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dingoat · 1 year

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WORST BOY: 2, 3, 4, 10, 16, 17, 30, 36, 40, 52, 59, 68 8), 77, 79, 82, 86, 89, 102, 103, 109, 110, 118, 120, 123, 127, 133, 134, 136, 139, 141, 154, 155, 156, 159

WORST BOY WORST BOY ok wow have a BAZILLION answers for this TERRIBLE MAN ahahahaha

CHARACTER ASKS for the PROFOUNDLY intolerable, PRIME antagonist, WATCHER FIVE.

2. What would history remember your character for?

OMG! I mean this really depends on how his story winds up playing out, doesn’t it? I feel like right now he’s at such a potential tipping point and I literally don’t know which way he’s going to fall hahaha. If he were to die tomorrow, I’m sure history would look kindly back on the tragic, beloved figure of his public persona, but Intel’s archives would have to be ripped open to connect it to the diabolical bastard behind it. Of course, what he would like to be remembered as is the man who re-shaped the Empire, except he’s started to realise that he might not actually live long enough to win at everything he sets his mind to. How terrible.

3. Does your character prefer to work in silence or with noise and of what kind?

Five DEFINITELY enjoys silence. Depending on the work, he might carefully select some classical music to stimulate his mind, but when he truly needs to focus and concentrate he finds any external noise utterly intolerable.

4. Has your character ever been handcuffed or tied up?

Look. He’s worked as a field agent and absolutely loves cover identities and fake personas. And he is very, very open minded and experimental in various parts of his life. You do the math.

10. Would your character give up the chance to come back to life as a god so that someone else could be saved?

There is exactly one (1) person he’s realised he would give up everything for.

16. How does the way your character present themselves in public differ from how they are in private?

Five will present himself a thousand different ways depending on his audience, his company, his current task at hand or obsession. He is a thousand different people, and while there is exactly one (1) person who is privy to most of them, including the version of himself that is slowly, carefully, willing to admit a certain amount of self doubt and uncertainty, even that one (1) person isn’t allowed to see the version of Five that remembers who he was as a boy, and who grieves.

17. How petty is your character?

INTENSELY. And he takes great joy in it, most of the time. One does not make any sort of slight against Watcher Five or Lord Highbridge without experiencing some sort of backlash, even if it's half a decade in coming.

30. How independent was your character as a teen?

Supremely. He would have been about 13 or 14 when he completely wrote off his family and started focusing entirely on himself, and only ever got worse. Dude moved off planet to work his way to success as soon as he was able, and then the moment he was successful enough he turned around and booted his family off their estate and took the whole thing over.

36. Would your character prefer to sit around and chill or be up and moving and doing something?

Five definitely appreciates and indulges in downtime, he has some very strong hedonistic leanings, but he also has a very active mind and constantly pressures himself with the notion that his work is not yet done. If he doesn’t spend some time working toward long-term goals, honing his skills, or impressing other people, then he feels the day is wasted.

40. If a loved one died, how long would they stay in mourning?

…however old he is, minus eleven years, and counting.

52. Would your character prefer to have history know the truth or have many different versions of their life?

Five’s ghost would be utterly aghast if any single being knew the entire truth of every aspect of his life. There could be no greater failing.

59. What kinds of things does your character use as paperweights?

Stones 8)

(Also probably like. Trophies and stuff. I’m sure he has so many from all walks of life and just. Uses them everywhere in utterly disregarding ways.)

68. Are any of your characters intimidatingly beautiful?

Omfg hahaha I DUNNO YOU TELL ME

I think Five was more designed as ‘approachably charming’ when he really turns it on, though. He aims for Perfect Gentleman, not Galadriel. (Ask him his opinion of 13 though…)

77. Have any of your characters had to kill a friend?

Hahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaa well you see for that to be the case he would need to consider more than one (1) person as a ‘friend’.

He's growing, though, very slowly. Perhaps this is a plot point that he can agonise over in the future >.>

79. What is a humanizing thing about a villain/antagonist/generally horrible person character that you have?

As cliche as it is, the entirety of why-is-he-like-that stems from a very old, very poorly handled tragedy, and the fact that he swore to himself that he would never allow himself to feel that level of grief again. Psych, he’s never actually managed to rid himself of it, nor the fact that he actually quite desperately wants to feel that level of love (YEAH, I SAID IT) and connection in his life again.

82. Describe your character’s handwriting.

Textbook perfect cursive. Elegant, sharp, consistently clear.

86. Is your character’s fear reaction to fight, flight, or freeze?

Fight, definitely. He is way, way too proud to face fear with anything other than bloody-minded rage and violence toward whatever it was that had the gall to make him feel fearful in the first place.

89. Would your character throw themselves in harms way to protect a loved one?

Yes, but he’d never use the term ‘loved one’. Also, he’d throw himself in harm’s way to protect a lawn ornament that he was particularly fond of so there’s that.

102. What is your character’s greatest source of guilt?

We don’t talk about the flagpole incident.

103. How well does your character deal with their anger?

Oh Five does the whole spectrum between quiet, calculated fury, all soft spoken and polite and plotting a revenge that the source will never see coming, as well as absolute frothing at the mouth, unbridled, hollering wild eyed stabby-time rage.

109. Would your character blackmail a god?

Five calls that an average Friday night 8)

110. What color is associated with your character?

I mean, he had a very distinct ‘green’ phase, but now it’s all about the royal purple and gold.

118. Have any of your characters come from a position of privilege that they’ve never had to examine?

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

aka ‘how to describe Five in one sentence or less’

120. Do any of your characters have PTSD?

Mmmmmm there’s a handful of Ciphers and one quasi-Sith who saw him rambling about the ghost of an elderly narglatch who might argue that yes, yes Five definitely has something going on there.

123. Did any of you characters have nannies or governesses growing up?

I’ve never really considered it, but I don’t actually think so? He might have been a little more well-adjusted if somebody had actually been paid to see to more of his well being as a kid.

127. Has anyone ever stolen your character’s identity or impersonated them?

Oh what a FUN IDEA. I’m sure he’s had some stupid social holo-media network impersonators here and there? I’m sure HE’S done plenty of impersonations in his life but I don’t know that there’s ever been a serious instance of it going the other way. Yet. 8)

133. Have any of your characters ever been caught in a fire or explosion?

Ahaha yet another ‘haven’t explicitly written but what a fun idea’ question! I haven’t detailed a lot of what Five got up to early in his career but it’s hard to imagine that there wasn’t at least one instance of an explosive going off at an inopportune moment….

134. Has your character ever been alone in a hostile environment and been forced to travel a long way to reach a safety that wasn’t for sure?

Nope. This is not the sort of soul-searching hardship Five has ever yet had to face. He’s always been very very good about assuring his own safety and comfort and means of getting to and from places with minimal complications. Side effect of being so utterly driven to be in complete control of every task he is set upon.

136. Has your character ever been forced to deal with the ‘I want to speak to your manager” kind of person?

Almost certainly, and probably always while under some cover identity. And he would smile, and be utterly gracious, and probably would actually be the manager sometimes, and would always find some way to enact some sort of petty (or horrifyingly gratuitous) revenge upon the intolerable individual.

139. Has your character ever survived a fatal wound?

Losing his arm was ridiculously traumatic and, in the right circumstance may well have been fatal, but he was treated pretty swiftly so risk of actual death was negated fairly soon after the fact.

141. Who has a weapon collection?

Hahaha THIS GUY for sure. Five likes nice things, shiny things, expensive things, and is very fond of both blasters and knives. I’m sure he has quite a few prize pieces in his collection, and his hunting rifle is his pride and joy… though I’m pretty sure his favourite weapon is the Galaxy’s Deadliest Hawkbat.

