#i cant believe how long i spent on this

[wilsonsmcgillsweatshirt]

"Deep inside, Wilson believes that if he cares enough, he'll never have to die."

What the fuck were the House writers on

#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions #this quote is attempted murder #i cant live like this #This also puts the scene were Wilson tells House he wishes he was more of an asshole into perspective #“i wish i had been more a selfish jerk” “youd still have cancer” “atleast id feel like i deserved it” #because wilson spent his whole life helping people because some part of him genuinely believed that he would live a very long good life #as long as he was doing good and helping people #but in the end none of it mattered and in his mind he wasted his entire life being overly good when he couldve just lived how he wanted #because in the end it didnt make any difference #brb sobbing #thats why when people act like wilson is the devil for saying that to house i lose 5 years of my life #house md #house #greg house #james wilson #gregory house #hilson #hate crimes md #hatecrimes md #wilson #housemd

[pepperchanart]

Finally finished my Needy Streamer Overload fanart :D

#needy streamer overload #needy girl overdose #anime art #fanart #digital art #digital illustration #original art #nso fanart #visual novel #anime #i cant believe how long i spent on this art its so stupid uggh #worth it tho

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

MAC OHHH MY FUCKING GOD. ONE OF THE EPISODES OF A SHOW EVER HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL AFTER THIS???? HOW???? how long is he going to be FUCKING DEAD FOR!!!! the ashe & mark argument that i felt deep within my soul & miserable on behalf of both parties about them!!! dakotaisms!!! the fucking like. genre conflict of their sillygoofy teen titans shenanigans with a real world where there r men with guns who will simply kill you!! THEYRE WEEKENDING AT BERNIES WILLIAM WISPS PURPLE MORPH SUIT COVERED CORPSE. kicking down your door with a loud bang & then just standing there wild eyed kind of shaking and trembling like a chihuahua

DUUUUDE DUDE DUDE DUDE HEAH. FUCK. s1e19 definitely one of my favorites of all time. i listened to that one during the back half of my shift this afternoon and got to the ashe/mark argument just as i was starting pm checks.... standing in the cramped laundry room in the basement washing my filter socks like

i think about them so much dude. AND THEYRE BOTH RIGHT. WHICH MAKES IT HURT MORE. LIKE. BOTH THEIR SIDES ARE SO REAL. i cannot wait for u to learn more about them pleaseeeee i need 2 talk winters family analysis with you when you get to . certain parts. season 2 is gonna fucking wreck u i know it.

BUT. THEY BALANCE IT OUT WITH THE SILLIES SO VERY FUCKING WELL. GOD. good fucking show dude. good fucking show !!!!!! williams ghost throwing ice cubes at mark while his fucking. rotting corpse sits in the bathtub!!! what thefuck man

#ITS REALLY FUNNY LIKE. JUST HOW FUCKING EMO THIS SHOW MAKES ME. AND LIKE. SEASON 1 IS TAME. IF U CAN BELIEVE IT. #i know i keep hyping up season 2 but genuinely i have not full on sobbed at a show like i did at pd season 2 in so long. #like. could not listen to the show at work bc i fully could not stop myself from crying #and didnt want to do that outside the safety of my apartment type episodes. #ughhhhhh #HEY. ON THE BRIGHT SIDE. ONE OF MY FAVORITE MARK WINTERS MOMENTS HAPPENS AT THE BEGINNING OF THE NEXT EPISODE. ITS SO FUCKING SILLY. #also i have an animatic of it so i cant wait 2 send u that when u get there hehehehehe #im strategically not answering any of your questions about wiwi because if i start talking about him rn ill go crazy . #literally always thinking about wiwi wisp at all times every day #u come stand in the doorway of my room shaking like a chihuahua #and i am sitting here on the couch like. a fuckign . grizzled old pyrenees who has spent his life battling coyotes #asks #friends!!! #intertexts #UGHGHGHH GOING CRAZY ABOUT PRIME DEFENDERS FOREVER. #OH I CAN SEND YOU TRIVIA NOW. YIPPEE

[llumimoon]

