#i dont ever wanna leave

[crowsgrudge]

kayne: what kind of great old one calls himself fucking john

john:

#malevolent #malevolent ep 40 #malevolent spoilers #like damn! leave him be! #kayne really was like stupid ass name... #from the guy calling himself KAYNE i dont wanna hear SHIT #at least john doe has like. meaning behind it #kayne just means little battler like okkk little soldier has daddy looked at u this month 🙄🙄🙄 #sorry i love making fun of his daddy issues #NOW THAT ITS CANON HE'S NYARLATHOTEP #hes never gonna hear the end of it #god forbid azatoth is ever introduced guys im so serious #remi rambles

[gornackeaterofworlds]

Running never works out for you in the end, does it?

Alt below

Obligatory @luckycharms1701 come get ur guy

#the alt isnt special i was just fuckin around #and got a little silly #gornack art tag #gornack click to see details tag #bay tmnt #tmnt bay #bayverse #bay mikey #yandere #yan mikey #tmnt yan mikey #yan bay mikey #why would you ever wanna leave? #isnt he enough? #he tries so hard for you #dont make him upset #tw blood #tw scratches #kinda hate a few things ab this but overall i really like it #i miss drawing bay normally #i miss being a normal artist instead of just the comic #we need more villain bay moments #im here to provide

[shrimp1y]

More teachers au where highschool dropout Suguru is actually trying to follow the curriculum and phd-in-quantum-physics-at-18 Satoru is like "well. No mission today so we can just play soccer if u guys want!!"

#my art #gojo satoru #stsg #satosugu #jujutsu kaisen #geto suguru #jjk #suguru voice what if they want to go to university. what #suguru voice you guys should go to your academic counsellor today (he is the academic counsellor) #comedy moment where suguru is like alright class thats all for maths today see you! leaves and comes back with his chemistry worksheets #suguru voice i have to call your parents about this. mimiko n nanako: but you are my dad #hes like haha. yeah. you hirls are grounded #satoru despite being a quantum physicist mathematician genius whatever does nothing for the class #while his hs dropout husband is trying and failing to explain quadratic equations #'listen ok. you dont have to get it. you just have to follow the fomula sheet. even if you dont know what the question is askibg just write #something. anything. its better than leaving the questions blank okay. even if you are sure you wanna be a sorcerer you should still #have skme sort of qualification' 'geto-sensei didn't you drop out' 'well—' 'did you ever go to university' 'see— uh' #'more like. expelled. its complicated'

[free-boundsoul]

I have no idea why but I imagine Anton as a big guy

#redacted asmr #redacted audio #redacted anton #like hes around the same size i imagine Hux and Davey to be #and i have no idea why #we need an update on james and anton #i just wanna know more #i should be asleep but my mind wont stfu #i also think he has messy curly hair thats usually in his eyes #and it looks messier ever since he got put on the project away from his listener since they helped him take care of it #...i dont imagine that theyre allowed to leave for haircuts now that i think about it

[pygmypouter]

i dont really wanna be anything more than this

#i dont wanna have a soul! #i want you to destroy me so i'll feel better! i never wanna leave this moment ever ever ever! #eye strain #guys don’t use the halftone effect too much it’s bade for ur brain #the locked tomb #imagine getting banned from social media for saying what ianthe did to her speed holes

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the good news: Saturday Stream 4pm PST Is Back On

#the other good news: the family visit has been Cancelled #the bad news: my stepdad has covid. #im now wearing a mask in the house and he is Not leaving his bedroom and immmmm nervous #i havent caught it yet and im determined Not To Ever #i dont wanna risk getting long covid. or risk any of it at all #suffice to say! Nervous Hours #at least saturday stream will remain as scheduled.... #absolutely unprompted #rattling the bars of my enclosure GET ME OUTTA HEREEEEEE #this is Exactly why i still wear a mask. #especially when going into the city #COVID AINT GONE SHE'S JUST AROUND THE CORNER

