#hopefully it isnt too awkward lmao

[lonely-night]

janeway x seven; if I only could I'd make a deal with god

#voyageredit #janeway x seven #j7 #voyagereditmine #star trek voyager #myfanvid #I DID IT #i actually made a fanvid after almost ten years of not editing any #feel a lot of rusty #have to relearn everything and something new #j7/running up that hill idea has been on my mind for so long #im finally making that fanvid i want #hopefully it isnt too awkward lmao #first attempt after ten years i should have edited something short but the song is that length i have got no choice skjdfkjshdk

[buckleupbrochachos]

Byler/ ST V2 Theory

Ppl are definitely going to say I'm reaching- but I really want to focus on the "black-eyed Susan" which is the most relevant out of all the flowers.

The first line states the main significance/meaning is happiness and friendship.

Now we all know that Mike Wheeler didn't pick out specifically the black-eyed Susans from research about what they meant to send El a secret message that he considers their relationship a platonic friendship because El wouldn't understand and Mike sure as hell wouldn't go out of the way to find a very specific type of flower (we all know he got them at sum airport gift shop)

But we do know that the Duffers LOVE little details, and they would totally do their research for simple flower symbolism. (it's practically the most common type of subtext there is, especially in film)

The flowers aren't meant for the characters to understand, they're meant for the audience to understand.



Now, onto my favorite part about the flower symbolism- is the origin of the name.

The name for the Black-eyed Susan flower, as stated above, is derived from an 18th Century poem by the same title, written by John Gay.

The poem (in short) is about a woman (Susan/Mike) searching for her lover (William/Will) shortly after his ship docks back from war, only for him to be sent back to battle shortly after.

But if you read the first and second to last stanza- they are both obviously paralelling Mike and Will. (Susan paralelling Will, Mike paralelling William in the first stanza- vice versa in the second and last stanza )

The flower symbolism is not only hinting at El and Mike's relationship becoming platonic, and byler eventually becoming endgame but it could also be hinting at Will's new part in the supernatural plot (and him possibly getting powers)

(Now here is the poem, parralled to Will and Mike's story so far and most likely the ending)

ALL in the Downs the fleet was moor’d,  

The streamers waving in the wind, when black-eyed Susan came aboard,

‘Oh! where shall I my true love find! Tell me, ye jovial sailors, tell me true,

If my sweet William sails among the crew.

In the first stanze its obviously parraleling the airport scene, both William in the poem, and Will in ST, both reunite with their "lovers" (quotations for Will+Mike since it isnt established yet) Susan and Mike, after a long time apart. (In ST though, Mike flies across the country to reunite with Will, unlike the poem where the Will in the story sails back to Susan in their hometown.)

Now, in the poem Susan- is very estatic about seeing her lover William. Just as Will is seeing Mike again after almost not talking for 6 months. But compared to William in the poem, Mike doesn't show any affection besides an awkward side hug and a measly pat on the shoulder-( but not everything can be a perfect parralell so yall are gonna have to bear with me.)

‘Though battle call me from thy arms,   

 Let not my pretty Susan mourn;  

Though cannons roar, yet safe from harms,   

 William shall to his dear return.

Love turns aside the balls that round me fly,

Lest precious tears should drop from Susan’s eye.’

--

 The boatswain gave the dreadful word,   

 The sails their swelling bosom spread,  

No longer must she stay aboard:   

They kiss’d, she sigh’d, he hung his head;

Her lessening boat unwilling rows to land:

‘Adieu!’ she cries; and waved her lily hand.

The second and last stanza's, I'd like to believe is paralelling a possible confession scene from Will to Mike (a succesful one at least) - right before Will has to go and eventually battle against Vecna, since Will is obviously going to have an importance in the main plot in VOL. 2

(Hopefully it consists of the painting because how else will Will confess without a meaningfull gesture such as giving Mike a painting like he did with his drawings ever since they were little kids.)

Anyways, thanks for listening to me theorize. I hope I don't sound too insane lmao

All of this was written of the top of my head, so if you want to add onto anything, you can read the full poem here

#byler #st4 #byler s4 #stranger things #stranger things season 4 #st s4 #will byers #byler season 4 #mike wheeler #byler endgame #byler obsessed #byler is real #byler is endgame #byler is canon #byler theory #byler tumblr

[cyancherub]

UM it was only a sentence but it was like “pounding into you with his cock” or some shit like that omg. 😭😭😭absolutely MORTIFIED!!!’ but LMFAO either she was really into the show we were watching or she ignored it idk idc 💀💀but i’m SO GRATEFUL that conversation did not happen. i can’t go there with her she still thinks i’m a sweet innocent virgin ( i am two of those things, but innocent isnt one of them shsjsgajaskms)

OH MY GODKLASDLKSLDK that is genuinely horrifying PLEASEE lmao. HOPEFULLY SHE WAS JUST TOO FOCUSED ON THE SHOW TO HEAR !!! IM SOBBING NOT The Convo (TM).... it is simply the most awkward thing in this universe

THIS DOES REMIND ME that once when i was in hs i was watching corn on my laptop in the dead of night but the laptop was really old and every once in a while it would make like a BLARING beeping noise and it DID THAT!!! and it wouldnt shut off </33 AND I WAS JUST SITTING THERE WITH THE CORN ON THE SCREEN HORRIFIED THAT MY PARENTS WOULD WAKE UP AND WALK IN AND LOOK AT THE COMPUTER TO SEE WHAT THE SOUND WAS AND SEE WHAT I WAS WATCHING helpmeLKFDLK but they slept thru it <3

#cherub.mail #cherub.anon

[todtart]

The Offer (Jacksepticeye x Reader)

Description: While spending the winter at a lighthouse for some extra money, Seán sees the image of a beautiful, glowing person dancing on the waves. Maybe the faeries his weird roommate talks about are real.

Notes: hello! this is my first jacksepticeye fic... hopefully it isnt too bad. ill admit its a really odd storyline and its not great but this is just kind of my writing style so idk what to say man lmao i promise i’ll get better the more i write WC: 3.2k

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Nights like these heralded hoarfrost. Particles of ice that froze directly onto your skin, fed by the mist that sprang off waves colliding off the rocky sea shore. Once the storm passed––and he got a decent sleep––he would have to start removing the icicles off the catwalk with an ice ax.

Until then, he was content to stay well within the bounds of the lighthouse, far away from howling winds and bitter cold. There was little beauty in Ireland in the greyscale months.

Before bed the three lighthouse keepers ordered their shifts properly to ensure the light would always be kept running, even if it was impeded by the ice and snow. David would take the first shift, and Tawny the second, leaving Seán to wake early in the morning. By now alarms and loud sounds had grown deaf enough to each of them that it was easiest to be woken by the last person on guard, and with that in mind Seán collapsed in his bed, pulling the frigid covers up over his head in a weak attempt to mute the lighthouse horn.

Stupid fuckin' college, he thought to himself, grinding his teeth as he stared at the darkness around him. College had done nothing wrong––for the most part––and only earned his ire because he now lacked what it freely gave; heaters, mostly-quiet dorm rooms, and a variety of people. David and Tawny were nothing like him and nothing like each other, either, making the trio a rather awkward, unchoreographed mess of lighthouse caretakers. The only thing they all had in common was a desire for money and a place to stay.

Unfortunately for him, recording videos quickly became a fruitless endeavor due to the lighthouse horn that he hadn't realized existed. It blew once every minute and drowned out everything else; after a while, David, Tawny, and Seán learned when to take pauses in conversations just to avoid the horn. That made his six-month stay in the lighthouse seem like two years.

No matter––once the spring arrived he would be gone, and he was under no obligation to reenter the life of lighthouse living.

Tawny said once, while they were drinking coffee together, that the fae love the northern shores of Ireland. Fanad Head––the lighthouse he currently occupied––was staged on the northernmost tip of the island, so whenever he heard singing in the night, he imagined the fae walking through the paths in the woods unmarred by snow. Steps made of moss and permafrost, lined by vines weaved into ladders and the glowing lights of goblin lanterns. They weren't real, of course––he knew that much despite having heard voices in the night in his old cabin. The majority of Irish people didn't believe in them, but... you never wandered those paths, and you never left your home during the night. Not unless you wanted to die.

His eyes shot open as the voice creeped in, singing from outside the lighthouse. Somehow it managed to roar above the wind and snow, yet retained an element of softness, as though someone was humming the words in his ear. He didn't know what it was they said, but it was familiar; a form of Gaelic.

He tried to squeeze his eyes shut tight and curl up more, but the music called to him. Beckoned him out of his bed, pulled him out, and placed shivering feet upon the cold, stone floor. The feel of the floor was enough for him to shake out of the trance, and a moment later he was back to hiding beneath the covers.

No, no, he thought, shaking his head quickly. Don't fuck with the faeries.

The moment his eyes closed, it felt as though God gave him only two seconds to sleep before Tawny was shaking him awake.

"Seán –"

The horn blared.

"– it's your turn."

"Okay," he mumbled, clutching his sheets. "Give me a moment."

"Here."

Seán opened his eyes to Tawny holding a cup of steaming coffee in front of his face. A pleasant, lazy smile stretched across his face.

"Thanks," he said, giving her a nod as he sat up.

She offered a small smile before leaving his quarters.

The sun had yet to rise, still hidden behind thick clouds and late dawns. On his bedstand, the alarm clock quietly told him the time was 530, acting as the only light in the room besides the crack in the door. He groaned and rubbed his face with his palm before drinking from the mug.

His woolen gloves––sent by his mother––stuck to the icicles he was set to hacking off, letting the cold easily seep into his fingers. Overgrown clouds in the sky promised yet another storm, but nonetheless, until then, it was his duty to clean the lighthouse and ensure the sea was a little safer. The swinging of the ice ax was nothing in volume compared to the lighthouse horn, but he still flinched whenever the steel collided with the giant columns of ice.

A breath of air left him when the icicle fell to the catwalk floor, shattering into pieces. His breath left in a cloud and drifted into the sky.

"Fuck's sake," he mumbled, having barely moved enough to avoid getting his foot impaled.

Such close accidents must've happened to him a hundred times in the time he'd been here.

As his gaze darted from the lighthouse, to the clouds, and to the sea, he caught a glimmer of foam that nearly blinded him. It moved, glowed, in a way that the ocean never did––remaining on the edge of a wave that wouldn't move nor diminish.

It was dancing, and now he stared at it, losing sight of the rest of his surroundings. Growing winds nor sleet made it through his head despite pounding his skin.

The light from the lighthouse made yet another round, further illuminating what finally formed to be you––a humanoid creature whose body gleamed like it was made of pearls, obscuring your actual features. His mouth fell open. When the light passed, he could finally concentrate, and heard the Gaelic singing he remembered from hours ago.

"Holy shit!" He yelled––or gasped, he couldn't hear his actual volume over the wind––as he clutched his hat to his head.

He stumbled over his feet for only a moment before he scrambled himself back inside, nearly slipping on the ice-covered catwalk. The slip in his balance and his near uncontrollable, thumping footsteps on the stairs had his heart racing, begging to be put to rest.

"Tawny!!" He yelled once more, cut partway off by the horn. "Tawny, I need to talk to you!"

He landed on the floor with a thump, quickly scanning the common room.

"I swear t' God Jack, if you don't shut yer fuckin' trap I'll do it for ya!" He heard Tawny shout from within her bedroom walls.

"Tawny, it's about the faeries," he said in a quieter, but none less hurried, voice. He ushered himself quick through the thin hallways, and rapped quietly on her door.

A soft sigh came from within, followed by rustling sheets and the sound of slippers hitting the floor.

The door pulled open, revealing Tawny dressed in a thick sweater and scarf.

"What is this about?" She asked in a grumble, her eyes barely open.

"I think - I think I saw a faerie, in the ocean," he stammered out, blinking quickly as he recalled the image.