154: How much does your character care about other people respecting their authority?

WITH EVERY FIBRE OF HIS BEING

Thirteen is allowed a little disrespect. As a treat.

155: Does your character cut and/or color their hair for any specific reason?

He tends to keep his hair at a consistent length, but will vary the style and colour dramatically depending on the persona he’s putting on. That said, the way he normally wears his hair (‘normally’ being ‘while at work in an Intel office’) is also how he styles it as his main public persona.

156: Were/Are any of your characters under less pressure and fewer expectations than their siblings?

I’d say they were all under pretty well the same amount of pressure, and it would have been a very very stupid amount for all of them. And when Five’s parents finally backed off from him, he well and truly started weighing it down upon himself.

159: Does your character have any tattoos? And are any of them symbolic or significant?

No tattoos, no piercings, and he would tell you it’s because his peak physical form needs no such embellishment. His new cybernetic is quite elegantly decorated and with a very specific theme in mind, but he’s compartmentalised that in a way that makes him see it as fancy, expensive armour rather than an actual part of his body. He’s still in some pretty solid denial there but at least he’s moved up a step from having to keep it gloved at all times.

#character asks #ask meme #five asks #wow omg hahaha so many #I HOPE U ENJOY THIS #I wonder if there's anything even remotely surprising in there #ahahaha #watcher five #WORST BOY

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rothjuje · 2 years

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Today broke me. My spicy one screamed for 90 minutes straight this morning. At that point we still had not unpacked ONE box (Tuesday leg drama and urgent care, Wednesday leg drama and urgent care, Thursday leg drama and ER). My absence this week has been dysregulating for the kids, as well as strangers coming and going.

Everything has been just running around in circles. Hired someone to paint. He painted part of the ceiling by accident and now the whole ceiling needs to be painted. He also spilled paint in several places, but oddly not the carpet that’s going to be ripped out anyway. Sigh. On top of that I don’t even like the paint color and he did a crappy job in general so I’m just going to buy a new color and do it myself. In all my spare time. Ha. I’d never worry about paint at a time like this, but we need the living room painted to get the tv up and I need Cocomelon for my sanity.

We still don’t have lights upstairs (lamp ended up behind couch in playroom, could move couch but it’s broken and lamp will not survive twin toddlers).

Can’t unpack kitchen because there aren’t cabinet locks. Decide on baby gates instead of cabinet locks. Order them. They’re late. They get here. They don’t fit. We still don’t have pots or pans. I haven’t had a home cooked meal in 6 weeks (I’ve been surviving off of cereal and bagels) and it just makes me so sad. Baking bread was how I kept my sanity.

Basically, to unpack, you need to take things out of boxes and put them somewhere that two two year olds can’t reach. Which is simply not possible when they’re awake, because when they’re awake they’re glued to me.

So. Anyway. I regretted every decision I had ever made to get me to this point, had a good cry, and then a good scream. Then Jess the neighbor finally got to come back over (48 hours fever and vomit free) and that restored some of my sanity.

Then neither twin had a 6 pm disaster nap and they were actually in bed before 9 pm. HALLELUJAH. Yes, it’s been a thing here. I’ll look over and one of the twins will just be passed out on the floor or on the couch. Transitioning out of naps is such a frustrating time in general. Sigh.

Justin and I managed to unpack about 8 boxes each after the kids went down. You can now walk in our room, the dining room, and the playroom. There are 9 boxes left in our room, 11 in the dining room, 7 in the girls’ room, 3 in George’s room, and too many to count in the basement.

But. Progress. Actual forward motion. Thank Gd.

Okay. Leg. Sat in ER most of yesterday (I drove to one of the good hospitals and I still sat forever, and then they had 5 patients in these giant rooms with little dividers). Texas is so different. You wait for 30-60 minutes and then get your own spacious room. Honestly, Texas has a lot going for it. It’s very functional down there. I miss it, a lot.

Anyway. Rash is still spreading, but that’s normal up to 5 days into antibiotics they say (which I wish urgent care would have said, I would like my time and money back from yesterday please). So. They said the purple is fine, the blisters are fine, that if it’s necrotizing it will be immensely painful and if I feel immense pain come back.

Hoping that things will continue on the up and up. Dining room looks cute, our room more spacious than we thought, playroom very cute. In-laws come tomorrow and I am very very thankful for the extra hands. I miss seeing familiar faces and I’m excited for the normalcy of a visit.

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clandestineverses · 2 years

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Romantic Quotes From Movies

Read on for 20 of the most Famous Movie Quotes from hollywood records that are perfect for any event, whether you're planning a wedding (strive printing them in your decorations or incorporating them into your vows!), searching to show up the romance in your courting, or sincerely dreaming approximately your luckily ever after.

1. "You complete me." —Jerry Maguire 2. "People do fall in love. People do belong to each other, because that's the only chance that anyone's got for true happiness." —Breakfast at Tiffany's 3. "To me, you are perfect." —Love Actually 4. "Don't forget: I'm also just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her." —Notting Hill 5. "We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster than we should that we go bankrupt by the age of 30 and have less to offer each time we start with someone new. But to make yourself feel nothing so as not to feel anything—what a waste!" —Call Me By Your Name

6. "I want to tell you with my remaining strength that I love you. I always have. I'll drift next to you every day as a ghost just to be with you. Even if I was banished to the darkest place, my love will keep me from being a lonely spirit." —Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon 7. "So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard, and we're gonna have to work at this every day. But I wanna do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever. You and me. Every day." —The Notebook 8. "You have bewitched me, body and soul, and I love, I love, I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day on." —Pride and Prejudice 9. "Our love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it." —A Walk to Remember 10. "We'll always have Paris." —Casablanca 11. "I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with you." —Dirty Dancing 12. "I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible." —When Harry Met Sally 13. "At best, it's a happy delusion—these two people who truly love each other and have no idea how truly miserable they're about to make each other. But, but, when two people know that, and they decide with eyes wide open to face each other and get married anyway, then I don't think it's conservative or delusional. I think it's radical and courageous and very romantic." —Frida 14. "In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find someone who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you." —Juno 15. "What I'm trying to say, very inarticulately, is that, um, in fact, perhaps despite appearances, I like you, very much. Just as you are." — Bridget Jones's Diary 16. "At best, it's a happy delusion—these two people who truly love each other and have no idea how truly miserable they're about to make each other. But, but, when two people know that, and they decide with eyes wide open to face each other and get married anyway, then I don't think it's conservative or delusional. I think it's radical and courageous and very romantic." —Frida 17. "In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find someone who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you." —Juno 18. "What I'm trying to say, very inarticulately, is that, um, in fact, perhaps despite appearances, I like you, very much. Just as you are." — Bridget Jones's Diary 19. "Medicine, law, business, engineering, these are noble pursuits and necessary to sustain life. But poetry, beauty, romance, love, these are what we stay alive for." —Dead Poets Society 20. "I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you." —Pocahontas

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bloggingbisexually · 5 months

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I’m a teacher. I love my job. I work harder than a lot of people realize. (I’m also an introvert and recovering from burnout.) But let me tell you about today.

Today I woke up at 6 am and was at school at 7:45. My school day is 8:10 - 2:20. I worked the whole day with only about two bathroom breaks. Then I got about an hour reprieve to go for a little walk and get a cup of tea. We had parent-teacher interviews scheduled 3:30 - 7:30. I’m part time so I scheduled in one bathroom break and extended my dinner break a bit. But the rest of my schedule was completely booked. The last parents I spoke to ripped my head off because an 86% was not a high enough grade for their kid (it’s the first report card out of four). (We also just wrote report cards last week so I was stressed af and barely getting any sleep then.)

