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RATTHEW AND GAUDREAU vs THE KINGS
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secondpersonpoetry · 3 months
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Franziska Linkerhand, Brigitte Reimann
#do you ever start reading a novel and not even get past the first page before shrieking 'LEON'#incredibly niche content. this is for real just for me#and i understand this HOWEVER it bothered me and rotated in my brain so much i NEEDED to come put this here. stupid!!! hrrrggggghhhrrrh!!!!#and i was just going to put the verdreifachen line and i'm not happy with how it's edited but it's FINE everything's fine it's just.#LEON.#and like granted does this totally hold true no i don't think so it just slots into the terrible terrible universe of quotes i have for him#but i can't articulate it right. also we're throwing this into the Heimat thesis breakdown pile for leon &wherever the brainworms r crawlin#<- that is the one i mean thank you. yelling into the void ash & alice u will never be forgiven for starting this ily#ich möchte mein Leben verdreifachen / um nachzuholen / die lange lange Zeit / als es dich nicht gab#do i put this on the actual hockey blog to have the breakdown there and figure out what i mean? maybe.#but then i KNOW i'd have to translate it so people can read it and already i wouldn't know if i want to say my life in triplicate#or my life thrice over and if it's there was no you or you weren't there. save me translation theory save me (smacks me with a steel chair)#also it is SO raw.#i'm not afraid of the present but the memories i can't fight back against the pictures in ur head i can't see a pain i did not share w/ u..#and i do think the reason it hits so hard as a c/l to me is maybe the idea of this not as i didn't know you then at all#but that they did grow up together. and it's that he didn't have him in the way he does now he doesn't know him like he does now and now#he has to think about the life he had with connor&he want to do it once / twice over now to know to make up for the time he missed with him#but it also falls into the one in every dream i have of you you are making breakfast that even when i dream i'm dreaming of you inside them#(the life thrice over)#anyway. multitude of others it could be however bc it's auf Deutsch it got assigned leon even if it may not fit as perfectly. OH TIME LOOPS#THE JAMIE/TREVOR DUAL TIME LOOPS FIC OH MY GOD YEAH THAT'S THIS HOW DID IT TAKE ME SO LONG TO GET TO TIME LOOPS WITH LIFE THRICE OVER yesss
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nathaslosthershit · 3 months
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Secret Daughter?
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Summary: Fans are speculating as to who the child Jack and his girlfriend were spotted with is.
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Nhlplayernews: Devils alternative captain & superstar, Jack Hughes, spotted looking pretty comfortable with alleged girlfriend & mysterious child. Could it be the center has been hiding a kid from the world?
user: remember when hockey was about the game?
user: You are on an insta page literally called “player news” dumbass.
user: guys it’s me and Jack’s kid leave us alone!
user: hey girly, I hate to be the one to do this…
user: Trevor liking this 💀
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Jackhughes: you are a fucking asshole you know that right?
Trevorzegras: 😎🫶🤑👍
Jackhughes: what the fuck-
It was a widely known fact that Jack Hughes was never one for interviews. No professional athlete ever really was into them with how often they were asked the same questions. But given his most recent injury, and his time off, he finally agreed after being forced asked to do one from the comfort of his own apartment. 
After 30 minutes of having to speak about his team’s playing in recent games, as well as details on his injury and when he is expected back, the end was finally in sight. There was little talk about Jack’s personal life, apart from if he had been talking to his brothers recently, which was quite frankly the most idiotic question. But he was happy, given the most recent rumors, the interviewer had not asked about Jack’s mysterious child he supposedly had and he had thought he had made it out, until…
The soft footsteps were almost inaudible, but as Jack had become accustomed to listening for them at all times, he had immediately heard Eva’s approach. After politely stopping the interviewer who was in the middle of asking what Jack did to fill his days now, the center turned to see his girlfriend’s little sister holding her blanket tightly with tear stained eyes. 
“Aw Eva, didn’t have a good nap?” Jack cooed.
“Bad dream” was all the child said. At this, he beckoned the child forward, letting her sit in his lap as she tried to calm down, still fighting those post-breakdown tears. 
Seeing that Jack was clearly locked in his own world, the interviewer cleared his throat.
“So, I assume this is the secret child we have been hearing a lot about recently?” He pressed.
“She is, but she isn’t my kid. She is my girlfriend’s little sister who is staying with us for a bit.” Jack was fine to clear up the fact that he was not a dad, but he didn’t feel the need to go into the heavy details on why Eva was staying with them. It wasn’t his place.
The interviewer went on to ask the 3 year old a few questions. What her favorite color was, what animals she liked, if she had a best friend, were all discussed at length. Jack was happy to have the spotlight off of him in his own interview, and his large smile as he looked down at the now happy and energetic girl was not unnoticed.
Once Eva’s interview was done, Jack, begrudgingly, went back to answering his, now with Eva settled into his lap. As he talked, she nuzzled into his chest as she went back to sleep. After noticing that she had dozed off, Jack knew he wasn’t going to be able to focus again on this interview, but luckily the man interviewing him had also noticed this.
“Well Jack, I’ll let you get that little one to bed. It was nice talking to you and Eva, hope to see you back on the ice soon.”
Eva went back to bed soon after, waking up in a much better mood than before. She was now sitting in the living room playing quietly while Jack made dinner, awaiting his girlfriend’s arrival. 
He turns as the door opens, seeing his very tired girlfriend in the doorway.
“Oh wow, don’t you look like the perfect housewife.” She said pointing to his apron. 
“You will have to wife me up soon, too many people are out here looking for a partner as great as me.” He quips back. 
“Maybe… we will see. How was Eva today?”
“Had a nightmare and woke up early from her nap but she went back to sleep on my lap… during my interview.” His girlfriend turned around at that.
“Shit, I forgot you had that today. I am so sorry Jack I would have arranged a sitter for her.”
“No, no, it's fine I promise. Although now everyone knows about her. He asked her a few questions, nothing crazy just like her favorite toys and such.”
“What did you say about her?” She asks, concerned. Understandably, his girlfriend didn’t want her family’s dirty laundry out there for people to judge.
“Just that she was your sister and staying with us for a bit. If you don't want that I can ask my team to get it cut out. I would have asked you but I didn’t really have time.”
She is quiet for a moment while she thinks. Eva and her family situation was… complicated. Jack knew that. A three year old staying with her 22 year old sister and boyfriend was going to raise some questions from fans. 
“It’s okay. People will find out eventually and now they know you don't have a secret child. I’m sure that is a relief.”
“Honey, you know damn well I didn’t care. And I see Eva as a daughter. She has been in my life almost as long as you have and I adore her. It was kind of cool to see people thinking I was a dad, and a good one at that.” 
She was on the brink of tears hearing this. Bringing Eva home and raising her wasn’t easy, and despite how long they have been together, she was always insecure about how Jack truly felt, even though he had been nothing but accepting and loving to Eva. 
“You’re right. Hey, maybe now she can go to games. She always asks when we watch at home.”
Jack lights up at the idea. “I'll get her a mini version of my jersey. I'll try to get you guys good seats. That will be great.” He immediately walks over to Eva, taking her in his arms as he asks her if she wants to go to one of his games. 
Even after all this time, there is no better site than watching her sister laughing with Jack, a man that had no obligation to love Eva the way he did but did so tenfold.
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equallyshaw · 4 months
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to regain what once was | oc hughes sister x hughes brothers.
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background: Abigail 'Abby' Marie Hughes - now known best by her stage name: Gail Marie is a 21-year-old professional theater actress, having been performing professionally since she was 7 years old in Toronto, Ca. After Jack and Luke followed Quinn to Michigan she ventured off to NYC to live with her grandparents, which was supposed to only be a temporary summer stay, for an intensive she'd book a year prior. After that, she booked a chorus role in Annie the Musical, then booked youngest Fiona in Shrek! the musical in the NYC run before landing the pristine role of 'Matilda' in Matilda the Musical. Therefore, her grandparents took the initiative of becoming her legal guardians in order to keep her in NYC and her pursuit of claiming Broadway by storm. All the while, her brothers never dared step out of their hockey gear and come support her, as she had back in TO as much as she could in between her hectic schedule, student by day; and professional by night. So when the drafts came and went, as well as debuts came and went, she stayed in New York not daring to celebrate them when they hadn't been there for her. What hurts the most is that she yearns for the way they speak about each other in the media as well as how her parents spoke about them, because that's all she wanted more than anything in life.
Yes, I know the queen ellen and jimmy would never allow this but this is obvious fiction.
italics are flashbacks. Non italics takes place after the passing of their grandfather, unless otherwise marked. little brother is translated to, ach sheli.
warnings: swearing, family member passing.
word count: 7.8k.. longer than i anticipated lol
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After:
It was not always like this, Gail thought as she swirled around her pre-show honey lemon tea. Peonie flowers stood tall on her dressing room counter, freshly delivered before the show by her now-late grandfather. She winced biting back tears as she thought about the past week and all that it had entailed; fights, tears, slammed doors, breakdowns, and broken hearts. Five individuals had come back into her life right as it was truly becoming special, though warranted; she absolutely hated having them in her home. Her home which had been for some time now, was with her grandparents. It was never with the home she was born into, never with those siblings and doting parents who spoke highly and sweetly about one another in the media. It was never with those who had never reached out to her on her own milestones and wins, never those who came to see her wished her happy birthdays or cheered her on when she learned how to skate, or the ones that let her score on them over and over again before she realized she hated the sport and everything that came with it. She hated the sport of hockey for taking away her brothers, and her supposed best friends, hated that it took away her parents, and hated that it had stolen everything she had known. She lost her childhood to the sport and her family.
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The Hughes family sat around, listening to the will being spoken out loud. It was a bright and sunny, cool 75-degree day in New York City. Gail stared at the brown wooden desk in front of her, her leg shaking up and down like a manic. Her mind raced with thoughts, raced with notes from the night before, and raced with the last few fleeting moments she had had with her Pa. She hadn't heard her Ma call out for her, "Gail!" Her grandmother said from across the table. She swallowed, looking around at who was supposedly her family, and then she looked towards the lawyer. "You are left with 45% of..." She tuned him out and waved her hand not caring to listen. The meeting came and went, Gail the first one out of the room. She pushed the door open to the law office and took in the fresh air of Greenwich New York. She sighed, running her hands through her dirty blonde almost brunette hair. The past month had been hell. She'd lost her out on a leading role that she had worked her ass off in auditions and callbacks, one that would have surely set her up for a Tony nomination, she had lost out on a role in an upcoming musical movie and this. This. She'd lost her best friend and Pa, her most trusted and adored father figure. "Sweetie." She heard Ellen walk out of the law office reaching for her daughter, but she quickly moved out of reach. Ellen had been having a hard time coming to terms with how distant she was being towards her and the rest of the family. It was hard for the family to come to terms, and accept that Abigail was no longer Abigail, and she was no longer a pushover. "Its fine Ellen." Jimmy said walking out, and the two of them plus the brothers watched Gail begin to walk down the street.
