#he didn’t deserve the hate he got

[aratinafaghat]

Learning to fall in love with my 12-14 year old self again bc he couldn’t love himself and I hated him for too long. Loving every second of it.

#he didn’t deserve the hate he got #sorry for being sappy on main! I just. healing is nice and I want to share the niceness with everyone #I’m starting with the songs I listened to that I forgot #man he was so sad #I don’t want him to be sad. he didn’t deserve to be sad. #like fucks sake he was so hard on himself! #sorry lol #I’m trying to be better to myself and I’m starting here lol #tophat talks

[zeb-z]

missa, after his self resentment and lamenting about how he doesn’t feel worthy or like he should be accepted, after telling himself and the capybaras that he doesn’t have a home, not really - after all is said and done, he returns to phil & missa, leaving his mini mi in the house on the wall. as if he’d consider anywhere other than the house he shared with phil safe enough. seeking out safety and home brought him right back where he started.

something about how despite his internal conflicts and issues about what he thinks he deserves, he’ll still come back. and for all he worries that he is not enough to be loved in return, his name is still on the warp stone.

#he’s got issues out the ass of his self worth and it’s like. yeah shit man you haven’t been reliable but you’re not unloveable #he wants to be better and he tries and he cares the issue is he holds the rest of his family on such a pedestal #this shame and guilt bubbles up and is only made worse when he isn’t rejected or hated like he’s expecting. he’s taken back with open arms #so he follows phil for guidance as to what’s acceptable. without phil there how can he know if it’s ok for him to stay in their home? #as if he didn’t also build their home yknow #but even when all is said and done he returns. even if it makes him feel guilty even if he thinks he doesn’t deserve it #because as much as he doesn’t want to be a bother he wants to be better most of all. wants to be present #I just don’t think he ever expects to be wanted to keep around. like he wants to prove himself and he’s expecting his loved ones to reject #any sort of redemption. meanwhile they don’t see the need for a redemption in the first place #shaking missa you wet cat of a man you dense self sabatoging silly silly man #stop your hero worship. own up and show up. and let your family love you because my god you are so loved #sorry tags got away from me it’s like 5 am and I’m like ahfhhrhfhshfhhs #mcyt #qsmp #q!missa #missasinfonia #z speaks

[sirmanmister]

Realized I forgot to introduce Eileen again LMAO

My sea shanty interest was reignited and I was like “:O Boston is a coastal town I can make a sailor oc!!” And promptly remembered Far Harbour exists and so now she is there :)

She left the mainland after nearly destroying the entire commonwealth for her kiddo Eliza. Blew up the Prydwen, Railroad, nearly collapsed the Minutemen, and eventually destroyed the Institute when they created a synth version of her husband and she realized just how much they were manipulating her. She left Eliza with Nick and fucked off North, a good fifty miles past the Nakano residence, where she fixes up an old boat and fishes the days away in solitude. Nick eventually finds her a year or two later and needs her boat to head to far harbour to find Kasumi Nakano, and they get stranded there together cuz a sea monster basically ate her boat :)

Anyway she’s also from Newfoundland and Labrador, got military training from soldiers she helped guide through the Northwest Passage, and commonly goes by “The Lobstermonger” in Far Harbour due to her hiding her identity out of shame for all she’s done. I <3 her I’m sorry

#she was in a compulsively heterosexual marriage and it’s ONLY the fact that she wasn’t actually in love with her husband that made her #reject the synth copy. she would have gone along with it to the end if she didn’t lowkey hate the guy #he wasn’t bad or anything she just wasn’t happy. she only married him because she got pregnant #she also has lowkey complicated feelings about her daughter too and Kinda resents her a little. she hates that her life was hijacked #loves her daughter of course but lots of it is out of obligation. she guns for Eliza so hard also because she lowkey despises the rest of #the commonwealth and thinks they deserve it but that’s another post #she’s not evil or anything she’s just very very angry about it all #anyway I <3 her #fallout 4 #far harbour #far harbour dlc #fallout #fanart #fallout fanart #fallout 4 fanart #far harbour fanart #mirelurk #original character #oc #oc intro #fallout oc #fisherman #lobstermonger #digital art #serenade draws #Eileen waters #lesbian #gay character #wlw

[archduke-enver-gortash]

mmm essay about sally and kid gort in the tags (cw for child abuse, mentions of suicide, animal cruelty and a murder attempt. i always hope i don’t have to say this but just in case: i don’t excuse or condone any of her or gort’s behaviour at all.) this is literally not even touching upon everything i have to say because i hit the fucking tag limit lmao. NOBODY READ IT’S BAD BRAINSTORMING I JUST NEEDED TO GET IT OUT SOMEHOW

