#i don't knowwww

[bisonaari]

I have a swamp themed halloween party tomorrow and I still have no costume and no idea rip

#my husband's gonna be a mushroom #I DON'T KNOWWWW #nothing that can be done in 24 hours comes to my mind 😭 #bison talks

[sarandipitywrites]

so nano apparently corrupted my brain and now it feels weird not to post something i worked on today. so have a tiny little snippet (because this is already bordering on spoilers and anything more definitely WOULD be) of what i edited today for Dead Roots, Dark Water:

Rain tapped on the roof, streaking oily fingers down the glass ceiling. As they approached the throne, the rattle of bullets in the hall faded until they were indistinguishable from the rattle of glass in the panes. Darkness permeated the room, broken only by the feeble rays of sun that dared penetrate the pendulous gray clouds. A dark shape hunched on the throne. Panels and lights danced on the chair's arms, but its occupant paid them no mind. He sat bowed, face buried in his hands. "I don't want to know." His voice carried the distance of the chamber. A body bag dragged over packed gravel. "I don't want to know how many sectors we've lost. I don't want to know how many more dead. Leave me, Erol." Ashelin stared at him, thin brows low over her eyes. She took one step forward, then another. "Erol isn't coming, Father." Praxis jolted upright, his single amber eye wide in the dim light. "Ashelin? You—" His gaze drifted behind her, rested on Jak. Assessing. Appraising. I was told this one might be different.

#writeblr #writers on tumblr #writing excerpt #fanfic #jak and daxter #my writing #dead roots dark water #i am so close to the end of this edit i'm losing my mind #4 more documents to piece together and the second draft is done #but should i start on the 3rd draft edit right away? #or work on the revamped plot for AES? #i don't knowwww

[mushysposts]

🤠

#julius the cat #i don't knowwww

[cinnamuff]

SQ chapter 1 is done and ready to go, i'm starting on chapter 2 thumbs today, but now I feel like I should choose a launch date... 🥴💦

#space txt #star quest #I don't knowwww #I have the time frame in mind but the date is a mystery

[butchfalin]

almost two years ago i got deeply hyperfixated on mha again and bought a bunch of nice fabric to cosplay deku and then simply never built it and now im looking at my fabric pile like. What am i going to do with this.... should i still build him even though i don't care nearly as much anymore? should i advertise specifically that i will build that cosplay once for commission and hope someone takes me up on it? should i try to use it for something else one day?

#i don't knowwww #yeehaw

[2manyfandoms2count]

15 questions, 15 mutuals

Thanks for the tag @cakemousse, @emsylcatac and @little-mari-on-a-roof ! 💕

1. Are you named after anyone?

Kiiiiind of? My name is also the name of a French and English queen (the mother of Richard the Lionheart), which my family found funny since my parents are French and English

2. When was the last time you cried?

Two days ago, specifically watching the "Slipping through my fingers" segment of the Mamma Mia movie (gets to me every time)

3. Do you have kids?

Nope

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

Duh!

5. What sports do you play/have played?

Oof, loads! My main sport is rugby (I've played for 8 years, it's a great conversation starter), but I also really like cycling and badminton. I used to fence and swim when I was in school, plus do a bit of rock-climbing. I'd like to get into nautical sports at some point, I discovered sailing last week and it was a lot of fun! I'm actually quite sporty for someone who doesn't see herself as a sporty person haha

6. What’s the first thing you notice about someone?

If they look kind or not

7. What’s your eye color?

Greyish-blue

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

Happy endings!! Forever and always. I don't do scary movies 😅

9. Any special talents?

I pick up song lyrics really easily! People are generally impressed, I know a lot of songs off by heart (some against my will)

10. Where were you born?

In the ✨City of Light ✨

11. What are your hobbies?

Rotating the blorbos like a rotisserie chicken in my mind, daydreaming, writing, reading, singing (mostly Taylor Swift songs, but I branch out), translating, playing and watching rugby

12. Do you have pets?

No :(

13. How tall are you

163.5 cm (the .5 is very important)

14. Favorite subject in school?

Oof, erm, I can't really pick between literature and biology... But maybe biology, since it's the topic that's most related to my degrees