_ Ellen, Jimmy, and the brothers had just arrived at The Hughes estate in The Hamptons. Gail was nowhere to be found, as she had been in the middle of a matinee when she got the call that her Pa was growing fainter. "Do I fly? Do I drive?!" She said as she whipped off her wig, wincing at the glue tearing off. "You can drive." Her Ma answered, and Gail quickly went to call her longtime boyfriend, Nick. She made it three hours later, her leg fidgeting up and down like a manic. "He's gonna be there." He reassured her over the course of the ride, but she had a hard time believing it. By the time she had made it to the estate, she didn't bother to look in the direction of the three boys who were out on the lawn chatting. She jogged inside the house, whipping open the door and trying to see if she heard any voices. "Ma?" She called out, walking into the kitchen. Luckily that's where her grandmother was, along with Jimmy and Ellen. "Ma." It felt like the world fell off her shoulders, seeing her grandmother. It felt like Ellen had been hit by a freight train. "Gail." Her grandmother said wrapping her arms around her granddaughter, "Pa is upstairs." And now it was Jimmy's turn to feel like he had been hit by a freight train.
Gail hummed, warming up her voice, going through her pre-show rituals. She hadn't been this nervous for a show in years, but there were a few people here tonight that hadn't been since, it's honestly too sad to think about how long it's been. She heard a knock on her door, "You good G?" She heard her co star, Casey question as he leaned against the doorframe. Gail nodded, saluting him with a smile and the mug of her lemon honey tea. "Break a leg." He called out before he ran off for places. She set down her mug, looking at herself in the mirror and did a once over, before deeming that she looked good.
She made her way out of her dressing room, and walked down the hall, the wooden floorboards creaking beneath her. She continued her pre-show hum and made her way to her place for the top of the show. She looked up at the ceiling, saying a little prayer towards her Pa, and then closed her eyes. The music began, and the crowd immediately relaxed and clapped along to the beat.
"Gail?" Ellen asked for confirmation and the girl nodded. "How long?" She questioned, and Gail genuinely had to think about it. Ellen could tell it had been for some time, "About 8 years." Gail responded, and Ellen sniffled. "So much has changed." She hummed, and Gail snickered. "You could say that Ellen." She snapped, and Ellen quickly looked towards her. "Why are you calling me that?" She questioned and Gail rolled her eyes. "You think that after you dumped me at Ma and Pa's house 10 years ago that I'd still call you that? You think I'd call you 'mom' when you sure as hell haven't been one for over 10 years?!" She questioned, "You dropped me off and never looked back. Too worried about their precious careers?! What about me? What about my career Ellen, huh? What about me, what happened to me!" She said raising her voice, both of them shocked at the words that were coming out.
Ellen stood up as the peanut gallery listened intently from beside them, "You forgot about me, your daughter, incase you forgot!" Gail said through strained tears. Ellen felt her own tears begin to form but was subdued due to anger.
"You think I don't regret it? Do you think I don't regret not being more involved? Y-" Gail cut her off, "You signed the papers! You're the one who signed your rights away!" She said fully screaming now. "You think I don't know? You think I don't know what you guys did?" She said furiously in a strained voice. "You think I wouldn't hate the very people who brought me into this world, only to get rid of me when I didn't follow in your footsteps? You think I would have sat idly by?"
Gail and Casey walked toward one another before turning towards the audience, as they performed their second-to-last duet - crazy rolling. The two ended on a high note, holding one another in their arms, and were met with enormous cheers and claps. They had no time to spare and were quickly off the stage. Quickly changing for the finale, the two took a brief moment with one another before getting to their spots. "oh my god Gail!!!!" Casey said bringing her in for a hug, realizing just how emotional she was. She was on the verge of tears before their final duet, which would result in her character's death. It would also be her final performance on this stage with this incredible cast and crew before she headed off to a faraway place and one that held such promise for her and her career. "You're gonna absolutely kill it Gail, I promise." Casey encouraged as he pulled away to embrace a tiny bit. She nodded, not looking at him directly. "No need to cry now." he teased and she giggled, knowing she was about to sob on stage. She nodded, looking up at Casey and giving him a smile. "Thanks for being the best partner this run." she beamed and he smiled widely, pulling her in for one last run. "Now move so I can fix my makeup." she joked, pushing him away. He playfully saluted her before running off to the other side of the stage, for his final position. Casey walked on first, as Gail followed suit into their positions. The opening music for the reprise of your song, began.
"Look at me Satine..why else live for love?" Casey spoke, as Gail began to sing. She turned a bit, looking back at Casey and felt the tears beginning to fall. Casey gave her a look of encouragement and gloom while staying in character.
Gail turned towards Ellen and everybody else who stood there stunned by what she had to say, "The minute you walked into my house, the very home that I have grown up in the past 10 years, yo-you act like nothing has changed. You act as if I am still the 10-year-old little naive Abby! Im not and haven't been since you put me on that train and never looked back." Gail said through stubborn tears, feeling her heartbeat thud in her temple. Ellen went to say something, but Gail held her hand up. "You act like this prodigal mother and parent in the media and in life, but you- you and him are so far from it." She finished, walking out of the living room away from everybody.
She jogged onto the stage, hugging Casey tightly at the top of the stage, before taking their bows. Casey stepped in front of her, bowing and earning a chorus of applause. He turned back towards her, holding out his hand and she smiled widely taking it. He took a step behind her, letting her have this moment. This will never get old, she thought. She bowed, giving a kiss to the crowd before bowing once more. Gail stepped back, connecting her hands with Casey and another actor, and they all did a bow together. Casey and David who plays the Duke in the show, pushed her in front of them once more for her to have a moment with the crowd. A Producer on the show walked out from left stage with a bouquet of roses and Gail quickly brought her hands up to her mouth in shock. She clasped her eyes shut, feeling tears rush out. "Thankyou!" She sobbed, pulling the producer in for a hug. Turning back to the crowd now, Gail placed a hand on her chest saying the words 'thankyou' to the crowd over and over again, and then towards the cast. She shook her head when the director came on stage with a microphone and desperately tried to flee toward the rest of the cast who only shook their heads.
"We have been incredibly lucky to have Miss Gail Hughes grace our stage for the past year, putting everything that she had into every performance. We couldn't be more thrilled and excited, to see what she has been tirelessly working on and prepping for. It'll be a joy to watch her from this side of the pond, gaining the hearts of each person to see her do what she does best. Gail, good luck on your next journey and break a leg!" the director said and she smiled widely, pulling him in for a hug. She waved a bit more to the crowd, and then the curtain came down.
"You knew Q?" Jack questioned after Ellen and Jimmy explained everything. Once Gail had left the house with Nick, the two were swarmed with questions from Jack and Luke. Quinn shrugged, and their parents turned towards him. "You knew?" Ellen asked and Quinn nodded timidly. "Wh-when?" Ellen asked, and Quinn smiled. "When she was nominated for her role in Matilda at the Tonys. She was 13 at the time, but she knew who her parents really were. Grandpa and Grandma." He responded, and Jack began to pace. "And then, she said in an interview with Andy Cohen that they were her parents, not you guys. She said that she had been living with them for years at that point, that was I wanna say in 2020 before Covid. But she said that she hadn't seen you guys in years. Then everything clicked." Quinn expanded and Luke's mouth was agape. "You didn't want to say anything?" He asked stunned. "You guys don't know the full thing." Jimmy said, and Jack was furious.
"What the fuck?" Jack said walking into the connected living room, hands dragging through his semi long locks. "In order to benefit her career and her future, she came to live with grandma and grandpa. It was meant to be temporary as we got you boys settled in, and then things just worked out the way that it was and, then she got Matilda and we couldn't take her away. She needed to stay." Jack cut her off, "You shipped her off in order for you guys to focus on us? What kind of fucked up shit is that?" He asked, angry.
Jimmy held his hand up, "We did it to benefit all of us. And grandma and grandpa welcomed the idea and believed in it enough to do it." Jimmy explained, and their grandmother shook her head. "Don't Jim." She began, and all the boys whipped their head towards her. "You did what you believed to be best for her, but you really didn't know. You didn't know that she needed her parents. But why wouldn't we say yes? What would happen to the life she had just begun to build herself? What would happen? We couldn't let her passion, talent and love of theater go down the drain to watch pucks after school." She paused beginning to walk out of the kitchen, "If you think we welcomed it Jim, you are mistaken." She finished before disappearing upstairs to check on her husband.
As soon as Gail exited the stage, she turned towards a few of the ensemble cast members who had become close friends the past year and pulled them in for a huge hug. "I can't believe it's over." Gail sobbed as the other girls wiped their tears. The girls and Gail, slowly made their way over towards her dressing room. "One last post show picture!" Martha one of the dancers gushed, and Gail giggled softly. She sat down in her chair as a hair and makeup artist, came behind her and gave Gail a small frown. "Don't you start crying Matilda!" She scolded causing the room to laugh. Matilda slowly began to take off her wig while Gail took off her jewelry. "Oh can you grab my phone, Marie?" She questioned and as soon as Gail turned on her phone, she was flooded with messages. Her brothers and her now had a group chat, and they texted her during the intermission and now after the show finished. "Im gonna kill them!" She growled, and then showed the girl's the pictures they had taken throughout the second act. "I even told them, they couldn't do that!" she mumbled, texting them back. She then texted Nick, that in 30 minutes that he could bring her brothers and parent's back stage. In the meantime, she'd be doing her rounds of goodbyes.
