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sub!huening kai smut a-z

hot femboy!hyuka x femdom!reader

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A/N: a steamy toast to the prettiest boy. ‘cause who could be better for a subby smut alphabet ♡

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a = aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Says thank you for getting ruined like the polite boy he is — that’s hot. Lying down eventually, Kai nuzzles his face underneath your chin so you can feel his long tickling lashes against your throat. Although he thinks he might come across as a little awkward and dreamy during aftercare, Hyuka nevertheless has the confidence and maturity to always ask of you precisely what he needs to calm himself down from an intense D/s session or regular sex. And what would that be? All the snuggles.

It often winds up as a two-hour afterglow of nothing but endless cuddling and a pinch of mumbled conversation as the cherry on top. The kisses are superficial or chaste, which is cute and feels good. Superficial doesn’t mean bad: Lips are perceptively tender, after all. They pick up on slow contact the very most. That’s how you spend minutes and minutes once your breathing has become shallow. He reassures that you topped him well. The comedown is kind and relaxed in spirit, generally. He loves you so much. Complimenting him back, you tell Kai that his dreamy side is your kind of thing and he shouldn’t worry. You wouldn’t have it any other way.

b = body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partners)

Swoons for you constantly with a huge spark in his eyes. Couldn’t quite name one body part in particular when put on the spot, shrugging at the question with a confused eyebrow raise. He just likes everything about you. You look wholesome and effortlessly good to Kai: No thoughts, just love. If you were to guess for a sweet spot anyway — he has a thing for your shoulders, maybe? He likes to trace them absentmindedly pretty often. When you watch a movie, for instance. Or when you wait in line at your favorite bakery. Figures, from his tall goth bf perspective that’s the first thing he sees and feels during a back hug. And shoulders are easy to comfortably hold in any setting, private or public. He doesn’t fondle and get naughty: He’s a good boy, his comments about you are never rude.

You tell him how much you like his chic and sensual looks all the time yourself. Kai is so androgynous, a perfect balance of features. Another phone background every week, he just delivers the best selfies for his girlfriend like it’s Christmas. Knows you love his nose, plus the fingernails, his eyes, his natural hair color. Styled long and slightly wavy, of course. His most stunning hairdo, so satisfying to play with ad nauseam. You also like it when the stylists turn his face into living art, like with glossy make-up, lip tint, or super reflective eye shadow. When he shyly takes it off in the evening and washes his face, he glows just as much without it, and his cheeks are utterly kissable under the bathroom lights.

c = cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

A goner when you look him in the eye a certain possessive way, tugging on his gorgeous black leash. Oh, you both like that one a lot, and use it often. Kai adores, needs being bound and connected to you this way, and any position will do. He’s dripping hot when he reaches an emotional climax with his bangs in his eyes, fatigued, happy, collapsing. He shakes, he cries out, it really built up so much. You never know what you’re gonna get, too. A thick and precious leaking or a thin, silky fountain producing a translucent thread on his stomach.

He’s tried a fleshlight, but he prefers his good ole’ hands, still. Which… poses a bit of a problem. Since he knows how messy it could get on the pillows, or his plushies when he doesn’t hold still — please no, not the stuffed toys! — Hyuka takes great care, for instance, not to jerk off like crazy or not to slip out of you clumsily. He shoots it deep inside of you instead whenever you take the pill, and his creampies always feel like the very best. Towels everywhere, the messiness is under control.

Because he’s that guy, he’ll suck it all out when he’s done cumming. Hyuka doesn’t like to swallow and doesn’t expect you to, either, so he’ll rub his ejaculate into a towel, right off his tongue or cock, and dutifully cleans the rest. Admittedly, you’re obsessed with this idea and feel like it would be disgusting with any other one but Hyuka unsurprisingly. He could squirt his pretty cum inside of you all the time, you wouldn’t grow tired of how juicy and arousing it is. You praise him how he gives you lots, and sometimes choke him out when he cums to make it more intense.

d = dirty secret (pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Behind his charming ‚pretty lil‘ thing‘ façade that loves it when you put wayside flowers in his hair… lurks a raw and lusty painslut. He’s there for you to mess him up. Spanking, pinching nipples, slapping the cheeks, or chillingly cold ice cubes down his spine. Kai has a service sub in him, too. Recline and wait for your drink and meal, watch your boyfriend scrub the floor on his knees with a revealing organza skirt on. A peach or mermaid-colored one, paired with a waist harness that’s deliciously tight. As expected, he’s strong as fuck and will put his pretty body to good use. Who knew that the sweetest boy could be so naughty for a bit of pain.

e = experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Was a little clueless in the first weeks and had to be introduced to everything that wasn’t vanilla. Learned quickly like the fantastic bottom he is, sub training is easy for him. Got impressed, too. By all the methods and techniques and toys and dynamics of femdom, amazed by the things that you could enjoy together. Because his height is quite something to work with, he liked to just starfish on his back and the habit remained. Kai has no interest in squashing you with his broad body — you prefer to be comfortable on top of him anyways. Kai listens carefully to any orders and moves in slow motion, the face tentative with questions when he wants to rearrange himself on the sheets or padded floor of your living room.

Shy as ever, he’d been too much of a scaredy cat to sleep around prior to that. He tried to have sex three times before crossing paths with you, winding up too nervous to feel like he could get it right with his respective partners. It was thrilling, awkward, strange, and overwhelming all at once. Confusing, and formulaic, too. A stoic atmosphere, pretend-rehearsed, unfocused, unlike what he imagined his first time. Kai expected chemistry and was hit with a ‚let’s get down to business and do it like everyone else‘ attitude instead. Unsettling, to say the least. It was a hotel room hurry fueled with blind obsession both times, and a spontaneous date gone bad a third time. A mismatch, he wasn’t in his element, he didn’t feel noticed at all, he left, it was discontinued. So, all in all, he had sex two times before. Kai tried his best and drew the conclusions, hoping not to dwell in blame.

Pleasing he loves to do, but an empty masturbation aid or sexbot he is not. Kai requires help and loving interaction. Fitting a condom was already a lot to handle, nor did he have any idea how to act except of course be nice. All three experiences kind of steamrolled across his self-worth and he was left to his own devices. Hence he wanted to be more deliberate with the right person in the future, whoever it may be, so he kept an open mind. Kai mostly imagined steamy get-togethers in his head since, avoiding to pursue another messy date just „to get it right“. He was looking for chemistry and was lucky. Your flirting has such a profound effect on him… Kai replays your words in his head for literal weeks. He’s glad he came across you who he can trust and look in the eye.

f = favorite position (this goes without saying)

Wonderboy hasn’t got one yet as he enjoys almost all of the freaky stuff you try together. Perhaps it’s him on all fours, something like that. Doggy allows for you to get your gloves on and curl one or two fingers into him. Not more, three is the limit, he’s too tight (yep, that’s so sexy) and doesn’t want you to perform some kind of straining finger acrobatics just to hit his prostate. But as far as the position goes, the ass-up ones make sense for him. Beautiful back arch, by the way. Goes without saying, though. Almost every good femboy has one.

Kai is so responsive, god. You see his lovely fingers curl when you either hit the sweet spot or leave little spanks on his supple ass cheeks. When each side of his butt looks equally flushed, you move on to peel off your gloves and cool him down with slow, downward caresses on his spine until he gets goosebumps. Without that amount of TLC, it wouldn’t be worthwhile to him. Personal attention is so important in Hyuka’s world, you don’t even know. But don’t worry… guy’s not a selfish lover. He thanks his queen for spoiling him by using that one vibrator on your clit in a comfortable supine position right until you moan your orgasm into the crook of his neck.

g = goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Goofy in a kind and doe-eyed way. Not forced, not overdone. A practical joke that’s completely harmless at best. Huening Kai is the immaculate eye candy and pleasant conversationalist incarnate when it comes to being your company. Whenever you lay down on his big chest, Hyuka can’t help but giggle at you treating his pecs like free pillows for naps. Sometimes, his belly, too, you know what’s good. Despite his love for smart pranks, he’s not exactly the craziest class clown, but he’s also not dead serious with you, so it’s a healthy middle for this one. He is genuine, and hey— nobody laughs at your jokes more than him. You’re the funniest, wildest person in the world to your angel babe.

h = hair (how well-groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Soft and clean. God, his skin is so nice. Kai doesn’t really want to shave all the time, so he just gets laser treatments once a month. The more precarious spots, waxing, usually, although he can master a close shave anyway. All of his beauty equipment he takes good care of, your boy is diligent with all the items’ maintenance daily. Neat freak Huening Kai? Who knew, and it’s fucking sexy. He smells so good out of the shower after dancing, you can’t lie, you do wanna fuck him immediately. Though, you give him a five-minute head start in the kitchen to eat some fruit to recharge. Can’t do the do with a hungry man, can you.

i = intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect.)

Focused on you or busy losing his mind. It’s either or. He’s more cuddly than romantic in a classic sense, the type to lay his head on your lap. Kai believes he’s not mature enough to aim for digging up the deepest feelings, nor do you expect him to. To each their own, just snuggling suits him way better than champagne and rose petals. He believes it’s better to stay sober anyway, for sex especially, and buying lots of stuff to prepare for long-winded romance hours is simply planning overload. Verbal intimacy is more important, not censoring yourselves around each other.

Staying in the moment instead of throwing around money sounds better to Kai, as does sticking to squishing his plushies, and you agree. Being spontaneous and random date nights are more fun, not nerve-wracking like a big busy holiday plan, and sexier, anyway. He amps up the feels for birthdays and festivals like Chuseok, but the general sentiment is puppy love, not formal dinner. Besides the piano music, of course, he can provide that one. An evening in the snug warm bathtub with candles does sound like it, though. Playing with foam is always entertaining. And he looks so fucking adorable.

j = jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Too carefree to tense up, too cute to be insatiable. He sees it as a lighthearted activity, though the way his body twists and bends is remarkable. How many pictures of it you have on your phone is something you lost track of. Although you have a lot of separate hobbies and interests, needless to say, he is a perfect muse for anything creative you do. And perfect to watch just because let’s be real, he’s so ethereal, who could do it like him.

Watching him get off is hot, yet fascinating at once. Especially in the mornings. Huening Kai’s cock is straight and beautifully thick, so it’s easy to wrap his big hand around loosely and deliver the most luscious of strokes. Whenever he can, your boyfriend is the type to thrive on a ruined or denied orgasm — he practices it on himself, too. That feeling of high and dry, frustrated, self-inflicted, he enjoys it like a nosy little voyeur. You have a lot of extremely explicit audios on your laptop because of all the moaning stuff he’s sending you, by the way.

k = kink (one or more of their kinks)

Extreme humiliation. Degrading him with words is not enough, it has to embarrass him to the core. Underneath his gentle exterior, one finds a sub of steel who craves D/s that is all about the pretty crying and breathless, but equally beautiful whining. As if he could ever sound ugly, anyway. Kai is a gorgeously vocal sub that blooms under an expert hand knowing how to pull his hair right and tight while he’s getting kicked around on the floor. Not too hard. Just punishing and effective enough. On his handsome knees is where he knows he belongs. Who knew such a sweet guy would like to be handled like this.

