#i am speaking out of my ass

[heeheeehaw]

I think about jiang yanlis most stupid choice so often of running onto that battlefield. It's her most stupid choice but makes the most sense within her character and the story. She has spent her entire childhood perfecting these peacemaking skills and being a pillar for her brothers, protecting them from her parents. But they kept getting older and all of a sudden she isn't protecting them from her parents, there's politics and wars and so much violence that her soup can no longer fix. She watches as she gets closer and closer to losing at least one of her brothers, as their family falls apart and all of a sudden she's grieving her husband, alone with a baby in a place so foreign to her with no support and she is going to lose one if not both of her brothers and she is going to be alone. So she doesn't make the rational choice, she's scared and she's already had a taste at what might happen if she doesn't do something but all she has are the skills of a peacemaker from a time when things were simpler but she tries her best, doing what she knows to keep her brothers safe and fails. It's the stupidest thing she could have done and also the only thing that made sense to her at that moment

#i am speaking out of my ass #but i also have a lot of feelings #feel free to disagree this is just how i percieve that moment #jiang yanli #mdzs #mo dao zu shi #wei wuxian #jiang cheng

[panakoui]

post canon laishuro prelude :>

#laios touden #toshiro nakamoto #shuro #laishuro #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #pulling this out of my ass at 3 am im sorry if its weird #woooweee im embarassed sharing this tbh #i never make anything like this b4 idk making dialogue and stuff aaaaa #also 'friends' who fight like them irl have stronger bonds going forward this is fact #toshiro warming up to laios post canon and them understanding each other better /sigh #i need a slow burn fic of them so bad #idk how to put this but #the way toshiro just letting them call him shuro for years really speak volume about how extremely introvert he is #like!?! #bfrrrr dude #he's way too good at bottling shit up #the contrasts between him and laios.... peak fiction imo #p.s my pc crashed 10++ times when im making this i almost lost a page it was terrifying

[suncaptor]

I'm so sorry Sam girls but Sam would not call Dean "Dee" as a nickname. Dean isn't very nicknameable and Sam's not that nickname guy. Unfortunate I know.

#COMING OUT TO SPEAK MY TRUTH #if i've been an ass about this one before I'm sorry. #also I'm saying sam girls for part of the bit. i am a sam stan i prommy #spn #sammy #sam winchester #wank cw #sam and dean

[b4kuch1n]

hahaha wheee haha

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #continuing to tag ship instead of answering any of the reporters' questions #as you can see. I am still on my Reki Speaks English Pretty Fluently But Can Not Read It For Shit bullshit #and also. teen shenanigans. which can also be grown up shenanigans if ur not a square #man. todays been a Whole thing. how was it really the case that every art supply store I went to ran out of black ink #three! I went to three stores! literally a triangle in the city! #still have some of the devils tar left but I'm not enthusiastic about it #well! that's for future baku to care about and for me to ignore babeyy #tbh this is like. Im just glad I can still scribble a funny comic when it strikes me it's been too long #I don't do that a lot anymore... even tho its such a good measure of like. ur sense of timing #if u can draw a funny comic ur powerful enough to do anything. u can eat the sun u can kick its ass. u can draw a sad comic too #I realized I missed that... #also accidentally sent this from draft without adding tags lol. and tried adding tags on mobile and it spit in my face and called me a bitch #got enough of that. one must never forget one's currently on tumblr #now I sleep. gods. gods do I need a bit of that #have a good night lads. bring a worm onto a rollercoaster. see what happens

[claitea]

lacey tells crispin to "read the room" when kieran has a breakdown and then proceeds to discuss the future of the bb league while kieran is still very much in a state of utter despair. hello.......

#clai speaks #pokemon dlc spoilers #pokemon spoilers #indigo disk spoilers #I FEEL SO BAD #i took ogerpon out to deal the final blow and he goes ''you bring the ogre out NOW of all times?!'' which yeah was a dick move #and now draytons rubbing it in his face that he's not champion anymore this is the WORSTTTTT #actually tho kieran almost kicked my ass i was down to just ogerpon and zoroark #kieran's battle being the first time i see Hydrapple is the BEST way for a pokemon to be revealed to me THATS SO COOL #i knew dipplin would evolve and i am VERY happy with how it looks!!!! its such a cool mon!!!!!!