Started thinking about the oak family again mood board

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #OUGHHHHHHHHHHHGHHHH PUGHHGGHFFGHHHGGHHHHB #had the horrible terrible thought of henry dying some time after normal is born and before season 2 starts #like when normal is like ten maybe #and I got this like. vivid image in my head #of a reversal of the oak twins reactions to their dads death in comparison to the stabbing #LIKE. IDK #I think in lark’s brain he sees it as he indirectly killed his dad when he decided to summon the doodler #that henry probably died bc of doodler stuff #and being an adult and having that perspective of what he was like as a teen #and having to confront how he treated his dad after he died #idk I think lark would have lost it #and for sparrow…. #i think up until that point he has spent so long repressing parts of himself I think he feels a little numb #like he can’t believe it kind of way #and he also has a family now #he cant come home to his kids a mess. he feels like he has to hold that in #and I also think that makes sparrow trying so hard to imitate henry’s kinda lifestyle even more devastating #like he’s trying to chase after his memories of his dad to try to understand him after he’s gone #also have had lots of thoughts of hero and normal going to their grandma Mercedes whenever they get into a fight at home #also thinking about normal and henry. #OUGH. #JUST. MANY THOUGHTS. #should I character tag this #fuck it we ball #henry oak #lark oak garcia #sparrow oak garcia #normal oak

[girlcrushau]

#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/ #but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment #i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating #there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2 #months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it #not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him #in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to. #until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if #he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone #and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think #there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy #your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you) #and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly #so last night #i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text. #i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart #until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent #that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real #did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart #and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about #and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in #which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever #it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in. #just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the #reason that he went away on me. #im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying #not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me #that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest. #and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs #he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am

[kidfoundonstreets]

i love my friends i feel so happy asfter hanging out with them its just an unfinished game its fine ill happen sunday but i need to be there tomorrow to see my other friends and then about the movie night i need to comfort mom more because i genuinely feel horrible and im a bad daughter thats it im just a bad daughter im just like my father.

#vent #and my friends will look at me and tell me they appreciate me or laugh with me or tel me they love me or anything #but in my head ill always wonder how long itll last or what bar im on or how they value others more than me #and its selfish its so selfish and ive always known it and i shouldnt believe it i should stay in the PRESENT because they enjoy the time #spent and they LIKE YOU and i believe it thats why im so scared #and my mom despite all i say i dont love her but i cant stop feeling heavily guilty whenever i do something to her that #only makes her sad and is my own fault. #shes lived trhough all this for us. #this is how i repay her. im a bad child.and a bad friend. no matter how much i pretend i always have to ruin it #with my mindsets. #i wish i was better. i wish i was better. i wish i was better. i wish i was better constantly #im sorry im so sorry im sorry im sorry

[dazaislanderer]

🤙

wow holy shit click for res i deliberately tried drawing in low resolution but my ipad is so lame and stupid also yea hands i tried drawing hands

#wanted to practice hands but my dumbass never uses references so idk. do they look believeable #again #have to mention how i dont like him but cant stop drawing him get out of my head get out of my head get of #anyway. continuing my rant im just gonna say i expect all my posts to flop but i spent so fuckigng long on this so im sad 😒 #ok enough ranting #bsd #bungo stray dogs #dazai osamu #him... #bsd dazai

[thegoldenavenger]

Maybe QiJiu (Yue Qinyuan/Shen Jiu) for the ask game?

divorcees of all time.... them being FATED but even being fated can be erased???? dissolved..... yue seeing that shen qingqiu's whole personality changed and is like "hmmm seems wrong" but not. doing anything about it. my dude. kicked puppy dog of all time.

i said previously how much i love unrequited love so like, this ship is a gold mine. unfortunately i, like shen jiu, cannot abide a spineless man so like. literally all yue qingyuan has to do is open his mouth for once in his life and resolve how mad shen jiu is ............. i want to shake him. the miscommunication makes me CRAZY (shen jiu did nothing w-- [is dragged off stage]) i like my ships to have deep seated traumas but. like. please ..

watching them revolve around each other like giant planets, forever orbiting but forced to stay at a distance less they destroy each other in a fit of orbital decay.... the reflection of light off their surfaces forever blinding them to each other. it is very romantic ...