15. Dream job?

I'm still pondering between dermatologist and GP with an emergency medecine specialisation (wildly different stuff, I know, I'm pretty attracted to emergency medicine (actually currently applying for a placement in the mobile emergency ward) but also I don't want to do just that forever... and dermatology is fascinating so... hm.)

tagging @noirshitsuji @empressofall @apopcornkernel @deinde-prandium @sunfoxfic @theladyfae @hanaasbananas @azuriteartist @multimousenette @queer-cosette @bugchat @acairune @maridotnet @gentil-minou @fortuna-et-cataclysmos

#how dare this game hit me with that last question #i don't knowwww #and i have no idea how i'll choose #we'll see #the problem with the er is that people can be such pains in the butt and past about 1am blunt elle kicks in #it makes for great stories though #not miraculous #about me #tumblr tag game #15 questions #tumblr friends

[non-binary-laurie-strode]

This is sooooo cute and lovely 😭

#why did a simple montage just make me cryyyy #i don't knowwww #Youtube

[reallifepotato]

I'm wondering if I have a stomach thing or it's just anxiety. Chicken and the egg situation over here

#does my stomach hurt because of my anxiety #or do i have a stomach thing and therefore thing i have anxiety #i don't knowwww

[meetingallyourstandards]

got two characters in a weird potential f/o situation now where for some reason it feels weird to self ship with them but AGH i do like themmm 

#oof oof oof oooof #listen it already feels weird treading self ship stuff since i'm aroace #BUT i like exploring romantic relationships and stuff for myself in a fictional space #feels nice i dunno #i never claimed to fully understand how i work lol #but i don't know why these two feel so weirddd #maybe because i've only ever self shipped with like papyrus and aus of him and sans???? #i don't knowwww #i guess they just won't be f/o's for now #i'll just think about it some more i guess #there aren't too many characters that make me feel like this sooo

[astrolavas]

my art style is too simple for this but just know that when i draw post-ttt hunter, in my mind he has central pink-brown heterochromia. like this, kinda:

#just..... so neat to me #i love the brown but sometimes i miss the pink + it being a visible grimwalker feature so THIS is how i cope #also To Me his eyes also absolutely reflect pink in the dark still #the owl house #hunter toh #toh hunter #my art #? #my sketches #my doodles #hunter #my toh talk #headcanon #nicole talks #there's also the quite popular complete heterochromia headcanons where his right eye is brown and left magenta #but i can't FULLY commit to those cuz ig the logistics of it depends on what fully happened and WHY hunter's eye color changed. magic-wise #and we don't knowwww! and i'm not sure what to go with and it's gonna bother me if my headcanon is not Air-Tight XNSKSJK #and even if it's “he gets flapjack's eyes thus only the right one” it also won't let me sleep at night cuz #there's the fact that we've SEEN flapjack's left eye open! which might've been an animation error but AUYGHGHHH..... #also . 2 different eye colors make color palettes harder LMAO i make them slightly different when i draw him with brown eyes vs pink. so! #but central heterochromia....... oh my mind is SET on this. like it's canon To Me

[essektheylyss]

For real, what the fuck is going on in Rexxentrum. I need to know so badly. How is the Assembly splitting right now. Have any of Oliver Screiber's agents killed one of Ludinus's simulacra yet. Imagine being that poor bastard. Can't even bring the evidence back to the king who's definitely in the state of Théoden of Rohan and won't listen to concrete evidence anyway.

#critical role #i need to KNOWWWW #MATTHEW PLEASE #if you don't tell me I'm gonna have to write TWO plot-heavy longfics and do I look like I've got the time dude

[meatmandean]

here i'll make a supernatural comparison for you all. imagine in s15 castiel got a new love interest and it's a guy who we had seen maybe once or twice a few seasons ago that cas didn't even interact with until this most recent season. cas and this guy ARE really cute! but then a bunch of people on the internet who have never watched supernatural once in their lives start saying "yes!!!! i hope they end up together and not dean and castiel." and start saying things about wanting dean to be kept straight. and completely ignore how making dean/castiel a couple would make a MASSIVE impact and would be life changing television. does that scenario make your eye twitch? well that's what it's like being a 9-1-1 fan right now seeing people comment on the buck/tommy/eddie love triangle.

