#i am projecting my emotions onto baku because | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

redbullseb · 3 years

Note

HEYA is there any mcr song that you associate with seb? totally random question, sorry 🥺

HELLO ANON! DO NOT APOLOGIZE.

so there are several aka their whole discography and i hope u will indulge me while i extensively type out which mcr songs are seb's and why ok thank u <3 going by album...

bullets

early sunsets over monroeville: so this song is on the surface obvs about dawn of the dead but god. it's so fitting for ferrari seb bc of the themes re: illusion of happiness and killing a loved one and knowing about the certainty of the end and it's all just so fucking profound. the way the music gets stripped away until it's just gerard screaming "there's a corpse in this bed"??? ferrari seb. also the fact that g was suffering from major dental problems and had to be physically told to pussy up before he marched into john naclerio's basement to blow the boys all away too with the ending of the song always just makes me so. emotional. imagine ur frank anthony iero aged 20 and u just hear That come out of your friend's brother's mouth after only really knowing him as a weirdo introvert tangentially related to the jersey music scene. fucking life changing. i too would drop everything and follow him to the ends of the earth. this song makes me emotional this band makes me emotional. okay moving on before i start crying

revenge

helena: this is like . specifically seb leaving red bull and moving on. also could be ferrari seb. as u might be able to tell i have a lot of feelings about seb's ferrari arc. anyway the lyrics like . goodnight, not goodbye. and more to the ferrari seb point: g was just. filled with so much self hatred and regret and he was in such a bad place in his life when he wrote the lyrics but it has such heart and inspired him to let go of his grandma's death and kicked his ass to getting sober and yknow MAYBE i'm just projecting seb onto like my issues and g's issues bc i'm pretty like. i hate to say it. not a fan of gerard these days? or more like, i’m tired of his bullshit. and his wife's bullshit. that's irrelevant. the point is that this song is widely applicable to all tragedies and it's a seb song

fashion statement: ASTON! MARTIN! SEB! god okay i love this song it's probably my fave off revenge. i love the idea of him coming back in full glory. and we saw flashes of him being hungry in monaco and baku and scream!!! scream!!!!!!!!! this song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i never told you what i do for a living: MORE ferrari seb. this album is just. ferrari seb how many fucking times have i said ferrari seb. anyway "touched by angels though i fall out of grace" HELLO. no further comment needed methinks.

before i continue: pauline aka @formula-whine makes an excellent case for revenge being an album about red bull seb and is ceo of the emo seb agenda and has amazing art and asks and i will link/reblog them when i am back on my laptop tomorrow but they should be under the emo seb tag on my blog too!

black parade

wttbp: this song is a skip imo except for the rare occasions where i REALLY want to be 13 again hearing this for the first time but omg have u seen the vid of him mouthing along to the lyrics 😭😭😭 he goes so hard he has an air guitar this is a boy who had an (internal) emo phase i just know it. we know he likes the misfits and punk rock and my chem is just one step away. in all seriousness tho the whole message to carry on? and the entire post chorus i.e. “do or die, you’ll never make me / because the world will never take my heart / go and try, you’ll never break me / we want it all, we want to play this part / i won’t explain or say i’m sorry / i’m unashamed, i’m gonna show my scars” isnt that seb in a nutshell throughout his whole career? this man does not give the fuck up and neither should we!

house of wolves: HAVE YOU SEEN THE VIDEO OF G SPANKING HIMSELF ON STAGE WHILE SINGING THIS SONG… anyway red bull seb’s whore behaviour is off the fucking charts like that gifset i reblogged today where he just gives off Man Who Fucks energy??? yeah this song suits him. also recently he was talking about being naughty and what do u know… “tell me i’m a bad man, kick me like a stray / tell me i’m an angel, take this to my grave”?????? HORNY!! frank was insane for this

sleep: ferrari seb yet again. “and through it all, how could you cry for me?” “kiss me goodbye and sleep / the hardest part is letting go of your dreams” also the entire second verse reminds me of like when that whole dts arc where seb tried to fight against charles replacinf him in ferrari and was a bastard on track. side note this song is criminally underrated ngl like i think g’s screams from tbpid will haunt me forever

disenchanted: i already screamed about it eep

famous last words: that one moment in dts when seb’s talking to christian and is like “and then come home.” THAT’S IT. also again the theme about carrying on and perseverance and holy shit i’m actually tearing up mcr has saved my life so many times i never planned on making it past 16 but here i am 20 years old alive and trying and lying in bed typing about them