She stared at him.

"Alright, come in," she said, waving him in.

Among the many books she kept scattered throughout her room was a thorough dictionary of the world's many faery types. They were sorted alphabetically, which hindered his search that asked only for two specific categories––Ireland and oceans. The first he found were protectors of the Irish sea; devotees and soldiers of the sea god, Manaan. But these faeries were only a few inches high, and considering he could see you from the top of the lighthouse, he assumed you were of somewhat-regular size.

Murdhuachas. Faeries with the tail of a fish and the upper body of a mammal, but never human. You weren't one of them, either.

Selkies, also known as Roanes, were seals who could shed their skins and reveal humans with ethereal beauty. But you were in the water, and you had the form of a human. That couldn't be it.

There were vampire-like creatures, and putrid little things only a foot high, and goblins who would clean your home if you left them food. He chewed on his lips as he met the last page of the dictionary, at which point he threw down the book. Tawny looked up from her seat on the bed.

"Find anythin'?" She asked.

"No," he grumbled, leaning back in her desk chair. "The thing I saw, it - it wasn't anythin' inhuman, except for it being.. you know.. like standing on the water."

"It's possible it wasn't a water element fae," she said with a shrug. "Maybe it was an air sprite enjoying themselves."

"Well that doesn't narrow down the search, does it?" He said, crossing his arms.

"It's a faerie, Jack," she said flatly. "Yer prob'ly never gonna see it again. I wouldn't worry 'bout it too much."

He did. He saw you better––clearer––than he did the first time, yet all the while remained in the confines of his own mind, his body overtaken with sleep and dreams. It was nothing more than soft hums and an unearthly glow, but it was enough to leave him tossing and turning till he nearly fell off the bed. He knew of the dangers yet still tried to step closer; an action that woke him abruptly.

His gasp was the only sound in the darkened bedroom, lit by moonlight tunneling through a nearby window. Outside, the storm ceased to rage, and the only distant motion was the rolling waves that brushed against the rocky shore; a kiss that follows the ravages of the ocean's love, healing the battered shore.

Things always washed ashore after storms. As a child, when he wandered down the coast with his parents in tow, there were times that tiny fish were strewn dead across the rocks. Bits of dead, red moss and the occasional seal carcass sometimes joined the mass funeral. He found those same things as he stalked down to the beach now, tugging at his scarf and wondering what he was doing outside so early in the morn. No wind tugged at his jacket or gloves, but the cold still made it through, seeping in quietly until he reached the shore.

A soft breeze, smelling of summer and touching him like fall, brushed past his body when he stopped. He swallowed through a tight throat as he stared past the low, choppy waves, attempting to find the horizon between the clouds and the ocean. When his gaze fell to his feet, however, his eyes widened upon recognizing a tiny fish.

Dead, of course. A twinge of regret pulled at his consciousness, and before he could think, he pinched it by the tail and hurled it back into the sea.

"There ya go," he said out-loud, to no one at all except the wind. "Now ye can at least be food."

"It could've been food before."

He whirled around in an instant, his eyes widening with recognition once more––this one pale and in wonderment.

It was you. Your face, at least, he couldn't forget what he saw less than an hour ago. Instead of a naked, glowing body, though, you were clothed in regular human clothes, and you were just as dim as the rest of the world. Nothing unearthly remained, nothing magical––only that he recognized you in the first place.

"Hi," he said lamely, blinking quickly as though you'd disappear at any second.

"Hello," you chuckled. "You're one of those lighthouse workers, aren't you?"

"Well – yes, just for the winter, though. How'd you know?"

"I think I've seen you, up on the lighthouse," you murmured, digging your hands into your pockets.

"Really?" He frowned, glancing up to the rocky cliffs.

Beyond them lay little more than a grassy plain (which was less than grassy in the winter) and ancient stone walls left by old farmers and, according to Tawny, the Tuatha de Danann: the ancient, mythological race of faeries who originally inhabited the island before being driven underground by newcomers. The nearest building was abandoned.

"Do you live nearby or something?" He asked, a hint of suspicion creeping through his tone.

"Wouldn't you like to know," you said with a sly smile.

"Oh." He realized the insinuation behind his words with a chuckle, and awkwardly scratched at the back of his neck. "Sorry. I just – I'm used ta living in the middle a' nowhere, ye don't get many neighbors."

"It's fine," you said, shaking your head and chuckling. "What're you doing out so early?"

"I..." he glanced out to the sea, "I'm throwing fish, apparently."

"Do you do that often, then?" You asked in a teasing lilt.

"Every chance I get," he said with a grin that faded too easily. Before he knew it, new words were slipping out of his mind. "I'm actually... I thought I saw someone, on the shore."

You raised an eyebrow.

"It's not safe t' be out here during the winter, 'specially not at night," he continued.

"Oh, aren't you sweet," you said, smiling as you cocked your chin upwards.

"It's my job, at least fer now."

"Still... I've seen men work here longer than you, and they don't e'er leave their tower at night," you said, taking a few steps closer. "I think they're afraid."

"Of what?" He asked, and his suspicion, though tempered, grew.

"The ocean." You paused. "And ghosts."

"Ghosts?" He repeated with a laugh.

"Ancient lands leave ancient memories," you shrugged.

"Yeah, I guess so," he said in a softer voice.

You smiled at his response.

"May I have your name, lighthouse keeper?" You asked, raising your hand for him to shake.

"Seán," he said, and shook your hand with a dopey smile. Even without the glow, you were beautiful.

"You may call me (Y/N)." You smiled, but something dark overshadowed your expression. "Come, Seán. I want to show you something."

He tried to stutter out some form of response, but his feet worked faster than his mind, and he followed you off the beach. Rough stone replaced sand, eventually followed by a thick layer of frost that clung to the ground.

Words entered his mind––questions and quiet needs that said 'I think I should go back to the lighthouse now', 'I shouldn't be here'. None of the words could make it past his lips.

The ground surrounding the lighthouse––like much of the barren mountains of Ireland––was knotted and knolled, saved only by the vibrantly green grass. Now even that was gone. Snow hid the various dips and hills, where the fae were said to live, away from the influence of humans. Somehow, he could recall Tawny naming those faeries as the Tuatha de Danann. In the same moment he remembered a warning he'd heard and read many times before:

Don't give faeries your name.

He paled, a sick sensation bubbling in his stomach. He hadn't meant to follow you––were you already playing with him? What did faeries do when they kidnapped people? He always heard of changelings replacing victims or cannibalistic feasts, neither of which particularly appetized him.

You must've known. Something in your stature, in your demeanor, changed, accommodating his realizations. You turned back with a knowing smile, reaching for his hand as he helplessly reached back. Your touch burnt through his gloves.

"You should take better care of your words," you said softly, and part of that strange humming returned to your voice.

"I've never been one t' think before speaking," he admitted.

You smiled, your eyes fluttering shut before you glanced almost bashfully away. Upon the incline of a knoll you stopped, allowing him to stand closer to you than he ever had.

"You know what I am now, don't you?" You murmured.

He nodded.

"Does it scare you?"

"Yes," he said, though he'd meant to lie and say 'no'.

You scanned him up and down, slowly taking his other hand so you could rub both thumbs over his skin.

"What do you want?" You asked, your gaze flickering from his lips and back up to his eyes.

The inch of space between you gave him little room to think.

Money. A better job. More productivity, an actual goal in life. A girlfriend. A better relationship with his mother. A home that was all his own.

"I don't know," he eventually said.

You again watched him, continuing to toy with his hands and intertwine your fingers. If he tried to look away, you followed him.

"Seán, I'll be honest with you –"

I highly doubt that, he thought sourly.

"– that there is only one thing I need, one thing I desire." You ran your hand over the side of his head, carding your fingers through the short hair. "Everyone else has one."

"Is (Y/N) even your real name?"

"I'm not yours, yet," you said, a sly grin stretching across your lips. "You don't need t' know my name till then."

"Are you saying I'm yours?" His tone was softer this time, all too aware of the heat emanating off your body.

"Forever." You beamed––the glow around you grew brighter. "But I'm afraid I'm not as quick to imprison humans as the others are, or to steal them from their families. Humans are living creatures, too, despite their lack of magic. Living in my realm isn't the best... habitat, for non-magic beings."

Every word spoke what you refused to say; come with me.

I'm not leaving my family, he thought, and he wanted to say it, but once again, something else stole its' place.

"I want ta see you again," he said quickly, grabbing your hand from its place on his cheek and squeezing it. "Please."

You stared at him––through him.

"A 'no', then," you murmured.

"I can't just leave my family, my friends."

"I understand," you said, just barely nodding. "It would be cruel of you to entrap me in this realm, as well."

You took a step away, but he was quick to follow you.

"But," he squeezed your hand again, "I do want to see you again."

"You're still mine," you said as a smile returned to you. "When I call upon you next I will take you with me into the realm beloved of the Goddess Danann."

When you attempted to pull yourself away, he gripped you tighter. There were endless amounts of curiosities that your existence brought to him––countless questions and answers he needed to understand. A whole world had been opened to him, and he couldn't leave it so guileless.

"Why me?" was the question that begged to be released from his mind, and the one that tumbled from his lips.

To his knowledge, you barely knew him. He'd seen you once in the waves and talked to you for maybe an hour, and now he was standing close enough to feel your breath, wondering if it was really so bad to leave his life behind. Perhaps you'd been following him since he was a child; acting as some sort of protector, only to harvest him once he grew older. Maybe faeries could easily see through the minds of their victims, peeling back their memories and their auras. But you just laughed, shaking your head.

"You were nearby."

There was nothing special about him at all. He should’ve known, but you disappeared in a gust of wind, leaving him alone in the dead of winter.

Faeries, he thought in a grumble.

#jacksepticeye x reader #seán mcloughlin x reader #jse #jse fandom

[imagineurfavs]

Teasing NCT 127

“I loved your NCT reaction !💚 can you do How Mark Lee reacts to teasing? 😘”

(a/n: i decided to just make it a full group post lol, hopefully thats okay lmao. I didnt know what type of teasing you were after either like, in public or like in private, already sexy time kinda times lol. Feel free to send in another request if you want something more specific >.<)

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Taeil: 

Now, it’s very rare for Taeil to totally take control, but it happens whenever you choose to tease him. He just gets super antsy, he really can’t stand being teased for that long before he decides to just go after what he really wants. It’ll probably be the only time he’s even slightly dominant, when he just totally runs out of patience. So like, i guess you know what to do if you ever want him to be a bit rougher with you oop ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Johnny:

If y’all are out in public, he’ll just kinda put up with it. He likes to see how long you can keep going without getting a response from him. He’ll get super cocky with you if you're in private though lol. Thinks its super cute tbh, like bless you, you're really trying. He’ll just look at you with a cocked eyebrow like “oh? Is this really what you wanna do?” 

Taeyong:

Hands down the best way to awaken sub!Taeyong tbh. It just takes him really by surprise, his whole body will just kinda freeze when he feels your hands on him like that. Even if you’re just slightly touching him over his clothes he’ll get super fidgety and whiny. He’ll just look at you with those big eyes, like he’s begging you to stop teasing him, but like also to never stop at all lol

Yuta: 

Being teased is something Yuta will never admit how much he loves, he’s just so used to being the one doing the teasing lmao. He just totally lets you do whatever you want to him, to him it kinda feels like he’s being spoiled? Like you’re just interested in making him feel good. He’ll watch your every move with the hottest smirk plastered across his face. He finds it so sexy seeing you believe that you’re really the one in charge.

