#havent skipped it once

[mostlyfate]

what comes up must come down got me thinking about my old days

Let’s Meet Now (见面吧就现在) — opening 2022, dir. Mao De Shu.

#let's meet now #cdrama #cdramaedit #chinese drama #jian mian ba jiu xian zai #lu yang yang #he yu #zhang zi jian #jing zhi nan #zhou jun wei #zhang miao yi #fang xiao dong #long post #.gif #i just love itt *__* #havent skipped it once #i havent made many edits but i'm am really enjoying this plus i like every character which is rare for me 😄

[fisheito]

i told myself that yakuei only had one position then i proved myself (sorta) wrong

my fave face here:

#technically... if they were boinking in outer space... a lot of these would be the same position #makes a rotate-y gesture with my fingers #what is yakumo's kabedon if not a vertical missionary #so i've half proven myself right AND wrong! i'm net neutral in outer space broskis!!!!! #zizz-asdf if ur reading these tags i'll have u know that u inspired me to Do the Research1 #like. 5 garu riding eiden? no. it can't be. does yaku do one specific thing with eiden 5 times? *tries to write it down* #i can't quite... what's the word for that position...uhhhh #ah forget it i'll just draw it out #<- that was the process of creating this. collage? 😆 #THE MATRIX OF YAKUEI BOINKINg POSITIONS (under construction) #when u about to be semi-normal and make a spreadsheet but ur sexcabulary is stunted so you resort to visuals instead #legit opening up every intimacy room and skipping thru sections to get as complete a picture as possible #wondering... where are yaku's feet planted in this one. (skips to 8minute mark) #ah! there they are. theyre not supporting his weight in this one *draws it* #while drawing crimson phantom room 2 my brow was furrowed and i was mentally narrating #[and this one i affectionately call.. rectal exam - professional misconduct Grounds for Termination)] #surprised they str8 up havent done classicdoggstyle yet. is it because he's a snake? garu should teach him #also surprised that there's been no Light SSR for yaku yet. come on!! Light mode on the double! #uhhh i think the only repeated positions were freestanding (choco liqueur r2 and dark nova r2) #and standing AGAINST! THE! WALL! (choco liqueur r5 {interior} and shadow lineage r5 {cave}) #wait. *throws papers around* i swear they did missionary more than once. was it only ocean breeze??? #i know with the intimacy rooms they gotta modify the positions into certain angles to make it...look...better #but seriously? only one missionary out of the lot of them? despite the aesthetic tweaks??? how can that ........ #*tosses more papers around with increasing befuddlement* WHERE IS MY PURE 100% VANILLA BEAN ICE CREAM #sighs as all the papers lie scattered on the ground #dude... i don't know anymore..... this is beyond my scope #now that i see how evenly spread out the positions are... #i BET the devs have SOME SORTA CHART tracking yaku's positions. now THAT'S a funky office corkboard! #yakuei #nu carnival eiden

[lucalicatteart]

cannot resist using the polls to make up a little collaborative story lol.. Not sure how much I can keep it up with my low energy/health problems lol, but I'll try to draw a new picture (+ write a small text blurb and new action options to vote on) each day based on the past day's results, at least for a while. Kind of like a 'sketch a day' type challenge, except story based with votes choosing what happens next. :0

#trusty old MSpaint.. the best program for very quick sketches lol #also I'm sure other people have already done this - even though I havent seen it I know its out there. If there's currently #some really popular story poll going around or soemthing I'm not trying to copy anyone. i just love things like this and do them #whenever possible (collaborative stories with friends on social media messages. making little text adventure games #in forums. etc. etc.). Immediately once I saw the poll feature I was like OH!!! IT COULD BE USED FOR THAT!! #anyway! #also posting on my art blog since it is kind of an art challenge-y sort of thing and then it wont clog up my main #blog. I can just reblog only the most recent poll on there #Hopefully will keep it up for at least a week - or longer - though I may have to skip days in the middle #my chest muscle stuff is still kind of flared up so it limits how long I can sketch on the computer #though these only take like 20-30 min depending on amount of detail so #hopefully managable llol #but yeah!!! vote!! #choose this little elf (and his cat)'s fate! : 0

[fenclip]

misc sagau snips

a little bit more light-hearted (sort of) than the crown of insight au - which im honestly having more fun doing world-building than actually writing it loooool

since they're only snips, they're pretty short and have plenty of little notes added to them in case i ever consider expanding them :p

+++ Zhongli - Crown of Insight

"Triple Crown Xiao!! Let's fucking gooo!!!"