His recent favorite debauchery is anal play rested on his back naked with a spreader bar — hell yes — between his ankles. Destroying his perfect little hole has got to be one of the most fun and rewarding things a domme can do. On top of getting his butt split in half with a set of silicone dildos, he dabbles in being a bit of a piss pig in his imagination, as in, aimed at his stomach in the bathtub. His inner pervert thinks it’s so warm and sexy to feel, though he’s careful to suggest it to you at all and will stay clear of mentioning it should you not enjoy a practice like this. After all, he’s the one who wants to be embarrassed, not you.

And a second notable kink (and a less graphic one, for that matter): Being your sugar baby. A little obsession of his, he admits he’s a bit of a goner for being treated by you. Though, judging by what he politely asks you to buy him, he’s not the greedy type. An ice cream here. A pizza there. A plushie, the other month. And chocolate bars, sometimes. It’s more about the gesture and returning the favor later — Kai is big on bringing home your favorite snacks or gets himself a new set of delicate white lingerie that has your jaw dropping.

l = location (favorite places to do the do)

The kitchen counter, particularly when a snowstorm or thunder rages outside. Spontaneous, post-work, and only when at least one surface is still clean. The two of you are messing around, lusty for one another in the evening. Although afterwards, both of your actual hunger isn’t forgotten. While the food still roasts in the oven, Huening Kai wraps himself around your torso for French kisses and making out like it’s no one’s business. You fucking love his body to the death. So up close, so soft. Let’s go, big boy. You love to feel him get hard inside while he leans his back against the fridge. You, grinding against his loins only with your socks and sweater still on. He can barely keep it together and needs you to guide his hands.

m = motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Infatuation. It’s juvenile, unironically hormonal, full of amicable naiveté and big ideals: Fueled by the stuff he watched on TV growing up. He always wanted somebody who’d look out for him. Huening Kai fosters a special type of affection for you by baking and giving you sweets, his time, and sometimes, that entails his beautiful 6’0 of sexiness, too. That he’s considerate and a gift to your life is probably a pretty accurate way to put it, though.

Kai’s fluttering heart reaches quite some beats per minute whenever you stroll into the practice room after he’s done practicing late at night. So self-conscious, so shy in front of you and the other members — he’s a little typical, but that’s heart-melting. They don’t tease him, though, since he doesn’t like being put on a hot seat. Ever since they saw Kai holding his jacket over you while he got soaking wet during a heavy cold rain, they can see he’s dead serious about your relationship and wants nothing to ruin it.

The long greeting hugs that initially made the whole group jealous are now a cause for TXT going „awh“ whenever you comfort him, pick him up, or bring him a bag of take-out when he’s devastated. Or tired. Soobin calls you a real role model lately after observing you, he awards you his thumbs up 100%. They can see that Kai really loves you a lot and vice versa. Sometimes, Kai becomes exhausted from performing lots and has a motivation drop, so the members appreciate you babying him just like they do. Kai returning to his usual courteous, upbeat self is a reward on its own.

n = no (something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs)

Blood. No rashes, gory lesions, cuts, lasting strokes, biting tongues, or heavy scratching. As inviting as his back is to run your nails across and down on, you thoroughly respect his wish. Despite his love for degradation, and this might sound like a contradiction, Kai rejects the more tormenting extremes of BDSM: You won’t walk in on him watching crazy porn congruently. Kai wants his skin unscathed and the marks of biting scarce, also extending the same idea to you. No brief and brutal poundings during all non-kink sex activity, he knows you don’t like it and never nourished any desire to just rip into you mercilessly himself. He’s a sweet lover, watching out for you as excessively as you are protective of your boyfriend yourself.

The whole shebang with, say knife play or cat-o-nine tails as an example, is chiefly meant for experienced, usually slightly older subs, anyway, requiring some more years under their harnessed belts. The same goes for the unfortunate hazard of internal wounds by accident, which wholly scares Kai and prompts him to do a lot of research. You always make sure to use lube on your gloves and dildos when you toy with his pretty mouth or anus, keeping the friction to a minimum. Chapstick is a must. Prep, too.

In the same vein, he doesn’t like whipping and bondage with coarse ropes instead of satin ribbons. The discomfort is too strong. His skin is sensitive and prefers a nice, gentle femdom-ish caress over harsh materials that need larger aftercare treatment all the way. Kai likes the aesthetics of hardcore, but he wouldn’t follow through. Long story short, he leaves the rugged stuff to the advanced couples, he doesn’t need a jagged whipping. Suave kisses preferred, and he likes the seduction part.

o = oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Balanced preference. He’s as good at sucking up your clit as he is at throwing his head back while moaning the house down, your hands on his lap. Appreciates halfway sloppy oral with consistent movements and eats you out super slowly, too. Which has you at the edge of your seat every time, it won’t get boring. Since you could look at his face 24/7, it doesn’t matter which way you go because oral will always come with a fantastic view. He is skilled with timing and nuance after some practice and getting to know your reactions, but the main characteristic of his giving and receiving style is looking very spirited and into it. How dare he look this good between your legs especially. And his lips — wow.

p = pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Medium, high and intense on the occasion, but not abrasively so. Kai doesn’t like to thrust so hard nor does he want to get fucked really violently. It would be the exact same if he had a male dom; hard sex is not your angel’s cup of tea. It’s like playing the piano: Prudence makes the better piece. In fact, going way too raw scares him a lot, and he lets you know two weeks into your relationship already. Communication: A+.

Glued together in bed under his favorite, fluffy lilac duvet, gyrating hip on hip, chest to chest: Sounds more like it. Frottage is kind of his thing, by the way. He is equally amazed by your body, thinks it’s incredible and mindblowing. Whenever you stay like that for a long time, it’s like a sauna for free. His sweat is amazing, too. It doesn’t really smell, and it’s more gradual rather than being runny. Kai is well-hydrated and decently athletic, making out is his calling.

q = quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Kai is the most touchable boyfriend on Earth, so having a quickie naturally just won’t do. Wasted opportunities, not enough tender love, too much chaos. Huening Kai hates a hit-and-run or wham-bam-thank-you-ma’am mindset as a whole. Hooking up college style has been on his no-go list way before you dated, reaffirmed by his not-so-perfect sexual experiences in various hotel rooms. Your chemistry is just too closely affectionate, too familiar and mutually intertwined to fuck the shit out of each other in a heartbeat. It has to be full of life, a loving embrace, between reading a book and making music.

Even if you possessively guide him to the next best corner by wrapping that sexy signature slim grey tie around your fist, your back and forth goes on far too long to count as a 4-minute romp. It mellows out every time. His opinion is, it’s alright to get carried away with sex, „and hey — it’s with you!“ — you like this kind of approach yourself, loving to build up on pleasure so your orgasms will be strong and passionate. Rather than being too goal-oriented, you love to trail off, get distracted by twirling his hair, licking his chest and arms, or using toys at random to test things out.

r = risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Moderate to — sort of — high risk. But nothing that could result in any type of open injury. A bruise is fine, so are light hickeys, or a reasonably reddened butt. That lovely apple bottom of his, as you say every so often. He’s open to hard domination that involves a power imbalance, that’s no big deal. You are his queen, he worships you, snakes his body around you to kiss his your limbs from every angle. Do we smell a tinge of subby contortionism there? Yes, we do… He can do the splits, right. The possibilities.

s = stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Going by some very apologetic-sounding text messages sent from work, Huening Kai thinks he’s lousy. Incomplete, in his words. He hates that he can peak within minutes flat when you go for the backshots, though you take it as a compliment. At the end of the day, you can make him feel good and get lots and lots of his cum. You can reward him, and you can make his face go ahegao… because that’s how. It’s fucking sexy to watch in a mirror. Kai always goes several extra miles so the foreplay balances it out. When he’s already done, he uses his hands and mouth to get you off. What’s not to like — your boyfriend might like lazy wake-up cuddles, but lazy with pleasing he’s not. You get your morning head almost ritually to the point where he needs to heat the breakfast and tea again.

Nevertheless, since he looks up to you more than you could ever know, he aspires to become more steady and stable like he says you are. Big aspirations, he wants to keep it up for more than 25 minutes. You tell your gem not to force his body to last or make it painful for himself to the point where it deducts from your mutual enjoyment. Kai experiments with the thought of using actual viagra at one point, but quickly realizes it doesn’t suit him. No cutting corners, no pills, no shenanigans.

Instead, he reminds himself that there are so many different ways to focus the pleasure on you. You riding his thigh and only brushing against his pretty cock with your palm every other minute does the trick. Especially when he keeps his briefs on, straining against the white cotton. It’s all consistent with how Kai views sex as per usual, not liking messy speeds. Edging and cockwarming lite is entirely up his alley, you tell him, and he immediately agrees once you explained those terms to him. „You got me all figured out!“ — „You’re my guy… of course I have.“

t = toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Some toys. Vibrators, nipple clamps. You actually own more handy items, mostly to run on him but also a decent amount of toys that give special attention to your clit. When he’s touring and you watch him on your tablet, either performing or chatting with you in real-time, you like to masturbate somewhat casually — until he turns up the heat and takes his shirt off. He’s no less horny, and sad on top of that, whimpering into his hotel pillow every night he’s not with you. Yeonjun once told you behind closed doors that Kai is pretty much withering away without your presence and hasn’t once looked at someone else with sexual, wandering eyes. This shit is serious. Kai gets a remote-controlled butt plug for his birthday that you can activate with your phone, I’m telling you.

u = unfair (how much they like to tease)

More than fair. Might have the uncanny ability to look sassy in promo pictures and entertain his members with jokes, but Kai has actual zero brat potential, just pure dorkiness. Recently, he jokes how he’s proud of being your trusty boy toy and it makes you chuckle, kissing his cheek in return — because he is, and even more than that. You regularly step on Kai and he craves it, the absolute living slut for degradation. It’s a thrill, he loves to experiment, but he has no reason to tease. He’s too sexy to ever need it. Catching your eye is easy.