Doyoung:

Just straight up doesn't care tbh. Like not in a bad way or anything, more so in an “oh okay, I guess this is happening” kinda way. He does get super impatient with it though, almost to the point of being kinda bored lmao oop. He knows what usually comes next with teasing, so if it gets too much he’ll probably just stop you in your tracks and go after what he knows you both really want lol

Jaehyun:

Loves loves loooooves it. He just lets you do whatever you want to him lol; even if you're out in public, he wont go out of his way to stop you. Literally does not care at all about any kind of power dynamic so he’s not afraid to get super needy and whiny. He’ll just totally fall apart at your fingertips, getting more and more eager to return every touch asap

WinWin:

Not happening. Nope. Not on his watch. Sicheng likes to be firmly in control at all times. He doesn’t mind maybe a little bit of teasing, he sees you doing stuff to him without him having to do anything as a form of praise almost. He quite likes the ego boost. But the second he feels himself coming undone, he’ll flip the switch and get you just as needy as you made him.

this gif is absolutely unreal sicheng stans collect ur man omg

Jungwoo

He wouldn’t really know to react tbh, all he knows is that he really likes whatever you’re doing. So he’d probably be another one to just let you do whatever you want to him lol. He’ll get all blushy and awkward if he starts getting super turned on though. He doesn’t like being the only one turned on so you’ll have to let him return the favour to you, he won’t outright tease you back though, he’ll ask politely lol

Mark:

If you decide to tease him in public, he’ll try his best to just straight up ignore it and not make it too obvious that his mind is elsewhere (he’d totally fail btw). His eyes will go all big and he’ll start choking on his words and nervous laughing lmao. But if you’re in private, he can get suuuper cocky. He’ll start teasing you back, probably try and make it into a lil game of who can hold out the longest.

Haechan:

No matter where you are, the second he feels your hand on him you’ll get a loud “hey hey whoa what??!” (so maybe teasing him in public isnt the best idea oop) before he fully realises whats happening and settles down lol. He doesn’t mind being teased a little bit, he thinks its really fun; but he has a limit lmao. He can get a little whiny and annoying when he starts getting impatient. However, if he really reaches his limit, he’s not afraid to at least try and put you in your place a bit...key word being try..

#nct #nct 127 #nct smut #nct 127 smut #nct reactions #nct imagines #nct 127 reactions #nct 127 imagines #taeyong smut #johnny suh imagines #winwin imagines #haechan smut #doyoung imagines #doyoung smut #nct johnny scenarios #jaehyun imagines #jaehyun smut #jungwoo reactions #jungwoo smut #moon taeil #taeil imagines #taeil smut #mark lee #mark lee smut #nct mark #yuta imagines #yuta smut #nct yuta

[neo-shitty]

toffee!

no dearest, dont worry, ive been super busy with exams and auditions so i couldnt reply to this, super sorry ;n; but im here now so here we go!

mmm same, tasteful smut is preferable, tho rare. oh no! pls dont feel pressured to follow me on anything, i post very sporadically on that acc so you probably wont see much yet haha

hehe sometimes it just be like that. mmm real life isnt happy, so it makes sense that angst is more realistic, plus people are shitty /hj so its easier to have smth to base the characters and action off. but if angst is what you feel comfortable with, im glad you found it and you can write it so well!

yes i totally agree! they just suck you in, there is no escape. mmm indeed. i guess i just (and im sure you feel the same way) wish that they would be able to stick to what they are good at, and what they enjoy, rather than what will make them the most money and recognition

hehe i dont mind! im here if you wanna rant abt the amazingness that is he, i know the feeling of almost bursting from having to talk abt smth and not being able to :) yesss hes just so comfortable and familar even tho obviously we dont and can never truly know him. hes just like a good good friend. (albeit one whos abs we rave abt). :( ohh im sorry you were in a bad place, but its good that you were able to find something to help, im sure channie would be very happy to know he helped someone :) hehe i find myself listening for him in all their tracks, its a bit like felix in that its quite distinctive and very satisfying haha. YES seonghwa is just *wordless mouthing of amazement* mmm, its going to be super hard for them to top that, fever and drunk dazed were *chefs kiss* but hopefully theyll be better soon, ive been so worried abt all of them, with the whole covid thingo, especially nikki, hes only 15 and hes rlly sick away from his parents and his home :(( poor thing. man sunoo's immune system of absolute titanium, hopefully the rest of the boys are feeling better :(

yes i KNOW right. :((( huh i guess its strange cos i cant wait to get out of high school and ur wishing you could go back :') ahh that must be strange

oooh cool! ahuh yes, im sensing a type lol. ooh fellow jake, hyuka and lisa bias! for me, nikki and jennie are bias wreckers and im not super into txt but yES i agree, he always looks impeccable. i see what you mean with jake! hes got this kinda awkward charm from what little ive seen of him. mmm well... as a chan, seonghwa and namjoon bias, i can sympathise with having a definite postion type

no darling! they wouldnt be wasted at ALL. yes, you must tell me if you are ever going to leave here :((

but on brighter topics, i finished all my midterms and had my first therapy session this week so thats good! how are you feeling today? anything else you want to discuss? hope you're doing well :)

<3 w.a. 🐺

yoooo i was starting to worry about where you were but i remembered that you talked about exams. it's alright! take your time. also auditions o.O good luck with that!!

oh don't half joke people are shitty. they really are. funny how we talk about how we're talking about how angst is my element but i just finished writing a fluffy chan fic.

yeah :( i also hope that the money making thing wouldn't be their top priority but it's still a business industry so i get why the marketing is done that way.

i rambled to an irl about chan today so idt my head would explode from keeping chan chitchat in. chan is as safe space as an idol can get for me. i want to thank him for quite literally saving me in 2020 someday. it's the first thing i'll mention if i get to have a fancall with him.

i'm currently waiting for ateez comeback! i'm hoping deja vu won't disappoint bc the song isn't bad at all o.O it takes me back to my 2nd gen roots even. abt enhypen i heard 2 are back and posting? idt they got the worst of the symptoms + they're young and i'm sure their immune systems aren't too weak.

LMAO. it's because high school was a lot easier than uni so if i were to choose from the two evils, i'd choose the lesser one.

abt my biases? really? o.O bc i've always been told that i don't have a clear bias HAJHA. i'm glad we have a few similar biases <33 the definite position type HAJH you and my friends have the same thing going on. she's all for rappers tho.

i'll tell you if i ever choose to leave. i doubt it would be any time soon xd

congratulations on finishing all your midterms and i'm glad you got to go to your therapy session. how was it? i hope you're doing well. go and take care of yourself! reward yourself a little for finishing the exams :>

my feet and legs are sore as fuck. i've been dancing the whole day and i haven't been exercising a lot so a day full of just moving around kinda shocked me. i'll be sleeping in a few though so i hope i feel better in the morning.

#toff.asks #wild anon 🐺

[levis-hazelnut]

Hahahaa oh well I slept for like 5hrs last night so I'm feeling refreshed hehe, hopefully the run later will clear up my mind better so I'll be able to focus while writing!!

Oh and please, I'm going for morning runs because I wanna lose weight HAHAHAHAA I hate running lol, but this is the only way to get myself moving if not I'm just too sedentary 🌚

And omg, I'm writing for a collab fic that is due in two days so I HOPE I CAN FINISH IT SOON

- Rei

5 HOURS ISNT ENOUGH :( ooh yeah

pls i feel so awkward going on runs lmao but i love to cycle and swim instead but please same i barely leave my room HAHA

OMG I CANT WAIT TO READ ITTT! <333

#rei 🥰 #i simp for you #hazel's angels #shes my sweetheart

[fluffyheretic]

I’m so fucking tempted to say “every single question with Kazushuu or Hitoshuu (except for the nsfw ones i guess)” But I don’t want to singlehandedly kill you

ok let’s do it

as a side note sometimes the answer is the same or similar for both ships just bc shuu is uh. the same person. but ofc not always

under cut for lengthhhh

1. Who makes the first move and how?

hitoshuu: normally im gonna say definitely hitori. he probably decides to be direct and just straight up ask. in iwasweetie au specifically tho i want it to be sweetie if only bc i need to make him get over his shit. he also asks “directly” but it actually involves a lot of stuttering and beating around the bush so it ends up not being very direct

shuukazu: im not sure if it would really be one of them specifically, i can see them as the “this kind of just happened” couple. maybe kazuaki is the one after several months whos like “so um… what are we…. lol………..”

2. Who is the most insecure and what makes them feel better?

hitoshuu: shuu, not that hitori is the paragon of confidence but shuus like “wtf hes the ideal young man and im Bastard Supreme but ok i guess”

shuukazu: BOTH LMAO but kazu is more vocal abt it and shuu is the Bottle Up EVERYTHING type

some good ol body positivity cuddle sessions work in both cases

3. Who is the most romantic?

anyone but shuu for obvious “i dont even know what feelings ARE” reasons

4. Who can’t keep their hands to themselves?

again anyone but shuu for obvious “i dont even know what intimacy IS” reasons but specifically hitori is just more confident and kazuaki isnt necessarily confident but is more just. shameless

5. Who says ‘I love you’ first?

not shuu for similar reasons as above. there’s a trend here, you see

6. Who would they ask if they ever had a threesome?

THIS is a CHRISTIAN blog

7. What do they get up to on a night out?

hitoshuu: going to dinner at a place thats nice but not TOO nice. like good comfortable atmosphere and good food but not posh

shuukazu: they probably just wander around, maybe go shopping, kazuaki keeps pointing out stuff he wants and dr iwamine “i dont know what to do with my money bc i dont want for material things” shuu just buys it for him. shuu please stop enabling him. stop it.

8. What do they like in bed?

hitoshuu: cuddling :)

shuukazu: snuggling :)

9. What is the most embarrassing thing they have done in front of each other?

i feel like shuu considers every single new couple-y thing he does to be the new most embarrassing thing he’s done. we’re holding hands? embarrassing. i kissed you? god now THATS embarrassing. you caught me wearing your sweater that you accidentally left at my place? well put me in the fucking ground thats literally the most embarrassing thing that ever happened to anybody. how dare i show sentimentality. despicable

kazuaki is similar in that he’s constantly one-upping himself and getting a NEW most embarrassing thing but his things include stuff like getting caught watching really strange anime and scream-singing pop songs and anime OPs in the shower

hitori probably like tripped on the sidewalk once

10. What two songs, two books and two luxury items do they take to a desert island?

these questions are difficult bc man idk what media exists in 2188 bird japan

11. What do they hide from one another?

in both cases shuus answer is “just about everything” hes terrified of the mortifying ordeal of being known. pretty much everything you learn about him has to be squeezed out

hitori hides how troubled he really is because he wants to seem like the responsible one everyone can depend on so that they dont have to worry about him. he does his best to hide when hes struggling but since shuu has that exact same impulse they pretty quickly start to see through each other, but are also very understanding about it.

kazuaki probably doesnt have as much to hide but he might be shy about portraying how REALLY in love with shuu he is too soon because he doesnt want to scare him away. he also hides the weirder shows and games and stuff that hes into lol

12. What first changes when it starts getting serious?

hitoshuu: i can see them having that kind of relationship where at first its casual and almost competitive in a way, like a “i think youre sexy and the only thing i know to do about it is see what i can do to make you flustered, then act smug when i succeed” thing. but over time when the novelty of that starts to wear off they both kinda realize they just straight up like each other and start being more genuine and soft.

shuukazu: again its a similar thing with shuu where he starts feeling more comfortable with letting himself be a little more genuine and START opening up. kazuaki picks up on this as a good sign and starts to worry less about trying to impress shuu and more just enjoying their time together.