I left school around 7:40 pm (nearly twelve hours after I’d gotten there). I had been working for most of those twelve hours. I got home and cried on my kitchen floor because I was stressed, overwhelmed, overstimulated, and exhausted as fuck.

My school board scheduled a PD Day for tomorrow. My school is teaming up with three other schools for a massive joint PD. So I have to wake up early, go to a different school, and be surrounded by huge crowds of people for an entire day. So I don’t get a reprieve or time to recover. I just have to keep going. And I don’t know if I can.

#kit talking #teacher life #teacher problems #i need a fucking break

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the-firebird69 · 10 months

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It's a few things going on it's got Kingsley chasing and TT around and I might be doing that too and the little boy doesn't get it he does so it's going to do his routine and try and get her on board it's doing it to him and he didn't get it so there's a lot of things he does some people don't get I'm doing a lot of stuff he gets it eventually but he's been telling people what should happen and I do get that. Some up here alone and he's talking to me all the time I said here's a show for you and it was about Zion and it's about the matrix and it is in Utah that's why I moved to Los Angeles it moves to Los Angeles in the first movie it does go there at a later time too but at first it is there it goes back at the end of it and I have to say it's a long and serious and it's very valuable yeah it's beginning now and they will see that the facility is still there and it's huge and they're going to fight it and it'll cause a big war and his mom might be in it on top of all sorts of stuff and they're going to look at it now no they're out there now and they've been fighting it for quite a while

Hera

It's usually under attack by fleas and they're getting gross around here we certainly get why there's more of that muck and moisture and other in the growing on the edges and it's becoming a pandemic the fleas are back and with a vengeance they're saying we can use some rain and it will rain eventually tonight or tomorrow no it's going to rain tonight and it's because of the evacuation so that'll wash a lot of it out as the tide is lowering now and they will all die and drowned and the muck will wash off the shoreline it'll be back but tonight we expect a bunch so not as much will come back it's going to flush out probably a foot it's what we anticipate and there is a trough in the middle and it is pressurizing and it's going to go to maximum and it's going to blow out how many foot in the trough tonight and thus the middle channel of the river in the harbor all to the mouth will be about 8 ft deep and the rest is 4 ft deep when Okeechobee pressurizes most of the water is going to funnel through the middle and it will press downwards and it will erode the muck and we anticipate it to happen starting tomorrow but water might overflow bit but for it to go up another foot the pressure will be intense it's going to be a ton of pressure on the mock and the water will go into it and the water will go probably 30 mph in the middle and it's going to flow out through the middle tomorrow night all night and the pressure will be constantly increasing so let's be as if it never became low tide and it's going to be flowing the whole time and sometime in the morning the pressure will reduce and the flow will increase to madness 40 50 miles an hour and it will start ripping the muck out we're hoping for that tomorrow night we don't think it'll happen tonight although there is a remote possibility if not tomorrow night it'll happen the next and we do we do see that as happening because we get a hydrology report on the muck and all over the place and they were doing it today

Thor Freya

For the news coming up we have a lot of people here who are belligerent we need to come here and stop them it's because they're having a war and you're trying to win it's also because they're trying to get to the matrix of Utah and need all sorts of help

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zodgory · 11 months

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Was finally finishing up a Danny Boyle filmography watch, but I was going to skip T2 because I was frankly too lazy to 🏴‍☠️ (RIP soap2day) but then I guess it ended up being on a platform I have access to recently so now if anything, it's too late for me to watch Yesterday (small mercies 😂). But I can't keep the disc from the library 📚 any longer because I cannot owe them more than what I already do ($65 because I stupidly assumed they got rid of late fees though tbh I kept it for 30 days longer than the four months they gave me 😅💸).

And also I had to push back watching Righteous Gemstones ⛪💎 which I would've liked to talk about with my co-worker tomorrow. I like our water cooler-esque chats.

But really I had all day to do these frivolous things. It's only because I prefer watching movies after the sun goes down (🌅🌆) except thanks to Daylight Savings Time and it being summer 🌞, that's not possible until like 7/8.

Anyways, how does Robert Cargill look younger in T2 than in some of the late seasons of OUAT??? And Johnny Lee Miller somehow seems to have aged slower than Ewan McGregor. I only wish they had inserted a present-day Kevin Mckidd ghost 👻.

#stupid blather

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littleharpethcrossfit · 1 year

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Sunday, 8 January, 2023....... Warmup.....Deadlifts.....”Take Five”.....

It was 50 degrees, which would otherwise be cold only according to Herb. But with a heavy grey overcast sky and no sunshine, it seemed much colder. We fired up all the heaters. Many thx to Tom who toted in some propane this morning.

Sweet Dana Rebecca was the demo model and leader of the complicated 8 exercise warmup.

Warmup:

5 Alternate Elbow to Instep

5 Alternate Hamstring Scoops

10 Kang Squats

10 HR Pushups

15 Jumping Jacks

15 Mountain Climbers

20 High Knees

20 Butt Kickers

Strength WOD:

Deadlifts: 5 / 2 / 2 / 2 / 2 Post 2 Rep Max

Shane=415 Ed/Nathan=365 Warren G=315 Zac=300 Smoothie=285 Herb/Paul=265 Tom/Lew=246 Dana=250* Coach=245 Yates=235 Warren A=225 Joe=175 Sue/Alicia=145 Cheri=135 Kayla=125* Tripp/Elisa/Linda/Holly=125 Faith (The girl)=32

Metabolic Conditioner

Since there are 5 Minute work sessions alternating with 5 minutes rest, it would be convenient to do this in “WAVES”. That way nobody would have to run. If you don’t understand, ask Timmy (who was absent).

“Take Five”

5 Minute Cap

40 Calories Any ERG (Run 500 if no ERG)

Then AMRAP in time left

12 Deadlifts (E=185/135/85)

12 Burpees

REST 5 Minutes

5 Minute Cap

30 Calories Any ERG (Run 400 if no ERG)

Then AMRAP in time left

9 Deadlifts (E=225/155/105)

9 Burpees

REST 5 Minutes

5 Minute Cap

20 Calories Any ERG (Run 300 If No ERG)

Then AMRAP in time left

6 Deadlifts (E=275/185/125)

6 Burpees

SCORE:

Total combined Deadlifts + Burpees

Elites:

Dana=174 Shane=133

RXers:

Ed=153 Herb=120 Sue=135 Yates=121 Nathan=119 Zac=110 Paul=108 Smoothie=106 Alicia=68 Coach=65

Scaled:

Kayla=158 Holly=131 Elisa=124 Cheri=122 Joe=78 Tripp=“A Lot” Faith (The Girl)=“A Little” Tom/Lew/Linda/Warren A & G=Personal Journey’s

Notes:

Sincere apologies are hereby offered in print for failing to BLOG-mention that in the heat of yesterdays WOD, athletes Timmy and Ed heard “Thunderstruck”, by AC/DC, and could not refrain from ripping off a Burpee every time they sang “THUNDER”. If YKYK.

The Girl’s sometimes have a Girl’s-Outing-Thing after the workout, so the Boy’s were not to be outdone today. Smoothie arranged a trip to a nearby watering-hole for burger’s and brew’s and about 7 of us came. Smoothie/Herb/Lew/Coach/Warren A/Shane/Nathan had a great fun time. Paul said he was coming until Susan put her size 5 1/2 foot down, so Paul had to pretend to have some emergency to attend.