Though he understands that humiliation has a way of working if the sub, often when play begins, feigns an ego or attitude and talks back a lot, his view is that it should be more about masochism and breaking down his dignity sexually „because it’s hotter!“ — so there you have it, he’s the obedient type. Long as it stays a mind game, it’s shocking how far Kai is able to go psychologically because he otherwise isn’t a big fan of uncouth behavior or tough love. Kai’s 18+ side is mysteriously surprising and volatile sometimes as he likes to finds his pain’s limit. In his eyes, annoying one’s dom or domme is for subs who don’t have respect. Cutting to the chase and being a professional is better.

v = volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Super soft fairy moans like a cloud to sink into. No raspy groans or growls, it’s all very delicate. Such a fascinating trait of him given how such a lovely voice comes out of such a tall, immense body. Gradually, he gets louder and louder as play or sex goes on, and to say his innocent reactions are rewarding is a gross understatement. Kai is the type to helplessly whisper in your ear how much you fluster him, that he’s going insane, it’s beyond sexy to hear. He moans so much about wanting to do everything for you. He can be cheeky (as in, flashing his booty, that is), but he does as you say when the command comes. He finds the classic femdom hand signals helpful, the ones that indicate the sub which position to assume, how to act, what to say.

w = wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Ever since you talked about latex and BDSM-inspired fashion, he’s been interested in trying on various fetish gear. That idea lives in his mind perpetually after you showed him some pictures of quality harnesses. Not too frail ones, it has to be large and substantial enough. Both fashionable and decorative, actually. He knows a lot of that stuff from what TXT are wearing in photoshoots, so he’s familiar with some aspects of it. Needless to say, he looks good in everything. Kai being a present to unwrap is just as steamy as him staying half-clothed with some bits of teasing skin to peek through. His stomach, his arms, or legs, you know the deal. His recent thing is donning his maid costume, which teases you immensely with his exposed, godly legs.

x = x-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Extremely sensitive pink balls. Even the slightest intentional contact with your lips, teeth, nose, or breath makes Huening Kai yelp out loud. Such a taboo spot for teeth increases the temptation of it. How soft, round, and plump this pretty spot is. You love to use your fingers and lube on them at your pleasure. They have that gentle scent, you could pucker your lips and slurp on them for minutes, completely obsessed with how perfect they are. At the expense of having him scream and seeing his legs twitch, no-brainer. He’s well-shaved, nor does he grow much hair there to begin with. Coming home from a music show, he always showers first before you can even touch him. „Wait, I’m disgusting, just a minute“ — and off he goes to the bathroom. He’s meticulously clean. And hell yeah: His dick got a nice fucking shape to it.

y = yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Not to sound cheesy — to be honest, he’s always ready for some action. If you think bighit, he’s the opposite of Suga. The experienced, sometimes fully tired Yoongi takes his time to get going, lets nobody hop on his lap in the studio, and depends on his mood entirely. Cat person incarnate, everything at his own pace. Sex? It’s pretty common in society, it’s a set of activities, it’s another break when he produces. The goal is always the same, getting off, it’s a way of loving physically, it gets its place in the daily schedule, et cetera, and so on, he’s got his own philosophy, he’s a thinker. Hyuka on the other hand…

Is blue-eyed and would never conceptualize sex like this. Mood doesn’t matter when he can always warm up to your kisses. Sex is special, it holds deeper meaning and emotional value. Your pace is his pace. You initiate, he adapts. Like a pup, Hyuka will grind up against your hips in no time and jump at the prospect of sneaking off into the sheets. There’s novelty and an element of surprise, he yearns a lot at work.

His fellow members catch him daydreaming all the time, but he won’t kiss and tell. Everybody knows the maknae thinks about you anyway. The way he crushed on you was fucking crazy, the entire company saw how lovesick he was walking around. A very lightheaded Kai almost thought he’d faint and dramatically plunge into another reality when you asked him out on a mere ice cream date. All he could do was nod his head with a pulse above 120, put on his best preppy little outfit, and run to the hairstylist instantly.

z = zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterward)

Eyes half-closed, cuddling and caressing has a higher priority to Huening Kai than leaving you to your own devices. A light sleeper anyways, he hardly dozes off. Some people need space, some need sleep, others need a bath — Kai is more about the immediate hugs and warmth, and most definitely getting covered up. He doesn’t like staying nude and sticky, so dressing back up in oversized sweaters or shirts sounds like a better idea. A heated blanket during winter is a must, and from there, you can both doze off until you remember to brush your teeth.

Sometimes, you crawl back out from your little comfy love cave somewhere around 11:45 PM, handle business in the bathroom, and go back to sleep, hoping to rest like this forever. His tight schedule prevents that, though you still try to gather those hours like a quest. Kai is the cutie on duty, he works diligently so he can come home as early as possible. If not, you can visit your cuddle bug during practice, recordings, or photoshoots to your liking, or the dorm where you can sleep spooning during tender hours of rest where you warm each other on the couch.

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run2seob · 6 months

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icky peeves about winter? (soft thoughts edition)

cooking in winter

soobin would never join you in the kitchen when cooking in the winter because of the amount of time he had to wipe his nose. cutting onions already bothered him but stinging eyes and runny noses? that's already worse than cooking on its own. whenever you jog up to him and wipe his nose or use your sleeve to wipe his eyes, he blames it on the onions for crying.

"i-it's the onions!" ★ "then why are you sobbing?"

freezing gyms/stores

taehyun would (secretly) look up to your rants about how cold the gym floor is. you had become his gym buddy just a few weeks ago, around when summer transitioned to fall. even so, you could never get used to the intensity of the workouts. whenever you exhaust yourself, sitting on the floor, the cold concrete always shocked you enough to jump up. and of course, ramble on how the heater should be used at least once a year.

"we pay enough for a membership can't they use that money for a better cause? like, i don't know, a heater?!" ★

dry hands

hyuka would always use winter as an excuse to hold your hand. you found kai in the ramyeon section looking for jin ramyeon. though, you hated jin ramyeon in the winter. (or anytime, really.) instead, you thought shin ramyeon was superior, the spice good to balance the cold. so, when two people argue in the middle of a convenience store and get kicked out, what is there to do besides walk side by side awkwardly?

"why're you holding my hand?" ★ "it's too cold to leave it there, no?"

not being able to type

beomgyu would wear mittens every winter. it had gotten to a point where you tease him for it, having fun picking at the additional layer of clothing. what you weren't aware of was his own conflict with the same mittens. if he kept them on, he couldn't text you. if he took them off, his hands would be so cold that he couldn't text you. it was a lose-lose situation, and soon he had to start using voice audio messages just to spam you of his day.

"[..] -and if anything is wrong. Flame on the audit detector arose that is what I'm browsing" ★ "😭😭...?"

the birds migrate

yeonjun would secretly love the bird's songs. whenever he woke up to you in summer with sweat causing your bangs to stick to your forehead, he swore to his heart he wouldn't hurt you. though, winter was something else. the blooming flowers that appeared in his imagination never got to appear, and the cartoony background music hadn't either. the land becomes devoid of the birds' song in the bitter season, and he's grown to hate it. instead, he hums a little christmas song to fill in the silence, making you smile even in your dreams.

"what're you singing?" ★ "go back to sleep, love."

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soobpricity · 5 months

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baby it’s cold outside - huening kai

established relationship

huening may not seem like the most romantic person within his friend group, but he proves them otherwise as he takes you out on christmas eve when everything is closed but still manages to make your holiday special.

your head turned as you heard the knock on your front door. looking at yourself one last time in the mirror, before putting on a coat. you made your way over to the door, opening it up. coming eye to eye with your boyfriend.

“hey, yn.” he greeted, a happy smile on his face as you caught eye of the bouquet in his arms. you returned a kind grin his way, placing a kiss on his cheek. “oh ! i got these for you, aren’t they so pretty ?”

“they’re beautiful, hyuka !” you exclaimed, extremely happy to receive the bouquet. he handed them over to you as you placed them on your counter, grabbing your keys before returning to the door.

“all ready ?” he took out his hand for you, waiting for you to get a hold of his hand like the two of you typically do. you took a hold of his rather cold hand, warming it up in your grasp, nodding your head. you couldn’t help but feel so much excitement to spend the entire evening with huening kai, he was sure to plan the entire evening for the two of you to enjoy.

“oh, by the way.. what do you have planned for tonight.. i’m sure so many things are going to be closed for christmas.” you spoke up, catching huening’s attention as the two of you walked out of your apartment complex, he led you over towards his car. he opened the door for you, signaling his hands for you to take a seat. he closed the door behind you, going over to the driver’s seat and getting settled in.

“if i told you then it wouldn’t be much of a surprise, would it now love ?”

“i guess your right.” you cheekily replied, a small yet meaningful smile beaming. watching as huening started up the engine and adjusted the air to make the both of you all warm and cozy. he had one hand on the wheel and the other on the console. you creeped your hand towards his, your pinky finger hanging onto his larger pinky finger.

“y’know, you don’t have to be shy about holding my hand, love ? we’ve been dating for quite a while and you’re still so shy.” he let out a giggle at the end of his sentence, an airy laugh leaving yours as you felt like you were just caught. you confidently grabbed his free hand, you thumb caressing the back of his hand.

huening kai drove carefully, his focus on the road ahead of him, but he was still sure to share his focus a bit on the stories that you were telling him as he drove. he would take a few moments to reply, but he was sure to let you know that he was listening, which was something that you admired about kai. no matter what he was doing, he was always willing to listen to you open up. although, your stories came to an end as huening parked the car by the park.

he reached back to get a bag from the back of his car. he looked at the contents inside of it, before reaching back for another bag. he took out a pair of fuzzy earmuffs, silently asking you for your permission to place it on you as you nodded your head, leaning a bit closer to him. he placed the earmuffs on your ears, protecting you from the cold. he took out another pair, a matching pair of earmuffs.

“lets go.” he excitedly exclaimed, you could tell that huening kai put a lot of though into your outing and in all honesty you couldn’t ask for a better partner. you opened your door, exiting the vehicle nearly in sync with huening kai. he reached out for your hand, the two of you walked through the park with your hands entangled. you began to jokingly swing your hands, as huening joined in, being careful as he held his a bag in his other hand.

“ooh ! let’s take a seat on that bench !” he pointed at the bench near an open ice skating rink, he ran with his hand still in yours, practically dragging you to the bench. you took a seat, laughter spilling out the both of your mouths. the both of you beamed with pure happiness and excitement. you couldn’t help but lean on huening’s shoulder as he sat down next to you. although, he suddenly got up, kneeling down in front of you. “is it okay, if i take off your shoes ?”

“what for ?” you couldn’t help but let the curiosity hit you with a hard effect, raising your eyebrow at the boy who kneeled down. he didn’t reply, he only lifted the bag that he had been carrying the entire time. you peeked into the bag spotting ice skates. “huening !! of course, i’d be totally fine with this !”

he smiled, taking off your shoe, allowing himself to replace them with the ice skates which you handed over to him. he tightly tied your shoes, ensuring that they were safe enough to use. you looked at him, patting down on the free space on the bench. he took a seat, only for you to get up and kneel down in front of him. he couldn’t help but blush a bit.

