#i am so jittery

[shoot-of-corruption]

ooc

It happened!

From today on I am a "we" x'D

Finally got through this marriage ceremony 💚

Don't we look happy??!!

#ooc #it's finally done #i am so jittery #i think my face will break #smiling so hard #wedding #the coffee after #x'D

[flodaya]

any time i submit a term paper i refuse to reread it until i get my grade back because if i read it now i'll find so many things i hate about it and doubt myself

#i also forgot my meds last night #i am SO jittery

[transandor]

SO FUCKING. SOOOO much energy/pos

#speaking #i am so jittery

[irithyllians]

murtagh and nasuada

#the inheritance cycle #eragon #nasuada #murtagh #finally bought the book today but am too excited and jittery to READ it #so I drew them instead #my halenthir precursors #you don’t understand this was highschool me’s DREAM #my art

[lavenoon]

Travel jitters meet meticulous autism planning and waiting mode 😔

@naffeclipse turns out i had some more time for art - once I'm back we'll see how well he fared all alone fghdjs

*self insert Aster is not a girl (he/ she) *og detective au by sunnys-aesthetic!

#post let luce #dcamv #bloodstain fool #menace4menace #my art #I STILL GOT AN HOUR TO GO BEFORE I LEAVE AAAAAAAAA #at least. at least this killed SOME time i am so so jittery #(said as I sip from my energy drink) #okay so maybe some of the jitters are my own fault but also ive been excited/ nervous since yesterday morning gfhdsj #soon!! soon ill gooo!!! #my teeny tiny car will be filled to the brim but its okay fghdjs #might reblog some more stuff or smth but radio silence probably #too jittery to do much more FHDJS

[zootzar]

"WELCOME BACK. IT'S SURPRISING THAT YOU'RE STILL CONSCIOUS, NURSE."

@banana-zim & @mybrainisbigpoop more art made from brain maggots on your AU that I adore

#iitm #insane in the membrane #invader zim #zadr #zade #iz dib membrane #zim #dib membrane #gore #HHH I AM SO EXCITED FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER OF THIS FIC #I CANNOT EXPLAIN HOW THIS AU MAKES ME FEEL #JITTERY #IN A GOOD WAY #anyyyywayyysss heres some more scratchy ass pixel fanart to show banana and poop how much i love their work #i wish i could have those types of braincells !! #mine suck !!!! #anyways i hope you both enjoy it <333 #pixel gore #my art

[impulsive-fantasylander]

okay, /srs time. how would yall feel if i made a dsmp discord server. well less dsmp and more, for us ya know? the dsmp fans. like i feel like my dsmp obsession is going strong and, idk how to articulate this lol, but yea ig just, would any of yall be down to join in and talk about this minecraft roleplay? lol.

EDIT: ITS HERE BOY. GET IN https://discord.gg/zMETsBjazs

#dream smp #dsmp #discord #discord server #interest check #one thing i will say. i am not comfortable with the dre/blr community so this server would be for everyone except dre/am fans. sorry #the whole. thing just makes me so fucking jittery and anxious and i do not want to think about it but i should mention that #martin speaks #anyway sorry #tell me how yall would like the channels and categories be set up

[bonojour]

russell crowe in acropolis now (1991)

#russell crowe #acropolis now #aussietvedit #russellcroweedit #croweedit #gilles gifs #sorry these are so cronchy but.... damn he's cuute #also the frames are a bit jittery but that is bc i was sloppy and i am too lazy to fix it #<3

[keeps-ache]

i'm on some sort of kick lol

#art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #oc #listen i think this broke me a little bit Lmaohfv #i started laughing like a maniac and i just noticed i am. so jittery when i exported this rn hfshhd #this has taken me!!! i think like. 3 days #where did tuesday go ?? hello ??? tuesday?? where are you ? #which is frankly ridiculous even by my standards lmao #i Will be rerunning this at least 3 times. holy hells i needs to. stare into the abyss for a little while hvsh #it may look kind of simple but do not be fooled. not even i know how much effort went into this anymore Hfbvshf #my Back hurts there's something going on with my throat i think i magicked a headache away?? my hands are no longer working and my brain? #let's not even talk about it lol #staring into your eyesballs. now what if i designed more robots Hvhsfh #i did enjoy it! did it probably fry every system i need ot function? ye. but i'm gonna do it again anyway ehehgh #//aokay i'm going to. go. #byyye tooldes :3 :D

[the-everqueen]

Definitely curious about the genderflip Sandman fic 👀

SAME. as in, this is only a concept on the back burner of my brain because i haven't really worked out a satisfying answer to the central q of the thing which is: what does a gender flip DO to these characters?

because here's the thing. i think 99.9% of the time a genderswap au is unnecessary and boring. (not to mention essentialist as hell.) boys have pussies, girls have dicks, people of all genders are intersex, etc. some of us notgirls and failguys just want to vicariously experience our fave getting his clit sucked or her prostate massaged. i personally hate fics that go "but what if these [cis] dudes were [cis] GIRLS" and then proceed to strip the characters of everything that makes them compelling, that makes THEM, because at that point you might as well just flesh out your OCs and maybe interrogate your internalized misogyny and transphobia while you're at it.