#thinkin too much about gortie side characters again. #sally this time and why she specifically talks about him the way she does #like dravo is obviously still shitty but to me he was. ‘just ‘neglectful #while sally actively hated and even felt terrorised by her own child #like. it’s not like i don’t understand her at all. #imagine you and your love don’t have much besides each other and your shop and you get pregnant and ready to raise a child #only for it to not be a child he didn’t and doesn’t cry ever and he learns everything so much sooner than most but then he never calls you #his parents and it’s not just a petty thing kids do sometimes you feel that he doesn’t see you as family and the worst part is that you #agree deep down #and as he gets older he doesn’t have any friends and actively rejects the notion of the entire concept #but then as time passes you hear about how he has entire groups of children following him and then several of them commit suicide #and that thing coming to sit with you and dravo at the dinner table says that he did what you did last week when the axe to chop wood broke #and you discarded it and got a new one #and he has these habits of ripping out flowers and making sure that they don’t regrow #and then you hear rumours about a friend’s daughter’s cat disappearing and think nothing of it #until you visit his tree house a month later and find a declawed cat and birds with clipped wings and crushed bugs that he keeps fondly #and then you see him with other children and they don’t know and his face is different and body language is entirely different #and were it not for the fact that you know better you would never see anything but a normal child #and you know that you are one who painstakingly brought this thing that should not be into the world and so you decide to end it all one da #and go to him as he’s asleep with the knife shaking in your hand #but he cries when you’re above him! screams at the top of his lungs! #so you beg for forgiveness even though you don’t deserve it through tears but as soon as the knife is put away you see the act drop and fee #his clever fingers having twisted your brain inside and out and you know that you can do nothing #and so the opportunity arises to at least remove him out of your life if not everyone’s lives and you take it immediately. #but you heard him talk. how he will close his fist around the world one day. and you know that it is not a matter of if but when. #like. imagine that. jesus dude. #like i hc her as someone that is messy and does not know a lot about life and she certainly wouldn’t have been a good mother but the love #or at least desire to love is there somewhere. and believing that having a child is really the only somewhat meaningful thing she can do #with her life. she’s not some hero or rich or anything of note. so there’s a lot obligation and not genuine desire for family here. #but she never really got the chance to be an actual mother in the first place so. who knows what that might have looked like

[broke-on-books]

Best thing about being a Scooby Doo fan: you can meet some of the nicest people with some really cool ideas and hcs, there's such an abiding love for the franchise, which on its own is just AMAZING, such a wealth of content to dive into, and I haven't even gotten into the fan REDESIGNS and aus and-

Worst thing about being a Scooby Doo fan: people irl in public will come up to you with some of the worst Scooby takes ever (Scrappy found dead in Miami, SDMI revolutionized animation, etc.) and you have to restrain yourself from getting into a fistfight with some rando acquaintance/friend-of-a-friend in public ALL THE TIME 💀

#THERES NO WAY THIS ONLY HAPPENS TO ME RIGHT #its constanttttt ughhhh #james gunn i fucking hate you this is all your fault 🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡 #not the sdmi stuff but the REST #there should be a jail sentence for scooby crimes i SWEAR #also this one dude today UGHHHHHHHU #ive never even seen him before (apparently hes been in my math class this year?) but with all the seniors gone (save me bc i love a party) #there was like 5 ppl in math today (4 of them good friends of mine) and this dude would NOT let up with the scrappy sucks sdmi is awesome bs #like i was just like no i disagree with you every time he brought it up but like UGH. #i think scrappy got a bad lot and deserves a chance to be the best he can be and sdmi is personally unwatchable to me because of how mean #they are to each other/the relationship drama plots. whats not to get we dont need to keep hashing this #i didn't make it a big thing though bc i didn’t want to start stuff but ugh #the only ppl allowed to make fun of scrappy around me are my besties and even theyre on thin ice so like watch it bub #blah #scooby doo

[simcardiac-arrested]

#i wouldnt usually care about stuff like this. but every month or so i get two or three asks like this and i just got one earlier today #and look. i’m not saying u can’t hate ns or dislike them. feel free to send me asks that are like ‘ns you are stupid and you suck and i hate #you’ he IS stupid and he DOES suck and he is quite hateable. that’s fine #it’s just when you start sending me wholeass paragraphs explaining every single detail you hate about ns and how they deserve a slow and #painful death that i think two things: 1. you are finite waves reincarnated 2. you are weird! and strange even! #what are you on about! ns absolutely does NOT deserve a slow and painful death! and you absolutely do Not have to be so hostile and #aggressive towards them as a character! like Please relax. we serve bullshit here sir #most anti-ns asks i get are funny and are light hearted because it’s just people messing with ns on purpose or mocking him and making him #mad because he easily gets mad and it’s funny. Like those asks are fine. it’s another deal entirely when you send me this detailed and— #honestly—really mean message. I guess i am not surprised considering how similar ns and pebbles are in terms of personality #(and circumstances somewhat) and we all know how the fandom treats pebbles. even worse than ns. but yeah anyway #they are not an irredeemable unforgivable monster and they do not deserve to die. Hope this helps #to me even calling them a Bad Person is kind of a stretch. let alone the shit some of you are saying about them #we have to get normal about mentally ill and traumatized and autistic characters gang! #crammerposting #i also do not appreciate when people insuniate that ns is stupid for overworking himself and damaging his structure and so on and so forth #yes it is his fault but that didn’t mean he deserved what he had coming to him or anything like that. be nice to him