“ah, it’s okay, i can do mine.” he stuttered out, hands coming up to his face.

“i’ll do it ! you helped me with mine, it’s only right for me to help you with yours.” he grinned at your words, as you untied his shoes. you went through the same processes the he did, making sure that you tightened the shoes enough. he held out his hand to help you up from the ground. he led you into the rink, your shoes on one side of the exit/entrance, seeing as it was empty.

your hand in his, as the two of you went around the rink. the two of you getting playful from time to time, spending a happy time with each other while ice skating. although there were a few slips and falls that were sure to cause bruises and soreness the next day. the two of you were sure to press kisses onto each other’s hands for each fall, which only helped you regain energy and spend as much quality time at the ice rink.

although the two of you were forced to exit the rink, realizing that there were only a few more minutes until midnight. quickly the two of you changed out of your skates and into your shoes. laughter and giggles erupting as the two of you rushed back to your apartment. entering and running to your balcony just in time to watch the countdown fireworks for christmas.

“thank you, hyuka.” you spoke up, a bit of seriousness in your voice. all he could do was chuckle.

“what for ? you’re my love, i have to make sure that you spend every day happily.” he confessed, staring out, attention on the fireworks that went off. you pressed a kiss onto his cheek, while pulling away you noticed the white flakes falling from the sky. huening turned his head towards you. you brought your eyes back to him.

“love you so much, yn.” he confessed, you wrapped your arms around his neck, trying your best to reach him. he leaned down, pressing a kiss onto your lips just as the clock turned to 12:00. the two of you slightly pulled away, attention on the ton of fireworks that went off.

“love you too, hyuka.. so so so much !”

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channoticedmeuwu · 1 year

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𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 user⭑kaikai⭑ introduces . . .

TOMORROW × TOGETHER

OT5 ๑⁠˙. ‘ つ ☆

txt as (cliche) highschool romance tropes

txt as ever after high characters [CHOI LINE] + [TAEKAI]

choi line as my current fav ramens

txt if they were desi boys

choi line as teenage boys in my circle

who I think txt is written by

SOOBIN ๑⁠˙. ‘ つ ☆

･ PART TIME PROBLEM TURNED FULL TIME LOVER

#𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒 — tsk — who were you? what were you? that's all 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐈 𝐒𝐎𝐎𝐁𝐈𝐍 thought about when you stood next to him on the auditorium stage, smiling at the dozen school photographers and fingers holding a plaque that now belonged to both of you. How dare you; disrupt Part-Time Perfect's chance of being the one and only. How dare you; try to make your way into being the face of the school next to him, after being someone he watched from afar for years? and how dare you look so fucking hot while doing it?

the moon told me something about you

soobin as songs from ariana grande's positions album — [34 + 35] & [pov]

imagine holding hands with soobin

imagine soobin after work (non idol!au)

imagine soobin w/ tattoos ( PART ONE & PART TWO )

07:54 HRS + 22:18 HRS + 10:38 HRS

YEONJUN ๑⁠˙. ‘ つ ☆

lovers with dollar signs

spiderman!yeonjun

yeonjun ; a second chance love

corpse bride inspired piece (untitled)

22:14 HRS + 00:01 HRS + 23:57 HRS

BEOMGYU ๑⁠˙. ‘ つ ☆

･ YOUTHS LOSERS ;; [on hold]

loving you is a losing game

come here & get some

what if we kissed?

imagine spending christmas with beomgyu

06:47 HRS + 13:43 HRS + 11:36 HRS + 02:47 HRS + 19:36 HRS + 14:43 HRS + 00:41 HRS

TAEHYUN ๑⁠˙. ‘ つ ☆

lost in the lights

02:01 HRS + 01:43 HRS + 16:07 HRS

HUENINGKAI ๑⁠˙. ‘ つ ☆

love (or the lack thereof)

hyuka, your (shy) boyfriend <3

16:31 HRS

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strawberryya · 2 years

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sparkles and glitter

huening kai x reader

synopsis: Christmas shopping with your lovely boyfriend Kai; he who shines just as bright as the fairy lights strung up above the city during the holiday season and he who holds your hand in the chilly winter weather.

word count: ~1.2k

genre/contains: fluff, hand-holding, Christmas shopping, incredibly boyfriend!hyuka, sweet sentimental thoughts and emotional displays, some pda.

a/n: too early for Christmas? there's no such thing.

.・゜✭・..・。.・゜✭・. .・。.・゜✭・..・。.・゜✭・..・。.・゜✭・..・。.・゜✭・.

The holidays always had a special glow to them. Ever since you were a kid, the thought of everything Christmas always had a bit of a sparkle to it.

Everything was so shiny; from the ornaments that covered all of the trees to the icy frost climbing up the windowpanes each chilly morning in intricate patterns, and the shiny little presents you would carefully wrap and, less than carefully, unwrap each year.

It was just around the time of year when the snow had just begun forming a pillowy blanket across the city; making even the ground sparkle in the sunlight.

“Don’t you just love the snow?” you sighed longingly, looking out over the plaza that was covered in white icy glitter, a puff of hot breath coming out of your mouth in a could that mimicked smoke escaping its chimney.

Kai just smiled at you, grabbing your gloved hand in his, and pulling you closer to his warm body. It felt nice to be close when your surroundings were so chilly, and you enjoyed keeping him close when you got all sentimental over the weather changing.

“I do, buuuuut… I love you more,” he said with a smug smile on his face.

“Oh, shut it,” you giggled, putting on a fake pout the best you could, but the smile that wanted to creep its way into your face was overpowering your efforts to hide it.

Your boyfriend chuckled at you, loving the way he could make you flustered with his cheesy lines.

“So, do you know where you wanna go first?” he asked since he was mainly just along for the ride, his own gift-shopping being more of a spur-of-the-moment kind of thing according to him.

Today was your day, and he would follow you wherever you needed to go. Lending you a couple of extra hands to help carry bags or to just hold, also according to him. Not that you were complaining or disagreeing, you were thrilled he was coming along. It was always a lot more fun to walk down the busy shopping streets together with someone, especially if that someone is the one you love.

“Yeah, I need to find a place that sells gloves, so one of those glove and bag shops would be a good start I think,” you said, bringing up the hand that wasn’t in his to show him your own mittens as if he had no idea what you meant by ‘glove’ or where they go.

He nodded, “Alright, I think there’s one down that street,” he gestured with his hand, and you began making your way toward the small street on one end of the plaza, filled with tiny shops along the walls of it that Kai had pointed out. You looked back at the plaza and realized that the tree that stood in the middle of the open space had begun lighting up as the sun began setting; lighting up the space with a beautiful warm light that made the sparkly snow glimmer ever brighter.

You smiled to yourself and squeezed the hand holding yours in a firm but gentle grip.

It didn’t take long before you had reached the intended destination, walking into the warm store and letting go of Kai’s hand only to be able to check out the dozens of gloves and mittens of every color imaginable that hung on one of the walls inside the shop.

“Do you think my mom would like these or these better?” you questioned while holding up two pairs that had caught your eye.

He thought about it for a couple of seconds, looking at both of the pairs and squinting his eyes in a critical matter. His mouth formed a pouty “o” shape that went slightly to the side of his mouth as he thought about where he stood on the matter.

Eventually, he pointed to the pair you held in your left hand, “I think those, they have more her vibe,” he said, satisfied with his answer, and you were too, agreeing that they did possess the vibes of your mother more than the other pair.

“Thank you, I think you’re right - these are the ones,” you said with a pleased nod and headed over to the cashier to pay.

As soon as you got out, the cold air met your warm skin in a gush of frosty wind. You shook your body and made a “brrr” sound, immediately making Kai chuckle at you.

“So cute, argh!” he said while he scrunched his face up in an ambivalent expression, (frustration but happiness seemed to be the main emotions to you), before he grabbed your hand in his once again, and pulled you closer to his side.

He looked over at you, looking at the visible parts of your face now that you had begun burying your head in the fabric enveloping your head and neck, the top half hidden underneath your hat, and the bottom engulfed by the scarf around your neck.

“I’m thinking of getting some tea and chocolate for grandma, should we wander until we find one of those shops?” you asked, your voice muffled by the knitted scarf covering your mouth, nose, and part of your cheeks.

“Sounds good,” Kai responded with a nod and looked away from you, making sure he didn’t bump into any of the people in the crowded alley.

You couldn’t help but continue to look at him however, he had the walking part covered, so you felt safe enough to let your gaze stay put on his beautiful features for a bit longer.

Your eyes drank up the way the chilly air had given his cheeks and the tip of his nose a frostbitten shade of pink. And you felt completely captivated by the way his features were lit up from every side by the shops and the fairy lights strung up high above your heads in between the buildings.

Not to mention the way your heart melted even in the cold when you saw the lights reflecting back into his eyes, making them sparkle even more than all of the sparkly Christmas things you had ever seen. There was something so shiny about them, they had that very same glow about them that this time of year had in your heart. So filled with love that it made them shine and sparkle even in the dead of night.

“I love you more than snow too,” you said, unsure if he could hear your muffled confession over the bustling crowd and Christmas music being played from everywhere all around you.

There was no need to worry, however, because he always heard you, no matter what. He looked at you and his steps slowed, his hand squeezed yours and he brought it up to his face and kissed the fabric of your thick mitten, but the warmth of his lips was somehow felt in your heart anyhow and you giggled when he smiled at you before putting down both of your hands and continued walking in search of your next destination.

.・゜✭・..・。.・゜✭・. .・。.・゜✭・..・。.・゜✭・..・。.・゜✭・..・。.・゜✭・.

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lullabytaeyong · 8 months

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Txt Agere Series Part 5

🍭 Sweet Tooth

🎁 No Tw

Summary: Kai has a hard time while filming a festive episode of todo and can’t keep himself above the surface when things start to go wrong.

Christmas time held the brightest, warmest memories of Hyuka’ childhood. Making cookies with his sisters, writing poorly written letters to santa, decorating the tree with twinkling lights, and so much more. As he got older the magic faded, even though he swore it never would. Christmas became a little sad for a few years of his adolescence, but he eventually regained the same excitement and joy he longed for. As a regressor, Christmas made him buzz with energy that he had to hide until meeting his members.

Kai didn’t get to regress all that often, always too busy or too tired. Every other month or so, he found himself shrinking inside, his thoughts becoming simpler, and his impulsivity tripling. He didn’t have the same social skills when he felt small, so he tended to just say whatever was on his mind or do what he wanted. It was usually very sweet. Kai would waddle over to Soobin in the kitchen and wrap his arms around his middle, smelling his shirt or nibbling on it. Sometimes he babbled contently to himself while eating or playing. On occasion, it became an issue.

