy sitting behind me in chemistry or some shit doesnt need to know #if u rly need to refer to me idk maybe ask what my name is??? or just say 'that person.' it's not hard. #like this last bit is just a Me thing bc both r technically correct. but id rather have someone assume one way or the other #They'ing me w/o me telling u to when u dont do that to other ppl might as well be outing me w/o us ever speaking #like i dont like being theyed for other reasons and generally i do think it's one of the more respectful options if you dont know someone #but dont!!! only refer to visibly trans/gnc ppl that way!! ur not being nice and depending on the place u cld even be putting us in danger #fred.txt

[beepmeepmeepbeep]

i fucking hate myself i have to gget up in 4 hours

#life is sooo great atm #im continually getting excited abt things just to have them taken away #i was excited abt my alevel results being good bc i was consistently predicted a*a*a and then did much worse than that #i was excited abt being able to drive bc i live in the middle of nowhere and then i failed. im so terrible i will actually never pass #i was excited that i kissed a girl who i thought was pretty and who liked me back and then she ghosted me. havent spoken to her in three #months #i was excited abt seeing my home friendss in a nearby city and goibg clubbing and such and then i found out they dont like me and hhate #having to be around me #i was excited abt my best friend coming to see me but he refused to book train tickets until they were too expensive and now hes not comi #im excited abt Christmas. but im home for 5 weeks and i have at most 5 friends that i can occasionally see (but none who will want to hang #out with me more than once a fortnite) #so like. i dont know why i try #why do i even think i could ever be happy #i have consistently fucked up all my friendships for the past 7+ years #i was really fucking depressed and suicidal and managed to help myself out of that but i still havent managed to find anything other than #very fleeting happiness. #im so tired of this. i really donnt know how or why to deal wifh this anymore #kes' random stuff #honestly if you have advice feel free to give me some. im so hopeless and i really have no one i can talk to about things

[nintala]

I really wish I had more friends I could share my random dabblings in art with

Like I do not know if it's okay to send ppl wips, I don't have this sort of artist connection

- the few people I do send stuff to are usually busy and I get really confused if it's rude to send stuff to them or if it's annoying, a lot of times there is no responses I have no idea of I've done something wrong and I don't know if it's okay to ask them "do you have any thoughts on xyz"

Esp if it's like art I'm happy with...is it self absorbed to want people to look art you make?

a lot of old friends told me my art made them feel bad about their own art so I had to stop sharing things...I just don't understand what to do anymore

And I'm sorry if this isn't okay to talk about or comes off as annoying, I don't wanna force people to like my art or feel they have to interact.

#i do not understand so much and I have no one to talk to about this #so many people do not talk about their interests in the first place I have no idea what they like or dont like to even send them memes #even when it comes to OCs...I cant talk about anything bc the other doesnt talk. I do not understand the bonding aspect of it #sharing my work online has not been going well at all for so long. idk what to do. #a LOT of people only liked me when I was productive. and then get mad when I;m “not so happy anymore” Im told to just keep making art.... #I take breaks and people jsut fully stop checking in it's getting so very confusing #there's so many people who havent spoken to me in years cause I dont do as much art... I just dont understand

[neofelis----nebulosa]

KInda having some issues with something my friend said last night and i want to move past it but cant stop thinking about it