13. When do they realize they should get together?

this is another one that i think is a similar answer in both cases, at least for shuu’s part he has a “dammit. i cant lose him” moment. since hes a person of very few words he tries to communicate “i want us to be serious” via letting down his walls a little bit, which hitori/kazuaki hopefully notice is happening and then are like “oh maybe we can work”

14. When one has a cold, what does the other do?

for shuu and hitori its “responsibly take care of you, bc its what i should do but also secretly i get STRESSED AS FUCK when someone i care about is sick so i gotta make sure youre okay”

for kazuaki its “take care of you, although i dont really know what im doing, also i thought since youre bedridden we could cuddle but its not as enjoyable as i wanted so like I’m Here but also im gonna watch tv okay? ill get u crackers and ginger ale”

15. When they watch a film what do they choose and why? Who gets the final vote?

hitoshuu: shuu’s gonna say he doesn’t care, but hitori also doesn’t really care so eventually he’ll get shuu to admit that he’d like to watch a nature documentary. especially if it’s marine-themed. hitori likes that too so hey there you go

shuukazu: shuu WILL watch the 76th pokemon movie OR ELSE

16. When the zombie apocalypse comes, how do they cope together?

hitoshuu: both are cutthroat bastards that do anything it takes to keep each other safe. their reliance and trust in each other is probably 99% of what keeps them going.

shuukazu: again shuus gonna do literally anything it takes to keep kazuaki safe, but to be real i dont know if kazuaki is making it out of this one. and if he doesnt then shuus not either.

17. When they find a time machine, where do they go?

shuu’s answer is going to be at various points in prehistory to study organisms that are now long-extinct (side note god thats definitely my answer too). his bf is worried abt the dangers but comes with him to make sure he doesn’t get into trouble.

i think hitori might not have anything specific in mind but going to historical sites in their heydays seems like a good choice.

since kazuaki likes literature he’d probably want to see historical stuff related to that, like seeing shakespeare plays when they first came out and meeting his favorite dead authors to ask them questions.

18. When they fight, how do they make up?

hitoshuu: hitori doesn’t like to dance around that kind of thing, after a little time has passed for them to both think about it then he’ll just be direct and say “hey lets talk about that thing that happened” if he feels he was in the wrong then he’ll then follow that up with an apology. i can see hitori being a little grudgy but then quickly getting tired of it and just wanting things to be resolved. shuu hates talking things out because hes bad at it but he knows its best so he’ll just try to explain how he felt at the time but also what he’s considered since then. even if he’s not good at explaining himself, hitori is good at understanding him anyway so they usually work it out pretty quickly.

shuukazu: they can be messier since kazuaki gets really emotional really quickly and sometimes says things he doesnt mean. theyre both bad at dealing with it afterwards though until after a few awkward days, kazuaki cant take it and is like “waaa i dont want us to be fighting anymore 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺” and shuus like “ok.” because yeah he’ll take the easy way out. they could probably improve their communication tbh

19. Where do they go on their first date?

hitoshuu: they probably decide to do something simple and casual to make it less awkward so they just get coffee. shuu feels like, from what he knows, that he should be expecting hitori to make a move on him. hitori doesnt because he wants to be considerate of shuus comfort level, but shuu takes it as a sign of disinterest. luckily shuu realizes hes wrong about that when hitori quickly invites him on Another date where they take a stroll in the park, and thats when hitori goes in for the tactical hand-hold maneuver.

shuukazu: kind of the opposite of hitoshuu in that they dont really declare it officially as a date. kazuaki just asks shuu if he wants to see a movie with him, not really calling it a date but kind of implying it to be one. shuu probably doesnt care about the movie but thinks this might possibly maybe be a date so he should go. kazuaki then uses it as a chance to Put On The Movies, as awkward as that might be, including the classic “stretch with my arms up and then let one down over your shoulders” move. shuu doesnt really know how to indicate his own interest in response but hopes the fact that hes also not complaining in any way gives a hint. despite it not REALLY being an official date at the time, later on theyll look back on it and decide that yeah that was their first date.

20. Where do they go on holiday?

shuu hates taking time off work, but if he must, then he’ll be content as long as theres something scientifically interesting there like a museum or an aquarium.

hitori doesnt really mind where they go, hes just grateful to get to go on holiday at all, so he’ll let shuu pick. and again, that’s going to be somewhere with a natural history museum, probably a very nice one and they’ll both enjoy it.

kazuaki is similar in that he’s just happy to be there but his ideal holiday destination is probably just…. akihabara. so shuu relents and goes there with him occasionally. kazuaki does like to visit aquariums with shuu though! they do both

21. Where do they get nervous about going with one another?

hitoshuu: the cemetery, at least at first when they arent used to being that vulnerable in front of each other

shuukazu: well shuu sure as shit is nervous about going to anime cons with kazu

22. Where does their first kiss happen?

in both cases, definitely at one of their homes, because shuus too much of a wreck to have a moment like that in a public place.

for shuukazu, i picture it that theyre just hanging out at kazuakis place and relaxing, and they end up cuddling a lot, and kazuaki kisses him kind of impulsively. hes then very apologetic about it before shuu manages to assure him that its fine.

hitoshuu, maybe hitori walks shuu home after a date and goes for the classic end of date goodbye kiss, but just on the cheek. then when once again hitori has walked shuu home, shuu wonders if he should expect a real kiss this time, but hitori goes for the cheek again. shuus disappointed and grabs hitoris sleeve before he turns away because he doesnt know how to say he wants more. but hitori takes the hint and kisses him for real this time.

23. Where is their favorite place to be together?

in both cases it’s at home, because shuu finds it much easier to be intimate when they’re in privacy. i think all three of them really appreciate just getting to relax together.

24. Where do they first have sex?

what did i say about this being a christian blog

25. Why do they fight?

usually its because shuu said something a little too tactless. hes not so clueless that he’ll say something really obviously offensive, but sometimes he really doesn’t know what’s too much. but his bf is hopefully understanding of this and corrects him Still Firmly but still with some “but i know you didnt mean it like that, we’re okay” way, because chances are he really didnt.

for hitoshuu specifically, hitori has to be on shuu about eating properly and can sometimes get kind of annoyed about it. shuus kneejerk reaction is to then be offended because hes an adult who can take care of himself. but they calm down and make up when shuu remembers that hitori just worries for him, and hitori remembers that shuu doesnt not eat just to spite him.

for shuukazu, i can see kazuaki’s lack of responsibility and aloofness start to get on shuu’s nerves, and when he brings it up kazuaki thinks he’s just being mean. again, similarly to hitoshuu, they get over it when kazuaki reminds himself that shuu wants him to be able to take care of himself, and shuu reminds himself as well that he can be too abrasive and should work on it.

26. Why do they need to have a serious chat?

hitoshuu: they dont have to right away but over time it would be good for them to be honest abt their respective traumas and the shit theyre dealing with instead of hiding it

shuukazu: similar, shuu should probably get around to being more open abt his shit. they might also want to have a talk abt what a serious relationship is gonna look like for them

27. Why do their friends get annoyed with them?

hitoshuu: i answered this already! but again, its bc theyre so ~responsible~

shuukazu: ppl either see kazuaki being super clingy and think “man hes so overbearing, his poor partner 😒” or see shuu being emotionless and think “man theyre so cold, their poor boyfriend 😒” actually they gotta mind their own damn business

28. Why do they get jealous?

hitoshuu: i feel like hitori actually gets hit on a pretty decent amount. shuu is never happy about it, but the death glares he starts sending usually scare the person off anyway

shuukazu: both of them think the other is too good for them so if anyone looks at them with even a little too much interest the other is immediately like “well i guess this is it”

29. Why do they fall a little bit more in love?

hitoshuu: little moments shuu loves is when hitori asks him how he is, how he slept. when he makes him dinner. hitori loves when shuu looks deep in thought, tucks his hair behind his ear, and he definitely likes to see him get along with nageki, which he does.

shuukazu: shuu loves when kazuakis eyes light up with excitement when he sees something he likes, especially when shuu realizes that hes one of those things too. he also loves kazuakis really nice hugs, especially when shuu just woke up from a nightmare. kazuaki loves how shuu listens to him intently, and asks questions about the things hes interested in, and sometimes rests his hand on him when hes getting tired.

30. Why does it work (or not work) between them?

hitoshuu: both are important figures in each other’s lives, obv shuu helped nageki but also hitori is probably the first person to get even a little close to shuu after ryuuji died. theyre both just pockets of trauma but are doing their best so it would be good for them to support each other and try to heal. theyre both pretty dependable so when the going gets tough they’re each other’s rocks

shuukazu: theyre definitely the “it will never work” couple that ends up working anyway. shuu might think kazuaki is annoying at first but if ryuuji is any indication shuu definitely seems to gravitate towards people who are more chill and even a little silly, and when shuu realizes that kazuaki isnt as dumb as he makes himself seem that helps a lot. for kazuaki shuu definitely has a ~mysterious~ aspect that draws him in initially but when it wears off as he learns more about shuu, instead of the magic being gone he just starts finding him more relatable and endearing so their relationship actually improves.

#hato #hitoshuu #shuukazu #shuu #hitori #kazuaki #kirogaraii #these were really interesting to answer #it made me think a lot abt the ways i think these ships are similar but also different #and how theres always one constant: shuu is a mess #but theyre ALL messes so its ok theyll be messy together <3

[rvxjei]

hey guys ! it’s rose again ( i also write minseok ) and this is jei ! she’s a soloist with new age media and is also the songwriter / composer for all of terra’s music. im super excited to write for her, and under the cut is a lil more about her ! 

she was born in seoul but grew up in detroit and moved back with her younger sibling after her mom passed away

even though its been over a decade since her mom died, she still misses her so much and very rarely speaks about her family in general, especially in public /  interviews / etc.

she’s played violin for her whole life and loves music so much, she’s well known for her songwriting talent and rnb vocals

fun fact she has been the tallest female idol since her debut as the main vocalist of  juliette ( she’s 5′10 ) but if you ask her about it she’ll probably just laugh and say that it’s hopefully less awkward than when she was a teenager

she first debuted as a soloist while she was still in juliette, but rarely got to promote her music but she always maintained a small following that’s since grown with her recognition as a soloist over time

honestly she misses being a part of juliette because she loved the group and other members but she ended up leaving over her frustrations with how spotlight managed the group and little control she had over songs that she wrote for them.

she really couldn’t resist joining new age when the ceo myung doona offered to have her join as a soloist with full artistic control over her music, and then asked jei if she would help her launch terra by writing all of the group’s music, including their solo and subunit releases

will ride or die for girl groups ( especially terra who’s surprised by that one ) and female trainees. she supports the boys too but she’s seen too much bullshit with how girl groups are treated since she first debuted and also works too hard on all of the music terra releases lmao

she’s pretty friendly when she isnt just stressed ™ and honestly is just a huge music composition and songwriting nerd

#rivalzintro #˙ 𝟎𝟎𝟐 . ━━ ❪ ooc ❫ ｡ #please like this if youd like to plot !! #also its tru her fc is the tallest female idol #at least she was for years idk if any rookies that i just havent heard of yet are 6ft lmao

[couldnt-think-of-a-funny-name]

- it’s over!!!

- oh my God. so.

- like, ultimately good show, the kids were great

- but who wants to help me murder an elderly keyboardist 

- the usual music director couldn’t be there today, and they knew that from the start, so this other dude has been here all week rehearsing so he could run the show today, so we thought it’d be fine

- he was. so terrible. wrong notes all over the place. the kids were mostly able to deal with it but were visibly confused and annoyed. but the absolute worst. the worst offense. was ‘One Step Closer’. he just.....played a random fucking tune. literally no one knew what the hell was going on. he was playing quietly too so at first we were like ‘oh shit did the piano mic die’ but NO- this man literally just fucking, ruined the entire song. none of the back up dancers knew when to come on because they couldn’t hear their sound cue. everyone was just standing on stage confused for like a full five minutes, it was awkward and painful to watch- poor Eric couldn’t figure out what to do or when to sing, he barely got half the lyrics out. the kid looked like he was gonna cry!!! it’s his only song in the show!!!! I was backstage later and he was laying on the floor looking miserable while his friends were standing around him omfg

- and LET ME TELL YOU WHAT MISS ARIEL DID

- SHE FUCKING

- I was trying to fix her mic at intermission and this kid would NOT calm down, and when she heard the 50/50 raffle music, despite being TOLD it was the raffle, she assumed she was missing her cue so she takes off running

- I was still holding her mic

- you know when you have a dog on a leash and it takes off real fast and drags you behind it

- that, except the leash costs $500

- FUCK

- so then I tried to get it back on her properly and I get back to the soundbooth. the act starts. her mic is hanging off her goddamn face because she fucked up the tape

- and there’s like...no fucking time to catch her properly between scenes in act 2 so I was just back there the whole time trying to grab her but THIS BITCJH RUNS SO FAST

- I FINALLY got her when she was doing her costume change right before she actually gets her voice back- get back to the soundbooth, she talks, HER MICROPHONE ISNT FUCKING WORKING!!!