Herb put a date for the next Bourbon Tasting on a white-board at the Barn. I never plan much beyond a few hours ahead, so it didn’t register on me when he wrote down a date that is so futuristic that our trees will have green leaves once again. Linda thinks she and a few others including 144,000 Jehovah’s Witnesses, will certainly be raptured by then. Wait a few weeks and check the white-boards. It will be listed as THE BORN AGAIN BOURBON TASTING.

Big Lew (who actually is a paying member at CFEN and mooch’s workouts at the free LHCF) is undergoing shoulder surgery tomorrow afternoon. It is notable that Big Lew is not favoring the services of any of the 3 famous Orthopedic Surgeons who attend LHCF. It is also noteworthy that Dr Paul L. will be his attending Anesthesiologist, promising to take Big Lew “to a point as near-unto-death as humanly possible, yet still revive unharmed”. That’s re-assuring. Miss Linda will be offering up prayers for Big Lew, and her prayers are the best money can buy.

The quote attributed to Paul L. was actually a plagiarism from Dr David Alfery’s (LSU Dave) latest book SAVING GRACE. If 5 or more of you guys would please buy it and leave a gushingly good review (reading is not required), LSU Dave will take the Buck’s to a fine dinner outing. The book is being released this Tuesday, January 10. BTW, all new book releases are on a Tuesday. But everybody knows that....

If you are supposing that the 144,000 mentioned above is a fictive number, you’d better speak to an Elder from The WatchTower Society or risk being left behind. Heavenly admission has so many obstructions I’m afraid to go to sleep at night. Like, what’s more damning, eating beef and dairy together, or getting a blood transfusion from a total stranger ? Thoughtful notes from a born again agnostic.

Tuesday at 4 PM. Maybe...

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withshiningstarsandopenarms · 1 year

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so started off the weekend with alex having water damage in her room. a pipe bursted and we had to sop up a ton of water for two days. it smells like sewage in her bedroom now, well really in the whole apartment because we’ve had to keep everything open so that it could dry out and the smell has just been wafting all over.

then last night she had to call the police at 5 am. my mom was working at camp all weekend so alex slept on the couch while airing out her room. i slept in my moms room. and alex heard a domestic violence incident happening upstairs. one where it sounded like the woman was being choked out and also thrown against walls and furniture. so everyone has been on edge. the dogs hated having people come by to look at the floorboards earlier in the day but also hated having the cops knock on our door at 5:15 am.

then tonight around 8:30 pm the on site property manager texted my mom to let her know that although extremely short notice, we had to have alex’s room completely empty by tomorrow at 8 am because they were coming to rip the floor boards out. the water damage made them swell and raise up so not only is it ugly but it’s a mold risk too. so we just finished all of that around 10:00. alex’s baby daddy came to help move the heavy furniture but my mom still doesn’t know alex is pregnant so we couldn’t tell her why it was necessary.

my dad will be coming over tomorrow morning to pick up the dogs and take them to his moms house for the day while all this happens and it will probably need to happen again whenever they replace the floor boards. however we don’t know when that will be because the floor will need to be dried up.

oh and to top everything off, i’ve been talking to a few people about living with them temporarily until danica and ryan move out of state and can take me with them. because my mom has absolutely been using me as a punching bag and everyone sees it now. if she thought she was doing me a favor by allowing me to stay here rent free, of course that would be great. but it only helps me if she’s not consistently disrespecting me and doing so in front of other people is wild to me.

i feel like im falling apart. i feel like i’ve been cursed. like i have no idea what i did to deserve all of this shit. you told me it would be temporary and i haven’t caught a fucking break. i got maybe two hours of sleep last night. im exhausted and probably will still not be able to sleep tonight.

losing you was the worst thing to ever happen to me. and i don’t understand why it happened still. there is no way you had been falling out of love with me for months prior to august. and there is no way you stopped over night either.

i wish you had gotten help sooner. because not only has this has ruined my life, but i never stopped loving you. i never stopped wanting to be with you. i never stopped seeing a life with you. it’s hard to live it without you now. especially when it feels like everything is against me. please reconsider this.

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feuqueerfire · 2 years

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Love and Leashes Live Blogging

I've heard it's wholesome and cute despite the subject matter + the femdom piqued my interest, so I'm giving it a watch despite the clip I saw on Twitter with the barking that kinda put me off (just not my thing).

Aug 30

Oh, the Korean title is 모럴센스 since is Moral Sense transcribed in Hangul

Office culture vibes killing me in the first few minutes already rip the sexism and being chill with homophobia

lol the mother talking about how a girl shouldn't confess first because men used to hunt and have the instinct to hunt/dominate. oh ma'am if you only knew what this movie was about

I like how steadfast and stoic Jiwoo is

In English Jung Jihoo (male) and Jung Jiwoo (female) sound similar but the w and h look quite different. In Korean, the spelling is even more similar 지후 and 지우. Jihoo just has that little hat

ngl wasn't expecting the finding a collar and a leash and a kink magazine before the 10 minute mark but this is fun

Yknow what I was expecting this Jihoo guy to be very endearing from the smiley poster of him I saw and so far, he really is

Ooh, I was wondering if she wasn't gonna think he's the dom since he's a man + the magazine had maledom. Seems like she does from this fantasy trance

HER MOTHER SEEING HER OUTSIDE THE KINK STORE i'd pass away right there

Jihoo's so clumsy ahh accidental text but he's so akldjf freaking awkward, the secondhand embarassmenttt

oh my goddd he misunderstood Jiwoo as saying she's also into BDSM and the way he's reacting is embarrassing enough but he just said "tbh, I could sense that from you" and I'm alkdjf why would you sayyy that. omg he just offered himself up :0

noooo Jiwoo's trying to not be overly nice to Jihoo even though she likes him and is also deeply annoyed by their sexist boss (mans is literally being patronizing to ppl like as a man, you should know how to grill and as a woman, you should know how to cut fruits to find a husband) but Jihoo thinks she's muttering about him instead of the terrible boss

nooo him crying because he likes her and thinks she finds him annoying :((( Anyway, I guess he's casually asking her to be his master (in a pure/innocent way lol) because he's so drunk

At the workplace? :0

the umbrella trope instead of showing chivalry/"as a man, I'll provide" displaying "how sincere [Jihoo] is to serve [Jiwoo] as [his] master" is so good. I was anticipating it when I saw the rain outside but klasdfj yay

30 mins

is this video planting the seed for a future conflict where they'll want both a BDSM and romantic relationship

foot kissing !! my love. I loved it in Why R U because it was kind of a submissive move from Fighter despite the fact that they weren't dom/sub but this time it acc is in a BDSM context. it's a fantasy I think but still

omg during their workplace blindfold interaction I was hoping she'd caress his hair but she finally did it here in the fantasy

ohhhh it wasn't just Jiwoo's fantasy but Jihoo's too

He's sooo endearing "Punish me? :D" "Why do you look so excited?" "O.O no not at all, I'm not"

I'm slightly confused about this rule that's like can't terminate contract without other's permission or whatever?? It shouldn't need both people to agree to terminate the contract, one person wanting to back out should be enough

Him tryna reassure her like "No touch. I don't have any naughty desire toward you :)" about sex but her being like hmph -_-

Bro they're gonna have their first scene and I'm so nervous/excited and Jihoo is too, idk how Jiwoo's keeping calm rn lol

Okay, pause before the scene actually because it's 12am and I have to be up at 8:15 tomorrow, so goodnight for now, to be finished tomorrow. Got to 37:15

Aug 31

i know he's gonna bark, do I watch or skip

Okay I muted it and skipped a bit (I know she gave him treats out of his hand), I just really don't like watching dog play stuff

omg terrible ass time, sucks that their first scene went like this

Him wearing the glasses was throwing me off, is this different than the ones she gave him for when he needed her orders?