Zhongli watched impassively as their beloved Goddess coaxed Xiao into performing a variety of acrobatic tricks for her to enjoy. Jumping, running around in circles, and using Xiao's Anemo power to dash around in a flurry of Anemo particles. All of which were but a few of the many ways their Goddess expressed her happiness to the world. 

And "triple crowning" the Last Yaksha was apparently one such cause for celebration. Especially when what she had so boldly declared after Xiao had first experienced her grace over his body. It was apparent that the path to bestowing the "Triple Crown" onto one of her most favoured vessels was one of severe hardship. 

ZL feels a little jealous over the Goddess’s attention on Xiao and hopes to one day be bestowed with a Crown of Insight as well 

Knows that he is one of her favoured ones and is silently proud of it

+++ Thoma

"Ooh, this would be such a good date spot!" 

From the brief glances of his current surroundings that his Goddess would allow him as she excitedly swivelled his body around, Thoma could agree. He could bring a basket with all of her favourite foods packed (or at least, what he surmised from the amount of Sweet Madames she regularly stocked up on).

Then after taking her on a stroll around Inazuma City and showing her the sights, Thoma would bring her to this very spot for a picnic. 

+++ Diluc 

“You goddamn bastard, why won’t you spook me?!” 

As he watched the Goddess’s current vessel run through his vineyards catching crystalflies, Diluc wondered what it would be like to be carried by the hands of their world’s Goddess. Of the many who called Mondstadt home, he was one of the few that were rarely bestowed the honour of becoming the Goddess’s vessel. 

+++ Itto

“Wait, Xiao’s banner is coming soon?! Guess I can’t spend much on this banner then. Oh man! C1 Xiao, here I come!”

Kuki Shinobu could only sigh as the illustrious leader of the Arataki Gang spent another day sulking in his room. Not even the promises of getting some Onikabuto or a round of Genius TCG could rouse him out of his depressive state. 

To twist the knife even deeper into the Boss’s gut, the Goddess had only sent her prayers into his special “banner” long enough to bestow her blessings upon the Canine General instead. 

+++ Heizou

“Sheesh, you may hit hard like a truck but damn if your CRIT rate wasn’t just straight-up trash… Ahh, I hate artifact farming…”

The first time his Anemo-powered punch had dealt a solid hit onto the naked crystal heart of Liyue’s “Geo Cube”, the Goddess had immediately brought him to face all sorts of other opponents. It was only after the second time that he had apparently “critted” on a mitachurl that his Goddess began to ladle praises after praises of his martial prowess. 

+++ Zhongli (& Childe)

Post-Isekai: The Goddess goes on a date with Zhongli, touring Liyue in person. 

“Tartaglia.” 

The intense prickling feeling of someone watching me lessened as I continued to stare after the pompous NPC that dared to interrupt my special outing with Zhongli. 

“Take care of that person for me, will you?” 

After waiting a few minutes for the brief spike of bloodlust that followed my request to subside, I sighed. The Eleventh Fatui Harbinger… and apparently one of my most devoted followers. Perhaps a little too devoted to my wellbeing. I didn’t need foreknowledge from playing the game to know how dangerous Tartaglia really was. 

For a moment, I wondered how long until the wild dog would finally gain reason to chew through his spindly rope leash and turn against me? If not for my weakling self as I was, then perhaps how fake my affections were for him? As it stood, the relationship we had as master and servant was toxic as all hell. 

Sure, I fantasised plenty of being the princess that knights would wholly pledge their devotions to. And I received such notions in spades in the form of my followers as the apparent Creator of this World. But to persist in keeping them up for however long I would stay in Teyvat? No matter what they tell me, I will hold no hopes on that. 

#genshin sagau #genshin fanfic #genshin impact #its been 2 years and i havent been spooked by diluc ... EVEN ONCE #I EVEN HAVE HIS SKIN IN MY INVENTORY #I BOUGHT HIS SKIN DESPITE NOT KNOWING IF I COULD EVER SEE HIM WEAR IT #also yes i did skip itto banner to get c1 xiao

[herequeerexitentialfear]

drafting the ao3 post but my tags made me laugh. spot the odd one out:

there wasn't a tag for bad kissing so surprise it is.