- IT JSUT!!!!! STOPPED!!!!

- we thought okay fuck maybe the connections too loose or it got muted during her costume change but when I got it after the show- not loose, not muted, full batteries, SO LITERALLY WHAT WAS WRONG HELLO!!!!

- so she did the whole last scene with no mic despite all my dramatic efforts....I swear that girl must’ve invoked the Scottish Play like what the FUCK

- I’m still so stressed I just wanna yell sldksjdklf

- remember how I told you that we specifically gave Carlotta a broken mic because she doesn’t sing but opening night it was accidentally put on the Chef so last night I put it on the Carlotta and gave the Chef the functioning one like we were supposed to but then both the other sound guys got inexplicably mad because they were convinced the Chef always had the broken mic and wouldn’t accept that I was right

- remember this saga

- they fucking gave Carlotta the Chef’s mic today

- I couldn’t even find it in me to argue. but it was so fucking stupid

- the Chef started her song and they were panicking because no one could fucking hear her even though she was turned all the way up. they couldn’t figure it out!

- HUH. IT’S ALMOST LIKE SHE WAS WEARING A FUCKING BROKEN MICROPHONE. HOW STRANGE. HOW BIZARRE. IF ONLY THERE HAD BEEN SOME WAY AROUND THAT.

- IGSKDFJKGSWDJFADSLJ

- Triton introduced me to his vlog and Sebastian asked me to sign his playbill....I’m getting famous, guys!

- the trident literally broke in half and was being held together with duct tape

- there were kids playing Harry Potter with some of the brooms laying around and a couple kids had them like, doubled up, so one kid would be on top of two broom sticks and they’d both run together.....a Nimbus 2000 Built For Two(tm). amazing idea

- a girl I went to hs with showed up with her baby and my rabies simply could not take it 

- the fog machine worked today!!! without being a fire hazard! thank God

- like tbh...there could have been more smoke but. I’ll take it lmao

- one dressing room was blasting Mamma Mia and the other dressing room was blasting Spring Awakening lmao

- a girl said she thought Waterloo was a stupid song, I literally actually gasped out loud. in the other dressing room, one girl had never heard of SA and all the other kids were very offended by her lack of taste lmao

- *Ursula comes out on stage* * immediate deafening applause* 

- BY THE WAY all week I’ve been going crazy because Something about the eels reminded me of something else but I couldn’t place it but today I realized. 

- they

- they fucking

- they look like the skeletons from the David S. Pumpkins sketch

- I screamed

- right before we opened doors when the kids are supposed to be behind the curtain and quiet, all you could here was 63 tiny voices screeching “I’M OFF THE DEEP END, WATCH AS I DIVE IN-”. they did the whole fucking song, guys. the other sound guy was completely scandalized that so many little kids had seen an R rated movie lmao

- also tell me why they all harmonized on that song better than any of the songs in little mermaid? lmao

- but overall I mean! this was a show that certainly happened!

- the kids were all great though but. I’m glad its over and done with lmao I’m so tired.

- hopefully for mamma mia we’ll have a hot crustacean band(tm) that knows wth they’re doing

- but yeah....we’re in luck down in the muck that lm is over lol

#musicals #little mermaid vagueblogging 2k19 #molly mumbles #lol

[hotshotshitshow]

This is a late question and kind of an odd one, but more on the brewski/rotgut/hooch squadron and how living in a small coastal oregon town shaped their lives? Did it? Would they be the same people living elsewhere? Did Rotgut always live in the same place, or come in like a thunderstorm - basically, how environment shapes everyone (or doesn't!) as much or as little as you feel like talking about. Hopefully that's an interesting question!

yes this is certainly an interesting question!! i love it, it gives me lots to chew on, so thank you ... 

all three of them were raised in their small town .... brewski and rotgut have been best friends since the first grade. i dont think rotgut would ever have made the decision to live in such a small town voluntarily. technically she is old enough to move out but she continues to live with her family due to her grandparents needing to be taken care of in their old age. she does not blame them, but does definitely resent that she couldnt move out and go do things with her life as soon as she wanted.

their town is based off several very small oregon towns ive visited on the coast... their town is small enough that it doesnt have its own school, or hospital, etc etc, and the only grocery store theyve got is more of a convenience store tbh. their town’s three things its got going for it is a hotel and restaurant and further down the highway, a golf course,which all three of them hate and love to make fun of the tourists who go there (hooch works at the hotel and brewski at the gold course ... neither of them are particularly personable to the customers and openly hate their jobs but there arent loads of people around to replace them so theyre not really gonna get fired any time soon)

if anyone wants actual groceries or to even feel like theyre in a real town for a while, hooch (the only one of the three of them who owns a car) drives them thirty minutes north to a slightly bigger town

(anyone i know closely irl probably knows already exactly which town in particular i am basing this off of lmao)

out of the three of them, hooch is probably the one that arguably enjoys living there the most. even though he can be aggressive and disruptive, he enjoys fishing and the laid back atmosphere .... he is honestly terrified of what the world expects of him as he gets older, and living in such a slow-paced town makes him feel less rushed. unfortunately, this also means that he is less willing to challenge himself for the better in a lot of ways. he definitely also gets restless and likes seeing new things, but at the end of the day he relishes familiarity

brewski is very similar in some ways, but i think she is more in the middle between hooch and rotgut in terms of wanting to leave town ... she constantly wishes her life was different , but she isnt entirely sure in what ways yet or how to make things happen for herself. this lack of understanding of herself is definitely a huge contributor to her stick in the mud attitude. she knows she wants something in her life to change, but being that she doesnt know what or how to change it, she quickly becomes frustrated and sits by her “why bother” attitude. she has thought a lot about moving out and perhaps moving to a city but  that idea is just as terrifying to her as it is exciting, so nothing really happens with that

both of them are also somewhat socially awkward people but i dont think i could attribute this entirely to just living in a small town, being that theyre both just generally morons who are terrified of challenging themselves but also wanna Look Cool

and rotgut ... just wants to get the hell outta dodge asap. she sees how there are some people who have lived in that small town all their lives and the idea of that happening to her absolutely scares the crap out of her. she hates the idea that she might die without having seen more of the world and without doing something good and significant for society. and as much as she loves her friends brewski and hooch very dearly, she also sees how unwilling they are to push themselves and how both of them seem to revel being downers and sometimes she will wake up in a cold sweat at night at the thought that she might become that too if she spends much more of her life in such a slow, hopeless, isolated little town. 

i guess to put it more simply, brewski and hooch are more likely to settle with what they have because that’s what they know and rotgut is NOT about that life and sees small town life as more isolating and restrictive than familiar and comforting

#brewski #hooch #rotgut

[jasperstan408]

January 10, 2021

holy shit so much has changed and i have so much tea for myself lmao 1. i got my first job as a graphic designer!!! after months of being insecure and depressed about it, i start tomorrow!!! 2. i got my first heartbreak that isn’t A!!! Sad but exciting that it’s not him im crying over anymore. 

writing my notes from my app on here

I am so upset right now. I went over to fuck bryan in a hotel room. We had sex for 20 minutes, i didn’t even cum. He said i can be on top and then i never got the chance. And then we just laid there on opposite sides of the bed. We talked a little but mostly just watched family guy awkwardly. He kept checking stuff on his phone and then he played a game on his phone while i watched. This is just stuff i would do if i was bored or didn’t want to be where i was at the moment. Even when we sat close, he obviously just didn’t want to be there like he didn’t touch me at all. Barely talked to me. He was so distant and i hated it. I think it just triggered something in my brain that reminded me of how andy acted around me and it upset me. Ive been crying all night about it. I hate andy so fucking much. He literally ruined everything for me. Is this how it’s going to be with all men? They just want me for my pussy and nothing else? When we had sex the first time it was amazing. I felt connected and it was good. This was literally just to fuck me and be done with it. I tried to keep the conversation flowing and nothing. He didnt even ask me how my day was.

Yeah i was gonna talk to you about how you were weird and distant last night so I’m glad you noticed and its not just in my head. I’ll be honest, i dont really know what to say back. I could just tell you why im upset about this and how upset i am but i just feel like it doesnt matter what i say tbh. It’s not going to change anything. I will say you made me feel like shit. I just felt so used and unwanted last night. It was obvious you were only there to have sex and nothing else. It was such a shitty feeling for me to lay there after and have you not even notice. I didn’t pay $40 to watch family guy with you and to watch you play a game on your phone. Yeah it wasnt a relationship but if we were friends with benefits, the friendship part wasnt there. Neither were the benefits since last time i gave u a bj and this time i didnt even cum. That hurts that you feel that way because i really did like spending time with you and was excited to keep spending time with you but its also out of my control and i cant make you feel a way you dont so i guess it just sucks. 

What you are not about to fucking do is downplay how i fucking feel and try to make what you did any better. If you felt this, you felt this i dont fucking care but you had so many chances to fucking cancel and so many chances to be honest with me but you still went just to fuck me. Im not a fleshlight you can stick your dick into to hopefully forget about someone else, if there even is someone else. I cant even trust you after you lied about so much. Cincinatti and the keys and who knows what else. Dont treat me like im a fucking idiot like i didnt pick up signs that you weren’t interested anymore. If youre not interested, okay fine but dont lie to me. I thought we could get a hotel room and it would be a good time like the first time. Not have you fuck me for 5 minutes and then ignore me for another hour and a half. So dont say “we knew what we were doing when we got the hotel room” because I thought you actually wanted to spend time with me. That shit hurt and my feelings are valid. What did you think would happen? I would wake up and see your text and feel sorry for you? I would say “oh sorry you feel that way hit me up when you wanna fuck me again 😏😉😍🥺😂” we’re not gonna just be friends so you can string me along and fuck me whenever you want. I’m not anyones rebound or second choice. And dont use my fucking words against me like that. When i said “fake scenarios” i meant that I thought us sleeping together last night wouldve been fun like the first time. Not me creating a scenario where you used me. I didnt create that, thats what happened. Get the fuck out of here with that shit. 

The thing you don’t understand is that it was so out of nowhere for me. I thought you were interested and then acted like it didn’t matter if i was there or not. Waking and reading a text saying “I’m not over my ex but we can be friends” made me think you were getting back together with an ex and just wanted to soften the blow by saying we can just be friends. Like you didn’t actually want to be friends, you just were trying to make it easier on me. Idgaf about how you feel. If you’re not over your ex okay but that’s your baggage and that’s your problem and you didnt have to dump it out on me like you did that night. 

Okay so like I’ve said and like you know, I was really hurt the other night. I get everyone has their baggage and their insecurities and that’s okay but what was not okay is projecting that baggage on to me and hurting me like you did. I have my baggage with my ex and I spent so much time working through it so I don’t do this to anyone. That’s all your problem, not mine. I did like spending time with you and talking to you. I do want to be friends. We can still talk every once in a while and maybe we can hang out and smoke but I just don’t think I want to hook up or anything like that. That was just way too much and it obviously didn’t end well.