[koipalm]

cyno my love

#twitter is terrible right now and i dont rly wanna post art there rn #thats ok now we can all look at cyno #i still have other stuff to finish but this came out of nowhere. i promise im still working on ssss stuff guys #cyno #genshin impact #how the hell do i tag this. whats his last name #cyno genshin impact #i guess. #anyway i finally watermarked my art in what is theoretically the worst way ever. #BUT i hate covering up my art and i hate compressing it #i dont like looking at compressed artwork i want to see all the details so that is why i leave mine as they are #a good and sustainable practice? no. but i am not a big artist anyway so its fine. probably #my art #ANYWAY. can we all think about cyno for a second. can we just think about him. he is so beautiful to me. i like him so much #the plume in his hair was inspired by 'as the scarlet sands' by shyjinks #because i LOOVE the idea of cyno wearing jewelry

[puppyeared]

what if i snapped and made an oc carrd

#i mean.... i could #this isnt the first time ive thought of doing it but i drop ocs so easily its not even funny. so idk if itd be worth it #id consider toyhouse or smth but i dont have money lol. right now everythings on artfight but thats more for drawing purposes #what ocs would i even talk abt... i have some standalones like auggie and ocs i think look cool but dont plan on using #but some others have their own stories.. not like a huge thought out plot but something i pick up and twirl around in my head #like luckys whole deal is being a hiking guide who accidentally gets tied up with some werewolves pretending to be a hiking group to eat pp #and then i have the magician rivals. although i kinda wanna tie theirs with the nightguard and thief story ive been cooking. maybe in the #same universe? it would be pretty funny if they lived in the same apartment complex since a couple stories i have in mind revolve around th #its like some sort of omnibus or anthology to me. kicks my feet #and then fan characters like xin ya and sleight who i want to have their own expanded lore and stuff. i think that would be cool #im making crow a powerpoint of xins updated lore but the assignmence are making it hard. hopefully it turns out good though #i have a hard time writing personality and xins is always the hardest bc theyre probably the least like me. i tend to stick to #characters similar to myself to get in their head. but bc their backstory affects their personality so strongly i have to do some thinking #anyway. hopefully i remember this later #yapping #oc #oc talk #ive also been playing neko atsume recently for nostalgia and why did we as a society ever stop playing it. its so chill #you just take pictures of silly little cats and leave them silly little toys and treats. and the music is cute

[starburstsobsessions]

Hey. Can you guys go read Kindred by Octavia Butler (1979) instead of listening to I Hate It Here by Taylor Swift. its literally Free .

(I don't care if shes being "sarcastic" or "satire" or if she "has a deeper meaning!!!" or whatever the fuck. that 1830's line makes her sound ignorant. Maybe she tries to redeem it with the line with "if id been there id hate it" but that follow up is super weird and doesn't even seem to reference the 1830's thing, especially since it continues with "it was freezing in the palace" i actually literally have no idea what taylor swift is doing

#LOL I wanna go hang out in the 1830's <3 #why #like thats one of the worst fucking times ever tswift what is she on abt past or present #I dont listen to taylor swift and i dont actually care what you do btw #Go read Kindred regardless ygs need it #taylor swift #kindred #octavia butler #posting and leaving byeee #this might get me hate #LOL

[hecksupremechips]

Can we talk about mitsuham I think we should talk about mitsuham yes I’d like that very much

Imagine Mitsuru her life has been planned out for her by a bunch of men her choices are not hers to make every move is political she is nothing but a tool forced to fight as a child never allowed to burden anyone with her feelings. Her life isn’t hers, it’s never been hers for a second, she exists to further the careers of the men around her. The first two friends she makes are both boys and she was in charge of leading them, using them just to further the Kirijo agenda. Genuine friendship did blossom between them, but things fell apart pretty quickly. Shinjiro can’t control Castor, something is seriously wrong with him, he kills someone, then he leaves and the Kirijos cover it up. Was it to protect him, or to protect themselves? Mitsuru certainly doesn’t know anymore but she’s lost a friend and can’t reach him again, he’s too traumatized by personas and Akihiko is still there but he’s always so stuck on Shinjiro and Mitsuru feels like she failed both of them. Just more men for her to let down by not being good enough

Then there’s Kotone. Sweet, strong, clumsy, talented Kotone. She’s so bubbly and friendly, but behind those warm smiles is horrible loneliness. Pain. But she’s never ever gonna let anyone see that. She busies herself by taking care of everyone else, listening to their problems and never burdening them with her own feelings. She can just fix everything and make everyone happy if she works herself hard enough. She just has this way about her, so reliable and so kind