#so basically my friend who ive had since freshman year of hs said something on the phone that really doesnt sit right with me #shes gotten into christianity and she didnt grow up christian but she met some christian friends who have kind of gotten her into it #and she talks about it a lot #i dont know much about the actual church itself but it seems to me like theyre sort of pressuring her into it and dare i say... #...indoctrinating her #like i dont get it she was never particularly religious but now shes getting all serious about this stuff and how she doesnt want to go... #...to hell and wants to get baptized and all that stuff #shes also alluded to this churchs interpretation of scripture as not lgbt friendly #from what shes said it very much gives love the sinner hate the sin vibes #and the issue at hand here is that they believe that conversion is possible and necessary in order to live a life free of sin or something #at least this is what i get from what shes told me #and she was telling me about how people get baptized and say they arent gay anymore and i just said i dont believe that for a second #and she said well its true #and i told her that i believe these people SAY that they arent gay but theres no way they were actually converted its not possible #and explained basically that people can lie about their sexuality and often do out of pressure to perform heterosexuality #but tbh i was kinda thrown off so i dont think i was particularly well spoken in explaining and the examples i gave from my own life didnt. #...really illustrate what i was trying to say and i didnt do a great job of making that connection between my examples and the point i was. #...trying to prove #tbh i didnt think much of it at the time i just kind of moved on but today i cant stop thinking about it #its so frustrating to me how she just takes things at face value and doesnt think to look below the surface #ive been waiting for this whole christianity thing to run its course with her and at one point it seemed like she was done with it but... #...shes gone right back #and now shes telling my about considering becoming baptized and stuff #and how her parents dont approve and all that stuff #and im just like i feel like shes being lost to conservative christian ideology #even though she doesnt seem to recognize it as such #but like idk what to even say or how to confront her #she doesnt even know my sexuality and i dont want to out myself in explaining why these things from the church are harmful to me as her... #...friend #she knows im not straight i came out to her as asexual back in high school

[teruthecreator]

i shouldn’t have come i think

#in neg city #first breakdown of the weekend! likely more to come #i’m just so uncomfortable and anxious i don’t wanna be here i feel like everyone hates me or is mad at me #and i’m just gonna make the celebration worse by being here #my mom tried confronting me in the car and she was like ‘i didn’t do anything wrong idk why ur not talking to me’ #which is clearly like. she’s done no self reflection in the two weeks i haven’t spoken to her #hasn’t thought at all about how much her words hurt and how little she seems to care #and now my sisters mad at me bc i forgot to get my dad a gift when she asked but like i only agreed to do it bc she #literally said she was too busy to. and she was telling me last night if i didn’t wanna do it i should’ve told her #BUT HOW IS SHE EXPECTING ME TO LIKE. SAY TO HER FACE NO BRIANNA I KNOW U JUST SAID UR TOO BUSY TO DO IT BUT I WONT HELP YOU #LIKE THAT WOULDVE ENDED UP AN ARGUMENT ANYWAY!!!! IT WAS A LOSE LOSE SITUATION #BC WHAT THE FUCK DO U EVEN GET MY DAD ANYMORE HE DOESNT DO ANYTHING!!!!!!! #and like i get it i forgot it’s my fault but now i feel like i can’t talk to her and she hates me and i messed everything up #they’re having like a little party for him over at her place and she hasn’t texted me abt what time it starts at all and i’m not going to #ask. honestly i feel like if i go over there i might throw up #i just. i really dont feel i should’ve come. i wanna go home i don’t feel safe i don’t feel comfortable

[claypgeons]

resting mean face | charles leclerc

pairing: charles leclerc x driver!reader

summary: you have a resting mean face, it makes everyone think you hate them.

authors note: i did not know instagram had a limit on how many pictures one could use until now :( comments make my day and really motivated, so they are always appreciated, enjoy :)

liked by 65,736 others!

user1: not ready for the hate this beautiful nerdy girl is about to get from f1 fans 😖

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user2: NO LITERALLYYYYYY

user3: it feels like yesterday i was defending y/n from crazy f2 fans now i have to do it AGAIN ??

user4: i’m confused

user5: let me explain! y/n has an incredible resting mean face. like if you didn’t know you, you would 100% assume she hates you. BUT DONT LET THIS TRICK YOU, she is so incredibly nice.

user5: her face tend to make fans think that’s she’s mean and she just hates everyone, so when ever she moves up on racing, all the new people immediately send her so much hate ?? because they just assume that she’s a bitch 😖

user6: i’m not ready

user7: first year as a y/n fan and i’m ready to go to WAR FOR HER

user8: it’s even worse because she’s shy and won’t speak unless spoken too 😞

user9: they just don’t understand her like we do 😞

user10: i remember people saying y/n was cold hearted?? AND I WAS LIKE WHATTT ??? the woman who stood out in the pouring rain holding umbrellas up for interviewers COLDHEARTED ??

— y/n has posted a new story!