as for an au for them. a parent trap au would be so funny even if i could not for the life of me be forced to read one or plot it out. can you imagine???? terrible gremlin children trying to lure their forlorn (yue qingyuan) and grumpy (shen jiu) together.

probably a suitably angsty time traveler's wife type AU oh no!! spirited away type au where shen jiu and yue qingyuan have to rely and grow to like each other and shen jiu realises yue qinyuan is his old childhood friend who disappeared unaccountably when they were younger and shen jiu briefly thinks that hey! this time he can save qi-ge, but instead it turns out yue qingyuan was never meant for the human realm (maybe he can be a river spirit too) and after shen jiu is freed of whatever bathhouse contract equivalent yue qingyuan can't go with him when shen jiu has to leave the spirit/fantasy world and shen jiu can't stay. very bittersweet and angsty. maybe a little bit of hope, at the end with shen jiu visiting the river enough times he gets to see or hear yue qingyuan again during a sunshower or something.

or for MAXIMUM ANGST it's shen jiu who is the haku-metaphor and barely remember yue qi but knowing he's missing something and when yue qi gets spirited away he's surly but helpful towards him and when yue qi finally releases shen jiu of his curse yue qi still leaves hUAHAH (he has to, he's human, he cant stay) and yue qi remembers the boy he played with by the river of course but he'd kind of thought the boy was an imaginary friend because even when they promised to stick by each other's sides, whenever yue qi had returned to the river shen jiu was never there again. so yue qi gets the guilt of forgetting shen jiu and shen jiu gets to feel abandoned! there. perfect parallels.

#`1111111111111118`9uyhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #keeping that tag #that was my cat's contribution #unfortunately as much as i like this dynamic lgq isnt here so. i am. bereft #sorry yue qinyuan is NOT allowed to ever be rid of the sad guilty puppydog eyes #cant believe i spent that long on yue qinyuan's face :/// #long post #shipping ask meme #sorry idk how to draw yue qi.... i always want to draw him with pink hair.

[pulchrasilva]

New avatar aaaaaaaa behold in all it's glory!!

#cant believe how long i spent never changing my blog like this is so fun. look!! #i thought i would miss the old blog but i like this one just as much

[zeawesomebirdie]

Well at least i know that this fic is going somewhere

#i cant believe i forgot how good it feels to just spend all morning writing #i missed this *so* much #and this fic is just going so well ???? #imagine if i spent this kind of energy on the wips that im *actually* supposed to be doing rn #one thing at a time though #as soon as i finish this ill go work on that last chapter of the beedl!nk fic #but yeah you could say the h@wkeye/radar fic is going well ! :) #its already twice as long as the zero draft #and im still planning to do a second draft at a later point #so like #it wont be posted for a while #but im progressing!!

[mothheart]

Cishet male souls dudebro fans simping over ranni but I'm biting my hands off because she's dragging me across the entire map back and forth for her quest

#i cant believe i spent as long as i did crossing the lake of rot to reach a boss im probably underleveled for #raaaGaggh #we wont talk about how many runes i lost from the asshole ulcerated tree spirit #how do you even FIGHT it when its surrounded by scarlet rot and the (seemingly) highest immunity set #hardly staves off scarlet rot #grreredsjakhgh #ignore me #i dont hate ranni btw quite the contrary i think shes a very interesting character but im still strangling her for #yanking me by my haur #i know the tree isnt the final boss of the area i dod reach the final boss #i was like 'oh finally sweet respite from rot' approximately seconds before i got my ass handed to me #also. of all the monstrosities this one actually extremly creeps me out #i dont like its face #miles rambles

[jrueships]

hi, what do you think about five sentence word prompt: demarcus/rudy, 'first' ?

i think.... it's FANTASTIC!!!!!!! YESSSSS UNEXPECTED BUT A GOODIE!!!!!! LOVE IT

Let's get right to it!!!

"You know the bet is still up, and no matter how many teams' bandwagons you hitch your heavy ass to, you still ain't gonna beat me to it," methodically wiping the smudges besmirching his shades, Rudy's gaze was lowered enough to catch Cousins texting.