And Mitsuru watches Kotone from above. Trusts her to be the leader, or maybe she just wanted to push a burden onto someone else for a change. Someone who’s able to take on burdens with a smile for fucks sake. And Kotone leads, seemingly effortlessly, and is able to recruit several members in a short time and achieve just so much more than Mitsuru could in her entire lifetime. Just, perfectly. Without even possessing any prior knowledge of the dark hour or personas. And she does this while being so emotional, so social, so weird, so fucking cute, it’s absolutely nauseating. This should be fine, right? It’s what Mitsuru’s always wanted, for someone else to ease her burden. And hell, it’s a woman too, a woman who’s perfectly capable of doing it all without a bunch of men helping her. It’s inspiring, isn’t it?

But there’s the pain. The envy. Kotone is perfect and she doesn’t even have to try. Mitsuru on the other hand has been shaving herself down to nothing just to be allowed a place. She makes the perfect grades and wears the beautiful clothes and applies the fucking makeup and is mature for her age and never speaks out or feels anything that could possibly make her be seen as a human, a filthy fucking human. So why does a woman as unashamed as Kotone get to have it all? And why is Mitsuru still here, still acting as the Kirijo tool, still doing whatever she possibly can to hurt herself to make a man feel better? Why isn’t she useful anywhere? It’s not fair

And then when she actually spends the time with Kotone she’s trying so hard to be that wise and mature figure she’s always been, trying so hard to force herself to smile through the pain, but she’s talking to someone who can see right through that shit cuz Kotone Shiomi invented lying through her teeth to make others feel better. It’s annoying really, how Kotone is supposed to be the childish one, yet it’s Mitsuru who can’t get it together and can’t seem to look into those bright eyes without breaking. And Kotone isn’t disgusted by what she sees, even though Mitsuru is being unreasonable and emotional and talking about wanting to run away and how much she hates her life and how she’s not only eating fast food but enjoying it, letting herself enjoy an indulgence that won’t make her pretty anymore. No, Kotone sees this and listens and encourages it and celebrates it, celebrates how utterly human Mitsuru is. She holds her hand and says "let me take on your burden". And it’s horrible, this kindness, Mitsuru hasn’t even broken all her bones to make Kotone happy, so why is she being so fucking nice? And then something breaks, and Kotone defends her. Stands up for her against a man. Lets herself once again take a hit to protect someone else. And it’s just too familiar, too much to fucking bear, and it pisses Mitsuru the fuck off. And she is able to tell a man to go fuck himself, because no one gets to fucking talk to this girl like she isn’t the most amazing person ever to exist. Not after everything she’s done, everything she still does, not after giving her all and never once asking for anything in return. And in standing up for Kotone, Mitsuru is able to stand up for herself for the first time in her life. And she looks at Kotone and says "let’s take on each other’s burdens"

Oh and also they watch a scary movie together and hold hands and ride a motorcycle and Mitsuru calls Kotone adorable I mean that’s pretty gay man

#persona #persona 3 #mitsuru kirijo #kotone shiomi #mitsuham #girl is that even the ship name thats how fucking obscure this shit feels lol #but noooo you people dont UNDERSTAND you dont GET ITTTTTT they are everything to me your honor #atlus gimme the rights i can do this shit so much better #basically what im getting at here is that mitsuru kirijo is a lesbian and whenever i see her with a man I actually throw up #dont piss me off like that oooh #ive already decided that if i ever post that shinji fic im doing a mitsuru spinoff #cuz like first off her relationship with shinji is really interesting to me and i wanna explore it further but theres not much time in the #shinji fic its more just setting a foundation and i realized i didnt wanna leave them hanging like that #but i also wanna give her a fic cuz ive uh become a bit feral over her and mitsuham in particular #and basically i want her to maybe just uh. leave the kirijo group 🙊 and live her own life make her own choices #and kiss girls kiss a lot of girls and also she gains weight and stops wearing makeup and cuts her hair #she gets to be loved and she loves in return and i spray atlus with a gun shes mine now 👺

[mariejordans]

andre’s on thin ice for how he treated cate at the end of last episode but if he EVER talked to marie like that?? it’s on sight.