[first day kinda nervous]

user11: y/n pls make sure to smile!

user12: smile !!

user13: hope you have fun !!

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f1gossip: y/n l/n makes her official debut as a ferrari driver today!

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user14: could she look anymore bored ??

user15: maybe she should try smiling

user16: she seems arrogant

user17: it’s happening…y/n protectors get ready

user18: so proud of y/n !!

user19: she looks like she hates it there

— y/n has posted new pictures!

liked by, charles_leclerc, oscarpiastri, danielricardo, and 587,827 others!

yourusername: oh how i love racing

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user20: YOU KILLED IT Y/N

user21: SO PROUD OF YOU ❤️❤️

user22: i’m here to protect my girl

user23: maybe you should try looking a little happier 😁

user24: maybe you should try hanging yourself 😁

user25: y/n as much as i love you..what did you say to make charles so scared 😭

user26: I WAS THERE!! literally all she said was “hello!it’s nice to meet you…” but she did say it with the most emotionless face ever so…

f1gossip: ferrari driver y/n l/n and charles leclerc were caught late last night, thoughts?

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user27: OH

user28: they’re teammates ?? are they not allowed to hang out or what

user29: okay i ship

user30: OH SHES SMILING 😞😞

user31: YES Y/N YOU GO GIRL !!

user32: he went from being scared shitless of her, too making her laugh

user33: that’s MY girl

user34: white man did it in one week 😞

allaboutf1: charles leclerc on his new teammate y/n l/n: “she’s truly a gem. i will admit that i was scared of her at first. but she’s amazing. truly.”

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user34: oh he’s in love, love

user35: yeah he’s gone

user36: it only took y/n two months to get him wrapped around her finger

user37: “i was scared of her at first.” OH WE KNOW. WE COULD TELL.

user38: THAT SHOULD BE ME

user39: ugh just get together already !!

user40: at this point literally just propose

user41: he’s down bad

user42: now let’s see how long it take for them to get together

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[cannibalisticlove]

hiii im darling, on anon bc im 👉👈 so happy i finally managed to find you!! i wonder if you've found my little secret blog yet (if you haven't yet, it's @yan-letters, there's your treat for being so cute) i was waiting for you to go to bed before sending this, hope you don't mind! i definitely didn't forget about you i love how obsessive you are, it's so cute to me i promise!! im the same way, just a little bit more shy about it </3 im a little rough around the edges, im so sorry you had to pick up the pieces!! even though im a little shy and don't talk much, im always checking in on you!! ive got notifications on for you on just about every platform, im always keeping tabs and that's a promise please text me constantly! please be clingy and ask for things!!! im always so low energy i have a hard time start conversations, but i love talking to you so much!! i love you so much!!!!! lots of kisses!!!! (ps: i do deliberately leave things public or "accidentally" send more sensitive info to the server just for you <3) (pps: id also definitely send you pictures of myself just for you to see wink wink)

HI DARLING !!!! :im jumping up and down: hi hi hi hi im glad you found me !!! ive been waiting for you teeheehee and i have !! ive had it for awhile !! ill admit i went looking for it back when it was still supposed to be a secret, i just didnt say anything because i knew i wasnt supposed to have it qvq

i just woke up and seeing this made me squeal and kick my feet im so happy !!! i dont mind picking up the pieces or anything else, id do anything for you my love !! i think your shyness is cute, youre just really cute !!! it makes me wanna squeeze you into a cube half the time and/or just eat you up the other half. i have notifs on for you too !!! i always check your accounts right as i wake up and throughout the day, ive even (slightly) memorized your schedule time wise so im always prepared for when you wake up !!

i love talking to you too !!! i always want to talk to you but i can never think of anything to say, its so unfair !!! im going to resort to just sending you things at this point honestly. but yay !!! i love you so much too !!! im giving you so many kisses !!! now i can stop posting in the tags so all my posts are just for you <33

(also teehee i figured, i soak up everything you post and store it away for later <3 and EEEEEE !!!! PLEASE DO !!!! youre so pretty i love looking at pictures of you it makes me want to explode i always get so flustered, even now while im typing this my heart feels like it might burst just thinking about it !!!)