Though he knew what was coming, he sighed and pulled his phone from embroidered breast pocket at the expected buzz, sighing again, "how many times do I gotta tell you, texting me while we're in the same room isn't cute; it's aggravating and I oughta throatpunch you."

Boogie booed a response, thumbs still moving as he sent yet another 'Boogie Emoji' from his own personal app -- that only him and five people have downloaded (Gay included, but he'd never admit it to the public) -- along with an added pouty message to Rudy for extra measure.

"You're just a hater, okay, hating on me because I'm about to be the first one to get a ring, then I'LL win the bet, THEN ... You gotta take My surname-"

Rudy swiped his headband before Boogie could finish off the last vowel, flicking it away like it was no good garbage before snickering at the center's poor attempt to cover his aging hairline, "You can't keep running from The Gay when you already lost to it onc-" his phone buzzed for a frowny face message.

#rudy and boogie are gonna get married after one of them wins a ring and whoever wins it first gets to keep their surname #because lord knows they cannot keep Both of their lastnames... especially not together 😭 #rudy wants to keep his because 1. hes been fighting all his life due to it and 2. it would be really funny #cousins wants to keep his because hes stubborn #and hes willing to do anything to keep it #theyre both stubborn assholes tho (who might not get any rings 😭) so theyll prolly end up combining their lastnames in true tumblr fashion #cousays.... LMAO #who knows tho they might start YET ANOTHER long unwilling competition to see who gets their name infront no matter how stupid it sounds #....gasins #gousins #they May Be stupid #only rudy gets to touch The Sacred Headband and say hes gonna throatpunch boogie without boogie doing anything #the Gay privileges #i genuinely adore rudy/boogie i cant believe ppl remember i ship them <3 #i hope this means i got some of yall on that train 🥰🥰🥰 bcs thats my favorite thing to do with rarepairs #BUT YEA THIS WAS A PLEASANT BUT EXTREMELY WELCOMED SURPRISE!!! LOVED THIS! #spent a lot of time thinking about what to write for them... it was like.. a once in a lifetime opportunity #i would never forgive myself if i squandered it 😭 #ted asks #ted drabbles #rudy/boogie #THANK U for the 5 sentence prompt! vry much WANT #i love them they r so funny to me... rudy slapping boogies head Memorialized in my Mind

[hauntedotherworld]

SINCE stopping sertraline 2?? i think ? weeks ago Zi FEEL SO MUCH FUCKING BETTER

I keep laughing so hard and i can smile again and i have energy again n stuffs fun again

THEYRE A LIE i swear

never NEVER AGAIN. idc if ppl dont like my true self that isnt a med zombie- its not insane its just me ! id rather be chaotic and happy and in a crZy state then be depressed boring sad ghost

#reminds me when in hospital i was like this .. aka ME but happy and full of energy and fun and the fuckin drs #THEY SAID I WAS ‘hypomanic’ which i dont even fkn have bipolar so HUH? and they put me on aripirazole ( TURNED ME EXTRA WVIL BTW I SWEAR) #thats why i call psyche meds and those a scam cuz hapiness is apparently a problem? YET WHEN IM SO DEPRESSED I CANT LEAVE MY BED ITS OK #pshhh fuck that #hahaha #omg im so sad i spent so long having meds NEVER AGAIN #this is ur sign to MAYBE stop meds if u been on it a while and it didnt help except make u numb #👀 #i feel so amazing #also never tske antipsychotics #i was on it once for a few weeks when i shouldnt ever even take em cuz im not bipolar or schizo and #i wanted to kill everyone so bad like id watch ppl and think abt it #wht the flying f #HAHA #its funny yknow how meds make u whatever anti they are #antipsychotics=psychotic #antidepressants=depressant #now unless u need them or it helps u but otherwise #dont bother dont kill urself with meds #update: actually i just saw hypomania isnt nessecrily bipolar its different than that mania #so mayne it is that either way idc im happy and i dont believe its anytjing except feeling happy for once

[be-good-to-bugs]

all i ever wanna do is sleep but my body wont even let me have at least a normal amount