Around 45 minutes later, Gail walked back to her dressing room and heard the familiar laughter of her brother, Jack. She walked through the doorframe, and everybody's heads turned towards her. She saw flowers in her dad's arms as well as Quinn's. "Oh my goodness, you didn't have too!" She said bringing her hands to her chin in surprise. "Ofcourse we had too!" Quinn grinned, wrapping an arm around her shoulder, to which she turned into a full hug. "You absolutely killed it dog." Jack smiled widely, pulling her in for a huge hug. "Thankyou." She smiled, and then turned towards Luke still surprised by how much taller he was. "Amazing, amazing job." He smiled pulling her in for a bear hug. "Thankyou." She beamed. Her parents brought her in for hugs and then found her spot next to Nick's, as it was second nature. "You make your rounds?" he questioned looking down at her, and she nodded feeling tears prick her eyes once more. He noticed and placed a soft kiss to her temple, and he could feel her relax a bit. "Are these from grandpa?" Luke asked softly, and she nodded. "He would send them every week when he came for the Sunday Matinee, and he made-made sure to do one for my final performance." She said through tears, looking at the grand bouquet of peonies. "They're gorgeous." Ellen smiled, "He gave me my love of peonies at a young age, and he's never let me down all these years." She hummed thinking back to all the times he had waited for her in the lobby after every show he had come to. His matinee show was a tradition he started dating back in 2012 with Annie. "He started to bring them with Annie, every week when he'd come for a matinee, even through Covid he came." She said smiling softly and looking at the flowers. The Hughes family all looked at one another, and again realizing just how much they'd missed out on her life and blossoming career.
Gail sat outside on the private beach, that lined her grandparent's backyard. Her knees were pulled into her chest, as she looked out over the Atlantic Ocean. She hadn't been up here since she took a week off back in March for a small vacation. It had been four months since then, and it seemed like a lifetime ago. Between auditions, workshops, and every show she did during the week it seemed like a blur. She didn't hear footsteps behind her, but she felt the sand that lightly brushed her as somebody came up behind her and sat down next to her. She looked over, not believing her eyes. Her eyebrows creased, "Quinn?" she questioned softly, and hearing her say his name for the first time in years made Quinn's eyes swell with tears. "Hey lovie." he whispered, and pulled her in once he saw tears swell in her eyes. He wrapped his arms around her, as he pulled her into his chest. He silently cursed and berated himself, as he thought about how much of a coward her was for not reaching out to her. She had Instagram, he knew where she lived most of the time and could always contact their grandparents. "Im sorry." He said as his voice cracked, and she sobbed even harder. "Im sorry I never said anything, im sorry I never reached out. Im sorry I let you down when you didn't deserve to be. You didn't deserve any of this, and I hate myself for allowing all of this to happen." he said through tears. Gail cried harder, into his chest as she heard the words she had begged the universe since she arrived at her Grandparent's house. "Quinn." she said softly, she pulled a bit back to look at him. She placed a hand on his cheek, trying to get him to look at her. "I don't think I can ever forgive myself, Gail." He sobbed, clasping his eyes shut. Hearing those words, broke her heart.
"Quinn." she said softly again, and he reopened his eyes. She swallowed, "I have hated you and the three of you since you didn't come to my first opening night. I have wished you three nothing but pain and loss because that was how I took it as a child. A fucking child, who all she wanted in the whole world was her brothers again. Yet, she never got them. She got brick walls, unanswered birthday messages, no invites to the lake house, and congratulations on my own milestones as a child." She paused ripping her hand away from his cheek, and Quinn swallowed tensly. "I have waited for those words since I was 12 years old...but now? I deserve a whole hell of a lot better, than that. Than this. You expect me to forgive so easily, after being ghosted all these years? My life and childhood have never been mine and now that im an adult? That's mine, all mine. My peace and healing do not deserve to be rocked because somebody wants to be a big brother now." She paused once more standing up. "I expected way more from my best friend growing up, but I've learned to live with disappointment because I was given disappointment from a young age." Gail finished before beginning her descent down the shoreline. Quinn watched through bouts of sobs, that ripped through his whole being.
Before Final performance. (August, 2023. One month after passing.)
"So..this is you really leaving?" Jack questioned softly, as he and his two brothers walked into the NYC apartment that she had shared with Nick the past year. Gail nodded, as she finished taping a box shut. The brothers couldn't believe that she was finishing her run in New York, and then heading out to West End to begin production in Hadestown. She would be originating the role of Eurydice in the first run in London, from February 2024 through August 2024 with the possibility of an add-on of dates. "Yeah, it's been a long time coming actually. We've been itching to get out of here for a while, and then London opened up and we couldn't jump at the opportunity quicker." She smiled as Nick smiled from across the room. "Oh wow." Luke said. Jack and Luke had been hoping that they could have built a relationship with her while they were in Jersey. "Yeah." Gail said awkwardly, "Congratulations though. You're gonna do amazing." Quinn encouraged and Gail gave him a small smile. "Well uh, did you guys get the tickets I sent over?" She questioned, picking up her glass of ice water. The brothers nodded, "Good good. They were hard to get so im glad you guys can come." She said with a grateful smile. "Anybody wanna get some pizza? Could use a break." Nick interrupted and Gail gave him a thankful look, and the brothers nodded. "Good, know a spot just down the street." Nick beamed, grabbing ahold of Gail's and then they were out.
It was only a few days later when their grandfather passed. Gail had been asleep on the all-year-round porch couch, with Nick. Ellen came down frantically, and Gail knew as soon as she was shaken awake, that she knew the reason why. She quickly cried out, as Nick sat up and pulled her into his chest. Ellen found Jim in the kitchen, as they listened to their daughter - who really wasn't their daughter in a way - cry out bone-shattering cries. The three brothers all made their way downstairs at the sound of her cries and then found their parents in the kitchen consoling each other. Gail stood up pushing herself from Nick and wrapped her arms around her self. Trying to give a slick of comfort to herself. Nick placed a soft hand on her arm, but she pushed him away. "NO!" She screamed, anger flaring from her. Nick took a step back, not appreciating the look of hatred in her eyes. But he knew it wasn't personal. Gail flung open the door that led to the kitchen and living room and hurried past her siblings and the parents she no longer considered hers. "Ma!" She called out, jogging up the stairs, and looked for her Ma. "Gail dear!" She heard from Ma and Pa's room. "Don't go in the extra room please, don't go in there." her Ma whispered, as she pulled the dirty blonde to her chest, who at this point she considered a daughter. Gail sobbed into her Ma's arms, as her Ma continued to whisper those few words. She didn't need the young girl to see her father figure being transported away from the place that they had called home for over ten years now, and one that she considered her childhood home.
Gail had been outside on the swing for hours that her Pa had put up as soon as she came to stay with them, all those years ago. She swayed slowly as the wind came off the ocean, with much curiosity and bitterness. Her brothers and parents had watched from the living room with her Ma and Nick, for hours now. Waiting for her to come in and say something, or grab something to eat. But she sat there, much to their dismay. "Im going out there." Jack announced as he stood up, annoyed at the fact that nobody had attempted to get her inside, besides Nick who failed miserably. She wouldn't let him five steps past the door. Jack opened up the door and shut it as softly as he could. Gail turned her head to her side but did not look back to see who was there. Wary footsteps came toward the girl, and Gail looked up as Jack came up next to her. "Hey, Gail." He said softly, and she sighed turning to look back at the pool, garden, and the ocean just past their white gate. "Can I sit here?" He questioned, to the spot next to her on the ground. She didn't give him a response, which he took as a win.
"Do you wanna know when the first time we noticed you weren't there?" He questioned, looking at the girl. She did not respond, and to be frank she could give two shits. "Well, I was 15 and Lukey was 12. You would have been 14, and finishing your run with Matilda. Lukey fractured or broke his finger, I can't quite recall and I remember watching him go down from the bench, it was a little scrimmage we were doing with some of the neighborhood kids and the first thing that Lukey said to Ellen was, "Where's Abby?" and he kept repeating that, even as we brought him home. All he wanted was his sister, and to be honest- so did I. I wanted you to be there because I wanted somebody to give me a hug and remind me that Lukey was going to be ok. I had to settle for Q who just so happened to be visiting from Vancouver. But all Lukey wanted was to hear your voice, and to reassure him that he was going to be ok. He never said it nor any of us did, but you were all our favorite sibling. You were our sister, whom we wanted to protect. We still do, but he wanted his favorite protector and the one person who knew exactly what to say. And when Ellen went to call Grandma, she was already calling Ellen. You had cracked your head open, after falling on some ice in Manhattan." And now all Gail could do was flash back to that moment, when it had happened. She didn't remember the ambulance ride but she remembers waking up in the children's hospital with her Pa, who was holding her hand, and her Ma was outside calling Ellen. She remembers crying out for Ellen, all she wanted was her mom in that moment. All she wanted was her mom, dad and her brothers telling her that she was going to be ok. That her 9 stitches on her temple, were gnarly and that they had had many over the year with out her. She remembers vividly crying into her Pa's arms that night, wishing that she was with them. But she knew deep down, that she was with her grandparents for a reason. Her parents no longer wanted her, she thought for the first time that night. For the first time in a year and a half, she felt abandoned by her parents and her brothers. She no longer felt welcomed or loved by the ones who gave her her name, and existence in this world.
"That night I wept. I wailed and I sobbed and I screamed to the universe, in that exact living room." She began turning towards Jack, who now had looked at her. "For the first time that night, it had sunk in that my own parents and brothers had abandoned me. They had cast me aside because I didn't skate or play hockey. For the first time, I felt as if I had no family of my own. It was the first time that Ma and Pa had become terrified, and believed that I was never going to calm down. Which believe me, in that moment of realization I believed I would never stop crying, or screaming. But do you know the first things you said?" She paused, waiting for a response. He shook his head and she made a tsk noise. "You said and I quote, "Do you wanna know when the first time we noticed you weren't there". The first time are the two key words Jack. It took you over a year to realize that I was gone, missing.!" She screamed at the now frightened boy. She stood up, "For over a fucking year, I waited for two birthday wishes, I waited for a phone call or a response to the messages I sent through grandma and grandpa!" She screamed again, and Jack felt tears sting his eyes. "And YOU! YOU don't get to cry!" She screamed, lowering her face towards his, as he wiped away his tears. "From what I recall, YOU were the selfish one! You were the selfish one who made us move!" She screamed at him, and the peanut gallery inside were frozen in their spots listening to her. Jack continued to look at Gail, with his features full of guilt. "I hate you Jack, I hate you! I hate you for making them give me up! I hate you for asking to go to Michigan! I hate you I hate you I hate you!" She screamed as her chest rose up and down, quickly. Rather too quickly for Jack's liking. "You did this Jack, all of it." She finished, before making her way toward the gate door and she was off to the beach.