edit: ill also admit that ive posted things on my main on purpose just for you and your reactions because they always make me giggle (ie. all my posts about my vent and the posts ive made about my ex fp) im so in love with you :giggling and twirling my hair:

#...spoken word #i need an ask box tag... #💜...? #thats your tag :] even though ive been forgetting to put it on most posts AJCKSKXJ #well it WAS your tag before we started dating #i think thats why i dont use it anymore cuz it was back when i was figuring out my crush on you anckskxj #ANYWAY #...ask box #i love you so much !!!! mwah mwah mwah #also you can totally ignore all my hrny posting if you want i AHCKSKXJ #i get like that alot #and very easily... #but yippee !!! darling won my little game of hide and seek !!! #now darling has so much to look through i post on here ALOT #im insane <3

[yourstrullyme]

so it turns out she felt so uncomfortable w me flirting w her but didnt know how to tell me (why didnt she just talk to me? heaven knows) that she talked to my best friend (the friend we have in common) but he wpuldnt tell her anything (god bless him) and so she came to the idea that she should introduce me to some other gay girl she knew so id leave her alone

im so embarrassed dude like, i havent flirted w anyone in so long and this is the response i get the first time i try?? couldnt she just have spoken to me? fuck

jade claymore wouldnt have done this to me now im heartbroken AND fucking ashamed about it fuck

#meegs rambles #dani i really like u #at least now i wont like her much anymore #it feels like inmaturity like #couldbt she just have spoken to me? #but no i had to learn it from my friend #god bless him #this is so embarrassing and i know it shouldnt be but now idk how i will face anyone from that group least of all her like #fuck #i just wanna rewatch willow now and write fanfic #but im still kinda heartbroken and i have a lunch thing w my other friends #and i dont wanna go #this is why i dont flirt w people or try at all most time #i get too attached and hopeful too fast so it innevitably hurts so much more than it should

[willows-peak]

*･ﾟ✧ JJK Character's Fav Positions

tags: multi character x reader, gn! reader, fluff, acute descriptions of cuddling, sfw and nsfw below the cut, the students aren't included in the nsfw portion dw

word count: expected 2.2k

a/n: im struggling with a geto wip so have this for tonight :3c i wonder if u can tell whos my fav to write

⋆｡˚ ♡ spooning: reserved for the clingiest of people, those who wanna feel your warmth no matter what, snuggled tight holding your back to their chest under a blanket and falling asleep to the slow breaths you make in your slumber

nobara: she's a girl with a very busy life, socially and academically, so when she finally gets to come home and relax into you, her back being embraced by you and held snugly to your chest as she sighs in content, she's as happy as can be. especially after a nice warm shower to wash the day's work away, curling up in bed in her jammies and taking a well deserved nap is all she needs. she gets very irritable if (god forbid) she cant be with you for a while

yuuta: he's a very sweet boy, even when sleeping. if u two end up cuddling, you'll somehow always end up being spooned, no matter how you two fell asleep. yuuta claims he has no idea how this happens, but youre starting to doubt him when you fell asleep at the foot of the bed and woke up with a snoring yuuta behind you. though, you dont have it in you to push him away, considering the way he grumbles and reaches out for you until youre back in his arms

getou: while he wasn't the one to initiate being the little spoon, that seems to be the role you gave him when you first started sleeping in the same bed. even while he was relaxed, his back muscles seemed to entrance you enough to want to stare at them while he slept. he wasn't surprised or offended at your reasoning of course, quite the opposite. you were fueling his already huge ego so how could he deny you? now, he'll rest with the feeling of your deft fingers combing through his hair, while your other hand was running across the bumps and crevices of his back.