#the bin #i havent had almost any energy in so goddamn long. its hard for me to even do my daydreaming because i just dont hqve the energy to stand up #i hate feeling so exhausted all the time. its so much worse since i also feel so depressed always too #nothing makes me feel better :( i spend every second feeling like garbage. #i hate that nobody has ever taken me seriously when i talk about how bad it feels. they dont understand how absolutely horrible it is to #just not have any friends whatsoever. they dont believe it feels that bad. #im trying so hard to feel better but i cant. i havent fekt this incapable of happiness for such a prolonged time ever #im trying to draw stuff to make myself happy but it isnt working at all. i think my room being cluttered is part 9f the problem but even if #i were to fix it i doubt it woule help much if at all. i feel like i reached the point where ive spent too long not have any social #connection or anything like that and my brain just cant do it anymore. tine spent with my sister was ALWAYS awkward and uncomfortable #and there was a lot of issues but it was still something. that something is gone and now i talk to nobody at all #this kinda happened to me several years ago when she left for a few months and i didnt talk to thevrest of my family much #im glad im done with our relationship. at this point i cant even pretend to be friendly when i see her. she just keeps doing shitty stuff #even within the past month. everytime i see her i find out about more shitty stuff. i hate her so much. the sound of her voice makes me #wanna rip my hair out. i never wanna ever speak to her again. i have to. and i will. but god. if s #i dont know what ill do to meet people once im moved but i hope i can figure it out quickly. i cant do THIS anymore. i will literally die

[youngpettyqueen]

this bout of covid is definitely different than what I had it last year. like last year I definitely felt worse, it felt like I had lacerations inside my throat and it hurt to breathe and the fever lasted days and I didnt get any sleep, but this time im so much more exhausted

dont get me wrong, I was exhausted last time. I would sit up for an hour and then have to lie down for two hours to recover. this time I can sit up more but moving takes all my energy right out of me. I laugh really hard and I feel dizzy. I went up and down the stairs today to get my laundry in and felt like I was gonna fall over. I know im not sleeping nearly enough, I have chronic sleep issues anyways and I can barely get any sleep when im sick, but this level of exhaustion is insane

#like im ok im fine #I havent been going to work ive been home resting #my goal is to try to get to work for friday cause I know im needed friday #but if im still not well then oh well. I won't be there #im not gonna make myself worse #my weekend is gonna be spent recovering regardless #its a long weekend at least so I have the Monday off to ensure I get the rest I need #but christ I cant believe how exhausted and pathetic I feel

[iicarused]

##cant take my eyes off of you

valentine’s day special // vox x reader : alastor x reader : lucifer x reader : striker x reader

synopsis: it’s valentine’s day. the lead up, the present, the aftermath

beware: fluff, minor angst, establishment relationships (not for lucifer) // short hc’s

VOX

you have to tell him months in advance of what you want. if you don’t, he may not even think about the day. valentine’s day to him always seemed like a chore, but when you gave him a solemn gaze and a sweet smile — he couldn’t say no. all you asked for was a dinner together back in december, a gentle reminder and two months in advance. what you didn’t expect was how he was planning to go even bigger

while he didn’t ask you to be his valentine, he did plan a whole day of activities for just the two of you. it started off small as he didn’t want you to think much of it. it’s quite normal for vox to bring you breakfast in bed, especially since he wakes up much earlier than you

the key different was a rose on the edge of the tray. before you cod thank him, he was already out the door. it was a sweet gesture, and you believed that it was just vox doing something nice for the start of your day. although, more signs of him planning something started to show up afterwards: an outfit waiting for you in your bathroom to wear after your shower, a certain perfume set in place for you to wear, the entire penthouse being cleaned to the speck.

finally, you found a note left for you at the coffee table. “you rest your pretty face today and don’t worry about lifting a finger.”

vox came back not long after with a large bouquet of flowers and a bag of sweets in hand. “you really think i’m just going to allow you to settle for some lousy dinner?” finally admits through a laugh. “you deserve this whole day served to you on a silver platter.”

ALASTOR

you thought he forgot about it till you found a letter at the foot of your door. you still had a week before the day of love even came, but alastor thought about it very thoroughly on what he wanted to do and how to do it. the letter was sweet and genuine, the scent of his cologne lingering on the paper.