Gail stood at Laguardia Airpot with Nick, and the two were saying goodbye to her family and a few of their friends. Jack was the first one to pull her in for a hug, whispering a few words of encouragement. Luke was next doing the same and lastly, it was Quinn. Quinn pulled her in tightly and whispered, "You're going to do amazing Lovie, we can't wait to hear all about it." and then the two pulled away. Next was Ma, and Gail had been dreading this moment, "I love you so much Ma." She whispered through tears and her Ma sniffled. "I know sweetie, Ill be over as soon as I can." Her ma whispered back. She pulled away a few inches, and her Ma pinched her cheek just a bit and then kissed her forehead. Next was Jim, who pulled her in for a bear hug. And for the first time since she was a child, it felt warm and inviting. "Break a leg, Gail." he hummed causing her to smile softly. "Thankyou, dad." She responded before pulling back and then shifting towards Ellen. Jim wiped away a few tears, as Ellen pulled Gail in for a hug. "Im gonna miss you so much sweetie, I'm always here if you need anything." Ellen spoke softly and Gail nodded, "Thankyou, Mom." she whispered back and Ellen's heart broke at the word. Ellen sniffled, pulling back to look at Gail. She placed a soft hand on her daughter's face, and Gail nodded through tears. To which Ellen broke down, she pulled her back in tightly, and now both females were crying. Jim looked towards his boys who also had tears in their eyes, as they watched Gail and their mom hug. "I'd like for you and dad to visit as soon as you can, I'd love to show you London. It's quite the city and - and I'd love it if you two could come for my opening night." Gail said softly and Ellen nodded profusely, she'd be doing everything in her power to be there and would make sure her sons would be there as well. To hell with the season, Ellen would argue. "We'll be there, I promise." Ellen said as they pulled away, and Gail nodded. Before Gail could step away, Ellen wiped her daughter's tears and Gail sniffled. "Well, uh we should be going." Gail said looking back at Nick and he nodded, "Have a safe flight!" sounded around them as the two waved one last time. Nick took ahold of Gail's hand as he rolled their carry on suitcase and her carry one bag into the airport.
Last but not least, it was Luke's turn to attempt a breakthrough for Gail. Nick was currently loading up their car, getting ready to go back to New York. She was currently standing at the edge of the backyard, looking out at the waves coming in. She did not know when she'd be back, and was savoring each and every moment she got with the ocean. Luke stepped up next to her, and Gail looked up at the tall giant. She caught his eye and she quickly looked away, swallowing hard. They stood there in silence, and for some odd reason, she felt as if she had to be the one to say something first. She looked up at the curly-haired boy and hesitated for a moment before speaking, "Ach sheli." she began with an old Hebrew nickname she used to say as a child. He looked down at her, and she saw the instant tears in his eyes. "Lovie?" He questioned softly, and she couldn't take it anymore. She pulled him in for a hug, and he stood there stunned for a brief few seconds before wrapping his arms around her. The two of them sobbed with one another, holding onto each other for dear life. Jack was not wrong about Luke having once felt that way about Gail, and how she was everything and more he looked up to and looked to for everything he did in life. "I know I should have said something, all of us should have. I know they'll never be an excuse for what we did, ever. Truth be told, you should never forgive us because of what we did. We turned our backs on you when we should have fought them to bring you home. Even if you would have been home 2 weeks out of the year, we should have screamed and jumped and thrown every tantrum under the sun to bring you home. We should have brought you home, and we didn't. We passed up every opportunity to do so and ignored you for years because we were cowards and naively thought you were better off without us. Nobody to bring you down or take time and attention off of you." he paused sniffling, as she sobbed into his chest. "You deserved so much more, and im sorry none of us ever said a thing. We knew it to not okay, but it was our fault for not saying anything. You don't know the number of times we begged mom and dad to bring you home. And them never listening, and us not understanding why, so we fought even more." she pulled back, "Wait what?" She questioned softly and his eyebrows crinkled, "What?" He questioned back. "You-you guys fought? But why didn't you call me back? Why didn't -" Luke cut her off by pulling her into his chest again, "Because we were stupid, we were young and so immature, that we didn't think twice about calling back. Like I said, Jack and I specifically were idiots. We should have said something, we should have. And im sorry we did not." He said wiping his tears away, and she pulled back looking at the grass beneath them. She pulled back completely, her arms coming to her chest. She looked up at Luke once more to find him staring down at her, "I - I have to go Luke." She said stepping back and then began her way towards the car where Nick was waiting. Luke watched her go, feeling his chest ache as she walked out of not only his but the rest of the family's life once more.
It was a week later, when she heard a knock at her and Nick's Condo door. She stood up from the couch, and made her way over and without looking through the peephole she swung her door open. She did not expect to see Ellen and Jim at her door, let alone a week later. She swallowed harshly, and felt tears begin to sting her eyes. "Hi Gail...can we talk for a bit?" Ellen asked hopeful, and Gail breathed in heavily before opening up the door further. The two walked in, inspecting the industrial-looking two-bed room and two-bath condo in lower Manhattan. "We uh, we thought we'd come by before the reading of the will tomorrow." Ellen announced and Gail shrugged, heading over towards the kitchen to make another coffee. "What's with all the boxes?" Jim asked looking around the living room. "Oh. Im uh, Nick and I are leaving for London in about a week. My final performance is two days before that." She said and the two of them were confused. "Ive taken a lead originating role in London, rehearsals start in a month and then premiere in the new year." she explained with a slight shrug. Ellen and Jim looked at one another, "Would you like any water, tea or coffee?" Gail offered and the two shook their heads. Gail nodded, adding some creamer in her cup and headed towards the small den, off from the kitchen and living room. "SO, what can I do for you guys? she questioned, sitting on the plush chair that stood next to the window. "We uh wanted to come by and talk, we never really got a chance while up state so we wanted to check in with you." Jim said and Gail nodded. "I uh I am not sure where to start but we want to apologize to you. We know there will never be enough words or the right words to truly say how much guilt and regret we feel. We knew how much the boys missed you as kids, and for awhile there we thought it would get easier not having you there with us. We truly believed that at the time it was the right call, I know your Ma would agree. The original time period we sent you was what you needed to grow your craft, but you should have come straight home after that. Or one of us should have come to stay with you for your runs. To see you this weekend, so broken and so angry and full of hatred broke my heart. And as a mother, you never want to see your child feel that and especially not have it be directed at them. Im so sorry sweetie." She said beginning to cry, and Jim quickly put a hand on her back to comfort her. Gail felt herself begin to feel bad and did not like the fact that she was crying in front of her.
"If we could go back and change things we would, we would do it in a heartbeat." Jim said and Gail nodded. "Yet it doesn't change the fact that you weren't there and you didn't know how much I needed you. I needed you and you weren't there. And I wish you could go back and change what you did, you betrayed me and gave me up when you didn't have to!" She said growing irritated, "You didn't have to sign guardian rights to them!" She added setting down her coffee on the table before her. Shaking her head, she stood up and stood in front of the window. She heard Ellen sob quietly as guilt, and despair coursed through the older woman. "My childhood as never mine. It was taken away early on and now, this is my time. I have healed from many things but I still have so much to sort through still, and heal from it." She paused turning around and facing them. "And as much as I hate myself for saying this, but I think I need you guys to heal that part of me. Heal my childhood wounds that haven't been fixed because I needed you guys with me to do it. Even if it's from half way across the globe." She finished and Ellen quickly stood up to hug her daughter. Gail was stunned for a brief few seconds before returning the hug. A few seconds later, Jim stood up and Gail quickly opened up her arm for him to join. Pa would be incredibly happy, Gail thought.
The next few months were hard work, but in the end they would prove to be worth it. Her brothers and her had a heart to heart before she left for London. They added her to the brothers only groupchat and the family one, and had plans to come out to London before the show ended next August.
February 10th, 2024 could not have come quick enough Gail thought. Now here she was backstage getting ready for opening night, in her dressing room. She could not wait for the audience to see the show, it was truly one of the most magical casts she had been a part of in her career thus far. She knew for certain that Nick, Ma and her parents were there, and she was incredibly happy that they were there, to begin with. They had kept their promises to come.
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The lights went out and Gail felt like she could finally breathe, as she leaned into her costar and love interest in the show. The two of them hugged one another as the curtain closed, and she felt bittersweet tears fall. "You okay?" He questioned as he heard her sniffled and she nodded. "Yes and no, but it's the first show that my Pa hasn't been at and it has really sunk in now." She said through a small chuckle. Her costar pulled her in for another hug for some extra comfort, before the two of them were heading off stage to get their hair and makeup off. As soon as she entered the dressing room, she saw a grand bouquet of peonies sitting in front of her mirror. She let out a small sob, as her hair and makeup artist came to help her take her wig off. "You okay Gail?" She questioned pulling the girl in for a hug, somebody had gotten her peonies and she wasn't sure who.
She breathed a sigh of relief when she stepped into the lobby and was met with many cheers by some family and friends of the cast, and the cast members themselves. Her understudy came up and hugged her tightly. She was grateful to have this particular actress understudying her because she knew the show was in great hands. "Oh my god, thankyou!" She said taking the bouquet of roses into her hands and hooked them into the crook of her elbow with the other bouquet. "Thankyou for a fantastic first show, it was such an honor to do it alongside you guys." She beamed looking around at the cast. After a few minutes, all of them began to disband and make their way either out of the theater or towards, their loved ones.
Gail looked around for her family and was shocked to see big foot with curls standing there. her eyebrows creased when she recognized the two others who were standing with her parents and Ma. Luke noticed her first, his face lightening up which caused everybody else to turn towards her. She brought a hand to her mouth to cover her shock. "Oh my god, hi!" she said as she was pulled into a hug by Jack. Nick took her flowers from her, and Luke pulled her in for a hug. Next was her dad, mom, Ma, and finally it was Quinn. "Oh my goodness, not more flowers!" She said taking them from her Ma. "We had too! We couldn't come empty-handed." her mom mused. "Im still trying to figure out who might have sent these, there was no note." she said referencing the peonies. "It was us." Jack spoke up and her eyebrows furrowed, "Wait! But don't you guys have games...." She trailed off remembering. "That's why I saw posts saying you guys were going to be absent for a week.. I should have known!" She said realizing that they had taken time off to see her show and spend a few days with her before flying back out. "Ofcourse we had to see you perform Gail, we've missed out on way too many openings and closings, so we had to be here, and with Nick's help, we were able to get tickets." Luke said and she turned towards Nick who only shrugged. She turned back toward her family, something she thought she would never call them again.