⋆｡˚ ♡ hugging: for the cuddling enjoyer who also wants to smoosh your face with their chest. legs tangled together, the comforting scent of your shampoo in their nose and their hand gently cupping the back of your head

gojo: speaking of the clingiest man alive. he treats you like a stuffie half the time while you two sleep, hugging you tight to his chest and having your face buried in the crook of his neck while he snoozes away. much like yuuji, the pressure of you against his body helps relax him, but unfortunately for you, that means this 6'3 man squeezing you as tight as possible and stacking on blankets on top of your combined bodies. let's hope you two live somewhere cold

inumaki: he always slept in fetal position before you two started dating, so this was just naturally how you two began cuddling. inumaki either slept at 8 pm sharp or he'd still be awake when you got up in the morning, so who was cuddling who was never consistent. sometimes, inumaki slept with his arm thrown across your hip and his face squished against your side, and others he'd hook his arm around the small of your back and hold you while you slept

⋆｡˚ ♡ head on lap: sometimes you don't wanna go all out with cuddling your partner, and for those occasions look no further than the thigh pillow ™ for when you or your partner are too tired to move from the couch to the bed

maki: few words are ever spoken when you two do this. you could be catching up on your schoolwork, or talking with maki, or watching the tv, but often times you'll simply stop and roll over to lay on her lap, neither of you questioning or even batting an eye to it anymore. even when you first did it, there was only a moment of confusion in maki's face before she shrugged and continued talking to you

choso: when you asked him how he liked to cuddle one day, he shrugged his shoulders and answered with "whatever makes you happy." and while he meant it, you couldnt deny the pattern you noticed when you were lounging in bed, or sitting down, where choso would inevitably end up cozied between your thighs, his head resting on your tummy with his hand around your back. pro tip, he makes happy hums if you put your hand on his head

⋆｡˚ ♡ head on chest: who needs blankets when you have a whole other person? the classic and well loved position that lets them hold u as close as they can, arm snagging around your waist and holding you tight as you drift into dream land

megumi: you may have thought this meant youre laying on his chest. nope. it took a while for him to open up with what he wanted with you, physically, but it very quickly turned into routine how he'd wordlessly crawl into your arms and flop down against your chest, grumbling incoherently when you asked him what was the matter. you'd sigh and resume whatever you were doing, combing through his messy hair until the soft sound of snores filled the room minutes later.

nanami: this man does not play around about two things, children and his sleep. he's very particular with how he rests, as in you *will* be with him while he sleeps, and you *will* be placed on his chest, held tight as he snored away. youre his wonderful break from monotony, a shining ray of sunshine in his cold and unwelcoming world, so forgive him for being clingy while he rests. though, this does come with the downside of him becoming restless if you're ever away. dont worry! he has a pillow with your scent sprayed onto it for this very occasion, just in case

toji: he wasnt huge on cuddling at first, both not used to it and finding it inconvenient to deal with if he needed to do anything at night. he didnt sleep well before you, and even if that hasnt changed, you snuggling up to him like a huge teddy bear at least gave him something to focus on in those sleepless fits he often has. on the rare occasion he sleeps before you awaken, youre extra careful to press a kiss to his chest as he silently rested underneath you

⋆｡˚ ♡ in their lap: cuddling doesn't always have to mean sleeping, of course. sometimes its just a really really long hug with your partner. for times like this, curling up in someone's lap while you laze your time away sounds like a paradise

yuuji: at first, scooting you into his lap was just an easy way to keep you close while he had nothing else to do, arm secured around your waist while you either scrolled through your phone or talked to him about your day, the mundane things he loved about you. but, as he soon found, you on his lap added the extra bonus of pressure! a sturdy weight and warmth on his body, allowing him to relax and melt into you in those moments of silence shared between you two.

sukuna: lets just say you're lucky he's touchy at all with you. he'll tolerate surprise hugs or pecks on his shoulder, but the only physical touch he seems to ever enjoy is when you're slotted in his lap, free to touch and poke at whenever he pleases. you'd whine if he pinched your cheek, squawk if he pressed his nails into the meat of your thighs, glare at him if he groped your ass. all those lovely reactions are a fair trade for you scooting yourself into his lap and using his chest as a pillow, he deems

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⋆｡˚ ♡ cowgirl: save a horse, ride a cowboy seeing you take control is unbearably sexy. pivoting your hips up and down on their dick while your hands grip at their shoulders, or having their hands grab at your ass while you slowly grind down against them. either way theyre yours for the taking

ino: a loveable, yet irritating trait of your boyfriend, is that he struggled to fuck you again after a round. you couldnt blame him, with how fast and hard he pounded into you and how he'd always make sure to hit your sweet spots until you were spasming and cumming around his cock. but when you werent satisfied just yet, he spared no time lifting you up into his lap, eagerly offering his cock for you to use as you pleased. and really, how could you pass up an offer like that?