[stillgotme]

congrats to @nilonne for not only catching up but also joining the tucker hate club

(but seriously, i appreciate you taking the time to read 🥰 i’m not caught up on your story yet but just know what i’ve seen so far has already got me hooked)

#fuck tucker all my homies hate tucker #me and my 5 readers call him fucker #also he got a makeover even tho he didn’t deserve it 😒

[magpigment]

finally got to episode one season two of prime defenders! my thoughts so far ^^ :

dakota :(

mallard >:((

#dandy blogg #jrwi spoilers #jrwi prime defenders #god i hate mallard so muchhhhh it’s not even funny #and also the way grizz is playing dakota so far straight up made me cry my poor baby boy #they all deserve the world #dakota on the edge of a panic attack for like the entire first episode #the way william and vyncent didn’t question him about it that much and even reamed out a spirit of chaos for being too loud #and mostly just tried to support dakota even if they didn’t understand what was going on like. fuck dude #dnd podcast got hands #william has always given me mom friend vibes ngl #anyway i’m loving the atmosphere of season two so far and i love the tone it’s set with the first episode #and the difference between william now and william then feels palpable which is impressive so kudos to charlie #can’t wait for him to undergo even more trauma ^^ <- literally cried about the trauma he already has last night #that scene with dakota actually sharing his feelings candidly and very upfront for once even tho he clearly struggles with articulating #and processing his thoughts and feelings about stuff but wanting to try for his friends because honesty is important to him #the way they’re playing all their characters is absolutely devastating and i’m ONLY ON THE FIRST EPISODE #i think season two is going to crush me dude ngl. can’t wait lmao

[everydayarsonist]

so I saw some of the backlash to matpat’s murder drones theory so I decided to check back on his channel and.

what. bro what are you doing. what are you doing????? huh?????? I don’t- I can’t even- what?????

#Tbh matpat is going off the deep end since he got so popular #kinda the dream effect #He’s got so many devoted fans to defend him that he can basically do whatever he wants and barely controls them #Also btw I don’t actually think he’s transphobic. just a little insane and/or insensitive. he does seem to be have good intentions but yees #like he’s also infamous in a lot of fandoms #Mainly the undertale fandom (where he really didn’t deserve the hate) #But also in the Omori and hollow knight fandoms and that’s. Yeah. I get it. #going back to the transphobia thing most of that stuff is from years ago but everyone’s in a fuss about it #Meanwhile the fnf and pizza tower devs are right there #But im cis so take my opinion with the tiniest fucking grain of salt #matpat #game theory #film theory #anyways someone with more ability to talk about this please educate me if I said something awful and/or braindead

[thebroccolination]

Love your post about Krist's scandals! wondering where are you from. it's ok if you need privacy.

Aw, thank you! I really appreciate that. I’m from the U.S. originally, but I’ve been living abroad for a long time.

Aaand little soapbox moment:

The hate against Krist is so disproportionate to the sum total of every single misstep he’s ever done. It really emphasizes to me that interfans are just abusing him for fun.

Some of them celebrated his car crash.

That’s when I decided to make my thread, because I’ve been a fan of Krist since 2020 when the hate really ramped up, and I’ve never seen him be anything but kind to everyone around him and committed to improving himself every day. That’s the kind of person you want to see succeed, and he has. He’s loved and respected by the people who work with him, he has a loyal fanbase, and he’s been regularly working since he made his series debut with SOTUS.

In the end, interfans might have hurt him and traumatized him, but he survived it through therapy and the love he’s earned from everyone around him. And I’m proud of him for being relentlessly kind in the face of such tremendous and malicious cruelty.