blood: seb @ the media and social media. yeah

skipping conventional weapons for personal reasons

danger days

this entire album is rb seb and the anti capitalism stuff is current seb like LOOK ALIVE, SUNSHINE! 109 in the sky but the pigs won’t quit!! you’re here with him: sebastian vettel!! he’ll be your surgeon your proctor etc etc LOUDER THAN GOD’S REVOLVER AND TWICE AS SHINY he’s a rock n roller a crash queen a motor baby listen besties the future is bulletproof. the aftermath is secondary. gravity don’t mean much to him. and that is red bull seb. eeee for the sake of avoiding redundancy i’m just gonna list lyrics <3

“if my velocity starts to make you sweat, then just don’t let go”

“i’m unbelievable (yeah) i’m undefeatable (YEAH) let’s ruin everything BLAST IT TO THE BACK! ROW!”

“so hit the lights, i’ll do it again / and keep your cars and your dogs and your famous friends”

“ain’t nobody gonna take my life / ain’t nobody gonna get the best of me”

“everybody hit the pyro cue / we’re gonna blow this off and show you what we do”

“this ain’t about all the friends you made, but the graffiti they write on your grave”

“when the lights go out, will you take me with you? / and carry all this broken bone / through six years down in crowded rooms and highways i call home?”

“they don’t believe in us, but i believe we’re the enemy”

the horny part in destroya. all of it

“all the cameras watch the accidents and stars you hate / they only care if you can bleed”

“‘cause you only live forever in the lights you make.”

eep i am so tired but essentially i have a lot of feelings about seb and his legacy also many many feelings about mcr’s breakup. yes they’re back together but i doubt mcr5 is ever dropping and how perfectly sad is that alshdksg they need to make another album just so seb can get his fifth world championship etc etc okay it’s 2 in the morning i am going to bed if u made it this far hello congrats stream death spells for clear skin

#TY FOR THE ASK SORRY IT GOT SO. LONG #scream…………#emo seb #anon #ask #mcr #long post #save the bees

11 notes · View notes

class1akids · 4 years

Note

[1/4] [I realized that with my first statement I may been come of as rude so I apologize] I want to add that although I want horikoshi to show the fact that deku is closer and more important for bakugou than kirishika or everyone else, I want this more for deku himself than for myself.

[2/4] I mean, deku seems so happy just to be able to talk to bakugou and be with him that leaving their relationship at "I only come to you when bad things happen or when I need your help" as you wrote is unfair for him. he always wanted to be with bakugou, he has always considered him one of the most important people for him, so seeing an ending where kirishima remains bakugou's best friend while deku remains in the background makes me feel really bad for him.

[3/4] if i were deku i would be really jealous and i would be very sad [obviously I am not deku and maybe what horikoshi will write in the future for the two of them will be completely different from what I think and wish, this is just the way i feel].

[4/4] Obviously if in the end in bakugou's life as an important person there is not only Deku but also Kirishima, this would still be fine even if its not my ideal situation. But I wish that at least bakugou would do the same things that you said he would do with kirishima in the future, with deku too... [chatting, going out, confessing his secrets/emotions etc...]

Obviously, for a real friendship between the two, it shouldn’t only matter what Deku wants, but also what Bakugou wants.

And I’d first like the story to really answer why Deku is still clinging onto this dream of friendship that hasn’t existed since they were 5? When he was lonely and quirkless, I kind of understood why he was projecting his hero dreams on Kacchan.

But now, he has a great power with even higher potential than Bakugou’s, he has supportive friends like Iida, Uraraka and Todoroki - he doesn’t really need Bakugou anymore. Yet when he reminsces about the how fortunate he is in the latest chapter - he only mentions All Might and Bakugou - as if he was still stuck in the past, when becoming a hero was kind of an irrealistic dream.

I think the Baku-Deku relationship still needs a lot of work with Bakugou really facing his past, as well as his obvious jealousy and inferiority complex in full swing again, and Deku I think should also look at his relationship with Bakugou and try to put down some very firms lines on what’s acceptable and what’s not.

This is not to say that their bond is not very deep or important - it obviously is, but it’s not something I would really call a friendship yet. What I meant in my first post is that currently as they are, they give me very sibling vibes. It’s the people you don’t really choose, they are just there your whole life; sometimes insufferable, sometimes going on each other’s nerves, competing for the same attention, making fun of each other, but when things get tough, they close ranks, because they are family.