She never thought she'd be standing in the same vicinity of them again. Yet, here she was and she was truly grateful. She couldn't believe that they had gotten this far together, and only wished her Pa was there to witness it all in person.
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@gailmarie: to the one that helped make all my dreams come true, to the one that came to my matinee each week and to the one that made me a Hughes- Thankyou for everything my Teo.
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oh my god.....if you've read this till the end I love you 🫶🏻 pls like and reblog if you enjoyed, it would mean the world !!
also this has been sitting in my drafts for a month now, and thought it would never see the light of day lol
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just-dino-maggie · 1 year
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Masterlist
I write nhl imagines sometimes and I thought I’d put them all in one spot to make it a little easier.
Prompts List
Matt Boldy
BC Parties - parties with Matt
Future - talking about the future
Fights - Matt gets into a fight and it’s hot
Tree - he’s a big boy
Hide and Seek - fluff, that’s it
Snack note - leaving a note on Matt’s favorite snack
Slow Dancing - dancing in the kitchen while the water runs
Opening Up - she’s never vulnerable but Matt might just change that
Trevor Zegras
Jealous - unwanted jealousy
Just Friends Part 2 Part 3 - he can’t force his feelings
Nantucket - brushing his hair after a beach day
The Intern Part 2 - they just don’t work well together, untill they do
Forbidden Love - Jack’s little sister has feelings for Trevor
Breakdown - Trevor is having a hard time dealing with the constant losing
Jack Hughes
Fixing the hurt - caring for jacks hockey injuries
Sick - taking care of Jack after a road trip.
Comfort - Jack helps her through a panic attack
Reconnecting - they reconnect after a hard breakup and work things out
Just like home - Nico and her share a language and Jack adores it
Housewarming - a misunderstanding gets resolved at the lake house
Zap Zone - two friends hanging out turns into more
Finally Yours - Jack can’t take being friends any longer
Cole Caufield
School Project - they aren’t friends but they have to work together.
Moritz Seider
Bad day - Mo has a bad day, she makes it better
Luke Hughes
Mutual Dislike - they’ve never liked each other, right?
Arguing - an argument turns sour and Luke decides to fix it.
Peaceful Mornings - they find ways to spend time together in their busy lives.
3am - Luke has a confession
Nick Blankenburg
Umich Party - they finally get a chance to talk
First Kiss - Nick gives her the best first kiss
Brendan Brisson
Rain - jealous briss kissing in the rain
Ethan Edwards
Back Home - visiting his family with an unwanted addition
Nico Hischier
Waking up - a morning with Nico after a road trip
Bath Chat - a cute talk in the bathroom
Andrei Svechnikov
Night Swimming - they meet at the pool and they do what they’ve always wanted to
Beard - Which is better Andrei with the beard or without?
Kirby Dach
Surprise - even with a busy schedule Kirby finds time to visit
Bowen Byram
Post Game - cute fluffy blurb
Ryder Donavan
Dad - ryder as a dad
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hugheshugs · 2 years
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daddy issues au
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summary: you've been craving your father's affection for years and after endless heartbreak, his best friend shows you how to be loved.
pairing: dadsbestfriend!thomas x brisson!reader
warnings: major age gap !! thomas is 40. absent father, lots of angst, anxiety, sadness, fear, hurt/comfort, regarding smut: innocence kink and daddy kink. other warnings will be specific to each fic.
playlist
tags
moodboards
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series —
for hockey
part one
when your brother and dad are out for practice, you're met with unexpected company in your house.
going grape
part two
you and thomas get close after you meet some of your dad's friends for the first time and he has to reintroduce himself to hide suspicion.
dinner time
part three
you find out something that upsets you and leads you to avoid dinner but thomas comes to find you anyway.
the unknown remedy
part four
thomas shuts himself off from everyone for a couple days, resulting in a surprise from you and his friends. you find out one of his secrets and he gets vulnerable, leading you to reassure him that everything'll be okay.
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imagines —
i'm not your dad
when you're in distress and call your dad to come get you, he sends his best friend instead.
force him to love you
after running out of the house because of a fight with your dad, thomas has to find you.
don't call me baby
brendan brings home a girl who makes you cry and he feels the need to defend you.
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blurbs —
more blurbs under #dbf!thomas thoughts
teasing him at the dinner table
suggested 18+ but not close to nsfw, use your discretion | thom and y/n teasing each other when bren has him over.
his sounds of pain
dbf!thom taking y/n with him when he gets a new tattoo and she gets turned on by his little grunts and winces.
school supplies
dbf!thom taking you shopping for something you need.
brendan catching you together
suggested 18 + | dbf!thomas about them kissing or doing the devils tango and her dad walking in.
being there for you
part two
on senior night when everyone’s parents are supposed to show up for photos and celebrations, y/n thinks she’s gonna be the only one without someone there until thom shows up.
your first tattoo
dbf!thom being there for your first tattoo.
fights and rainy days
first time sleeping in dbf!thom bed.
cooking class
thom teaching you how to cook since your dad is always so busy with your brother.
pain and promises
thom helping you through your period.
honey butter
you're studying for a big test and you're super stressed so thom offers to help you.
convincing him
thom talks your dad into letting you get a tattoo.
you love him more
you tell your dad he treats you unfairly.
invisible
you have a breakdown in front of thom because you feel alone.
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kevingotabigasschin · 2 years
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TMNT AU but all the Casey Jones from each universe act as a family 
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2003 Casey Jones 
- Thinks he’s the parent of the group but definitely is not, more of the obnoxious big brother. 
- Is the tallest out of all of the Caseys in the group (2007 Casey is a few inches underneath him) so he thinks that immediately makes him the leader. 
- Picks on the younger versions of himself way too much, not to be mean but kinda just to push their buttons like an annoying big brother would. 
- Him Cassandra and 2012 Casey get into a lot of fights, generally just roughhousing, sometimes Cassandra takes it to the extreme though. 
- 2012 Casey often teases 2003 Casey for being so tall and refers to him as the jolly green giant.
- He may pick on his own alternate versions of himself but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t care for them, he treats the younger versions of himself like Cassandra, 2012 Casey and Casey Jones II like younger siblings, you fuck with them and you’re dead. 
- Definitely not the person to go to for advice, he probably doesn’t even understand half of what you’re trying to ask him. 
- Is not the best influence on the younger versions of himself, often gets them into trouble. 
- Can act like a manchild but doesn’t mean to since he’s so oblivious.
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2007 Casey Jones (shoutout to people who remember the movie he’s from, fun  fact he was voiced by Chris Evans) 
- Is definitely the parent of the group, he’s the most mature Casey out of all of them due to chronologically being the eldest. 
- Often has to break up the fights 2003 Casey, 2012 Casey and Cassandra have. 
- Does his best to keep 2003 Casey from influencing the younger versions to get in trouble. 
- Is the voice of reason and gives great advice. 
- Just because he acts the most grown out of all of the Caseys does not mean he isn’t above acting like he used to when he was younger. He’s definitely still got that rebellious persona buried deep inside, it just takes a little digging. 
- King of Dad Jokes. 
- Loves the younger versions of himself like he would his own children. 
- Is trying his best to keep his sanity, he’s essentially the other Caseys’ therapist, having them trauma dump on him all the time can take a toll on his mental health but he does his best to hide it. 
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2012 Casey Jones 
- Has accepted the role of being the youngest sibling of the group, due to him being chronologically the youngest out of all of the Caseys. 
- Is a chaotic little gremlin. 
- Is the snarkiest little shit ever, jokes about the most messed up shit but somehow still manages to make it funny. 
- Definitely the most familiar with the internet and memes. 
- Is the most immature out of all of the Caseys due to being the youngest.
- Does his best to annoy the shit out of 2003 Casey just to be a gremlin but immediately gets wrecked. 
- Due to 2003 Casey’s terrible influence on him, he often gets in to trouble along with Cassandra and often tries to drag Casey Jones II along with them since he’s the quote on quote goody two shoes of the group. 
- Sometimes him and Cassandra like to go out and break shit in alley ways or abandoned warehouses with hockeysticks like they’re in a hockey game, it does help let Cassandra’s frustrations out. 
- 2007 Casey often has to give 2012 Casey and Cassandra a long lecture on why they shouldn’t vandalize property or break other people’s things. (They don’t listen)
- Although he acts like a shit eating gremlin, he still cares about his other versions of himself, even if 2007 Casey is a bit too uptight. 
- Thinks he can handle situations on his own when he can’t, like if the family is in a huge fight he’s the first one to try to act as the hero but 2007 and 2003 Casey immediately try to stop him so he won’t hurt himself. 
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ROTTMNT Cassandra Jones 
- Acts as the middle child that is tired of the rest of her family’s shit. 
- It’s an ongoing debate on if she has a worse temper than 2003 Casey or not.
- She sometimes gets too emotional while fighting which can cause her to have mental breakdowns, like if she sees one of the other Caseys get hurt she will snap. 
- The most traumatized out of all the variants besides 2003 Casey and Casey Jones II. 
- She tries her hardest to be the voice of reason out of the younger 3 variants of Casey but comes off as her being a bitch instead.
- Can be a bit too harsh on the 2012 Casey and Casey Jones II (especially him since he’s her son from the future) but that’s only because she’s afraid of losing them or them getting hurt. 
- Has terrible anger issues and can lash out at others when pushed too much, 2007 Casey does his best to calm her down. 
- 2012 Casey often takes her out to break shit in alleyways to let out her frustrations while having fun at the same time. 
- Can be a bit snarky herself, 2012 Casey has rubbed off on her and she can act petty, especially towards 2003 Casey since he’s so impulsive towards the younger ones. 
- Even though she’s the girl of the family, the others do let her fight her own battles to some extent, when things seem to be overwhelming for her then they step in. 
- 2007 Casey seems to be the closest to her due to her always venting to him about her problems. 
- Protects Casey Jones II just like she did before she died in the future, anyone touches him they will fucking die. 
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ROTTMNT Casey Jones II (or Junior whichever you prefer) 
- Absolute treasure. 