#thebirdspeaks #there is a street racing tag but these bitches went out and touched grass for their all-at-once race along some country road #hmm maybe i do need to make that bad decisions tag #this fic has been my nemasis bc i havent ever driven or kissed someone so thats why the actual racing is cut out & the kiss may be weird. #[beyond the normal weirdness of being kissed suddenly by your crush in a moving car as you have only just got out of the driving so we dont #-die mental zone] #also i have helped service vehicles but not for a while so i also skipped over that #its just a mercades bc it sounds like i slightly know about cars than just 'its a vehicle' [its after our old van. rip sadie the sprinter] #lived a long life of 27 #longer that Celia will lol

[devotedlystrangewizard]

if i ever shut up about how horrible & yet amazing it was to have conquest as my first fire emblem game it means i have been brainwashed

#started with conquest moved on to fe3h complained for 2 years about how fucking easy the maingame was (on normal) #moved on to engage. FAR better mechanically than fe3h imo but i just hate the life sim elements #(i never got into the latter 3 persona games because of that tbh) #so maybe im just a grumpy loser who started with conquest realized the life sim elements were minimal and adapted to that #LIKE #THE MONTHS ARE FINE IN YOUR FIRST PLAYTHROUGH. MAYBE EVEN ON THE SECOND. BUT I HAVE OVER 200 HOURS IN 3H #and skipping the months isnt exactly viable either #ive started doing hard/casual & normal/classic so i cant exactly afford to just skip the entire month #plus my current goal is to make a ng+ chain with byleth having s in all skills so. #ive finished cf like 4 times #am once & vw once #still havent finished silver snow because if you think i can play all of part 1 with the eagles & then not follow edelgard #you are mistaken #i cant do that when my beloved jeritza is so close #currently on the fourth? run in the chain and it hurts choosing the blue lions. black eagles forever #genuinely dont care about the political discourse btw i just really like hubert & jeritza #ramblings

[aropride]

pros of skipping therapy

-dont want to go

-can lie down. inmy blankets <3

-dont have anything to talk abt anyway

cons of skipping therapy

-i would feel really really bad

#text #i havent intentionally skipped therapy since like.. idek #i missed it once in march w my last therapist but it was an accident #b4 that uhh… probably like. late september 2021. #so its not like i do it a lot #BUT I FEEL SO BAD EVERY TIME. #neg

[catholicjinx]

sorry did you just say you’ve gone through almost every knkdz fanfic on ao3? are you ok.

im not okay (i promise)

#99% of the tabs are grey because i skip around a lot #but theres about 100 fics i havent read yet #i am on a Mission to reread all of them atleast once and bookmark the ones i love the most

[meateater-lamb]

#vent in the tags idk #i hate my fucking life #i actually fucking hate my life. so much #i havent had something good happen since 2019. not one thing #its just gone downhill #which is insane bc it was already terrible 3 years ago but SURPRISE. IT CAN ALWAYS GET WORSE #fucking hell #im like 90% certain im chronically ill but its not like i can really go to the doctor. #i dont want to risk covid. #so my health just keeps deteriorating #i cant even breathe right at all anymore #the effort it takes to take a full. deep. breath. its so much. and it hurts. #and im so dizzy all the time. i can be laying down totally still and the room will be spinning still #im so isolated due to the pandemic ive genuinely forgotten how to interact with people irl #not that i knew how before. or that i wasnt already isolated before. but its so bad now #and my heart has gotten weaker. i can feel it. it pounds out of my chest and skips beats and shit at random. so much more than it used to #and i keep having panic attacks bc im afraid im dying and i keep having nightmares and holy shit i just want to be ok #is that too much to ask??? to be okay??? for life to get better for once??????? #and i dont even wanna get into the mental shit im going through or the highkey abusive situation im in but its bad and i just. jesus christ #god. #idk #i just needed to rant for a minute ill prolly delete this when i get back up. im going to bed.