getou: why should he have to do the work when you look this good riding him? his eyes never leave yours while you're bouncing in his lap, the slap of your skin against his backing up your huffs and whines of pleasure, looking at him so pitifully when he backs his hips down out of you. "you want more? come on honey, work for it. thaaat's right, move your hips just like that f' me" he'd egg you on so sweetly, smiling at your pout while you spread your legs and angled your hips to take him deeper inside

⋆｡˚ ♡ doggy style: nasty mfs who live for seeing your ass jiggle with every thrust or slap they give you. the way your tiny waist arches down and your chest is pressed flat against the sheets while they're pounding away at you is unbeatable to them

yuki: behind every woman with a big ass is an even bigger strap, and yuki is the prime example of that. she loves to fuck you in front of a mirror in this position too, cooing at you for being so good at taking her dick while fucking you with aimed precision, making you look at yourself while shes thrusting deep inside you. its enough to make you melt into the sheets and wail at the onslaught of pleasure going through your body, but dont worry, she still has so much more to give you

⋆｡˚ ♡ against the wall: can you say desperate? they love this position so much, sloppy makeouts that lead to pinning you against the nearest surface because they feel like they'll die if their lips leave yours for even a second

gojo: call him a showoff, because its true. in this position, he can show you just how small you are compared to him, size and strength wise. bouncing you up and down on his cock until your pretty head doesnt work anymore, seeing your eyes oggle his flexed arms and the space where he was fucking up into you. this paired with fucking you inside his office? his dick has never been harder. the thought of someone hearing how good youre getting fucked, coupled with your horrible attempt at muffling your cries and moans makes him so fucking turned on

shoko: shes a true switch, which means its a toss up for whos gonna be on the wall in this position. it all depends on her mood, and who shes had to deal with today. if it was a slow day at work, she'll happily make out with you and grind her knee into your crotch against the door of your apartment for as long as she pleases. though, if her day was more hectic, shes not so subtly grinding herself onto your lap and pressing her fingers into your mouth, sighing woefully about how stressed she is until she expectedly pulls out her fingers, waiting for you to offer yourself to help her

⋆｡˚ ♡ 69: they love the competitive-ness of this position. being able to grab your hips and shove them down onto their flat tongue, getting harder when they can feel how much you're struggling to focus from their mouth. but when you grind down into their mouth while bobbing your head on their cock? hooh

toji: hes so mean when he has you like this.. ruthlessly bucking his hips up into your tight and wet throat, sloppily licking and sucking at you and twitching at the feeling of you gagging when he hits the back of your throat. you can barely move your head, your brain getting fucked out by toji's tongue and lips expertly taking you apart piece by piece. you never lasted long when he had you like this either, much to his delight. eagerly lapping up your cum while you moaned and hopelessly squirmed in his grip felt better than any orgasm hes ever gotten, though your throat comes at a very close second

nanami: nanami can at times forget this position is for the both of you, with how into it he can get. hes good about it at first, groaning into you from the way your tongue licks and swirls around his thick cock. but the more he tastes you, the more ravenous he gets with his sucks against you, licking up any stray wetness that threatens to fall down your thighs as the pace of your sucking slows and breaks. you can try to lift your hips away from his tongue, but good luck with that. the grip he keeps on your thighs is near impossible to break, even if your an orgasm or two deep into the session

⋆｡˚ ♡ mating press: whispers of them others name falling right into their lips as their hips rock into you, thighs pressed tightly against your chests and your legs shaking on top of their shoulders. the closeness of this position never fails to rile them up, allowing them to see every little face you make, and hear all those noises they fuck out of you

sukuna: youre helpless underneath him, and thats the way he likes it. you can barely move around when his large, muscular frame is pinning you plush against the sheets of your bed, arms forced to clumsily hold onto his shoulders as he fucks you so deep, so harshly that you choke on your own breath from the power behind his thrusts. "sssuku-na, please, too mm-! is' toomuch, oh" your pleads fall on deaf ears, his thrusts never faltering nor easing up with their intensity.