[araindropshallfall]

I don’t know if they’d actually do it (although the show is an ode to whodunnits) but the murder on the orient express-route is sorta interesting because we saw the way the cast kinda aligned as a group this episode and what if there’s been multiple murder attempts and the poison was only the first that got caught but different cast mates have all tried

#this is not my leading theory and I am speaking out of my ass but you know what I feel like they did kinda set it up #omitb #only murders in the building #omitb spoilers #only murders in the building spoilers

[stealingyourbones]

Spent so much time making sushi for dinner and was so excited to have a funky little sushi roll and eat it like a burrito but then my nori ripped apart mid roll and I had to eat it as a salad and apparently my brain doesn’t like the texture of imitation crab + seaweed and rice rn :(

#bones speaks #bones rants #sad :( #imma put in fridge for twin but man now I gotta make something else for dinner because I haven’t eaten anything else today #and only had like 300 calories worth of food yesterday. getting used to not feeling hungry with- #-​consistent adderall use has been kickin my ass lately. #sorry I like never rant on here but I’m so sad I was so excited for sushi and then Texture Bad :((((( #i even put avocado n carrot and salted cucumber ;-; this took so long to make and now I can’t eat it #a tragedy of the highest order #fuck it imma make me some chicken and just season the everloving shit out of it #i may be white but I know how to cook flavorful food and by god am I not gonna eat chicken with just salt. lack of spoons be damned

[lee-hakhyun]

Ok but oddly enough i feel like everything's gonna end just fine (im severely delusional)

i think so too. if this side story was important enough to be so long and break the 'perfect' open ending, there has to be a reason for it.

at the end of orv, after seeing everything kimcom has gone through for kim dokja, the story ends with a choice for you. does kim dokja wake up? after everything, does he survive? as a fragment of kim dokja, did you imagine that he (you) lived?

everything points to kim dokja waking up. but still, there are some people who, even after reading this entire story which insists over and over that kim dokja/they can live, still can't imagine it. there are some for whom the ending leaves them worse off.

sorry for using you so much anon, but this ask

Anonymous asked:

I know it's not clear but do you think there's some hope for us at the end of orv side stories? I finished orv and I feel so hopeless right now. can side stories change anything for us readers who aren't satisfied with ending..?

an open ending isn't the perfect ending for everyone. if the story is completed for you at this point, if you've learned that it's okay to survive, then orv has done what it wanted to do. you don't need to read any farther if you don't want to. the orv side story is still a side story, in the end

the plot of the side story. the readers of orv are brought directly into the story. at the center is an author, risking everything for their survival, saying over and over that these readers need to survive. do you see what i mean? this side story is about you as much as it is about kim dokja.

for the people who still don't get it, for the people who can't imagine a happy end on their own, the side story will shove it in your face. there is no maybes anymore. kim dokja will live, and so will you.

#talking out of my ass forgive me #i am speaking from the firm belief that the side story will end well. if it doesn't. well. :/ #i'm sure singshong loves their readers just as much as lee hakhyun does #orv #orv spoilers #orv side story #ask

[youredreamingofroo]

Wake up Roo. Wake up.

> Regard this as some sort of late April Fools prank for the almost Reo (Roo/Leo) kiss 🤭

#last one has me dead- my boy just woke up at 6 am fresh out of his little shippers haven dream #< speaking of the last render- i had to remove his glasses myself which was a PAIN in the ass 😭 #i love these two but they're such a hit or miss 🥲 like you two clearly love each other but leo doesnt want to love roo anymore- #and roo is overwhelmed with love for leo- and they have such conflicting coping mechanisms for these feelings ... ☹️ #anyways- eat up yall- i have a new duo tag for them which i will add later bcozzz im lazy and tired (6:30 am rn with no sleep) #gif warning #Roo #Roo* #Hiraeth : Roo* #Hiraeth : Roo #Hiraeth : Leo #Hiraeth : Leo* #[ Hiraeth ] #ts4 #ts4 render #ts4 simblr #sims 4 #sims 4 simblr #sims 4 render #simblr #render #blender render

[moxymaxing]