- Is the baby of the group, must protect him at all costs. 
- Tries so hard not to get in trouble but 2012 Casey and Cassandra kinda rope him into their drama. 
- Very sensitive, will cry if you push him too far, 2007 Casey does his best to comfort him and do not let Cassandra find out you made him cry. 
- Tries his best to be smug, but it can come off as him awkward. 
- Can act a bit like a goody two shoes person since he doesn’t want to fight unless he has to. 
- 2003 and 2012 Casey picks on him for being “not fun” Cassandra will stand up for him though so don’t worry. 
- Like Cassandra, he can get very emotional when fighting and will snap if pushed far enough. 
- Will protect his other variants as if they were his real family. 
- Tries to go out of his way to prove himself to his other variants (Cassandra especially) which can get him hurt physically and emotionally. 
- 2007 Casey does his best to tell him he doesn’t need to prove himself and boost his confidence. 
- He looks to 2007 Casey as a father figure like he did to Leonardo in the future. 
- 2003 Casey tries to roughhouse with him but Cassandra immediately stops it since she doesn’t want him getting hurt, 2003 Casey doesn’t try to hurt anyone but sometimes he does underestimate his strength. 
- He does like spending time with Cassandra even if she’s a bit blunt with him, he’s used to it though. 
And now the final member is...
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1987 Casey Jones (You thought I’d forget about him huh?) 
- That one weird family member you have that you kinda feel scared to be around. 
- Very cryptic. 
- Breathes heavy a lot due to wearing a mask and it creeps everyone out. 
- No one dares to start shit with him. 
- He has never revealed his face to the others. 
- Wears his gear wherever he goes, it’s like he never takes it off, even at the pool.
- He pops in every now and then to see how they’re doing and if they’re alright. 
- Kinda watches them from a distance and steps in if he feels they’re in danger. 
- Most of the Caseys genuinely fear him since every time he comes around something bad happens, except for Cassandra since you know how she is. 
- Will fucking beat someone to death if he hears anyone is attacking his family. 
- The other Caseys try not to talk about him much due to his cryptic behavior. 
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I feel like Casey and April would be pretty used to being bullied. They would at least fit the category for bullying victims pretty well I'd say.
Like Casey because, well... he's Casey. Showing up with bruises, a hockey stick and several absence notes with smushed up make-up to boot, tends to get people talking. He fancies himself a vigilante of the neighborhood- he's THAT hockey kid, of course people are gonna be talking.
April would be a little more complicated. Maybe April’s dad came by to school one day warning April to make sure no aliens or kraang were watching them or something like that and a student caught it. (Like the whole thing with Kirby after his second mutation drove him to almost have a nervous breakdown.) Rumors of her ‘crazy’ dad spread and her fate was cealed.
Or it could even just be because she wants to be a journalist. People think she's a conspiracy nut for pursuing it, (or whatever other unfairly mean stuff teenagers can make up), so now she is THE alien conspiracy freak. Not helped by the revelation of her alien heritage- being called one, or worse- having your dad be called one.
Safe to say, that really doesn't help your self esteem...
Its not really something they talk about with the turtles. Next to their reptilian friends' rumbunctious lifestyle of fighting alien invasions and ninjas every day, their high school one seems pretty normal in comparison. Dull, even. And besides, they're pretty used to it at this point, so why even bring it up when it's so inconcequencial? They're too busy running for their lives every day to really worry about that one guy who tossed a hamsandwitch in your cheek meat.
But then, say, if the turtles were turned human and now they have to try and assimilate to their school for whatever reason - maybe theyre trying to track down an alien or some kraang tech or something, maybe they're just doing it because they want to try school- either way, this is the time for April and Casey to help them survive what's an even worse threat than the Shredder.
High School. DUN DUN DUUUUUN. And when the turtles realize how horrible the other kids have treated their friends…? oh boy oh boy. You can run but you can't hide.
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pink-car · 7 months
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a list of the assorted thoughts i wrote down when watching my first hockey game
does anyone need to really know these? nope
- why do i root for my home team honestly
- milano is a fun last name
- they honestly are less smooth with the sticks that i was expecting. the random clacking i’ve experienced in school floor hockey is not,,, not happening. which makes sense because like,,, you’re fighting for the puck but Inchresting
- i wonder if it’s normal to be up by 3 and still in the 1st
- any time they just hit that shit as far as possible in the right direction is quite funny to me and reminds me of my own floor hockey strategy. no clue if that’s what they’re actually doing or if i’m missing a nuance but oh well. i know sometimes it’s to a player just way off but i swear sometimes they’re just smacking that shit
- i should have looked at players’ names before this
- oh i do not know positions. i mean i kinda do. like i can figure some of the names out.
- whatever analysis thing is happening now has a guy with a cool rainbow tie 👍
- “they haven’t looked that great” yeah i’ve noticed but when have i ever cared about that
- hey at least the devils are taking more shots on the goal now. even if it doesn’t result in anything
- leaving the goal as a goalie terrifies me. i could never. i get why you would to an extent but Scary
- oh hey look at us (new jersey) go (scored one (1) point)
- oh wow they even did it again
- not to expose myself as someone that doesn’t watch any sport besides motorsport, but it’s fun and visually stimulating to watch them all move
- oh wow again. that one was funky lmao. lots of scrambling
- my knees could not handle being a goalie
- i like this more than (american) football. i like that its just kinda like,,, “here’s the puck, go off” and not like,, “ah well you’ve formally lost the Sport Item so get fucked”
- though i don’t understand when the like,,, not restart but the like “everyone chill and line up again” thing happens and why
- ah the other hughes
- i forgot penalties would be a thing, huh
- i changed my mind. i do think i actually know the positions fine. i thought they were more complicated than they actually are
- i figured out how the penalty worked
- oh god why is it 9pm already
- i could not name a single famous hockey player now that i’m thinking about it. maybe if you said a name i could he like “oh yeah” but at least most other sports i can name like,, someone famous which i guess in an interesting commentary on the lack of focus on hockey in pop culture. i did watch a hockey movie in ap gov once but i cannot remember Anyone
- okay they just showed a wayne gretzky record thing and that is a name i could have been like “oh yeah” to
- i cannot stop hearing “strome” as “stroll”
- i don’t know if it was a strategy to throw yourself in front of the puck or he just fell but i hope it was a strategy because that’s hilarious
- i’m glad the commetators sound as surprised as i am cause this is such a funky breakdown of “i score all the points this period” back and forth between them lmao
- “last night 16 games” yeah please never do that again (they’re doing it again)
- honestly easier to understand than i thought. which i don’t know why i thought it would be super hard
- i just audibly said “eek” what the fuck is wrong with me
- empty net is such a wild concept. the fact that’s even a thing is hilarious. “what if we just. fucked around. went hard yknow”
- new jersey represent (we lost <3)
- i feel like a martin truex jr fan all over again
bonus from the interviews after:
- the rink is in NEWARK? i mean. it makes sense and i don’t know why i’m surprised but damn
overall interesting experience. would watch another game honestly. i’m trying to be normal though. and not. Extreme. i can’t do any more sports to the extreme my god
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For your wips - I'm guessing 4 is about Chim's bachelor party? But I REALLY want to know about 1 and 5 and I fully hope you will make your hockey obsession my problem 😘
4 is actually not about the bachelor party, it's just a nice little Eddie gets drunk and calls to confess his feelings that keeps leaning into sisters for some reason, because Eddie was drinking with Sophia and Buck's reaction is to call Maddie at 1 am, I'm having fun with that one lol you can read more about that one here. 1 is one of my divorced era fics, this one is the one where Buck proposes to Natalia and picks a fight with Eddie, the thing there is that Eddie transfers shifts to get away from Buck and he ends up getting hurt, Buck's in engaged, he broke his wrist, he's just having a bad time all around, you can read more about that one here. 5 is my Buck breakdown fic, because my trigger for Buck losing his shit is Eddie and Chris getting into an accident during a storm, Buck actually tells unconscious Eddie he is going to lock them in the house the next time it rains, it would be funny if the scene that's in doesn't make me break down crying with Buck, you can actually read a snippet of the scene here, it was my way to incorporate the water trauma into the situation, you can read more about that one here. And I hope the nhl fic will actually make hockey everyone's problem because it's my favorite little harmless daydream scenario kspskpsksoskpakas
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Because you asked for it. Though there's no one there to guide you No one to take your hand But with faith and understanding You will journey from boy to man The origins of Christopher Daniel Redfield
Born and raised in Hell's Kitchen in Manhattan to Danielle Byrne of New York & Lévi Redfield from Gatineau, Canada. Chris was raised in bilingual household, speaking both English and Quebec French. His childhood was relatively normal and the family lived a comfortable life from Danielle's work as a divorce attorney and Lévi's mechanic business. Active at a young age, Chris got into both baseball and hockey, and while he chose to play baseball throughout his school life, his love for hockey didn't dwindle as it was a hobby inherited from his Papa.
Chris was only six when Claire was born, and while annoyed at first at getting a sister rather than a brother, that was quickly removed far from his brain once he held her for the first time. Even now Chris could still remember singing a French lullaby to his baby sister as their parents looked on. Even during times when siblings fight, it became clear that Chris & Claire were cut from the same cloth, and they had a bond that wasn't easily shattered, an important aspect for them both with the tribulations both would endure in the future.
By the time Chris was a teenager baseball had become his life, though another passion from childhood had begun rearing it's head. Chris loved aircraft, his childhood bedroom was adorned with at least ten different model jets. It was during these years that Chris began to look into joining the Air Force and while he still played baseball, going as far as earning a scholarship, he still stayed true to his dream and revealed to his parents he was enlisting. Both of them were less than thrilled.
It's also during these years Chris knew he was gay, but I'll link the meta post I did on his sexuality here.
Chris had barely made it through boot camp when the news that his parents had died in a car accident had reached him. Only eighteen years old, he fought tooth and nail to keep custody of Claire, and after some help from his new friend and pseudo father figure, Barry. Chris was granted custody. Devastated by this loss, Chris was never granted a moment to truly grieve, now focused on continuing his military career and working as a waiter to make end's meet. During these years Kathy Burton, Barry's wife had become pseudo mother and the true savior for both Redfield siblings. Giving Claire another person and someone who would happily feed them when Chris just couldn't afford groceries or cook.