#like people comparing tommy to benny isnt even accurate like he hasnt even established that much of a presence in the show #i feel insane every time like you dont KNOWWWW them please dont root against the slow burn epic romance for the love of god #esp since of course the execs WANT an excuse to only keep one of them queer without any pressure to make the other one like guys too #don't help contribute to those excuses pleeeeease

[forestgreenlesbian]

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#feel like my relationship with my younger brother is changed completely forever not to be dramatic lol but i am sad #we used to b very close but he has kind of. found his faith again and gone full missionary christian which like. i knew meant the dynamic #was doomed lmao but actually acknowledging it makes me sad i feel like i'm grieving for the friendship we used to have even though #it is literally a me problem i think from his perspective he doesn't think anything has changed. but i feel weird about everything #also his new gf is nineteen and he is. almost 25 and i am the only one who feels weird about it like i know she's over 18 but! idk i can't #tell if i'm being overly cautious or if my gut instinct is right. my sister & her husband have a similar age gap but they met when they wer #both over 30 so like. it didn't feel weird. and i didn't feel comfortable actually seriously talking to him about it apart from the first #time he mentioned her over facetime (he went to another country to do mission stuff & met her there) so like an idiot i've just been #making jokes about the age gap becausee like. thats always been our thing lightly bullying each other lol but he blew up at me and said #i've had nothing positive to say about her since he's been back home and that he thinks i hate her and i'm out of line for constantly #implying he's creepy for dating someone younger. idk i felt like such a freak idiot horrible person about it. it completely blindsided me #bc yes the jokes were coming from a place of idk how i feel about this situation so i'm going to rely on the humour-based communication #we have always fallen back on as a safety thing but i guess i was wrong or the dynamic shifted or something anyway it's all fucked #& everyone is just telling me i feel weird out of some?? misplaced kind of jealousy thing?? because i'm 'losing' my brother to his gf lol #which does not feel right at all he has dated so many other girls and i have never had a problem it is literally the age gap like i haven't #even met this girl i'm sure she's very nice! i just worry about her being nineteen!! jesus. and yes maybe i do feel some resentment around #a brother younger than me who seems to be able to live his life with zero difficulty whilst i'm stuck being this unemployed loser who ruins #literally ever friendship & relationship ive ever had but i think thats ok right like i can't help feeling that. i don't fucking knowwww #am i just projecting all these sad feelings about our friendship dying onto his new relationship or like. am i right to be genuinely #concerned she's six years younger than him and still a fucking teenager!!!!!! i don't know

[piulblood]

not me freaking out about dr two brains.....(??!?!???!?!?!)

HE'S SUCH A GOOFY KIND GUY

look at him, he's so full of energy

and he has a sad backstory too, I LOVE HIM

yes i'm late but better late than never, nothing better than kid's educational tv shows

#wordgirl #word girl #dr two brains #wholesome rambling #i might just like jekyll and hyde type characters i don't knowwww #poor guy gets tormented by his rat mind #returning to my childhood favorites

[rapidhighway]

hey i might be controversial but im not really feeling the 12th doctor so far

#idkk idk what to thinkkk #i finished s8 today #im just nottt feeling ittt #i just think i might hate how moffat writes no matter what it is fdvxcdfdfv #i actually don't know WHAT is wrong because it's like... things i SHOULD be enjoying but im not it feels like its bad #idk idkkkk #i just feel there's something lacking and i felt the exact same way through the entire 11th doctor era #its just even worse now because i guess im tired #like im so desperate to enjoy this doctor like i did 9 and 10 and i just cant?? cant enjoy the companions and side characters as much eithe #idk man :( #i need to watch some older dw stuff and see if im idealizing the old episodes lmao #because i really want to have a fair opinion of this showww #heeeelpp ToT #i think i just dont like the writing? but i dont know enough about writing to actually say what's wrong #theres just something wrong #ouough #i still hold so much hope everyones always so excited about 12 and i was very excited and its just not ittt #ough ok byeeee #ok wait #like i think his personality is fine and stuff is fine it's just.. the stories? the way they present them? i dont knowwww #i just dont really like moffats dw i gues... #SAD

[femvaylin]

There are precisely two kinds of Durge

#YES GOD HE HAS THE DEFAULT NAME cause i still don't knowwww what i'm gonna call him it's bad #sis doesn't even have a canon ending and i'm giving him au's #OR A NAME #it starts with an m though #and he's also a secret third kind of durge that wants nothing to do with any of this and is severely lacking in internal motivation