choso: he honestly thinks he'll die if he isnt pressed up against you while hes fucking you. it all feels so intimate when hes got you with your legs bound to your torso from his chest, his thighs holding your body steady while hes all up in your guts. he feels so wonderfully deep inside you like this, hardly able to get out a full sentence from the way you squeeze and milk his long cock, crashing his lips into yours as tears start to well up in his eyes from how good it all feels

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[mydeaddad]

my wednesday and saturday sessions are like night and day

#silence bottom #i just....dont really get excited to play my wednesday game anymore #bc im always spoken over and interrupted and ignored #and bc i genuinely just dont like two of them #one of them is just annoying and inconsiderate so like not a big deal just gratting on the nerves #but the other is just flat out misogynistic #like the average cishet gamer bro misogynist tho like nothing tooooo crazy #but im just sat there like i wish i could tear your eyes from your head rn #but i love the dm so i feel like i just need to suck it up ughhhhhhhhhh #i just hate men so much its fucking bananas

[scarletlizzard]

OH I SEE YOURE TAKING REQUESTS...what about emo!wanda x emo!reader but wanda is like >:( and reader is more ^_^ happy and then reader is best friend's bucky and wanda is so jealous. idk it can be fluff or smut !! ( i tried to be a little more specific

Jealousy

Pairing: wanda x female reader

Tags Minors DNI: smut, wanda in a skirt, fingering (R receiving), little arguing, jealousy!

A/N: Hiii anon! Thank you soo much for your request!! It's been a busy week sorry for being late, but I hope this is okay and you enjoy jealous Wanda 😊

Wanda knows deep down that you would never cheat on her. She knows how much you loved her, how much you cared about her. In the time she's spent here at the Avengers campus, she's only ever taken a real liking to you, not interested in truly getting to know the others. And you, thankfully, gave her everything she needed.

But right now, she couldn't help the heavy feeling in her chest as she watched you with your best friend.

She stood with her arms crossed, biting down on her lip so hard it may just bleed, staring at you and Bucky. Wanda watches as your hand touches his arm, your head thrown back in a fit of laughter. He smiles at you with fond eyes, and oh, she can't take it anymore.

"Having fun?" She asks, words coming out more bitterly than she had planned.

"Wanda!" You say, and the way you beam at her almost makes her feel guilty. Then Bucky turns too, with his arm slung around your shoulder.

"Come to join in? We could actually use your help. It turns out both of us are shit at baking," Bucky jokes, and you both laugh, looking at the mess around the kitchen.

Your smile fades, though when you see the seriousness in Wandas face. Buckys arm slowly slides off of you, scratching his head awkwardly in the silence. Wanda tilts her head and okay, you were fucked.

"Actually, you know," Bucky clears his throat and looks at the time. "I was supposed to meet Steve for training a little bit ago." His metal arm pats your shoulder, giving you a good luck look before walking out of the kitchen.

"Baby... what's wrong?" You frown and walk around the counter to her, your hands moving up to her shoulders. She shrugs you off, crossing her arms. "What's your problem?" You ask, annoyed she was pushing you away.

"What's my problem?" Wanda spits out, a sarcastic laugh leaving her lips. "My problem is you two are always all over each other! He's always looking at you like he wants to fuck you!"

"That's not true!" You defend, raising your voice to match hers. "Bucky is my best friend, that's it! That's all we've ever been, all we will be."

"Right, okay. You're literally always hanging out with him, I dont see why you have to spend so much time together." She rolls her eyes.

"We're friends!"

"Friends don't eye fuck the other friend! Don't be so stupid."

Your eyes widen at her words.

"Sorry you don't have any friends to hangout with because you fucking hate everyone." You cross your arms, dishing it out as she does.

"Fuck you," Wanda replies.

"Just because you're jealous doesn't mean you have to take it out on me."

Her eyes shoot daggers at you.