Of course, they might move to the let’s-hang-out-together-and-have-fun zone, but right now how I see them, they both have other friends to have that kind of relationship with. I don’t know what could move their relationship to that easy friend zone, because it was forged in a very different context.

#bnha #bakugou katsuki #midoriya izuku

13 notes · View notes

doodlewash · 5 years

Text

Hi there! My name is Irina Mirskaya, and I am an artist, textile designer, illustrator and art educator. I was born and grew up in Azerbaijan, one of the republics of former Soviet Union, now an independent country. My family lived in its capital, Baku, for four generations. We always had art albums at home, and I spent hours pouring over reproductions of classical paintings, imagining the stories behind the pictures, dreaming that if I only had a little talent. How’d I loved to be able to paint.

I started to draw and paint when I was in the 7th or 8th grade. At the newsstand kiosk I saw greeting cards with reproductions of Russian lacquer miniature paintings. They were illustrating folk tales. And fascinating they were — colorful, whimsical, highly stylized — a cross of layering techniques of Byzantine icons, layout of Indian and Persian miniatures, flowing line quality and shiny finish of lacquer art of China, Japan, Vietnam, to name a few. But I didn’t know it then.

All I knew was — they were simply wonderful, inspiring me to create something of my own. I didn’t have a knowledge or materials to replicate Russian lacquers, so I started with watercolors. Back in the day, only those who studied art or worked as artists and had documentation to prove it, were able to buy artist grade materials. One of the family friends was a sculptor, and he helped me to get a wonderful set of watercolors and brushes made in St Petersburg.

I’ve painted with watercolors ever since! With a little detour making a Master of Science in Computer Science and working as a computer programmer for a while. I worked as a textile designer and managed an art studio, taught design as an adjunct faculty at Otis College of Art and Design, illustrated books and kids’ stories in the LA Times, taught art classes to kids and grownups and painted portraits — for commissions or just for the fun of it. I participated in group or solo art exhibits every year.

My favorite subjects are folk and fairy tales, and also dancers, and portraits, both people and animals. I love the feeling of magic, of mystery evoked by the folk stories. I love a good story. Portraits are telling a story, too. They, too, imply a mystery. Who are these people? What are or were their thoughts, hopes, lives? What are their traditions? What are their cultures, costumes, dances?

Because people dance! When they are happy, they dance. When they are sad, they dance, too. Their emotions are expressed through the movement, and it’s a fulfilling challenge to capture that movement on paper. That’s why I love to paint dancers. Ethnic costumes, researched or imagined, add a bonus point of interest. To me, as a textile designer, depicting colorful flowing fabric is an endless pleasure.

Recently, I was trying to paint directly, without pencil underdrawing. But usually I draw first. When I draw, I often start on a tracing or simple copy paper, adding details, tearing and re-arranging pieces. I use a 4B pencil and kneaded eraser. Sometimes I scan a preliminary drawing and finish it up in Photoshop, tweaking the size and composition.

Then I print it out and transfer it onto watercolor paper. I like Arches (of course, and who doesn’t), also Cartiera Magnani Italia (cold press, 140lb), and for the kids’ projects I use the Canson XL watercolor paper. I still have a love affair with the St. Peterburg professional watercolors, you can get them under the names Yarka or White Nights.

I prefer pans vs tubes. Just make sure you are getting a professional grade set. I love natural sable brushes, round, bristles not too short, with good spring and a fine point. About two years ago, I got an inexpensive set of four Kolinsky sable Zem brushes, and I’m very happy with their performance.

Painting makes me happy. If I like the result, great, but the process itself is already a worthy experience. And that’s why I teach art. I hope to inspire and bring more beauty and happiness and the joy of creating to people’s lives.

Irina Mirskaya Website Instagram Facebook

GUEST ARTIST: "Of Dance And Fairies, And Beyond" by Irina Mirskaya - #doodlewash #WorldWatercolorGroup #watercolor #watercolour Hi there! My name is Irina Mirskaya, and I am an artist, textile designer, illustrator and art educator.

#WorldWatercolorGroup #artist #dance #doodlewash #fairytale #featured #painter #painting #portraits #Russia #watercolor #watercolor painting #watercolour #whimsical

1 note · View note