Anyway watching het stuff is wild because I can just say he and she without specifying lol

Her saying "Does it hurt a lot?" when stepping and him saying "It's killing me" is a lot

I like how she also fantasizes about stepping on him

The scenes of them doing stuff at night in between the splices of them at the office during the day is so short but I still keep skipping the nsfw stuff, I think I can only handle watching a specific amount of live action nsfw stuff on specific days

You don't know how badly I want her to slap his face, that's a scene I def wouldn't skip

I read a spoiler that they get caught in the office and I don't know if it's about to happen now but I'm really nervous about it agh

okay, they didn't get caught

omg after Badhaai Do, this is the second piece of media this month that said "look down" while getting yelled at.

Oof, idk why it's taking me so long to finish this 2h movie but I'm at 1h 10

Sep 1

I'm freaking dead actually for real they're not only handcuffing themselves to each other in public, someone she knows (Hyemi) is spotting them T.T

okay whew bullet dodged For Now, miss girl got distracted

feeding :)

oh yeah, I read something about there being a terrible dom as well

naurrrr everything going wrong because of their handcuffs, I don't wanna watch T.T I hate public humiliation sm

k it was a small commotion, they glossed over it quickly

nooo seeing Hye Mi be like self-defense and clever while defeating the rapist mans but then breaking down in the car afterwards T.T + Saying there'd be no use going to the police and that she didn't actually take compromising pics of him like she said because it'd make her as bad as them

She calls him 정대리님, I was wondering what that ending particle was and google says it's just like "deputy" which I don't quite understand. I guess I'd learn if I watched more office kdramas

Ooh, nice juxtaposition of her cleaning and preparing the ropes while he bakes a treat for their scene

1h 33m O.O I wasn't expecting the face slapping but it did !!!!!

rip the last play ending on a sour ass note

naurrrrrrrrrr not the office finding out ?!?!!?!?!?!?!?! I knew they got caught but somehow to me that meant one supervisor found out and reprimanded them, not the mentee accidentally sending a recording to their whole fucking office gbye

the urge to just stop watching and watch later is so strong but i also wanna just get it over with omg like it's not even real why does fictional public or second-hand embarrassment affect me so much

I'm sat here all torn like okay I'm glad he's confessing his feelings but it's during a disciplinary meeting due to them having a scene at their office ummmm

Them smiling at each other in the elevator, I'll combust

Also, Hye Mi is so fucking beautiful like I didn't say so but wowie wow wowowowwow the most beautiful person in the movie

Jiwoo and Jihoo's biggest kink out of all the ones explored is 100% doing things in public

was not expecting this last minute barking T.T they're freaking cute though

Fun show, Jiwoo and Jihoo were endearing, and it was curious to see BDSM get explored outside of like the fics I've read over the years. They shallowly explored a whole lot of different aspects of the relationship without actually showing much or being titillating, was a rather tame but fun movie and it worked well for me because I don't really like watching NSFW sexy scenes in live-action stuff. Also, Hye Mi was so beautiful.

Some things made me uncomfortable but that was mostly my own issues (except that throwaway line about both people needing to agree to terminate the contract, I didn't like that). Most things I didn't like could be forgiven due to the fact that they gave me a guy getting his face slapped during an nsfw scene.

Rating: 6.5/10

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finsterhund · 2 years

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today went worse than expected but I have love in my heart for scott

as the title suggests.

I absolutely did have to buy Scott’s things so now other than 30 in my paypal I have no money until I get paid in two days. Lol incredible.

But I do not resent Scott for it. I got him a good harness and a good leash. He deserves good things.

Roommate continues to fucking test me. He tells me only after Scott is home that he wants him to STAY IN MY ROOM. This was my ONE boundary. My singular one other than not using Cazza’s more sentimental things. That my room would be mine and Cazza’s for at least another week. I am so fucking upset about this. I scooped up Cazza’s things off her bed and I put a blanket down over it but the deed is done and now I have no way of telling which shed hairs in here were hers or his. I was going through the painstaking and slow process of tweezering her hairs up where there were still some in my room. I wanted to collect as much of it as I could. But this is now moot I’m pretty sure. Scott has mostly black fur but there’s still white on him. Roommate only “needed” him in here for like twenty minutes but it was enough. All my talk about how I was willing to sleep out in the living room with him if need be just that I cannot have him in my room yet was moot. I am so unbelievably upset.

Absolutely incredible that when grieving I have what amounts to so few boundaries but roommate is speedrunning breaking them. After finding out Cazza’s tooth is cracking from the natural drying process this is too much to bear. I’m about to start ripping my hair out and whacking people with an axe.

I do not resent Scott though. I was so scared I would resent him for roommate immediately bringing him into my life in less than a month after and especially after this new event with my bedroom but none of my resentment is directed at him. It isn’t his fault. I guess I was just afraid of having resentment of Scott because I think so lowly of myself that I assumed I’d stoop to that level for whatever fucking reason. I hate myself so much that I think I’m going to hate Scott. Who fucking knows.

This is going too fast but that isn’t Scott’s fault. It’s roommate’s fault but I already feel angry and frustrated about him already.

It’s too hot. The heat is unbearable. I want it to just FUCKING STOP.

Also I finally have more than just “uhhh July lol” for when he’s driving 8 hours away for a week. “probably immediately after the 15th” which isn’t a concrete fucking date but at least I have a ballpark now.

So tired so fucking tired so unbelievably fucking tired. The fun I managed to have in Will’s art stream earlier this afternoon is a distant memory.

This is just an overnight trip with Scott. He’s going back tomorrow. I do fucking wish he was just here permanently now. He needs to settle. I know trips to get him accustomed are for the best for him but the added stress is compounding. I do not like socializing with humans. I do not like the heat. I do not like leaving the Cazza cuddle clone.

I probably have more things to say but I keep getting bothered when trying to write this.

*frothing*

#text post #negative #long post

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petalsbloomed-a · 4 years

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sup!!

hey friends!! sorry i haven’t been on here in a while... i’ve been busy on the rest of anime tumblr and i’ve been doing a lot of writing for the utapri fandom so i haven’t been replying to stuff!

anyways! i got a job interview at target and it’s happening tomorrow so wish me luck!

and for the rp world news, if anyone wants to plot something please don’t hesitate to dm me, and i’ll be reflagging starter memes here pretty soon so feel free to send me one of those!! <3

#noah rambles. (out of character)#i actually have to get up at like 8:30 tomorrow rip #i have my online physical at 9 #and my interview is at 12 #i'll have to drive to a really confusing city for my interview #which is where the target is #but its the closest to my house so like #i didn't want to drive more than 30 mins to a summer job #but the starting salary is $15/hour #so if i get the job i'll be able to get a new phone in the first three weeks probably #also i still need to go to the piercer i planned to for my birthday and talk about getting my nose pierced #i've been saving up for that since i got some money for my birthday #anyways im gonna stop rambling now hahaha

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kirishoshego · 3 years

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Confidental Composition//Bakugo

!!!MINORS DNI!!! 18+ONLY !!!

This is the first part of my little 'Teachers Pet Series' (I will add the link once I got all parts covered and the right ideas).