In public settings, surrounded by staff and cameras, it wasn’t ideal to have Kai sticking his fingers in his mouth, or whining and stomping his foot because he didn’t get his way. But, despite that they managed.

With the upcoming holiday, their todo production team came up with a two part special to release. They would be making gingerbread houses and playing a game with mystery presents. It sounded laid back and fun. Most them had no experience building houses out of cookies, so it was sure to be something interesting. The day of filming arrived and Kai was feeling a little on edge. He hadn’t regressed much the last couple months, and felt the need to building up. Driving down the street, walking through the rented vacation house and settling down in the filming room didn’t make it any easier with all the cheerful decorations put up.

Kai willed the sinking in his stomach away and rubbed the tension out of his face. He tried listening in on the grown ups- he means staff’s conversation, hoping to join into a mature topic. That would keep him from slipping. Unfortunately, all he heard was filming jargon and present talk. He sighed and tapped his knees. Sitting next to Yeonjun was a good thing, at least. He was able to spot Kai regressing from an ocean away.

Kai knew that if he really needed to, he could skip out on filming for the day, but that would ruin everything. The entire thing was already planned out, all the staff were there to work, and he would make moa worry if he was absent. There wasn’t much else to do but stay grounded. He managed to stay afloat while they had a snack, but grew antsy while everyone picked presents. He couldn’t remember what he wrote down about a members habit on a sheet of paper, so he couldn’t get them to do it. It made him accidentally zone out for a couple minutes.

Stealing the lego set from Yeonjun brought his spirits back up. When they were presented with trays of candy to decorate their little houses with, Kai’s eyes instantly lit up. His teeth showed with his smile and he couldn’t help but giggle to himself, feeling much lighter inside. Without a second thought, he grabbed a piece of candy and ate it. Then another, and maybe one more. He was already getting lightheartedly teased for having a sweet tooth.

He continued to play around with his cookie house pieces while chewing on a marshmallow. The others conversed naturally, figuring out that the houses didn’t need a floor. Kai missed that direction. Still unfocused and in between headspaces, he looked at what he had to work with and started using the icing like glue on the sides of the cookies. He figured they needed a base to connect to at the bottom, but when he looked to his left he realized no one else had done that. His cheeks pinked up with embarrassment.

Kai didn’t show it, but his stomach was doing anxious flips because he was going to stand out for his mistake, rather than his creativity. The comments were sure to point it out, too. He did his best to ignore the laughter around him, and quietly took it all apart. Had they been at home, with no cameras in sight, Kai would’ve snapped at them to stop. A few minutes passed and he didn’t make much progress. How could he focus on building when there were so many colorful yummy sweets right in front of him! Even the icing was tasty.

Yeonjun pointed out his snacking multiple times, which he didn’t appreciate but tried to smile off. He knew the eldest was just messing with him because he stole the present he wanted, but it still stung a little bit. Kai stayed in his own little world and eventually reached the point where he could put the roof on his house. He took both pieces and held his breath, as he lowered them.

thwump.

And just like that, the messy house caved in on itself. A symphony of gasps and oh no’s bounced around the room, Soobin’s genuinely upset tone snapping the last thread he had holding himself together. Kai stared down at his pitiful mess of cookies and froze up. He was slipping quickly with nothing to catch himself. Multiple voices were speaking towards him, but he barely registered them, too overwhelmed by the fact that he was being recorded in exquisite resolution that would catch his tears. He lip trembled where the staff couldn’t see it with his head down, but Beomgyu and Yeonjun could.

“Kai-ah? Hey, it’s alright. It’s just a silly project.” The eldest tried to reassure. He didn’t understand that it wasn’t just a silly project to Kai.

It was an activity he wanted to participate in because he thought he could float between headspace’s while he did it. Everyone else found it easy-peasy, but it was much more challenging for Kai than he initially predicted. His hands weren’t anymore cooperative than his mind. He looked like an idiot by missing directions and getting distracted by candy and ribbons. He was so, so embarrassed.

Kai curled up into a ball and hid his face in his knees. The tears weren’t going to disappear until they ran down his cheeks and dried up. His body language was a clear enough sign to everyone that they needed to pause filming. The cameramen hit stop and the sound technician halted the recording of their mics. Kai wept, feeling the eyes on him from every direction. He felt a hand rubbing circles on his back and whimpered.

“Shhhh, it’s okay.” Yeonjun whispered.

“Don’t be sad, Kai. I had a hard time, too.” Beomgyu flat out lied, getting an unimpressed glare from the eldest. He was just trying to make him feel better.

“Wanna go home!” Kai mewled sadly, quiet enough for only Yeonjun to hear. He heard him sigh and let him tug him closer to his side for a hug.

“Are you little, sweetheart?” Yeonjun asked almost silently by his ear. Kai didn’t respond right away. Did he want to admit that to him?

“Mm.” He grunted instead.

“Well, let’s go wash your hands, yeah? You’re covered in icing.” Yeonjun suggested, chuckling towards the end of his sentence. Kai agreed and let Yeonjun lead him out of the room, trying to hide his tears with his messy hands.

“Alright, let’s try to wipe them off first…” Yeonjun said mostly to himself when they entered the bathroom. He snatched a small wad of paper towels and used them to remove the thick globs of sugar on Kai’s hands.

“That’s better. Now, water and soap.”

Kai liked it when Yeonjun narrated his actions around him. It kept him present and aware. He found it easy to space out to a somewhat unsettling degree, to the point of borderline dissociation, which sent him into a panic. They learned through experience that Kai needed the extra attention, unlike Beomgyu, who was pretty independent. As he slowly rubbed his hands together in the warm stream of water, Yeonjun took it upon himself to help Kai with his runny nose and damp cheeks. He blotted his face with a tissue going, “Bloop bloop bloop.” When they exited the bathroom, Kai held on to Yeonjun’s arm and hid behind his back. He didn’t feel safe in such an unfamiliar environment. There weren’t any stuffies or sippy cups around, his blankets were at home, and he didn’t like the pants stuck to his legs.

“Hmmnn!” Kai whined, attempting to pull Yeonjun down to the ground with him as he lowered himself. He landed on his butt with a huff and hugged the eldest’s legs to anchor him to the spot.

“Kai, no. C’mon, walk with hyung.” Yeonjun said gently, offering his hand out to the boy. He felt him rub his face against the side of his thigh and whimper.

“How’s it going?” They both looked up to see Beomgyu who had come to check on them. He had a sour ribbon candy hanging from his lips like a strange tongue.

“Uh, fine. Kai’s not exactly in the best position to be filmed right now, obviously.” Yeonjun sighed, gesturing to the body wrapped around his legs. Beomgyu chuckled and crouched down to Kai’s level.

“Me and Tyunnie put your house back together. Let’s go decorate it.” Beomgyu said happily. He certainly didn’t expect Kai to detach himself from Yeonjun’s legs and to start crawling away.

“Hey!” Yeonjun hissed, trying to keep Kai’s state under the radar. He grabbed the end of his sweater to stop him from getting away.

Kai whined grumpily and tried to keep going, but stopped when he felt the collar of his top tighten around his neck. Without any words left on his tongue to communicate, Kai pointed and whined in the direction of the large living room where two big couches lived.

“I guess it’s nap time. I didn’t know he was little.” Beomgyu commented, shoving his hands in his pockets and turning back to peek into the room they were waiting to resume filming in.

“Yeah, I don’t know why, though. Can you take him out there and I’ll go ask if we can take a break?” Yeonjun asked, helping Kai back to his feet.

“Sure. Follow me, pumpkin.” Beomgyu took Kai’s hand and lead him down the hall to the living room.

Kai took it upon himself to climb onto one of the couches and moved the decorative pillows around to make more room. Then he clumsily tugged a handmade knitted blanket down from where it lived on the back of the sofa and hid underneath it. He looked like a mound of vanilla ice cream with socked feet poking out. Beomgyu turned down the bright lights and joined Kai on the couch. He didn’t bother him, he knew Kai would come out after he self soothed for a little while.

Under the blanket, Kai stuck his two middle fingers in his mouth and thought about that stupid ginger bread house. He was mad it. The inanimate object ruined his day! Now he was grumpy like grumpy bear and wanted to take a nap. Beomgyu listened to him huff and babble to himself beneath the blanket. It was endearing and amusing to witness the maknae when he had a little fit. They couldn’t help it. His pouty lips and furrowed brows were too cute, and he always talked to himself, mumbling about whatever upset him. Yeonjun once said he acted like a grouchy gnome, whatever that meant.

So, when Kai pulled the blanket off his head he saw Beomgyu smiling away at nothing in particular. He whined and scooted closer to the other, in order to initiate cuddle time. Beomgyu laid back and let Kai lay on top of him like a wet towel. He held him close with one hand on his middle back and the other resting on his head. No words were exchanged for several minutes until the other boys wandered out to the living room.

“Ningie, we have something for you ~” Soobin sang, carrying a tray with small dishes of candy and chocolates, followed by Taehyun who had the (now put together) ginger bread house that Kai abandoned.

The icing had ample time to dry and work as glue to hold the structure together. They were positive it would be sturdy enough to withstand a little ones clumsy, sometimes heavy, hand. Kai watched them put everything down in the coffee table, but didn’t say anything. He had a love hate relationship forming with the cookies. Alas, the little boy in his heart took control and he slid off the sofa to sit criss-cross at the short table. The others joined him and waited for his next move.

Kai inspected the house for a moment and picked up a peppermint. He grunted once, pointing at the icing bag to ask for help. It had to stick on somehow. He wanted it to be a clock. Now, clocks didn’t usually go on the outside of buildings unless it was a church, library or town hall, but he didn’t care. The mint looked like a clock, so a clock it would be. Beomgyu picked up the baggie and squeezed a small blob onto the back of the candy and chuckled when Kai stuck it on the roof.

“Do you want to use these?” Yeonjun offered him some marshmallows. Kai took them and shoved them right into his mouth.

“Or eat them…” The eldest murmured, everyone else laughing quietly.

Kai took his time creating his ginger bread house, adding snow aka frosting blobs, some chocolate chips to line the top of the roof, and smooshed some sprinkles into different patches of icing all over the house. By the time he was done, he was covered in sugar all over again. He mischievously licked his fingers, giggling like a maniac and wiggling into Beomgyu’s side.

“Careful! You’re all messy.” He yelped, trying to avoid getting sticky sugar all over his sweater.

“Mhm…messy!” Kai grinned. He liked how that word felt in his mouth. “Messy, messy.”