“my dearest, y/n.

oh, how i look forward to spending valentine’s day with you, or i hope you do accept this to be my valentine. a day that is entirely booked for just you and i, what a wonderful life to live. i hope by the end we are able to bask underneath the stars with our love stronger than ever before.

with love,

alastor.”

when the day came, alastor was at your door with 7 roses in hand. “the best for you, my dear.” while it wasn’t a large bouquet, you noticed how he wrapped it with a string, you noticed the paper bag wrapping, then you noticed the ends trimmed: he prepped it for you to either set it in a vase or to be hung and dried. the petals were already bloomed for you — it was a genuine gift

after, he took you out to cannibal town. not the most romantic, but to say it was more preferred than the other rings of hell is an understatement. on behalf of his close friend, rosie had prepped a table for you both on the gazebo. lined with flowers and vines for privacy

a mundane valentine’s day, but a well spent one with your lover. gentle kisses against your fingertips and the skin of your shoulder — his teeth grazing every so often just for a reaction.

by the end of the night, he has his cane playing some old timey tunes while he whisks you around in his arms. not only does alastor have a way with words, but he also has a way to sway you off your feet; quite literally too.

LUCIFER

“i was hoping you would be my valentine this year — totally fine if you decline — not that you have too but-“ “i would love to be your valentine this year.” and that’s how lucifer asked you on a date for valentine’s day. extremely nervous and was pulling at the hem of his collar, in high hopes that you would accept. after dedicating his whole life to a single soul, it is kind of expected that he would be nervous to jump back into the dating game.

most definitely had to ask charlie and/or got a little tipsy by the bar to chat with husk about it. more so, he blabbered about his nervousness and fears of what could happen — husk just nodded and hummed while listening to the king of hell freak out about a date — what if he can’t woo you?

finally settled for something simple and something that’s hes good at. he brought you to the castle for a lunch he prepared in the garden. “i got word from charlie that you enjoyed a strawberry shortcake.” lucifer sheepishly admitted through a proud grin.

a talker, a chatterbox, any other word in the english vocabulary of a man who talks your ear off. it’s almost funny because you know it isn’t word vomit, he just enjoys a chat and especially getting to know you. he questions are almost endless, his interest seem to go on forever, and somehow he doesn’t seem like an egotistical guy who just rules hell. he’s just some guy who loves ducks and getting to know someone on a deeper lever.

took you around the garden afterwards, introducing you to all his favourite plants and getting to know yours. his hand rests on your back for a majority, leading you around and allowing you to lead him to plants that pique your interest.

the entire day is just spent with you talking about anything and everything, honestly. from stories to old tales you heard throughout the years, it almost made you forget that it was only a date and not a lifetime of being together.

STRIKER

he has been working a lot these days. a whole lot. his attention span is very slim, and it is very evident how he tries to not show his irritation towards you. tired eyes always gaze over yours, almost like he’s not in touch with the world to really concentrate on you. sometimes you question why you’re still around — why he bothers to stop you at the door and tell you he’ll put more effort.

finally, the day you dreaded. you were on the path of grabbing a bag of chips and turning on a movie, but striker had other ideas. he came back home about lunch looking more clean — more refreshed than any other day you had seen him — a bouquet of dandelion’s and a gift bag in hand.

“sweet pea, you didn’t think i was falling out of love, did yah?” he was smug — he was smug until he realized you started to cry. “shit, sweet pea, i was jokin’!” he was by your side in seconds and had to calm you down. after a long needed conversation, you were ready to start the day. he wanted to tell you why he was busy, but that would mean spilling everything he had planned.

he admitted his faults, but his promises were never broken. on one condition, he was not allowed to speak or bring up any work related topics on this special day, to which he quickly agreed.

he took you out for lunch and dinner, but the rest of the evening was spent lazying around on your back patio with some country music playing. tennessee whiskey to be exact. he never stopped giving you kisses on your face either, his tail wrapped over your waist to keep you on top.

#ᥫ᭡. #hazbin hotel x reader #helluva boss x reader #hazbin hotel #helluva boss #hazbin hotel imagine #vox x reader #alastor x reader #vox imagine #alastor imagine #lucifer magne x reader #hazbin hotel lucifer x reader #striker x reader #striker #hazbin hotel headcanon