Clarence💥💥💥💥

#appreciate that clsrence has a design now but my ass is NOT drawing danny phan/tom fanart thank you. i will keep the green eyes though #anyways clarence enjoyers how are we feeling tonight⁉️⁉️ (i am speaking to an empty room) #also unfortunately i did the thing where i didn’t want to look at this anymore so i threw it out here. tragic! #if i were stronger i would’ve made a matching piece with mal but mal is just not fun to draw. probably a skill issue on my part though #Clarence jrwi #jrwi clarence #clarence albert #<- dumb fucking name i kinda want him #mart

[zeb-z]

missa, after his self resentment and lamenting about how he doesn’t feel worthy or like he should be accepted, after telling himself and the capybaras that he doesn’t have a home, not really - after all is said and done, he returns to phil & missa, leaving his mini mi in the house on the wall. as if he’d consider anywhere other than the house he shared with phil safe enough. seeking out safety and home brought him right back where he started.

something about how despite his internal conflicts and issues about what he thinks he deserves, he’ll still come back. and for all he worries that he is not enough to be loved in return, his name is still on the warp stone.

#he’s got issues out the ass of his self worth and it’s like. yeah shit man you haven’t been reliable but you’re not unloveable #he wants to be better and he tries and he cares the issue is he holds the rest of his family on such a pedestal #this shame and guilt bubbles up and is only made worse when he isn’t rejected or hated like he’s expecting. he’s taken back with open arms #so he follows phil for guidance as to what’s acceptable. without phil there how can he know if it’s ok for him to stay in their home? #as if he didn’t also build their home yknow #but even when all is said and done he returns. even if it makes him feel guilty even if he thinks he doesn’t deserve it #because as much as he doesn’t want to be a bother he wants to be better most of all. wants to be present #I just don’t think he ever expects to be wanted to keep around. like he wants to prove himself and he’s expecting his loved ones to reject #any sort of redemption. meanwhile they don’t see the need for a redemption in the first place #shaking missa you wet cat of a man you dense self sabatoging silly silly man #stop your hero worship. own up and show up. and let your family love you because my god you are so loved #sorry tags got away from me it’s like 5 am and I’m like ahfhhrhfhshfhhs #mcyt #qsmp #q!missa #missasinfonia #z speaks

[goddamnshinyrock]

I just accidentally ran across an active h*talia blog on tumblr in the year of our lord 2024. I feel like someone smacked me in the face with 2010.

#....with a yaoi paddle that has '2010' written on it perhaps #someone reblogged my gull post with a weird ass addition so I went to snoop their blog and their most recent post was h*talia fanart #and not a reblog of something from 10+ years ago but something posted in october! fresh and new! wtf! #I am truly blown away that there is still an active fandom #for something that I and everyone I know who was into it in high school now Does Not Speak Of out of shame

[southern--downpour]

found a VHS tape from 2004 in the art department at my college, I give it a 50/50 its either blank or im about to become a horror webseries protagonist

#jokes jokes if theres anything on it its probably someones public speaking work or film homework #theres like. lockers for the art students to store supplies in and they are NOT cleaned often!!!! #one of the new teachers (my computer art teacher) was looking through the blank ones and found that one #and just let us have some of the stuff from it bc. obviously nobody else is using it lmao #genuinly the stuff that was in there is as old as i am #anyways im actually pretty sure its blank but itd be cool if it wasnt #shut up virgil #man i love that creepy ass building theres just so much random shit in there #shout out to the mannequin we got attached to. he continues to scare the new students and also teachers who go through the gallery closet

[distraughtlesbian]

literally the best part of this whole stupid book iwlove weird obsessed horndogs thee villain archetype of all time. he’s so silly. “we could’ve had a life together”, he says to his lesbian ex-neighbour who he’s just shot with a crossbow bolt meanwhile her girlfriend who he’s also just shot is half dead across the room. god i love it here he said me and the bad bitch im going to fumble

