#i ache like an old man

[biohazard-inevitable]

Ugh I started sleeping on my back recently to try to help my back pain and it made my LOWER back pain a little worse but my shoulders dont hurt anymore soooo i guess i just need a leg pillow or something. Blegh

#minor vent post #small vent #i ache like an old man #i’ve been doing daily stretches and some yoga exercises too when i remember #a big issue in general for routine changes like this are reminders #i forget often #thanks to adhd i go blind to stickynotes and other reminders #they stop existing if they exist long enough #which is like about a week #pain helps me remember though #which is why the back issue is even getting worked on #also cause being sick with bronchitis kinda forced me into it #body said: nope! we’re gonna make you change positions every 4 hours #and dehydrate you #i’ve easily drinken 4 gallons or somethin these past 3 days #ugh i feel like shit #but my nose is congested now so #means its getting better #i just gotta let it run its course

[rainymoodlet]

i mean legit the best example i can give of dan’s purposeful censorship of his life was in that last post tbh

his reality: horrific absolute monster deadbeat dad who made him and his family’s life a living hell

what he says: my dad was mean to my mom :(

#he’s not LYING… he just… refuses to go further fjdjjf #like if his siblings want to vent to him abt their dad??? go ahead #but dan is a Steel Fortress ugh #i could talk abt him for hours i’m sorry pff #it wasn’t that he was expected to be a protector or his mother or younger siblings assigned him that role - he’s just… like that #he decided very early on that he could Handle It - no matter what It was #because as long as someone could handle it they could all be okay #it wasn’t that he was expected to step between his mother and his father he just… did #and earlier in the same day he and his dad could have gone out hunting and sat in odd comfortable but not at all friendly or loving silence #but god… he’s been so repressed for so long #he only knows how to be there for others - i don’t think (even for as insightful and confident in himself #because of his years of introspection that he has) that i can properly even put into words #how much this man has mistaken having a restricted section in his library for healing and Moving On #he still has trouble hanging out with his siblings - he still feels guilt - he still feels like he’s been stuck in some strange limbo #of life. he’s very lucky to be where he is and doing what he loves #but some mornings he wakes up and he’s still that fourteen year old boy #whose face aches and ribs hurt and when he comes to… he doesn’t feel any ownership of the space he occupies #he’s just… there. #daniel is the boy who practices a few smiles as he pushes himself to sit in bed because he can hear his baby siblings running down #the hall to let him know breakfast is ready - and he told them yesterday that the broken nose was nothing and the black eye was fine #and giving them that relief will always come before the sick feeling in his stomach and the fear coiling around his neck #i could wax poetic abt this sumbitch for hours omg pls bless you if you read this AT ALL idk if anything i say abt daniel makes sense fjfhf #child abuse tw // #military yt man marries local selvadoradan beauty whose twenty years younger than him - does their eldest son have some #Serious Generational Trauma?? vote now on your phones!!! 📞 #dan takin a hit for everyone in the house at one point or another: light work no reaction #dan learning there’s cucumbers in his food: 😰😭😢🤕

[flyingwea]

FUCKK MY LIFE A SPANISH SPEAKER YOUTUBER I LIKE AND BEEN WATCHING FOR A VERY LONG TIME SAID SOMETHING ABOUT DREAM NOOOOOOO

#she didn't even bring him up on her own it was the fucking chat 😭😭😭 #and I'm here with my sims!dream deciding what haircut makes him look more puppy #AND IT'S THE GIRL I COMPARED TO DREAM BECAUSE THEY BOTH HAVE STUPID BAKA LIFES WHERE SHIT JUST HAPPENS TO THEM AND GET CANCELLED CONSTANTLY #AND ARE BOTH AUTISCTIT AND- whatever man 🚶🏻‍♂️ #I will ignore itthis time because the vod is kind of old and she has never talked about himand doesn't seem like she will evr talk about hi #sometimes I think I'm not parasocial and then I get drummy aches at the mere mention of him literally fight or flight response #rant #< i guess idk #I'll better go watch something else for now 😔 #AND THEY BOTH ARE ALSO QUEER

[humblemooncat]

I promise I didn't forget about my inbox! Just felt gross yesterday, so I'm doing belated munday stuff. o7

And after that I'mma take Nanari on a walk until I can pose again. Because gods know you're getting at least Nanari, Eros, and Ki'to's polycule in costumes today. I gotta do something to celebrate Halloween today.