Summary: A simple task fucked up late at night as you send the wrong version of a piece of homework to your English literature teacher Mister Bakugo. Of course, he would want to see you after class the next day. But not for the reasons you might think. Pairing: Docent!Bakugo x afab!student!y/n // Words: 4.2k+ Side note: Insert a friend or random name you want for X :)

TW: nsfw: slow burn (sorry), spanking with a ruler, hair pulling, being bend over a desk, calling him sir, spitting, choking, dirty talk, degrading, slight praise

„Write an essay about the worst description of a woman or coitus. In the essay, explain why it is bad and then rewrite it. At least 30 pages, max. 60 pages (sources and any other extras you please to include, excluded). Due Date: 8 weeks from now on, 35% worth of your end grade. Questions can be asked per E-Mail, or, if you must, I’m free every Wednesday afternoon for meetings strictly for this essay and this essay only.“

A sigh left your lips as you starred at the piece of paper for the tenth time today ever since he handed it out to you and your classmates. The options you had were endless, you knew so many bad pieces about both topics and could write more than 100 pages about them as well. Everyone in class you talked to had decided on their topic already, some were even further. It was X who told you to just write the topics on a piece of paper and let fate do its work.

Black ink on a badly ripped blue note decided that you were going to write about a sex scene. Just now that you thought about it, rewriting something like that for your professor to read was an awfully stupid idea, yet you decided to listen to a small piece of paper.

At first, you were going to go with Fifty Shades of Grey but you felt like the choice was chewed up and spat out. It took you three days to finally decide on a book and once you settled there was no turning back. Considering your ignited interest in this topic you weren’t surprised when you were done within the first four weeks. Knowing the editing is going to take another week, maybe even a week and a half, you decided to take a small break, just one or two days off. On your second day, you decided to visit the new coffee shop that had just opened up around the corner.

Never had you expected to see your professor near your living spot. You were about to greet him when you noticed his pissed-off expression on his face and only now did you spot the woman behind him. She grabbed his arm and made him turn on the relatively small and empty street.

„Suki you can’t be serious,“ she was angry and hurt, while he seemed to be angry and annoyed. Not much of a difference than to how you see him on the daily, to be honest. „Are you fucking stupid? Of course, I’m fucking god damn serious. It was your choice to cheat on me and now I choose to throw you on the streets where you apparently belong, go ask one of your little boy toys to take you in for all I care,“ you were frozen in place, not entirely sure what to do. Right now your eyes were glued on his chest that was clad in a tight, black pullover, rising up and down heavily as his nostrils were flared caused by his anger. „Because you gave me no choice! If you like that sort of weird, rough shit then paddle your own canoe! I need something soft and tender-,“ before she could finish her sentence he laughed. Cold and slightly maniac in a way.

„Then get some fucking chicken! If you don’t like how I’m in bed then break up with me and piss off but don’t send my best friend a nude to ask him to come over. Even a ten-year-old would see how stupid that is,“at that moment your eyes met. His eyebrows were furled together, red eyes expression furry and disgust. Blond hair usually styled like he was going to be on the cover of Vogue, like he had been before, now slightly messy. Plump lips slightly apart to let his teeth shine through slightly before wetting them with his tongue. Your eyes widened and before you knew what you were doing you waved at him, making him cock his eyebrows in confusion for a second before noticing it was you who he was looking at. Turning on your heels you walked past busy crowds of people as you walked back home, trying to understand what you had just seen and why your angry professor had turned you on more than anyone had done before.

It was a stupid idea to ditch the next teaching unit of his but you had absolutely no clue how you were going to look at him. You knew teachers had a private life themselves, but never would you have guessed that you would run into one of them in your small area. As far as you knew he lived across town according to the very, very few private stories he had shared in magazines.

„Dear Professor,

down below is my finished project as an attachment in form of a PDF. I know you request it to be printed as well and I had planned to hand it in today, but sadly I came down with the flu. I’m looking forward to attending your next unit in the following week.

Have a nice week,

Y/N Y/L/N“

Maybe he had forgotten that you were there already and you were worrying too much about it. You were his student, nothing more, nothing less. Bakugo could care less about you, right? The flu did go around a lot right now, so it wouldn’t be completely unthinkable that you were sick. Itching eyes signaled you that it was time to go to bed now, so you closed your laptop and went to bed, not knowing what the next day will hold for you.

X had waited for you at the main entrance the next day to give you all the information you might need and ask why you weren’t there, considering it was obvious that you had the flu for one day only. At first, you were hesitant to explain what you had witnessed, it was messy already and you doubt Mister Bakugo would want the fight to go viral at his workplace. „Just one of those days you know? I had my mind completely full and felt like crap,“ that was the best excuse you could come up with, a white little lie that wouldn’t harm anyone. „Glad to see you’re doing- Oh, hello Professor,“ X smiled at someone behind you. There was no need to turn around to know who it was, the scent of his very expensive and extremely beguiling perfume clouding your mind. „Hello,“ his gruff voice greeted your friend shortly as you turned around, met with his muscular chest. You didn’t expect him to be so close to you, but here you were, tilting your head slightly as you looked up to him through your lashes, feeling not just your cheeks growing hot. „Good morning Sir,“ your voice sounded a lot more confident than you were feeling. Bakugo clenched his fist around the fake leather of his bag, his red eyes starring right into your soul as you had no chance of escaping whatever was going to happen next. „Miss Y/L/N, just the person I was looking for,“ fuck. „You were?“ X and you said at the same time, but your friend decided to excuse themself after a single glare from the older man. „How may I help you, Professor?“ You asked after swallowing down the anxious feeling that threatened to rise. „I received your Mail yesterday, with the PDF,“ okay, why did he search you just to tell you he got your assignment? Was it that bad? „But I’m relatively sure that it was the wrong one, considering I doubt that you want your teacher to know that 'this shit is so bad, but I wouldn’t mind being bent over a writing desk like that' with a smirking emoji at the end,“ only when his finger pushed your chin upwards gently you noticed that it was agape, shame filling every molecule in your body as you already planned your escape out of this country. Nobody was near you to see the weirdly intimidating scene happening between you and your teacher.

„Also I know you didn’t have the flu. I don’t appreciate being lied to. Tomorrow five p.m. in my office, don’t be late or you will get in more trouble. Send me the actual version tonight so I can grade it. I won’t let something as unprofessional as this slide again, understood?“ You nodded, taking in all of the information given to you, and somewhat in all of this mess felt thankful that he was giving you a second chance. The man in front of you rolled his eyes and clicked his tongue, ordering you to speak up. „Yes Sir, thank you,“ you sounded more confident than you felt inside. „Good,“ was all Bakugo said before he turned around, leaving you behind in the big hall dumbfounded and confused… And horny.

As if Chronos himself felt immense joy in your misery, minutes appeared to be hours and the panic inside of you only grew the closer you came to five in the afternoon. You tried everything, watching a show, listening to podcasts and audiobooks, reading a book you had put of for so long, went outside, cooked something, worked on another assignment, stopped yourself from destroying your hair, made the phone call you so desperately had put off and it’s still only ten p.m on the same day. How was that even possible? As you laid in bed you tossed and turned, the thought of your really hot teacher all angry, breathing heavily, his hands roaming your body. It was hard to pinpoint exactly when those thoughts turned into a very lucid dream, but when you woke up in the morning, already an hour too late to your first period, all you wanted to do was scream into your pillow.

Considering first class is canceled, you wanna go grab breakfast? X texted you.