[hghtwrs]

of course i finish a new blog the day i take my meds... like this for memes just in case i stop making sense ♥

#❪ ⋅ ♜ ⋆ — 𝑮𝑬𝑵𝑬𝑹𝑨𝑳 . * ooc . ❫ #i doubt it i havent been that bad for a while #but yea they can make me muddle my words and the like for a day so #i had to skip last weeks bc i had a cold so it might be a bit worse #tbh im still sick so im just hoping it doesnt come back once i have my immunosuppressants

[klonoadoortophantomile]

ihave so much fucking homework i forgot to workon and itslike allll huge projects that are due tomorrow imso done for <//3

#^ i say as i avoid working on them to instead go on tumblr and Complain /SILLLY #im so tiredddddd aughghj #i wish i could skip tomorrowbut i still have important shit to do then too =| #thiswhole week has been so tiring <//3 lunch schedules been super fucked i have big project after big project after big project #AND MY BUS KEEPS GETTING DELAYED LIKE CRAZY #and its so so cold allof thetime...... #i dont have any winter gear yet!!!!!! none of my old stuff fits anymore!!!!!!!!! #andveen then i dont have anywhere to put them during class..... #well theres my locker but i dont know whereit is i havent used it once all year #also i have No time tp go and get my stuff at the end of the day #it already takes me Forever to get from my fifth hour to my sixth and that class is literally on the other side of the school compared to #wheremy grades lockers tend to be..... so i cant go before getting onthe bus #idk its just frustartinggggggg ah #ill figure smthn out. eventually #inquisitivewaltz.txt

[othermart]

vanillas paradox simulation feels a lil bit like this

#arknights #i tried it once and the second i knew what it wanted me to do i immediately looked up a guide for it #the problem is the guide basically requires skill lvl7 and im... NOT doing that for an operator ill never ever use again #like shes one of those operators ive unconciously sworn off ever using for some reason. and her simulation is not doing her favours #i havent used a guide for any of the other 3/2 stars too i might just skip hers entirely tbh #text

[pawphin]

guys link click is SOOOOOO GOOOD

#IVE BEEN SLEEPING ON DONGHUA THIS SHIT SLAPS SO FUCKING HARD #AND THE OPENING AND ENDING ARE JUST STRAIGHT FIRE I HAVENT SKIPPED THEM ONCE

[liturgusakrattorum]

IMNFINALLY FIGURING OUT THE CHAPTER OUTLINE

#shoving 99% of work on runes into half asleep thoughts past midnight LMAO #BUT IM DOIN IT!!! god i havent written fic in forever it feels nice to get the gears turnin again #im making a goal for myself to Not Jump The Gun #and get the outline done BEFORE i start writing. im being a responsible writer for once /JOKE #wondering where it'll take me....im finally wrangling 3 years' worth of General Concept into a workable plotline. this should be fun #skip speaks

[anaalnathrakhs]

not to be a sadass on april fools day but that post abt bullying just reminded me how recently i reconnected a little with my primary school friends and found out that they'd stayed a friend group all throughout middle school, high school, and now uni in different cities. they hang out when they come to our hometown. they have a billion pictures together at each other's birthdays and whatnot up on insta. they tried reaching out to me a couple times during the first few years i started middle school and i was just somehow impermeable to it. because i don't know how to socialize and i never fucking have. because nobody told me you're supposed to stay friends with people you don't share daily occupations with or HOW. because i thought it was normal to start a new school and now hanging out with your old friends feels soulcrushingly abnormal when actually it was probably clinical depression. yay.

#once again not to put the whole blame on adults at the time when i should perhaps have yknow. explained my reasons and reactions. #and have continued handling very poorly my situation afterwards #but also i'm almost sure making a kid skip the last grade of primary school and go straight to middle school is NEVER a good idea #anyway haha i cannot reconnect and form friendships with my old friends again because 1. there's this irreparrable gap in the middle #and i'm stuck mourning what could've been (though i'm sure i would've found a way to fuck that up too) #and 2. i can barely offer friendship to a small group of other fucked up people i spend the schoolweek with #i try to chat w them a little on insta sometimes #but we saw each other #and it was weiiiiiird #cuz of me to be clear. but i do not intent imposing that on them again and they havent reached out so. #fairly certain they found it a little awkward too. and i can't blame them #broadcasting my misery #vent

[outer-edges]

on my way to my east asian history final rahhhhh gonna shit my pants

#I may or may not have been skipping this class once Halloween #and I’ve been studying like a mf but I fear it might not have been enough #tho I don’t usually study and do rlly well on tests it’s bc I have a really good audio memory usually #(tho even that has been failing me lately and terrifyingly) #BUT I HAVENT BEEN TO CLASS #and my reading memory just isn’t the same #RAHHHHHH #WE WILL SEE LADS