#kiranokira answers #sorry for the soapbox! #but #especially since i got to meet him and talk to him very briefly it really drove home how kind he is and how absolutely he didn’t deserve it #i’m glad the hate is dying down #and with ex-morning coming up they’ll be gaining new fans #i’m really looking forward to having new people in the fandom <3 #krist perawat

[yaminerua]

my mum: stopped me at every opportunity I asked to come see my dying grandpa bc ‘you don’t want to see him like this’ even tho I already had seen him and he had been happy to see me after years estranged from that side of the family and I very much wanted to fit as much time with him in as possible before it was too late and in the end she blocked me from all of it

also my mum: you never came to see your grandpa, you don’t give a shit

and now my mum yet again: won’t let me come see my gran who has been losing weight and falling and breaking bones a lot and been in and out of hospital since being on her own. Didn’t let me go talk to gran when we were both at my great aunt’s funeral last year and so I never saw her and she only found out I was there through other people who saw me. Refuses every time I ask to see my gran, including now when I’ve got presents for her

also my fucking mum right now in the same breath as refusing to allow me to come over: you never come to see your gran, you don’t give a shit

make it make fucking sense jfc

#Never mind the fact that the way my mum and aunt and cousins act about my gran it feels like I’m the only one who DOES give a shit #I’m the one crying and feeling bad for her and wishing I could do more #while my mum and aunt bitch about each other and refuse to coordinate to find an arrangement that works bc they don’t talk #And no-one believes me bc of the years we spent estranged from the family #which was largely bc of my mum being Fucking Terrifying and my aunt a manipulative bitch #I’m so pissed off. I wanted to mend things with papa bc when everyone else had acted like fools he had been fine #and he didn’t deserve to lose contact with us for all this years and I wanted him to know we love him before he was gone #and my aunt and cousin walked us out of the cancer centre the second time I tried to see him so I only got one actual session with him #and now I can’t reach my gran who has been lonely and declining bc of the grief and loneliness #and I’m fucking pissed bc yeah my gran did some batshit stuff in the past #and it was all a big mess but I still don’t want her to feel like I don’t cherish all the good times I spent with her as a kid #before everything went sour. You couldn’t keep me away from them as a kid. I loved spending my holidays there #some of my fondest childhood memories were with them and I hate that things got ruined but I just #want to make up for lost time and let bygones be bygones and yet everything remains complicated

[diari0deglierrori]

Ok guess I’ll watch it

So true (in a good way)

Poetic cinema

SO TRUE

#first one is not the same movie btw #I just got it recently because I usually enjoy movies from this director and was curious to see reviews #3/5 #welp #given what they say about movies I did enjoy I don’t trust them #I mean 3/5 is not that bad right? #now I need to figure out if I really liked that movie just because I was too depressed and needed an escape and that did the job #orrr if I actually like it #I hated the main character but loved to see him suffer perhaps #he didn’t deserve any of the women he was with #also the lesbians were badly written me think but also Cécile…. damn #but overall the movie really made me escape at the time and frankly…voilà

[sosaysdean]

that one dude on youtube who watched the pilot of spn and then the finale and was like wtf don’t tell me they kill dean off like that wtf. yea he gets it. and he doesn’t even watch the show

#like it’s so. idk it feels disrespectful 😭 #like fifteen years with a character and this is how u end their story and it’s not even #the whole ‘going out swinging’ he didn’t even go out dramatically because he got fucking impaled #like what #he should have lived he should have gotten to live his best life it’s what he deserved #I hate everyone

[please-call-us-useless]

Tom Hanniger didn’t deserve the hate he got in the movie in this essay I will-

#tom hanniger #my bloody valentine #jensen ackles #controversial but he didn’t deserve the hate he got in the movie #my man needed HELP #and no one gave it to him. #yeah I’d go batshit too.

[starracoonagain]

Spoilers probably! It’s a little odd but I really don’t understand the timeline of beast since it’s obvious it takes place before the events that happen in the canon since Dazai warns Atsushi and Akutagawa about the book and the organizations that will in the near future come to Yokohama and search for it, and he’s already taken someone in (that someone being Atsushi rather than Akutagawa) so Dazai must still be in the dark arc or something

#I don’t understand beast #I hated the ending why was Chuuya locked up he didn’t deserve that literally everyone got a happy ending everyone but Dazai and Chuuya:/

[chryzuree]

something abt how chrysi halved her powers to turn jacks into a fate, and something abt how she gave him the best parts of her magic when she did… jst like that cookie. kicks rock…

#memorie.txt #s.chrysijacks #she gave jacks the control over hearts and love and yes she accidentally cursed his kiss when she did #BUT she did it so he wouldn’t have the horrible ability to cause fear and horror in ppl and be shunned for that #like. i guess she cared abt him or whatever. jst like when she lets him have the best half of the cookie #when they’re reunited jacks doesn’t realize that he’s got half of her powers though #not until she accidentally uses her fear half on someone and kills them #chrysi fucking hates when she does that and frequently she’s inconsolable for a day or two after that #she hates that she can jst kill by getting scared. it’s wrong. her victim didn’t deserve that… #azure can calm her somewhat but unfortunately jacks has the advantage for this one #he’s her handmade soulmate…