My hopes were crushed because i liked what we were doing and it sucks that it had to end so soon. I just miss talking to you and i miss that time in my life, being excited that you were in it and it just sucks that it had to end so quick. It sucks that you didn’t feel the same as me. It sucks that none of this is my fault. I cant change anything about what happened and i cant make you feel a certain way that you don’t. It’s scary that we went thru the same experience and had different feelings about it. This was all out of nowhere for me because i really thought you were into me tbh until we were in the middle of sex and i felt like something was off. And then you sat there, wouldn’t look at me or talk to me and honestly it made me think i did something wrong. You dumped your baggage on to me.

Id like to go back to how it was when we first met. We can just be friends. We can hang out every once in a while, smoke and get something to eat but obviously sleeping together isnt a good idea and i dont want to do that anymore.

Reading your message, I thought that you were saying you and your ex were getting back together and by saying “we can still talk and still be friends”, you were just trying to be nice and not hurt me i guess?

Love language is quality time

Hey can we talk?

Okay so i just kinda wanted to be open about what i think and am feeling. Im sorry if this is out of nowhere. I know this was 2 weeks ago lol i just have not had any time to talk to you. So when you first texted me the other day, I took it as “my ex and i are getting back together and i wanted to fuck someone for the last time.” Maybe I was just jumping to conclusions idk but I took you wanting to be friends and saying you wanted to talk to me like pity tbh. Like you didn’t actually want to do that, you were just saying that to soften the blow. I did like talking with you and hanging out with you. I would like to be friends but I don’t want to intrude if you’re with someone else, I feel like that’d be awkward lol

I’d like to just go back to how it was before it got messy. I’m fine with still talking and maybe someday we can smoke and get something to eat and hang out. I did like hanging out and talking with you but obviously, sleeping together isn’t a good idea and I don’t want to do that.

So I do want to talk about the other night just to get some clarity and it can stay in the past. I understand how you felt and tbh I’ve been there before too. I’ve gone on a date with a guy and the date was fine but the whole time I was just sad over my ex and it ruined things. It happens and it sucks, I get it. But the thing is, that’s your baggage that you need to deal with. Not mine but you dumped the baggage on me. I have baggage with my ex but i dealt with it and healed from it so I wouldn’t do this to anyone. My ex was the worst and that night, you were acting like him and it triggered something that made me really upset. My love language is quality time so when i hang out with someone, it’s important that they’re there with me and their attention isn’t somewhere else which is also why i got really upset.

I just remember at one point, the way you were walking or something made me flashback to him and i just wanted to leave. You’re the first guy I’ve opened up to like this since we broke up so you acting like that made me think every guy is going to be like that towards me and i got upset. I know now that’s not the truth. My love language is quality time so when I’m with someone, id like them to be there with me. To talk to me instead of being on their phones and acting like i wasnt there. Having sex with me and then ignoring me was how my ex was the last half of our relationship and it triggered something for me. That night just wasnt a good night for me. Like i said, we all have our baggage but it wasn’t okay to treat me like that. I would just like to go back to how it was when we first met. We can smoke and get something to eat but sleeping together isn’t what I want right now.

Basically, you already know, but the way you treated me wasn’t okay. I understand how you felt and I’ve been down that road too but dumping that baggage on me wasn’t okay. It made me uncomfortable and it upset me. My love language is quality time so when i do hang out with someone, I’d like them to be focused on hanging out with me but you weren’t. You were on your phone and watching tv instead which is why i got upset. Like i said before, the way you were acting reminded me of my ex and it triggered something for me which is also why i got upset. After all this, i am a human with feelings so of course I’m going to get hurt. I would like to be friends. We can still talk and maybe we can still hang out and smoke together if you’re down but obviously sleeping together isn’t a good idea right now and i dont want to so that.

I’ll be honest, the whole time you were talking to me, i just kept waiting for something like this to happen and here it is.

You’re right. You’re very confusing and obviously don’t know what you want. You made all the first moves and ended it first too. You said you wanted a friendship and i said i did too and now you dont even want that. You’re very back and forth and yeah, i dont need someone like that in my life. You aren’t listening to anything that ive said, youre just getting defensive when im trying to just talk through it. We were just fwb i get it and like ive said multiple times, thats all i wanted from you. I never saw you as a guy to meet my parents or to hang out with my friends. Just someone to fuck at the end of the night. This all got messy because of you. I’m a human with emotions so stop trying to gaslight me into making me think what i feel is wrong.

#emilijasdiary

[catboyhdb]

i really wanna re-come out to my mum so that she will understand that being trans isnt a choice but she is just so... insistent that im wrong despite being... transgender myself... when i first came out (2015) she was kind of more open? but now she just bleh. she fucking sucks basically

like... technically im out (to her; and other family too ig) and she Knows this but she just doesnt seem to Want to understand? like she actually told me one time being gay is a mental disorder, has called me the f slur (soon after i came out mind you, Literally one time i mentioned how it made me upset and she actually said to me “at least i didnt call u a d*ke because thats what they use for females”) and is just homo/transphobic so its,, hard but i still feel if i? talk to her enough she will understand hopefully? (plus... she uses that “in my day...” excuse like u grew up in the fucking 80s and 90s not the fucking 50s get ur head out of ur ass and learn ur being a piece of shit and try to be a decent fucking human)

anyway... i hope its soon / before i start t bc thatll be awkward lmao

#my things #personal #vent / #homophobia / #(ask to tag) #she really doesnt want me to be a boy!!! and is very blunt about it #as u can see im an optimistic fool; i just want her to understand and accept me #its very hard because her boyfriend (who lives w us) has gotten extremely angry towards me about being trans #so i dont want him... a part of this #at least when i move out to uni (if i Can Go) i can be out without this fucking shit #im planning on going on t in july (on the holidays! thank god) after my birthday and its gonna be awks bc school and home lol #which makes me wonder if i should put off t until i... finish high school but at the same time i want it Right Now #hm that seems fake i wish i didnt have anxiety yeet #ignore me

[unproduciblesmackdown]

How do u feel about Eno from MonsterKind?

closes book & spins around in chair—oh! didnt see you there. well i’m glad you asked. sets down cup i was drinking from.

tldr i quietly cherish him. i figure it is not exactly his best look right now but i would be surprised if it was to turn out he is/was secretly evil & trying to work against everybody the whole time lmao…..honestly i figured that things were doomed in this way when kip said he trusts eno the most…….that can’t go unpunished. rip

but it is also an endorsement that he must’ve been top quality all this time if kip trusts him that much. i doubt its as Misguided as just being taken advantage of. no idea what the broader con here needs to further take advantage of re: kip….the fact that ppl listen to him whether he likes it or not? or that he can probably survive mad low temps? if he was assumed to die back in the day then the latter seems somewhat relevant one way or another. but i am too dumbassed to make good guesses w/little info

anyways i’m kind of assuming…that eno does sort of have suspicions or straightforward knowledge abt what happened behind the scenes, & its being confirmed just by kip saying there’s some link b/w wallace & the investigation of yore…like, i know i just said im dumb as hell & my guesses are bad, but i’d guess eno thinks that their inside info getting out elsewhere was via himself, not yumi, despite what he said. or even technically if it couldve been yumi i think he thinks it was his own fault. and its not surprising he wouldnt bring up his own suspicious abt his self involvement because like after everything went to shit & the entire project seemingly destroyed, there’s not much relevance to investigating how it happened if nobody plans to be involved. and it would be a little awkward then & now for him to tell kip he thinks he may have been involved in the downfall, even if inadvertently…hm

like……it would be nice if he had secretly developed some kind of assassin level knife throwing skills in the past years. wouldnt it always be. but honestly kip was fuckt the whole time…….nobody seems to be threatening anyone else with knives but i guess if some shadow organization that murders at whim & unhindered shows up & makes threatening demands, the implication is that anyone could be killed, even if some people get to stay alive for the moment just for the sake of pushing them to do something or other thats convenient for whatever latest death plot is underway

e.g. i’m not sure what the point is of purposefully trying to put kip on alert besides having him fall back on eno even more than he would without bringing up that specific threat

but really besides the “well i’m already resigned to someone stabbing kip in the gut while killing everyone he knows in front of him w/promises to kill everybody else too” factor of it all (im not really but—) another reason i cant be that mad is b/c i am also resigned to the fact that wallace is basically in the same kind of position eno was, of an accidental accessory to secret murder

b/c it would truly be a twist if wallace WAS actually in on it the whole time lol….but i doubt it. but the fact remains that he is definitely unwittingly a pawn of the devil!! this wouldnt be a problem if, marxism. anyways the thing is that i really, really doubt that wallace will smoothly learn of whats actually going on before anyone else knows or anyone gets fucked over and be able to gently reveal this to everyone in ways that nobody feels betrayed or breaks their trust with him. i am not even sure how that would be possible…..it is basically inevitable that wallace will have to be exposed as connected to this whole secret society of nightmares, and nobody really knows wallace well enough to be certain that he actually didnt know. and really, the fact that he Doesn’t know doesnt change the fact that he is in fact a part of it and facilitating it, even tho arguably it isnt quite his fault

tbh im assuming that the reason he’s having to do all of this is that he was willing to be transplanted from a to c, and because of that he is like totally clueless about like….everything. he presumably has no idea the kinda shit everyone around him is worrying about like all the time lol & wouldnt know not to try to push past those boundaries. but he can’t exactly be asked to do anything that much different from what he’s doing now / anything too clearly Heinous…besides maybe getting Extra Info or simply making ppl nervous, like making kip think he’s endangered.

coz t.b.h……………i’m not sure that, between kip seeing wallace as harmless and well-intended vs dangerous & ill-intended, the latter is worse? because he is a mix of the two….he doesnt mean any harm but he IS dangerous, technically. not directly thru his own actions quite as much, but still, obviously……kips first impression was basically correct lol rip. i dont think there WAS a way for kip to ever not suspect wallace as being less than purehearted, and of course i also dont think he won’t have to find out that wallace doesn’t want to hurt everybody, but at least he’s a bit on guard about all this fuckery…..even if putting him more on guard is part of some evil plot, which also means its bad…….obviously ideally everyone gets to only ever be best friends and also all be kip’s boyfriends, but i don’t think i my wishes have a tendency to come true, so maybe wait on anticipating that one. in the meantime maybe the inevitable revelation that wallace may have been a double agent will be lessened if kip was holding out for it all along lol. i guess it depends on how much more inadvertent damages wallace’s role is intended to invoke. weird sentence there but i stand by it

basically like dude!! try Knowing Shit instead of not knowing shit!! he may only be an accidental hand of the devil but that doesnt mean he’s totally not working for satan here, so hopefully when he finally realizes the extent of it, he gets to help to right the situation. presumably. idk. but how would anyone know for sure that he never knew what was going on besides trusting that he is not just an excellent actor? i suppose we are in the same situation with eno, huh. despite being given kip’s endorsement, there is only a limited picture of him & then the knowledge that he probably played a part in all the bs w/all these ppl dying. i suppose you can guess that he knew all of what was going on or he didnt or somewhere in between….

basically w/wallace and eno i am assuming that with both itmd a case of well-meaning humans being taken advantage of and accidentally infiltrating these vulnerable circles and sending back information and oh oops, atrocities, and everyone’s dead. i cant imagine that at least kip is meant to survive, and not sure why eno would feel particularly safe on that front either, and clearly any casualties that seem even vaguely necessary can just be carried out at random so you know. bless wallace’s well meaning heart that doesnt know shit but like still, if ppl get fucked over they still have the right to be mad, and if theyre dead theyre still dead, and etc, and also try to learn shit even if it was just a regular, non Agent Of Evil job.