"Jealous? I am not jealous." She seethes, taking a step forward. Your back hits the counter as you take a step back, her usually soft green eyes dark as she peers into yours.

"You are so jealous." You bite your lip, taking in her angry appearance. She wore your zip-up jacket over her shirt, a dark skirt around her hips. Her fingernails were still black from when she painted them the other day.

Wanda doesn't speak, she only takes another step, pressing her chest against yours. The tension between the two of you built up with every word spoken.

"I'm not jealous, Y/N. You want to know why?" She asks, her hands move to the counter behind you, trapping you in her presence. You only look up in reply, with a questioning look. "Because you're mine. And if I have to remind you of that again, I will."

Wandas eyes flash red, and you feel yourself being lifted a few inch onto the counter.

"Wanda, what are you-" You look around the empty kitchen and to her, who is now level face to face. Her hands moved to your thighs, spreading them apart, and you've never been more grateful for stealing one of her shorter skirts this morning.

"What if someone walks in?" You ask, feeling the wetness pool in your panties at the way she kisses your neck.

"Hopefully, it'll be him." She mumbles, and your cheeks burn red at the possibility. You feel her fingers slide your soaked panties to the side. You grip onto the jacket she wore, pulling her as close as possible.

"So wet, detka... tell me who made you this way," Wanda whispers, and you feel her fingers dip inside of you easily. You bite back a moan as she begins to move them.

"You, Wanda.. fuck - just you," you lean forward, pressing your face against her neck as she fingers you right there.

"Don't hide those pretty moans, let me hear you."

"I'm yours!" You moan out.

"Say it again."

"I'm yours, Wanda," you pant against her skin, her fingers thrusting inside of you at a quicker pace. When you feel her thumb press against your clit you feel that familiar burn in the pit of your stomach.

"Nobody else is allowed to touch you like this except for me." She whispers against your neck and bites down, marking you as hers. You nod desperately, holding onto her as tight as you can.

"Baby, I-I'm so close," you moan into her ear as her fingers work inside of you, and she smirks at the delightful whimpers that leave your lips.

"That's my good girl... let go detka. Tell them who you belong to," she says, forcing your head out of the crook of her neck. Her grip is strong in your hair, and your legs tremble around her. It's not long before you pathetically are moaning, "Wanda!" Into the kitchen, releasing onto her fingers, your panties now drenched.

Wanda takes all you have and removes her fingers from inside you, slipping them into her mouth. Her eyes burn red at the taste, and she pulls you into a heated kiss, making you taste yourself on her tongue.

You pull back to catch your breath, letting your head hit her shoulder hard. She chuckles at how cute you were and wraps her arms around you, you do the same. The two of you hold each other for a moment as you sit on the counter still.

"I'm sorry, for saying what I said..." Wanda says, her voice soft. Your fingers move in circles on her back.

"I know... I'm sorry, too. I promise there's nothing going on between us. I love you so much." You kiss her jaw, and she smiles.

"I don't hate everyone, you know," she jokes, lightening the mood. "I especially love you."

You can't help but laugh, pulling back to see the now playful look on her face. Wandas soft spot for you made your chest swell, you loved how different she treated you.

"You only love me," you giggle and kiss her nose. She groans and rolls her eyes.

"Fine, you're right," she chuckles and leans forward to give you a sweet kiss.

A noise from behind you pulls you from her kiss, you see Bucky standing in the doorway clearing his throat. You hop off the counter, feeling Wandas arm wrapp protectively around your waist.

"Forgot my phone," he says with a hint of pink on his cheeks and points to the phone next to you. You watch as the phone glows red, and it's suddenly floating in the air towards him. He catches it as it drops in front of him.

You turn to Wanda, watching her eyes return to green with an unbothered look on her face.

"You know, you kinda really scare me. I like it," Bucky says to Wanda, a smile taking over his face. You groan and put a hand over your face. Wanda can't help the smirk on her face, satisfied with herself as the man leaves with a wave.

"Happy?" You ask, turning to look at her satisfied smirk. You take her hand in yours, feeling the cool metal of her rings against your fingers.

"Very," she beams down at you, kissing your cheek.

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