“Baby, can Papa take your picture with your ginger bread house?” Yeonjun asked sweetly, already holding his phone up. Kai nodded and posed by poking his cheek and tilting his head sideways.

“So cute ~” The eldest cooed.

Kai giggled to himself for the millionth time and admired his cookie house and it’s beauty. He only whined when Soobin flew in with a baby wipe to clean up his hands and…forehead. Only Kai could accomplish that, he thought. He hushed Kai’s annoyed mewls and finished getting him nice and clean. After lining up all their decorated houses on the table and taking another picture, Kai was needing a real nap.

The boy pouted when he was sleepy and held up his arms to be carried. Soobin took it upon himself to lift him up and brought him to the closest spare bedroom on the first floor. He laid him down on the plush bed and lifted up his shirt to blow a raspberry on his tummy. Kai shrieked and burst into a fit of squealing laughter. Soobin gave him another and smiled warmly, laying down with him. Kai’s laughs toned down into drowsy giggles, as he settled down and stared to relax. He and Soobin laid on their sides facing each other silently for a little while.

“Try to go nigh-night, baby. Appa will be right here.” Soobin said softly, running his fingers through Kai’s hair and cupping the side of his face.

“Okay…promise?” Kai asked, already noticing the heaviness within his body and eyelids. It was warm and welcoming, like room full of pillows and blankets.

“Promise.”

#kpop agere #txt agere #little txt #agere community #sfw agere #little tomorrowxtogether #txt littlespace #kpop littlespace #little huening kai #caregiver yeonjun #caregiver soobin

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minnieves · 2 years

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i saw your requests for this translation. it took a while since it was longer than my usual filo fics. thank you for waiting, i hope you'd enjoy this one!

filo ver

summary: bff!beomgyu who's trying his best to not make any noise that would raise suspicion of your parents. especially not when he's getting head while they're at home.

you're joined by beomyu, taehyun, and hyuka in a cafe while the rain is pouring. you're supposed to study together. however, taehyun and hyuka had other plans they needed to attend to. leaving you with beomgyu to do so.

"what do you call friends who make out with each other?" hyuka asked the group while scrolling on his phone. beomgyu, who is sitting beside you, suddenly started to cough violently. like he was offended by hyuka's question.

"best friends," you said in sync with taehyun. to which you both laughed. hyuka raised his gaze to both of you. confused with what you both said. beomgyu's ears, on the other hand, is blushing redder than a tomato beside you.

"mom!" beomgyu greeted your mom when he got in. he hugged your mom, swaying her side-to-side like he didn't meet her yesterday.

"didn't know we share the same mom?" you said sarcastically. leading to your mother, gently spanking your ass because you're starting another fight.

"oh, why are you here?" your mom asked him. drinking the glass of water in her hand.

"we're going to study. we have a quiz coming," he answered your mom. "are you going to do some gardening mom?"

"i would. how about you go up to the study? I'll bring you some snacks later on." your mom told him, smiling. beomgyu smiled at her before leaving to go to the said study. you meet your mom's gaze, to which he gave you a small wink.

"aren't you comfortable, mr. choi beomgyu?" you told him, closing the door behind you. when you saw him fidgeting with the remote for the ac. all while looking comfortable in one of the swivel chairs in the study.

"of course. i mean, we already had sex here. shouldn't i be comfortable?" he asked you as if he was mocking your question. he pulled his materials out before looking at you. "let's start."

you leaned back on your chair. watching beomgyu finish his other materials. you looked around, seeing all the empty plates that was filled with food. sighing when you realise you have nothing to munch on while waiting for him.

"are you almost done?" you asked him while staring at the wall clock behind you. you have about 45 minutes before your dad arrives. you leaned towards him. whispering, "snacks?"

he looked at you with his brows raised. he leaned back on his chair while fixing his glasses. he rolled his eyes. knowing that you're about to wreck chaos.

"your dad is coming anytime soon," he reminded you. knowing that the snacks you're referring to is him. and that you wanted to blow him.

"so? it's not like this is the first time we'd have sex with them around I mean, with had sex in the room next to theirs. nothing new!" you told him. you pushed his chair to make space for you to stradle him. you smiled at him, giving him a peck on the lips. "you don't want to?"

"i don't" he told you. he closed his eyes while biting his lip. as if he said something he wasn't supposed to. when he opened his eyes he saw you smirking at him. "y/n," he said as if warning you.

"babe, just keep it down. they wouldn't know," you told him. you moved your hips, dry humping him in the process. "miss you."

"you mean, you miss my dick?" he teased you. he pulled you down, kissing him. both his hands grasping your waist to guide you as you hump on him. "miss you."

that's all that you need to hear. kneeling between his knees. smiling as if you're excited to open a christmas gift. you kissed his clothed dick before pulling it out.

"what is daddy going to say if he sees you this excited over a dick?" he asked you. controlling his breathing while watching you lick the entire length of his dick. "aren't you a pro?"

"hmm? i'll just tell him that i'd be a good girl for a different daddy for a while," you told him jokingly. he helped you remove his pants and underwear so that you could also play with his balls.

you collected some saliva in your mouth, before looking at him. you let your saliva slowly dribble down to his dick. not breaking eye contact with beomgyu. you click him from the base of his dick to the tip. before swirling your tongue around his tip. before jacking him off with your hand.

"fuck y/n!" he lowly moaned. the sound of you jacking him off mixed with your saliva creates an echo around the room. this is paired with his slow panting. you looked at him before sucking his tip. your other hand massaging his balls.

"you should study. you're not yet done with those calculations, right?" you asked him while licking his base. your hand playing with the tip lick a joystick.

"you look so messy. fuck," he muttered while watching you. his hands gathering your hair so that he could hold them into a makeshift ponytail. his hand becoming the tie that holds it. "take all of it in."

you did as told. kneeling upright so that you could take all of him in. you try your best not to gag when you feel ow big beomgyu is inside your mouth.

"breath through your nose," he reminded you. slowly lifting you off. you looked at him, with your other hand holding and playing with his balls.

"suck," he told you when your mouth closed around his tip. doing as told, you placed your other hand on his length jacking off the rest that is not in your mouth. "are you enjoying yourself?"

"i am," you told him with a small nod, even if your mouth is wrapped in his tip. beomgyu licked his lips while looking at you. he was looking at you like you're some kind of feast he needs to devour.

"want more?" he asked you. pulling your head so that you're forced to hold eye contact with him. "I mean, you did only ask for snacks."

"no," you whined to him. popping his cock from your mouth. using your hand to jack him off slowly. "want more."

"are you going to swallow?" he asked you. pulling his chair backwards so that he could lean down to your level. he gave you a small peck which lead you to pout at him. "answer me."

"cum in my mouth beomie," you told him softly. he looked like he was satisfied with your answer. returning to his previous position.

"impress me," he told you. hand slowly following your movements as you took all of him in. beomgyu's hips suddenly snapped, causing him to his your throat. taking him in completely.

"where's y/n, beomgyu?" your mom asked him when she opened the door. from where she is, she wouldn't be able to see you under the desk. there's a solid wood backing behind the desk that also prevents her from seeing you. allowing some safety for you.

beomgyu pulled his hand from your hair to fix his glasses. he felt nervous because your mom is looking at him. with her daughter sucking his cock.

"i think she went to her room," said beomgyu. trying his best not to moan in front of your mother.

on the other hand, you're giving him small sucking motions. holding the base of his cock with your hand. while you suck and abuse his tip. sucking and swirling your tongue around it as he talks to your mother.

beomgyu lowered himself. as if he was going to grab something from his bag, which was placed on the floor. when he suddenly held the back of your head so that you could take him in again. his hips slowly thrusting inside your mouth.

beomgyu lowered his hand the second time. grasping your clothe breast to pinch your nipple. you weren't wearing anything, aside from your panties, under your shit. you controlled yourself from moaning by sucking on him harder.

"oh well, i didn't mean to interrupt you. if you do see y/n, please tell her to come to find me." your mom told him before closing the door.

he moved his chair back. removing you from his dick.

"are you this much of a whore? sucking me off while I'm busy talking to your mom?" he asked you while looking at your face. your chin is covered with spit and his precum. the lip stain that you're wearing is all over your face.

"you're going to swallow every drop of my cum," he told you as he tap your cheek. asking you to open your mouth again.

he slowly pushed you down his cock. with his hips thrusting deeper like it's a fuckhole to use. your hands are inside your shirt. mimicking the way beomgyu plays with your breast and nipples.

"fuck y/n," he whispered. knowing that he's cumming anytime soon. "show me your mouth before you swallow baby."

Within a few seconds, you feel his cum fill your mouth. with his hips giving small shallow trusts, as you gently suck him. making sure that you're not swallowing his cum.

"show me, baby," he told you when he pulled it out of your mouth. you opened your mouth to beomgyu before swallowing. opening it afterwards so that he could see that you've swallowed all of it.

beomgyu pulled you back to his lap. kissing you. he pushed your shoulder lightly so that your back is leaning against the desk. as he sucked on your nipples while you were still wearing your shit.

"beomie, i might need to change again," you whined as he gently sucked on them.

"you need to brush your teeth anyway," he told you. he looked up to you while he was still at the level of your chest. "not unless you want to give your daddy a kiss on the cheek with my cum in your mouth?"

#txt hard hours #txt hard thoughts #txt smut #txt suggestive #txt scenarios #txt imagines #beomgyu imagines #beomgyu smut #beomgyu scenarios

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taegyumoa · 9 days

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Hyuka game night 💙🐧🎮💨

this is a fluff mixed with a smut hope U enjoy and sorry for any typos

The boys are filming a TO-DO episode and it's near Christmas 🎄. One of the activities are secret Santa. (How to play for those who don't know- Everyone gets a random person and buys them a gift) beomgyu has Huening and suprise suprise he gets the budget $10000 so yeah he bought hyuka a PS5 and customised it.

Back home you are waiting for your boyfriend while watching a Kdrama when suddenly Hyuka waltzes in the house like a little kid👼

Hey baby 😘 U say waiting 4 Hyuka 2 give U a hug but instead he just runs 2 the TV and changes the channel OYY

Sorry just gimme a sec 🙏 he pleads how can I say no to those eyes 👀 as U wait U check the time and it's 1am OMG HUENING WHAT THE FUCK R U DOING UR TAKING SO LONG

Go 2 bed babe I'll join u in a bit U go 2 the bed falling asleep immediately and start cuddling with hyuka and fall asleep u wake up at about 10am in the morning and go 2 the living room and u were NOT AT ALL PREPARED

Packets of chips on the floor soda pizza fries so much food and rubbish scattered everywhere but then u realised he was playing on his new gaming console so didn't get 2 mad and decided 2 clean up 4 him. U then walk over 2 Ur room cuz U hear it phone ringing and U see it's ur bestie hanni

On the call 🤙

GURLL WHERE TF R U BITCH

Wdym where?