#WHAT A FUCKING FREAK IJBOL!!!!!! #MORE PSYCHOSEXUALLY OBSESSED WEIRDO VILLAINS PIXELBERRY I KNOW YOU HAVE IT IN U. #their villains are usually so cringe and one note at least this one is memorable #mind you this could have used more buildup. up until like chapter 19 he still had the benefit of the doubt #his ass was NOT beating the twist villain allegations but the fucking freak allegations were a whole separate beast #and he could be presumed innocent in those. like sure i guess these are just average fanatic werewolf hunter antics. #like EYE had my suspicions. him sending that frat bro to sexually harass mc was a fucking freak move #but like in general he was coming off as someone who was just a normal amount of concerned about a friend of theirs falling in w a cult #like girl why am i following my cringe fwb into the pool house to be all ‘babe this isnt u :(’ #i dont CARE i wanna go engage with the twist antagonist who at this point my mc still thinks is kind of normal/their friend!!! #but alas that’s just pb for you. we WILL NOT stick a landing ever. they make all the new writers swear to never write a villain that makes #sense or is well foreshadowed. ONLY side characters who you would never suspect bc they have like 5 lines in the whole book. #like you’ll never be duffy veilofsecrets you’ll never recapture that magic. #anyway. markus choicesalpha the fucking weirdo cringefail stalker incel loser you could have been…kermit looking out rainy window dot png #maeve speaks #playchoices #choices #pixelberry #choices alpha #channing lowe #markus barnes #side note this whole thing probably has a Much different vibe with a male mc #but as it is it’s like ijbol. channing is cringe and emotionally unavailable but how could you POSSIBLY compare to a buff werewolf bitch #he is so completely not a contender that its comedic to me. you think WE could have had a LIFE TOGETHER? #even if my mc had never ever met channing SHE IS A LESBIAN!!!! SHES GAY DUDE STOP IT LOL #and with a female mc and male channing its like yeah whatever average incel number 10 billion. wow youre going to kill me bc some other guy #is hotter than you? eyeroll. at least channing canonically gives great head.

[skyburger]

venn diagram of these guys

#oh this is not the point but im realizing i accidentally picked pictures where theyre all facing one wat except dio. FUCK!!! #jjba #professor layton #dmc #mgs #<- im sorry for putting tags on btw its mostly for the filtering purposes #muffin mumbles #anyway im not saying theyre all the exact same because they're absolutely not. Ohhh they are NOT the same #but their similarities and differences are so fun to compare and contrast u know #like. do you get it. descole is like dio and dio is like liquid and liquid is liks vergil and vergil is like descole #but also they havs common threads between all of them i think #Off topic but it does bother me that they all have really light hair except for descole. however i couldnt change any of their hair colors #that would be fucked up and evil. can you imaging brunette vergil. blonde descole. Exactly #anyway sorry for getting pictures i actually like of the first three and then just cropping snavid out of the shit twins image #for the last one LOL #maybe i will make a venn diagram of these guys one day. we will see... #i mesn i Would do it. ive tried. but the hardest part to me is formatting the fucking circles bro #i use a site to generate it and it looks like shit. i do it by hand and it looks like shit. i edit it from a template... u get the idea #but like i need you to listen to me i am speaking directly into your ear. i need you to think about v & desmond sycamore. pls do this for me #ok thats it i think im outta stuff to say rn amen 🙏🙏🙏 #edit literally 20 hours later: my stupid ass trying to put a 172x172 image next to the three other 500x500 ones and not realizing #its ok though i just fixed it #ifyou want the old version (?) its in the reblogs twice; i rbed it just now saying id fix it + someone else rbed it #which is why i clicked on it cause i saw it in my notifs #thank u to themrmoki you did me a solid <3

[danidoesathing]

"Everyone has a face they see in it, and sure as the celestials, it'll be hers."

Lonesome Dreams - Lord Huron

#again no teaser BUT theres trailers #I am running out of ideas on stuff to make. can you tell #but I really enjoy making gifs so like. what do #yall are welcome to request stuff. please im desperate here #I want to make stuff for the movie but I dont have a download for it so it's screenrecorded and my laptop lags like its a competition #so its a trial and half to get smooth footage for gifs. by god I will do it but its rough #dani speaks #lord huron #lord huron lonesome dreams #lonesome dreams #lord huron gifs #lord huron gif #the quote is from the text of the lonesome dreams books on the grj website btw I didnt pull it out of my ass #I didnt use lyrics for the other ones so I didnt want to use it here