#Mooncat ramblings #This is partially just to remind myself what's on the agenda today #and partially so I don't just shove this in the tags on the first inbox answer #Weather's been fucky lately #so my body's been aching #I'm not even old wtf #I could see that at like 50-ish but not 30 #come on man #old man yells at cloud.jpg

[zappedbyzabka]

Ok. time for me to start posting Greg x Maz again I think 😗

#This is my safe ship. I dont want to assume but I’m pretty sure I made it?? #Not 100% sure but #gotta tell the truth #that that old man gets power bottomed SO hard by that pretty lil blonde #Literally gets that D used raw #He’s hurtin almost every day and loves it #Greg’s hole is aching and can take more ty #Greg’s ass is RED and Maz’s nips are TUGGED #nsft #greg x maz #please dont take them from meeeeeee #They’re like my special edition barbies #I’ll cry bc bc bc they have a certain way of doing things yknow #and i love it #soskkskskskksksksksk

[antarctic-malewife]

Really fuckin glad we kept our snow uniforms from the Empire. Not built for the Arctic anymore

#fucking old man joints #my knees ache #how the fuck did i live like this #feels like home though #from the birdbrain

[miserye]

why do all my joints hurt so bad rn

#chatterye #like yeah it's getting colder but like #everything hurts #and i took some advil that probably hasn't kicked in yet #but my knees and elbows are killing me specifically rn #and my ribs for some reason #it's making me lose the very little motivation i have for studying rn #and i'm trying to keep everything warm but it's not working apparently from the ways my knees are aching god damn #every time this happens due to the seasons changing i feel like an old man

[ervona]

first unlike Orin and Gortash, Ketheric didn't go through horrific child abuse... when he lost first his wife then his daughter, he reacted in a harsh way that's understandable for that deep grief he felt, his whole family abandoned by the goddess they'd served... but what he did with that is then take it out on innocent people all to fill an empty space. he was absolutely ruthless as a Sharran, I can easily put him on the same level as Orin and Gortash in cruelty... and he kept on being selfish while punishing people he transferred his shame on like Aylin who had nothing to do with Isobel's death but she was alive while Isobel was dead so she had to pay. he's an immensely wounded and heartfelt character but are we being serious here when we say he is more sympathetic than those two who went through hell. how is he any better

#bg3 tag #gortash's parents sold him into slavery to pay off a debt and tried to justify it by him being an evil wretched hateful child whatever #maybe because you mistreated him!!! you sure seem like loving parents #and orin was born in a murder cult where her grandfather was her father and her mother tried to kill her #she still keeps her mother's corpse preserved and idolizes her father and bhaal she aches for recognition and she's never been given love #they're not even on the same level as a man who had a normal life up to his half elf old age where he suffered a great tragedy #it's about how everyone failed these children... i don't get it so i'll just assume people had technical issues in act 3

[mvnces]

waking up at my alarm & my immediate thought being ‘call out of work’

#( * / out of character ; personal. ) #between barely getting any real rest over the weekend #and my body hurting & aching like a 90 year old man ?? it’s tempting #…. I think I’m actually going to do it (I’m a student worker so I get more sick days then normal jobs)