Canceled? Checking your mails you saw your teacher had sent out a mail, excusing themselves and explaining they came down with the flu. A blessing in disguise. You let X know that you would meet up at the building and go grab something near it. Once agreed, you took a quick shower, a moment of peace given to you as water hit your body. There was no way you could do anything between your last class and the meeting with Professor Bakugo, so you tried to look your best possible for the next upcoming hours.

Suddenly time flew by and the closer you got the more you begged for a little bit more time, for him to postpone it, anything. But no, here you were, five minutes early and looking around to spot the blond man with no luck. „Miss Y/L/N. Step inside,“ you jumped slightly as his voice boomed up behind you, not expecting him to be in the office already.

Once you walked inside you were stunned about how clean everything was, no matter where you looked it was neat. His books were sorted alphabetically with marks between them to let him know when a new letter began. As far as you could tell he used cherry wood for his pieces of furniture, a big, black carpet in a corner underneath a small seating area, and some books placed on the table. Even his paperwork was stacked in order. Big glass windows allowed the evening sun to fall into the room, its warmness kissing your skin while you were seated in front of him, a big writing desk between the two of you, on it your work.

It was quiet for a short moment, before he leaned back in his chair, red eyes mustering you up and down which didn’t help at all. „What would you like to talk about first? Your assignment or the fact that you lied to me?“ Why was he so bothered by your lie? You knew plenty of students calling in sick every once in a while even though they aren’t. „I apologize for both of it. It shouldn’t have happened and I learned from my mistake,“ you were hoping that it would ease his anger a little bit but he seemed more worked up than usual. „Although I don’t understand why you are so angry at me for it? Plenty students lie-,“ „Yes, but they aren’t stupid enough to make it so obvious,“ he interrupted you. „I could care less about who’s missing my class, it’s their fault in the end if they decide learning is unnecessary. However you are one of my top students, I expected better from you. You could have excused yourself with no explanation. But you chose to add the feeble lie about being sick for what?“

You took in a deep breath, feeling as if another lie would be caught immediate, so you had no other choice but to tell him the real reason: „I heard the fight you had with the woman you were with, in the café, and I didn’t know how to react when I see you in your class,“ there was a small moment where he looked honestly confused before something clicked in his brain. „So it was you who I saw. What did you hear?“ „I can’t really rem-,“ „One more lie and I will lose my temper, don’t test me,“ shit, why was he turning you on so much right now. He’s your teacher for god’s sake and angry at you, this wasn’t the right time. „That she doesn’t agree with certain things in your private life,“ „Like?“ he knew you tried to talk around it, yet he wanted you to talk about, to see you embarrassed again, he liked that look on you. „The way you fuck,“ it was said before your brain could even comprehend the words, another apology laying at the tip of your tongue but his next question cut you off before you could say something else. „Why were you there in the first place? I’ve been there a few times and never saw you or any other student,“ he explained. „Because I live close by?“ It sounded more defiantly than you had wanted, causing your opponent to cock his eyebrow.

„I feel like you’re forgetting who’s the authority figure here,“ he walked up to his door, locking it before coming back. Now he was right in front of you, slightly sitting on his desk and the sleeves of his button-up shirt pushed up a little. „No sir, I’m sorry,“ „You see, the problem is, I don’t really believe you,“ with that he pulled you up, bodies pressed against each other, letting you feel his toned torso while the muscles in his arms flexed slightly.

„You lied to me once already, I think I have to teach you a lesson,“ everything happened so fast and you suddenly found yourself face down on his desk with his hand between your shoulder blades, the other one grabbing his wooden ruler. „If I recall correctly this is what you wanted right?“ His voice was low, slightly above a whisper as his upper body was pressed against your back while he pulled a few hair strands from your face. „Yes, but Professor I don’t think this is a good idea,“ your inner voice yelled at you, saying this was the best idea ever, angry that you possibly ruined your dreams coming true.

„Tell me to stop and I will do so immediately. Your choice. There will be no consequences if you worry about that,“ he reassured you, waiting for you to get up and run, but you didn’t and the current position allowed him to feel you clench your legs. „So?“ He asked again, the ruler in his hand basically burning with the anticipation of hitting your skin. „No, don't stop,“ you breathed, awaiting his next move.

„Good,“ with that he exposed your raised ass, your underwear the only thing between your bare skin and the wood that came down upon it, one foot raising in the air because of the sudden pain. „From now on if you say stop I won’t listen, you will tell me how you feel through colors. If it’s too much you tell me red and I will drop everything, understood?“ Another spank was delivered to the same spot.

„Yes,“ another one. You weren’t sure if he hit harder or if your skin turned more sensitive with every blow.

„It’s sir to you,“ you could feel him lunge out but shortly before the ruler came down he stoped, laughing slightly at your small jump.

„Yes sir,“ another one.

„You’re going to apologize every time my ruler paints your cute ass even redder, got it?“ You nodded your head, a moan escaping the back of your throat as he spanked you yet again.

„One more thing, be a good girl and stay quiet, wouldn’t wanna get caught now do we?“ He knew it was going to be torture for you to follow his order the more he continued and in a way he wanted you to fail. There was so much build-up inside of him and it appears that you were willing enough for him to use you as he pleased. That’s why you were his favorite. Bakugo knew what he was doing was wrong and he never expected to feel this way for one of his students but forbidden fruit tastes the best.

You stopped counting after the seventh blow, sorries, sirs and small whimpers fall from your lips as if they were your whole vocabulary. At one point you started crying, tears mixed with mascara running down your cheeks. He tried to remember something that turned him on more than the sight of your messed-up body with no luck. Everything build up inside of him, everything itching in his hands, the inner desires he had to soften for his ex, it all was going to come down on you. His thick girth twitched at the simple thought of finally being surrounded by your dripping wet cunt.

A warm soft hand rubbed over your bruised flesh while the other one found its way into your hair to pull you up to him, your back arched.

„What are you sorry for?“ Your mind was clouded with pleasure and pain, the only thought right now was the feeling of his dick print right between your sore cheeks. „I asked my little bitch a question, I expect you to fucking answer,“ this time he spanked you with his hand but it was just as intense as his ruler. „I don’t know,“ you breathed, a soft moan slipping out of you when his thumb barely circled your throbbing clit. „You’re just apologizing because you want me to use you?“ You could hear him chuckle lowly before he pushed your underwear to the side, his middle finger now playing with you. „Yes sir,“ Katsuki couldn’t hear a single ounce of shame in your voice and he wondered how long you had been thinking about him like this before.

„I never expected you to be such a dumb, cock hungry whore,“ The sound of his belt hitting the floor was dull like it was far away from you but at the same time, you felt him closer than before. Strong hands around your waist turned you around and once again he lifted your head with his finger underneath your chin, studying your ruined make-up as if he was memorizing every little detail he never wanted to forget. The blond, muscular man lifted you with ease, your behind getting a small moment of cooling as it hit his wooden desk.

Bakugo dried your tears slightly with his thumb, smearing it even more. „Only for you,“ you whispered and in that moment he couldn’t stop himself, he just had to kiss you. Not sweet and gentle, but passionately and hungry, like he was poisoned and your kiss was the antidote. The hand behind your head traveling to the front as you were laid down completely.

„If I had known before I would have fucked you so much sooner,“ with one hard thrust he was buried deep inside of you, one hand over your mouth because he knew you wouldn’t be able to keep quiet and the other one around your throat, squeezing shut and watching you struggle against it slightly. Your professor was thicker than what you were used to and you didn’t know how good it would feel until now. With the first few snaps of his hips, you knew you never wanted to feel something else anymore.

Your hands went to his arms and you tugged on them, causing him to let go as the blood found its way back to your brain. „Color?“ he asked, afraid you weren’t able to handle him. „Green,“ was all you could get out before another moan cut off your ability to talk.