basically what i am trying to say is that im pulling up on my motorbike and telling people that if they’re going to be mad at eno, they ought to be equally condemning of wallace, or that is just inconsistent. like, feel free to either way surely…….i can’t guess that it’d be smooth sailing for eno either if he has to awkwardly divulge that maybe he knows stuff about the whole assassination backstory.

i do wish he had those knife throwing skills for sure…..wish he wasnt being gunpointed into pressuring kip into something or other that surely will endanger him & surely others….but i get why he doesnt exactly seem to have other options at the moment lol. this guy could have assassins all over the block if whatever godforsaken conspiracy is already underway and waistdeep. smh. as i have to assume that he would only endanger kip if he was basically being given a catch 22 of Endanger Kip or Endanger Kip. i suppose he could be doing it solely so he himself won’t be assassinated, but i am personally piecing together that he and kip Are Really in fact That Close & he hasn’t like, faked caring about him this whole time or something

uhhhh tldr i think of him as basically in the same position as wallace, tho to be fair i dont think of wallace as blameless part for not knowing whats going on (like im guessing eno didnt understand until it was too late) and in part because even without the devil he IS just barging in from a in the middle of c & also pursuing audiences w extra vulnerable ppl w/o knowing fuckall (unlike eno who i am also guessing is not from a…)

and perhaps the sole answer to your question as really i was only inferring the part abt asking if eno is suspicious and dubious or not: I Am Fond Of Him Like I Said

what an essay! as all my asks turn out to be!! but i can’t help but theorize. even though i am a dumbass. this is in part because i watched mh for years, and in part because i never assume i’ll still be alive to see any particular plot point in any ongoing media i consume, so i furiously speculate and create au’s in my head and all. for example if i die before its definitely revealed kip doesnt get twenty husbands—which, good luck proving that to me anyways—can anyone tell me he doesnt? no, because i died. so he definitely does. and thats all i have to say on the matter, thank you for tuning in to Milo’s Hour Of Speculation, And Knowing Everyone Is Kip’s Boyfriend

#Whew Uhhhh #long post xoxo

[sadrien]

wanna chat? pt.19

on ao3 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19

so this is like...twice as long as a normal chapter. anyway i was in les mis the other week and i sent something and someone thought it was a les mis chapter of wanna chat. and @reyxa​ encouraged it so Here We Are

this chapter continues right off of the last one because i found a note with sick quotes on it. i kept the les mis as light and understandable as possible but just like..let me know if it makes 0 sense. i had to get this out of my system because ive been in a writing funk

(mari = cough cough, nino = space bro, alya = alys, adrien = glen coco)

enjoy? 

3:12 in boo you whore

cough cough: gmoring i cant brethe out of mynose rn Im not goin g ot be in school today :( Bu ti cant sleep anymore because I cnat breath e iim gonna go watch youtube videos

 6:37

space bro: my dude i hope youre feeling better when you wake up

6:43

glen coco: If you’re not turn on the shower really hot and sit in the bathroom with the steam

alys: or drown urself in cold medicine

glen coco: Don’t do that

space bro: never listen to alya

alys: dont listen to these traitors

PM between glen coco and cough cough

glen coco: I bet the akuma attack last night really didn’t help Don’t worry about anything today I can handle it unless it’s another akuma Just get some rest <3

10:03 in boo you whore

cough cough: Self care is chugging five cups of tea and astral projecting behind a mcdonalds to punch hawkmoth in the face

11:46

glen coco: Mari no

alys: mari yes

space bro: mari wtf

cough cough: Im dyin g

alys: tag urself im punching hm in the face

space bro: im astral projection

glen coco: Five c ups of tea

cough cough: Does that make me the mcdonalds

space bro: congrats mari

glen coco: I can’t believe Mari is the golden arches

alys has changed their name to punching hawkmoth in the face

punching hawkmoth in the face: im finally my True Self gang follwo suit

cough cough: Why shoul d I LISten to you

punching hawkmoth in the face: bc u love me and want me 2 b happy and also bc i still have ur jacket in my bedroom

cough cough: Fuck

cough cough has changed their name to mcdonalds

space bros: al youre ridic

punching hawkmoth in the face: just do it babe

space bros has changed their name to astral projection

astral projection: there ya go

glen coco: Rip Glen Coco

punching hawkmoth in the face: truly a her o of his generation :’(

mcdonalds: RIp

glen coco has changed their name to five cups of tea

five cups of tea: Rebirth

mcdonalds: I hate you all img oing ot bed

punching hawkmoth in the face: goodnight my darlign <3

astral projection: nap well bro hopefully you feel better when you wake up

 15:37

punching hawkmoth in the face: remind me to throw my bag in the seine i dont wanna do hw :(

astral projection: i feel you

punching hawkmoth in the face: wanna get togheter and do hw

astral projection: do homework or “do homework”

punching hawkmoth in the face: have u ever met me “””””””do homework”””””””

astral projection: i need to figure out physics my dude

punching hawkmoth in the face: D’:

five cups of tea: I can help you when I get home tonight

punching hawkmoth in the face: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

astral projection: the real mvp i love you

five cups of tea: I love you too Have fun Use protection

astral projection: alya please kick him out of the chat

punching hawkmoth in the face: no i like him

astral projection: fuck

 18:57 mcdonalds: Screens hurt my head irhgt now Im gonna watch reruns and keep sleepng

punching hawkmoth in the face: feel better babe <3

 22:15

five cups of tea: Ok so the other day instead of doing homework I started reading les mis ANd now instead of doing homework I’m reading les mis again I can’t believe this is how I’m procrastinating

astral projection: what

punching hawkmoth in the face: the musical????

five cups of tea: No the book Which the musical is based off of

astral projection: what a nerd

punching hawkmoth in the face: lmao how is it

five cups of tea: Old Long

punching hawkmoth in the face: how long?

five cups of tea: Uhhh 655,000 words

mcdonalds: jesus

astral projection: what the actual fuck

punching hawkmoth in the face: holllllly fuck

astral projection: you my dude are unreal

punching hawkmoth in the face: for fun???? r u sure this is for fun???????

five cups of tea: I think so? It’s kind of boring sometimes and hard to get through but other parts are really good Also if I’m reading I don’t have to practice chinese

punching hawkmoth in the face: touche

astral projection: have fun reading bro you are unbelievable

PM between five cups of tea and mcdonalds

five cups of tea: Hey why are you up? I thought you were heading off to bed a while ago?

mcdonalds: I didnt take nyquil tonight because I felt a little better and didnt want to pass the fuck out again but now Im awake and cant sleep because my head feels like its gonna explode And I regret So much

five cups of tea: Aw no poor bug

mcdonalds: Ugh

five cups of tea: Do you want anything?

mcdonalds: You dont have to

five cups of tea: Do you want anything? If you want soup I can get you some

mcdonalds: Its like???? Really late?????

five cups of tea: Mar its only 20:30

mcdonalds: Oh It feels like 1 But its still late

five cups of tea: Ok well Late night food is not a new thing Trust me

mcdonalds: … If you brought me soup Id love you forever

five cups of tea: I thought you already did

mcdonalds: Id love you even more

five cups of tea: I’ll be on my way soon

mcdonalds: I love you so much <3

23:35 in boo you whore

punching hawkmoth in the face: what if you took tea in shots like shot glasses

five cups of tea: Like with hot tea?

astral projection: i feel like thats a good way to burn your entire mouth

five cups of tea: *entire life

astral projection: ^^^

punching hawkmoth in the face: hmmm

five cups of tea: Alya no

astral projection: yeah bad idea

punching hawkmoth in the face: f i n e

 1:02

mcdonalds: sos Im dying I constantly feel like Im about to sneeze If I dont feel that way its cause Im sneezing

astral projection: rip my dude guessing you cnat sleep while sneezing

mcdonalds: Nope :’( End my suffering please

astral projection: no can do i can offer virtual hugs

mcdonalds: I guess thatll work for now

astral projection: <3

2:03

PM between five cups of tea and mcdonalds

five cups of tea: Hey Hey Marinette Hey I have something to show you

mcdonalds: Adrien its 2 in the morning

five cups of tea: So? You’re up too

mcdonalds: I slept all day

mcdonalds: Yeah but you’re awake right now

mcdonalds: … Fine Hit me

five cups of tea: “When they had finished, when they had told each other everything, she laid her head on his shoulder and asked him: ‘What is your name?’” Us

mcdonalds: Oh my go d This is les mis right??? What youw ere talking about before??

five cups of tea: Yup

mcdonalds: Omg Why are you like this

five cups of tea: Ok but am I wrong????

mcdonalds: I cant say you are tbh

five cups of tea: Man I feel like Marius am I like Marius??

mcdonalds: Whats he like?

five cups of tea: Kind of oblivious, pretty romantic but sort of in a weird way, awkward, usually confused but can be scary if he needs to, handsome as hell and love of my life that I would honestly leave all three of you for

mcdonalds: Wow Are you sure you havent already

five cups of tea: :P Actually….

mcdonalds: Are you suddenly realizing youve left us for a fictional character

five cups of tea: No I was oging to say I might be more like Bossuet

mcdonalds: Youre just saying words I dont know who that is

five cups of tea: He always has bad luck Like always Ummmm hold on

mcdonalds: K Who would I be???

five cups of tea: “He was the constant victim of mischance, hence his merriment. He said, ‘I spend my life walking under ladders.’”

mcdonalds: Ok you mgiht be this Bossuet you bad luck magnet

five cups of tea: For you Hmmmm Enjolras?

mcdonalds: Not cosette??  Shes the love interest right

five cups of tea: As much as I love you Enjolras is the leader in red And I just can’t help myself

mcdonalds: Nerd Are you goind to do alya and nino too?

five cups of tea: D u h

 2:34

mcdonalds: Adrien?? You ok? Youve been quiet for a while Or did you fall asleep on your computer again

five cups of tea: No I’m here I’m just Stuck This is haarrrrrdddddddddd Alya and Nino are just so deep and complex and awesome and I dont’ know how to place them???

mcdonalds: True But wow Slightly offended

five cups of tea: Hey yours is based on a pun I can pun easy

mcdonalds: G o to sleep kitten You can sort them in the mornign Later this morning

five cups of tea: Fine I hope you’re feeling better

mcdonalds: A little bit!! The soup definitely helped Night <3

five cups of tea: Night <3

10:25 in boo you whore

astral projection: saturdays are chill but my mom wants us to clean the entire apartment today and im not about that life

 12:12

mcdonalds has changed their name to enjolras

enjolras: I have no idea who thi s is but I hope it makes Adrien happy

punching hawkmoth in the face: ???? wahts ahppenign

enjolras: Adrien said I was this charactera t like 2

astral projection: why the fuck do none of you people value sleep

punching hawkmoth in the face: how theh ell did that even come up in conversation

enjolras: He was saying he thinks hes like Marius

astral projection: huh

five cups of tea: I’m not sure yet

astral projection: bro!!!

five cups of tea: I'm thinking either Marius or bossuet for myself

punching hawkmoth in the face: r we supposed 2 know the second one

enjolras: Hes got bad luck Thats what I got from our convo when no one else was awake

punching hawkmoth in the face: change ur name i want u2b the hopeless romantic

astral projection: isnt he already??

punching hawkmoth in the face: lmao

five cups of tea has changed their name to marius

punching hawkmoth in the face: awesome were u gonna do nino and i??

marius: Yeah I’m just having some trouble

astral projection: yeah were just too unique to be put into little boxes

marius: Exactly

astral projection: that was sarcasm but i love you so much

marius: <3

punching hawkmoth in the face: hey question not that im doubting maris badassary but why enjolras

marius: Enjolras is incredibly passionate and would do anything for his friends and the people of Paris Reminds me of how Marinette is as class president

PM between marius and enjolras

enjolras: Nice save

marius: Thanks

in boo you whore

astral projection: I see it

marius: Alya could be eponine?