AT THE CLUB DUHHHH

At 10 in the morning?!?

UHHH YEAHHH GET IN THE MOST SEXY OUTFIT U HAVE AND GET READY NOWW

Girl take a chill pill

HURRY UP YN OR ELSE *hangs up*

U change into a sexy dress that ur showed it ckeavage FULLY and was fully showing how curvy u were U were looking so hot 🔥

U walk into the living room and tell hyuka Ur going out so he just goes kk be home by 10pm

Sure *leaves*

Time skip

You walk home and feel exhausted then U get jumped scared by hyuka s reaming

YN YN YN ITS GAME NIGHT GET IN UR PJS he was getting very needy when he startled U, U jumped and as I said it was showing alsont all of it biobs AND NO BRA so yeah HUMONGOUS BOUNCE

U came back in a hoodie nothing under and 4 some reason U didn't wear pants just a panty. U sat on his lap u leaned back on his chest then he could see inside ur hoodie and oh boy his wildest dreams were all I front of his eyes 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀

He tries 2 stay focus and says let's start gaming. As usuall he wins no surprise but when U get up Ur panty got stack on his pants zip so now ur panty is ripped eh it's fine it feels more comfy like this

Hehe nervous AF 👀🤣

U sit on his lap can we cuddle 🥺.yes princess ❣️

U snuggle into his chest as he feels ur boobs touch his lightly he starts 2 play with it hair as it turns him on a little bit. U guys cuddle 4. 20 minutes but U stop 🛑 once U feel Hyukas boner on ur stomach

WARNING- EXTREME SMUT⚠️🛑🔞

Baby in a raspy voice

Yes daddy U reply getting so very needy

Daddy's needy pleasure me good

At your command U start to geing on him U start to cumm on his sweat pants

You grind harder and harder. He grips onto it waist and steals ur lips for kisses.this kiss is deep and passionate but also sloppy from desperation U feel his bulge growing as u grind at ur hardest.he slips his tongue the second he gets the chance. U feel his tongue swirl around licking every corner of ur mouth as U do the same 2 his very hot mouth. U can hear his groans and moans through the moans as well as your own his moans are so load even while being muffled by ur kiss the sound fills the room. U both slowly undress each other and slowly touch little bits. He rips of ur hoodie from ur perfectly shaped body and stares at ur boobs. He grabs one and sucks the otter nipple he is so needy U can tell. He slips his rock solid cock though it entrance and is going deeper and deeper with every thrust. U man eveey time he squeezes Ur boob or thrusts his cock into u. Ur moans fill the whole room and end with U 2 being 2 tired 2 continue but end up having another round before bed

#smut #huening kai #tomorrow x together #fanart #fanfiction writer #request rules

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daegudrama · 11 months

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Title: You Belong With Me

Pairing: Tyunning

Summary: Sweet high school Kai and Taehyun navigating a change in their relationship.

Word Count: 4,413 words

Taehyun

It's a typical Tuesday night and I'm listening to the kind of music most of my peers wouldn't like. Lately I've been really into music from other countries. I don't know why people think it's weird. Music transcends language in my opinion.

I look towards my window wondering if I'll catch a glimpse of the boy next door. Huening Kai and I have been friends since I moved here in second grade. We know each other better than anyone else and we are always there for each other. Well...we used to be.

Ever since he started dating Cynthia he's acted different. She doesn't want to hang out with me because I'm in pep band and she thinks I'm gay. She hasn't said that to Kai but I've heard her say it to her friends. Cynthia doesn't understand Kai like I do and that has led to numerous fights between them. Someone needs to put that girl in her place.

Kai comes into view of his window and I can see him waving his hand around while holding the other to his ear. Fighting with Cynthia again it looks like. I wonder what it's about this time. I'm always the one to comfort him when she takes a joke too seriously or is overly jealous. She fits every stereotype of a rich privileged cheerleader and I can't understand why Kai even likes her.

His dark brown hair is falling in waves across his forehead and he desperately needs a haircut. He's about a week away from not being able to see anything. Maybe that's what he wants I wouldn't want to see his girlfriend's face every day either. He's wearing a big tshirt and basketball shorts I got him last Christmas.

The sound of something falling in my room breaks my attention. My Junior Jewels shirt from band camp had fallen off my wall for what must be the twelfth time since I put it up. I set it aside not wanting to deal with it right now.

Kai spent the summer at home while I was away at camp learning how to repel any romantic attention that might come towards me. Band camp really is the best birth control money can buy.

My room is filled with pictures of my friends and music that has had deep impact on my life. Each square inch covered with another piece of who I am. A picture from freshman year catches my eye and I can't help but smile. Kai and I after his first junior varsity football game. He was so sweaty and muddy but that didn't stop me from hugging my best friend.

Across the room my phone dings from where I left it on my bed. There is only a few people who regularly text me and a quick glance to Kai's window tells me it's probably him.

Hyuka: do you want to watch a movie in the clubhouse? 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

His emoji choice has me questioning things I shouldn't be thinking about. I can't let my mind go there and cause more of my poor heart strings to break.

It's been awhile since we hung out in the clubhouse because like I said his girlfriend is a jerk. When Kai was eight his dad built him a shed in the backyard where he could play with his friends. As we got older we've redecorated and turned it into a hangout place.

Me: i can be there with popcorn in ten. See you soon

After putting on a sweatshirt and socks I go downstairs to make popcorn. Mom is standing next to the sink but doesn't ask what I'm doing. When the popcorn is done I tell her where I'm going.

"Be back before ten." She says and I nod on my way out the door.

I unlock the gate of the Huening backyard and walk towards the clubhouse. Kai is sitting on the couch with the projector already warmed up and ready to go when I walk in.

"Hey," I say taking off my shoes in the doorway before walking to the couch. "Are you okay? I saw you through the window and you looked heated."

"Cynthia is being overdramatic again." He says as I sit beside him handing the popcorn over. "I was texting one of her cheerleader friends about an idea for a pep rally and she thinks I shouldn't do that. She said that's how it starts."

"How what starts?" I ask genuinely confused as to what she might mean.

"I'm not even sure. Maybe she thinks I'm going to cheat on her? I really have no idea. I like her but sometimes she's too much." He sighs leaning back in his seat eating a piece of popcorn. "I wish I could just date someone that gets me like you do."

Date me. My brain screams and my eyes widen trying to figure out if I said that out loud. Kai's facial expression remains the same meaning I didn't say it.

"I think the same thing sometimes." I say without thinking and quickly change the subject. "Let's watch the movie."

He's chosen Camp Rock like he always does when something is upsetting him. This is his comfort movie and at this point I can quote it without the sound on.

When the popcorn is finished Kai leans against my shoulder sending my heart into a frenzy. I need to get my emotions in check before I ruin the best friendship I've ever had. Lately it's been more uncontrollable. Seeing him running around in his football gear all the time only makes it worse.

"You should find a girlfriend so we can hang out as a group." Kai says leaning against the other side of the couch.

I don't know how to respond to that. I haven't told him I'm gay and I'm scared that he might not want to hang out with me afterwards. Kai is not homophobic but I think he'd be a little uneasy because we're so close.

"I need to tell you something." I say before I can chicken out. This is important and I'm ready for my best friend to know even if I'm scared.

His eyes widen under his shaggy hair cut and his eyebrows come together like he's thinking hard about what I might tell him. Whatever he's thinking can't be close to this.

"Okay, you can tell me anything, Tae." He reaches out to touch my shoulder as he speaks.

"I'm gay." I close my eyes taking a deep breath.

It feels like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders but my heart also feels constricted not knowing how he'll react.

"Taehyun..." he trails off and my eyes open in worry. "I'm so proud of you for telling me. I'm sorry I just said something about you getting a girlfriend, I didn't know. I love you."

He pulls me into a hug and his words are ringing through my ears. I hug him back burying my head into his shoulder.

"I love you too." I reply when he's let go.

"Do you like anyone?" He asks a little while later after I've told him he's the first person I've told.

Yes, only the most beautiful man in the world. I can't say that out loud. He's in a relationship and as far as I know he's not even a little gay. I try not to fantasize too much because all it does is hurt me. There is a very slim chance that I'll ever get what I want and that's something I need to live with.

"At our school? No one has really caught my eye." I lie and wonder if my eyes are shinning as much as I feel like they are.

Every day it gets harder to not lean forward and just kiss him. I just want to know how it feels. Though, if I get a taste I'm sure I'd just want more for the rest of time. Life would be easier if everyone was gayer.

"Sureee," Kai teases wrapping an arm around my shoulder. "What about that Beomgyu guy in your music class?"

Beomgyu is an attractive man but he can't captivate me in the same way Kai does. The way Kai pointlessly lies and is rarely seen without a plushie within a ten foot radius. It's how he can be a football star one moment and a soft boy that will cuddle his stuffed rabbit watching Camp Rock the next. He's been my best friend for so long. I can't imagine having to tell anyone all my childhood memories. Kai experienced them with me and knows me better than anyone.

"He's cute but not really my type." I say hoping for a reason to escape before he asks me my type. Lying to Kai isn't my strong suit. He sees right through me and usually doesn't let it go.

My phone rings and I see a photo of my mother and I breathe a sigh of relief. I quickly answer and my mother asks if I've finished all my homework because she found an English worksheet. I decide to use that as my escape even though that assignment isn't due for another few days.

"My mom wants me to do homework." I say getting up from my seat. "I'll see you tomorrow."

I run out before he can say another word and I feel so awkward. How did I tell him that? I wasn't prepared at all but I'm tired of people assuming I want a girlfriend. Heteronormativity is so strange to my flaming homosexual ass.

My mom watches me finish my worksheet before letting me go to bed. I stay up longer than I should writing a song about what I'm feeling. No one will ever hear it but getting the words out makes me feel better.

Around 11 Kai holds up a sign to the window like we used to do when we were little. Before we got cellphones on our thirteenth birthdays this is how we communicated. I find a notebook so I can respond to his 'Are you okay?'

He's not wearing a shirt and though it's nothing I haven't already seen there are butterflies in my stomach. I grab a sharpie and write 'Yes. Just going to go to sleep.'

I hold it up for a moment before stepping back to close my white curtain. A memory floods my mind and I can't shake it so it becomes part of the song.

Two years ago Kai and I were having a sleepover in the clubhouse and things took a turn. This was obviously before I came out and at that point I wasn't entirely sure of my sexuality. I knew I like boys and I thought I like girls but after deep consideration and trying to be with girls I realized that's not for me.