anyways.

in the case of sandman, i am (transparently, obviously) curious about what happens if the Corinthian is not designed to be (read as) a man. in the comix, he very much embodies the fears and risks associated with gayness in the 90s (the AIDS epidemic, the dual violence of the closet and/or being outed, the culture around cruising, intersections of race and class with queerness in U.S. urban areas, etc). in the show that's subtly shifted to be a broader umbrella of queerness as well as a very 21st century anxiety around surveillance/public vs private that also taps into a cultural fascination with serial killers. in both cases, him reading as white, middle-aged U.S. man is a CRUCIAL part of what he signifies. he looks like (and takes advantage of being) someone with a lot of social privilege, across multiple categories. no one is going to question why he's in a fancy hotel, a conference room, a seedy bar, a suburb. OBVIOUSLY that changes if any one of these categories changes. i'm thinking about how and also what that means.

(the dreaming spinoff comix tried to do a Thing with a female Corinthian: while Coco spends a year as a real boy, a trans woman named Echo takes his place in the Dreaming. the spinoff handles Echo...really poorly. [i wrote a whole paragraph here trying to distill her arc but it's tangential to this post so suffice to say: it was Bad.] Echo is posed as this "femme fatale" type because i guess if the Corinthian is a woman, she'd also have to be sexy and alluring to the (heterosexist) male gaze. imho this was a cop-out, but then again...what about that spinoff wasn't.)

on some level i'm not sure the Corinthian could ever be anything besides the Corinthian, if that makes sense. as in, if you change anything about him, maybe then he ceases to be the Corinthian and becomes something else entirely. Dream can take different forms (and Overture has a femme!Dream) because stories can take different forms across cultures and times and species. but the Corinthian is intrinsically tied up in humanity and its biomythic nature. and what we think of as Human, as Sylvia Wynter reminds us, is very much tied up in narratives around identity including race, gender, and class.

at the same time my id absolutely wants a butch lesbian Corinthian who uses he/him pronouns. mostly because lesbian and wlw sex STILL gets dismissed or sanitized or erased or pathologized, even though queer women remain subject to state, police, and domestic violence at higher rates than their straight and/or cis counterparts. (also yes i'm counting my trans hermanas y primas, t*rfs can fuck right off.) but also because i'm a fagdyke with religious trauma who relates very hard to god's failed masterpiece.

#ask box #genderflip au #violetoftheendless #like i am also 100% here for a corinthian who was not created as a man but who makes himself #i'm here for a coco who has gender questions #CLEARLY the endless aren't thinking of gender from a binary pov so dream's creations aren't necessarily either #but like. coming to terms with what gender and sexuality mean TO YOU as a person who isn't supposed to be a person... #themes i am interested in! #um. mutuals feel free to ask me to tag this for any cw or tw as needed. #this is me word-vomiting while i'm jittery on too much caffeine and not enough food so like. #sandman #the corinthian

[bxnnie-bxwl]

it’s so surreal seeing the fnaf movie poster on my local small town theatre… makes me so happy inside

#LIKE…I WENT BY IT WHEN I WAS AT THE STORE AND I GOT SO JITTERY CAUSE AM I DREAMING #FIVE NIGHTS UNTIL THE PARTY #fnaf movie

[cityghoull]

WIFE

#cate blanchett #guys I’m having a whole meltdown over these #also bc I drank a large cup of cold brew. I’m literally jittery and then Mary posts THESE PICS?? #my work friend: are you following the teams chat? #me: I’m having a meltdown #her: what why? #how am I supposed to tell her I’m unhinged and gay #fucking hell #I have so much work to do I’m never drinking coffee again I feel like I need to run sprints or something

[breserker]

MY BOOK IS OUT AHHHHHHHHH

You can read the first chapter for free here! Otherwise, thanks for giving it a go! ;-;

#jackrabbit brujo #indie author #urban fantasy #mystery thriller #brewriting #i did all the writing editing and the cover design #i am so jittery and exhausted

[tatck]

I might do an epic move and post this part in a few hours

#OR TOMORROW #i had coffee to try and finish it all off in one session #i am jittery #i can't believe i used to drink this so much as a teen without combusting

[lesbiansanemi]

I failed at parking because somehow there was not a single free parking space at the entire airport so I drove around for an hour in a panic and ended up paying almost triple what I thought I would for parking so it’s a good thing I didn’t sleep and anxiety left three hours early 😭😭😭

#I’m killing myself but now I just need to get through security #I hate airports I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them #and now I’m jittery and freaked out because things did not go according to the meticulously plotted plan #and I’m too autistic for things like that 😭😭😭 #it’s okay I’m sure my heart rate will mellow out soon and I am no longer on brinks of tears #so we’ll take it #I see gf in like four hours everything will be fine everything will be okay #kaz rambles

[carbomcoco]

I feel the closer we get to the last bow

#aether ghoul #ghost band #nameless ghoul #sorry these gifs are so jittery i am not a gif maker #this is just my favorite bit of theirs and i hadn't seen anyone show aether's side of it #carbos gifs #dance macabre