punching hawkmoth in the face: shes the one who cries about marius right

marius: Well I was actually thinking her cause Ponine she knows her way around And all that stuff But yes she cries about Marius she does have a song about that

PM between punching hawkmoth in the face and astral projection

punching hawkmoth in the face: lmao did he just give me the character hopelessly in love with marius

astral projection: rip

punching hawkmoth in the face: end my life

in boo you whore

punching hawkmoth in the face: i cna work with that

punching hawkmoth in the face has changed their nickname to eponine

astral projection: and then tehre was one

marius: I’m struggling

enjolras: Arent we all

eponine: Id help but I know literally nothing other than some of the lyrics RED THE BLOOD OF BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD

astral projection: theres no way that isnt right im 100% sure those are the actual words

eponine: BLACK THE BLOOD OF BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD

enjolras: Period mood

eponine: general mood

enjolras: Ok same

eponine: mood: red and black but the only words are blood

enjolras renamed this conversation to “red the blood of blood blood blood”

eponine: yes exactly

astral projection: sometimes i wonder why im friends with you

eponine: because u love us and would be sad without us

astral projection: ok yes but also why

marius: I mean maybe Grantaire? He’s a jack of all trades? Nino you are…really hard to place But R might be the best bet

enjolras: Wait a minute R?

marius: Yes

enjolras: Get out of this chat

marius: </3

astral projection: that is amazing

astral projection has changed their nickname to grantaire

grantaire: in it for the puns

marius: So is Hugo

enjolras: Who

marius: The writer of les mis

eponine: tag yourself im les miserables all of them

grantaire: you cant be all the miserables

eponine: watch me try

marius: Sorry you must have no idea what’s going on

grantaire: not really we have nothing to contribute but keep going dude!!! i love to hear you ramble

eponine: oh oh i have something to contribute

enjolras: You do?

eponine: 24601? more like 246 so done with your shit

enjolras: Im leaving the country

grantaire: whos shit?

eponine: uh oh fuck whos the antagonist again

marius: Society

grantaire: deep

enjolras: Stop being fake deep

eponine: feep anyway no u butt the police dude

marius: The only evil in les mis IS society And the Thenardiers OH JAVERT

eponine: YES THANK YOU

marius: Javert: do not forget my name Alya: forgets his name

eponine: fuck you also 246 so done with your shit javert

grantaire: thank you for clarifying

eponine: no prob

enjolras: Ok so Im googling stuff to try and figure out whats happening And wow This is depressing ¾ of us die

marius has changed their nickname to bossuet

bossuet: Now all of us die

eponine: nope change back 2 lover boy ur not dying too

grantaire: um no one is dying my dudes

bossuet: We’re always dying But fine

bossuet has changed their nickname to marius

enjolras: Im pretty sure Im dying righ tnow I almost coughed up a lung

eponine: GO TAKE MEDICIN E

enjolras: You arent my mom!!!!!!!!!

eponine: THAT DOESNT MEAN I DONT CCARE ABOUT YOU AND YOUR HEALTH!!!!!!!!!

enjolras: AHHHHH

eponine: AHHHHHH

grantaire: Ahhhhh?

marius: Ahhhhh

#wanna chat #adrien agreste #marinette dupain cheng #nino lahiffe #alya cesaire #my fics #hi this is awful

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okay christ i got tagged in htis massive tag game by @mothable but i love a good ol challenge lets do this buckfucks

RULES: ANSWER THESE 88, THEN TAG SOME PEOPLE

BASICS:

a. NAME AND PRONOUNS: Rae, she/her

b. AGE (and birthday!): 13, Aug 28th :3c im a fucking fetus ny’all

c. SEXUALITY: am i bi? am i lesbian? am i just craving existential death 24/7? i dont fucking know a thing my guy

d. GENDER: cis female hooooh

e. COUNTRY: AUSSIE AUSSIE AUSSIE OI OI OI

f. FAVORITE AESTHETIC: pastel colours and really nice fashion i guess..??? (also smoking is kind of aesthetic eyes emoji eyes emoji)

TRIGGERS/MENTAL ILLNESSES: i’m not actually sure :x

THE LAST:

1. DRINK: salt water hah normal water is for the WEAK (dont drink salt water please im begging y

2. PHONE CALL: my brother asking what kind of pizza i wanted

3. TEXT MESSAGE: “:3c” im such a fufcking furry...fuckck,,,,

4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: Daydream warriors by Aquors listen nyall im reconnecting with my hidden buried weebass side of me okay im crying

5. THE TIME YOU CRIED: i dont actually remember? probably like last year unless you count me having tears from laughing too hard as cryng then thats yesterday during the meme aka now called lightning mcqueen server

HAVE YOU:

6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: nahh

7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: dont think ive ever kissed someone thats not my family before im #Pure

8. BEEN CHEATED ON: nope lmao

9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: my grandfather i guess? but he died when i was really young so at that time i didnt really undersyand the feeling of loss and mourn so ksdjfk but we had some goodass memories together

10. BEEN DEPRESSED: they ask you how you are and you just have to say that you’re fine when you’re not really fine but you just cant get into it because they would never understa

11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: im severely underaged please

TOP 3 FAVORITE COLORS

12. red

13. yellow

14. either black or lavendar,,

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: yis

16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: ya,,

17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: okay im known as the most giggly person in class i laugh so easily that i easily have tears over everything

18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: nahh dont think i wanna know if its like in a bad way :x

19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: aw y e s

20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: ya :,) (Thanks em, lily, mae and imogen for making this year truly greater than last year and for being the best friends i could ever ask for)

21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: facebook is dead to me

GENERAL

22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: serious facebook is dead to me i roasted above the flames of negligence (also because i have like two facebook accounts one using my pesonal email and the other using my more general email , the one using my more general email keeps recommending to me my OWN personal account and its personally so hilarious)

23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: a cat called lucky! (i love him even though im p sure he hates me)

24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: i guess my irl name uhhh im 50-50 with it? but granted on the internet i waaay prefer using the name Rae over my irl one because its short and simple and nice-

25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOU LAST BIRTHDAY: just want to a chinese resturant with my fam and my uncle because we’re simple that way and like. back then i didnt had that much friends so uh l m a o (but vidhi gave me a nerf gun so that was Really Cool and i love her)

26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY: 9 oclocK BECAUSE A HOUSING AGENT WAS COMING OVER (but then i fell back to sleep and woke up at 12 so lmao)

27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: watching a video on why ‘anime art isnt technically allowed in art school’ because i was just curious and then drawing 

28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: VOLTRON LEGENDARY FUCKNG DEFENDERS SEASON 3 SHIT BABES IM REA LLY FUCKING PREPARED AND NEAR END OF MONTH AVCON BECAUSE EYES EMOJI

29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: an hour ago lmao shes like just outside my room 

30. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE: sighs my shyness and social anxiety and awkwardness (all three of those are counted in a pack right? the pack of “socially inept” people)

31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: daydream warriors... by aquors..... (listen im RECONNECTING with my weeb side like said above im actually weeping)

32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: uh idk mate

33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: i havent brushed my teeth yet but im lazy to move my legs lmao

LOST QUESTIONS

34. MOLE(S): um quite a lot like a few small ones on my arm and like one on my face below my right eye and theres one underneath my boob i think lmao tmi and the rest i cant be bothered to find

35. MARK(S): a kind of burnt scar mark on my left shoulder from like 6/7 years ago when i got too close to someone smoking and their cigarette burnt me oh and a scar on my knee from the time i fell off my bike while playing bike catching in the neighbourhood with a couple of other friends like 4 years ago?

36. CHILDHOOD DREAM: vet (now im eh about that tho im probably just going to pursue some art career)

37. HAIR COLOR: brown eyy

38. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: long

39. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: yeah. hopefully its dying down now especially since the person is straight (its hard when she sits next to you in class and you guys are sort of friends now and u somehow feel really satisfied when you make her laugh :,) shit )

40. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: im generally kind with people regardless of whether or not i dont like them or i dont know them well or i know them i guess? (at least in my group of friends im probably the most willing to socialise with others) and uhhhh i guess i can make people laugh? im a huge fucking loser meme nyall

41. PIERCINGS: none and personally dont really want to 

42. BLOODTYPE: shit  i think it was either a B or an O i cant remember (i think its B tho)

43. NICKNAME(S): maggie, migi, bela, bob, bobbo

44. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: single pringle 

45. ZODIAC: virgo

46. PRONOUNS: she/her (lmao yay for repeated question)

47. FAVORITE TV SHOW: fuckngin,,, voltron,,, (probably going to stay my favourite for a long while tho)

48. TATTOOS: none atm (unless you count waterbase tattos then yes stick all the water based tattos on me) but like when im Much Older maybe? just a really small tattoo tho not anything big that covers an entire limb

49. RIGHT OR LEFT HAND: right

50. SURGERY: had a surgery on my foot forgot which side when i was in kindergarten because the skin was *censored for tmi* and yah stitching up your skin fucking hurt babes

51. HAIR DYED A DIFFERENT COLOR: nahhh i dont think id dye my hair tho who knows

52. SPORT: im probably going to retake up basketball again eyes emoji eyes emoji

53. VACATION: ooMMF nothing planned so far

54. PAIR OF TRAINERS: like uhhh what kind of sneakers?? just normal canvas sneakers i guess????? im, what.

MORE GENERAL

55. EATING: OXYGEn

56. DRINKING: IN OXYGEN

57. I’M ABOUT TO: complete this fucking 88  questions then chat on discord and scroll tumblr and tell myself “hey finish up your art!” but then 5 hours later im still scrolling tumblr. oh and im watching wonder woman later so :3c

58. WAITING FOR: nothing atm i guess?

59. WANT: my family’s financial situation to be solved and so that money isnt going to be a huge bother anymore...

60. GET MARRIED: sounds nice but probably only marriage idk the idea of kids doesnt really sound v appealing atm

61. CAREER: artist! (i wanna either work in a game development team or an animation studio eyes emoji ) 

62. HUGS OR KISSES: HUGS

63. LIPS OR EYES: lips erally nice to draw really nice to look at

64. SHORTER OR TALLER: buhhh im short so i guess taller would be nice (tall people have such nice legs too im frankly a little jealous)

65. OLDER OR YOUNGER: what is this in regards to

66. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: arms so that dO YOU SEE THESE GUNS

67. SENSITIVE OR LOUD: shrug emoji idk man

68. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationship

69. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: troublemaker pardnyars in crime amirite

HAVE YOUR EVER:

70. KISSED A STRANGER: no

71. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: nope 

72. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: yeah p sure i had to go through a whole day of school half blind once without my glasses

73. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: nah..

74. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: nO IM 1 3 

75. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: dont think so?

76. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: nah babes

77. BEEN ARRESTED: nah

78. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: somehow when someone dies i decide to laugh instead of breaking down in tears i guess laugh away the pain?

79. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: ...shit its a bad idea babes dont do it

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

80. YOURSELF: shrug emoji

81. MIRACLES: sometimes? sometimes no?

82. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: even bigger shrug emoji

83. SANTA CLAUS: nah lmao listen i caught my father and mother wheeling in bicycles for my sister and i when i was like what 8? usually i just played along because hey i was a child

84. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: ehh depends i guess

85. ANGELS: not really lmao

OTHER

86. CURRENT BEST FRIENDS NAME(S): Emily, Mae Shuen and Lily

87. EYECOLOR: dark brown?

88. FAVORITE MOVIE: this changes all the time

only tagging uhhh @pluminkdot (KASJD I FORGOT IF YOU HAD A MAIN REBLOG ACC IM SORRY RACH), @jaspereffect , @blabrabs / @spaceboomerang (it isnt letting me tag ur main boomers skldfjksd) and uh im too lazy for the rest

#raedy to talk shit #mattie #mothable #w e eps #this took fucking forever babes #LONG POST