Chris was also left with handling everything their parents left behind, and because of the twisted legal system wasn't much. Forced to sell their old home to pay countless bills and debts, the duo moved into a shitty little apartment that both attempted to make a true home.
Unfortunately, Chris's life continued to become more complicated. Constantly arguing with superior commanders over their tactics and their dismissal of Chris's no man left behind mantra. Chris also began seeing a fellow airman by the name of Paulie. And after a little over a year of secretly dating, all it took was one slip up for both of them to get caught, ending their military careers and their relationship. The superior officers were looking for a reason to kick Chris out, and they had found their reason so easily.
Chris's dark period followed, heavy drinking, coming out to Claire in a heated moment of anger at himself followed by a complete mental breakdown that only bonded the siblings further. His life was on a downward spiral until Barry reached out with the prime opportunity of joining Raccoon City's S.T.A.R.S. division.
The unfortunate fact is that we can't prevent what we can't predict. How was Chris supposed to know that his supposed salvation would actually change his and his sister's lives forever?
One final sad note to end this on? Chris had abandoned his love for hockey after papa died. He didn't once skate on ice again until Claire dragged him along during his dark period. The two skated away for hours just like they had with their parents when life was far more simpler.
If Chris ever has a kid, ice skating would be one of the first things he'd teach them.
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A Slapshot To The Heart
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college au/smau. hockey player eren<333. musician/dancer reader.
summary: y/n l/n is a sophomore at paradis university with a scholarship in music. while taking a necessary technology course to complete their major, they meet the infamous hockey player, eren jeager. y/n does their best to avoid him, but their efforts fail as they continue to run into him everywhere. they soon find that eren isn't the douche bag every depicts him as, and grows very fond of his company.
WARNINGS: swearing, lower case intended, reader uses they/them pronouns, reader is attracted to all genders, eren is a huge himbo dork, any major trigger warnings will be given before each chapter.
this series is entirely sfw. mild suggestive themes, but nothing explicit.
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point ten!
"yeehaw"
wordcount: 415
chapter tws: very VERY slight vomit mention
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i could get up right now. i could talk to him. i could. i could go make up with jean right now. he's just across the hall. the hockey game's tonight, i have to talk to him today.
i take the deepest breath i've ever taken, gather my thoughts, and open my door to find myself in front of jean's bedroom door.
i knock softly, "are you decent?" i ask.
"sure, come in" he replied.
i turn the knob, and push the door open. i discover that my friend is a dirty, rotten liar. jean is standing in front of his bed with his pants still unbuttoned, pulling a shirt over his head.
"what's up? need a ride? or is "'ren" gonna come get you," he sarcastically says, "again."
my jaw locks at his words, he's such an ass. i roll my eyes, and sit on his bed. he walks across the room to grab something. he's not even pay attention to me.
"no. i do wanna talk about him, though" i start, he shoots me an annoyed look, "i just want you to know that your attitude is really upsetting me, and if you care about me at all you'll drop it."
jean turns towards me, "huh?"
"oh, my god, jean. eren's not going away soon, okay? i want to be happy, and i'm not gonna be if you two can't settle your weird fight."
"okay…" he moves towards the bed, sitting next to me, "i don't want you upset, obviously. and i especially don't want you to be upset because of me, so… i guess i can tolerate him."
i can't help but smile, "i literally love you, dude." i throw my arms around him. i've been mad at him for a few days, and i missed him so much.
"yeah, yeah. love you too," he murmurs, "you fucking jaeger kisser."
"jaeger kisser?!"
jean bought my breakfast after that, it was his way of apologizing i think. my first class of the day was calculus, i only took that course because my roommates insisted on it. i honestly didn't pay attention at all, which was definitely going to cause problems for me. i could only think about going to that hockey game.
eren could not have been happier. he was texting me all day about it, telling me all sorts of hockey things that i barely understood. jean talked about it all day too. it's so cute how excited they get over hockey.
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a/n: hi!! sorry i haven't posted in a while i had a breakdown LMAO. but i bought new clothes and got my hair done to yk that pretty much fixed everything. anyway thanks for readin<3
character info! y/n thinks men deserve flowers too. they give jean and connie flowers for special occasions all the time (connie cries).
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Hi I’m baaack I have a question about the reds!! How close are they?? Is there any conflict/confusion bc they’re both trying to eldest sibling everyone? Does little Raph figure out gender things earlier thanks to Red being there? Do they get hugs I hope they both get hugs they’re so wonderful
Have a lovely time of day thank you for all of your turtle posts they get me through the day <3
omg hi! my turtle posts also get me through the day tbh and i am! so glad you like them!
The reds are so close you have no idea. I am soft about them on the daily. Sometimes they argue about who has jurisdiction to scold the blue things but usually they just team up instead.
Okay first of all yes there is confusion with both of them trying to be the eldest sibilng! (Meanwhile Leonardo has been the oldest for a while and is vaguely confused by all this as well. Red died twenty-seven years ago at the age of twenty-eight, and Old Man Blue is trying not to laugh at someone half his age trying to be his big sister. He's also full of emotions and near to crying about it every day.)
Leonardo, Tello, and Angelo are all older than Red, but at least they're all still shorter than her. Can't shake up the family dynamic that much, I say, as if I haven't put them all through a fucking blender. Angelo and Tello call her their big sister anyway, cause they're nice like that. Leonardo near-exclusively calls her 'short stuff' and is closer than he realises to being flung through a wall again.
Ironically, Red herself does not take Raph seriously as a big brother. She knows that he is, for the younger turtles, but she's a decade older and three feet taller than him. She sees him as being just as small as his younger brothers. Raph is not impressed with this, being used to being the biggest and oldest.
He is impressed with how tall and spiky she is! All the boys thought they'd stopped growing, like human kids would have, and seeing everyone taller caused absolute consternation among the young turts. Especially in the case of future Mikey. Nobody will talk about future Mikey being as tall as teen Raph. It's still terrifying.
Despite Red once calling Raph 'little', and the bedlam that ensued, they get along very well! Which is also terrifying for a certain set of self-destructive blue turtles who insist they're totally fine whilst in the middle of a week-long mental breakdown. If one red turtle is scary, two red turtles are even scarier. Red is not above sitting on either Leo if he's doing something stupid.
Red's and Leonardo's definitions of 'something stupid' are very different. Leonardo does not appreciate this. It's the funniest thing Donnie's ever seen.
Apart from their mutual 'I must protect my siblings' prime directive, and the fact that they both punch things as their first plan instead of waiting for anyone else to come up with a better one, there's another big similarity! Red is also missing the same eye as Raph. (I know he's fine in canon but like. did you see the fucking tentacles coming out of his eye socket. he's missing an eye in wify.)
There's a constants-and-variables theme I'm playing at with wify, kinda, about how sometimes the same things happen under different circumstances. Mikey's portals being what saves Leonardo from dying in the future timeline and then dying in the prison dimension. Casey Jr gets a hockey stick from both versions of Casey Sr but only one of those involves her dying. Red lost her eye fighting human survivors and Raph lost his eye being mutated by the Krang.
Raph and Leo, the teen versions, have a lot to unpack about the whole thing. Leo blames himself and can't get over his part in Raph being taken. Raph thinks Leo's afraid of him, because mutant-Krang-Raph hurt him in their fight, and maybe grossed out by the extent of his injuries. Lots of angst incoming with that angle but it's gonna be fine I swear.
Raph and Red, however! Red has tips on adjusting to life with one eye, and has some extremely cool eyepatches that Angelo decorated for them. Raph gets to borrow them whenever he wants and gets his own ones too, which makes him feel a little better about it all. And it helps bridge some of the gap between him and Mikey, because Raph asks Mikey to decorate them for him.
Overall, having Red around helps him adjust and helps with his self-esteem. Not to mention that he sees someone who's managed just fine with one eye for years, and it's a huge reassurance that his life's just changed, not over. The entirety of what happened in the Krang invasion was impossible for him to deal with on his own, he needed some kind of proof that he's going to grow up to be okay after all, and that's exactly what she can give him.
Leonardo has a habit of shooing Raph off to a spa day in the Hidden City, cause holy shit does this teenager need a break. Raph brings Red along! They keep snacking on those cucumber slices that are supposed to go on their faces but nobody's brave enough to tell Red what to do. Or not to do, as the case may be. She greatly enjoys floating around in the heated pool (and creating waves with her tail to surprise-drench Raph).
Red is like nine feet tall, she's the only one who can bear hug him and pick him up off his feet. He loves it so much and there are so many piggyback rides in his future. Even if he's gotta be a little careful not to get lightly stabbed with a shell spike. He does a few times, though, oops. Casey Sr nicknamed Red 'porcupine', that oughta explain it. Donnie and Tello figure out a battle shell for Red so it's safer and they have a great time.
When Red comes out about her gender, everyone is immediately 👀 at Raph because surely he's gonna feel the same way, right? They've already had this discussion with the purples about how Donnie's always been agender but used to be less fussy about pronouns and Tello didn't switch to they/them until their thirties.
Raph has not figured this gender thing out yet. He is in denial. Red finds this totally hilarious. She doesn't say anything in front of the others, cause she doesn't want to embarrass him in front of everyone they know, but they have a talk later where she's like, "Hey did you know that wishing you were a girl for literal years is a sign that you're not a guy?" It seems very obvious to Raph when she says it like that.
(Based on Donnie calling Raph 'Raphaela' that one time, and having to figure out his own Gender Fuckery, I hc that he was unaware that this was a surprise to Raph. Donnie also finds this totally hilarious.)
Also hc that Red's mystic armour got bigger along with her and Raph finds this extremely cool! He also feels completely safe when his big sister is there all armoured up to protect him, and it's not uncommon to catch him napping in armour-Red's lap like a cat. Red will hurt you if you wake him up, you've been warned.
Red will also put the fear of pizza supreme into anyone by full-naming them from across the state. She's taller than anyone else and learned how to project her voice like for stage theatre. Raph thinks this is the funniest thing imaginable and regularly gets her to yell Leo's name just to see him run for his life. Red has yet to yell at Raph and they all assume she never will. They do meow back and forth (Casey Jr spent longer than he will admit thinking that they had a cat infestation).