#if it’s ever a them vs marie situation IM CHOOSING MARIE EVERYTIME #even if its jordan but good thing we dont have to worry abt that bc they are never leaving her side #knock on wood tho bc i dont wanna jinx myself #gen v #gen v rambles #marie moreau #andre anderson #cate dunlap

[silenthillbunni]

☁️🌷

#ugh im so anxious and like i think i have more pains bc of it #i overslept bc ever since i got a new phone my alarm is so quiet i never wake up?? this is the third time this happens for this class #but i cant miss more bc if i have more than three weeks absence they'll fail me :< so i hurried and walked to school #i wish i had a bus pass T-T since they introduced civilian clothed controllants i havent dared taking the bus at all i dont wanna get a fine #so yes anyway. on top of that im pretty sure my sister stole my keys. bc they were in my jacket pocket yesterday and today they werent there #and she left somewhere earlier this morning. so now im anxious abt not knowing where they are + will i get inside?? my mom wakes up late af #ummm what else???? idk im just so stressed. i got to class and have been here for 40min now and the teacher left for lunch #i'll leave now bc i cant focus enough to sit here more. my tooth aches too :(( #i just wanna cry tbh #the entire way here i was like i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die #i feel so awful.. and stupd and worthless. why am i incapable of getting a job? or even studying at university? im so bad at everything #im like an anxious wreck who can barely function. everything hurts both physically and emotionally #i dont even wanna walk home im just sitting in my empty classroom bc i dont wanna kove #move* #what's wrong with me? how did i turn into this? i miss school. like i miss being able to actually do my work and talk to the teachers etc #im only a shell of what i used to be. and im scared i'll never be anything other than this :(((( #well i gotta move ig bc the sooner i do the sooner i can get home and lie in my bed & cry over how useless i am :3

[coffincoitus]

I don't want to live in this country anymore <3

#sorry to overshare... and i dont even know if it's appropriate to talk about this so casually #but i rly rly dont wanna go thru this shit again gdkshdks #id just gotten inside when it started #one of the ppl who died was a fellow student #i didnt know him personally but there were pictures circulating and i cant stop thinking of how insane that is #it couldve been someone i know and thats how id have learned that they were dead #i cant leave tonight bc it's not safe yet but im going back home tomorrow whether classes are canceled or not #and i cant think of a single reason to ever come back lol!!! it's not worth it!!!! not even for a diploma!!!! idc!!!!!! #it's not normal to live like this!!!! i refuse to participate!!!!!@@@

[todayisafridaynight]

>just put aoki in jail instead of killing him so true and make him share a jail cell with his dad that would've been perfect i think. they can have an awkward family reunion when ichiban decides to visit them

no genuinely one of my favorite concepts that i fail miserably to explore is what would it have been like if aoki and sawashiro had to sit in jail together liiike the potential ..........

#snap chats #thinking of it makes me want to eat fiberglass like ouugh ....... what wouldve happened ...... #would aoki finally appreciate sawashiro for what he's done over the years after ichiban screams that fact to him I Dont Know #its definitely something i keep revisiting but i never come up with anything satisfactory #on that note ive been thinking of aoki and sawashiro Excessively again- mostly in reference to their time in america #cause after looking into lung transplants and life afterwards it's hard to imagine sawashiro would just leave aoki alone #granted the timeline cant be SUPER realistic but. at the very least i think sawshiro wouldve stuck around for a while #if not all four years #but thats for another post POINT IS //screams and cries// i just think. you know ? #like i dont think aoki would start pouring his heart out to sawashiro but yk. #maybe at least acknowledge sawashiro as family- i dont think sawashiro would ever really tell aoki the truth with that in mind #//loud shrug// aoki and sawashiro in jail can be something so personal and make me wanna throw up

[youngestdaughtersyndrome]

My mother comes home from europe tomorrow :( but its whatever i guess

#literally every time she leaves my skin clears i stop getting dandruff and all my chronic illness symptoms lessen like whats up w that .... #+ also can it be that way 4ever n ever please i just started being able to go out in the day again i dont wanna go back 2 being insideeee #hollyws

[jumping-jackalope]

pros: they have a drag & burlesque show going till midnight, i have a new leather vest I've been dying to wear out, its a really fun place last time I went it was great vibes

cons: I'd be going alone (not used to doing that, & I am so anxious), if I strike out my ego Will be damaged, I have to drive there

#i dont think ive ever gone to a bar alone? #but i dont wanna ask a friend to join if i'm looking to leave w/ somebody else u know