[elenadoeslife]

your first love hits different

#another day another vent-in-the-tags post #i came across a picture of me and my fiest boyfriend of five years today. picture must've been 10 years old at this point #found many more pictures of him and us on my dad's old pc #i can just feel my body pull and heart ache when i look at him in the pictures #wondering what my life would've looked like if i hadn't broken things off between us #we tried to stay friends and a couple of months later we went for a drink. when daying goodbye he moved in to kiss me #i was hesitant and stepped away. he couldn't bare having me in his life while not being together so he cut off all contact #don't get me wrong in any of my thoughts- i love babe whole heartedly and he's the only man for me now and in my future #it's just that nagging feeling burried deep. the 'what if's. what if i felt more confident about my body back then? #what if i hadn't moved on so quickly? what if i had let him kiss me? #i tried texting him telling him i was approved for gbp surgery (i broke things off because i was very insecure about my body) #he congratulated me and sincerely wished me all the happiness in the world but also asked me not to contact him again after this #it's been 7-ish years but every now and then i wonder how he's doing and what he's up to #he doesn't really have social media apart from facebook (and that page is private) and i only stayed in touch with his former best friend #but i'm not gonna ask him because i know they haven't spoken in years either #i've had plenty more relationships after him but i rarely ever think about those guys #am i okay? is this normal? lol #i should get my head out of this rabbit hole asap #add: the picture is almost 15 years old lol. my math ain't mathing. we met in 2009. not that it's important #i think i just moved on too quickly and didn't allow myself time & space to grieve. that's why he keeps popping up in my thoughts now & then

[moft-man]

I'm staring at this drawing in anguish because I want to render it so badly but CHRIST do my hands hurt today

I rlly should figure out what's wrong with me, bc woo boy do I need my wrists and hands and i cannot function like this

(if anyone has a clue what this is PLEASE MY ASK BOX IS WIDE OPEN)

#its always either aches in my fingers and wrists #OR THE MOST GOD AWFUL SHOOTING PAIN IN MY WRIST UP INTO MY HAND #And it just gets worse throughout the day #and if it gets cold #my joints creak and click more than usual #i feel like an old man this is ridiculous #moth says things

[craigt93]

such a sad time being a bottom w bad knees

#they ache when its humid or raining or about to rain or if i'm sick or if i go down too many stairs :( #not even old man problems cuz they've been like this my whole life lmao #craigt93post

[villainihavedonethymotheronao3]

Some of you have such cool Belos headcanons, meanwhile I just want to give him gout, and erectile dysfunction, and reading glasses.

#the owl house #emperor belos #never have I been seized by a desire to give an old man so many maladies #he probably smells like so many old person ointments and medicated creams #he takes 17 pills a day and his hips always hurt #he is always 12% mud #it’s just he’s figured out the trick to have that 12% on the inside most of the time #so he looks fine but his lungs? liquified #his digestive system? destroyed #he drinks clear broth and palismen and uhhh that’s about it #he needs an inhaler and a heated blanket and probably morphine #broke old man! #slowly dying specter of sickness #I will project all my aches and pains onto him #munchausens by blorbo

[oldestking]

    Closing his eyes, he raises his glass of wine up to his lips as he waves his hand forward, motioning for the other to take his leave.  ❝ Very well then. Leave now, and do not dance where I can see you. ❞  He is definitely not jealous.

#ardenssolis #;dash comment #dash comment #seeing you old man dance will only bring me embarrassment #also gil vc: i can dance better than that fool anyways -drinks his wine- #and you better hurry up #also gil: -gets a stomach ache during the ballroom dance- #TERRIBLE!!! #/THE WA Y IM LAUGHING SO HARD #/OZY WENT LIKE; BYE

[becoach-a]

also beard has torn his hamstring at least three times. i know his leg gets sore :((

#especially adding in falling in bah and being beat up (lmao) like his legs and hips get sore #his knees?? forget abt it #mobile. this is your planet speaking. #old man w lots of injuries #I know his hip and leg just aches during the winter when it’s really cold

[kartyr]

So remember when I said I’d been unlucky with invasions? Looks like every single node on Europa got invaded and the game is just throwing tons of fieldron at me ugh Ordis don’t delete my inbox those fieldrons are MINE time to grab nekros and loot everything I guess

#warframe #please DE I’m a feeble old man I need to sleeb #I feel like the dude in the yes dear meme #DE my bones ache why couldn’t u do this millennia ago