It was well past two a.m. when Kai scooted closer to me on the bed that is lofted above the main hangout area. Without a word he tilted my chin up and pressed his lips against mine. For several minutes we kissed holding each other closely and then he turned around. He fell asleep and neither of us mentioned it. I can't help but think about that when my feelings for him grow each day.

He's been my best friend for so long it's like we belong together. Kai has a smile that could light up this whole town but I haven't seen as much since he's been with her. She fights him on everything from what he wears to who he spends time with.

Tomorrow is Friday meaning one more week until homecoming. Of course, I'll have to play at the game but without a date I'm not going to show up. Kai talks about wanting me at more school events with him but I just don't feel right about it. Especially not with Cynthia giving me weird looks every ten seconds. It's like she wants me to be jealous and I am but that's a weird thing to do to someone's best friend. Especially when they have no solid evidence that I'm actually not straight.

I decide sleeping is my best option. Maybe if I'm well rested I'll be able to deal with school.

The next week is a mess of perfecting songs for pep rallies and barely talking to Kai because he's so busy with football and trying to deal with his relationship.

On Thursday night he taps a note to his window. 'Movie sleepover @ 8?' I think about ghosting him but we live right next door to each other. If I don't answer he'll come over here.

It's odd that he wants a sleepover since we haven't had one in months. The fact that it's the day before game day makes it even weirder. Maybe he just had a really bad day. Beomgyu told me he heard from his friend on the football team that Cynthia wouldn't answer his calls last nights. Her snapchat location said she was at the co-captains house. I'm not going to mention it unless he says something.

'I'll bring the ice cream' I write taping it to my window because I can't see if he's in his room right now. He's probably eating dinner.

I sit down at my desk to do some homework. I push a few papers aside that I'd rip from my notebook and see 'I love you as more' written in large letters. Before summer I wanted to tell him but ended up chickening out because he left the window before I could show him. I fold the paper and hide it in my desk drawer.

After finishing my homework and eating dinner I contemplate what ice cream to bring. My usually stash hidden in the outside freezer is running low. Maybe I'll go to the store and get some of our favorites.

I tell my mom I'm going to spend the night in the clubhouse and she offers to buy snacks and ice cream for us. I gladly accept promising to do the dishes tomorrow in return.

Kai's is the only place she would let me stay over on a school night. It's right next door so I can just come home in the morning to get ready. If she needs me I'm just across the yard really it's a win that we became best friends.

It's nearly 8 when my mom returns. I'm wearing the matching pajama set she got me and Kai for Christmas last year. She looks happy that I'm wearing it and hands me the bags.

"Don't be late to school!" She yells as I walk out of the door.

I roll my eyes knowing I won't be late tomorrow. Knowing Kai we will be asleep before twelve especially since he has a game. He takes his sports very seriously.

"I brought snacks!" I say as I walk into the clubhouse without knocking.

Kai is lying across the couch staring up at the ceiling with a blank expression. He's wearing the same pajamas as me but his are a little too small. Kai has bulked up a lot this year from practicing so much.

He sits up reaching for the bags before he says anything to me. The ice cream is in his hands when he finally greets me and I can tell he hasn't had a good day.

"I'm sorry we haven't been hanging out. Life's been stressful lately." Kai says stabbing his spoon into the ice cream with a sincere look.

"I understand. Girls and sports..." I trail off trying not to sound sarcastic but knowing I've failed.

"Cynthia has been really bugging me lately. It's like she doesn't trust me at all."

I contemplated whether I want to give him good advice or just tell him it'll be okay. I decide to be a good friend as I shove my hand into the Dorito bag sitting between us.

"If my partner didn't trust me to do simple things I would take that as a red flag." I shuffle in my seat thinking of what to say next. I rest my chin on my hand. "This is high school and this relationship isn't made to last and we both know it. I've been reluctant to tell you this because it seemed like she made you happy but..."

"What is it Tae? You can tell me anything." Kai says when he sees my hesitation.

"Your girlfriend," the word tastes like sour milk in my mouth. "has repeatedly told me to stay away from you because she thinks I'm gay. I've also heard she doesn't want me around because she thinks I'll ruin your popularity."

"Are you serious?" He asks putting the ice cream aside and staring into my eyes.

"I wouldn't lie about this." I say softly my tummy turning with anxiety.

"Taehyun, I'm so sorry she treated you that way. I would've had a conversation with her a long time ago if I knew. Is that why you declined hanging out with us?"

I nod my head and he sets the bags on the floor so he can reach over and hug me. He smells like the floral shampoo his older sister uses and his arms are right around me.

A moment later he sits back putting the ice cream in the mini fridge/freezer combo by the couch. Something catches his eye and suddenly there is two bottles of soju in his hand. He raises an eyebrow daring me.

"Kai, you have a game tomorrow." I say and he juts his lower lip out creating the cutest pout.

"A little soju never hurt. We'll watch Tangled and use our drinking game. Or we could just sit here. I feel like I need to catch up with you."

We decide to talk and drink rather than watch a movie. The snacks sit between us as I update him on what I've been doing this week. I've the next few hours we each finish a bottle than another half before we call it quits.

"Do you remember that time we kissed?" Kai asks when we've made it to the bed lofted above the main area.

It's dark and I can't see his expression. Even my intoxicated brain starts screaming because we don't talk about that. This is really the first time he's ever mentioned it.

"Of course I do. I was under the impression you didn't want to remember it." I say wondering where this is going.

I should turn around and go to sleep before we do something stupid. We are both intoxicated and I don't want to do anything he might regret tomorrow. I'm too intrigued to turn around. I need to know where this is going even it breaks my heart.

"Honestly it was one of the best kisses I've ever had. I tried kissing more boys after you but it was never quite the same."

My heart flutters and my brain is screaming not knowing what to do with this information. He's kissed more boys than just me? Kai thinks he likes boys. This is news to me and I can't understand why he's saying this now. We've drank together before and nothing like this conversation has ever left our lips.

"Why are bringing this up now?" I decide to ask after a few moments of silence.

The tension in the air is thick enough to cut and my chest is starting to hurt. I've imagined this moment so many ways and hoped that some day he'd confess feelings for me. I never thought I actually hear him say I'm the best kiss he's ever had.

"I've been thinking about you in a different light lately. Hearing what Cynthia said about you made me realize I shouldn't hide anymore."

Hide what? Does he have feelings for me? Does he want to kiss me again? I'm about to ask him when I hear a faint snore. He's fallen asleep and I wonder if he'll remember this tomorrow. It seems unlikely and I make a mental note to get up before he wakes up.

In the morning my head is aching and my stomach feels like I might throw up at any moment. Kai is still asleep next to me with his cheek pressed against the pillow. His mouth is open and a little trail of drool is pooling on his pillow.

Quietly I make my way out of the clubhouse and back home. Kai's words from last night are running through my mind and I wonder if he was being honest. I drink three bottles of water before taking a shower to wash off that drunk smell. The last thing I need is to get suspended or called to the office today.

It's homecoming night and I'm not planning on going to the dance because the one person I want to go with is still with someone else. I almost hope he doesn't remember his words so we don't have to have an awkward conversation.

"Did you have fun with Kai last night?" My older brother teases as I walk through the hallway.

I roll my eyes ignoring his attempt to get a rise from me. Instead I make toast knowing I don't have enough time for anything else. My phone dings as I'm leaving my house.

It's a message from Kai.

Hyuka: Why'd you leave before I woke up? 🥺Did I say something last night? It's kind of a blur 😣

He doesn't remember. A part of my heart sinks knowing that if I want a confession I'll have to tell him what he said. Time to swear off alcohol so something like this doesn't happen again.

Me: its nothing...I'll see you later maybe

I can't force myself to sound normal and I hate it. How am I supposed to react to this? My best friend said he really liked kissing me. I've had a crush on him for ages and think we would be perfect together. Of course I'm a little freaked out.

For most of the day I successfully avoid him until he corners me in the empty band room after pregame rehearsal. Everyone has left to get dinner leaving us alone.

"Why are you avoiding me?" Kai asks his eyes wide tinted with sadness. "I've had a horrible day and I wanted to talk to my best friend earlier but you just ran away."

He stands in front of me arms crossed over his chest. What else happened today? All I've been thinking of is his lips and how I wish I could kiss them whenever I wanted.

"We always promise not to lie or withhold information from each other..." I trail off debating whether I should continue. "but last night you dropped a pretty big bomb on me."

"What did I tell you?" His eyes are wide and he won't meet my eye contact. Kai's cheeks are flushed and I can tell he's hoping I don't say what he told me last night.

"You told me our kiss was one of the best you've ever had and that you've tried kissing more boys but it wasn't the same. You also said you've been seeing me in a different light but you fell asleep before I could ask about that."

I try to remain calm but his face is getting redder by the second. He hides his face in his hands and runs way before I can say another word. I let him go knowing that when he's ready he'll let me know. If he doesn't I'll come to him. I don't like being in this limbo.

After dinner I'm back at school waiting for the game to start. I'm in the bleachers warming up my instrument. Kai hasn't come on the field yet but there is still a few minutes until the tip-off.

At the last moment he appears looking confused. He quickly seems to get his head in the game, but during the second half he isn't his usual self. We still win the game but Kai has to be taken out because he can't focus.

Once the game ends I rush home so no one can drag me to the dance. The last thing I need is to be around a bunch of hormonal teens twerking and trying to end the night fucking in the back of a limo.

I'm trying to focus on my homework but I can't. All I want is to have answers. So I do the most cliched and ridiculous thing I can think of. I grab my love declaration from my desk. I get dressed in my nicest clothes and shove the note inside the pocket.

I run to homecoming only stopping when I get inside and see Kai standing with his friends. His face is sad and I just want to make him smile. Kai's eyes sweep the room and land on me. A smile breaks across his face and he pushes his friends aside to walk towards me.

In the middle of the dance floor we each reach into our pockets and pull out a folded piece of paper. He unfolds his first and I see 'i love you (in a gay way)' written on his paper. The paper looks like it'd been folded and unfolded many times and I wonder how long he's had this.

He gasps when I unfold my paper taking the step forward to wrap his arms around me. He's pulled away from me by a well manicured hand. I look up to see Cynthia in a fire truck red dress that comes to her mid thigh.

"Babe, what are you doing?" She says trying to look sweet and innocent.

I don't think she's doing a very good job. One could compare her to the wickedness of Bellatrix Lestrange.

"Making myself happy. You were kissing my teammate a few days ago and bullying my best friend. I'm not your boyfriend. I'm his."

My heart is threatening to dance out of my chest hearing the words I've been waiting years to hear. She looks disgusted and storms off towards her group of friends.

"So you want to be my boyfriend?" I ask as he cups my face in his hands.

"Of course I do silly." He says leaning down to press his lips against mine in the middle of the dance like no one is watching.

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