„Good girl,“ he whispered into your ear, kissing down from your earlobe to your shoulder before sucking on a rather sensitive spot. Both of your wrists were held over your head with his left hand, with the explanation that he doesn’t appreciate being stopped while using you however he pleased. The right hand was going from between your chest after he admired your bouncing tits thoroughly, to your stomach to connect with your most sensitive bundle of nerves. Bakugo switched from circles to eights, from fast to slow, but the harshness of his hips never haltered.

„I know you wanna scream right now, but I can’t allow that. Can’t let others hear what a dirty slut you are for me right now. I promise I will fuck you in my house if you behave now. You can moan my name as much as you want. Or maybe I will gag you, watch you drool all over yourself. Maybe I will tie you up and edge you for an hour straight until you’re begging me to fuck you, you like the sound of that, huh? I can feel you squeezing around me,“ another chuckle left his plump lips as he watched you struggle to stay up on your feet.

„Maybe I will let you choke on my dick while I work on something for the next lesson. Gonna use you as my little cum dump. Let you think about it again when I talk about it in front of the whole class. Do-,“ you were so close when a sudden knock on the door startled you both, but he never once stopped what he was doing, if anything he went even harder, whispering into your ear to be quiet for him.

„Hey Kat, your ex is outside and says she wants to talk, want me to send her in?“ It was the psychologist professor Shinso, his voice as done and deep as usual. „No, I’m occupied,“ Bakugo saw your mouth open after you fought so hard against it, he couldn’t let you moan, not right now. He did the first thing he could think of, spitting into it and watching you swallow. Oh, he would definitely film you do this with his cum covering you everywhere and the thought brought him slightly closer to his release. „Still grading papers huh? I don’t get where you got all of that energy from,“ his voice was blurred out by Bakugo whispering into your ear. „Do you want me to tell you what we're doing right now? Let him know I’m fucking my little toy stupid right now?“ And while you were shaking your head no it was the last straw for you and you found yourself grabbing his hand to put over your mouth, biting your lips until you tasted blood to muffle the scream you couldn’t stop. Bakugo cursed under his breath when he could feel you throbbing around his dick and your nails digging into his arm. „Tell her to leave me the fuck alone, she’s already forgotten,“ his voice sounded strained and you knew he was close as well. „Ah, I see. Well then have fun,“ his laugh was fading away the further he went.

„Can’t believe that made you cum, you’re even more perfect than I thought, such a dirty girl, tsk,“ both his hands are on your hips and he pulled your body against him with every thrust. You were still coming down from your orgasm when you felt his thrusts turning sloppy before he stopped completely, his dick now pulsing while he was holding you tightly. Breath uneven and getting stable on his feet again he turned you around, careful so he wouldn’t hurt you.

„Next time I gonna make sure you can’t walk but right now I need you to be able to leave the building,“ he pulled his pants back up and added: „Sadly,“ before walking around his desk.

It was still hard for you to stand so you sat down, wincing as the usually soft cushion now felt like thousand of tiny spikes on your bruised ass. Before you pull your bottoms up again he grabbed your wrist and pulled you up, once again with a stern expression on his face you were so familiar with.

„I apparently really fucked you stupid if you think I let you leave like this,“ having him put cooling cream on your bare bum felt more intimate than having him be balls deep inside you. „Sorry I just thought-,“ „Well, you thought wrong. I don’t know what kind of boys you had in the past but now that you have me there are going to be changes, got that?“

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Punta Gorda (Charlotte Harbor)'s Tide Charts, Tides for Fishing, High Tide and Low Tide tables - Charlotte County - Florida - United States - 2023 - Tideschart.com

Some places as our son is exposed there's only a few feet a difference but the Moon is what affects it. And it's usually during a lower tide where the gravity increases and the water is sucked back in it is an anomaly he saw at best River many times because they're there during several full moons and the timed it to be that way so you think that the tide goes in and out he thought it was current a little bit we'll see the sun which is what it is low tide was at 8:30 p.m. tonight it starts rather early I had about 1:00 p.m. and flows out so it started when he went up North and he thought I'd wash out the bridge so much of it and it did nothing like that they came back it was still fairly fairly high very high and it was a mystery and the water is flowing from the lake and it's not going out about 7:30 when the gravity released it the water went running out not 8 mph the whole length of it and up the river about 20 miles and it's 30 miles long and when all this muck came flying out and he did smell a little poop and smelled a little bit and it went all out the entire River and harbor practically in the harbor lost two feet and there were two feet almost three so we're down to about only 3 ft at the bottom of the harbor of muck and two feet in the river one more high tide and low tide cycle and it'll be clear and the canals have only a few inches to 6 in and there's only one with about a foot and it's still kind of solid and it's not really aerated as much oh really it's water from below pressurized and such but that's going to come out eventually it's starting to soften we might get 6 inches tomorrow it's very fast and the same thing happened in fort Myers it blasted four feet out of the whole harbor and halfway up the river and it's cascading down and it's going to start ripping chunks off at the halfway down the river and the harbor has to go 4 ft more but that's not bad cuz that one's deep it really saved the day and all that water is flowing out because at low tide it's still it's going to come back in but it creeps back in real slow so it's a lot of turbidity at the at the front at the mouth and it kind of spreads up and down and it's pulling out muck now it's about an inch an hour so by the time it's high tide again which is tomorrow or around noon it's going to be probably only one foot of milk in there and start the process again but this time it's going to blast it out like it did today and it'll probably clear the whole river and the whole harbor and a few days later it'll be nice and clean the sand will be cleaned and it is a relief and it makes it much safer here and you're going to see the water drop and the water levels drop here and the sewer system here should work much better it's horrible right now but it's going to drop down probably in a day or two and right now the oxygen level is at 24 and we estimated be at 27 it's going to start increasing momentarily there's a lot more news to come out we're going to publish this now

Thor Freya

I get the stuff there's a lot of muck out and people are telling me and I appreciate it it's a huge amount and we only have like a foot or so so two foot in the and harbor for the most part and four foot down south with a steeper it's not that bad and 6 inches everywhere except one canal so I'm listening and it's really good it is really good and yeah you're telling me now but I heard it also heard that a few more washings and the canals will be empty and the sand will be clean so good he says but I'm helping myself maybe you're always helping me too and others I noticed that too so I'm hearing it now we're going to be together now with my family and friends and finally right now I'm interested in the stories so going on you said Star wars the clone War animated series so I'm asking for it I'm trying to get it and I can't seem to I'd ask you to watch it but you have this little phone so that's the guys to get your computer up and more

Hera

I got the curious story Carrie story and I do understand it's a daughter I see how it happens and what happens it's not great but it's it's really turned into a problem and he knows it there's a few things about the planets it was very interesting the AI is there and that's good it's working and Cuba and I know you're working on it and I do understand what you're saying and they got them on the islands that's terrific I'm just one of those ships and we need those out and the islands this is going to rock and about our clans and the rumors that they are there we're inside the ships it makes sense and they're going to have a war over it and I'm interested in hearing about court so I see what you're saying to try and keep me in the loop a little bit more and I really put a doozy over you I am getting reports from ours so you don't have to be too nervous about it so you're saying that my daughter should report in and about certain things and make it sop and now I'm going to go ahead and say that so we're moving on it now and I hear you ordering it so she's the firstborn and she's going to do it I do appreciate your help

Hera

We do monitor the reports and we go okay them to go out and we need that to happen and we meet with them too and they send what we need and what you say is who knows what we need and it's going to happen that way

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