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Monday, November 21, 2022 Canadian TV Listings (Times Eastern)
WHERE CAN I FIND THOSE PREMIERES?: KIDS BAKING CHAMPIONSHIP: GOBBLE GOODIES (Food Network Canada) 9:00pm BELOW DECK (Slice) 9:00pm
NEW TO AMAZON PRIME CANADA/CBC GEM/CRAVE TV/DISNEY + STAR/NETFLIX CANADA:
NETFLIX CANADA THE HANGOVER THE HANGOVER: PART II MY LITTLE PONY: WINTER WISHDAY STORYBOTS: ANSWER TIME
FIFA WORLD CUP SOCCER (TSN/TSN3/TSN4/TSN5) 7:45am: England vs. Iran (TSN/TSN3/TSN4/TSN5) 10:45am: Senegal vs. Netherlands (TSN/TSN3/TSN4/TSN5) 1:45am: USA vs. Wales
NHL HOCKEY (SN Oilers) 7:00pm: Oilers vs. Devils (SN Flames) 7:00pm: Flames vs. Flyers (SNWest) 7:30pm: Hurricanes vs. Jets (SN) 7:30pm: Islanders vs. Leafs (TSN5) 10:30pm: Sens vs. Sharks (SNPacific) 10:30pm: Knights vs. Canucks
ONE DELICIOUS CHRISTMAS (CTV Life) 7:00pm:  Abby, who has inherited the Haven Restaurant and Inn, is unable to manage both sides of the business, so she teams up with hot-shot chef Preston to shake up the holiday menu and get an investment from a restaurant mogul.
NBA BASKETBALL (SN Now) 8:00pm: Celtics vs. Bulls (TSN2) 8:00pm: Warriors vs. Pelicans
MURDOCH MYSTERIES (CBC) 8:00pm: The sudden death of a key witness leaves Murdoch physically unsettled.
NFL FOOTBALL (TSN/TSN3/TSN4) 8:15pm: 49ers vs. Cardinals
RIDLEY ROAD (CBC) 9:00pm (FINALE): Vivien races to secure evidence against Jordan; Jack faces mortal danger.
HIGHWAY THRU HELL (Discovery Canada) 9:00pm: Aggressive Towing copes with a slick situation in the Valley while Reliable's new Highway 3 base battles a snowstorm; Jamie, Al and Kurtis hit the Coquihalla on an emotional day.
PROPERTY BROTHERS: FOREVER HOME (HGTV Canada) 9:00pm (SEASON PREMIERE):  Jonathan and Drew Scott are on a mission to turn families' ordinary houses into their lifelong dream homes; couples who are settled in their home but need the brothers' expertise to make it perfect will qualify for a complete makeover.
PRINCE ANDREW: BANISHED (Crave) 9:00pm: The story of how, through arrogance and lust, Prince Andrew's scandals and his friendship with sex trafficker Jeffrey Epstein nearly sank the British monarchy.
MUD MOUNTAIN HAULERS (Discovery Canada) 10:00pm: The Glovers fight harsh winter conditions on the highway while low bedding their 45-ton winch machine to Erie Mountain; when winter slams Gollen, Craig steps up his exit strategy, but breakdowns and a collision on the block threaten to delay the job.
ACTING GOOD (CTV Comedy) 10:30pm: The NDN Wresting Federation returns with the annual Battle in the Bush but when the most infamous wrestler misses the plane, someone must step in.
BLOOD IN THE SNOW FILM FESTIVAL (Super Channel Fuse) 12:00am: Mournful Mediums:  A selection of "Blood in the Snow's" finest medium length shorts, featuring short films: "Vicinal," "Spark," "AlieNation," "The Fore-men," and "Angakusajaujuq - The Shaman's Apprentice."
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Chris and I are hanging at blacktown, meeting up at the cinema - he was sitting at the bench. we were going to watch the mortal instruments : city of bones. his black poodle dog, pepper, was with him too. he liked being with me, he saying he liked my personality and smile.
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he trails his hand on my arm, drawing swirls, he saying my arm is the sky. I say, ‘ that tickles, ‘ i laughing, yet his hand is warm in my skin. he says, ‘ tickle, tickle. ‘ there is a hesitancy, I note, as he says, ‘ there’s something I want to tell you, never mind… ‘ he has miniature figurines that he delicately paints in colours with his skinny paintbrush, one being an action figure of deadpool. such beauty in this, he thinks.
we were boyfriend and girlfriend in secret, as my mum didn’t want me to be with a disabled person. taking a deep breath, he then says if I wanted to go out. ‘ I know this is too much to take in right now…. ‘
he sees how worried I’ve been, of desolate misery. he has been talking to his friend, tim, about me, during their playing video games together. they recently played overwatch, and like horror movies like friday the 13th with the guy in the white hockey mask. he sees I’m confused as to why he treated me terribly, of being a rebound for his past relationships, and ghosting me. he sees I feel strange guilt, thinking why I would think i killed him in allergic reaction, at our hanging out in the Easter show. he definitely felt like he was breathing through the rise and fall of his chest, and we had hung out in person and messaged each other in significant intervals within the cruel sludge of caved in.
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chris says this, as he is sitting with me on his bed. we had seen each other after so long in blacktown shopping centre. I was walking through the centre, after buying a book from a bookstore ( ghosts of the shadow market ) - i having gone there to have an appointment with my psychologist.
tim is friends with Chris’ mum ( Cora ) on social media, yet! before, he wasn’t friends with either chris or chris’ mum, seeing each other clearly. ‘ hearts change like the current, ‘ he says, smiling, ‘ not an analogy, ‘ he adds, knowing my anxiety and it being much scarier than simply loving all my quirks. ‘ do you remember me saying my whole family loved you, including my dogs? ‘ he asks.
I nod, remembering pepper tried to jump on me with her fluffy black body when we are on another date, i shrieked, and back away. ‘ I don’t want your love!! ‘ I say to pepper. ‘ you don’t want their love…huh, who do you love? ‘ chris had spit in vehemence. Cora sees us, saying, ‘ ahh-ya. Please don’t fight. ‘ she then kissed me on the cheek, and I wipe away the kiss, in which she stared and then awkwardly smiles.
he was angry he had been waiting on me for a long time, the day after a huge nervous breakdown of mine, ‘ I’ve been waiting so long for you, you can’t just make people wait on you ; that’s so selfish. ‘ He looks at me with his beautiful green blue eyes, I noticing his eyes as we ride on the escalator. He is wearing a starry night shirt as he snarls at me in raging tenacity. ‘ I’m dumping you!’
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they - he and Tim - walk in the grey beach for fresh air as it can be quite stifling to hang at home - because of the darkness of bipolar. there are green leaf plants of life, a green orchid rosemary in the sand ground of dampening yellow. He is wearing a red shirt with white sneakers. they’ve both been in breakaway, a good program for mental health. they eat lunch at a white table-clothed table at the dining room.
I say to him, ‘ I’m sorry for being late, ‘ in response. Yet I am angry on the inside he would treat me so cruelly, treating me like sh**, he shouting at my broken rag doll body, in which I cried so hard the day before of my breakdown ( I curling my warm jumper birdbone body on the grey carpet ) and needed a friend to talk to. He definitely didn’t harm me when he said he was dumping me. a distant voice in the back of my mind, which I remember later of why I feel hate to him, other than rebound and the next sentence I say to him, was he treating me like a sex object, a punching bag, a marble statue, in which he stared obscenely at my chest and said, ‘ don’t worry, I like small breasts, ‘ as he sees a large-chested woman pass by.
‘ let’s go inside the cinema, ‘ he says, after a while of we resting at the bench and chatting sometimes. as we rest on the bench, I say, ‘ you were pretty cruel to me, ‘ he listens to what I say, drawing his eyebrows in a little confusion. ‘ you also scared me when you pulled me close to you and kissed my neck at the Easter show. ‘ me remembering he didn’t seem to care at the time, and thought it was funny, he saying in a mimicking of me, that I would whine about it to my family.
he says, drawing his eyebrows a little in confusion, listening to what I have to say, ‘ oh… I didn’t mean to scare you. ‘
after a bit, he says, ‘ let’s go inside the cinema. we can catch a late screening of dune. ‘ we are talking about things in the theatre. he is trying to understand me, as he also watches paul atreides taste the salt of the sea water on his face. jessica is saying, ‘ what is dead should stay dead, ‘ as she sprinkled the water on him ; his voice getting stronger, she seeing he is still shrouded in whispering darkness - he going deadly silent - and for good reason of seeing his brother murdered. ‘ yet what refuses to die should be given a chance at life. ‘ it was a beautiful scene, we taking some pictures on our phone.
I am describing my worries about roleplay and university, thinking people hated me. ‘ so this may be like your anxiety, ‘ he says, pointing to the screen. paul hallucinates his brother lying in the cupboard stairwell, with clouded unseeing eyes and white papery skin, sylar making him hallucinate.
I nod, saying that I wish I didn’t have to live in constant fear, yet knowing people are just seeing if I’m okay and trying to help me mediate as I am experiencing the cracked expanse of my earthquake, thrashing in pain as I clutch my head in the water ; red ribbon a dawning rose. for you. I am wearing a black suit with white lace blouse, and a tuxedo mask, me being don juan. ‘ I imagine myself as a soldier who has been in war, ‘ I say to Chris, as we eat pizza 🍕 in the brown foldable table, other food being braised lamb. There were pamphlets on the wall, encouraging to enlist, as I quickly take one off to look at. I am striding forward with my rifle in determination, and fighting the enemy, a war in my head, briefly pausing by a vehicle to take my mask off. ‘ are you ashamed of what you are, ‘ his friend says to him, ‘ I’m with you till the end of the line. ‘
i remember I talked to Jyve ( her name was Jessica Yvette ) about the civil war soldiers, we liking their brotherly relationship as we chat in the car for a shopping trip, the radio playing music ; she has black hair. She has a rose in her hair, yet says she doesn’t like the blonde braided girl in space - saying she should have stayed with her boyfriend, not the doctor of energy and exploitation. she says, her lips curving in anger, ‘ he hands her a teacup of drugged chamomile tea and then as she drinks, with a tissuebox next to her, says ‘ fear is a powerful aphrodisiac!! ‘ jyve honking on the car horn, ‘ and as she is sitting forlorn in the faerie bubble bathtub. ‘ I listen to her, as I was wondering why she didn’t like the beloved character who liked eating hot chips and working at a shop. i experience my sense of ashen self with someone more strongly as i also am here with chris, he understanding the simple beauty of musical colouring, as he has anxiety too. magnifying glass and compass was on the table, as well as white seashell on pale blue teapot.
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